#but alas finals happened. oops

[hallowed-nebulae]

i've probably already mentioned this, but k'pheli is disabled! due to chronic pain in his back, hips, and knee, walking without mobility aids is painful for him and just overall not pleasant. normally he wears a leg brace for days when he'll need to be more active and in combat and such, but on slower days he'll use crutches.

(pspsps vote for k'pheli in round two of @woltourney here. vote for my genderfluid bisexual catboy please and thankyou. he can fit so much gender and also chronic illness in him)

[lemmetreatya]

laundromat technician!levi whos so confused on the complaints about the individual who’s using the laundromat ‘incorrectly’.

because laundromat technician!levi doesn’t think he sees anyone using it wrong. yes, you have the usual boisterous kids who run around their mother’s legs and the occasional young adults who make their ‘unique’ indie music videos and who he looks on at with a rugged glare, but laundromat technician!levi doesnt think theyre doing anything wrong.

thats until laundromat technician!levi decides to do one of his maintenance checks on a lazy sunday afternoon — the kind which he usually does at nights — but today he’s had a change of mind for. which he comes to slightly regret because even though it’s just you in the establishment, you fill the atmosphere and dont make it easy for him to do his job.

like okay, you obnoxiously smack your strawberry bubblegum and laugh loudly at the videos you watch on your phone — but you’re in a laundromat for goodness sake! those things dont really matter.

but it’s when laundromat technician!levi catches you sitting atop the edge of the washing machine, a look of pure giddy bliss melting on your face, that he feels an unholy wrath consume his inner man.

“you dirty fucking bitch.” laundromat technician!levi throws his oiled rag to the ground before rounding the corner to stand in front of you. and you’re so outlandish, so unbothered by his presence because when he’s in front of you, you only lopsidedly smile down at him. so secure in the knowledge that you know he can’t move or touch you

“oops!” you wispily say before letting out a sweet moan, and laundromat technician!levi doesn’t know why he’s not ignoring you or at least removing himself from the scene because he even has a reddish embarrassment tint over his face. this situation is clearly uncomfortable for him. but alas, laundromat technician!levi instead decides to entertain you.

“surely that isnt doing anything for you. like for crying out loud, at least use better means as opposed to rusty laundromat machines.”

you give a provoking hum, your hands positioned between your spread open legs as you use them to support your rut against the hyper machine — no concern for laundromat technician!levi‘s head being directly in front of the show.

“what, you think you can provide anything better?”

laundromat technician!levi narrows his eyes at you.

“are you testing me?”

“no, i’m daring you.”

its not like you would have known any better, but you were not in the know about how laundromat technician!levi loved a challenge, and lived for any grab at one.

easily, laundromat technician!levi has you in a mating press along the plaque of the bench, his face viciously jeering over you as you cry and whine under the scrutiny of his welling cock.

and laundromat technician!levi jogs your body with his dick better than any other washing machine could. he pistons into you so fervently that your cries are sobby — your mouth opened so wide that you accidentally swallow and choke on your gum!

“yeah, yeah that’s what you fucking deserve!”

and this might prove him a bit mad, but laundromat technician!levi quickly bends forwards to capture your sopping cough ups into his own mouth. he was suddenly uncaring of the torment you briefly go through, his cock not backing down from delivering its judgments to your inner walls. but when you finally cough up the gum you were choking on, laundromat technician!levi is in the right position to catch it in his own mouth — no intention of spitting it out.

and to think he had the audacity to call you the dirty bitch.

soon after he’s done with you, laundromat technician!levi ends up banning you from the laundromat. he doesn’t even let you dry your clothes, he just makes sure you’re out with your stuff before anyone happens to walk in.

but even though he’s made that so very serious decree, laundromat technician!levi doubts you’ll be gone long. he’s not sure how he knows, but he’s pretty sure you’ll be back with the excuse of retrieving your pack of sweet strawberry bubblegum.

[midwesternvibes]

(Because images won't show up on comments)

Yeah ok Legacy of the Gods time (aka Percy Jackson x Rottmnt crossover)

So basically, instead of being kidnapped by Big Mama in the early 2000s, Lou Jitsu narrowly avoids a terrible marriage and instead continues his life of partying in Hollywood.

He meets several beautiful people and eventually finds himself with 4 kids. Oops.

In his defense, he has no idea how some of these kids were ever born, it shouldn't even be possible, but alas. He's a dad now.

He raises them (while continuing to ignore his Hamato legacy), moving to NYC away from his life in Hollywood to give his kids a chance at a semi-normal life. Weird stuff happens to them all the time but hey, he's rasing 4 neurodivergent boys, shit's gonna happen.

Even if some of that is.....really unexplainably weird.

There's been incidents. He files each one numerically in case he needs to bring it up on a court case.

They're somewhere in the 1000s by the time little Raphael reaches 10.

He needs bigger filing cabinets.

But finally his boys make a friend! There's this really sweet girl who plays with them all the time and seems really mature for her age, like SUPER mature, and her parents are never around.....

Well, there's always an extra seat at the table for little April, who's limp keeps her from playing some of the rougher games sometimes.

The kids have a REALLY hard time in school, and a good portion of Yoshi's Hollywood money goes into finding tutors willing to stick around long enough to actually teach his boys. He gave up on traditional schooling pretty quickly. Sure it secluded them a little bit, but they do plenty of sports and clubs, and they're REALLY REALLY REALLY good at it!

......where did they get these genetics from???

Anyways, everything is going great!

That is, until that weird green smoke filled up Yoshi's room one night.......

Feel free to ask me questions! I'd love to expand on more, there's just so much lore I couldn't possibly get it all out in one post! My ask box is always open!

[transingthoseformers]

Instead of going into heat, what about rut? :3

I'm just thinking of a silly Earthspark scenario, post-finale. Somehow, Elita and Optimus manage to enter rut at the same time. Quite unusual and troubling since they usually help each other when one of them goes into rut. They haven't had any sparklings, because of contraceptive coding. They've thought about it.

Enter Megatron, who says he'll help out. He's tough. He can take it. But oops! Guess the birth control failed and now he's sparked and wondering just how the fuck this will affect everything.

Elita and Optimus's reaction upon exiting rut and realising what happened is to basically just shrug and absorb Megatron into their relationship. It was just a bit ahead of schedule :3

Sfghjk hmm

Okay so. That's one hell of a situation, and of all the things I'm focusing on I'm trying to figure out how their rut cycles would sync (environmental factors? One of them thought they missed one but nope it's late and thus at a very inconvenient time? A flub in the contraceptive coding leading to it being early for one of them? Should we blame the matrix again. Should we blame magic or stress. Idk.) Because of course I am

Megatron thought he had this all mathed out

He was wrong, Megatron this is why you update your coding, shit expires

I'm betting he was so so worried that he ruined their relationship somehow because I mean makes sense makes sense

Why am I remembering Accidental Accuracy and Breasting Boobily right now

Just a bit ahead of schedule

They were gonna bring him into the fold somehow, they just hadn't planned it out yet. But then alas necessities necessities.

[faioula16]

please do another list of headcanons of us being Sebastian's baby girl <33

Deepest apologies it took me so long to write your request but my old computer died and I got my new one a few days ago. I do hope you will enjoy reading with along with everyone as well. Don't forget to leave a heart and a comment it helps me a lot.

✿⁠  Another 'investigation' for our demon butler to fulfil by his master's orders, Sebastian once again would have to put to use his irresistible demonic charm to get the necessary information the young lord needed.

✿⁠ The tall butler was standing right outside the poor-built house when suddenly a loud scream was heard from inside.

✿⁠ Sebastian scolded with a deep sigh before he made his way in by pushing the wooden door slowly open, revealing the woman sitting on the floor with her back leaning against the kitchen counter while holding her belly for dear life. Turns out she was pregnant, little did our devilish butler know that you, the little miracle that was about to come to the world would manage to touch his black cold heart.

✿⁠ Alas, the investigation couldn't happen, not now at the very least. Whether he liked it or not Sebastian would have to help this woman deliver the life she's bearing inside her and after that he could manipulate her to get what he wanted.

✿⁠ It didn't take you long to finally be born and your cries to fill the house.

✿⁠ Wide-eyed, Sebastian was utterly shocked and speechless, not even noticing his actions. His arms reached out to take your little form into his embrace, your umbilical cord was cut swiftly by his own teeth forming your cute belly button, your cries such sweet music for his ears yet they were quickly shut down once he wrapped you with his tailcoat for more warmth and comfort.

