#but I am alive

[vmpenvi]

valentina

[prnkill]

I lived bitch

[bloodyknucklesforme]

Some smut as proof of life

"Just like that...oh yeah...fuck me Neen...oh fuck...fuck." Johnny babbled away as he rolled her hips for her. There was sound of skin smacking against skin and her high pitched moans that punctuated every thrust of his. He kissed her chest, neck and face between every mewl of his.

Nina held his shoulders for support as she rode him. She liked when he talked like this, when he fucked her like this. It was messing and uncoordinated. She relished in the feeling of being full, the heat of his skin and rough patches of his palms. She didn't even mind he'd neglected her clit since the moment she sank down on his cock. His cheek rubbed against her's, trying to share scents. He'd make it up to her after he had his fill, spend hours with his face between her thighs. He slapped her ass and she clenched around him.

"You're mine. mineminemine," he whined. He licked up the valley between her breasts, sloppily, teeth catching against the skin. "If heaven doesn't feel like this I don't want to go."

"Pussy drunk already?" Kyle asked, laying a kiss between her shoulder blades. She leaned back against him, a kiss shared over the shoulder. He knelt down between Johnny's legs behind her. "You'd think he'd been lost at sea for a year. Had to listen to him fuck his fist every night, moaning your name."

She felt hot from her stomach to her cheeks. Kyle gave a kitten lick behind her ear.

"He wasn't the only one, though." His cock pressed against her ass. He rested his chin on her shoulder. "Don't wear her out too much, Johnny."

He was barely paying attention, his eyes drifted down to watch his cock disappear inside of her. He groaned loudly as he guided her flush against him.

"Can I come inside ya?" He begged. "Please Neen?"

He always asked, even when her legs were locked tight around him. It was endearing. He would ask Kyle too, when he wasn't begging to be filled himself. An arm snaked around her waist and pinched her clit between two fingers as she yelped.

"Can he Neen?" Kyle smirked against her shoulder. "I want to fuck it back into you."

His chest against her back, pushing her forward till she was sandwiched between them. Johnny begging, Kyle playing with her clit as she moaned.

"Please," She whimpered. Kyle slide two fingers into her mouth, hooking the side of her mouth as she drooled. Johnny's open mouth trapped them there.

The two of them could pull such intense orgasams out of her that she almost fought against it. Two mouths, four hands, one cock inside her and the other pressed against her back, waiting for its turn. slick dripped down her thighs while drool covered her chin.

"Good girl," Kyle cooed. Johnny held her hips firm as he bottomed out, a strangled sound of pleasure caught in his throat as he came. One of them was stroking her hair as Kyle continued to rub her clit, Johnny fucking through his own orgasm. "Cum for us, Nina."

She whined, it felt like sweet electricity. Almost too much as her body tensed, foot twitching and breath held. Two wet fingers stroked her cheek.

"Such a good girl for us." Johnny kissed her opposite cheek.

There was maneuvering, Johnny laying flat on his back with Nina on his chest.

"What a fucking sight," Kyle groaned, spreading her legs open. Johnn'y spent dribbled out of her and onto his own groin.

"Ready for round two?" Kyle rubbed his cock through her slick. She folded her arms under her head and arched her back, offering herself to him. Johnny was still coming down from his own high, playing lazily with her hair.

Kyle pushed inside of her. She never felt more loved than between them.

[theskeletoninthegarden]

Hozier - Too Sweet (Official Lyric Video)

[stcllla]

Upon realizing i never made a hiatus post, let me just say sorry about that. Typically i always try to, especially when i know my activity will be low/nonexistent. It just really got away from me this time around.

On that note, entering into my second trimester, i am beginning to feel much more alive and a lot less sick, which is a huge triumph. But this, along with my son in school now, means that not only is my energy on the rise again but i have more free time to be around ! The plan is to put everything i can into drafts and begin working on those, and some asks that draw my attention and work my queue back up. I would rather have it stocked up, than empty and be blindsided again by how sick one can get in the first trimester ( quite literally have told everyone i forgot how bad it can be 😅 ).

But i am alive, and well and back !

