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billdenbrough · 1 year

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i love starmora so much like their gradual shift across gotg vol. 3 absolutely decimated me lol

like. “you know, i’m still not who you want me to be” “oh, i know. but who you are ain’t so bad.” the way she smiles at him??????? followed by (once she’s stepped past him, a moment of hesitation, this inch of themselves they can let be real offerings without having to be completely bare) “i bet we were fun” and his little “like you wouldn’t believe” i am ruined!!!!!!!!

#gotg v3 #gotg3 #gotg vol 3 #gamora #peter quill #starmora #sorry for the endless tags i am just covering my bases so blacklists work #but GOD i am like. destroyed. lmao #genuinely think this is the most fascinating route they could have taken after endgame #instead of trying to return gamora to who she first was #this is a movie about finding yourself and finding your home and like #the thesis about guardians vol 2 was finding your family and finding it in each other #but homes are not families. your home shouldn’t be in someone else #and they’re never going to be the people they once were. quill can’t love himself bc of the way he was in her eyes anymore #now he has to find something else. the way she has. now he has to find HIMSELF #and the legendary star-lord will return. and maybe when he does‚ they’ll still surprise each other in the small soft ways like they did #in this film #every little time they defy each other’s worst or most exasperated expectations in this movie and trade small smiles it made me feral lmao

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transboykirito · 7 months

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ALRIGHT Y’ALL ‼️‼️ if you’ve read the sao novels please reblog and tag the character(s) you think were done dirty by the anime adaptation - bonus points if you explain your thoughts, rambling is encouraged!!

#sword art online #sao #please. i am so nosy. i want to see the thoughts and opinions.#kazuto and asuna obviously their trauma is so neglected in the anime and their personalities are completely different #SUGU MY BABY they destroyed her in the anime and i fear she’s yet to recover #she was like finally getting back into favour with fans and then wou added That. god.#AGIL AGIL AGIL AGIL AGIL AGIL STOP FORGETTING HIM #like any villain lmao but you know i have to defend my bastard children sugou and quinella. they deserve to be hated for the RIGHT reasons.

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the-eclectic-wonderer · 15 days

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@\hecatesbroom (not tagging so I don't annoy you lmao) has been teaching me how to make gifs, and I'm happy to report I've been using this power for the greater good (to make gifs of beautiful women)

Bonus under the cut:

Three little Elizabeths because I couldn't resist her charm 💙

#these are not very well made lmao but i dont really care all that much. im having a great time #actually ngl im having the time of my life #nothing better than staring at beautiful women for hours <3 #im noticing now i've only picked gifs in which Dorothy is not smiling. criminal on my part #but in my defence i've been captivated by her hands #that gif where she crosses her arms... i would like her to...#no... i shan't say...#rose is *so pretty*. so pretty!! good heavens!!#(as is elizabeth lmao betty white really was that girl)#literally incredible how she manages to make confusion look so beautiful she's magnificent #and blanche. oh god. where do i even start.#her smile is. agh. how do i even tell you all i am literally in love with her #look at her in the top left and tell me you're not DESTROYED like #she makes an inappropriate joke. waits to see rose's reaction. and then brightens up in the cutest laugh in the world #i would literally unironically do anything for her #(to say nothing of bottom center. ooohhh that nightgown. the poise. i am but a wee lesbian and she's everything)#ok im done rambling in the tags. thank you alys for giving me this power i shall not misuse it #the golden girls

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lesbiansanemi · 11 days

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I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now #because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now #and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day #we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME???#also it's such a waste of fucking water....#idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off #but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up #and this is also something that happens multiple times a day #like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god #but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach #'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit #and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good #his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before #also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career #opportunities for him here (which is true)#and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here'#like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here???#but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc #and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now #i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma #and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own #it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down #about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life #and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done #and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this #that has been made PAINFULLY clear #ugh this is so fucking horrendous #what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person #who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life #like explain it to me jfc