✿⁠ "Oh my, look at you. Such a very fragile little kitten you are~ Your black-raven hair matches your reddish-brown eyes perfectly" With you tucked into his one arm, his teeth bit the edge of his white-gloved thumb revealing his beautifully formed hand as he gently caressed your rosy cheek. "Such an extraordinary beauty and grace. And those cheeks...such soft, rosy cheeks~" Your father chuckled at your adorable reaction when he pinched the fat of your pinky cheek very softly, and then his face leaned closer to the top of your head to take in your fresh newborn scent. A kiss was planted over your forehead shortly after, and then he stood up tall with you in his arms when he noticed that the woman he was supposed to investigate was already dead from blood loss...oops.

✿⁠ 'Oh, well no matter I am more than certain I can find what I originally needed if I search the place' He thought. "At least something good came out from this whore mess. Now let's hurry, my little one, young master isn't famous for his patience, but first, I need to give you a bath"

✿⁠ A few hours passed and Sebastian was back at the Phantomhive mansion, he would have arrived there much sooner if he hadn't make a stop at the stores to 'borrow' all the necessary supplies you will need for the first months of your life.

✿⁠ Such as glass baby bottles, clothes I mean LOTS of them, milk (he had to draw milk from more than ten goats and cows that day), not to mention the unique formulas to keep the milk clean and fresh, nappies, pacifiers, your crib, baby nightgowns, toys, blankets, anything soft and fluffy really. He wanted to make you an extraordinarily comfortable nest/crib that would fit both of you. After all, his little one deserves all the fine things this world has to offer. Since then, Sebastian knew the adoration he felt for you would be the death of him in one way or another.

✿⁠ With you tucked in his warm embrace, all cleaned up in fresh, comfortable baby clothes with a fluffy blanket wrapped around your tiny sleeping form, he entered the estate while all your stuff was nearly settled into a LARGE sack hanging over his shoulder. With his supernatural speed, he made his way quickly up to his chambers in a matter of seconds. Fortunately, the sun was just rising up and the young lord was still asleep, so that meant Sebastian had one more hour to take care of you, the mansion, wake up the servants and prepare his master's breakfast to start the day.

✿⁠ Sebastian placed you over his bed, thankfully you were still asleep while he took off his spoiled butler coat and raised up his white sleeves over his elbows as he started building up your crib.

✿⁠ "There, that will be more than enough, I think. Absolutely comfortable, big, and soft. Perfect for me to lie alongside you during the nights. But I think it's missing one last detail..." The butler commented softly while his thumb was rubbing his chin in thought. He smirked to himself once an idea crossed his mind. Upon the roof of the nest-like bed/crib, he placed some beautiful star-shaped lights and a black velvet curtain. So you would both be hidden at any desirable moment from any curious or suspicious eyes.

✿⁠ "Now my darling kitten you are going to stay right here and I will be back in one hour to feed you, yes?" Sebastian cooed softly as he placed you into your large crib, making sure to surround you with pillows and cover your little body with one of your new fluffy blankets with kitten chibi-like sketches. He checked your sleeping state one last time with a satisfied smile gracing his handsome face before he exited the room silently.

✿ Once everything was ready the butler entered his master's bedroom and left the wheeled table besides the young lord's bed as he approached the windows to allow the light of the sun to fill the bedroom.

✿ "Good morning, young master" Sebastian greeted Ciel rather joyfully. Quite unusual if we come to think of his personality and butler aesthetic.

✿ The boy's eyes cracked open as he slowly raised and stretched out his body. "What's the matter with you? You seem to be in a very existing mode today, what changed?" The Eral questions in a bland tone.

✿ The butler cleared his throat in an attempt to correct his inappropriate behaviour. "Forgive me, my master, I've got the necessary information."

✿ Ciel's eyebrow raised up in slight suspicion. "If you want to convince me to adopt a cat again, the answer is no" The eral took a sip from his cup of tea and placed it gently back on the small plate over the silver tray, then he took a look at the newspaper. "I see that you have taken care of our case. Her Majesty will be very pleased."

✿ Sebastian's ears perked up to the sound of your sweet cry. "Oh lovely~" He sends a loving side-glance towards the door. "Forgive me, my lord, I will be back soon".

✿ "What the hell!? Why's there a bab-" Before Ciel could finish his line, Sebastian vanished from the room without a second word.

✿ A moment later, the demon butler appeared in the room once again but this time with little you in his arms still wrapped up in your comfy blankie as you sucked softly on the baby bottle your dad was holding with his free hand glancing down at you ever so fondly.

✿ "Tell me exactly what happened; this is an order", Ciel demanded coldly while glaring at the butler.

✿ "Turns out the prime suspect of our current case got pregnant from the last time I investigated her. An accident nevertheless, but it wasn't on propose I can assure you about that. By following your orders last night I was about to get 'information' out of her again and I was pleasantly surprised by my daughter's birth~" Sebastian cooed softly as he brought you closer to his chest and started leaving small kisses to your cheeks and forehead. "What do you say, young master? Can she stay?"

✿ The Eral backed up a little on his bed, truth be told he started to freak out for he had never seen the demon butler being so fond of a creature other than a cat. Allowing his butler to act so freely when getting information from women brought them to this (uneasy for him) situation. But there wasn't much he could do other than accept their current state and allow Sebastian to be close to his daughter to keep having the demon remain by his side, besides for the young lord's soul.

✿ Ciel let out a deep sigh before he finally spoke up. "Very well she can stay as long as our contract will remain, only buy two conditions. You won't allow your daughter to get in the way of my ultimate goal, and you are forbidden to use such a method to get information out of people ever again, especially if they are women. Did I make myself clear?"

✿ Sebastian turned his gaze back to his master with a delighted smile while cradling you in his arms. "Most certainly, sir, I promise you...you won't regret it. May I be so bold as to ask for one more favour, young master?"

✿ Ciel send him a frown before nodding in agreement hesitantly, followed by an almost tired sign. "Go on"

✿ "I'd like to request a bigger room for me and my child, unfortunately, her belongings can't fit in the small space my current room has to offer" The butler explained calmly.

✿ "I suppose it might be necessary, you may take a room from the upper floors though. I can't have her crying every single night. I need to rest properly."

✿ Sebastian gave a slight bow to make sure to not disturb you as he patted your back gently to help you burp, his happy smile never washing off his handsome face. Then he laid you over the lower part of Ciel's bed and walked over him as he took down to his one knee and began to dress him for the day.

✿ "Whenever I call you, I expect you to be there, and I won't accept any excuses unless it will be a true emergency. We have to discuss a lot more...but later" The young lord spoke out as Sebastian covered his one eye with the eye patch. "What are you going to call her by the way?"

✿ The butler stopped his actions abruptly as the ideal name crossed his mind like thunder through the night sky. "I will call her...Y/N"

✿ And that's how little you came so unexpectedly to the Phantomhive household and changed it for the better.

✿ The day you were born you became the sunshine of your father's long existence and filled the servants' lives with lots of laughter and happy-cute memories.

✿ When you reached eight months you also became the Phantomhive company's most popular mascot since you were such an extraordinarily cute baby girl.

✿ You were the first to try Ciel's every new product and help the eral decide if they were good enough for the public or not. That means lots of toys and treats for you. What a lucky baby you were! Not to mention, Sebastian's wage has increased significantly since you started your baby model career for his lord's company. Not that Sebastian needs the money for himself, but he will put it to good use for you now and your future. You may become a billionaire when you reach puberty.

✿ The first time you called Sebastian dada he could have sworn that his black demonic heart skipped a beat.

He remembers your first steps and words fondly and will never forget them as long as he lives.

✿ You would take place in advertising campaigns like this, and you'd love it. Just imagine you in a uniform like Sebastian's! Daddy would make sure to not tire you out, though:

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✿ Now let's talk about your HUGE appetite. Once you reached your first year you were able to eat everything from savoury to sweet and spicy to sour. Nothing was off the menu...except broccoli.

✿ Since daddy hasn't the right to take the master's soul yet your poor stomach needs to satisfy itself with human food and as expected since you're half-breed the amount of food you need is fivefold the amount of a normal human baby's.

✿ Daddy spoils you a lot when it comes to your meals and dessert. You have usually six meals per day but that doesn't mean Sebastian doesn't consider the fact that you must eat healthy as well to help your system become stronger.

✿ Sebastian is the one who feeds you mostly and when he's not around Tanaka is in charge of this task. Most of the time since Sebastian is also serving the young master you get to eat in his company. Sebastian serves Ciel first and then takes a seat right before you, holds a napkin under your little chin and feeds you your meal with this ever-so-loving gaze of his that also makes the eral cringe a lot.

✿ Sebastian notices so and never declines the chance to mock him about him.

✿ As Sebastian's reddish-brown eyes cached the frown over Ciel's face his smirk grew. "My my is that jealousy I sense? Would you like me to feed the same way I feed my daughter, young master?"

