#but I felt like it didn't feel right for DL

[mrdrhenwardhykle]

POM POM: KILLER OF MASCOT GAMES VOL.3 #8

Pom Pom vs Dirk the Daring

"Hehahahaaa!! It's that time again! Hehehehe! It may come as a surprise to all of you, but I love-love-LOVE Christmas and snow and EVERYTHING! 

Heheheh- Especially since the CONSTANT rain stopped after our little "Stone Incident" and now I HAVE SNOW HEHEHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!

SOOOO-this year, I have decided to make a goal to start giving back to the 'community' little by little every day (Friday-ahem-), by helping the less fortunate just like I was! 

Today, I helped some starving animals who just lost their papa by wrapping them up a dinner and a nice Christmas tree in one! Ain't I such a saint?! 

Hehehee!!!"

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Who is Pom Pom?

Pom Pom is a virus/glitch formed by the scrapped side-scrolling arcade game from the early 90's “Pom-Pom Panic”. Pom Pom (the main character of Pom Pom Panic) for whatever reason gained sentience halfway during the game’s development. The game was cancelled halfway because the publishing company thought it was too bizarre of a concept and mascot character to gain interest. Pom Pom heard of the news and took it way too personally, as she literally cannot fathom why someone would think she’s ‘bizarre’-even to the point of getting ‘axed’. Prompted by the ‘poor judgement’ Pom Pom went rouge-breaking from her game to ‘axe’ any ‘approved’ game mascots/characters she thought could count as ‘bizarre’ like her.

[maddiethedogstories]

Accidental Regression

As Missy sat on her bed, furiously humping her giant stuffed bear while wearing a wet and messy diaper, she listened to her Mommy fuck her new girlfriend in the guest room. Missy couldn't help but wonder how she had gotten here. How had she become so pathetic? As she continued to rub herself to her Mommy's porn star moans, Missy could feel the eyes of her hundreds of stuffed animals staring at her and judging her.

Life hadn't always been this way for Missy. When Mommy and Missy first moved in together, their roles in their relationship were well-defined. Missy was a precocious adult-toddler who couldn't be trusted to keep her pants dry or stay out of trouble, but was always around to help satiate Mommy's needs for 'big-girl cuddles.'

Mommy, on the other hand, was a dutiful caregiver, always there to take care of Missy's every need. Those needs includes diaper changes, baths, feedings, and of course helping Missy with her need for more than occasional 'big girl' releases.

Beyond the age play dynamics, Missy remembered her relationship with Mommy being quite normal for the first six months they lived together. Yes, Mommy would change Missy's wet diapers before Mommy railed her with her strap-on. Sure, Missy found herself humping wet and messy padding as she ate Mommy out. But, although their sex was pretty kinky, it was still frequent, mostly normal, and, from Missy's perspective, excellent.

Even most non-sexual aspects of their relationship were normal. Just six months ago, Missy and Mommy shared a room and a bed. They slept together every night and woke up together every morning. They weren't the AB/DL couple who converted their guest room to a nursery for the little partner to sleep in every night. They were closer than that.

All of that changed about two months ago. Mommy had to fly out of state for work for a month to supervise the start-up of a new manufacturing plant. She was scheduled to be gone for a month. The whole situation was horrible to Missy. How was she supposed to survive without Mommy for a whole month?

Mommy, the dutiful caregiver she was, did what she could to minimize Missy's distress about the separation. She special ordered a giant teddy bear for Missy to sleep with at night while she was gone. The large stuffie filled half of their bed by itself and alternated between saying, "I love you, baby," and, "You're a good girl," when Missy squeezed the bear's left paw. Mommy even went so far as to douse the stuffed bear, quickly dubbed Mommy Bear, in her perfume, so that it would even smell like the dominant woman.

Once Mommy left, Mommy Bear became a huge comfort for Missy. Every night, Missy would find herself cuddling into the giant stuffie's chest, inhaling Mommy's scent as she repeatedly squeezed the bear's paw to bask in the sound of Mommy's loving words.

After Mommy left, it didn't take long for Missy to start to look to fulfill her big girl needs on her own as well. Just a couple days after Mommy left for work, in the wee hours of the morning, Missy found herself with her hand in her wet diaper, desperately trying to cum. However, without Mommy there, it just didn't seem right. Missy threw her free hand to the side, and accidentally pressed Mommy Bear's paw. The stuffie, in Mommy's voice, said, as it had a hundred times before, "You're a good girl." Those words sent a thrill of pleasure through the diapered and desperate woman that she hadn't felt since Mommy left. That gave Missy an idea.

Tentatively, Missy climbed on to Mommy Bear, mounting the stuffed animal with one leg on each side. She grabbed Mommy Bear's left paw in one hand and buried her face into Mommy Bear's chest. The smell of Mommy's perfume was intoxicating.

Slowly at first, and then increasingly furiously, Missy began to thrust her hips into Mommy Bear's padded body. As she humped, Missy squeezed the bear's hand, activating the revised messages.

"I love you, baby. You're a good girl," Mommy's voice said over and over again.

Missy started to moan into Mommy Bear's chest. The warm, wet padding of her diaper stimulating her throbbing pussy. She continued to breath deeply through her nose, sucking in as much of Mommy's scent as she could. With Mommy's voice ringing in her ears and smell feeling her nose, Missy could almost imagine that she wasn't molesting a stuffed animal, but was fucking her partner instead.

In a matter of a few minutes, Missy reached her limit. Her toes curled and her eyes rolled back in her head as she came. She then let her body relax and collapsed onto Mommy Bear's soft padding. She popped her thumb into her mouth just before saying, "Fank you, Mommy," and falling asleep.

Missy's experiments with Mommy Bear didn't end that night or end with Mommy Bear. With her partner gone, Missy had no adult supervision, and she took full advantage of it. During the day, Missy found herself waddling her padded bottom through all of the toy stores in town, buying every stuffed animal that called out to her. At night, Missy took care of her adult needs in the most childish way she could. Nightly, she found herself rubbing her wet and messy diapers onto all of her new 'friends' until she fell asleep in a post-orgasm haze.

By the time Missy's Mommy came home, the master bedroom they shared had been completely altered.

"Missy! Mommy's home!" Mommy said as she walked through the door of the master bedroom for the first time in a month. Her jaw dropped open at what she witnessed.

Missy was on the bed, her hair a wreck, obviously unbrushed in days. Missy's pink diaper was full to bursting with pee, and a suspicious smell in the room told Mommy it was full in another way as well. Drool was dripping down Missy's chin, making it as wet as her diapered pussy, as she mindless humped a giant, stuffed pink unicorn.

The unicorn wasn't the only new stuffed animal in the room. The king bed that Missy and Mommy shared was now completely covered with stuffed animals. Similarly, stuffed dogs, cats, bears, and every other sort of animal stared out from every corner of the room. Mommy started to glower as she realized that Missy had turned their once adult bedroom into a toddler's playroom.

"Missy! What is going on here?" Mommy said sternly as she took in the room. Missy looked up and froze. Mommy looked so incredibly beautiful that Missy wanted to jump off Juniper, her noble unicorn stead, immediately and give her a hug. However, the stern look and anger burning under Mommy's eyes stifled that desire.

"Um... uh... Nuthin' Mommy! I was just, uh, playing! Welcome home!" Missy stuttered out.

"I knew I should have never left you alone! I was only gone a month! Look at this place! You've turned my bedroom into a nursery!" Missy's Mommy ranted as she walked into their bedroom. "Where am I even supposed to sleep? It looks like you replaced me with a toy store!"

Missy had to admit that Mommy had a point. Their bed was so full of stuffed animals that Missy herself had taken more to curling into it like it was a nest, rather than laying in it like a bed. There definitely was not room for another adult to lay on the bed.

"I... uh... I... well..." Missy couldn't come up with an answer. Interrupted mid-hump, Missy was not prepared to justify just how far she has delved into her little side while Mommy was out of town.

Watching her pathetic, diapered girlfriend fail to find words as she confronted her, Mommy's look and overall demeanor softened. "Oh, princess, don't worry. This wasn't your fault. I should have known that a baby-brained, little pamper packer like you couldn't take care of herself for a whole month," Mommy said as she walked over and kissed Missy on the forehead. "We'll talk more about this later, but for now, it looks like I interrupted your play time. Why don't you show me how you play with your new toys?"

Missy practically melted at the positive attention Mommy was giving her. With Mommy actually in the room with her, she was ready to do anything to get the other woman's approval. So, as instructed, and with renewed vigor, Missy began to continue thrust her hips into her trusty stead Juniper.

If only Missy had known them what she knew now. The show Missy put on with Juniper for Mommy was the first of many. Having come home to her room being functionally converted into a giant nursery, Mommy decided it was in everyone's best interest if she moved out of the master and into the guest room, letting Missy have the little room of her dreams.

Mommy's move also meant that Missy and Mommy weren't sleeping together anymore. And, much to Missy's chagrin, not sleeping together had more than one meaning. After coming home to find just how little self control Missy had unsupervised, Mommy let Missy know that she didn't feel comfortable having 'adult time' with such a little girl anymore. Mommy let Missy know that for the foreseeable future, if Missy wanted to stay in any sort of relationship with Mommy, Missy would only be allowed to make cummies by humping her stuffed animals, just like she had for the month while Mommy was gone.

When Mommy moved to the guest room, she also let Missy know that she was going to start seeing other people. Mommy had big girl needs that needed to be fulfilled too, and, unlike Missy, Mommy wasn't going to get off by humping teddy bears. Plus, Mommy had explained to Missy, Missy clearly needed more adult supervision. Maybe Mommy could find a partner who'd be willing to be Missy's second Mommy?

And that's how Missy found herself here, humping Mommy Bear while her real Mommy fucked another woman in the next room. As Mommy's screams came to a crescendo, Missy closed her eyes and buried her face in Mommy Bear's chest. She squeezed Mommy Bear's paw, letting Mommy's recorded voice merge with her real life scream. Missy hated that this was as close as she would ever get to fucking Mommy again. She hated that some other woman was getting to enjoy the body that should be hers. But, what she hated the most was that she did this to herself, and, even worse, deep inside, she enjoyed this.

Missy pressed Mommy Bear's paw again.

"I love you, baby," Mommy's voice rang out for the thousandth time.

Missy let her frustration, anger, humiliation, and horniness wash over her. She let herself cum while humping her stuffed animal, knowing, deep inside, this was the only way she'd ever get off again.

[dia-souls]

DIABOLIK LOVERS Imajin Tokuten Drama CD “Chaos of Amnesia”

Original title: 記憶喪失による混乱

Source: Fanmade Tokuten Drama CD

Story by: Admin Irsa

Seiyuu: Suegara rie, Midorikawa Hikaru, Toriumi Kousuke, Katsuyuki Konishi, Takashi Kondou, Kaji Yuki, Hirakawa Daisuke, Takahiro Sakurai, Kimura Ryouhei, Tatsuhisa Suzuki, Kishio Daisuke, Toshiyuki Morikawa, Morikubo Shoutaro, Tomoaki Maeno

Admin's note: I am back at writting after a long period of time. This CD is related to chaos lineage and it's a change or an alter to the chaos lineage opening scene. I hope you will like it. I lost a bit of my grip cuz of break. I hope I get back on track one more thing yui will be a bit OOC like. It's really difficult to write dialogue for 14 people. Shot out to that one follower whom wanted the CD drama in which all dl boys appear with yui. You my dear motivated me (A big thanks to @crazyasffr ). Give reviews because I like reading your reaction 😤!

Yui was awoken by the sound of a lot of voices. She tried to open her eyes but couldn't open it,She tried to move her body but couldn't. She started getting scared as she noticed her situation. Then she felt as if she was being kissed she felt disgusted. She heard thoes voices again they were males she could tell by their tone and they were arguing. Again she felt as if she is being kissed and her disgust was increasing.

??: Is she not going to wake up?

???: The propherecy said that if you kiss the sleeping Eve she will wake up? But she isn't waking up?!!

????: Maybe because you are a bad kisser. Let Ore-sama try!

?????: Fufu, how about all of us take turn in trying.

????: You all are disgusting. If you all are going to kiss her then I won't kiss her it makes me vomit to think I will kiss someone who is already defiled by you all.

?????: Then don't kiss her it's not like we want you to do that besides you doing that isn't necessary.

*Thud*

????: You perverts don't touch her you aren't allowed to!! Only Nii-san has the right to do it!!

???: You bas-

Yui then felt as if her energy was returning she opened her eyes and saw a young boy whoes face was dangerously cloes to her. The guy upon noticing her awake smiled at her.

?????: Ohh!! So you are awake you have really cute eyes!

_Yui immediately pushed that guy off her and got up.

Yui: Have you no shame you were kissing a sleeping women!??

Kino: Excuse me I didn't even got the chance to kiss. The one who assaulted you are them.

_He said as he pointed at Reiji and Ruki.

_Yui looked at around to see a lot of men who are now looking at her. She scanned all of them.

Ruki: Quick grab her!!

Yui: Wha No-o don't c-ome near me leave me-e!!

Ruki: Look we won't hurt you we just want you to come with us.

Yui: I d-don't want to go anywhere! please just let me go!

_Yui looked at them with fear in her eyes as she was feeling overwhelmed with a lot of men around her.

Reiji: Shu!! Hurry grab her!!

Shu: How annoying. Do it yourself.

_Yui got startled as she heard a voice right besides her she noticed a guy on floor. She didn't realized he was this cloes to her she hurridly moved away.

Shu: Pink.

Yui: Huh?

Shu: Colour.

Reiji: Colour of what?

Shu: Of your underwear.

Yui: ............

_Yui flushed at his remark and scooted away from him while shu gave her a lazy smirk.

Ruki:You!! How dare you!!

_Ruki said as he took his sword out seeing this everyone took their sword out yui immediately flinched at it.

*Cling* *Cling*

Yui: Wha-ts happening here?! Why are you doing this?! Who exactly are you all??!

Kino: Eve don't worry we won't hurt you after all you are our princess!

_Kino gives her princely smile and moved towards her but was blocked by Shin who moved infront of him.

Shin: Not so fast!! I won't let you touch her.

_Shin drew his sword he looked at his shoulder to look at yui.

Shin: Don't worry Eve I will save you from them and get you out of here!!

Yui: Is it real?

Shin: Huh?

_Kino and Shin both looked at yui confusingly.

Yui: The sword?

Shin: Of course it is!?? What are you thinking?

Yui: What? But why?!

Shin : Why what?!

Kino: Look stop all of you I am confused here?! What are you trying to say princess??

Yui: You are confused but, I should be confused who exactly are you?! All I thought you all were cosplayer?

Kino: Cosplayer?!?

Shin: Why would you think that?!

Yui: Well... you all are calling me Eve and acting like a knight and your dress is weird too you all are dressed weirdly!

Kino: Excuse me!? I have the best sense of fashion among all of them also don't call our dressing weird rather you are acting strange!

Reiji: Eve you do know what purpose you have.

Yui: What?

_Yui looked at him confusingly. She then looked around.

Yui: Also where is the priest?

_Now all of them looked at her.

Reiji: Pardon. What priest?

Yui: Well this is church so there must be a priest! Where is he?

Yuma: Eve you do realize that we are the only ones here!

Yui: Eh?

Yuma: Don't tell me that Eve is mentally unstable?!

Ayato: What but isn't she Eve??!

Kino: Isn't Eve is supposed make a ruler? Why is she talking weirdly?!

Shin: Come on she isn't unstable like you can clearly tell the difference between her and Kanato.

Kanato: Exactly---What did you say???!!!

_He gave a murderous look to Shin.

_Yui than felt someone circling her waist she looked at her shoulder to see a red haired guy.

Ayato: Oii!! No one will touch her!! She is now my property!!

Kanato: Hah when did she become yours Ayato???! Teddy waited so long for her to wake up!! I DEMAND YOU GIVE HER TO ME!!

_All of then covered their ears because of his screeching.

Yuma: You brat!! Shut up!! You aren't alone here!! All of us waited here for sow to wake up!! You ain't special go and play with your toys.

_Kino, Shin and Ayato snickered. Kanato seeing this walked up to Yuma.

Kanato: What did you say to me?

He said as he grabbed his collar. But their difference in height made the audience except Yui chuckle. Which further increased Kanato anger.

Kanato: YOU!!!!

_Yuma flinched at his sudden outburst.

Kanato: IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!

Yuma: What?? But you were the compla-

Kanato: YOU MADE A JOKE OF ME!!

Yuma: I didn't you yourself made-

Kanato: SHUT UP!! I WILL KILL YOU HOW DARE YOU MAKE FUN OF MY HEIGHT!!

