#blorbos in love

[fridge-full-of-feels]

Modern day Jonathan would have an Instagram full of food pics and Mina

Mina’s Instagram would have photos of Jonathan taking photos of food

Dracula’s Instagram would be photos of Mina and Jonathan taking photos of food

[vinetsu]

They are trying 🥹 🤲 ♡

(this happened before this :P)

[nerd-artist]

This is what he was forged for.

[thisshrimpisfryingrice]

Movie night

[tg-pilled]

No thoughts just Mu Qing finally having his birthday celebrated w those he loves most (Feng Xin). FX brings him to his favourite restaurant, shop, and bakes him a cake. MQ finally feeling loved and safe with someone 🥹🥹

[happyendingmp3]

💙

[impriceless]

Patrick Bateman kisses Tim Price and Craig McDermott right on the lips

[divorce-enjoyer]

well have you considered that maybe the unstoppable force is in love with the immovable object

[fridge-full-of-feels]

I'm loving how there's a JonMina Defense Squad now

Bi4Bi Ride-or-Die mixed gender canon ship rights!

[wordfather]

collecting these like funky little bugs..................

[shoukohime]

babygirl the way you forsake your happiness on your relentless quest to vengeance, your complicated relationship with gender and the way you're covered in blood have bewitched me body and soul

[thisshrimpisfryingrice]

Well deserved rest

[cannivalisms]

starting a collection

[inkskinned]

in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!

they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.

they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.

you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.

but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.

where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.

and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?

doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.

but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.

what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.

just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?

your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.

[eggwishing]