✿ The earl glared coldly at his butler before he took a sip from the cup of his tea. 'Don't be ridiculous"

✿ A heartfelt chuckle escaped the butler's mouth. How amusing his dinner is jealous of the fondness he shows to his child. Imagine your favourite food being jealous of someone dear of yours, no wonder why Sebastian can't completely hold back his laughter at his lord's pathetic emotions state. "How fascinating" The demon comments with a last chuckle, looking towards Ciel's sight as he wipes the leftovers off your little mouth gently with the white napkin.

✿ He then gives your chubby cheek a sweet smooch like every time you finish all your food. He pretends to give out a gasp of shock and out of nowhere he reveals your favourite cookie, he gently hands it to you as a reward which you always take with excitement and munch on with joy.

✿ When it comes to your diaper changing. Both Daddy and the old butler are the only ones who manage to keep you calm and still. While Sebastian sweetly talks to you, gives you sweet kisses and blows on your belly playfully, Tanaka tells you a fairytale witch is enough to distract you until you're all cleaned up and freshly changed.

✿ You are the only one who Lizzy's not allowed to dress up 'cutely' when she comes to visit Ciel. She's one of your biggest fans though and she loves to cuddle you in her embrace if she pleads enough for Sebastian to let her hold you even for a little while.

✿ The first time she held you, she squeezed you a little bit too tight to the point she made you cry. Sebastian took you off her hold in a flash and glared dreadfully behind her back at any moment. Plus Ciel gave her such a long scold speech for not being careful enough and that you were just a baby, not a stuffed toy. Eventually, Elizabeth apologised and promised never to do such a thing again and kept her promise.

✿ Do you think Prince Soma was happy and excited to visit Ciel whenever he came to England? There are no words to describe the amount of responsibility he has taken since he met you. It is true your first encounter was a bit rude due to the many questions he asked about your dead mother but after he was told to respect people's privacy, he never asked about such a thing ever again and made his goal to become the best ever uncle figure for you, besides his butler Agni of course.

✿ He brings you lots of gifts like treats, clothes and toys from India, whenever he comes to visit and plays with you a lot as Agni is better when it comes to taking care of you.

✿ You love to play with Soma's beautiful long purple hair, he makes you laugh a lot whenever he makes funny faces or animal noises. You play lots of games together like hide and seek, chase and tag once you learn how to walk. Sebastian doesn't mind you having playmates to spend time with as long as they won't steal any free time between you and him of course.

✿ About Grell, she was not happy, to say the least. How could Sebastian betray her like this? After all the delightful dead matches they have been through. "NO, no, no, no, no way! This simply cannot be!"

✿ "Grell, what are you doing here?" Ciel spoke while holding you a bit closer to him.

✿ "I refuse to believe this pathetically helpless pipesquick is his! Have to admit though it's quite cute. Must be the fact it looks pretty much like Bassy" The reaper commented out loud.

✿ The Eral glared at the grim reaper for a moment. How could someone say such a harsh thing to a baby? Even if it's half a demon one. "What on earth are you here for?" The young lord questioned casually as your little hands squished the soft of his cheeks while cooing happily.

✿ "Well for your information I got the weekend off, a pretty rare opportunity indeed. But I guess William was unusually generous...or he just wanted me out of the way for I might have gone too far by using my death scythe on people that weren't on the death list. Anyway, I decided to dedicate the rest of my free time to shopping therapy. Now it's time for me to ask, what are you doing with the little gremlin? And most importantly, where is my Bassy!?"

✿ Ciel gave out a deep sigh as he spoke. "We're almost finished here, he just went off to buy food and new clothes for his daughter and then we'll return to the manor"

✿ "Dada...' You called out with your high pinched voice in a worried tone. It's been more than 25 minutes and you began to feel kind of anxious without his presence.

✿ "Calm down, he'll be there soon" Ciel told you calmly, cradling you gently in his arms. How troublesome, honestly, he never thought an Eral like himself would ever take the role of a nanny even if it was only for brief moments. At least until Sebastian would be back.

✿ "Aww come to auntie Grell my little munchkin you!" The red-haired reaper took you from Ciel, ignoring the boy's protests. "She's too cute for her own good, I think I might keep her for myself" She beamed joyfully but then you started to whine in annoyance, soon your whines became cries of discomfort. Your tiny hands turned into firsts and your feet kicked in the air as you desperately tried to get off his arms. You wanted your daddy to hold you so bad right now.

✿ "Please give my child back. Otherwise, I can't guarantee your well-being" Sebastian warned as he reappeared out of a sudden.

✿ "Oh and if I say no?" Grell held you by the back of your clothes casually like a shack.

✿ Sebastian put the filled bags down and walked forward slowly. His handsome features faded away releasing parts of his true demon form, and his eyes glowed bright red from the sudden amount of bloodlust...he wanted the grim reaper cut to shreds and you back in his arms safe and sound no matter what the cost. He couldn't hear his master's commands anymore, only your cries and Grell's fast-beating heart, he could smell the reaper's fear to the point it took quite part of his rage and exchanged with excitement for murder.

✿ Ciel's single eye winded in concern as he reached out and grabbed his butler by the arm. "Sebastian snap out of it, people might see you!" Unfortunatly Ciel's tries to bring his servant back to control were pointless. Not to mention your screams/cries have become so loud that your face became red almost like Grell's hair.

✿ The demon butler was about to go ballistic on the now trembling reaper who stood right there utterly stunned in fear, his fist barely able to keep a hold of you.

✿ Just then a death scythe snatched you out of Grell's grasp and held you by the fabric of your clothes right in front of Sebastian's face. "I do believe this belongs to you, correct?" Will's ice-cold voice finally made the demon snap out of his murderous instincts and quickly yet gracefully took you in his arms.

✿ In the blink of an eye, your father jumped backwards and now was standing right beside his master. He held the back of your head close to his chest while nuzzling his cheek to your face side to side and giving your forehead and cheeks kisses and small licks to comfort you and help you calm down faster.

✿ Grell was still stunned by the scene until he felt William's death scythe hitting harshly the top of his head. "Oww Will why on earth was that for!?"

✿ Will gritted his teeth together in anger towards his co-worker's ignorance. With the tip of his eyes, he looked over your father's and his master's direction and realised that they had already disappeared with you into the darkness of the city. He hinted at Grell once more before correcting his glasses with the tip of his death scythe.

✿ "Seriously how can you be so utterly stupid when it comes to such delicate matters. You have threatened the child of a demon and you know very well we never get involved with them unless they get in our way to collect souls, we must avoid encounters with them especially WHEN they have a child of their own" The rapper walked past Grell and jumped on the roof, looking down at the redhead guy with a serious cold excretion. 'Mark my words Sutcliffe, next you make such a foolish move will be your last one" And by this warning, Will T Spears went on his way too. Leaving Grell alone.

✿ Grell whined while rubbing the top of his head and hissed in pain. "Well, how was I supposed to remember this rule to not be involved with demon's younglings? We were taough this during the second year of your training, honestly, Will is such a nerd sometimes. Well no matter, this unfortunate little incident won't ruin the shopping I placed for today. Who knows when Will is going to give me another day off"

✿ How fascinating, even in the infant state you managed to grow your way in Ciel's heart unknowingly to everyone else besides him and your dad.

✿ What a bittersweet situation? You may or may not remember Ciel in the future and how fond he was to you. For as long as he lives though, he will always carry the memories of little you with him and make sure to create as many as possible.

✿ For the very purpose of you to understand that humanity has a rare good side. Now he's awaiting his end without any hint of fear or hesitation because he knows his soul will relieve your stomach too.

✿ Who knows, maybe little Y/N understands much more than we can possibly imagine and it will be for you to decide what you will do with your part of Ciel's soul. Could it be that the eral hopes for a different path of salvation from you once everything ends?

[zanniscaramouche]

No one can claim that I'm fast, but hey! I finally had a moment to sit down and find some fics for a lovely anon who wandered into my inbox looking for classical musician!larry. A few of these are a little bit of a stretch, but hopefully there's something here you enjoy! You'll see little blue hearts along with a lil comment from me on those I have read (admittedly not that many, oops) This is definitely an AU I'd love to see more fic for! It's possible there's more out there, alas it doesn't seem to be commonly tagged. Make sure to tag your fics folks! It makes filtering for things like this so much easier! 💙

🎼 the school of extraordinary lovers // stylinsoncity @stylinsoncity - 191k "We keep telling the other, I love you and I love you, and we do, though we both know where the knives are." - Laura Van Prooyen

harry is a third-year witch and violinist at Laitswold, the only magical academy in the UK, with dreams of taking on the world, and hopefully breaking the centuries-old curse on his family while he's at it. he does not dream of facing off against his childhood rival and duet partner, but louis is back in town after six years abroad, so that's exactly what happens.