Yuma: When did I made fun--

Kanato: SHUT UP!! SHUT UP YOU RUINED TEDDY'S MOOD! I WON'T FORGIVE YOU!!

Yuma: I never asked for your forgiveness-

_Yui took advantage of the distraction and elbowed him. Ayato who was caught off guard let her go and Yui escaped. Yui immediately ran for the door.

Ruki: Eve is escaping Shin go after her!!

Reiji: Yuma this isn't time to play around. Be quick Kino catch Eve. Shu you too!!

Kino: Roger!!

_All of them then became alert and started running after her.

_Yui who was running with all her might started screaming hoping the people will hear her and help her. She hurridly entered a room and locked it's door she decided to put furniture infront of it so it could remain locked just as she turned around she saw all of them.

Yui: AHHHHH!!

Shin: Ouch! Stop screaming!

Yui: HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE?!!

_As she lifted vase.

Ayato: Well we are- Put that thing down!!

Yui: I won't don't come closer you weirdos!!

Yuma: Eve listen we won't hurt you we are here to save you just come here!

Yui: Don't come closer!!

Ruki: Huh! As if she thing like that can stop us!!

_Yui threw the vase towards Shu as for some unknown reason he was lying closer to her but Shu dodged it.

Shu: How dare you!

_Yui noticed a balcony in room and sprinted toward it seeing it all of them followed her but stopped as soon as they say her climbing the railing she was able to balance herself on it she looked towards them.

Yui: Look don't come closer otherwise I will jump from here and you will be sentenced to death!

Kanato: Eh? Death sentence what are you saying?

Yui: Tell me who are you all and why are you doing this to me?!

Kino: Doing this to you?! Excuse me we haven't even started doing anything to you!!

Yui: Liste--kyahhh.....

_Yui was, lifted from the railing into air.

Kou: Hyahhhhh!!! M-Neko-chan Kou has came to your rescue Fufu.

_Yui realized that she is hugged by strange blonde hair guy the guy then placed his head on her shoulder glancing at the crowd.

Laito: Nfu~

Yui: Kyahhh...

_She felt another pairs of hands hugging her.

Laito: Nfu~ Eve-chan~~ you made your suitors wait a lot for you this isn't fair we spend a lot of time without you. Now need to make it up to your Laito-kun!

Kou: Wait a minute!! Laito-kun I am talking to M-Neko-chan you should let us talk alone and leave her I can carry her alone.

*BANG*

_The door exploded and three men entered the room.

Carla: How dare you all come here before us!!

Ruki: Well excuse you, don't tell me you expect us to inform you that barrier is broken. Isn't it your fault that your comrades are foolish.

Subaru: Tch!! It's not like you already took her she is still here and besides we aren't late.

_Subaru cracked his knuckle and looked at all of them before his eyes went to the girl. He immediately blushed as he saw her being gropped by two men.

_Yui who was now confused and scared as she noticed their strength. They are way too strong to take a door down but thinking about what they are wasn't her concern her main concern was to get away from them.

_Carla looked at Yui for some reason Yui felt a lot of scared his presence was dominating and she wanted to hide. He continue to peirce her with his gaze and walked towards Yui. This guy is very intimidating for her.

Yui: Let me go!!

_She said as she started swaying her legs.

Kou: EV-wait stop we will-

Laito: Eve-channn this not a place to get excited, I know you are excited to see Laito-kun but wai--

Yui: Kyaah!!!

"EVE!!"

_Yui was falling she closed her eyes to accept her fate only to feel someone below her.

Yui: Owe!

Shu: You are in no position to say anything like that considering you fell on me!

_Yui got up from floor and saw Shu beneath her.

Yui: Why are you always on floor?!

Shu: ..............

Yui: Aren't you going to answer?!

Shu: Uwa! Troublesome.

_As he got up Yui for the fist time Yui saw their differences in height, as it's the fist time he got up since their meeting and Yui was startled as she saw him trying to grab her.

_Yui immediately bolted towards dark forest.

Meanwhile:

Laito: Uwahhh Eve died I can't believe I didn't get to play with her.

Subaru: Idiot she isn't dead.

Ruki: We really need to find her quickly.

_Carla raised his eyebrows at him as they all were creating too much fuss.

Reiji: Can't you sense her presence?!

Subaru: Tch! What's wrong with you all she is just around here we will find her and that's it!?

Shin: Looks like you don't understand the severity of the situation.

Ayato: You see Eve has slept for too long that's why she is now unstable.

Kou: What? M-Neko-chan no way I don't believe you she is perfectly stable.

Shin: You see she acts weirdly and ask stupid question I am not saying she is fully unstable like Kana-

Kanato: WHAT DID YOU SAY!!?

_Kanato walked up to Yuma and grabbed him by collar.

Yuma: Oi-i!! What did I do?! Why are you coming at me!!?

Kanato: IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!

Yuma: What type of logic it is-

Kanato : YOU MAKE ME BAD INFRONT OF EVERYONE YOU ALWAYS DO THAT! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT PEOPLE THINK I AM LIKE THAT!!

Yuma: It's literally our first meet--

Kanato: SHUT UP I WON'T LISTEN TO YOU ANYMORE!!

Yuma: When were you listen--

_The two continued to argue.

Laito: Eve. Poor Eve-chan she must be scared while walking alone in this scary forest.

Carla: If whatever you said is true that Eve truly is out of her mind then we need to hurry and find her before she does harm upon herself because of state.

Reiji: Hurry!! After her she must be in forest we need to find her before she hurt herself!!

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Yui: Hahhh!! Hurry I need to find someone!! Ngh.

_She fell on her butt after she collided with someone. She looked up to see a guy who was covered in bandages.

Azusa: Eve.

_The unknown guy immediately hugs her. She then started pushing him but he didn't nudge.

Yui: Leave me-e!

Azusa: I waited so long for you to come Eve I am so happy to meet you!!

_Yui looked at him confusingly. Are all guys here have their screws loose.

_She then heard footsteps behind her.

Laito: Nfu~ Ara, Ara Eve-chan you are finally united with your number 1 fan.

Yui: Numbe-er one fan?

Laito: Yes!! Azusa-kun seems to have special attachment to you, you see.

Shin: Hahh!! I finally found you Eve-

Yuma: Eve found yaaa. Ya made everyone so worried about you!!

Kino: Eve here you are!

_All of then looked at each other it appeared as if now they are ready to fight and not so soon the fight began Shin who remained it shadows saw the opportunity and grabbed yui.

Yui: Hel---

_Her voice was muffled by shin hand he hurridly took her away from scene.

Yui: Stop!! Leave me ugh!! Please stop!!!

Shin: Kch!! Shut up and come with me to orange house.

_He roughly grabbed her and started dragging her.

Yui: Please don't sell me-

Shin: Sell you??

_Shin now stopped and look at her confusingly.

Yui: Isn't it what you want?

_Yui thought they all might be drug dealers and are trying to sell her to brothel that's the reason they are so careful with her.

(They all are doing this so that my body remains unharmed and I could be sold at higher price otherwise why were they so concerned when I was falling from railing!)

_Shin confusing expression changes to pity and sad.

(She really is mentally unstable that's why she is saying weird things I shouldn't put more pressure on her fragile state.)

_Yui upon noticing Shin sad eyes and his silence as an agreement to her statement and her tears started welling up in her eyes.

Subaru: Ev-- Hah Shin why is she crying?

_Subaru immediately separated the two and grabbed Yui. Yui again resisted to get away from him.

Yui: How can you do this don't you have a sister will you do something so terrible to her!!??

_Yui questioned subaru.

Subaru: Huh? But I don't have any sister?!

Yui: That- but still you should have some humanity in yourself to do something this disgusting!!

Subaru: Humanity? I am not a human to begin with!!

Yui: That's right you are monster!!!

_Subaru became confused at her outburst he wondered what he did that made her like that?! He didn't deserve to be called a monster, considering it's their fist meeting.

Subaru: Look I just want to take you home to my older brother-

Yui: Huh!! You__ I can't believe you are going give me to your brother as call girl!!?

Subaru: Wha--

_Subaru looked at Shin who still had sad expression on his face. He looked at Shin and Shin upon noticing him made a gesture of saying that she is unstable and shook his head.

_Subaru looking at him realized how bad Eve's condition is became sad as he thinks that his behaviour might upset her more. He looked sorrowfully at yui.

_Yui than notices change in demnor thought that this might be his purpose.

Yui: Please leave me alone!! Let me go!

Kou: Ahh! Found them!! GUYS EVE IS HERE!!

_All the family immediately teleported to the place.

Yuma: Hahh!! Finally!!

Yui: Look please stop all this. Leave me alone don't sell me.

Ayato: Sell you but why would we? I mean you are important for the plan after all you are Eve? Why would we sell you?

Yui: But why me why me out of all the girls in the world why does it have to be me??!!

Laito: 'Girls' there are girls here?

Ruki: Eve you are the only women here along with us!

Yui: Wait a minute!? Aren't you going to sell me to some brothel??

Ayato: First you called Ore-sama cosplayer and now you are calling me a dealer make up your mind cosplayer or dealer!!

Shin: Huh why would we? What do you think we are! Besides there is no brothel here!

Yui: If there isn't then why all of you are chasing me! And why are you saying I shouldn't be harmed!!?

Ruki: Ahh! Things are now getting clearer.

Kino: Yeah!! Right seriously I can't believe it was all for this.

Reiji: It seems Eve has misunderstood our intentions.

Shin: This means that she isn't crazy like Kana-

Yuma: SHUT UP!! Shut your crap!!

_Yuma said as he glanced at Kanato whom upon noticing that he is staring at him glared at him Yuma flinched and immediately looked away.

Yuma: Ain't no way. I am gonna let that kid scream at me!! He mumbled.

Shu: Hah!! Uwah! I just want to go home.

Carla: Don't tell me women you don't know what's your purpose in the game.

Yui: Game? Purpose? What are you saying?!

Reiji: I hope I am not wrong but it seems sleeping for too much has caused her to forget her purpose.

Carla: Say women do you know how to make me the supreme ruler.

Yui: Huh!? What is that??

Ruki: Hah looks like it's time for us to explain you the situation you are in.

I am Ruki, the eldest of orange family there are 13 man over here and there is no women here except for you. There are in total of three family violet, scarlet and orange. The main purpose of these family is to obtain Eve. Once Eve-

Carla: I am Carla eldest of violet. Eve had the ability or power you can say to make a supreme overload. Meaning a king and you are Eve and you have power to do that.

Kino: That's we all were after you we aren't some cosplayer or smugglers.

Yui: Well you did seem like that..

Kanato: Teddy she really thought we were crazy and we all thought you were crazy the whole time.

Carla: Now that everything is cleared out you will now come with us to violet household.

Subaru: Wait a minute!! You all are missing one detail.

Laito: Nfu~ let's not tell her guys poor girl will be so scared once she find out about that.

Kou: Ara~Ara Cmon Laito-kun I really want to see her reaction.

Azusa: Eve..is.. sane.. Eve.. Please.. come with.. us we... will... take good...care of.. you.

Yui: Wait a minute!! I can believe all this, all of you are lying it's impossible that there is no one here except us!

Ruki: Oh really! Where is the proof?

Yui: Proof--I might not have it right now but I am telling truth.

Kino: Hah! Why don't you just stop resisting and come with us? You have no place to go to!

Yui: That's true but I still won't come.... You all are brothers but you don't look alike at all!!?

Kanato: Teddy also thinks exact same!! They all are too weird to be my brothers and that red head idiot to be my twin.

Shin: Excuse me!!? You are actually weirdest of us brothers!! No you are the weirdest of us all--

Yuma: Bro you just shut up!! Don't anger him!! Why are you digging my grave?!?

_Yuma said as he put a hand on Shin's mouth to which Shin immediately removed.

Shin: You aren't my brother you vile--

Ruki: Shin!! Behave yourself!!

Shin: Yes, Nii-san .

_Ruki looked at yui and said.

Reiji: Yeah! that's true! We don't look alike. So what?! Does that change the fact that we are brothers? No it doesn't!

Yui: So basically you all have no parents?

Laito: Parents?!

Yui: Yeah... I mean you all must have different parents to have such different features.

Kou: Okay! Now it's crepping me out!

Yui: That's what I am trying to say that this place, you all something is not right!!

Kino: Princess don't stress too much. It's not that much of a big deal you know to have no parents.

Yui: But still that doesn't change the fact that they might have existed that's why you all exist!!

_Yui immediately blushed after saying this statement.

Laito: Well Eve-chan you are right! Nfu~we all already know how babies are made.

Shu: Lewd women you said it on purpose.

Yui: No I didn't I just want you all---

Ayato: Hah!! Stop!! Ore-sama is parched.

_He said as he came closer to yui.

Ayato: Why don't you take responsibility.

Laito: Aha! Now that you mentioned it she really is giving off a really sweet smell.

Subaru: Guys aren't we supposed to hide it-

Kanato: Teddy wonders if it's like a candy.

Yuma: Sow really does smell delecious. Hey! how about giving me a taste.

Laito: Nfu~Eve-chan you made me run all around to find you.

_He said as he got near her ear.

Kou: M-Neko-chan really is cruel! She really is selfish she made me do a lot of work how about you return favour as this is give and take world!

Subaru: Oii!! Stop saying that scary stuff to her and you both keep your hands off her!!!

Yui: Wai-it you.. all are again saying weird stuff?! Delecious and parched what do you mean by them?!

_Shu looked at Yui and smirked and gave her a show off his fangs.

Yui: Wha-

Shu: You now realize. Do you?!

Ruki: We aren't some bunch of humans. We are vampire.

Yui: Vam-mpire! You mean you all suck blood.

Kino: Hey!! I am offended we don't just do that! You humans have ruined our name.

Shin: What are you scared? I mean cmon don't tell me you don't realized it?!

Reiji: Having this level of strength isn't possible for a human man right? You should have realized it earlier that we aren't human.

Shu: I hope this answers your question about how I always get where ever you are.

Ruki: I guess you now know everything your purpose of being here and lastly our identity.

Carla: Hah! That's funny we didn't even try to mask our identity. You really are a dense women.

Yui: No-o that's impossible. I don't believe you!!

_Yui backed away from them.

_All of their eyes started glowing showing their animalistic nature.

Ayato: Say are you gonna choose who to come with or we decide it.

Yui: Wh-hat?

Kino: I mean you aren't gonna stay here right a forest is really a bad option for a fragile girl like you.

Subaru: Tch! It's not like a house full of male vampires is the best option.

Ruki: That's true but you are forced to choose between us we aren't requesting at first place that's an order. So hurry up and choose.

Carla: Eve choose which house are you going to live with. Choose wisely and carefully as it will decide the future supreme overload.

Reiji: So what's your decision Eve.

_Yui looked at all of them their attention fully focused on her.

"I will choose_______"

[shslbunnylover]

★★★𝙎𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙩 𝙎𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 (12 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙁𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙢𝙖𝙨 𝘿𝙖𝙮 3: 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙛𝙛 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙮)★★★

Character: Larissa Weems

Taglist: @inlovewithgreta (Message me to be a part of the taglist until I get a page set up!!)

Trigger warnings (DL, DI): Flirty behavior, alcohol consumption

Genre: Fluff

A/n: Third day is rolling right along with the lovely Larissa Weems! I had so much fun writing this!!

Word count: 1.6k

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Covering your left ear in hopes of draining the noise around you from your hearing, you felt yourself becoming slightly more anxious about having said yes to the staff holiday party at Nevermore. You were well-liked by the students and the other staff. However, you still felt a sense of anxiety wash over you the moment you entered the room.

Looking down at your dress that fell just below your knees, you placed your hands over the other and made your way towards the drinks with a smile on your lips, waving your greeting to the familiar faces around you.

The air around you smelled of cinnamon and sugar cookies, making your body feel like it was melting its nervous shell and leaving only a comfortable and carefree interior. You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear as you grabbed the ladle out of the eggnog, pouring the white liquid into your glass until it was full.

Bringing the glass to your lips, the liquid fell down your throat, causing the tips of your ears once chilled by the cold outside air to warm up.

"This is pretty good," You thought out loud, going to grab a sugar cookie from the large plate next to the bowl of eggnog.

"I'm glad you think so, I made it myself," A regal voice with a familiar British accent spoke, her words turning into a chuckle as you jumped in surprise.

"Ms. Weems!" You exclaimed, putting a hand over your chest as you took a breath in between a couple of laughs. "You scared me!"

"Please darling, call me Larissa, we've known each other for a few years now," Larissa smiled, walking closer to you.

You blushed softly, looking up at the taller woman.

"Yes Larissa," You replied meekly, feeling her dominant and powerful presence washing over you, her aura only increasing due to your feelings for the woman.

