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klausysworld · 11 months

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hi lovely, loving your writing as always 🫶🏻🫶🏻, i was just wondering if you’d write something a little different. Just an idea that came to mind, which is Y/N a previous ex Klaus or someone of the TVD men have mistreated. Traumatised and heartbroken, Y/N moves to a new city and starts a whole new life. A year later, Klaus and the Tvd gang at different locations (klaus = new orleans) (damon = new york) etc are listening to the same music channel, all of a sudden a familiar voice starts playing on the radio- it’s Miss Y/N, the newly and all so talented pop star.

Completely understandable if you’re not into this, it is different and doesn’t seem to be your theme. If you do do it then great, if not great 🤭lotta love for you and your writing.🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

(Gonna be a lot of jumping to different people but will remain in third person throughout)

She Did It

Y/n hadn’t had the smoothest ride to success.

Growing up in Mystic Falls Virginia was just the start of the rocky road known as life.

Being tangled in the supernatural drama as a result of being Elena, Bonnie and Carolines best friend was a whole other trip.

Falling for a toxic original hybrid that doesn’t know how to love hit her hard.

Being used whether it be for leverage in a life and death situation or for her body, she never had it easy.

Losing so many of her friends as a result only made it worse.

Him cheating on her and getting a werewolf pregnant was the straw on the camels back.

But if we’re being honest it was probably the best thing that could have happened. She was free to do whatever the fuck she wanted.

So she graduated, and got the hell out of that town so fast not even a tribrid could catch her.

Y/n went of the grid for nearly 4 years before she was heard from…or of again.

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(New York-Damon and Elena Salvatore)

It was a hot summers day in the city that never sleeps, Damon and Elena stood on the balcony of their apartment in the sun with the radio playing.

Damon stood by the barbecue flipping the burgers while Elena overlook the city. Only happy thoughts in her mind as she tapped her nails along the beat of the song that played.

Damons face twisted into one of recognition and slight confusion as he turned to Elena

“Have we heard this song already?” He asked trying to remember what had already played

“No I think it’s new, why?” Elena hums dismissively

“It sounds oddly familiar” he murmurs

Elena listens a little better and pays attention to the voice, her slight accent peeking through her words and the husk in her tone at certain points throughout. Her brows went up and she slowly stood, her hand moved to turn it up and a smile began to spread across her face

“What is it?” Damon asked confused

“Y/n” Elena stated with a growing grin “Y/n is singing” she projected “oh my god! Oh my god get the phone! Call Caroline right now!”

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(Boston-Caroline Forbes and Bonnie Bennet)

Both girls smiled as they saw Elena’s name appear on Care’s phone.

Caroline picked up and put her on speaker

“Hey Elena, how’s New Yorkk??” Care asked cheerfully

“Caroline turn on the radio right now! You won’t believe who’s singing!” Elena nearly yelled down the phone. Bonnie furrowed her brows but ran on over to the radio and turned it on.

Their faces light up within seconds of eachother as Bonnie whispered an “oh my god”

“She did it” Caroline uttered, her hand going over her mouth “she freaking did it!” She yelled ready to jump up and down. Both her and Bonnie were hugging in excitement as they listened to their old best friend pour her heart and soul into only 4 minutes of passion.

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(New Orleans-Klaus and Rebekah Mikaelson)

Klaus had frozen in step when he heard Rebekah singing along to a very familiar voice.

He stood in the door way staring amazed at the speaker that blasted her voice before the radio presenter chimed it

“And that was miss y/n’s newest big hit, it would seem she just keeps hitting the charts, last week she knocked out her own number one with another” the guy announced making Klaus take a step inside. His jaw went slack as he listened to the people praise her music and the meaning behind her songs. “I’m excited for her interview tomorrow morning” they continued

Rebekah noticed Klaus’s face and smirked “didn’t know she was basically a superstar?” She asked amused and he shook her head “she’s literally everywhere at the moment! How have you not heard her!?” She questioned with a laugh but he only blinked dumbfounded.

Klaus stood for several more songs until eventually leaving and sitting in his own room with his headphones blaring.

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(California-Y/n’s interview on TV).

Interviewer is in italics & Y/n is normal text

Y/n’s smile was big as she sat down opposite her interviewer. The cameras focused on her, she truly looked flawless.

“You look lovely this morning” the presenter greeted, sitting up straight in his chair as she grinned in excitement at him

“Thank you, you do to of course” she responded politely and he smiled

“I don’t want to come on too head on but god everyone is just dying to know, ‘who is y/n y/l/n!?’” He questioned leaning toward her eagerly making her laugh lightly

“No no it’s fine, straight to the point” she began “well I mean, it’s sort of a long story but I always had the dream and aspiration to become a singer and one day something just happened and it made me realise that it would only ever be a dream if I didn’t actually go for it” she explained and the man nodded

“Surely it’s more complicated than that?” He questioned

“No yeah of course, I mean I went to so many different places. I’ve sang in bars, i’ve been a busker on the streets of Chicago, i’ve had producers turn me away and auditions gone wrong. I’ve choked a few times and just had a lot of self doubt toward earlier years. It took like three years to get here, and of course that is like really freaking fast when you think about it because some people are trying for so long and get nowhere. I guess it was partly luck. I prefer to thank the public, I mostly got recognition from people posing me on social media and then bigger people approached me from there” she told him in more detail

“You are a role model to so many young women, you’ve proved to be incredibly resilient and ambitious. Your talent has gotten you so far, you’re already making songs with other huge stars” he stated with a look for her to confirm his words

She nodded and her smile grew

“I’m actually um, flying up to Michigan, Detroit next week, I’m producing a song slash rap with Marshal, well Eminem” she confirms and the cameras flash on her face

“So we should all be expecting a new phenomenon to be created” he question, his hands rubbing together

“I mean it’s Eminem, he hasn’t failed yet” she laughed

“And seeing the other people you’ve already sang with, you shouldn’t be any trouble, fans are truly over the moon to hear the both of you together” he adds

“Yeah, I mean, I’m incredibly excited as well obviously. I’m actually making up a collaborations album, I’ve already recorded some of the tracks on there with uh Taylor Swift and Lana del rey, then I’m with Eminem next week and some time down the line I have a meeting with Billie Eilish and her team and a couple other people but I wanna keep some surprises for the future”

The interviewer nodded along with what she said and leaned back in his seat

“Within very minimal years you have become such a huge success, what are your plans for the future?”

“Well I’m not overly sure to be honest. I know that I want to tour. I’ve done like a couple festivals and a few bigger events but I want to make my way around the states and eventually get out of America you know? I want to go world wide, I’ve actually already got a lot of requests to come to other countries but I need to do states first, see how much I make and how expensive a world tour will actually be”

Each person from her past watched snd listened to everything she said in that interview.

They all listened to the album she had already released and were all eager for her to create a collaborations one.

In some ways it was unbelievable but really, they all knew she was capable.