🎼 Love Is A Rebellious Bird // 100percentsassy, gloria_andrews - 134k AU in which the boys still make music. Louis is the concertmaster of the London Symphony Orchestra, Harry is the New! and Exciting! interim conductor/ex-cello prodigy who "has made Mozart cool again" according to Esquire Magazine (Louis hates him immediately, which is definitely why he internet stalked him in his dark bedroom late at night that one time), and Niall is the best. Zayn and Liam are around too.

Don't hum Bolero.

💙 zannithinks: one of those 'classics' that many love! I really enjoyed this fic, and as someone who hears Bolero every year at a local festival I think of this fic often

🎼 Saving Symphony Hall // HelloAmHere @helloamhere - 124k “I think I have an idea,” Louis said. Slowly, and reluctantly, but with a growing sense of the inevitable. “God damnit, I think I have a really good idea.”

“Oh christ, that's the problem-solving face,” Babs said. “Last time we saw that face, he sold a company.”

“Wait, what?” Zayn asked.

“Right place, right time,” Louis said. “Also, fuck my life,”

“What?” Zayn repeated. Niall patted his hand.

“I usually just roll with whatever Louis is about to do,” he said. “It’s better for us all.”

“That’s the attitude,” said Louis, “I’ll tell you tomorrow. Tonight, I need to do some research. Zayn, give me your number. I’m gonna save our symphony.”

💙 zannithinks: I looooove this one! A well developed world and lovable OC's, this is definitely the first fic I think of when I think Larry and Classical Music

🎼 Where Words Fail, Music Speaks // Larry_you_know @larryyouknow - 45k Louis is a world class violinist. He’s one year over forty, living his best life in New York. One day, he comes to a small town in Connecticut where he inherited a house from his late father. The town looks nice and its people welcome him warmly. The problem is that Louis never knew his father and he doesn’t intend to change anything about it - his father can stuff his last will up his treacherous ass. In a strange coincidence, Louis meets town troubadour Harry, who seems wonderful to him just right until he reveals that Louis’ father was like a dad to him.

Even though Louis tries to convince himself that it shouldn’t - it hurts.

🎼 Until You Remember // Throwthemflowers - 21k Talented London pianist Louis Tomlinson moves to a small coastal town to escape the elites of his job and the mundanity of his life. Through the music of Debussy he finds a charming, wonderful friend in Harry Styles, the fiancé of the town's mayor. Louis thinks his pining is in vain until he discovers that all may not be as it seems….

🎼 And I'll Be Here When Only the Silence Remains // louisniall @louisniaii - 19k The one where Louis is a top notch mute violinist and Harry might just be the person he trusts most

🎼 Back to the Sign, and Play Through the End // tomlinsunshine - 17k Louis is a globally renowned pianist; Harry is the worst page turner this world has ever known.

🎼 Take more of my space, why don't you? // otfuckingp - 10k Of course, the universe is not on Louis’ side, nor on the side of his mental health. Just as he starts to think they might get away with this empty seat -- yes, they. He and Instrument Man are in this together, a united front against the forces of any more people-- one more person steps onto the plane. He bypasses the first fifteen rows without so much as a falter, but the fact that he slows around 17 gives Louis pause. There aren’t many empty seats in this section... Surely not. Surely the universe wouldn’t be so cruel as to do this to him.

And then there’s another body landing in the seat next to Instrument Man. Well, “landing” might be too polite. Crashing, is more like it. Within the first ten seconds, he’s elbowed instrument Man in the side, dropped something on the floor, and nearly tripped a stewardess with the exuberant flailing of his legs. All in all, completely shattering the tentative silence in row 21 DEF. Fuck.//

Harry and Louis meet on a plane. Louis is not impressed, until he is.

🎼 What is simple in the moonlight, never really is. // judgementdays @judgementdays - 5k And then they're talking, like they always do on late nights. They talk about the future, about the cute girl who was checking Harry out at Tesco's, about the cute boy who asked for Louis' number the other day. They mostly end up talking about their auditions for the school of their dreams, though.

or

Louis plays piano and Harry plays guitar and they're both trying to get into Juilliard but feelings sort of happen.

🎼 Play Me Something Sweet // nonsensedarling @absolutenonse - 4k “Hey, I’ve got an idea,” Louis says. Harry just looks at him and lifts an eyebrow in silent question. “How about if you pretend I’m your cello as you try it out, like we used to?” Or Harry's good at a lot of instruments, but his favorite one to play is Louis.

💙 zannithinks: this one is spicey!!!!

🎼 And I've got something missing tonight. // whisperedbrave @louistomlindaughter - 2k That night, much like many others, he finishes his dinner and falls asleep to the sound of his neighbor and his piano.

-

or the one where Harry's upstairs neighbor plays the piano every night. one night he stops and Harry can't sleep.

[dustydahorse]

Da horse is back. Sorry for causing worry and such, I'm safe and home. Life just spiraled for a bit, I swear my mind couldn't fathom that the universe would continue to exist without Preshious. But alas I'm still here and kicking, thanks to yall.

I'm overtime gonna try to ease back into posting and interacting, it takes a lot out of me but I'm doing it slowly.

Update involving animal death and medical warnings under cut

For an update, I'm waiting for Preshious's ashes so I can memorialize her. Also the day I put her down I suffered from multiple seizures and was in the hospital for them. My 20 plus years of stress finally manifested into a seizure disorder that flares up anytime I'm stressed. On top of that, my sister and brother in law that I'm living with had an emergency the next day and sent me to my partner for a week so I could be in a safe environment while they handled the emergency. Then the cloud strike shit happened and my flights home got canceled so we drove for a day or two home. I'm finally home and safe and loving up my gecko (who I discovered is a girl, not a boy like I was told, oops). On top of that I start hrt for my transition next month, and I'm being seen for a severe case of medical... something. Pretty much got injured by a doctor the same day I had to take Preshious to the ER and I'm dealing with physical and mental trauma from that. But the folks on ftm reddit have helped me figure out my best course of action.

Again, thank yall for your love and support, I'm sorry I haven't responded to yall in a bit but I'm still here and love yall!

[skippyangel16]

My final post…

The Waypoint when ‘it’ was given life and perhaps they lost their way for good?

Three’s a Crowd…and it always appears there’s three in this ‘public marriage’. 2018…when they ALL took on their roles!

Whilst they could be contractually obliged to deny their relationship, no one could make them do what they have done.

They gave it life and it continues to grow…

We’re doing it now people, action!

The ‘directors’ direct…

Sam has his prompt, Cait guides Tony…oops nearly walks past🤣

Oh we’re doing this now, let’s make it look convincing…

#awkward 🫣

Tony has had a makeover ….Sam takes it all in… looks like he’s about to 🤮

👇What it could have looked like if authentic 🤪

Below👇Cait is talking. Sam replies ‘right, okay?’

Cait speaks again whilst giving him a reassuring arm rub 🥰 the love in that arm rub speaks volumes!

Sam asks (appears to say) ‘Do you get all this shite?’ eyes immediately looking at….🧐 whatever she replied his smile says it all. They are both happy together despite the shit show. Happy to deceive?

Let’s not ever forget just how staged this is!

How anyone can’t see the performance 🎭 is beyond me? Pure Hollywood…

Since then they have both actively supported the narrative more and more each year so whilst you can feel sorry for them back in 2016 (when they appeared to be pressured to go underground)today it’s harder. With every performance they do they make it more unlikely that they will come out anytime soon. His book reiterated Cait is the only woman but it also brought the brother/sister relationship to the fore again🤮. I’m afraid that’s pretty much made my mind up there’s no imminent plan to come clean. He has cemented his single commitment free life in black and white, any u turn on that now revealing a totally different version with his ‘perhaps sister’ would have a huge backlash from those who part with 💰 for his products. Alas although his alcohol business is growing it’s likely he is more reliant on fan sales than he would like to be. Maybe one day it won’t be so but perhaps single Sam will be around until the scales tip the other way?🤷‍♀️

There is no denying they actively manipulate all sides of the fandom…ours included, but the fact remains our side is basically them just being themselves and most of the time it just happens naturally! IMO 🤪

But it’s not all innocent …

Some wise words from Jamie.

When you have to sell your part truth…can’t imagine the stress and damage to your soul!

He (allegedly)is a good man leading a fake life and when you can’t have your truth, it will destroy you. Can you be a good man if you deliberately deceive, lie and manipulate?

Can you really feel 💯 % proud of it?

Someone recently said on one of my posts they have ended up with the ‘cover up’ book and will think twice about what they buy in the future. That’s a fair comment.

When I look at this card I have an overwhelming urge to add IT to his SH.

The shit show lives on…😢 I just wish they would stop feeding it!

Keep your secrets but tell us no lies…

Alas I am all done here, the book has shown a lost man. If anyone needs to pick a lane it’s Sam, he’s trying to be everything to everyone, so who looks crazy? Single Sam will never be convincing when all he talks about is his married co star and when in her presence looks at her as if she is the only woman on earth.