"Even when you call me by my first name, you find a way to make it formal. Don't you?" She chuckled, her laugh sounding soft and sweet as it always did, the sound of it had pushed you into a lovesick state.

You nodded, your eyes finding their way down to your feet, attempting to make yourself feel like a normal person for a moment.

"Look back up at me sweetling," Larissa commanded, wanting to see your face again.

You obliged almost immediately, your heart pounding at 1000 miles an hour at the blonde's overwhelming presence.

"T-The party is very nice," You tried to change the subject, hoping to calm down the raging blush on your face.

"It is, but I have a question for you, Y/n," The taller woman stated, taking a sip of her warm eggnog before placing it back on the table.

"Yes?" You asked, looking at her with curious eyes.

"Do I make you nervous?"

You froze, looking at her with a blush scattered across your cheeks and nose, you weren't sure what to say in reply.

You seemingly were silent for a couple minutes, as Larissa cupped your cheek to knock you out of your thoughts.

"Sweetling, are you alright? That question didn't make you uncomfortable did it darling?"

Her pet names were like music to your ears, but you weren't sure how to continue the melody, often ending it with stutters and blush.

"I... I don't know," You replied honestly, "I don't know what it is,"

"That's quite alright snowflake," Larissa nodded, turning her head to the other staff and then back to you. "I should leave you to the party," She smiled, walking away, and leaving you flustered.

You stood there, before a wave of confidence washed over you.

You grabbed her hand, placing your glass on the table to reach further.

"Wait-" You quickly stopped her, retracing your hand with a blush once her blue eyes went back to face you with surprise. "I wanted to give you the present I got you, would you like to see it?" You nervously asked, your mind thinking of any excuse to be near the blonde.

"Oh snowflake, you didn't have to get me anything just because we did a whole Secret Santa event, you know that," Larissa chuckled, "But I know whatever you got me is amazing," She continued, her lips forming into a smile as the two of you walked over to a little Christmas tree where you had put her gift.

You pulled up a small box that was perfectly prepared, the wrapping paper was a beautiful light blue and paired with a white snowflake gift tag that matched the tiny decals on the paper.

"Merry Christmas Larissa," You smiled, handing it to her as your eyes traveled their way up her body.

"Thank you Y/n," She smiled, taking the paper gently off of the box to reveal a small jewelry box.

"Go on! Open the box!" You encouraged her with a soft smile on your lips.

The blonde simply chuckled, quickly opening the velvet box to reveal a very luxurious set of opal dangle earrings.

"Y/n..." She trailed off, her eyes widening as her fingers grazed over the gemstones. "These are beautiful...!"

You beamed in reply, your hands clenching into fists out of your excitement.

"I got you the earrings in opal because it's your birthstone!"

Larissa looked at you with wonderment in her eyes.

"How did you know my birthday? I don't tell that to anyone," She asked, still amazed by how thoughtful you were.

"I asked around," You smirked, "Do you like them?"

"Like them? Darling, I love them! You didn't have to get me these!" The older woman replied, moving her vision from you to the earrings.

"I'd do anything for you," You said, your smirk forming into a more lovesick and warmth-filled smile.

The principal paused for a moment, matching your facial features as she took your hand in her own, shutting the box.

"Is that so? Then you would be willing to answer another question, right?"

You nodded.

"Yes, what is it?" You questioned her, tilting your head slightly to the side.

"If I kissed you, would you reciprocate?"

You froze for a minute, just like you had when she asked you a question before, but something about this moment didn't feel the same.

You pushed your touching hands together, fingers intertwining with each other as you pulled her in for a passionate kiss.

Her hand found its way to your cheek, pulling you further into her lips and her taste of sugar cookies and eggnog.

Pulling away from her to catch your breath, Larissa looked at you once again, her ruby red lips placing themselves on your cheek to leave a slight mark in their wake.

"I guess I have my answer then," She chuckled, watching you break out into a huge blush over what had just occurred.

"I didn't think this would ever happen- At a staff holiday party nonetheless-!" You covered your face with your hands, only for them to be pulled down by the woman in front of you.

"Well," Larissa replied, "Strange things happen during the holidays, don't they?"

"Yeah," You nodded, "I didn't think pretending to be your Secret Santa was the way I'd woo you over,"

Larissa's eyes widened slightly, before she broke out into a soft laughter, placing another soft kiss on your cheek.

"And I didn't think that a good girl like yourself could do such a naughty thing," She teased, her lips falling to yours once more.

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If you enjoyed reading this, don't forget to like, reblog and comment! Thank you and you are loved <3

-Akira

[0nlythrowharrybeaux]

#7, fluff!!!!

FRIEND, YOU'RE THE FIRST ONE! Thank you for playing 💕 Happy Monday! I hope you like it:)

You and Harry were on cloud 9. You had just married your best friend and favorite person in the world. Well, more like eloped in Italy with about 20 of your closest friends and family. They had all taken off and you two had officially started your honey moon. The day was warm as you stood out on the veranda, taking in some sunshine as you waited for your coffee to finish brewing. You weren't surprised when you felt Harry come up behind you and hug you tight.

"Morning, Mrs. Styles." his deep and raspy morning voice made your skin rise with goosebumps.

"Morning, Mr. Styles." you responded with a smile as he kissed the side of your head, "Do you feel any different after leveling up?" you asked him and he immediately started to chuckle.

"Leveling up, you said?" he asked and you giggled and nodded, "I really like that...very clever." he hummed and you turned around in his hold to face him with a smile. His smile grew as you were now face to face, just slightly leaning back so that you could fully look at him as he kept you upright.

"Thank you! I've been hanging on to that for at least 3 months!" you admitted and he laughed a bit more as you joined him.

"You're so cute, you know that?"

"You tell me every day." you smiled and he leaned down to kiss your lips gently. "H?"

"Yes, my love?" he asked you.

"I know we like, want to keep things super on the DL, but I really want to post something cute. I really love that close up Lloyd took of us right before we did the reveal. I want to post it so bad." you slightly pouted at him.

"You can. You should! " he encouraged you with a grin and you smiled.

"Really? Are you sure?"

"Positive! I'll do it too." he said and you searched his eyes.

"You don't have to." you assured him.

You knew how he was about posting private things online. You didn't want to make him feel like he had to do that just because you wanted to commemorate your wedding on your own page. You just really loved that picture and you had never, ever posted anything with him actually in it during your entire 4 years together. When he'd tour and you were at a show you'd post a video of him performing on your story or something like that, but you only posted him when he was working. Yeah, there were things on there that were about him or had his things in it or times when he might've even been right there with you, but his face wasn't on your page in any capacity and you weren't on his either. You didn't even have anything on there from when you got engaged. But this picture was perfect because it was just your mouths as you kissed his cheek right before he saw you in your wedding dress for the first time. It was such a special and tender moment that really meant a lot to you. It still kept details like your wedding dress and his own suit all for yourselves and your guests, but it was a little peek into that moment.

"Baby, you're the love of my life. My wife! I want people to know that I'm your husband or at least speculate about it. This is the best decision I ever made and our wedding was the happiest day of my life. I want to commemorate it too." he assured you and you smiled.

"I love you. You're the best, you know that?"

"So I've been told." he hummed haughtily and you grinned, "But ummm, I need to tell you something important." he said with a playful gleam in his eyes.

"OK, what is it?"

"Well it's two things... first off, I love you most. And second, if we go public that means you can't escape my love... like ever." he said with a bright smile.

"Lucky for you I agreed to that yesterday." you hummed and he chuckled as he leaned in to kiss you. Your lips met slowly but with fervor, the kiss was romantic and made you feel like it was just you two in the world. Well, it kind of was for the next 3 weeks of your honeymoon.

It was later in the day when you got around to posting the picture. Naturally, your phone was blowing up, but when you checked it again you smiled as you saw Harry's comment and how people were freaking out. He didn't even bother being cryptic...but that's why you loved him, he always wanted you to know that you were important to him.

"How's that for letting people know I'm your husband?" you heard from behind you as you smiled down at your phone and you turned around as he grinned at you.

"It's perfect." you smiled.

"Good. I love you, baby." he hummed as you hugged him tight.

"I love you." you whispered happily.

[mythicalartistx]

Updating KH ship lists

Again I don't care if those disagree or like another better as long as no one calling each other delusional

Anyways here are my 11 KH ships + a few honorable mentions

#1 Soriku

This is probably my favorite ever, there's so much to say I don't even know where to start. I shipped them as friends but who also should date. Besides they're just really cute and silly to me.

The dark realm scene in kh2 is so good, they have an understanding of the other and are happy to be there together with the other person.

They both just love each other and do everything for the other (Riku's sacrifices for Sora in days kh2 kh3 and trying to save him in ddd) Sora is always trying to find him because he wants to be with him; and he just misses him. Riku's jealousy and feelings showed his insecurities to bring the island to darkness when he feared Sora's and Kairi's relationship and leaving him/ Sora befriending others with the belief he was being left behind.

The novel also has some added cute scenes where Sora is just bashful around Riku or just happy to be with him. They hug and hold hands more. Also there's a scene in the kh2 manga where Riku gives Shang a papou fruit to give to Sora. And Sora instantly know who gave it to him because "only Riku would do something like that".

The papou scene in kh1 manga Riku gets so close to his face and then Sora is blushing later, thinking about it. In DDD, it's about Riku's feelings for Sora and the darkness right? Some of those things are seemingly parallels.

Finally in kh3 Riku scarifies life for him because he doesn't want him to be sad and with the parallel to Hercules sacrificing someone because all he knew was that he loved someone and didn't think. Sora is just always thinking about Riku and wants to be with him especially with the failing to be a keyblade master.

Also there are no orders to these

#2 RepliNami

Honestly this is the only Riku that I like with her at all and also people end up confusing which Riku did what— they're different people, Sora said so himself. Repliku still has his feelings for Sora but now he decides to keep a promise for Naminé even if it didn't happen because he wants to do something himself.

Not something with memories that belong to Riku. And Naminé also does care for him. There's mainly KH CoM and Kh3 to go by. In COM he fights for Naminé against Sora thinking it was him (though all these things end up fake) but still he choses to embrace these memories for the sake of Naminé.

In kh3 he admits that everyone moved on except for him who was in darkness. When Riku notices his presences they work together and Repliku admits that he has one more thing to do and wants to save Naminé.

Then in his death he finally leaves the world and gives up the chance to have a body all for the sake of her having one so he asks the original Riku to dl him one last favor and making sure she's okay.

#3 Rizoriku / Yozoriku

Rizoriku because lack of RIZZ and it sounds so silly

I recently got into this and yeah I'm probably like one of the few people who are even into this.

They haven't EVEN INTERACTED. Riku felt Yozora in his dream/ secret ending but they never really seen each other. Yozora probably had in the secret ending/ dream. He was looking at him at that matters.

But imagine the possibilities, they are both tied together by Sora. Riku is searching for him and Yozora potentially hurt him, he hates that. They cannot stand the other. They fight the other so much. They're both looking for "Sora" to save. They look similar and Yozora has been stealing other's forms (It's toxic but eventually turn cute.)

Now they have to work together to find Sora / Nameless Star and then they start being cute and caring. I thought there might be at least more of this but no it's so rare I only seen like 4 fanart pictures of this and it's all from the same person

I got so happy when I saw some

#4 AkuSai / LeaIsa

It's so toxic. They've broken up too many times to count. They're divorced. And there's a whole ton of tension. It also have parallels to soriku.

Lea and Isa worked together to save X but she was gone and decided to become apprentices to save her. Then Saïx had to work his way to the top to find out what happened while Axel went off making friends and spent less time with Saïx which caused jealousy.

Their arguments and tension is so thick in 358/2 days, and in kh3 during that clocktower scene. You can tell there is something there. Also during DDD when he faced Saïx when saving Sora.

Then they finally have an understanding and Saïx apologies and admits he was jealous. Lea holds him in his arms, then after Saïx gets recompleted I think they finally will calm down and get back together, let's see how long it lasts.

#5 Kailette

I'm not super into this one because lack of content but I feel like this has potential to be super interesting and fun. Olette being one of the first real people she meets outside of the world and besides from Sora and Riku who kept unintentionally leaving her behind.

They befriend each other and Olette likes listening to the stories Kairi tells her.

I think they're really cute and have potential to go places or even Kairi becoming part of the sea salt + twilight town gangs. I see more fun fan content for this that makes me love it and hopefully we'll see more in the future.

#6 Zemyx

They're so silly together. I honestly love this. I ended up loving this because of fan content. It was just so great to me.

Like Demyx is kinda silly and dumb and Zexion is smart and intelligent they can't help be attracted to the other.

That one manga panel of them played twister though.

Also when they finally meet in kh3 and he realizes is that you? Also props to the manga version of the scene where he calls security on his bf until he realizes he's on their side.

#7 Xehaqus

They're actually so cute. I'm not joking. The fanart is so good and honestly dark road just shows their relationship and how it fell apart.

Eraqus is so silly and just enjoys his time with Xehanort but also believes to do what is right for fear of everyone losing to the darkness (which is why he did what he did in BBS).

I love that they often worked together and whispered just between themselves that the others would often say what are you whispering about?

They're post kh2 Soriku in dark road and then it turns into kh1 Soriku. Eraqus was blinded by love and didn't want to separate from him which is why he kept him around during BBS after he disappeared.

They're chess buddies and there's a deep relationship there and finally at the end of 3 they can be together at last

#8 NamiXi / Namishi

I don't think about this pairing as often but I also like it. Like I see the vision and I'm definitely for it. Naminé is definitely a lesbian + whatever thing she has going on with Repliku. Again I'm a multishipper so 🤷

Naminé helped Xion see who she is and actually honest with her. They're definitely friends too, but then will date. What they have at the end of kh3 is really cute to me where they collect seashells together

Also with them both being aspects of someone else can relate to seeing memories that aren't theirs/ wishing to be another person.

(no picture of them interacting 😢💔)

#9 RepliVani / VaniPliku /NamiVanpliku

I originally liked them as the duo first being friends who are just silly and fight. But now I'm really into them as also a couple. Naminé is definitely there breaking the tension.

I wish they did interact since they're similar both being created from someone else. Vanitas being part of Ventus and Repliku being part of Riku.

As a fan of lost trio I also think the concept of them fighting over Naminé could also be interesting like who better friend/ Vanitas thinks he is going to be left out and pretends he doesn't care. But their interactions I need

#10 MarLar

I don't think about them that much but again I really like them. This is probably my only one that's part of Union x in a way.

Marluxia is the only one Larxene really tolerates and they both have plans to be overthrow the organization together.

They are closer than any of the others and keep finding their ways to each other.

In Union x they were also close and befriended each other and ever since then they stuck together even if they had memories or not.

#11 Roxner

This could also be with the HC of transfem Marluxia

I'm still new to this ship but I recently thought you know I actually like this. Roxas and Hayner's relationship is honestly likable friends that could honestly be something more. Especially in kh2 beginning with how they interact with the other.

I also want to point out kh3 desire for him To want to find Roxas too.

Also in days when Roxas spends the day hanging out with him and the rest of them.

Fandom makes this honestly nice and cute couple through fanart and comics.

Conclusion

Anyway that's the ones I like in no specific order except Soriku is number 1.

Those that aren't here means I am either indifferent/ neutral towards to ship, dislike it, or I think it's weird as in an adult that's 26 being with 14 yo would be.

And most I don't even dislike if seen my other posts about this subject 99% I'm neutral towards except og Riku and any female ship.

However honorable mentions towards Brain and Marluxia I think they have potential to be interesting but not a lot about them, this goes for Brain and Ephemer too.

Cinderella and Aqua, it's honestly the only Disney + original character pairing most people agree one is good.

I like seeing the art about it but that's about it.

Larxene and Aqua as well as Terra and Marluxia as honorable mentions, I've seen some fanart that makes me think otherwise.

[bengiyo]

Only Boo! Ep 10 Stray Thoughts

Last week, we moved to Bangkok, and Moo was so ready to start his domestic era with Kang. Kang is still feeling a bit shy about intimacy, but he's trying to find compromises with Moo. They introduced a blank letter concept probably for next week's episode of doom. Moo and friends started their boot camp, and Potae is struggling while Moo is getting griefed over perceived nepotism. Everyone is telling Moo and Kang that they should keep their relationship on the DL, and Moo said fuck that and posted publicly about how much he loves Kang. Potae is currently jealous that Payos is backing off.

I'm glad GMMTV is continuing to model better behavior with the women around the boys lately. Neth cheering about the grand gesture, but leaving when they need to talk about it, is correct.

Wow, Potae! You can't tell your friend you don't want anything to change and then kiss him after a pratfall.