(I wanted this to focus more on the happiness that they all felt for her finally having her dreams rather than it being all about the past)

(Hope this was sort of what you wanted??? Im not gonna lie I have made up so so so many like fake scenarios in my head with basically this plot😭😭 I always end dating young Eminem and Klaus is all depressed cuz he wants me back. Basically I’m just a very sad being with little to no social life 😬)

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zuc6 · 2 years

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HEY! 😎 im a new fic writer, well like- not new but this is my first time writing like a introduction kinda thing so: (not proofread ☠️)

UPDATE AT THE BOTTOM FOR THOSE WHO'VE ALREADY SEEN THIS POST!! 😁😁😁

Hi, im vee. Just vee. Not short for any name or anything, my pronouns are she/they (afab🤙). i like to write oddly specific fan fiction that i dont necessarily see a lot 🦾

Im 17, 6'2 (the hoes gon loooove this), and here are some things im open to writing for

(ALSO feel free to leave requests i love other people's ideas)

Stranger Things

i WILL write for stranger things characters but im open to aging some up but if im uncomfortable im just like..not gonna...do it..

DEFINETLY open to writing like Joyce x Fem!Reader, since i havent seen that yet

Especially Milfs. Milfs 4ever.

CHARACTER POV'S, I've noticed in fics theyre usually from the readers perspective so its like only what the reader thinks of whatever character. Now while i like that i think itd be super fun to throw in what the character thinks of reader. like what they think of you, what they like, what the notice, shit like that!

The Last Of Us

WOOP i love the last of us. by the last of us i mean ellie williams and abby anderson

Im open to Ellie smut, Abby smut, Ellie AND Abby smut, whatever you want fr.

obviously not open to writing smut of minors so if you just so happened to let the thought cross your mind, no 😓

Idk how i feel about Joel x Reader shit considering Joel is like grandpappy but ive seen a lot of people open to it so dont lose hope if u were wondering

Euphoria

OK DONT BUG OUT im not like gonna write shit about underage characters like i said before

If you guys want euphoria shit tho im open to like angst or fluff mainly with like rue because obviously drugs rahrahrah

or like imagine being Fez's younger sister (only by like a year) Like fluff bond with Ash, showing him affection when hes not used to it, being close to rue bc drugs rahrahrah and like sister in law relationship with Lexi ykyk?

(i cant think of shit else)

Random shit ill write:

Reader listening to rock and being an epic hottie

Reader playing instrumentssss

I lean more towards Fem or Gn reader but i will do male reader dw

Reader being emo 😎 jk like metal lover reader

I will of course leave room for imagination but also include like Reader outfit photos

Reader having good sense of music, style, being shy, anxiety, panic attacks, angsty feelings, drama and trauma oooo

pet names

bold, punk, jerk or like asshole reader

Lots of aus, and like modern au bc im annoying

i was thinking of doing like a crossover of like Robin x Vickie but Vickies past is Anne with an E since theyre the same actor yk? it would be difficult to figure out since the timelines in each are so different

anything u want

will NOT write:

age play, baby talk, annoyingly cliche submissive shit, get that shit out of here

i wont romanticize domestic violence or make light of abusive relationship dynamics, hell noooo 🙅🏽‍♀️

Emotional whiplash, i want things to make sense

animal play. if you wanna be a bunny demon angel wolf hybrid please screw off 😭

Any kinks im uncomfy w (ex. piss kink 😦) ill let u know what im not okay with writing

tbp smut ☠️☠️

OKAY HI i wrote this and got extremely busy and just fucking like bonked out so here i am returning. i was gonna delste this account and make a new one because i didnt wanna like write this, disappear, and then come back and act like i never left sooo im back woop woop!

I HAVE GREAT NEWS THO! during my time away i found a new interest to latch myself onto and write about... and that isss...

THE BLACK PHONE

WOOOOOOOO I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!! and rinney is so fucking cool. i love those little gays, man

rinney fluff and angst is needed so bad i love them with my soul, man

gonna say this once again, im not gonna write smut about kids so pLEASE if any minor hunters read all the way down here just for that, take this moment to consider jumping out of the highest window possible 🙏

fix-it au's and modern au's are gonna be my main go to when writing tbp content because i uh... suck...at writing fics that take place in the fucking 70's in denver ☠️

FIX-IT AU, like finney getting another chance is so good im foaming at the mouth. im currently obsessed with @starsthatlinethesky 's fic on that so (PLEASE) go check that shit out its so good!

brance, MAYBE, most likely. i love bruce hes so sweet and vance is cool so i probably will write shit about those little gay men

terrance and finney's mom place swap. i want to write about finney and gwen being able to be happy without terrance and his destruction so hes getting erased at least once or twice 😊

gwen pov fics since i havent seen a lot of that

stranger things x tbp crossovers are so cool. like finney/will where will moves for whatever reason w his dad after season 2 or 3 since itd make the most sense. i love that shit

not writing smut but i probably will age everyone up a bit once or twice 🤘

i dont know if im gonna end up making x reader shit but if i do, reader isnt gonna be a preppy giddy child, theyre gonna be a punk, an asshole, a badass, closed off and overall AWESOME. you're welcome 🤗

other than that its pretty much fine, if u have any other like show ideas i might be open to write for hmu in the requests babeee MWA MWA

-Vee

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in-a-mountain-pool · 1 year

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Hey aemond girlies out there! I've just made this sideblog (main blog: dreamymoomin) for the fics I'm working on! I'm hoping to get back into writing again for House of the Dragon, or any other lovely Ewan Mitchell characters if I damn well fancy it...

I just wrote out a meaty six chapter plan for an Ettore x Reader fic I've been thinking about, so watch this space because it's about to get extremely angsty~

I would love to talk about writing with other fic writers on here so please feel free to interact!

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rosewine-5 · 4 months

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𝑽𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒖𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝑨𝒅𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 (2)

Billy the Kid x b!woc reader

Being the pastor’s daughter meant you had to always be on your best behavior, never stepping off the right path, walking the straight & narrow path, and her eyes towards heaven. That was until a certain outlaw rode into your life, and taught you sometimes it okay to have a taste of hell with a little bit of heaven.

A.N: reader’s last name is Bennett.

A.N2: Thank you all for the likes & feedback from part one, here’s part 2!

UPDATE: Part 3 is here!

Word count: 1.1k

divider by saradika

Over the next few days, you tried to ignore Billy like the plague. He had a different idea, he would follow you like a lost puppy, never close enough for you to see, but you knew his eyes were on you. Going into town: you knew he was there. Working at the bar: you knew he was there. Even in church: you knew he was there and it drove you crazy. You all were taught to not look behind you during service, eyes forward and towards the pulpit at all times.

You were yearning to catch a glimpse of him, just to know you weren't crazy. However, you couldn't risk getting scolded by your mother for improper behavior. So you sat still, the burning of his eyes on you nagging you the entire time. As you waited for your father to finish saying goodbyes, you heard a voice behind you. “I should’ve known the pastor's daughter could clean up so well,” Billy said, looking you up and down.

“I didn't know the cowboy knew the Lord’s word either.” you responded, looking at him. “We all have our secrets, darling.” He said, a smirk appearing in the corner of his mouth. “So what are yours, Billy?” you asked, leaning on the wall and looking up at him. “I'm not telling mine if you're not telling yours, Ms. Bennet.” He grinned. You peeped inside the door and saw your father still in the middle of a conversation, so you had time. “Alright, I'll let you ask 3 questions about me, and I'll do the same with you, deal?”