Lies are poison, a sure path to self destruction. I don’t wish to watch that happen or anymore cycles of this shit show. They are actually abusing their fans by doing this imo. Excuses will always be made for whatever Sam does by thousands here, his god like persona and charm are like a spell that keeps us all engaged. His ability to come out of everything smelling like roses is truly amazing. He knows exactly what he’s doing and what he will get away with. Denying his family as his truth ✅ yep seems there’s nothing he can’t or won’t do and yes fans have already excused him. JMHO.

Everyone will continue to make excuses for him until you can’t, my tipping point is him denying his family in his memoirs. Call it artistic license if it makes you happy, or blame the ghost writer, but I wouldn’t want to put that out into the universe.🤮

Sold it as His truth…totally supporting the narrative, nothing good about that.

I knew once I reached the point that I believe they are totally complicit in their fan manipulation for their own gain I would leave. They may not have started out that way or intended to reach the level they are at now but that’s how toxic Hollywood works. ‘It’ has become their normal. They are their own jailers and complicit in their own narrative imo. It’s their life and their choice on how they want to play/live it. I choose not to watch it any further. Sam has shown his true colours in this book, no one to hide behind. Who is Sam Heughan? Well con artist springs to my mind at this point in time but that’s JMHO. I no longer like what I see so therefore I just don’t care anymore. I still believe they are together but there is no joy in watching this farce, there are no winners here.

I came here for a love story but all I see is a public tragedy on display and a private tragedy waiting to happen as their lies engulf them…I hope they find their moral compass and follow it again soon. What could have been their best years have now gone by. No doubt they will one day cash in on their Hollywood love story, may even star in it as themselves…but that’s some way off imo. They are as free as they want to be, the only one that actually needs freeing is Tony but maybe he’s happy and got a job for life?

His book is my waypoint out of here. I can finally see them for who they really are, as I don’t wish to blog negatively I’m freeing myself of their lies and manipulation. They only have themselves to blame for what the fans believe here whatever side your on. It’s an ugly, sick game and a total turn off… it’s not good for anyones mental health!

Officially signing off from blogging S&C but I wish them nothing but happiness.

To everyone here thanks for making me welcome and all the discussions!

Wishing you all good health and happiness!

😘

Over and Out…

[amethystdreamer114]

Spoiler Alert 🚨

If you’re on OUAT season 5 you’re safe. If not, I mean I’d still read it but you’re gonna get spoilers🤣 (it’s worth it though 🤫) Also please forgive me if the storyline isn’t exactly how it was in the show… this is sorta just off the top of my head so there could be some things I’ve forgotten🤣

Okay so I just have this thing- you know that scene in OUAT where Gold has a heart attack and then ends up in the hospital with (spoiler alert ‼️) Zelena? And you know how she sent him into a second heart attack and he ended up intubated?

Alright well here’s my thing.

The series went through that WAYYYYY too fast for my taste so let’s engage in a little “Rumple-Whumple” shall we?

First let’s think about the parts we *didn’t* see during that episode (Heart of Gold 4/17).

Rumple is in New York after being forced out of Storybrooke by Belle. When we catch up with him, he’s opening the door to his son’s old apartment and he happens to find Robin and his “family” there. With how quickly he has the heart attack and how little it takes to push him to it, we can only assume that he’s been having “build up” symptoms all day.

So what would that look like?

My idea is that he might’ve been up at 3 a.m. the night before with what he deemed “heartburn,” not recognizing the whole bit about his dark deeds poisoning his heart (or in this world, heart attack symptoms.)

Maybe because of that chest tightness and pressure, he didn’t get much sleep and that took away the time he desperately needed to rest.

So by the time the morning comes, he’s still having pains on and off and he feels exhausted. Perhaps he skips out on breakfast because he just doesn’t feel up to even making something simple.

He goes on about his day, walking the streets of New York… loud traffic, too many people, and of course his leg hurting from being without magic to stop it.

Of course he’s got Belle’s voice in his mind- he replays the moment she sent him away over and over and over until he realizes his chest is really starting to hurt.

He makes his way to Bae’s apartment, hoping he can just rest there for a bit before getting back to finding his way back to Storybrooke.

That’s when he finds Robin and the others.

The longer he stands there arguing with Robin, the more he feels lightheaded, the more the room spins, the more his anxiety spikes and the pain in his chest runs rampant…

Then, he blacks out.

Moving on to the hospital…

When Rumple wakes up, his head hurts from the fall, and his body is sore all over from the heart attack.

Now, he feels even more exhausted and pained, but *vulnerable.*

No one who he can trust is here. He’s lying in a cold hospital room in an uncomfortable bed with stiff blankets and an IV in his arm. He misses Belle now more than ever because he knows if she were there, she’d be by his side, tending to him and making sure he felt cared for and loved.

Alas, he’s here with the Honorable Thief himself, and so he acts big and bad when asking for the magic he needs to get back home.

While he waits for Robin to get back, he’s alone with his thoughts. He imagines being back home with Belle. He can practically smell her homemade bread he loves so much. He can feel the soft, slightly worn blankets around him. He hears her sweet voice saying she’ll be there in just a minute.

When Robin finally returns, he drinks the potion, thinking he’ll be healed immediately. This is where it gets interesting….

He realizes nothings changed. He’s still in pain, he’s still tired, he still feels like he’s made of lead and moving is impossible.

Soon enough he’s discovered that Zelena is right in front of him.

He knows she wants to kill him, or worse, use him for something. The more she talks, the more pressure he feels settling in his chest. His heart rate skyrockets and he feels like he can’t breathe… then, those words…

“You failed…oops.”

He can’t take it. The pain, the anxiety, the everything… his heart gives in a second time, leaving the monitor going wild as his vision fades.

He wakes up stiff, cold and pained once again. He feels the softness of a cool towel on his head and leans into it slightly before realizing it’s not Belle who is tending to him.

Despite how sore he is, he does everything in his power to scoot away from Zelena, but being intubated and weak makes it much harder.

He doesn’t like the feeling of being intubated at all, but there’s nothing he can do. He’s at the mercy of the medical staff and Zelena.

His throat feels sore and scratchy, and he wants nothing more than to be curled up in Belle’s arms, drinking a warm cup of tea.

Sadly, that doesn’t happen. He gets another threat from Zelena- putting him in the position of choosing good or choosing to live without constant pain…

He couldn’t help it. He blinked.

[frye-fan3]

GG Team Ghost!!

Did anyone else not pair with team zombie at all? I only got a match with them once. Team Ghost was pretty intense tbh and I lost the majority of matches against them, but it was still fun! :)

ALSO, the music and idol outfits during this splatfest were top-tier like they looked and sounded so cool omg! I wish I'd gotten into an 100x match so I could do a photoshoot but alas, that didn't end up happening. :,)

Maybe next time Frye fans, well done everyone!! :D

P.S. I'm so glad Shiver's win streak is finally broken. The other two really deserved a win. To quote Frye, she was "hogging all the Splatfest vibes!" (kidding haha). But seriously, it was getting a little repetitive. 😭😭😭

(A little late with this post, oops!)

[scarysanctuary]

I've been contemplating where i think succession is going, in this, its final season. Seeing Roman and Gerri's tenuous relationship grow sour, and watching the relationship between Shiv and Tom transform into something we have never seen before, i have lost all confidence i once had that TomGreg would at least be acknowledged as a thing that exists. I think that Roman and Gerri had such an interesting dynamic, and i genuinely believe that love was possible, if it didnt already exist. Roman obviously has mommy and daddy issues, and you can say its unhealthy or weird, but Gerri was the person that he showed the most of his true self to, and Gerri wasn't repulsed by it, but enthralled, intrigued, they matched each others energies perfectly. But now that's been taken away from him, most heartbreakingly so, on the day after his father passed away, where he has to act like he doesnt care about her anymore, but inside, desperate to cling to her for comfort, but alas, no comfort was to be had. So, we've had this relationship of sorts, built up, and in one fell swoop its been destroyed, and treated as if it never happened, back to business as usual.