Moo has no idea that Potae already rejected Payos. This is painful. Potae is messing with him and Moo tossed aside his big love. This must look hopeless to Payos. He is only doing this because he wanted to be close to Potae.

The weird bubble they're keeping Moo in is irritating me here. Why ask Potae what to do and not his mom or Shone? I know he's irked with them telling him to be private with Kang, but this is exactly why! He should talk to them!

Fuck you, Potae! You don't get to reject and confuse your best friend, and then get jealous and upset when he signs the no dating contract.

Well, I'm glad he's talking to Kang about it next. I'll accept this path if he talks to his mom later.

Again, this is where the bubble doesn't work for me. Moo just explicitly put himself in the closet. Where is his sense of history, where are his gays, and where are his hags?

They're also keeping Payos out? I cannot forgive this.

And now Kang is leaving. Can we at least get a check in with how his art program is going, or if he's gotten more comfortable with intimacy??

Why would this company reward a snitch?

Is this show really having Payos let go of his hurt because he's also guilty of hiding things??? These things are not equal. Potae was being a jealous dick, and Moo felt out of character crushing Payos's hope.

OH NOW WE REINTRODUCE MOO'S MOM?????????

I would like a translation check in about Kang saying Moo has people who love him unconditionally. Because this contract came with conditions, and fans' love is so fickle. We are in the midst of multiple GMMTV PR issues right now over fans being unreasonable.

This could have been a Love Jones (1977) or Really Love (2020) kind of story. And yet...

Yeah, fumbling the queerness has disconnected me from this story. I'm not even feeling the emotions of this breakup.

1 YEAR LATER????

So we didn't put Potae through any additional training on screen to deal with the fact that he keeps struggling, and now the three of them get to debut with Jang and still have weak timing??

And now we've introduced shipping. I'm going to implode.

How would he not know where Kang was? He probably knew his whole class schedule.

Well, I hated all of this. We skip past the idol competition and training to continue to muddle the story by pretending homophobia doesn't exist. Payos felt like a bystander all episode and not the only other pining gay that Moo connected to. They reintroduce Moo's mom not to help him manage an untenable situation but to instead tell Kang to break up with him. This sucked, and I will not be forgiving this show for this.

[yuikomorii]

// Either my internet or this app failed me because I saved a draft from an Anon but it disappeared so I'm going to respond it in this manner. The Anon was basically saying that Yui in Ayato's MB route had no development because "she lost all self-respect”, and while I have nothing against people expressing their opinions, having the right to an opinion does not make it correct. Yes, she became desperate for his love, but she realized something crucial in the last chapter that completely changed everything.

Ayato's MB route was surely not the best in the whole franchise, but it showed Yui learning from her mistakes, which made me very proud of her. Normally, heroines are portrayed as too good for anyone, always righteous and admirable, but Yui felt really realistic here because of her imperfections.

When I first went through the route, I couldn't help but feel bad for Yui, however that was because I put myself in her shoes, yet in Ecstasy 10, I realized that it wasn't Ayato who made the biggest mistakes, but Yui.

Let's start with the Dark chapters: in Dark 2, Yui confesses her love to Ayato after drinking a truth serum, implying that she fell for him a long time ago. She says things like, "You're so cute! I want to give you headpats! Your kisses and bites feel amazing... I want more!", which sounds kinda superficial, so it's no surprise Ayato concluded she only used him for looks and pleasure. To summarize, Yui had this idealized image of Ayato in her head, and when you idealize someone, you create a pretend fantasy about who they are, and then you value the fantasy more than the reality, which Yui did. She placed the "perfect" Ayato on a pedestal and completely overlooked his flaws, so when he revealed his flaws, she became depressed and was like:”No, this can’t be… this isn’t the usual Ayato-kun!”.

Now, Ayato was also in the wrong and his extreme trust issues bothered me more than the fact that he kept calling her "prey." That was quite sad at first, but after learning the true motives behind it, it became somewhat reasonable? Humans, after all, are mere prey in the eyes of vampires, as they require their blood to survive, but it's not just that. Ayato has a very low self-esteem, and it is confirmed in MB that he believes no one will ever love him back, which is why he doesn't want to make anyone special. He had to obey Cordelia's orders his entire life in order to make her proud, and he was never allowed to be his true self and do what makes him happy. The fact that Yui only loved his ideal image but screamed/cried when he was struggling with the awakening as Adam process only reinforced his belief that Yui was... nothing special, just like any other girl: someone who only wants pleasure and likes him as long as he doesn't show his bad sides. Of course, Yui isn't that type of girl, but he couldn't have known that at the time.

Returning to Ecstasy 10, it's one of my favorite DL chapters in general because Yui's growth is *chef's kiss*. She realizes Ayato's flaws after being caught by him and having him open up to her; he can be mean, dishonest, and very bad at conveying feelings, but these are the aspects of him that make Ayato... Ayato.

Yui: I was too focused on myself that I failed to realize. All I wanted was to be loved as myself, but… I guess I didn't look at Ayato-kun properly either.

This was the only route where Yui was truly selfish, because she was mostly concerned with her own feelings rather than attempting to understand Ayato's, but to be honest, this makes her even more relatable and human-like. Let's face it: everyone sometimes cares more about their own well-being than others, even if we have good intentions and do it without noticing. The fact that Yui realized her mistake and began paying attention to the real Ayato screams development to me. She even fell more in love with him after he revealed his vulnerable side. This was one of the most genuine moments in DL history because they both had the same goal: to be loved as themselves, and they both achieved it. Yes, their actions were bad, but at least they learned something important.

People seem to forget that Yui is only 17 years old with no previous dating experience. They expect Yui to be the one who teaches the Diaboys about love, despite the fact that she has no idea what love is either. Ayato's MB route actually made her go through this as a teenager, because it taught her how to love and what loving someone means.

In addition, Ayato doesn’t only care about her blood, as the Anon said; even in the official book, after talking about the appearance of the Mukami brothers, it is mentioned this: 「ただのエサとしてではなく、彼女の心を欲するアヤト」 which means “Ayato desires her heart, not just as prey”, and later on it is written how he is unable to speak frankly and tries to hide his sad feelings behind his rough words. He had been crushing on her for almost the entire route, and it wasn't the blood that mattered to him, but Yui as a person.

[inscrutable-shadow]

the sanguine thread that binds our fate

@crash-bump-bring-the-whump asked:

21 “Please be okay. Please be okay, please be okay—” with dealer's choice for oc c:

a/n: this got. very long lol and tumblr ate the version i answered your ask with i'm sorry :/ i edited it all over again just for you

tumblr hates my experimental prose so please do read it on ao3 if you can ily

contains: mild gore, nausea (no vomiting), panic attacks, prescription benzos, car accident, m/m romance, blood drinking, alcohol

did my best to make sure the gist of all the code segments were properly explained in the prose so that if you're not programmer brained it makes sense still lol. temperature units are kelvin, all velocities in m/s, force in newtons, BAC in mg/dL.

Takes place during the Divine Descension arc, during which the Archfey gives up aer divinity for a year to live with Thanatos on Kepler 22-b, a human colony designed to replicate the late 90s/early 00s. Ae works at a coffee shop and goes to a knitting club. :) not relevant i just thought you should know

Rea liked it when Thanatos came to walk aer home from work. Ae was perfectly capable of making the journey on aer own, of course — it was only twenty minutes and ae could actually cross the street without supervision — but when Thanatos came, they could walk with their fingers laced together and he would smile while he told aer about his day in the office or at home and it always seemed as if nothing could be wrong in the world.

ambient.temperature = 298 proximity.scan(Thanatos[lover]) = true return emotional.state(happy!)

It was a bit strange thinking of aerself as "Rea." Ae always called aerself Space in aer own head, because that was what Time called aer, but ae was certainly not the Divine Reality or even the Archfey in this so-much-more-mortal body. Rea wondered sometimes if ae was truly experiencing what it was like to be human, or if it was merely what it felt like to be a sapient concept with its soul bonded to an artificially-woven human brain. Ae would never know anything different, so ae supposed it didn't matter. Ae liked being Thanatos's Rea. The concept-made-human turned in lazy circles, passing Thanatos's hand from one of aer own to the other as ae revolved aer way down the street

angular.velocity = 63 linear.velocity = 1.2 radiant.temperature[Thanatos[lover].hand] = 302 return emotional.state(happy!!)

"Rea." Oh, yes. Thanatos was talking now. Time to pay attention. Thanatos's image tilted slightly as ae halted aer spinning to look at him.

system[vestibular].recalibrate()

"Yes, my love?" Ae grinned. Couldn't help it, really. Seeing his face had that effect on aer.

He smiled a little too. "I'm glad you're having fun, but we need to cross the street now, all right? We need to be careful."

"Can I press the button, Thanatos?"

"Yes, you can press the button. And then we're going to look both ways, right?"

Ae laughed. "Of course, my love. Look both ways carefully. I have not been hit before, have I?" Ae'd only jumped out into the street once chasing a butterfly, and now he had to behave this way every time. Rea had just forgotten ae wasn't the Archfey at the time. A concept could get very used to being indestructible.

Ae pushed the button. A robotic male voice indicated that the two of them should "wait." Rea slipped one hand into the pocket of aer khaki slacks and the other into Thanatos's hand. He squeezed back and gave aer a smile, though the brown eyes behind his spectacles were gazing off into the distance and bringing his thoughts with them. What was he thinking about? Ae couldn't feel his soul now the way ae could when ae was Reality. It was… strange. As excited as ae was for all the new ways ae could experience Thanatos now that ae was mortal, ae missed that. Knowing when he was hiding his feelings. Seeing through his little lies. Not that ae couldn't do that now. It was just a slightly more troublesome matter of analyzing his facial expressions and tone of voice. That was all right. Rea was here to learn, after all.

Thanatos[lover].soul.resonance = NULL visual.input[walk.sign.status] = "red" Thanatos[lover].get(emotional.state).ping(callback()) self.interoception.alert(hungry) Thanatos[lover].fetch(emotional.state) = {positive, pensive, loving} action.required = none return emotional.state(happy!)

The walk sign changed to the white figure of a man mid-stride. Rea had asked Thanatos about this, and he had explained that it was an indicator to people who may not read the local language that it was safe to proceed. Rea did not read any language, but it didn't matter, because Thanatos was there, and he could. The two of them looked both ways, Thanatos normally, and Rea in a comically exaggerated manner calculated to get him to laugh, and then he led aer into the street. This was a quiet road close to the apartment complex, and there were no indications that there had been anyone down it for several minutes at least.

"What do you think about Brian's tonight, dearheart?" Thanatos said suddenly, breaking his train of thought. "Put you in something nice, take you out on the town? Maybe a movie after?"

A date! Thanatos was going to take aer out on a date! And to aer favorite restaurant too. Ae still got just as excited about it every time, even after all the millennia they'd spent together. "Yes, yes! I am hungry. Should I wear the blue dress? Or the argyle sweater? And can we see the one with the Matthew Damon? I like that one. Or we could- oof!" Ae sat down hard on the pavement, the tender flesh of aer wrists scraping open and sending shocks of pain up aer arms.

self.interoception.alert(pain!!!) self.damage.percentile = 10 update.status(injured[dermal.hand[quan=2]]) analysis(cause[injury])) = fall analysis(cause[fall])) = Thanatos[lover].push[force=68] analysis(cause[Thanatos[lover].push]).ping(callback()) return emotional.state(confusion)

What had happened?

visual.input[identify.shape] = "ford f-150" vehicle.speed = 35.9 self.danger.percentile = 92 analysis(cause[Thanatos[lover].push]) = reduce(self.danger.percentile) Thanatos[lover].danger.percentile.ping(callback()) proximity.scan(Thanatos[lover]).ping(callback()) proximity.scan(Thanatos[lover]) = false proximity.scan(Thanatos[lover]).ping(callback()) return emotional.state(panic!!)

It was so much information all at once, ae was struggling to process it all. There had been… a car? And Thanatos had… pushed aer out of the way. Where was he? Where was Thanatos? The truck had come out of nowhere. Ae hadn't sensed it at all, and Thanatos must not have either, or he would have done something before he did. He had enhanced hearing, heightened reflexes. Rea didn't, ae was a mere mortal now. Where was he? Where was he?

Focus. What did ae remember? Ae'd turned back to talk to him, he'd pushed aer in the chest, ae'd… seen the truck hit him. By the celestial river. Ae'd seen it hit him. He'd been sent… flying… calculate the angle. Probable trajectory. There!

visual.input[identify.shape] = Thanatos[lover] Thanatos[lover].danger.percentile = 40 Thanatos[lover].damage.percentile = 70 visual.input[identify] = Thanatos[lover].blood!!! Thanatos[lover].soul.resonance = NULL return emotional.state(panic!!!!)

Oh, gods, he was a mess. Skin already starting to purple, limbs sticking out at unnatural angles, blood streaming from his temple and his nose. It looked like he'd tried to shield himself with Shadow, but hadn't been able to get enough of a barrier up in time to make a difference. He wasn't conscious. He wasn't breathing. Rea couldn't breathe. Aer eyes prickled with tears that quickly obscured aer vision and flowed down aer cheeks to splash Thanatos's face. Was he dying? Was he dead? No, surely not. He was a vampire. Blunt force couldn't just kill them. He'd told aer that. They needed silver or to cut out the heart with wood. His heart! Was it intact?

His tie was ruined, of course, and ae pulled it off, extremely aware of the bruising on Thanatos's throat and the conspicuous stillness of his chest. He didn't need to breathe. Ae knew that. But he almost always did, unless he was doing something that would be easier without it. Would they ever…? No. Can’t think about that. Check his heart. His sweater-vest was torn already, and ae didn't know why ae was so painstaking in unbuttoning his shirt when it was clearly ruined. A horrible purple-and-black bruise spread over Thanatos's chest, but there was nothing that could have impaled his heart. He was safe. Wasn't he?

Thanatos[lover].soul.resonance = NULL analysis(predict("life without Thanatos")).ping(callback()) Thanatos[lover].damage.percentile = 80 analysis(predict()) = exception.failed Thanatos[lover].soul.resonance = NULL

Thanatos's left arm wasn't broken, and ae delicately took his hand in aer own and lifted it to aer lips, still struggling to process what was happening. He couldn't leave aer like this. He had to be safe. "Please, Thanatos," ae whispered, "please be all right… Please wake up. I cannot—I am not ready to go on without you. I cannot… do this alone, please, Thanatos, I need you—" His sleeve slid downward with the movement, revealing the jade bracelet containing the Divine Reality's power. Ae could take it, give up aer mortality and get aer soulweaving back, maybe be able to do something for him. He wouldn't want aer to do it. He'd guarded the power so carefully, kept it out of the hands of both usurpers and Rea aerself. They'd both been so determined to finish the experiment. But if he needed aer, then the experiment would just have to be a wash. Ae had the rest of eternity to experience humanity. He only had one life.

Thanatos[lover].soul.weave(form[physical].repair) return error("access denied. requires administrator permissions.") initiate("DivineReality.runtime") error = "ACCESS DENIED" await(input(JADE.BRACELET.AUTH.KEY)).ping(callback()) return auth.output("authenticating...")

Rea pressed aer fingers to the stone, awaiting the surge of magic that would signal the return of the Divine Reality, but instead of the hot burst of power, ae felt cold fingers grasping at aer wrist. "What are you doing, my love?" The effect of Thanatos's admonishing tone was rather diminished by the way it scraped from his battered throat and had him hacking up chunks of tissue afterward. Rea screamed, then burst into tears.

"Divines, I thought you were dead! How could you do this to me? You are so cruel!" The words were familiar, a staple in their arguments, filling space while ae tried to gather aer scrambled wits. "I -I wanted to help you. I thought that if I got my power back I could-"

"Shh, love, it's all right." His voice could always soothe aer, as damaged as it was. "Vampire, remember? If a little blunt force could kill me permanently, I wouldn't have made it this far. I just lost consciousness for a moment, that's all."

How could he be so calm? Half of his bones were broken, he must have been in a monumental amount of pain. It was even his broken arm he was gripping aer wrist with. Was he used to this? Was this what the war had been like for him? Ae felt so useless and lost. He was always there for aer and ae could never help him when he needed it. Aer mental processes were sparking and stalling, ae needed his direction, anything to make it all stop. "W-What do I do? How do I help you? Than, I-"

Thanatos smiled gently up at aer. "Breathe, dearheart. It's nothing a bit of blood can't cure. Let's focus on getting me out of the street so someone doesn't try to hospitalize me, mm?" Rivulets of his liquid Shadow were already flowing out to drag his shattered limbs back into position. He was so brave. "Don't think I'll be walking any time soon. Are you well enough to carry me? Don't worry, I don't think I could be in much more pain than I already am…" So he could feel it. Was he staying strong just for aer?