“Deal. First question: Have you ever had a drink, and I ain't talking about wine?" Billy asked, to which you nodded in response. "Never. Have you ever taken someone's life?" you asked, noticing a slight twitch in his eyes. "Yes, I killed men before.” he replied, making your blood freeze. You felt your eyes go wide. “Let me guess, it goes against one of the Lord’s rules?” Billy asked, a tone of sarcasm laced in his voice. “Yes, a pretty big one!” You shouted, making him chuckle.

“Don't worry sweet thing, I'd never kill something so pure and innocent as you.” He smirked, caressing your cheek with his thumb. “I'm not so innocent, murderer.” You snapped, the grin never leaving his face. “Oh really? So you’ve held a gun before?“ Billy asked, raising his eyebrows. “Of course I have!” you answered, making him gasp loudly and putting his hand over his heart in a mocking manner. “I thought you were a proper lady Ms. Bennett! How dare you touch a gun!” he said, adding an exasperated gasp to his sentence, making you laugh.

“Shut your mouth! I know how to use one, I've just never shot one.” You said, seeing him side-eye you. “You poor soul.” you heard him whisper to himself. “So, why do you bother me so much?” you asked, giving him a sharp and challenging look. “You intrigue me, little Bennett. I don't get how you've had such a protected lifestyle.” be answered. “Having a stable life isn't protected.” You said, shrugging. “Yeah? Because I've seen those brothers of yours in the bar, and they have the same rules you do I assume.” said, making you nod.

“Bull. Shit.” he said, chuckling. “You don't even see how deprived you've been of fun because you’ve had your eyes set on heaven the whole time.” Billy said, and then you saw his smile change, his eyes darkening. “Oh. You poor little thing. You don't know what you're missing out on.” He said, making you look at the ground in embarrassment. “Eyes are up here, little girl.” he said, tilting your head up. “So then answer my last question. What do you want from me?” you asked, annoyance laced through your words.

He smirked and then grasped your necklace and tugged it slightly so you were almost nose to nose. “I thought I made my thoughts clear from the start, honey. I want you.” He said, hearing the desire in his tone.

You stepped away from him like he was a raging fire, and yet you stayed close enough to still be within arms reach. You both didn't say a word, you didn't need to. His word rang in your ears. This man was a walking sin, the devil in the form of a man: a very handsome man. His eyes glued to your face, waiting for your next move.

Just like that the word faded away. You were no longer outside the church, you were in your own little paradise. The one that surrounded you when you got lost in his eyes. Your dress softly flows in the wind, yet you don't feel the chill of the breeze. You didn't feel anything actually.

“I want you”

He didn't know how those 3 words and 8 letters affected you, but then again, maybe he did. Did he want to make you get flustered like this? Possibly. Would you slap him if no one else was around? Probably.

At the same time did you think about what he was saying? Definitely!

Before you could give him an answer, he spoke up first. “Don't you wanna live, honey?” Billy asked, giving you that same signature smile. Fuck him and his cowboy casanova ways, God excuse my French. As a matter of fact, fuck his pretty smile. Fuck his beautiful eyes. Fuck his large strong hands and make you lose your words with a simple touch. And fuck yourself for crushing on him.

Before you could answer him, you were happy to see your father walk out with your mother and father in tow. “Thank you Jesus!” you thought. “Ah! Billy. I see you've met my daughter.” He said, putting a firm hand on your shoulder. “Lovely daughter you've raised, sir. She was just helping me understand the message today, wise girl you have right there.” he said, giving you a kinder smile, but the true intentions remained a secret, one only you two knew.

“Well if you ever want to study the word more, she’ll talk to you about it. Won't you, dove?” he asked, the stern look in his eyes daring you to say “no” along with his palm on your shoulder. “Bringing a man closer to God and Jesus gets you to heaven as you always say.” You said with a nervous smile. Billy, who was now leaning on the wall, gave a knowing look in his eyes. “Closer to heaven” you say, Ms. Bennett?” He asked, a playful edge showing through his words. “Amen to that.” he said, taking your hand and kissing it softly. Before you walked away with your family, he whispered to you one last time. “Now I have a veiled excuse to have you to myself.” And with one last smirk, he walked away from you, leaving you shaken.

Your dad had no idea what he had just done. For a man of God, he seemed to be blind to the works of the blue-eyed devil in front of him.

The man who preached on saving souls from temptation just presented the blue eyed silver tongued serpent with his new Eve.

And the apples were looking riper by the minute.

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venusbyline · 2 months

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Hey guys, I'm Vênus (she/her). This is my new ff blog and requests are already open!

I really like writing dark, smut and/or angst contents for s/o x female readers.

Almost all the characters and artists I'll write for are tagged. Feel free to send me your writing requests on my ask. (ps¹: practically i'll write for all Jacob Elordi and Ryan Gosling's characters, there just wasn't enough space in the tags).

So don't be shy... I'm a member of the "toxic characters stan" too <3

ps²: some characters besides the other characters of Ryan Gosling and Jacob Elordi that I didn't put in the tags but that I can also write for:

Scream: Ethan Landry, Billy Loomis, Stu Macher.

Euphoria: Rue Bennet, Jules Vaughn, Ethan Lewis, Lexi Howard, Chris McKay, Fezco.

Hunger Games: Lucy Gray Baird, Katniss Everdeen, Sejanus Plinth, Johanna Mason, Treech, Clemensia Dovecote, Tigris Snow, Haymitch Abernathy.

MCU: Tom Holland!Peter Parker & Andrew Garfield!Peter Parker, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff.

Daisy Jones & The Six: Eddie Roundtree, Daisy Jones, Camila Dunne.

The Vampire Diaries: Stefan Salvatore, Damon Salvatore, Silas, Rebekah Mikaelson, Katherine Pierce.

Margot Robbie: Barbie, Harley Quinn.

Gossip Girl: Chuck Bass, Nate Archibald, Carter Baizen, Blair Waldorf.

YOU: Love Quinn, Joe Goldberg.

Harry Potter: Cedric Diggory, Hermione Granger, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Sirius Black.

Grey's Anatomy: Jackson Avery, Derek Shepherd, Mark Sloan, Alex Karev.

Outer Banks: Rafe Cameron, JJ Maybank.

Anyway, more characters can be added here over time!

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exitpursuedbyavulcan · 6 months

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12 Days of Smuff Line-up

This December, I will be participating in the 12 days of smuff challenge by @madmax8603 ! I’m so excited that I’ve already decided on the pairings and basic plot lines! There’s two fics in here that will be companion pieces to my existing series (What is Broken and Studious)!

Here’s the schedule:

12/14: Hand holding & dry humping: What is Broken!Aemond x fiancée Wifey

12/15: Dreams & dirty talk: Tom Bennet x reader

12/16: In nature & deep throating: Aemond x wife! Reader

12/17: Reassurance & car sex: Modern!Aegon x reader

12/18: Diary/letters & lingerie kink: Tom Bennet x reader

12/19: Future & face sitting: Billy Washington x reader

12/20: Sharing a drink & toys: Daemon x reader

12/21: Sunset/sunrise & orgasm control: Studious!Aemond x Wife! Reader

12/22 Swimming & face fucking: Tom Bennet x reader

12/23: Bed sharing & accidental stimulation: Criston Cole x Aegon’s Twin!Reader

12/24;A fancy party & praising: Modern!Aemond x reader

12/25: Promise & phone sex: Modern!Osferth x reader

Can’t wait to write and share these with y’all!!