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gonersgoners · 2 months

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remember when i said over a year ago that vegapunk's arc would start revealing even more of sanji's power and potential and how hard that was worrying me? yeah

#i'm clearly talking to myself here since this blog is basically a corner of my brain #but last chapter having sanji deflect a light beam and both kizaru and franky reacting the way they did #and zoro commenting in wano you cannot possibly block a laser... lmao....lmao!#ooooh man i just. feel oda is cooking something for sanji. and since there was a parallel with the wings of the pirate king #in recent chapters (where oda typically shows both sanji and zoro fighting and not just one of them)#just... man. man! man. lol #i know i can't let myself go and talk about all things going through my mind anymore because of. lol guilt and fear of being annoying #but god. that moment stirred something in me. like you're resurrecting a fucking corpse #so i am both scared and excited about next chapters and what this means for sanji #i was saying from DAY ONE of this arc being centered about vegapunk that it would eventually #touch on sanji and this is it. this is happening #if this for some reason isn't it. and oda will for some reason just let this slide or die in the shadows? i won't understand it #because of JUDGE and VEGAPUNK and QUEEN being partners and being linked to vegapunk! like come on. the connection is there #and this laser deflecting thing seems to finally touch on this red thread i've been holding with both my fingers like an insane person #so yeah. lol. listening to a video right now about it and finally. FINALLY i see SOMEONE ELSE point out that #not mentioning judge still is giga weird. so here's hoping. here's hoping #also lol it was very fun to be on reddit and look at so many people being MAD that sanji managed to do that. and that we got a little bit o #mr prince vibes. LMAO STAY MAD. my boy is being treated good right now and i can't wait for oda to destroy me #(again) lol #GG rambles

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n7punk · 9 months

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i hate scalpers so much fr

#it's not even scalpers technically since theyre treating it as an out of production ''collectible'' & probably consider themselves resellers #but when it originally retailed for 15$ and they're charging hundreds and it's fucking *play dolls*#it sure feels like scalping #yeah you can technically charge that much because it's a limited supply but what's the BENEFIT?#i mean even for fans of the show when they manage to get their hands on them. they might feel like they have to keep them NIB #because of the loss if they open it & destroy a NiB when these dolls are meant to be played with & displayed & enjoyed #(and by 'might' i mean ''do'' and by 'fans' i mean ''me'')#they straight up aren't worth what people try to charge! its so stupid especially when they share bodies with the DC line & those go for 8$#this has been an idea ive theoretically come across before with like amiibos but this is my first time dealing with it first hand #mylife #a catra got listed for 200$ again -_- which seems to just be her default price. and is more than EIGHTEEN TIMES RETAIL #okay vent post done. god #anyway fuck ebay resellers lmao #im not paying that but i Am gonna complain about it #unrelated but someone dug up the mass effect post again. how does that keep happening #people's tags are always fun on it though

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morphogenetic · 6 months

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my life has just turned into an endless grading cycle. i spent 6 hours grading one hw set today (and may not even be done with it lol). i ALSO have two more hws and a midterm (+ 1 more midterm once it hits wednesday) to grade. just kill me now lol

#why am i such a fucking failure that i cant even grade basic shit from A CLASS I ALREADY TOOK FROM THE EXACT PROFESSOR #why am i such a fucking failure that it takes 6 hours to grade 14 people. lmao #nobody cares aj #i havent been able to do any research at all in WEEKS and its destroying me because its proving even more that i should just quit while im #ahead no matter how much i fucking LIKE DOING RESEARCH. LOL. ANYWAY #im so fucking behind in everything (grading research the whole lot) and i feel like im drowning but its because of my own incompetence.#just fucking k*ll me now lmfao. god. christ. what am i even doing #(all of these are rhetorical questions. i dont want an actual answer or reply to any of those lol)#(that said. liking this post if you read through all these godforsaken tags would be nice.)#(not required in the slightest but you know. would be nice to be acknowledged. anyway