Wordlessly, mechanically, Rea lifted Thanatos into her arms. The familiar movement felt so horrifically wrong. Ae'd carried him thousands of times: to the bedroom for sex, back to his own bed after, to the sitting room to watch television together when his curse ailed him, into and out of the bath, just for fun. Without the kisses and laughter, with him so awfully still, trying not to alert her to his suffering, it was of no comfort, and sent lances of distress through aer heart. Ae blanked out between the street and balancing him on aer knee to fit the keys in the lock. A singular directive, “get Thanatos home,” held system failure at bay. Once the door had closed behind aer and ae'd laid Thanatos carefully on the couch, though, it all caved in.

system.respiratory.exception = "conflicting input data" system.motor.exception = "system memory low" sensory.input.exception = "conflicting input data" analysis(cause(system.error)).ping(callback()) error = "analysis failed. system memory low" system.process[sort=memory][0] = "panic.runtime" forcequit(panic.runtime) error = "panic.runtime failed to quit" admin.override(forcequit(panic.runtime)) error = "panic.runtime failed to quit" admin.override[master](forcequit(panic.runtime)) error = "panic.runtime failed to quit"

Ae crashed to aer knees, choking on nothing with a fresh flood of tears blurring aer vision. Aer ears rang and her lungs spasmed. Eyes squeezed shut, swallowing fitfully against nausea. Ae hated when this happened. Ever since the kidnapping, those three nights when ae thought ae'd never see Thanatos again, the panic would claw at aer chest and strangle aer at the worst times. At least ae could let him out of aer sight without breaking down, now, but what if this reset all aer progress? Rea felt like aer mind was shaking itself apart.

"-ea? Rea! Reality, come back to me, come on!" It was Thanatos's voice. Thanatos's hand on aer cheek. Thanatos's patient concern grounding aer for a moment. "Where are your pills, Rea?"

The Xanax. Yes. It could stop this. "In the drawer…"

"Get them. Take your pills, darling. While they kick in, I'll take a little drink, and that should help, too. I'll be fine here for the few seconds it'll take you to retrieve them. Go on, Rea. Keep breathing. We're okay." Yes. Ae'd take the medicine, and then ae could help Thanatos…

Aer hands shook as ae turned the white tablet out into aer palm and swallowed it dry. Returned and sat on the floor in front of the couch, aer back to Thanatos. Executing commands in sequence. Running in standby mode. The gentle kiss and whispered "easy, love" that Thanatos pressed into aer neck before his fangs sliced through both the flesh and the alarms going off in aer mind were a shield against the relentless thoughts. His venom filled aer veins and everything stopped.

self.interoception.alert(pain) self.damage.percentile = 2 update.status(injured[dermal.neck])) analysis(cause(injury)) = Thanatos[lover].feed() self.danger.percentile = 0 Thanatos[lover].input(venom.runtime) self.venom.concentration = effective.percentile[60] error = "panic.runtime failed" system.alert("reduce euphoriant concentration before running panic.runtime") system.process[sort=memory][0].ping(callback()) error = "failed to sort. complex processes restricted." return emotional_status(hazy[positive])

"I love you, Thanatos. Thank you," Rea whispered, and though he couldn't answer, the soft chuckle and gentle squeeze of aer shoulder were enough of a response. Despite his calm demeanor, the desperation in his swallows and the way he trembled against aer back betrayed just how badly he needed this. He must have been fighting so hard not to alarm aer. Rea loved this man with all of aer heart. This foray into mortality had put so much load on him, and he never once complained. Instead, he dressed aer in the mornings, cooked aer meals, helped with her nightmares and panic attacks, and still had time to both work and take her out on dates. He fought off those who wanted the Divine Reality's power for themselves, even though his offensive capabilities were relatively weak. He was incredible. Ae didn't deserve him.

Eventually, Thanatos's fangs detached from Rea's neck, and he sealed the wounds with his tongue, as was his habit. He let out a deep groan as he lay back on the couch, clearly exhausted but not wanting to take more than ae could give. He already looked better, with the bruises on his face and neck beginning to fade and his breath no longer crackling in his lungs. "I don't think I'm feeling Brian's tonight. What do you say we order in instead, eh, love?" he murmured with a smile, fingers pulling at aer sweater. Ae leaned into his touch.

"Pizza?" ae asked. "And box wine? And can we watch Sherlock Holmes? I will bathe you and change your clothes."

"Sure. And you don't have to do that, dearheart. I'll be walking on my own soon enough."

Ae shook aer head. "I want to. It’s the least I can do." He'd taken so much care of aer lately.

A chuckle and a kiss. "Very well, then.

self.interoception.status[hunger].ping(callback()) Thanatos[lover].soul.resonance = NULL proximity.scan(Thanatos[lover]) = true self.interoception.status[hunger] = 0 self.interoception.alert(full!!) self.interoception.alert(fatigue!) self.alcohol[blood].concentration = 0.06 emotional.state().ping(callback()) error = "failed to fetch. use analysis.parse(self.emotional.state) for complex data"

Thanatos hadn’t made it through the opening sequence before his eyes fluttered shut. Rea, with a stomach full of cheese and dough and a head full of boxed Bordeaux, felt aer eyes getting heavy as well. Sleeping on the couch next to him felt very… normal. Or at least as normal as a manifestation-turned-mortal dating a vampire could feel, probably. Ae could almost forget that half of aer lover's bones were shattered and that he'd likely need a few days before he could get out of bed. His chest rose and fell just as gently as it always had, with no indication that twenty minutes ago he'd been trying not to flinch as the last of his wounds clothed in the bath.

Bathing him had been an arduous affair during which ae was fairly certain he'd had a flashback induced by his own post-traumatic stress, as evidenced by the faint outline of a ritual sigil that appeared on his chest, the same way it did after his worst nightmares. He'd just gone silent and unresponsive, and all ae could do was finish as quickly as possible while trying not to jostle him too much. When he looked up at aer, ae couldn't tell if he was seeing his Rea or a stranger. To aer relief, he'd bounced back once he was clean and dry again, but the utter helplessness Rea felt in that moment was the most foreign emotion ae'd ever experienced.

Ae was the Divine Reality, the most powerful being in the universe. Fourteen billion years of being able to warp reality at a whim hadn't prepared her for four thousand with aer handsome vampire or even a single one as a mortal. Everything was new and loud and difficult, and without Thanatos at aer side, Rea might have given up on the whole thing and just chosen to wait out entropy in aer cottage. He'd changed everything, ae owed him so much, and right now, ae couldn't even protect him the way ae always had before. Ae was weak, useless. But he didn’t care. He'd never asked for much more than aer companionship, and that ae was determined to give, no matter what.

The television droned on and Thanatos began to snore softly. He'd be so embarrassed if he knew. Always so obsessed with his suave vampire image. Ae smiled gently, threaded aer fingers through his and let aerself drift, praying to whoever could hear (aerself? Time?) that whatever wind of fate had brought them together would not change.

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[captainmalewriter]

And now, please enjoy the second installment of me recounting about men I've possessed

Wesley

As much as I loved being Cylus, I knew that it was time to move on to the next body. After all, the duty of being Captain was calling me, and I simply had to answer. Pride month was coming up at the time. I wanted a body I could go all out in during the month of June. And as I was out clubbing as Cylus one last time, I ran into Wesley. He was a shy one, just keeping to himself at the bar, but then I came along. I offered a dance and he accepted. We danced body grinding against body and during the heat of the moment, I left Cylus and entered Wesley. It was a seamless possession, just slip in and take the wheel, but I had to get out of there quickly before Cylus or any of Wesley's associates caught on to what happened.

Thankfully, I got away without a problem that night. And so started my Pride 2022 living as the sexy Wesley out on the island of Puerto Rico. Needless to say, Wesley was feeling much more body confident while being the Captain. Dancing nearly every night surrounded by hunky men and with minimal clothing... I loved every second of it.

Jaime

Of course, like anything else in life, all good things had to come to an end. Pride was over and so was my time possessing Wesley. Thankfully, however, finding my next body wasn't such a hassle this time around. A college basketball team had come to visit Puerto Rico for summer break. Although the basketball jocks were living wild during the nighttime, the coaching team still had them training long and hard during the daytime. And what was part of their workout routine? A visit to a masseuse to soothe those sore muscles; a masseuse like Wesley. I purposefully waited until I had a chance to massage the entire team; then once I made my choice on bodies, I made my move.

Jaime, number 24 on the team, had walked in with only a white towel wrapping around his waist. He told me he was feeling tense around the back area, and proceeded to lay down on the massage table. I went straight to work massaging Jaime's back muscles. It was so hot rubbing him down from an outside POV one last time. I concentrated my life energy through Wesley's hands, leaving him and entering Jaime through his back. While I fully adjusted myself inside Jaime, I could hear Wesley sounding lost and confused at what had happened to him. I simply raised my head and reminded him that he was in the middle of giving me a massage. Although confused, Wesley went along with it without further questions.

With Jaime under my control, I had yet another successful possession to add to my resume. I gotta say, I didn’t think I'd enjoy the life of a college basketball star but it's been pretty amazing! All the parties... media publicity... the DL jocks in the locker room... And hearing my name being chanted from a crowd of people while I shoot a 3-pointer? A priceless experience, Jaime was the perfect choice for the next Captain.

Shawn

It felt good living the life of a rising basketball star, but that isn't to say it didn't come without a cost. Playing D1 basketball is hard! It was tiring keeping up with the team. After a few months of possessing Jaime, it was time to hang up my shoes and retire.

While I was searching for my next body, a thought had occurred to me. Up until now, I had been inside the bodies of two models, a reality TV star, and a college athlete. Sure, I got a chance to go wild with Wesley, but I wouldn't exactly call it a relaxing time of my life. That was when I decided to take it down a notch with my next body. I had called up Jaime's barber Shawn for a house visit. He came in and proceeded to cut my hair. Once he was done, I shook hands with him and jumped from Jaime's to his. Within seconds I was in control of a new body yet again.

I excused myself out of Jaime's house and went straight to my new home for the next couple of months. I had anticipated Shawn was just an average Joe living the simple life in his early 30s, and I was right on the money. No need to stress about maintaining an image when all I have to do is go to work, cut a couple guys' hair every now and then, and hang out with my new friend group. Thankfully though, Shawn lived alone. That gave me the freedom to do two things; chill in my new house butt ass naked all day, and invite over as many guys as I wanted to get a taste of the new dad bod. Yup yup, life for the Captain will be pretty easygoing for a while, and I'm loving it.

Hope you enjoyed the latest installment of me exploring new bodies! See y'all in the next update. -Captain M.W.

[bigbadripley]

My girl ain't bad (she's more like evil)

Pairing: Dark!Elia Kane x Dark?Fem!Reader | Minors DNI!!  ⚠️

Warnings: Sorta non/dub-con if you squint in some places. Graphic sexual activities, language, pining, no use of y/n, reader referred to by relevant nicknames, Elia's kinda dark anyway so take the warning as a gimme, reader's kinda bad, too.

Words: 5.6k

Summary: You were loyal to the empire before it fell, though you did recognize it as a flawed system. The New Republic is flawed, as well, but meeting Elia Kane might make things easier. Right? Title based on "II. Worldstar" by Childish Gambino

A/N:  You are responsible for your own consumption. DL;DR. As always, if you find anything that needs to have a warning or I mislabeled something, please let me know~ The girlies said they would eat this up so here you go!

You can also read it on Ao3!

The second you laid eyes on your amnesty housing neighbor, you knew she would be trouble. It was in her eyes, how she sat, and how she grinned upon your arrival. 

"G68. Elia Kane, pleasure to meet you." Maker, she even introduced herself cockily. Elia looked like she was chiseled from stone by the gods, and sure, she acted nice enough around you, but her energy told you a different story. But by the time you caught on, it was too late. She had a death grip on your mind.

It's not that you actively avoided Elia, but you knew she could ruin you if you got too close. You feared she could smell it radiating from your pores and tell how weak you felt around her.

"So, you work the med unit?" She asked you one day out of the blue. You nodded your confirmation, not remembering telling her that but assuming you must have brought it up at some point. "Good to know we're in good hands, then." She said flirtatiously.

You held yourself confidently in all situations, but Elia Kane was different. She acted sweet and tended to flirt with you, but you knew something was off. You could sense her chipping away at your stone walls, and she didn't even try. Nobody had ever etched themselves into your brain quite like Elia. 

"Hey, N19." You heard a familiar greeting from behind you. The voice told you it was Elia. She sat on the bench next to you and placed a fruit plate in front of you with a grin that looked disingenuous and told you that she expected appreciation for the offering. When you didn't provide that, the grin melted away. "What's the matter?"

"Not very hungry." You answered with a shrug. It felt like her eyes were beaming into your soul, and you couldn't tell if you wanted her around or would rather be left alone. You also hated that she called you by the number you were assigned. Everyone went by those numbers, and you couldn't figure out why it bugged you.

"You're not very warm to me. Not like the others." Elia stated, taking a piece of fruit from her plate and picking at it like it was there to fidget with. "Did I do something wrong?"

"Truthfully, I don't think I trust you." You admitted. Instead of waiting for a response, you added another point. "And you know my name but never kriffing use it. It's always 'hey, N19' with you." 

Elia sat staring silently for a good while, making you uncomfortable. Had you overstepped? Should you have left well enough alone and eaten her damn fruit? No, of course not. You saw through her ruse. It was time she knew it, and you still couldn't help but get angry that she didn't respect you enough to call you by your name as you did her.

Finally, she took a deep breath and leaned closer, speaking. 

"I'd like to spend more time with you." She started. You felt the tendrils rise on your neck, feeling her words run over the shell of your ear and vibrate in your skull. It was a wonder how nobody was looking, though she wasn't as close as you thought. "Would you trust me to take you somewhere?"

Your mouth grew dry as you finally turned your head to meet her gaze. Something was in her eyes, but you couldn't pin it. Your curiosity got the best of you, and though you didn't really trust her, you agreed to follow. 

The two of you started hiking through the zone you were allowed, walking close and brushing arms together. You were unsure what Elia meant to do with you, and your heart pounded the further away from the crowds you got. 

You found it strange when you arrived at the housing again, and for whatever reason, you started to feel nervous as you stopped at the door to her quarters and watched her open it. She gestured for you to step inside, and you did. She followed and pressed the button to close the door behind her. 

"What are we doing here?" You asked, trying your best to keep your chin up. Though her quarters looked identical to yours, the atmosphere smelled different. It smelled just like her and almost made you wish yours smelled the same. 

"I wanted to show you something," Elia answered, grazing you as she made her way to the dresser on the wall you were facing. You had a dresser just like it, full of your own belongings, just as everyone did. She thoughtfully pulled out the second drawer and momentarily examined the inside before retrieving a small cloth bag with pull strings to keep it closed. 

From the bag, Elia pulled out an object. You couldn't make out what it was, but you could tell it was blue and no bigger than the palm of your hand as she turned around and started back to you. "I got this from my dearest friend." She spoke before taking your left hand and placing the object in it. 

Once it was in your hand and you could study it, you found it was an everflower, or in this case, a perfectly preserved Aura Blossom. You had never seen one yourself and were stunned by its beauty. "This friend knew the Aura Blossom was my favorite flower, and she would refer to me as her Blossom." She started to speak again. 

"That's quite sweet." You said, finally bringing your eyes from the flower and to her. She was much closer to you now, and her eyes looked saddened. 

"I cared for her a great deal. We were separated some time ago. I'm not entirely sure she's still alive." Elia explained, turning her attention to the wall to her left. It looked like she was about to cry, and you couldn't help but feel bad. 

"I'm sorry to hear that, Elia." You express. Subconsciously, you reached forward and took her right hand, the other still caressing the flower between your chests. "My favorite flower is the Fire Lilly."

Her gaze came back to you, turning from saddened to almost gleeful right before your eyes. "Then I will call you Fire Lilly or Lilly. It suits you." 

At that moment, you found the trust you couldn't find before. It was there all along, just too subtle to see. 

As you grew closer to Elia, you found it easy to respond to her nickname for you. Though the relationship was friendship, she made it easy to go about your day, knowing you'd see her. Everything felt natural, and she made the amnesty situation more tolerable. What took you by surprise was when you saw her less. 

After two rotations of her barely speaking to you, you found her chatting with a few others in the program. It was tough to ignore, so you approached her. 

"Can we chat?" You asked once she noticed you. She waved off from the group, and the two of you sat on the bench. "Did I do something wrong?"