Which brings me to TomGreg. These two characters have been glued to each other since season one, and now all of a sudden we're supposed to ignore all the not-so-heterosexual conversations and gestures between them? Tom and Shiv are now having a more Tom and Greg type relationship, Tom's able to be openly hostile and upset towards Shiv when he feels that way, rather than hiding it away within himself, or taking it out on Greg. He's able to stand up for himself and what he wants, he's able to offer support to her if she wants it, but when she declines he has the confidence to not worry about it after the fact. He is able to care for her still, but she's not his entire world, he's not relying on her for emotional support or financial gain, its almost like they are back to when they first met and fell in love. Meanwhile she is purposefully trying to make him jealous, and willingly comes to him for emotional support, rather than ignoring him, she's hostile towards him, but in the way a kid lashes out when they are frustrated and dont know how to tell their crush that they like them. All this points to a possible reconnection between the two, and a healthier relationship than it once was, and that would be fine, if Tom and Greg hadnt had the relationship that they've had up to this point. You dont get to set up this dynamic between two weirdos, stuck in a world of apathy, make it seem like they are the only two people in the show that get each other, and have each others backs, and reach for in need of comfort, and then turn them into the disgusting brothers, and pop a baby up in Shiv, kill her father and then fix the marriage, because lets be honest here, if she wasnt pregnant, and especially not pregnant at such a scary, stressful and sad time of her life, there would be no chance that this marriage could be seen as anything close to salvageable. So if that is how this story ends up going, its gotta be seen as bad writing, im sorry, especially the pregnancy aspect, its always such a cop out, like, "oops, she wanted a divorce but now shes trapped in a toxic relationship!" no, im tired of this kind of story. I think we have had enough in this show to actually call the relationship of Tom and Greg canon already, but one of the main reason i want it on screen is for representation. There are plenty of lgbtq romances with teens or young people, and with shows like The Last of Us and Severance, we get representation for older gay couples, and that's beautiful, and i love it, but its not enough, how many mainstream shows or movies have you seen where a middle aged man and younger man fall in love, and its not abusive, its healthy, and its actual love? and how many of those romances are between a man that is bisexual even? its not that common at all, so the idea of a canon romance between two characters that millions of people have grown to know and love, one being a closeted younger man, and the other, an older bisexual man, that just feels really special to me, and i'd be sad if it didn't happen. Of course my desires for Tom and Greg's relationship to become realized are not entirely selfless, i also love the characters and think they both can be happiest with each other at this point in their lives, and since we wont ever see these characters again, i'd like to know they are going to be okay by the time those credits roll for the last time.

[giggly-squiggily]

Hiiiii! I saw you had Buddy Daddies on your list of fandoms you would write for and was wondering if I could please request ❤️ Me + You with ler Kazuki and lee rei? This show is just so cute and has been on my mind sm 😖💖 Hope you have a good day/night!!

Oh my goodness- this is so freaking PURE! *cries* I love this so much! I've gotcha covered, anon! :D Have a fantastic day/night aswell!

Me + You: "No way! I didn't know you were ticklish!"

“Rei…” Kazuki walked into the bathroom, eyes landing on the sleeping man. He almost felt bad waking him up. “Come on- breakfast is ready.”

“Mmm…” Rei groaned, turning his back to the blonde as he snuggled deeper into the tub. How was that even comfortable?

“Rei.” Kazuki reached out, shaking him. “Rei, get up.”

Nothing but soft snores came back in reply.

“Rei!” Kazuki shook him harder, his hand slipping with the force. The tips of his fingers brushed into the brunette’s armpit, earning a sleepy gasp. “Oops- did that…” Rei snored once more. “Hurt…?”

Odd. That wasn’t a groan of pain, but rather…

“No way.” Kazuki started to smile, worming a single finger under Rei’s arm. “I didn’t know you were ticklish!”

The brunette again gasped in his sleep, squirming some at the prodding finger. Still, he remained in dreamland. Kazuki added an additional finger, pressing in gently to see what would happen.

Finally- Rei started to laugh.

“Ahe…ahehhehehe…nohoohohohoho…” Rei giggled, his voice barely over a whisper as he swatted lazily at the other’s hand. The sound was hushed and wispy; so soft Kazuki could probably get away with doing this during the night if so desired. It was adorable.

Alas- Miri was gonna wake up soon. Kazuki needed his partner’s help today.

“Come on Rei- up and at them!” Kazuki stuck his entire hand in, gently clawing at the ticklish spot. Rei was properly squirming now, his soft giggles increasing in volume from a soft whisper to a breathy laugh.

“Ahehahhahahahha! Stahhahahap ihihiihihit!” Rei curled into himself tighter. “Lehehhet me gohooohohoho!”

“Wanna get up for breakfast?” Kazuki asked, eyes dancing with mischief. Rei’s eyes were finally starting to open-

“WHOA!” Kazuki yelped, scrambling backwards as a knife arched before him. Small strands of blonde hair fell before his eyes- and he was sure he could feel the beginnings of a cut form along the bridge of his nose. “Rei!”

“Who…” Rei glared- the eyes of a killer. When they settled on Kazuki, they softened, returning to a sleeplike state as he lowered the knife. “Oh….hey.”

“That’s all you have to say? HEY?” Kazuki squawked, rubbing his face to check for damage. No blood, thankfully. “My god, Rei! You almost killed me!”

“Sorry.” Rei blinked, standing up with a yawn. “Is breakfast ready?”

“Papa! Papa! I’m up!” Miri ran into the bathroom, full of energy even at the earliest hours. Rei subtly tossed his knife out of the Miri-zone. “Let’s have bweakfast!”

“It’s breakfast, Miri-chan.” Kazuki began, but she was already running for the main room. Rei nodded before climbing completely out of the tub, mumbling something about needing coffee.

Kazuki leaned into the wall of the tub, pushing his freshly trimmed bangs out of his face.

Next time- he’s checking for knives before he wakes Rei up.

~Send me a pairing and a candy heart phrase~

[old-type-40]

I've gotten used to SNW changing up the look of things as they've existed previously in Trek. In some cases, it's very understandable as the 60s view of how the future will look is a bit outdated. In other cases, I'm at a loss to understand why they changed things up. For example, why change the discharge from hand phasers to look the same as the AOS movies/Star Wars? And I don't know how a food synthesizer would materialize an item ala a replicator as happened in Under the Cloak of War.

So when La'an and the others were beamed off the planet, I didn't realize that the different transporter effect was a visual clue that it wasn't the Enterprise who had beamed them away. I just assumed that the look of the transporter effect was changed up in this instance for no good reason. Oops. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

BTW, I have a guess on how this story will eventually be resolved at the beginning of season 3 based upon events in the finale and the general nature of Trek. My guess is below the cut so that those who prefer to avoid any speculation need not see it.

So as things stand, we know that Batel is carrying Gorn eggs. We also know that based upon his previous encounter with the Gorn, Pike views them as monsters. But in the season finale, Pike and the others saw a group of Gorn younglings working cooperatively rather than viciously attacking each other.

In TOS, there were times when Kirk viewed something or someone as a threat that had to be met with deadly force. But then he came to realize that his initial reactions were wrong.

When story resumes in season 3, I'm certain there will be various attempts by Pike to retrieve his crew and the colonists will be thwarted. And eventually what will happen is the Gorn will negotiate a return of his crew and the colonists in exchange for Batel because she's carrying Gorn eggs. Pike will learn that the Gorn can be reasoned with. But the lesson will be extremely painful because it means Batel's life is forfeit.

I fully reserve the fandom right to be completely and utterly wrong in this speculation. And, if this speculation does turn out to be wrong, I'll be fine with that. Sometimes people will have expectations of how things will go and then become bitterly disappointed if those expectations aren't met. And that causes them to lose out the appreciation of what actually happens. I don't want to live like that whether it comes to enjoying fictional media or experiencing real life events.

[gribblehusband]

Alright it's currently 2:40 in the night, finally managed to go through the playlist fully and first; fuck dude amazing music, some of them I already knew but most were new too me. Thank you for introducing me to such amazing music I love them.

Banger after banger after banger, amazing.

Second I do have some (a lie, it's a lot) music that I want to know more why their there/ want more information of, for whatever reason;

4æm, rain of blood, DEATHBODY, Alpha desperation march, Hello I love you, fruiting bodies,

run rabbit run, call me little sunshine, bad bad things, MACARON, cemetary girl, bridezilla, saccharine, against pollution, west country dream, choke, cop car, haunt the cartoon heart, am I being followed...?,

Grendel's mother, the fox wedding (when I heard this one my jaw DROPPED, it took me so off guard, but still a banger), guillotine

TURNING INTO THE TBH CREATURE READING THIS ASK YES I WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO ELABORATE ON THESE SONGS. ELATED EVEN. im glad you enjoyed what was on the playlist though! im well aware my music taste is eclectic and also everywhere at once. i never left my vocaloid phase ever, its simply aged with me. the amount of tmg songs on the playlist is because one of my qpps is REALLY into their music and gave me some recs. some music they recced me isnt on spotify alas.

this is gonna be a long one with A LOT of rambling so im gonna put it under cut.

4æm - this one is one of the songs that are a mix of just vibes and “i have the craziest amv in my head” for it. it makes me think of meeting someone walking down the sidewalk in the dead of night and it changing you irreparably. epic kaon behavior.

rain of blood - another one where its vibes, but specifically post chapter 20. i dont want to spoil what happens but a BIG thing happens for the mcs character development and their view on murder. more like post chapter 25 because i have a few filler chapters planned.