#12 days of smuff #studious #what is broken #hotd #aemond #aemond fic #Aegon fic #osferth fic #Tom Bennet fic #criston Cole fic #daemon fic

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billybennet · 3 months

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Masterlist and Intro

hii I'm maggie, I write for a variety of characters, and am totally open to suggestions!

Works (from newest to oldest):

Our Last Summer (alex summers x reader)

Literal Monster (yasper lennov x reader)

Plus One (jean-ralphio saperstein x reader) Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

What's My Age Again? (charlie kelly x reader) Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

I Think We're Alone Now (billy bennet x reader)

Obsessed (erica jones x reader)

A Little Less Sixteen Candles and a Little More “Touch Me” (demetri alexopoulos x reader) Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6

Jealousy (james maguire x reader)

Ruins of Us (edmund pevensie x reader)

AO3: galactickle

Ko-fi: maggiep1e

#masterlist #fanfic #jean ralphio saperstein #jared dunn #charlie kelly #billy bennett #erica jones #demetri alexopoulos #james maguire #edmund pevensie #alex summers #havok

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russosafehaven · 1 year

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Save Me

Title: Save Me

Pairings: Billy Russo x Mutant!Rawlins!Reader

Warnings: Torture, Canon Typical Violence, Mutant!Reader, Sexual Assault (Mentioned), GN!Reader

Word Count: 3576

Billy Russo Taglist: @snowkestrel

He gave you a warm smile before placing his lips to your temple. Small tendrils start crawling up his legs, tugging him closer to you. As he looked down you followed his gaze. Blushing before turning around and going back to covering the toast in a layer of cinnamon sugar. Strong arms wrapped around your waist and a head pressed into your neck.

“Your monitor went off like fucking crazy. I was in the area, wanted to check up on you. Tell me what happened little ghost”

Little ghost. Something this man had called you since he discovered your ability to phase through walls and go invisible. He found you a being of beauty while you found yourself a monster.

Nightmare, back in the lab. Wanted Billy” Your voice was quiet and desperate. He turned you around and pulled your face towards him. His gaze was harsh and yet so soft. Full of need and want.

“I’m here now. How about we finish your snack and then we go to the unliving room. Put on one of your shows”

Unliving room, another thing he joked about. To him you were the incarnation of the unliving, a gateway to the dead. Your shadows were morbid beauty and he loved every moment of it. So he started calling living rooms ‘unliving’ around you. A small nod later and Billy helped you cover the toast with the cinnamon sugar. Dipping his finger in and bringing it to his mouth to taste. When you were finished he took you to the lounge room taking a seat on your couch. It was an old design, something almost victorian to match the rest of the house.

“What shall we watch little ghost? Friends, Brooklyn 99, Parks and Rec, Modern Family. Take your pick baby”

His arms snaked around you, pulling you impossibly closer to his body. He was your sun, your north star. You knew every murder, every kill, every sin he had committed but around you he was brighter than light itself. He lit up your world and was your absolute everything.

“Modern Family please Billy”

His lips pressed onto the top of your head. He opened up Disney+ and found Modern Family in your recently watched. The two of you loved watching it together, Billy having grown up in a group home and you being in your situation. Together you imagined what life would be like if you lived somewhat average lives. Would you have ever met each other? Or would you be strangers?

Alright here we go, while we’re here I found a way I might be able to take Rawlin’s down” You took the remote from Billy’s grip. Pausing the episode. The plate collided with the table as you placed it down and you turned over to straddled Billy.

“How? Billy how? You can save me?”

You stared into his eyes. Waiting for a response. A chance to be free was what you had wanted for years. Now you had Billy to go to, you craved it more. The day you met Billy was one of your favourites. Even if the memory stung.

~ “You are nothing but a fucking weapon you understand me?!”

A knife ripped into your thigh, pulling through the skin. Your father had brought you on what he said was a work trip. Only he just wanted to use you as a ploy. Colonel Bennet was torturing you while your father watched. Waiting for you to react.

“Fucking stupid little mutant cunt can’t even understand that. You are nothing without us you understand? That’s why you were sold to us”

A punch to your jaw. Rage boiled underneath your skin. Shadows started to crawl up the colonels legs as you retaliated. Your father stood silent in the corner, the patch covering his eye still stained with blood. You remember watching it being punched out. A rough mission and he spewed bullshit to the men who were hanging by threads. One of the lieutenants punched him, almost killing him. You wish he had succeeded. Maybe then you’d be free, on the streets sure. It was better than nothing.

“There they are”

A scream erupted from your throat and you pulled yourself from your binds. The rope fell to the ground as you launched at the colonel. You punched him, holding him to the ground with your shadows. He tried to fight back but his punches just went through your body. In the corner of your vision you see your father dip out of the tent. You continued throwing punches and a shadow wrapped around his throat, slowly beginning to choke him. Before he could pass out you were pulled off of him.

“Maybe next time you’ll be useful in the field”

Your father spat the words out at you and left you alone with the man who pulled you off of Bennet. Tears welled in your eyes and you wiped them with the dirty rag you wore on your body. A hand cupped your face and you looked up to see a handsome man. His eyes were a gorgeous dark brown, almost black. His hair was the same shade and slicked back to perfection.

“Lieutenant Billy Russo, take it you’re the secret weapon Agent Orange is always mentioning”

He wiped your tears as he spoke and you nodded in return. Small hiccups started to fill the awkward silence. Billy chuckled at the sounds you made as you tried to cover your mouth. He pulled your hand away and wrapped you in his arms.

“It’s okay. This shit is almost over, I don’t know what Agent Orange is gonna do with you. Something fucking fragile as you shouldn’t have to deal with this…”

He trailed off pushing you away and looking at you in a whole. Scars ran up and down your body, some were self inflicted and some were from torture sessions or experiments from Stryker. You watched as the Lieutenants eyes opened wide. He went to say something but was distracted from the fabric divider opening again. You hugged yourself in an attempt to hide. It was a survival mechanism, make yourself as small and possible.

“Hey Bill, mail got passed-“

The man stopped talking and Billy’s arms left you. Trembling slightly you reached out for one of his arms. Clutching at the rough material of his uniform his body turned back to you. A small grin crossed his face as he held out an arm to you, letting you hold onto it. He looked back at the other man. Frankie… shit man. Agent Orange, this is the weapon he’s always talking about”

The man, Frankie, steps closer to you and Billy. The fear causes you to inch closer to Billy, using him as a shield. Over the years you had developed a fear of men. Stryker experimenting you in your childhood, the men who had assaulted you, Bennet and your father. You didn’t trust them easily. You didn’t understand why Billy felt different, he seemed so warm. Didn’t act violent towards you, he was gentle and sweet. His dark eyes had this odd warmth to them.

“Jesus fuck… that’s a kid. What kinda sick shit is this?”

You flinched at Frankie’s swearing. They both had picked it up as Billy wrapped a hand around you. The other man had knelt down, passing a letter to Billy and reaching a hand out to you.

“Hey kid, my names Frank. I’m not gonna hurt you. I’m gonna help Bill get you out of this mess okay?”