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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months

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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made #friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go #bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple #the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula #for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b #concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown #its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a #healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take #more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end #of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me #and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this #project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data #bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i #just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem #bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping #ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and #classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die #my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday #who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio #majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes #b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative #ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week #until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad #who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we #die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him #its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of #sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol #whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated

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byanyan · 7 months

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one of the most satisfying feelings in the world to byan is kicking the asses of grown men while wearing a skirt

#a very powerful feeling. especially when said fight is led up to with mockery #god they just love destroying men in general but if they can make them feel emasculated in the process it's so much sweeter #it's a man's own damn fault if he takes more insult from having his ass handed to him by someone dressed in feminine clothing #and it's so delicious to watch him crawl away while trying to make pathetic excuses for himself :)#.......hi I'm having a lot of feelings about byan and gender today #I mean. I always am but like. more so today than usual lmao #got some cleaning to do but hopefully I'll be on to do some stuff after ✌️#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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donnieluvsthings · 2 years

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u know what i just think about all the time. silver. but like specifically silver saving his future, everything is fine everything is ok! and he returns to his future and doesnt lose his memories or whatever happens at the end of 06!

only to realize that he’s lonely. and nothing ever goes wrong, it isn’t like one second the future is saved and the next a new disaster has struck. no he truly and fully saved his future but with blaze gone he doesnt really. have anyone. and he makes some kinda-friends but no one else has any crazy powers. no one else KNOWS that the future used to be on fire. and mostly he misses all the people from the past.

so after double, triple, quadruple checking (somehow idk) that his future will be fine if he goes back in time again, he goes back to “our” present. everyone is kinda nervous like why are you back? whats wrong? and hes like….i just missed u guys :( and then he is absorbed into the found family and lives there now

#I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME #sega give him a family. give me any indication that his entire existence is not just #waiting for the future to get destroyed again.#ALTHOUGH. that would another far more angsty idea…….#he goes back to the future and then it gets destroyed again. he goes back and fixes it. rinse and repeat #until eventually he almost starts looking forward to when the future is threatened again. bc then at least he can go back & see his friends #god i just. we dont know anything about him really. of course i’ve never played the games so maybe i just am unaware #but as far as i know like. we dont know what he does in the future between disasters. does he have friends there? whats it actually like?#ignoring the comics bc obviously like. they show his future in the comics lmao. in archie at least #ANYWAY i love him and he has sm potential i think they should give him a solo game……..#silver the hedgehog #donnie speaks #sth #sonic

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demonic-mnemonic · 2 years

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Give it to me straight guys, how long do I have to put up with Matthew the Raven? His voice trips my rage switch and makes me want to commit acts of unspeakable violence

#i don't know WHY #he starts talking and I'm like #KILL KILL KILL DESTROY #so like...am i stuck with this little fuck for the whole show or...?#god i don't know why I'm like this lmao #the sandman #Matthew the FUCKING Raven

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universalsatan · 1 year

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sometimes i forget how distinctly american my mother is, and how we are generally a product of our surroundings

#personal #just found out she’s pro-military!!! and she was accusing me of being anti-military because of watching x files. like girl i am 10 episodes #into this show. i have had these views for a Long time (VERY specifically about the us military). and im just like. damn. like yeah of COURS #it’s not plastered everywhere. ‘give me some peer reviewed articles’ i would but i just cant bring myself to get the energy to get stuck in #this exhausting npd abuse loop again (sounds exaggerated but im basically falling for exacerbating the situation. which is why it’s always #hit me the hardest i guess. because she Will just straight up either not mention it ever again or just simply deny it. and i’m not exactly #educated enough on the subject to remember specific points. my memory has been destroyed BECAUSE of this kinda shit and i cant recall decent #argument points anymore. not that i even particularly want to!!! read up on all this shit!!!! oh and even realizing that she was Definitely #seeing me as an Extreme. like girl what. i forgot that npd does that #reminds me of how. she’s very liberal. she was the one who got me out of the closet in the first place (bc i wouldnt do so myself)#and yet the other day. i swear she said something that was almost terf rhetoric #FUCK i HATE that my memory has already scrambled it. fuuuuuck and here i thought my memory was coming back #but it was something along the lines of implying that men Would try to get into women’s shelters etc in a skirt or smth and i #i just stopped talking i was so shocked #god. sorry didnt mean to vent lmao but im. hhh im just Tired yknow?#mandont