"Whatever is happening here can't continue, Lilly." She said. Her words made you frown.

"Why's that?" You questioned, unable to shelf your disappointment. 

"What started as friendly has become..." Elia trailed off and looked at her hands for a moment before returning to you and finishing her sentence with a new one. "I can't fall for you or be in a relationship."

The fact that she asked like this was still Gideon's ship upset you, her words being the most preposterous thing you've ever heard.

"Says who?" You wondered aloud, leaning closer, trying to catch her lying if she was.

Elia let out a single, airy chuckle, sounding disbelieving. "Don't be difficult, girl." 

"Girl? Don't speak to me like I'm a child." You said in a near shout, offended by the name. Your eyes followed as she stood,

"Then don't act like one. Friendship, partnership, it's all for children."

Elia began walking away, seeming to have the exit strategy of fight and then fly away figured out. You stood and followed, calling out behind her. "Then what about the Aura Blossom?" You probed. There was no way she believed something so cynical when her story was so beautiful. She pivoted around and marched back to you, eyes darting into your soul, having had enough of this. 

"I lied. It was never meant to go this far."

"For what purpose? To get me to trust you and even more care for you just so you could drop me like a bundle of root vegetables?" 

"Maker, Lilly, you wouldn't know the first thing about what I would do to you if I continued this. It would be best if you kept your distance."

"Do your worst." You growled, eying the taller woman. She seemed to be putting on a show. Her pupils softened for a moment, seeming to revert back to normal.

"Even though I lied to you?" Elia asked, trying to hold the mean tone. You shook your head,

"Clearly, you have something going on, and I intend to get you to tell me."

All was silent between the two of you but the wind whirling and weaving around your bodies. You cared for Elia enough to want to know why she was asking this way, as foolish as you felt for it. As you waited for her to speak, her eyes made several passes over you. "Say something." You demanded. 

Her face was close to yours in a flash, eyes seeming furious with you. "I may not be who I appear to be. You act tough but are delicate, friendly, and naive. The kind I take pleasure in breaking. Is that what you want?"

You didn't know what to say to that, mouth ajar, but no words came out. You were choking, sweating, and she knew it. Maker, she was something, but tragic or beautiful, you didn't know. From the corner of your eye, you saw the right side of her mouth tick upward before she seemed to take your silence as an answer and walk away.  

Later that night, you were sitting on your too-comfortable bed, thinking about the interaction and both overanalyzing it and trying to forget it at the same time. Was she enticing because she seemed dangerous? She admitted to lying, but what did that make her? Even though she wasn't who you thought she was, you still wanted to figure out who that was. 

The thing that broke your train of thought was the sound of someone at your door. Having a visitor at this hour seemed odd, but you got up to see who it could be. As the door slid open, none other than Elia was there waiting, stone-faced. 

"Elia? What are y-" Before you could finish your sentence, she stomped into your quarters like she owned the place and hit the button on the pad that closed the door. "You can't just invite yourself in, not after earlier, G68!" You exclaimed, using her number to degrade her and make her feel like she made you.

"And what is it you intend to do about it?" She asked, stepping forward and closer to where you stood. In your head, you backed up, but your body remained paralyzed, stuck in the flytrap by her gaze. "You never answered my question earlier." 

"Because I wasn't sure what you meant, G68." You lied, emphasizing the number again to feel empowered. 

"Enough with that, baby." Elia sneered, stepping quicker to you this time and reminding you she was taller than you as her chin tilted down to face you. The nickname chilled you, and again, she knew that and let it be known with the same smirk she wore earlier. "I had a feeling, and I'm rarely wrong with girls like you." She sang, walking one boot before the other, brushing against your body as she circled you like an ice vulture. 

Your eyes remained planted on the floor, trying not to let her see she was right. She could bend you in any way she wanted. 

"Take your clothes off," Elia demanded. Suddenly, your knees felt like wet cardboard. There had to be some rule against this, right? These walls may as well be glass panes. You opened your mouth to protest but were shut up before you had the chance. "Clothes. Off. Now."

Shakily, you started with your top, slowly pulling the fabric over your head. Once that was off, you gulped as she approached your front again and gestured for you to continue. You were entirely naked before long and trembling like a leaf as she eyed you up and down. 

"I see you still follow orders well, Lilly. Continue to do as I say, and we won't have a problem." 

The situation was conflicting. You wanted this, but this wasn't how you pictured it. The head on your shoulders didn't feel like your own as you asked yourself what she meant by breaking you.

"Eli-"

"Did I ask you to speak?" She cut you off quickly, causing you to clamp your lips tightly together again. You blinked at the pile of your clothes at your bare feet, skin feeling cold and nipples projecting sharply, even with your arms covering them as you hugged yourself to try and hide. 

Elia got close to you again and pried your forearms away from your chest. Whatever fight you had was gone as she ran her hands lightly over your skin from shoulders to hips. "You are a sight, Lilly." She praised.

It was impressive how she caused arousal to weave through the feelings of terror. Her fingers danced over the skin of your tummy and down your pelvis, slinking into your slit and between your folds. It took you by surprise as you let out a shudder. 

"Fuck, you're wet." She whispered. Your eyes fluttered shut as her face inched closer to yours. You could almost taste her breath as her lips brushed against you. This was it. This was what you wanted. 

Then Elia pulled her hand away and took a step back. Your eyes flicked open, and a sigh of disappointment betrayed your throat. That devious grin returned to her face. 

"I'll see you tomorrow." She said, backing up, opening the door, and exiting almost as quickly as she came. You rushed to close the door, holding your arms over your nakedness, dumbfounded by what just happened. You tried to pass it off as a dream but thought about it the entire night. 

The following day seemed utterly normal as you went about your usual business. Work and recreation, then onto your mandatory appointment where a droid asks questions to monitor your potential relapse to your old ways. You found this ridiculous, but you have to participate. 

"Are you experiencing any undue stress due to work or personal matters?" The white droid asked. You found yourself fidgeting in the cold room, and though what happened the night before stressed you out, if it happened at all, you answered. 

"No."

"Have you experienced any feelings of anger or resentment towards your coworkers?"

Again, you nearly hesitated until you remembered the question at hand. "No," you answer shortly once more. 

"Have you experienced any feelings of anger or resentment towards the New Republic government or its representatives?" 

This one in particular, you tended to hesitate on, frustrated by the fact that you have to answer all of these questions for a droid. Eventually, your hesitation would catch up with you, and the last thing you needed was to be sent back to the institute. 

"No." You finally said. 

"Thank you for continuing to be an important part of the Amnesty Program. Have a nice day." The droid told you in the gleeful tone it was programmed to have. Stupid and annoying. 

Exiting the office, you tried to rush back to your quarters and avoid any confrontation with Elia, but just as you turned the corner, you nearly ran into the woman face-to-chest. 

"Kriff," You said, startled. She leaned against the wall with her shoulder, smiling like she was waiting for you. 

"Avoiding me, girl?" She asked, using a new nickname that still wasn't your name. She wasn't much older than you, and her use of girl like you were a youngling made you frown uncontrollably. You pressed on, pushing past her, ignoring the question. As expected, she followed persistently and circled around, again blocking your path. "Don't pretend last night didn't happen."

"You left me there. It was embarrassing." You snapped, feeling your nostrils flare. It was her who was pretending, and yet, she dared to snicker at your response. 

"Patience, baby. As I said, good things will come as long as you do what you're meant to." Elia beamed into your eyes, seemingly looking for an inkling of disobedience. You didn't need to obey her; you knew it, but here you were, with your jaw clenched, staying quiet. Her eyes flicked from your lips to your body, then back up like she could hear your pulse jump from zero to one hundred. "Soon, you'll beg, plead, and cry." 

You stood still, trying to maintain your best poker face as she skirted around you, eyes unmoving from your face until she took off down the direction you came from. It didn't even occur to you that you were holding your breath, feeling you might collapse before Elia's footsteps disappeared. 

When Elia showed up again that night, you weren't surprised. It was clear she meant to toy with you, break you, even, but you refused to fall that far. She asked you to strip again, and you declined this time. 

"Do as I say, girl." She spoke sternly, reverting back to the nickname you disliked. You refused to budge, only causing her to grow frustrated with you. "Looks like we'll be doing things the hard way, then."

"Your threats don't affect me." You tell, just as she finishes her sentence. Elia skirts around you as she did before, tutting her disapproval as you grow weary that you are in more trouble than you intended. Of course, you wanted her, but you'd never accept being tormented like this by anyone else.

"You must not be as bright as I thought, girl. I'll give you one last shot before I have to teach you a lesson on obedience." 

Just as before, you dared to stand your ground. Either that or you were frozen by Elia's intimidating glare, questioning if you should do as she said. 

Must you try and take the respect I have for myself? Is that what it is? Why don't you tell me what this is about and why we can't do things properly? 

"If you want them off, take them off yourself." You challenged. The sound of her shuffling feet stopped behind you, and you immediately went into panic mode. There was no telling how she would react as everything she had done had been unpredictable. This situation made you anxious, unsure if you should scream or fold. 

Without warning, you began to feel Elia's body press against your back, breasts firm to your shoulder blades. Her more muscular frame would nearly cause you to double over if it weren't for her right hand wrapping around you and sliding into the waistband of your pants. 

"You thought keeping your clothes on would keep me from touching you?" She asked rhetorically as her fingers explored your slick folds. Her opposite hand came to your neck and held it, but not harshly. "I can tell you love every minute of this. All that strong-will crumbling the moment I put my hands on you."

There was no stopping you from squirming as your inhibitions took a tumble. With how soft, airy expletives dripped from your tongue, your body could have been on autopilot. Your hips bucked against Elia's hand as she teased your swollen clit, and without thinking, you reached behind you and attempted to touch her also.

Elia's hand tightened around its spot on your throat, and the hand that was between your legs stiffly evacuated and tugged the hand you touched her with behind your back. You felt the muscle pull taught in your shoulder as she subdued you. "You don't touch me unless I say so, girl." She snapped. 

Your legs simply followed suit as she pushed you to your bed. She was much stronger than you would have guessed, turning and sitting on the edge and contorting your body to bend over her left knee. The floor below was your only view as your pants were swiftly yanked down your buttocks, a cooling breeze being introduced to the skin before a sharp slap connected with your right cheek.

A thousand pins and needles bloomed over your skin, and a small yelp escaped your throat. "You don't listen; you get punished just like this, understood?" Elia spoke through a rigid jaw, following her words up with a second smack that was harder than the first. The hand she didn't use was applying pressure to your back, making it harder to move. You questioned if you would move at all if you could. 

"Yes." You confirmed your understanding with the whine you let out after the second spank. Never in your life had you been punished in such a way for so little. You did everything right. A good soldier for the Empire, a good kid, you followed laws and obeyed orders, did your work for the New Republic, and minded your business. 

Now you're bent over the knee of a woman who had bewitched you so quickly, who caused your cunt to drip and quiver, who took over your brain. The only problem you could find was that she wasn't who she seemed. She admitted this, but you have yet to find out who Elia Kane truly is. This bothered you, still. 

"Stand," Elia demanded, pulling her palm from your back and allowing you to move. You did as she told you to and stood before her, a heaping mess with watery eyes and a desire to be touched again. You watched Elia's hands gripping her thighs as she exited your bed, eying you like earlier in the common area. Unexpectedly, she walked away just the same, leaving your quarters before you could speak. 

That night you touched yourself to the thought of her, pretending it was her hands that finished you off this time. You felt dirty and shameful for allowing her to torture you again and leave you needy. It made you wonder what she wanted from you, but you had come to that conclusion already. She meant to break you. 

Something took over you the next day when you found her waiting for you again. You had tried defiance and compliance but hadn't tried to push back yourself. She had hinted at having feelings for you, but you were so caught up in how she chose not to acknowledge them that you forgot to use them against her. 

Elia stood next to the entry to your quarters this time, one boot against the wall as she casually crossed her arms, intending to give you another tidbit to plague you. You knew her game.

A flicker of confusion filled her face as you walked past her, leaving her hanging as you made it to her quarters and stood, waiting for her to catch up. She took her time sauntering to you, stopping a step away and hitting the pad to open the door. You mustered every bit of courage and strength, gripping the collar of her shirt, turning her, and pushing her inside. She was off her guard and easy to move. 

As you followed Elia's stumbling frame inside, you pressed the button and felt the door slide shut behind you. She cocked her head, unknowing of where this sudden force came from. Before she found her footing, you were directly in front of her, smashing her lips into hers. She was bewildered, fighting the urge to kiss you back, and stunned that you broke her rules so quickly. 

The kiss was excellent and powerful, causing even her to lose her faculties and meet you halfway, dancing her mouth with yours. Her lips were softer than you imagined, and her tongue wasn't nearly as sharp as she let on once yours curled around it. She had one hand wrapped into your hair and the other at your hip, and you held her face to keep her from escaping you this time. You had the upper hand and still found yourself begging for her. 

"Fuck me," You spoke into her mouth. Quiet filled the air between you as she smiled into the kiss in a way you could only imagine being devious, assuming she had you in the palm of her hand. 

"I knew I'd break you, Lilly." She groaned, turning your body and walking you to her bed like a human shield, muscle memory making it easy without looking. She thought she had you, but you could have sworn you had her at that moment. 

The bed was closer than Elia thought as you tripped over the foot and bonelessly fell backward onto it, taking her with you. Though you were on a mission, the intimacy of her on top of you was something you thought of often. Your knees pried apart, allowing her hips to fall between and get closer. 

You hadn't imagined she would take to your pushback so easily as her lips trailed from yours and down to your neck, kissing, biting, sucking, and sending alarms to your cunt. Perhaps she did have you after all as you melted into the mattress. Red flags suddenly became green lights. Go, go, go! Don't ever stop!

While she worked your neck, you risked it all and slipped your hand between your bodies, gliding it into her dark blue uniform pants and catching your fingers through her well-lubricated center.

Elia's brought a hand to your forearm, seeming to want to deny you access again, but her fingers slackened as you rolled her nub under your middle finger. A shutter ran through you as you realized the power you now held at your fingertips.

As much as you wanted to continue and let it happen, you knew what you came here to do, and it wasn't to get off, as fantastic as that sounded. A strength you didn't think you had took over, and you rolled Elia onto her back and straddled her hips. As you stared down at her through the lashes on your lower eyelids, you admired how flushed and tapped she looked. It was time. 

"I'll see you tomorrow, baby." You announced, turning her nickname for you against her as you pushed yourself up on your knees to get off of her lap. Before you had the chance, Elia's hands grasped your hips and pulled you back down,

"No, nonono, don't go." She said, attempting to keep a stern tone, but the mild panic in her eyes told you she was begging you to stay. You couldn't help but allow your jaw to fall to your chest with a gasp. 

"Elia, are you begging?" You asked, not expecting her to answer or intending to egg her on. Something possessed you then and caused you to roll your hips over her pubic bone once. "That's rich. Adorable, even." You sang, pinching her jaw between her fingers and bringing your face close to hers. You could bottle that energy up and drink it like a photon fizz. 

There was no intention to bed Elia initially- not today, at least- but you considered it once you looked at her helplessness. All at once, your playing in her face seemed to cause that helplessness to disappear, and in its place came the mug that meant to break you before. The only mistake you made was forgetting how strong she was as she immediately flipped you onto your back, knocking the air from your lungs. 

Her left hand had a hold under your right knee, pinning it high up to your chest as the other hand held your throat. The position was even more compromising as your left leg was immobilized by her own. She had you tangled and pressed under her.

"I will fuck you. I'll fuck you until you beg me to stop now, after that stunt, girl." 

The atmosphere shifted in her favor, and though your plan was foiled, you felt accomplished enough, having caught her vulnerable and toyed with her as she had you. You realized the only thing left was to give in entirely or just enough to see that powerless face again. The need for her was almost overshadowed by your want for her to need you. 

"Do it, then." You challenged, allowing a teasing smirk to crack over your lips. Elia stared down at you like she wanted to take a bite out of you, and you would have been more than happy to oblige. The dull ache pulsated in your gut that would only go away if she took it from you. 

It took a blink of your eyes before your uniform pants were torn away from your lower half, undergarments along with them, and tossed to the floor. Before you could think, Elia's arms were wrapped over your thighs, hands gripping the insides, and her face was inches away from your pussy. She looked up at you through her eyelashes, and it was clear her intentions weren't in your favor. 

From how her tongue felt as it rolled over your clit, her expression could have fooled you. She hummed over it, letting the vibrations tingle your nerves. Your hands gripped the sheets, wanting to get tangled in her hair, but the last thing you wanted was for her to stop because you touched her. 