DEATHBODY - this ones a song that makes me think of the mc, specifically surrounding their obsession with dying and being killed that gets kind of worse after an incident sometimes after chapter 25. i have it planned out but not written LOL oops. some lyrics i especially like are “icicles of a medial at unease, please just pull me together and repair me. old thoughts floating above a new horizon. something i’ll never doubt; i know im rotten.” and “all this time, i felt that my time would arrive. that it can’t last forever; i’ve been decaying. moldy scaffolding, ritual strangling. no matter what i try, i seem to stay alive.”

alpha desperation march - this one is definitely early kaon and was added to the playlist when i was writing the early chapters! specifically the lyrics “im coming in. try and stop me. push furniture in front the door. it only gives me something to push against.” and “see im perfectly aware. of where our love stands. but the plain fact is that you owe me eight grand.” make me think of him. especially push furniture in front of the door one because hes always pushing and pushing, whether it be boundaries or literal doors. theres no stopping him when theres something he wants.

hello, i love you - OKAY THIS ONES FUNNY. while this would usually be considered a kaon song because of the obsessive and sugary sweet lyrics and the general i will literally never leave you alone ever-ness of it, i associate it more with vos for reasons unknown. vos, at specifically, his most down bad. he has enough control over himself to not act like this but he is just as stubborn as kaon and is more likely to lock you in a room with him until you talk to him if he really wants your attention. whereas kaon would probably go sulk somewhere. vos is pushy and very intense.

fruiting bodies - another mc song! more specifically a post chapter 20 mc song. theres a lot of imagery with a seed being planted and its roots filling them from the inside out. which is kind of fungal.

run rabbit run - VOS SONG. just a straight up vos song, it reminds me a lot of him. there are a lot of things that make me think of vos, foxes being one of them. is it a little worrying a fox betraying and hunting a rabbit is a vos song? maybe. dont worry about it too much. if he hunts the mc i can promise theyre both a little too into it LMFAO

call me little sunshine - okay so this is a kaon AND vos song. little sunshine is supposed to be lucifer because lucifer means light bringer. basically you will never be alone because you have the two most down bad murderers obsessed with you who will come to your every beck and call (within reason) amen

bad bad things - OKAY I CAN SEE HOW THIS SONG WOULD BE NERVE WRACKING TO RUN INTO. its not a kaon or vos song dw. thats all i will say. the part specifically that ive latched onto in my brain is the “so i looked into your eyes and i saw the reflection or a coward you and i hate very much. and then i grabbed the knife and let the blood out of your throat and smashed those tiny mirrors inside of your skull.” if that means anything

MACARON - mc song. another cannibalism banger on the playlist. they wanna be eaten so bad it makes them look stupid.

cemetary girl - admittedly theres no deeper meaning here i just like the vibes and its fun to write to!

bridezilla - this ones a mc song and their weird little view on what a wedding with kaon and vos would be like. theyre just as absolutely odd as those two. casey would literally black out if he went to their wedding and they tongue kissed the priest. shelby would record it.

saccharine- another vos song. he doesnt want to get so obsessed with the mc but he absolutely does. the similarities between the mc and vos have been touched upon from kaons early pov chapter, but vos sees them as a weaker version of himself. he doesnt want to hurt them (too badly), which is new for him because most people he meets he cant wait to tear them apart. there are a few exceptions to that rule, and the fact a sweet little human is one of them confounds him.

against pollution - a chapter 20 mc song thats all i will say

west country dream - another early chapters kaon song. it was added to the playlist when i first started writing and my qpp read the first few chapter and said. this song makes me think of them. i agreed and the rest is history! onto the playlist it went

choke - okay so am i allowed to just say “vos is into choking” and leave it at that? LMAOLMAO

cop car - another early kaon song that i added. if its the mountain goats my qpp added it but the mitski was my doing. this song just makes me think of how kaon thinks about the mc in the first few chapters!

haunt, the cartoon heart - a kaon song! just his obsessiveness and the adoration for the mc he has later on in the fic. i can see him singing this to them if im being honest and i do entertain myself by imagining it LOL. the end where “i think you scared her” i imagine as vos criticizing his usual heavy handed approach.

am i being followed…? - honestly theres nothing deep her i just like listening to this one while i write and the general vibes of the song! i just really like the artist too HSJSHS

grendel’s mother - this is one i added due to my qpps recommendation and another where i dont have any reasons besides vibes 😭

guillotine - THIS ONES ACTUALLY THE SOMG I LISTENED TO FOR HOURS NONSTOP AS I WROTE CHAPTER 22. so i cant say much other than the title for that chapter will be “the secrets you tell me, i’ll take to my grave. there’s bones in my closet, but you hang stuff anyway.” its a kaon song too.

the fox’s wedding - okay this ones a banger but the lyrics do come at you like a brick to the face. its not as bad as the other songs in the series its in which is saying something. this song is an mc song though. cannibalism? check. horniness? check. falling in love with a vengeful fox spirit? kaon and vos arent that but they are crazy asses so. id say somewhat check. other things i shant say…. check.

also some songs that i have on my youtube playlist arent on spotify so if you want to check them out! theyre both tmg songs. but ezekial 7 and the permanent efficacy of grace and emerging!

actually heres a link to zekey 7 because i used this specific version to write chapters 7 and 8 hehe

[wench-and-jezebel]

Dark Angel Reaction: The Kidz are Aiight

Jezebel (@typicalopposite) reacts [with occasional asides by Wench (@scripted-downfall)]

Oh god😕ew [What a way to start]

LINTLICKER!!! ITS BEEN A WHILE

JEEZ

Seee this is the part where he seems to not care.  Like oh I love them …. But I’ll also let them die to find the others

[btw um.  Remember how I've mentioned the whole.  PsyOps thing.  That I've mentioned.  Occasionally.  because... this is PsyOps.]  OH SHIT not the laser to the eyeeeee!?!?  Blech

Is this a different Zach?  Like a recast?  [No, I don't think.  He's just.  Ragged]  He looks different 🤣

Is this real or is he losing it?  Or is this part of what they’re doing?  [Do you really think I'm gonna tell you that?  :)]  Rude

Ah, I see

Ew, creepy smile

[I like her pants]

Ma’am.  That.  Doesn’t seem… Sanitary.  

WAIT!  Is this the gif?!  [Yes.]  ISSS THE GIF!  [*sigh* you’ve found another mouse, I see]

This is sweet  [This is true!  The cane thing was kinda cute too]  I KNOWWW 😭😭

[Bruh, the first thing he's gonna have to do with the feeling in his feet is clean the grit from between his toes laksdjf]  🤣🤣🤣 so true

☠️☠️☠️☠️

Again. KENDRA WHYYY

[They both pulling the 80s romcom obsess-over-the-outfit montage]  I’m loving this

☠️☠️☠️ the what is what sir

[Oop- leg shaving?!?!?!  Damn]  🤣🤣🤣  [Things are serious]

ACK I KNEW THAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN

["Friendship" Bruh, Logan, you lie]  ☠️☠️☠️

Zach ded

WOT?  THE TOMBSTONES!  THE DISrespect

See this is why I don’t like you Lintlicker

Nope! Ack!

Oh.  That-  [Digging himself out of the grave went better for him than it did for Dean ngl]  That was easier… yeah

Is the dr helping or is this a set up  [Nah, I think he was helping?]  Okay good  [I think we saw him hold Zach's hand earlier]  Awwww  [I don’t know for sure though]

You know what this means… Dr gonna die

Friends don’t need candles Logan  [:)))]

Aww  

“So.” Awkwarddddd  🙂

When are we doing another NCIS!?!  I need someTony now lollll  [asdlkfjasldkfj we can do it soonnnn]

Poor Logan  [Getting stood up for incest vibes]  Logan: Zach?!? 💕💕

[Y'all, I'm not liking this parallelinggggg]  

Oh hello (annoying) Max. I was wondering when you'd show up

Bet Max is thinking “well shit… maybe Logan was right”

[Okay, sorry, but... Acting = 3/10, film staging = 1/10, overall judgement = bad]  “Oooooowuwuwuuuwuu”  That’s the noises that face makes.  Like… Suck it up ☠️☠️☠️  [And did I mention the incest vibes suck]  Yea.  They do

Yes, let’s get in this cave and scream.  Genius

["It's different with you" Ummmm See?!?!?!]  Um  ["How could I forget-" oh god]  Huh.  [“-one single thing about you”]  Ewwwww

– – –

Jezebel: *sigh* Aight, let’s see… We got another not much has happened yet episode.  Except I met PsyOp, or however it’s spelled

Wench: PsyOps.  And it's a department, not a person alksjdflkdsajf  

Jezebel: You shush! I know

Wench: But yeah

Jezebel: And the whole laser in the eye is *sigh*

Wench: So recall that I've told you that Alec's been there a good three times :)

Jezebel: Poor doctor guy tho! Like he did not deserve that… just to help the guy in love with his own sister (and maybe her “not boyfriend” too… it’s complicated)

Wench: I'm still not fully certain whether doctor guy was aboveboard btw.  I can't remember, sorry.  And I wouldn't spoil if I did anyway, so hah!