“Yeah I can save you. Get you out of here and take you to see Frankie and his family. You’d love the kids, bet they’d love you too. I can show you so many places baby”

You smiled at the prospect. Being with Billy out in the open sounded like a dream come true. You looked up at him and grinned. He reached down and placed a kiss to your lips.

“I know it sounds real exciting. There’s this guy Frankie found. Ex-NSA analyst or some shit like that. Anyways he’s found enough proof on Rawlin’s and what happened in Kandahar. Asshole even managed to pull some of your records. For it to work you’re gonna need to testify. Now I know it’s a lot, but just think about it”

As soon as he finished you nodded furiously. You didn’t care what you’d have to do as long as it meant that you could be with Billy. It took a few weeks for Billy to set everything up. When he told you that you were set to testify he had pulled up in his Rolls Royce. A woman with brown hair in soft curls stepping out of the passenger seat. You watched as the two of them made their way to the front door. Listening for the click of Billy’s key as it was unlocked.

“Little ghost, I’m here to get you ready” You ran over to Billy, wrapping your arms and a few shadow tendrils around him. Holding him firmly he returned the favour and placed a gentle kiss to your head. Mumbling out a small ‘mine’ he chuckled. As he peeled you away he turned you to face the woman.

“This is Maria, Frankie’s wife. She’s here so we can help you look a bit more presentable for court. Not that you don’t look great in my boxers and that shirt, but that won’t go over so well with the judge”

He gave you a smirk and you waved to Maria. She pulled something out of the bag that was on her shoulder and held it out to you. In her palm was a chain necklace with two dog tags on them. You picked them up and flipped them over, they read Billy’s name. His information engraved on them.

“Frank and Billy, well they always stored their military things together. When Bill here told us about you and that he’d be needing my help, I thought you’d like them. So when you’re up ok the stand a part of him is there with you”

You looked up at Billy who’s mouth was hung open. He hadn’t known Maria was doing this and he couldn’t help but ache in gratitude. Pulling them over your neck, you inched towards Maria. Shyly giving her a hug in thanks. She returned it and gave you a gentle squeeze, the way Billy does. It made you wonder how much he spoke about you. As she let you go, a warm smile graced her features. Her eyes lit up with a motherly glow that you hadn’t ever felt. Billy pulled you back to him and led the two of you to the unliving room. From the bag, Maria pulled out a range of items. Makeup, hair brushes, several outfit options and some jewellery. Everything looked so delicate and fragile. You looked up at Billy who stood behind the couch you were seated on with Maria next to you. He had this sly look in his eyes and it made you giggle.

“Let’s start with your hair shall we?”

Maria’s voice filled you with joy. She had this aura of love around her that you couldn’t describe. Billy must have noticed how comfortable you felt as he had left the room and was walking around in the kitchen.

~ You sat uncomfortably on the stand. Someone held a bible out to you, gesturing to hold your hand on it.

“Do you swear to tell the truth and nothing but the truth so help you God?”

You nodded, hoping it was the right thing to do. The judge made a motion and the lawyer helping Billy, Foggy, stood up and walked over to you.

“Can you state your name for the record please?”

He looked at you, shooting you a comforting smile. Before going in he and his partner, Matt, introduced themselves to you. Although you felt a closer connection to Karen she was just their paralegal and wouldn’t be questioning you. So it was imperative that you felt safe with Foggy and Matt. You repeated your name and from the table you see Billy raise his hand into a thumbs up.

“How long have you know Agent Rawlin’s?” You took a deep breath in. Knowing what was about to come. Maria and Billy prepped you for this moment, asking questions that you might be asked, teaching you how to maintain eye contact if needed and whatever else.

“I’m unaware of the time frame as when I was sold to William Rawlins, he did not allow me access to a clock of any kind. All I know is that I was around 12 years old when he brought me and I’ve been with him since then”

Foggy gave a curt nod and you took another deep breath. Your entire life was about to be on display for the world to see. This case would change the minds of how people viewed the CIA and you knew it. Billy had told you that most of the time they’d try to cover it up by payouts or whatever else. However they fought tooth and nail to take this to court. Just like Frank and Billy promised you when they first saw you.

“So he brought you and then kept you unaware of the passage of time?” You gave the blonde man a firm nod. He started to make his way over to the jury, facing them as he spoke.

“Are you aware why William Rawlins brought you?”

You took a breath, fiddling with the fabric of your garments. Your life was about to be on display for the world to see.

After the session had ended, the jury found Rawlins guilty and served him 30 life sentences in the Raft. You had run into Billy’s arms whispering an abundance of thank you’s. When Matt and Foggy walked over you gave each of them a hug too. In the short time you’d known them, you’d decided they were trustworthy. A friend of Billy’s was a friend of yours. The two men were pleasant to see you light up as loud as you did. When Rawlins was brought out in cuffs he’d tried to get to you, but Frank had stood in front of you with Billy holding your shoulders from behind.

Billy held your hand, walking you out of the building and to his car. His Rolls Royce Wraith, his prized possession since he had opened ANVIL. Frank and Maria had followed the two of you, the two former marines discussing something as Maria stood in front of you. She held out her arms and pulled you into a hug.

“You did absolutely amazing. Can’t imagine how that must have been for you darling. It’s all over now, Billy’s actually thinking about you two staying with me and Frank for a few days. How does that sound?”

You looked up at Maria, the way she so gently called you darling made your heart flutter. You didn’t know how many years older than you she was, but she took on that maternal role you lacked. She had noticed the way you looked at her like that and accepted the role, treating you like a little sister. Nodding eagerly, she smiled and wrapped an arm around you. Trotting you over the Billy and Frank who were having their own playful spat. Maria told Billy that you were fond of the idea and he nodded, pulling you in by the waist for a hug.

Billy walked you around to the passenger seat of his car, opening it for you and helping you climb in. You looked down, unsure what to do. You heard him let out a small chuckle before pinning you in with the seatbelt, explaining it to you like you were a small child. In some ways you were, your years in captivity had left you so unaware of basic experiences that it made sense for Billy to see you as a child.

You listened as Frank and Maria climbed into the back seat, talking with one another. As Billy pulled out you stared out the window. This was the first time you were experiencing New York and you were already in love with it. You smiled giddily like a little kid who just got candy as the buildings swam past. A hand reached over to you thigh, rubbing it and you look over to meet Billy. He shoot’s you a smile and you can’t help but fall against his shoulder. Rubbing into him like a cat. From behind you a chuckle escapes from Franks lips.

“Billy the Beaut wrapped for a girl, never thought I’d see the day”

You turned around and shot Frank a questioning look. Billy’s hand shot out to hit Frank on the knee, his eyes trained in the road.

“Back in the day Bill here was flirting with anything that could move. Men and women, left and right. That day in Kandahar when I saw him with you, shit kid. That was the first time he got emotional with someone other then me and Maria. You woke something up in my boy here and even if it was in shitty circumstances, I’m glad he met you”

Heat rushed to your cheeks and you look back out your window. Trying to hide your embarrassment. Conversation was made for another forty minutes until you were pulling up in a houses driveway. It was a little ways out of the city and in a nice area. The other three got out of the car and your door was opened by Maria. She offered you a hand and you took it.