"Fuck." You whined as your breaths grew more shallow. You could feel Elia's grip tighten around your thighs as they began to shake, abs tightening the closer to get to your peak. Her tongue only went faster, and just as you were about to spill over, she came up for air. 

It wasn't oxygen she was looking for, though. The grin that cracked over her wet mouth told you she knew what she was doing. "Why'd you stop?" You asked in a panic. Your body twitched and bucked in protest, looking for relief, but her forearms held your hips down stiffly.

"I'm not letting you cum yet, Fire Lilly." She replied. Even the reverberation of her voice over your cunt caused you to nearly cry. Just as your expected high died back down, she dipped her lips to your clip again, teasingly flicking the tip of her tongue against the nerves. 

You weren't sure how long this game went on, but she had you whimpering when it became disorienting to hold it back. 

"Please, Elia." You begged. "Please."

Her face told you it was music to her ears. One of her hands released your leg and joined her in the middle, and she pushed a finger inside you, feeling the soft spot just at your entrance. 

"Okay, baby. I'm done toying with you." She said, rocking her wrist and causing the finger to go in and out, up and down. The air left your lungs, and your head dipped further into the mattress as you felt her bring her mouth back to you, finally finishing the job as pleasure hit you hard. 

The groan you let out was loud, no doubt audible to your neighbors, as you writhed against her hand. She rode it out as long as possible before backing away and looking at the mess she made of you. 

A few rotations passed, and you would ask what Elia meant by not being who she appeared to be, and she would respond that it didn't matter. You threatened to not let her lay a finger on you again until she told you, but you both concluded that would never happen. Your persistence faltered. 

Then, out of nowhere, Elia began avoiding you again, just as before. This time, you didn't chase or ask her why because it seemed simple: you wanted more, but she didn't. As time went on, you avoided her just as much and went about your usual activities before Elia Kane.

Until the night she showed up at your door again and nearly knocked you over, kissing you with a passion that wasn't there before. Like she missed you. It didn't go further before you pulled away and demanded she talks to you.

"How do you feel about all this, Lilly? About the program, the New Republic, all of it?" Elia asked, standing close but not holding your body anymore. You had strong opinions, some you weren't allowed to speak about. 

"How do I know I can say? How can I trust you?"

"Because I meant to trick you. Before this went too far, before I-" Elia cut herself off, thought for a moment, then spoke again in your silence. "Before I started falling for you. But I need to know how you feel before I share. Please, Lilly."

"I don't like that I can't outwardly say how I feel without the threat of reconditioning hanging over my head. Just like with the Empire, there needs to be a lot corrected here. Propaganda that this program and this place is the right way to go." You explained. Elia stayed quiet, and you began questioning if you spoke too much. "Turn me in and have me sent back to the institute if you want. I've said what I said."

Silence blanketed your quarters, convincing you she might do just that until she took your hands into hers.

"What if you could rebuild the empire in your own image?"

[the-mukami-library]

Admin's Thoughts About the Mukami Brothers' MB Routes Part 3: Mukami Ruki

Before I played the games, I took a few "Who is your DL boyfriend?" tests and my result was always Ruki. Yet, he pissed me off while watching the anime. Gosh, I wanted to brat out on him so badly... but I was also sure that I wouldn't like him. Yet, something happened...

With these thoughts, I started Ruki's route... and after Dark, I was already sold. His voice is damn hot and his dominating attitude got my attention. This is kind of personal and might say something about my general preferences but Ruki truly hit the right buttons for me in many ways. Now, when I think about it, I only want to brat out on him because I want him to make me submit. It didn't take too long for him to become the master of my heart. So, yeah, I have a strong bias here.

Ruki acted terribly as a kid, but he was raised to be like that. His backstory hit directly in my heart as he watched his parents change into something he didn't understand and witnessed scenes a child shouldn't see in their life (unfortunately, I can relate to that part of his background). Finally, he lost everything and was forced to live in the streets until he ended up in the orphanage.

I can understand that with Ruki's background, losing everything felt like the end of the world, and made him afraid of losing people as an adult. But at the same time, he felt like a prisoner in the orphanage and was even marked like cattle. No wonder, he sees death more prideful option than living in captivity (the cat case), and also developed an even more arrogant attitude toward humans. They are nothing but livestock to the Vampires.

As I mentioned in the Yuma post, I was writing a gaming diary while playing MB... and when I played Ruki's route, I filled it with thoughts on how I would like to caress and cuddle him, pamper and spoil him until he would feel better about himself. He caught my heart and hasn't let go ever since.

Like everyone else, Ruki treated Yui terribly at first but started slowly to realize the power of love. The girlfriend case was the one that hit me personally but at that point, Ruki had already captivated my mind and heart enough for me to forgive him.

I honestly loved that Ruki was willing to betray Karlheinz and run with Yui out of his feelings for her. But then he also decided to face Karlheinz and consequences which made me feel proud of him. Karlheinz is such a father figure to him, and yet, he was able to stand behind his love for Yui, taking a risk that Karlheinz wouldn't approve of his choice.

I could go on and ramble about everything I love in Ruki, but it would be beyond the topic of this post... So perhaps another time? Now, I simply say that Ruki managed to swim into my heart for good. I played his MB route three times before I moved on to his other routes (I still have LP to play)... and because of that, I still haven't finished MB... 🤣 Ruki came and conquered me, taking away my ability to fall for the other guys.

[dia-souls]

🏀 Ayayui fanfic 🏀

Pairing: Ayato 🏀 and Yui 🌸

Author: Admin Irsa

Genre: Romance, Tragedy

⚠️ TW: Violence, Toxic Relationships, Forced Pregnancy, Forced Relationships, Punishment, Death, Bullying, Blood Mentioned, Abusing ⚠️

Admin's Note: Inspired by Ayato's HDB bad ending. It just came in mind. As, I said before that Ayayui used to be my fav when I started watching dl this fic was in my mind. Dropping it for some Ayayui fans out there! I hope you all will like it!

🌸Silver lining🌸

Yui trembled as she tried turning her head. It was incredibly painful for her to do such a small task. The coldness she felt in the room didn’t help either. She tried screaming, but her screams were muffled by a cloth pressed to her face. Her hands were also tied with tight ropes. She couldn’t help but cry at her luck, fate, and misery. She felt so helpless in this situation.

Ayato had gone crazy. He stopped listening to Yui and her pleas for mercy. Instead, he now only does things his way he wants. She never thought that the person she loved the most would become the person she desperately wants to escape from. You aren't scared of the person you love right? Then why does she feel scared talking to him?

She heard the door open and saw Ayato. This was the same person she loved with all her heart, but also the one who killed his whole family for no good reason. She didn't think his possessiveness could get any worse.

"Hah! Look Chichinashi I bought you food!”

Ayato came closer to Yui, who was currently tied to bed. He set the tray of food aside and reached forward to loosen her gag. But before he could get the knot unraveled, he looked her in the eyes.

"No screaming or bitting my finger! You know what punishment awaits if you do that, right?!"

Yui nodded her head weakly. She was tired of protesting, but in her heart she didn’t give up. She didn’t want to give up hope that he could change.

He needed to realize that his cruel treatment of her was wrong. He was supposed to keep her safe. How could she ever possibly be safe if he killed his own family? It certainly wasn’t a good thing in her mind.

Ayato smiled at Yui and kissed her forehead before removing the cloth from her face. With her mouth unobstructed he helped her eat. Grabbing something edible from the tray next to him, he began to force feed the imprisoned girl. He was glad that Yui did not retaliate. She ate whatever he provided without saying a word. She was mentally exhausted from this unfortunate predicament and physically worn from the restraints. Everything started to blur together…

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Ayato looked over at Yui, who quickly dozed off after her meal. She was now sleeping beside him in an awkward position. Slightly concerned, he looked at the ropes tying her to the bed post. It was clear that Yui was restless. It was impossible for her to get comfortable with tied hands. Noticing this, Ayato untied her for the bed time. She couldn’t do anything while she was asleep anyway.

Ayato didn't know why Yui was rejecting his love and affection. His logic and reasoning behind keeping her tied up made perfect sense to him. He thought of every possibility in his head… why is she sad and scared? Why would she care or be upset that he killed all his brothers? She even cried after he told her that he did it all for their love. Why is she not happy that they are together now?

These accumulating thoughts made Ayato very angry. He couldn’t believe the way she was behaving that night. Shouldn’t she be happy knowing that he loved her and was willing to prove it. He killed everyone in that mansion…except for her.

He only did it for Yui. He only keeps her locked in the mansion because he wants to protect her. Everything he does is for Yui. He was willing to display his love in a violent and brutal act. Shouldn’t that count for something? For her alone, he would kill anyone… even himself. He would give his life for her if he had to and die as well…

He glared at Yui’s face with a mad glint in his eyes.

"You belong to me. to Ore-sama, to Ayato!"

*Timeskip*

Ayato was furious to wake up and find out that Yui had disappeared from his side. She was nowhere to be found on the bed, but her impression in the mattress was still warm. With Yui not next to him, he frantically pushed himself off the bed and headed towards the bathroom door. He practically ran to the door, but when he turned the handle it wouldn’t budge. To his surprise, the door was locked. It enraged him even more to learn that Yui was being so secretive. He knew she was locked inside because he heard the toilet flush. To get to the bottom of this, he pounded the door with his fist until the hinges practically flew open. With no shame whatsoever, he entered the bathroom to invade her privacy. The first thing he saw was Yui’s frail body leaning against the counter for support. She looked very weak.

"Yui!"

Ayato made his way towards Yui and hugged her.

"A-Ayato-kun,” she whimpered.

Needing something to stable herself, Yui pushed herself off of the countertop and gripped Ayato’s shoulders. It has been a long time since he had hugged her. Ayato took her in his arms gently. She didn’t understand how or why their relationship became this toxic. It didn’t matter to her in this moment because he was being so gentle now. She cherished the sweet moments like this, which have been fewer and fewer as of late. He hugged her like she was a delicate stuffed animal. Maybe Ayato would finally come to his senses if she was patient?

Suddenly, Yui felt small inhales of breath on the top of her head. Was Ayato smelling her hair? This gave her an uneasy feeling, as if something bad was about to happen. The grip on her waist was getting tighter and tighter too… was he already back to his crazed self?

"Ayato-kun! I need to take shower... I am dirty," she pleaded.

He looked at Yui and stepped back to give her more space. With any other person, this could have been viewed as a kind gesture. However, Ayato was far from human, let alone someone kind or decent. With one swift pull, he yanked the sleeve of her dress, revealing some skin. Yui used her arms to push away his hand. Her clothes were getting ruined from the fabric being stretched.

Stunned by this reaction, Ayato used his free hand to roughly pull her hair.

"What the heck!? Are you crazy!!? You really don't learn!”

"P-ple-ease. A-Ayato-kun… stop… please! I want to take a bath alone!"

"Hahh! I told you that there’s nothing to hide. I think you should get used to me seeing you naked!"

Ayato continued to chuckle after hearing more of her desperate attempts. It only humored him. In his fit of laughter, he reached at the hem of her dress, ready to pull off another piece off. Tear after tear, her outfit is ripped to shreds. By the very end of this encounter, she is dressed in rags. Still, she tried to shield her body and cover herself. She never surrendered her decency or her will to resist… however pathetically.

"Ayato-kun, please stop!"

With this final warning, Yui gave him a hard push using all her strength. This caused him to stumble away from her. Yui hoped that this would make him finally back off, but it turned out to have the opposite effect. With seething rage, he raised his hand to hit her across the face. Yui closed her eyes and silently prayed it wouldn’t hurt that bad. But in the midst of this action, Ayato’s expression changed. His hand came to a full stop only inches away from her face. Ayato looked at Yui’s fear-struck face filled with tears. He couldn't hit her. He just couldn’t… but why? Is she really that scared of him? He loved her too much! With a twinge of regret, his hand came back to his side.

"Fuck it!!"

In the next few moments, Ayato stormed out of the bathroom. Yui was relieved that he left. Once she knew he was far enough away, she looked at her reflection in the mirror. At this point, she knew holding in her emotions any longer wouldn’t happen. She slumped to the bathroom floor and cried out to her heart’s content. She was scared of Ayato. Why was he still forcing her to do things she doesn't want to do?

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Yui laid in bed and stared at the ceiling above her. She wanted to fall asleep but the grip on her waist didn’t allow it. With this, she sighed and stayed as still as humanly possible. This didn’t stop the vampire from touching her though, it wasn’t long before she felt a hand creeping up her inner thigh. The hand rested and caressed her thigh for a few seconds until it continued to move upwards, stopping at her breast.

Suddenly, Ayato flipped Yui over by the shoulders and kissed her neck. His sharp fangs sank into her skin. Blood immediately started dripping out of the wound and this made Yui feel very faint. In an instant, he climbed on top of her and started taking his clothes off. After he was finished with himself, he undressed the small girl beneath him too.

"Ayato-kun."

"Yes?" he replied while leaving a hickey at her collarbone.

"Whatever you are doing is wrong! This is wrong!" Yui said as she felt tears in her eyes.

"Shut it! I am so over it! Say one more thing and you will regret your words, I swear!”

Feeling it now inside her, Yui felt so much pain and couldn't hold the moan. Ayato continued his movement....

*Timeskip*

Yui emptied all the contents of her stomach. Her stomach hurt so much and she was certain it was because she was being starved. Ayato had been giving her less food for being disobedient.

Feeling nauseous again, she vomited over and over agin. After all was said and done, she slumped down to the floor. She felt very weak and her vision was blurry. It didn’t matter how hard she tried either, she couldn’t lift herself up or do anything.

When the bathroom door opened, Yui quietly observed Ayato with his usual maddening expression. When he noticed Yui helpless on the floor he picked her up and placed her on the bed.

"I will get you some food!" He said as he made his way towards door.

"Food won't help, Ayato-kun! I need to see a doctor because I am not feeling well… "

He turned to Yui in a fit of anger once again.

"Like Hell! I won’t let you out again. I think you are forgetting that this was the reason for your punishment!"

"Ayato kun… please... I am not lying. I’m really not okay!”

"Stop making excuses! I am over it! You are staying with me whether you like it or not! You are mine and only mine, so get this thing in your thick skull if you want to live peacefully!"

With this final remark he turned and left the room. Yui gripped her stomach because she felt the sharp pain again. Tears pricked her eyes when it finally dawned on her that this was reality. An unbearable and inhumane reality…

What did she do to deserve this kind of treatment? Ayato should be listening to her because—

Her eyes widened when she noticed a wet spot forming between her thighs.

“It can’t be…”

Other words formed in her head but nothing else escaped her lips from the state of shock. In a panic, Yui whipped her head to the right to look at the calendar on her desk. Her eyes scrolled row after row for a certain date. Looking down again, she continued to choke back tears.

She was sure that the baby inside her belly was going to die.

This realization hurt her more than anything she had ever experienced. She wanted to be a mother, but not like this. She wanted it to happen under different circumstances under her own free will. As her eyelids became heavier and heavier, she looked down at the pool of blood. The scarlet red blood clashing against the white bedspread made for a messy scene. It was a mess and she was a mess. Her clothing was still disheveled and since Ayato kept her from taking a shower she was filthy. The pain was too much and the room was spinning. Yui clawed and gripped at the bedsheets to distract her mind. What was she going to do? Although it was incredibly painful, Yui was at least grateful that it kept her awake. She needed to stay awake for the sake of her baby. A dozen different ideas transcended her mind on how to escape this terrible situation. She didn’t want to die like this. Could she call out to Ayato or would it not even matter?

She couldn’t do anything to save her own baby.

As if her prayer had been answered, Ayato stormed into the room. Yui was covered in blood and laying on the mattress, but anything Ayato did was of no use. It was too late. Yui took her last breath as Ayato dropped to his knees in agony and grief. He felt like throwing up. He wanted to scream and curse at the world.

He looked at Yui’s face and felt like his heart was breaking and twisting inside his chest. The only thing he could do was hold her in his arms. Her body was still warm, but there was no life in her eyes.

"Yui! Wake up! Please… look..... I’m sorry. I promise I will listen to you… and be the person you want me to be. My love… please stop… wake up."

He shook her violently and slapped her face repeatedly to wake her up. No matter what he did, she entered her eternal slumber. Never to wake again.

Silence goes by and Ayato stares at her limp body. Something about it was kind of ironic…maybe hysterical?

"Hahaa...Ahaahaa.. AHA"

Ayato’s laughter echoed through the empty mansion.

His brothers are gone, sure, but Yui was the only person he was living for. Now he is left all alone. He couldn't help but laugh at his misery and bad luck.

"Hahhh... I love you Yui" he said as he cradled her lifeless body close to his chest.

