#bleeding audio

[mr-laveau]

The NeXus discord server is a place where things happen, one such thing is that everyone has collectivley decided that one of my listeners, Genius, is autisitc and that I am either a Genius kinnie or Genius is a Laveau kinnie.

I mean they're not entirely wrong-

[ftmtbpod]

6.13.24

i had actually posted the first episode all the way back in April, but then I got scared and embarrassed of my voice LMAO.

anyway, i got over that (it took months) but the first episode is now live!!

you can listen wherever!

also! here are the transcripts for the first episode!! i wanted to make sure that i included them because i have APD and i know that i always have to read along to podcasts!

i'm recording the second episode tonight and hope to have it edited and posted soon as well

anyway i think thats it! thanks everyone <3

content warnings for this episode include:

brief mentions of death

[washa]

can like avior get a break?? fuck closeknit, fuck meridian, fuck hush (probably) and fuck the inversion 👎

[ftmtbpod]

PODCAST INTRODUCTION: From This Mouth That Bleeds

a retro-mecha cyberpunk sapphic audio drama (coming soon!)

Blurb

"Humanity took to the stars and left us for dead." Lorelei knows the end. Has seen it flicker along the edges of her home, catch fire to everything she's ever known. Has felt it gnaw its way into her bones, watching as the last safety ship glinted starlight in the sky. Lorelei knows the end. And she knows everything after, too. Lieutenant Lorelei Reeves is a first-generation, three-star pilot for the United Forces of the Red Remembrance. She is the only pilot capable enough to helm the UFRR's greatest mystery; Acheilus, an antiquated shark mecha from before The End. It is a time of peace; the bitterness from the Coalition of The Last Frontier's abandonment has long since diluted away in favor of lucrative trade deals from space - goods that could only benefit the UFRR's longevity underseas. It is a good deal, kind, even. Generous. But Lorelei cannot help but taste the tang of deceit between her teeth. The sickly stick of rot amplifies after she spots another shark mecha circling the edges of UFRR's water space. Sleek black and glinting metal - a convincing imitation of the UFRR's mechanics. The problem with this: Lorelei captains the only shark in the entire fleet.

Themes

loss, grief, being homesick for a home that no longer exists, loud-mouthed pilots, and trauma-stricken lesbians.

Snippet

My hands shake. Admiral Thetis was right about one other thing, too. I had been gone for a long time; I'd been gone for months. Months of an endless blue that pervaded my eyes, an infinitum of mouthless words, and moments to think and move as I pleased. I'd rediscovered creatures that hadn’t been seen in years, listened as whales called through, and laughed when other sharks circled Acheilus, trying to communicate. It might have been the closest thing to peace that I've ever felt.  Peace does not exist in the lion’s den— a name I've mocked HQ with —  instead, the oppressive nature of fear lies thick along the walls of the hull. Fear is every step you take, it is every beating heart, every conspired whisper. It exists within the hollows of my cells, in every ill-intended look cast my way. I am fear and they make me believe it. 

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[rimouskis]

☕️ music :)

my reason for living:) I say this jokingly but like... only a little jokingly.

I know of people who "aren't music people" and I have such a hard time empathizing with them. basically every second of the day where I can listen to music, I will. it's free dopamine! it makes me feel so good! it keeps my brain happy and fed and stimulated!

I'm also a genre omnivore. my tastes (obviously, to my eyes) lean rockish, but I really do listen to just about anything. there's country I like, rap I like, electronica I like, plenty of pop I like, so on and so forth. I never turn my nose up at any type of music; I'll give anything a shot, you know? I might not LIKE it, but I'll try it! Because there are so many types of sounds in the world! And why would I deprive myself of the chance to discover something new and beautiful!

That being said I also think I have incredible music taste, but... of course I'd think that, haha, it's MY taste. I like that I both like bands that are popular and bands that are more obscure... it adds some spice to things, and also means concert tickets are still relatively reasonably priced for me.

I also deeply love live music, though I've noticed myself getting a little curmudgeonly at them recently, so I'm trying to unclench a bit and be more open to the Inherent Messiness of Communal Events.

I'm going to share some music below because you never know who'll share your taste!

[hyenaswine]

there was a hello fresh ad in my dream

[habitual-creatures]

SOMETIMES I CANT FIND MY GOOD HABITS, DUDUDUDU- 🕺🕺🕺 (thank you for blasting this amazing song)

Also, this was very well edited! I like the old camera filter thing you put on plus the distortion of the audio :)

(( again, same CWs, loud and distorted. Even more so this time! Also thanks!!! I don't really edit a lot, but seeing those asks made me go "Yep. Time to fuck with audio." ))

[snailmailmp3]

remember cristabel oct.