[bookshelf-dust]

baby, i'm just checking in. are you okay?

i’m okay, my sweet. thank you for always checking in on me. ♥️♥️

[raan-miir-tah]

Tumblr is really obsessed with Finnster I just woke up to that post getting 30k notes 😭 shoutout to the funniest motherfucker there who said Finn narrowly beat Jesus’ time

[mental-skillness]

classes will start soon and I'll have a purpose (and ill probably get overwhelmed and feel like shit anyways) and ill see people and i wont feel this horrible fucking feeling of emptiness i just want to feel content i just want to feel comfortable fuck fuck fuck i want to ask to go home early so i can just get high and do nothing but if i go home I'd be obligated to entertain the boys but i could give them a box and have them sit with me while i watch a movie or something. but i cant ask to go home early but i CAN talk to my mnger about changing my schedule because this doesnt feel better it just takes up more of the day and god god god i cant i cant do this the only time i feel ok is when im high and not doing anything important i cant DO THIS

[mad-serotonin]

Take It Easy☀️

[pokimoko]

I can't keep being fundamentally changed as a person by animated movies, it's just not sustainable.

[mishoru]

It's an old tale

[sashayed]

If you are in your 20s and depressed I want you to know this: As you age, I promise, you will acquire tools and perspective that will open your world in ways you cannot imagine right now. You will find levels of contentment and joy you never thought possible. You will access a deep understanding and forgiveness of yourself that comes just from hanging out long enough in the same body, and that forgiveness will change everything. Also you may have a regressive depression so intense and long-lasting that it feels like a traumatic brain injury. don't freak out it's normal

[hinamie]

itfs hug when itfs reunion when

[mcknotanniegrey]

For my 31st birthday, my husband made me French toast and while I ate, read aloud the forward in a new paleontology book he gave me

I am so so gay and so so soft for this one man

[potatoescanbesadtoo]

my alive gay goth son????

[shushmal]

"Dude," Steve says, pressing on his eyes because he feels like he's about to cry. "What the fuck."

"What?" Dustin squeaks, alarmed. "What? Steve, you're freaking me out!"

"Good!" Because Steve just worked eighteen hours and it's past midnight and he got thrown up on twice and there was a bed pan incident and even though he showered at the hospital he probably smells awful and it rained and he lost his keys so he had to take the bus and he's sweaty and tired and wet and cold and Dustin's DnD friend is hot. "I can't believe you'd do this to me!" Okay, maybe Steve's feeling a little delirious.

"Do what??" Dustin is full on shrieking right now. His hot friend is standing in their apartment looking more and more worried and hot.

"You didn't tell me he was hot!"

The expressions that go across Dustin's face is impressive, before they stop and he settles on a flat glare. "Seriously??"

Hot guy is now blushing and Steve will collapse if he doesn't keep with the righteous fury.

"I've been TRYING to get you two to meet for months now!"

"You didn't tell me he was hot, though! Dustin!!"

"I don't know what guys are hot, Steve!" Dustin says indignantly. "I thought you didn't like nerds!"

"Dustin!"

"Um," says hot guy. He looks like he's panicking.

Dustin's face changes again. "Oh, no. Oh, no, you're right."

"All this time!" Steve says and he really is close to tears. "You've been nagging on me all this time to find my soulmate, and you had the perfect guy right here?? You had him in my home??? Dustin!"

"Whoa," whispers hot guy.

"I'm sorry," Dustin wails now, just as distraught. "You love nerds, all your favorite people are nerds, I don't know what I was thinking, oh my god!" He whirls on hot guy. "Eddie, give Steve your number right now!"

"Okay," says hot guy Eddie, immediately. His face is super red and his eyes are wide, and he looks scared out of his mind as he fumbles his pocket for his phone. "Yeah-Yep-Absolutely. This is a thing that's happening."

Steve, tears burning in his eyes, watches as Dustin punches his number into Eddie's phone. "Okay," he says a little nasally, wiping quickly at his face. "Okay, I'm going to shower and then sleep for two days, and then pretend like this never happened so I can look hot guy in the eye when he asks me on a date. Sound good?"

"Sounds great!" Dustin says, all cheery now. Behind him, still looking vaguely scared for his life, hot guy gives him a shaky thumbs up.