[shslbunnylover]

★★★𝙎𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 (𝙆𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙩𝙤𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙖𝙮 25: 𝙂𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜)★★★

Character: Larissa Weems

Taglist: @inlovewithgreta @lilfartbox1 @marvels--slut

Trigger warnings (DL, DI): Mistress kink, gagging, shapeshifted cock, Dom Larissa, age gap,

Genre: Smut

A/n: So sorry I didn't post yesterday! I'll post todays's fanfic along with tomorrows fanfic tomorrow!!

Word count: 1.5k

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Her eyes were dark, not with anything out of malice or ill will, but just pure lust and desire, the setting sun had beautifully glistened off her blonde hair only highlighting her alluring blue orbs. You felt yourself being drawn into her gaze, just like you had been when you had very first met the older woman.

Your thighs were clenched together, and you could feel yourself trembling under Larissa's desired-filled eyes.

"Hmm..." The older woman chuckled darkly, her hand sliding its way up your chest and up to your neck, her fingers flexing around your throat as she pulled herself closer to you.

Her warm breath made you shudder in place, your lip being sucked between your front teeth subconsciously as a way to hide your already obvious arousal.

"You've been oddly loud today...haven't you? Mouthing off to me like I don't know what'll make you fall to your knees like a sweet and submissive little puppy? So bratty..." The blonde tutted, the teasing that left her mouth causing a massive blush to break out across on your cheeks and nose.

Larissa's voice was sweet, her breath and words pouring softly down from your ear and down to your body like freshly harvested honey falling off a honey dipper.

You weren't even sure how to respond. Larissa was right, you knew it, and she knew it. Your body softened as your skin slightly caressed up against the palm of the blonde's hand, your eyes darting to make contact with the blue ones digging deep inside of your soul.

"L-Larissa...I...I didn't mean to be a brat...I really didn't...I just wanted attention since you've been ignoring me..." You whimpered, a single tear pricking at your eye before it slid down your cheek, only for it to trail down onto the older woman's hand, evaporating into her pale flesh the longer it remained on her.

Larissa raised an eyebrow, moving herself to straddle your lap, holding your head up to face her as if she was a goddess to be worshipped.

"When have I been ignoring you sweetling?" She asked with slight concern, placing a sympathetic and remorseful kiss on your forehead after brushing some strands of your hair away from where she was to press her lips against your flesh.

You pouted slightly, eyes falling down to your lap once again as you crossed your arms, so agitated that you didn't care how bratty you were going to be.

"You don't even remember?" You huffed, rolling your eyes. "Why do I even bother..."

Larissa immediately pushed you down onto the bed, pinning your hands to the bed as she opened up the drawer on the nightstand next to the bed you were laid down on.

"You want to speak to me like that? You know I don't allow that...ever. Not from anyone," She growled, pulling out a ball gag and stuffing it your mouth.

Your eyes widened, looking down at the hard red plastic keeping your lips from moving.

"Mmmmmhhmm!" Your muffled voice tried to protest, continuing to whine as your body was flipped onto its stomach.

"Shush puppy," Larissa spat in spite, pulling at the back of the ball gag, making your protests stop almost immediately.

You nodded, your eyes moving back down to face the white silk sheets your face was brushing up against.

"Now...be a good little play toy for mistress and keep quiet while she fucks the bratiness out of that mouth of yours, you know the safe action, correct?" She asked, to which you replied with a small nod.

The older woman slid off her dress, slowly taking off her bra and her panties, tossing all of the fabric onto a nearby chair before her naked body overtopped yours.

Her large breasts caressed over your back, sending shivers across your skin as soft goosebumps raised from the contact made with your girlfriend's breasts and the flesh that was currently facing Larissa's sight.

The blonde's hands quickly got to work at ridding you of your own coverings, tossing your clothes into another pile next to her own.

The air around you grazed itself on your body, the temperature around it seeming to increase from the lewd situation you had been placed in and with how close your bodies were.

"So pretty...it's really a pity your pretty little lips decided to mouth off to your mistress today, I really wanted to hear you moan. Oh well, we all can't get what we want," Larissa cooed, flipping you over once again so she could be face-to-face with your gagged mouth and the drool falling off your lips.

Your eyes were still wide, your head tilting up to meet your mistress's.

The older woman could only smirk as she picked up your legs, placing them around her neck as she shifted the in between of her legs to a comfortably sized cock that only made you drool with lust more. Her knees placed perfectly rubbing up against the skin of your ass as she stroked her member slightly to collect a few drops of her own arousal, using that same hand to rub her hand up and down your slick, making you whimper at the touch and bite down on the ball gag stuck in your mouth.

The older woman quickly grabbed a condom off of the nightstand, sliding the rubber onto her length, biting her lip as she looked at you with lust in her eyes.

Larissa ran the tip of her dick along your folds before quickly easing herself inside of your tight center. Your arousal making it easy for her to slide in, quiet profanities leaving Larissa's lips as she felt your bodies intertwine in pleasure.

Larissa's cock began to quickly and roughly penetrate you, making you moan softly as the feeling of her length rubbing up against your walls and the tip hitting your most sensitive spots inside of your cunt.

"Mmmmm~!!!" You mewled through the combination of plastic and leather muffling your speech, your eyes widening with the pleasure coursing throughout your body, your girlfriend's dick causing you enough pleasure that it almost made you see stars with how good she was with it.

Your muscles continued to tighten as the speed of your girlfriend's hips slamming into yours speed up, your legs increasing the tightness of their hook around Larissa's neck as you reached to play with her soft blonde locks as she continued to fuck you thoroughly.

Your whole body rang with pleasure, your eyes rolling back into your scalp as even more ecstasy was released through her body by the older woman attaching her lips to your more sensitive spots across your body, groaning as well as the feeling of your tight walls engulfing her cock filled her own body with a fuzzy pleasure.

Your moans only grew louder as Larissa's nails dug into your sensitive skin. Your movements became desperate, mouth only drooling more as you so desperately tried to call out to your mistress, but failing due to the plastic in between your lips.

Your pussy clenching around Larissa's cock as you came had her own moans grow louder. Eyebrows furrowing as you could feel your orgasm starting to rip through your body.

"Fuck puppy, cum with me, cum with me," Larissa repeated with her husky voice, moans and profanities slipping out of her mouth like a beautiful river of words.

You wasted no time, letting out one final cry as your body trembled from the vicious orgasm that had raged throughout your body, legs losing their grip and falling off of your girlfriend's shoulders as she pulled her now softened member out of you.

Larissa's eyes grazed over your body, admiring how blissed out you looked as your body calmed down from it's high.

You pointed at your gag, hoping Larissa would take it off for you, which the blonde quickly did as she picked you up, tossing the toy onto the bed as she swept you over to the bath, turning on the faucet.

"Want a bath sweet pup?" She asked with a chuckle, a single finger trailing over your stomach as she slid off her condom, shifting back to her normal genitalia and throwing the used rubber in the trash.

You nod eagerly, not used to speaking just yet as you looked up with at your taller girlfriend with adoration.

You were just too endearing for the principal to handle.

She never knew how you got away with so much, but you did.

[raisethestake]

Crosshair x AFAB Jedi reader (VERY NSFW) pt. 1/2

Hey bros, never really post stuff but my head gets full of CURSED ideas and I love reading other people's posts so if you like, enjoy :))

(I write in first person lol. Let me know how you feel about that. Also enjoy the drawing - gotta feed the obsession somehow ;))

Meeting

· being a late bloomer, discovered fairly late, I was a Jedi with unconventional skills and was often sent to strange worlds with the Bad Batch.

· Crosshair made snide remarks about my leadership at first until I started matching his tone with my own comments about him.

· on my initiative, our dynamic shifted from snide to flirty

· we were always trying one up each other with our comebacks, the sexual tension building up the further we pushed and we both secretly were having so much fun.

· the first time we were teasing each other and he slapped my ass as I walked away was exhilarating. ("Oops. Sorry... 😏", "Your ass just, got in the way of my hand there...")

The first time

· one day we were staying with the ship while the others were on a supply run. We were smoking on the roof and ended up teasing each other again.

· i had stood up to make a particularly strong comeback. My body in the sun was turning him on and he didn't really know how to handle this unfamiliar feeling. He encouraged me to chill out and sit back down."

· "yeah okay so you wont mind if i sit... here." I sat in his lap, feeling something hard. He had tensed up and stopped breathing. I gave him a victorious look and started slowly kissing him. He relaxed into it and i felt his hands rest on my waist.

· I started kissing down his neck and his hands were carressing my thighs. The passion grew as he slid his hands down my body...

· things escalated quickly and surely after months of foreplay

· as i began to grind on him, i suddenly felt a hand down there, causing me to breathe heavier as i kissed him and eventually having to break away for more breath as he clocked on and realized he was doing something right. Having never so much as held someone before, he was really fucking good at this.

· Crosshair is a giver, i found out today. He gets pleasure by giving it.

· i moved my hands down him and tried to give him something back, but he had pulled me in close to him and flipped us over, pressing his crotch into mine and placing kisses and licks all down my body.

· he then proceeded to use his fingers until i was begging for him to go further.

· when he did, we railed into each other intensely and passionately.

· shit got RAUNCHY

· when we finished we shared a giggle at how fast that had escalated.

· we lay there for a while after, my head resting on his stomach and talked about our flirting and the buildup of our desire while we continued to stroke and plant kisses on each others bodies.

· i genuinely didnt think i could stand up after, my legs were weak.

· we adjusted more after time and it got even better as Cross got more confdent.

· we kept it on the DL for a while, secret touches here and there and stealth fucking - him pinning me up against a tree and railing into me, towering over me in a dominant yet protective way.

· we are VERY much switches.

Cut short

· one time we were with the ship while the others were on an errand. He came up behind me and pulled my waist into his arms. He started kissing my neck and nibbling at my ear as his hands moved onto my hips and rubbed my ass.

· He turned me around and pressed me to the wall, savouring me with little licks and kisses around my face with his hands on my hips. Arms thrown around his neck, I drew my leg up his and our crotches were pressing together, breaths heavy. He had his face buried into my neck, one hand holding my thigh and the other was going down when Hunter's voice came through the com "Crosshair, Nova, we need a pickup, sending our coordinates."

· we looked at each other in exasperated disbelief. Crosshair stumbled to the driving seat and we both breathed through it, me chuckling at Crosshair's seething rage as i chucked him something to wipe his fingers on.

· the rest of the Batch had no idea why Crosshair was extra snappy for the rest of the day.

· i volunteered us to hunt that evening.

· when he was looking through his rifle, i dipped under his arm and met his lips to mine. We kissed passionately and deeply and instincts took over.

· the boys didnt really think anything when they walked in on me leaning over his seat and getting super close to his face when we were looking at the screen on the Marauder.

· one day back on Coruscant when we reported in after a mission, Crosshair got jealous watching me get loads of attention and not being able to do anything about it.

· that night we were all pretty soused playing games in their barracks and Hunter caught Crosshair absent-mindedly rubbing my thigh under the table. I had briefly signalled a warning to him but he didnt care. He just wanted to touch me.

· hunter didnt really realise it was serious.

Oops

It got harder and harder to hide, we were in the cockpit, Crosshair was focused on getting the hyperdrive online in the passenger seat during an air battle and accidentally flirted with me in front of the entire squad.

· i shouted an instruction at him from the cannons in the back like "just redirect the power from the back!"

· "i'm TRYING, darling."

· he realised straight away but tried very hard to ignore it. Everyone exchanged surprised and amused looks, even with me.

· we all kind of made a silent pact in the moment to never speak about it. Well... almost all of us.

· when we got into hyperspace we all took a breath of relief and a moment of silence. Tech, without looking away from the wheel or any warning, said "well done, darling."

· after a discussion with the Batch that the Republic COULD NOT KNOW, I started pushing a little more PDA and he eventually adjusted and became comfortable with people knowing. He starting holding me during briefings and burying his nose into my hair.

Pt. 2 👇

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Rant (if you don't want to read please scroll to the bottom)

This is my two cents on the live action snow white movie as a theater kid, cosplayer, Disney princess lover, and snow white doppelganger.

1-Snow white. Now before you come after me for talking about the actress this is NOT because she isn't white, she is a beautiful actress and imo her not being white doesn't matter, racism is not tolerated on my blog. The only thing I have "against" her is the snippet of her singing that we've gotten. Her voice is beautiful, but not right for snow white. In the snippet of her singing "whistle while you work" It feels too heavy for the character. In my opinion someone with a more operatic voice would've fit the role more. There are other Disney princess roles that would suit her voice better, but snow white needs someone with a softer voice.

2 (part A)- The dress. The dress sucks, you can't change my mind. It's so ugly. The yellow color they made her skirt looks so tacky and bright, same with the blue. The material they made her skirt out of looks so costumy and it's way too puffy. the bodice isn't super bad, but, the waistline is weird and the lace up thing that's going on in the front feels out of place. Her sleeves are cool I guess? There are many examples of Disney butchering the dress in live action adaptations (ex. Beauty and the beast), but they also have some good examples where they do the dress justice (ex. Cinderella), it's always kinda a hit or miss with Disney. I've done theater for years, and I've been in two productions of beauty and the beast the musical (one with a local theater and one with my hs theater), both times with belles dress they have knocked it out of the park, I'm not being biased they have made some horrid costumes believe me, but, both times I saw belles yellow dress for the first time it was so amazing and beautiful. Cosplayers are another good example of making Disney princess dresses look good. one of my cosplay mutuals made an Ariel dress, yes it was teal (but that's a discussion for another post), but it felt so real. It didn't look costumy at all, and the material looked so nice and everything looked like it's belonged. If theater departments and cosplayers with a limited budget can make Disney dresses better than DISNEY then that shows how much effort they really put into their movies. Also what's with the necklace? I know it's probably gonna be incorporated into the story like "her mom gave it to her before she died" or something because Disney loves to do that but it just looks like they started recording and she forgot to take her necklace off.(If you want to hear more I recommend lovebunnycos's videos, you can find them on tiktok and Instagram)

2 (part B)- the hair and makeup. I have been told countless times that I look like snow white (not really right now because my hair is purple and in a pixie cut) especially when my hair is in a bob, Im very pale,I have a round face, and I always dye my hair black, so I unintentionally look like her (on the dl she's one of my least fav princesses so I'm not trying to brag💔). I'm not trying to be biased or anything when I say this but her hair sucks. It does not look flattering on this beautiful actress. Its cut weird and it looks very unnatural. I see what they were trying to do with it at the ends but it was not executed well. I like that they gave her brown hair because black just wouldn'tve looked good imo, but other than that it just looks bad. Now her makeup, it's not bad at all but I do think it needs tweaked. First I would give her more blush on the apples of her cheeks, on her chin, and on her nose. It would really add to the cartoon look and definitely make her look younger (I'm not saying she doesn't look young it's just snow white is literally a child). I think using contour to make her face rounder and adding more red to the lips would add a lot more to the look. Other than that I don't really have any complaints about the makeup. Also where did her bow go? I loved the bow :(

3.- The dwarfs. What are you doing Disney? They got rid of them but then brought them back but made them cgi because they wanted to be PC but in turn became less PC. Just hire little people?? Little people exist, they don't bite. Just hire seven people with dwarfism and leave your weird cgi for animals. Literally what was Disney thinking making them cgi? Again just Disney not caring or putting any effort in their live action movies.

4- yapping. Disney needs to stop with live action movies. I know there are people who love live action adaptations, and I've enjoyed a few of them. With Cinderella it was fun! Jungle book was cool, and then lion king everyone was tired. If they need more ideas they need to hire younger writers. There are tons of new stories out there that will never reach people because Disney's too busy cranking out live action cash grabs and sequels to movies that don't need to be tampered with. It's gotten so bad that the Internet will believe anyone if they say another movie is being made into live action (ex. "Live action" tangled, where Avantika Vandanapu was harassed for being fan casted as repunzle.). I think if Disney really wants to make more money they should put more effort into their movies and listen to what the audience want. Disney hasn't been original in decades, every movie is a remake of something, but you could take an already made story and make it interesting in other ways.

No matter what I say it's not gonna change anything. I'm a teenage girl ranting on Tumblr and Disney is a giant multi million dollar company run by white rich men who only care about money. It's just nice thinking some people will hear what I have to say and agree with it, even tho it won't change the bigger picture.

I can change a familys life though. Disney doesn't care about people dying or what's happening on the other side of the world, but we as individuals can. ⬇️

This is my friend Farah, her and her two little boys were displaced in the ongoing g3n0c1d3 happening in g🍉za. If you could donate to or share her gofund me it would mean so much. Or if you could just reblog this post and say "scroll to the bottom" it would help too. https://gofund.me/545623fe

Thank you 💜