“Welcome to our home darling, can’t wait for you to meet Lisa and Junior. They’re gonna love you”

She passed you off to Billy who led you inside. This was your new life and you couldn’t be happier. All those years of torture and restraint were gone. You had Billy, Maria, Frank and soon enough you’d have a niece and a nephew, or so Maria told you to call them. Things had changed for the better all to the help of two lieutenants, a housewife, two pro-bono lawyers and a former NSA analyst who helped hack into Rawlins files.

#billy russo imagine #billy russo x reader #billy russo #frank castle #billy russo fluff #the punisher imagine #gender neutral character #gender netural #mutant!reader #maria castle #matt murdock #foggy nelson #karen page #david lieberman #billy russo angst

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friendly-reject · 2 years

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Yes very Inclusive

Why is it that when I read 'LGBTQ+ friendly' posts it's always centred towards skinny rose lipped girls who occasionally send a slight wink at another girl like-

now no hate on people who are like that but COME ON I wanna smash a cute girl too than make out with an adorable guy while also wearing something other than a skirt and no top 😭🤚

#This is sad #why just why #lgbtq+ writers #spencer reid #ben hargreeves x reader #wlw #mlm #polyamourous #tom riddle x reader #saya x reader #deadlyclass #Marcus lopez #billy bennet #yn things #bisexual is valid #pansexual is valid #Poly is valid

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notgaybitchfx · 2 years

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❣︎You can call me Coffee or whatever nickname you can think of

❣︎This is a BL omegaverse blog so if you’re a person that has she/her, she/they, she/it, she/he, etc. as your pronouns please click off this blog

❣︎Anyone under the age of 17 will be blocked and those that don’t have their age in bios will receive a personal message from me about how old you are

• Things I WONT tolerate •

❣︎No fudanshis or Fujoshi

❣︎No proshippers

❣︎No minor nsfw

❣︎No homophobia, transphobia, etc.

❣︎Don’t be fuckin racist

❣︎No oc x character & fem x m!reader

❣︎No incest

❣︎No vore

❣︎No teacher x student/pedophilia

• Shows & Characters I write for •

Stranger Things

Will Byers

Steve Harrington

Billy Hargrove

Mike Wheeler

Dustin Henderson

Jim Hopper

Eddie Munson

Jonathan

Lucas Sinclair

One/Vecna/Henry

Attack on Titan

Levi Ackerman

Eren Yeager

Armin Arlert

Jean Kirstein

Reiner Braun

Connie Springer

Erwin Smith

Marco Bodt

Jujutsu Kaisen

Yuji Itadori

Megumi Fushiguro

Satoru Gojo

Suguru Geto

Noritoshi Kamo

Yuta Okkotsu

Sukuna

Toji Fushiguro

Kento Nanami

Choso

Aoi Todo

Toge Inumaki

Tokyo Revengers

Manjiro Sano (Mikey)

Ken Ryuguji (Draken)

Takemitchi Hanagaki (Takemitchy)

Haruchiyo Sanzu

Chifuyu Matsuno

Izana Kurokawa

Keisuke Baji

Hajime Kokonoi (Koko)

Hakkai Shiba

Kazutora Hanemiya

Nahoya Kawata

Souya Kawata

Ran Haitani

Rindou Haitani

Taiju Shiba

Takashi Mitsuya

Takemoi Akashi

Wakasa Imaushi (Waka)

Shuji Hanma

Seishu Inui (Inupi)

Keizo Arashi (Benkei)

Demon slayer

Giyu Tomioka

Obanai Iguro

Sanemi Shinazugawa

Gyomei Himejima

Tengen Uzui

Muchiro Tokito

Kyojuro Rengoku

Tanjiro Kamado

Zenitsu Agamatsu

Inosuke Hashibira

Genya Shinazugawa

Muzan Kibutsuji

Yushiro

Akaza

Douma

Kagaya Ubuyashiki

Enmu

Jojo Bizarre Adventure

Dio Brando

Giorno Giovanna

Josuke Higashikata

Jean Pierre Polnareff

Johnny Joestar

Noriaki Kakyoin

Guido Mista

Diavolo

Jotaro Kujo

Bruno Bucciarati

Enrico Pucci

Leone Abbacchio

Pannacotta Fugo

Black Butler

Sebastian Michaelis

Undertaker

Finnian

Bard

William T. Spears

Agni

Soma

Drossel Keinz

Alesiter Chamber

Ronald Knox

Genshin Impact

Kaeya

Chongyun

Diluc

Tartaglia (Childe)

Scaramouche

Xingqiu

Kazuha

Gorou

Itto

Bennet

Albedo

Ayato

Thoma

Xiao

Zhongli

Dainsleif

(More will be added eventually)

#masterlist #fandoms #demon slayer #bungou stray dogs #jujutsu kaisen #tokyo revengers #attack on titan #jojo bizarre adventure #black butler

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gangrenados · 4 years

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Headcanons for what marcus, lex, and willie's favorite non-sexual acts of intimacy are?

Marcus

Marcus is a touch starved boy, even the smallest tender touch will make his heart melt. He has longed for so long to feel loved and held that he dosen't care if it's just a pat in his back or a bear hug, he accepts it all.

Billy

Billy loves forehead kisses, it makes him feel self and loved in such a way he can't explain. Every time you do this his cheeks turn a pale pink and his grins, wanting to hide how much he liked it.

Lex

The tender touch of you lacing your hand in his, Lex love when you do this when you're walking around. It's such an innocent thing for someone like him, but he dosen't care, he will find the way to make it rude.

Willie

This boy's heart skips a beat when you lean on him, especially if you're hugging. In some kind of way he feels stronger, like he's able to keep you both away from everything, also he finds soothing the way your arms surround him.

#answered #deadly class x reader #deadly class headcanons #deadly class imagine #deadly class #willie lewis headcanon #willie lewis x reader #willie Lewis #lex miller hcs #lex millers imagine #lex miller x reader #Marcus lopez arguello imagine #marcus lopez arguello headcanon #marcus lopez arguello x reader #billy bennett x reader #billy bennett imagine #billy bennet

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infernalodie · 2 years

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𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲'𝐬 𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫 || 𝐑𝐮𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐭

“𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯' 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘦'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘓𝘦𝘵'𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘓𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰“

Inspo: Billie Eilish - when the party’s over Billie Eilish - Everything I Wanted

Pairing: Rue Bennet x Bennett!Fem!reader

Summary: You’ve lost every person in your life and left to wallow in your own justification of them leaving. But it’s Rue’s job to talk you away from the edge.

(gif used is not mine)

Warnings: Angsty as fuck, talks of depression, self-harm, and drug addiction

Words 1237

DNI IF YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN 18 OR IF YOU’RE SENSITIVE TO THE WARNINGS ABOVE!!

Rue’s body trembled under the relentless droplets of the rain that poured down on her. Soaking her clothes and her hair that clung to her forehead and cheeks. Masking the tears that streamed down her cheeks with a quaking hand held over her chest. Sobs fell from her lips as all she could see, was you.

From the inside and out, her body was hallowed out. Once full of sobriety, happiness, and joy. Now those towers stood dilapidated in her heart, replaced with the bitter loneliness she felt. How could she have been so stupid? How didn’t she see the signs earlier?

But that was all gone now. And as she stopped short of the front door of her home, she had to swallow down the fact that she wanted. She wanted to run away as far as she could. Never come back here from the bitter truth that, in some way, she could’ve done something.