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burnedself · 3 months

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#;out of time.#god icb I called someone for immigration advice yesterday and dude was basically like 'this year's bust and america is volatile rn.'#'but also lemme regale you with tales of how great america is to work in actually' LIKE MIXED SIGNALS MUCH?!??!#it was like talking to a wizard. I had to divine the answers between his riddles lmfao #like??? was it helpful???? or did it utterly destroy my hopes and dreams??? I DON'T FUCKIN KNOW #anyway I didn't hear no bell I am actively asking other friends and acquaintances for pointers lmao #I AIN'T GOING DOWN WITHOUT KICKING AND CLAWING AND SCREAMING

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claire-starsword · 1 year

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#oh and what's this??? it's the rare wip + mood combo post!#i'm. so excited to finish this thing and yet irl work is destroying me and i am so so tired even though it will be over soon #so this particular sprite is speaking me and like. why not post it #*speaking to me. god. do you see it #you dont. i typo like this when not tired too lmao #actually i've been backing up some translation stuff for safety because it's all i have energy for #and god. all those typos #i'm not fixing if it isn't from the actual translated text lmao. my own comments on those things are like. history

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honeynviscera · 2 years

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it’s been a handful of days since i’ve last exhibited signs of insanity so i’m overdue. unrelated there’s this cute nonbinary person that works at the weed shop on the corner next to my buddy’s house and they’re sooo cute and little but tall and pretty and they have the sweetest brown eyes and they have cute crooked teeth and i want to do their makeup but um while straddling them and also bite them on their face :/

#i can already feel the crush developing and i'm like please god no dont do this to me again #last time we went in was last night and somehow we all got on the subject of age and so my buddy guessed theirs and they guessed ours #they thought i was 4 years younger than i amd and i was like sickos voice hahaYES the american psycho habits have been fruitful #lmao #and i could tell the weed store nb wanted to talk more as we were leaving and i was like nooooooooooo #but after we walked out i was like yeah they have really nice skin - bc they do - and that i had wanted to say something but i ''forgot''#aka decided not to bc i'm shy lol #and my buddy literally jsut turned on their heel and ran back into the store and was like my friend said they think your skin looks nice #and i was like. lollllllllllllllllllll i'm gonna kill you #w/e its fineee if it ever comes up again i'll just say i meant it strictly scientifically or w/e #but im fr they're so fucking cute lol i kind of want to destroy them #love how normal i am about feelings and lust lollll

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depresseddepot · 2 years

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I watched "a promising young woman" and I'm becoming more radical by the second. If I never see another man again it will be too soon

#spoilers for the movie btw #tw assault #im so. goddamn angry. i KNEW ryan was going to be a creep #i hate men. i hate being a woman i hate the justice system #the bad ones are bad. the good ones are bad too but they just pretend like they're not. what the hell am i supposed to do.#men only fucking look out for each other #so many people have seen this movie! and absolutely nothing will fucking come pf it #im ready for our asteroid. im ready for global warming to destroy society. we don't deserve sentience #humanity shouldn't have been the species to develop consciousness. not when half of the population fucking acts like that.#vent #whats the fucking point lmao #edit: im drunk and watching the bonus features bc i was crying too much to skip them #and at the very least i think the men that worked/acted in this film Get It #but god am i so tired of having to be terrified of every man i meet

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