She could’ve saved you.

She pushed open the doors leading to the rooftop of the school. The cold gusts of wind hit her in full swing with her hissing at the bitter weather nipping at her cheeks. But her gaze quickly fell to you, having known you would be here, after your sudden disappearance at the party. It just heightened her senses seeing you throw your head back with a loud set of coughs. Grabbing the bottle of whiskey resting on the edge and taking a large gulp.

“Thought you would be here.” When Rue spoke, your body froze up, looking over your shoulder to find her still wearing your guys’ dad’s sweater. A signature article of clothing you knew she couldn’t go a day without putting on once. “Are you okay?”

You let out a laugh, sniffling harshly and wiped your nose with a sigh. “Well, Maddy got back together with Nate, so there’s that,” you started. “I failed my exam this week. I’ve run out of money and I have to talk to you. So, no. I’m not okay.”

Rue should’ve expected that last part. Before she ever got sober, out of every single person in her life, she treated her like shit. You reminded her too much of the good times before she ever became the person she was. And you held a power over her that she didn’t like. So, after getting sober, she expected you to act in such a way towards her. It was what she deserved.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

Another humorous laugh fell from your lips as you turned to her. “Oh?” You mused. “So, we’re now on the talking basis now? Are we going to lean on one another’s shoulder like we used to?”

“Y/n, I know I haven’t-”

“You have been a heartless bitch, Rue!” You interjected silencing the girl. “Even after you got sober, you still continued to be this person I don’t recognize.”

“Then let me make it up to you.” Rue stepped forward. “Let me try to make amends after what I’ve done.”

“Do you really think that’s how things work?” You asked incredulously. “You can call me all the names under the sun and then act like you can make up for it? There is no price to the pain and torment you have caused me.”

“Then talk to me!” Rue exclaimed. “Tell me and let me try and help!”

“I’m drowning, Rue!” You screamed. Face scrunching up with tears rapidly falling from your eyes as you stepped back from her. “And I can’t stop asking myself why the hell everyone hates me so much? Why you hate me so much? I- I just wanted to know, but you continued to treat me like garbage! Make me feel like shit when all I’ve ever done was love you!”

Rue stood frozen to the ground, unable to find the right words to reassure you that it hadn’t been true. Because none of it had been. She was blinded by the inability to act without drugs. When she looked at you now, you weren’t the same girl she had taken out to go play in the woods near town. Or the same little girl she remembers helping put to sleep because of the extensive nightmares that could keep you up at night.

You’d changed and it hurt Rue to know that she was one of the reasons. You were once so innocent, so fragile, and delicate. She’d wanted to protect you from the entirety of the world and keep you close in her arms. But she was never able to protect you from herself.

A sob racked your body as you tried to breathe. Chest tightening with each cry that fell from your damp lips. “All I ever wanted to do was help!” You wept. “I just wanted to help! I just wanted to help and you made me feel like shit for it! What did I ever do to you?”

“Nothing, Y/n,” Rue quickly said. “You did nothing wrong. I was just angry and I couldn’t control myself. I never meant any of the things I said to you, mom, or Gia.”

As much as you wished that her reassurances could soothe the pain in your heart, it couldn’t. You’d become so exposed to the darker side of Rue, that you couldn’t imagine her being anything else. After the nights with a razor blade in your grasp, the cool chill that ran down your spine when it pierced your skin, numbing you to the pain, it had been because of her. She was the reason for all the scars on your body and your mind. There was no way she could ever cover that harsh piece of reality you weren’t even sure she knew about.

“You’re a liar, Rue,” you spat bitterly. “All you do is lie to get what you want. And I know, sooner or later, you’re going to just use me for your own selfish gain.” Your lips wobbled as you shook your head. “The one person I have loved more than the world was willing to destroy me to get what she wanted. I won’t stand for it.”

She didn’t understand at first, but when she saw you turn and walked towards the edge, she felt her heart sink. “No, Y/n!”

Your arms extended out by your sides with your body leaning forward. Rue’s fingers just grazed the back of your shirt before you fell out of her reach. But even before now, she thinks you were already a whole other world away from her.

“Y/n!”

“Rue, what’s wrong, baby?” Leslie asked, position on the couch shifting with her sitting up with Gia beside her. They looked the girl up and down, hearing the shallow and shaky breaths fall from her lips as she stared at them. “Where’s, Y/n? She said she would call after the party.”

Rue’s eyes hung heavy as her body swayed. She looked possessed in the moment as she replayed the scene in her head over and over again. And even when Leslie stood up and made her way over, cupping Rue’s face and making her look up, she didn’t have a response.

“Rue, where’s your sister?”

Finally, Rue looked up and that was when Leslie saw the pain. The utter excruciating pain of heartbreak in her daughter’s eyes. And as Rue’s quivering lips parted, Leslie felt her heart shatter.

“She’s dead.”

#rue bennett #rue bennet x reader #rue bennett euphoria #rue bennett angst #rue bennett x fem!reader #rue bennett x fem reader #zendaya #zendaya coleman #rue bennett imagine #rue bennett fanfiction #euphoria #euphoria hbo #euphoria imagine

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marvelmusing · 2 years

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In Motion

Part of the Guilty of Love AU

Pairing: Vigilante!Billy Russo x Fem!Reader

Summary: Frank and Billy continue their war on Rawlins. After helping Dinah out, you’re left shaken up - luckily Billy is there for you.

Warnings: brief mentions of wounds and blood

Word Count: 1.9K

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Over the next few days, things almost feel like when you had first met Billy. Knowing he was out there, chasing leads on criminals with Frank. You can only hope that they won’t attract too much attention, otherwise you might have to open up your case files again and ‘search’ for them both.

The two of them have decided to take on their old commanders. It turns out they were the ones that ordered a hit on Frank’s family - disguising it as a gang shootout to cover up their own illegal operations.

Each evening, Billy would tell you about what he and Frank had done during the day. He would tell you about what they were planning, what they had found out, and he’d seek your opinion on certain things.

You would always wait up for Billy. Sometimes to the point where you fell asleep on the couch. Billy’s heart would warm at the sight, but break a little every time it happened. He wants more for you. He’s never been eager for a normal 9 to 5 job until now. He doesn’t want you to wait up in fear of him returning home bloodied and bruised.

He nudges you gently, his voice soft as you come to your senses.

“Hey sweetheart. Just me.” Your voice is groggy with sleep as you mumble,

“You’re home.” He smiles softly.

“Home and safe. Like I promised.” He presses a kiss to your forehead. “Come on, let’s get you to bed.”

Billy hooks his arm under your legs, and scoops you up into his arms, your face buried in his chest. The swaying motion of him carrying you up the stairs nearly has you falling back into sleep. But you need to check that he’s unharmed first.

“Are you okay?” You ask softly.

“I’m all good, sweetheart. Nothin to worry about.” He sets you down on the bed, and you tug him down to meet your lips with his.

“I love you.” You breathe out with a sigh. Billy smiles tenderly,

“I love you too sweetheart.”

He adores how casual your love for him is. Now that you’ve both said those three words, you seize every opportunity to say it to him. Billy’s never had that before. Now, he’s said those words more times in the last few days than he ever has in his entire life.

He tucks you in, before heading to the shower to wash of the remains of the job. The sound of the running water - a sign that Billy will soon be joining you in bed - helps to lull you back to sleep.

Most nights you stay awake as you wait up for Billy. You know the majority of his plans so you can mentally walk yourself through what Billy should be doing throughout the evening.

The night they go after Morty Bennet has you on edge. You know that David is an excellent hacker, and that his drone will ensure that the two of them don’t run into anything unexpected. But you’re still more concerned than usual. After all, they are breaking into an army base.

Billy winces as he tugs his shirt off.

“How bad is it?” He asks, trying to peer at his shoulder to see the damage for himself. You frown, taking his face in your hands to stop him from moving.

“Let me look.” He nods, holding his head still.

The bullet scraped the top of his shoulder, exactly between the shoulder pads on his tact gear. Luckily it’s not too deep, and there’s only a tiny fragment of bullet still stuck to the wound.

“You’ll live, Lieutenant.” You tease, picking up the tweezers. He breathes out a soft laugh. Your smile fades as your focus on the task at hand. “Hold still.” Billy doesn’t move a muscle as you remove the fragments from his skin. You’re biting hard on your lip as you steady your hands. Fresh blood blooms from the wound once you’ve finished and you hold a clean cloth against it.

“You can breathe now sweetheart.” He says. There’s a teasing smile on his face as you laugh softly, but you can see the concern in his eyes. You know he doesn’t like this any more than you do.

Once the bleeding has slowed, you remove the cloth and clean up the wound. You rifle through the first aid kit, before pulling out a large padded bandaid. Pulling the plastic away, you place the bandaid over Billy’s shoulder carefully.

Billy turns, examining it in the bathroom mirror. You sit up on the counter watching him.

“Aside from getting shot, I assume tonight was a success?” You ask him, and Billy nods stepping closer to you. He stands between your legs, his hands resting on your thighs.

“We got Bennet. But Orange knew we were coming and set a trap.” You wrap your arms around his sides, leaning your head against his chest.

“Is Frank alright?”

“Yeah he’s back with David now.” The two of you stay in each other’s arms for a while. The bed is only a few paces away, but you don’t want this moment to end - even when you know that an equally tender moment is waiting for you when you lie in Billy’s arms under the covers.

“Sweetheart?” You hear him mumble softly into your hair. You hum in acknowledgement, waiting for him to continue. “I love you.” Billy feels you smile against his chest. Then you tilt your head up and reveal your smile to him. You stretch up to meet his lips.

“I love you too Billy.”

For a change, your work isn’t too hectic. Meaning that you have plenty of time to think about Billy during the day.

You get a call late in the afternoon, explaining that an incident has happened with Dinah. You end the call quickly and go to her immediately.

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Billy paces back and forth over the hardwood floor of the living room. You’re not home yet, and he’s getting worried. Surely you could have called and left a message, just so he knows you’re okay. He’s in half a mind to go out searching for you, but he doesn’t in case you return.

He’s eager to talk to you about this as soon as you walk through the door - he needs to know you’re safe.

He hears the door open and he’s in the hallway almost instantly.

The annoyance he feels at being out of the loop of whatever you’ve been up to dissolves the moment he lays eyes on you. You notice his gaze and flash him a brief smile that doesn’t meet your eyes.

“Sorry I’m late.”

“It’s fine.” He insists softly. As if he wasn’t almost wearing a hole into the floor with his pacing. “What happened?” Your gaze grows distant, as you remember whatever it was that had shaken you so badly. Your eyes are unfocused as you pull off your coat.

“Dinah was leading an op. She was hoping it would draw out the people who are after you and Frank. It went sideways. They called me to pick her up, and I took her home. Her- her partner didn’t make it.”

Billy’s face falls at the pained expression on your face. You sniff, trying to hold in your tears as the past few hours finally begin to catch up on you. Billy can see the adrenaline from it all loosen its hold on you, now that you’re finally home with him.

“I didn’t even know the guy.” You say, as if you’re reasoning why you shouldn’t be upset. You swallow hard, and the tears begin to fall. “I didn’t even know him, but I’ve washed his blood from Dinah’s hands.” Your voice breaks, along with Billy’s heart.

“Oh sweetheart. C’mere.” You collapse in his outstretched arms, and he pulls you to his chest as you cry. Billy sways you gently from side to side, hating how he can feel your body shaking. Your tears fall onto Billy’s sweater as you bury your face in his embrace. The only sound in the hallway is your shaky breathing as you cling to him. It doesn’t take too long for your tears to slow, with Billy’s warmth easing your frazzled nerves.

“She thinks it was you.” You say quietly. Billy stiffens, pulling back to look at your face. “She didn’t say much at first, I think she was in shock, but when she did it was to blame you. There were five guys - one of them got away.”

“Do you believe her?” You frown,

“What? No, of course not. You told me you wouldn’t take anymore jobs from Rawlins. And I believe you, Billy.” He tightens his hold on you, pulling you back to rest your head against his chest.

You had told Billy about Dinah’s suspicions regarding him. You didn’t fully understand it, though you know Dinah had found some old link between Rawlins and Billy. But you trusted Billy - he had always told you the truth. You know that Billy’s brief time working for Rawlins weighed down on him, as well as what he had done as a part of Cerberus.

The what ifs often played in his head. If he had continued working for Rawlins, would he have been sent after Frank? Billy had been close to revealing why he wanted his name clearing - he had almost told Rawlins about you. It was only his own selfishness, of wanting to keep you to himself for a little longer, that had stopped him from bringing you up.

Every day he’s relieved that you weren’t drawn into that. But now you have, in a small sense of it. He holds you tighter, pressing a kiss to your forehead. He’s so glad you weren’t on Dinah’s team.

He leans back slightly, looking down at your face. Your tears have dried, and you look more tired than anything else.

“Come on, sweetheart. Let’s get you some food.”

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“You don’t like them.” He says as you eat your last forkful. You shake your head.

“No, I do. It’s just… a lot.”

“You mean they’re stodgy.” You shake your head again as you take a drink.

“Did you make, like, a gallon of batter? How many pancakes was that?” You prod the remaining pancakes left on the plate between you with your fork as you count them aloud. “That’s seven left. How many did you have?” He sighs, rubbing a hand over his face as he thinks.

“Ten?” Your jaw drops.

“There’s no way you ate ten of those.”

“So they were stodgy.” Your mouth opens, then shuts with a small smile.

“Not exactly.” You say, drawing out the syllables. “Just… filling.” Billy smiles at you.

“And how many did you have?”

“Five.” You add them up in your head. “Billy that’s twenty two. That’s an extortionate amount of pancakes.”

“Well I’m sorry for trying to make you feel better.” He teases, taking your hand in his. “Do you feel better?” You smile softly at him, and nod.

“Yeah I do.” He pushes his chair back and makes grabby hands at you. Your smile widens affectionately as you stand and move over to sit in Billy’s lap. “And I will feel much better if I make the pancakes next time.” He laughs softly,

“Fine by me.” You lean your head against his shoulder. You feel like a completely different person from when you first walked through the door this evening. And it’s all down to Billy.

“Thank you for this, Billy.” You say quietly. He leans down brushing his nose against yours before he kisses your lips gently. You can still taste the sugar and cream on his soft lips.

“Anything for my girl.”

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