Jezebel: But alas Max and Logan were being cute and I finally got to see the waterside scene irl 💕💕

Wench: I swear, we're gonna find out later that you've actually watched this entire show through gif form.  It's just two seasons of the Leonardo DiCaprio pointing meme

Jezebel: The “not” date was adorable, but, also, I’m sorry Logan…  if that chicken sat in the oven (while it was off) long enough to have cooked fully…. She’s spoiled.  Manticore ain’t gonna be able to get Max if she dies from Salmonella

Wench: lkasjdf

Jezebel: And then its all thwarted by pre-Zachinator ‘cause he nneeeeedsss Max

Wench: Ugh. Like... it'd be different (maybe) if they were in different units, but, as it is. No. She and Zach are too fraternal to be anything but incestuous. It's about the vibes and theirs are. nop.

Jezebel: And, of course, anything for Zach. So I got a good heaping taste of the Max I hear so much about 

Wench: This is true!  You get proof @witchy-writer-lady and I aren't insane!

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣

Wench: Thoughts on their... *cough cough* dynamic?

Jezebel: Yes.  EW.  And that’s it!  That’s the thought. 

Wench: And that’s all for midpoint!

– – –

[Once again, btw.  WHAT IS IT WITH FICTIONAL CHARACTERS GETTING TO LOOK DISHEVELED]  🤣🤣🤣 This is fair

The flashback thing tho

[“It’s been a long time since I let my guard down long enough to sleep”  Buddy, you slept for two seconds wtf you mean]

Sooo i thought he was just a physical therapist  [I think he is?]  Oh.  He sometimes seems to be more  [alksjdf idk for sure, sorry]

Also, buddy has horrible timing

[Poor Logan, competing with his brother-in-law for romantic attentions... betcha he never expected to have to deal with that]

The cane looming in the background like the serial killer, scary music and all

Twassss a set up

[Real subtle there, undercover guy]  Yeah, lol… Like y’all know they’re senses are heightened

The doctor’s alive!  You dog!

[Y'all.  Why are you sending Ordinaries after two transgenics alsdkjf  They're begging to get their asses kicked]  🤣🤣🤣🤣

[Zach looking over at Logan like "shit, he's got his legs back; now I've got no chance!"]  Zach’s like oh hello  [Oh, shit, "no chance" with which one?!!? Askdjf] 🤣🤣 [See, normally, I’d make a joke about “Logan has two hands” but the incest is keeping me from being able to]  ☠️☠️☠️ True.  Solution: Alec’s gonna come and he’s gonna be like… Welp, I’ve run out of hands… sorry, Zach.

☠️☠️  [The bitchiness is a family trait]

Poor Logan   [I knowwww.  But at least she apologized this time]

[Oh, no, not Normal's excessive patriotism showing up already]  ☠️☠️☠️  He called him a weenie

Sir, you don’t get to call them your kids, you bastaddd.  Lintlicker!

[Um, I'm sorry, that does not qualify as hair that looks "like she hasn't cut it since we escaped" aslkdfj]  🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Very true  [I swear that looked, like.  Shoulder-length]  Maybe it grows slow

[Okay, a little past shoulder length, but still.  Not nine years or whatever]

Does she die?  [Not answeringgggg]

Lintlicker’s Angels over here

Long gaze

[I find it kinda funny that her s2 mantra is "don't lose track of your family because I did and I regretted it ever since" and yet she legit Does Not Stay With Them despite many opportunities to do so]  ☠️☠️☠️☠️

Your “kids”

[Be concerned about this committee btw.  And about who this "she" is]  Ooooof  [They're not talking about executing the order]

[Um.  "She looks just like I remembered"  BITCH WOT.  Y'ALL WERE NINE]

That. Was.  *sigh*  Really adorable  [I knowwwww]

[She's kinda clueless missing that tbh.  Thought she was a supersoldier with keen senses alkdsjf]  Right  [How tf are you missing this]  Like… Ma’am  [THE VEIN IN HIS FACE IS HIGHLY VISIBLE]  *sigh*

Oooooop let me go talk in circles  [Not the monologues aksdjf]  On the skyscraper

[“Maybe it’s something in the way I’m made or something”  IT'S NOT IN THE WAY YOU'RE MADE, MA'AM, IT'S YOU!  YOU SUCK]  🤣🤣🤣🤣

– – – 

Jezebel: The ending had less happen then the beginning.  Minus the rescue, but like… We should have met the sister way sooner.  That was so rushed.  Like oooop here’s a new sibling!  Who you shall see for .05 secs!  Then she’s off to Canada!

Wench: Accurate assessment

Jezebel: But poor Logan

Wench: You're starting to see the Big Drama btw

Jezebel: Back to candle lit transfusions

Wench: Nom: dinner-I mean, what?

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣

Wench: Also, Max looking so annoyed at him was so funny.  Like, ma'am, he is literally holding onto the counter for dear life to stay upright.  And you're bitchy about him not letting you stay for salad.

Jezebel: I KNOW!  And like after the cute little see for yourself, why would he just switch up like that???  Ma’am.  How can you be so genetically enhanced.  And so stupid.  At the same time?

Wench: And it's not even answering nature vs nurture because they "nurtured" the observant side of her but clearly that paid zero dividends lakdsjf

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Wench: Max legit just goes: yeah, no, nature and nurture have got nothing on my particular brand of sheer stupidity #girlpower

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣 I just don’t understand

Wench: You haven't even met Alec yet *sigh*  He puts her so far to shame.  ALSO.  To be fair!  s2 has a whole host of different transgenics and they're literally all better than Max.  Joshua is amazing, Mole is great, and BIGGS.  I love Biggs.  He's in one episode but he and Alec have chef's kiss camaraderie.  

Jezebel: Also!  For my final point of the reaction: that is not how you look at your sister.  And done!

[glaivenoct]

Title ask: Calm my storm

Thank you for sending one! <3

(Made-Up Fic Title Meme Here - Still accepting these!)

Alas, I can never answer anything short and simple, can I? Oops ^^;

Hmm, this one kinda reminds me of something I randomly talked about on twitter about a month ago or so. It feels like it'd be the perfect excuse for a fic about Noctis finding out about Nyx's PTSD.

This is headcanon stuff - but I always liked to think that when Nyx was younger (Correct me if I'm wrong, but he joined the KG in his early 20s I think??), he kinda shrugged things off and thought he could deal on his own rather than getting help. Whenever I think of 32 year old Nyx, I think of someone who's no longer in denial that he has PTSD, accepted help, and has worked hard for the last five years or so to overcome it.

Has he improved? Yes, but given that PTSD isn't a curable thing and that he's still an active soldier in the midst of a war - I think it's fair to say there's plenty of room for triggers, bad days and such.

I mean the whole premise of this fic would be going off the moment in the movie where Nyx zones out next to Libertus while watching the other glaives warp in the training the yard. He zones out and, well, I interpreted it as a flashback of a time he got disrupted mid-warp because he heard Selena's cry in his head. And maybe he didn't catch himself that time. Maybe he's had more than one moment like that in the past, and there have been times where Libertus, Crowe, Pelna or any other glaive has had to step in and catch him before he got hurt.

Basically, I want that to happen for the first time in front of Noctis. At this point in their relationship, Nyx hasn't even remotely mentioned the PTSD. Mostly because I don't see him as someone that would openly bring it up if it's not currently affecting him in a negative way. Not only that, but deep down there's that part of Nyx that doesn't want to worry or "burden" Noctis. (Nyx please love yourself)

But you can sure bet when Noctis worries when he witnesses that! I think even before they got into a relationship, Noct knows he'll never truly understand what Nyx has and continues to go through. At the same time, I see him being in awe of Nyx from the beginning; because he's at least aware that with war comes loss, tragedy, physical/emotional/psychological tolls, and he knows Nyx has managed to withstand a lot of that already. He's never seen any signs of those deeper psychological scars until now.

After Nyx has finally snapped out of it, is back on his feet and confirmed okay even though he almost wasn't - I want there to be that private moment between Nyx and Noct. The one where Noctis asks what happened and Nyx kinda just brushes it off because he doesn't want to say what it really is.

"Does that happen a lot?"

"Every now and again." Nyx'll say it so nonchalant, take a quick swig of the water Noct got him and the deflect with that charming, happy-go-lucky smirk. "Don't worry about it. It's just a warping thing."

"I thought you don't get dizzy and nauseous like everyone else does."

"I overdid it," a careless shrug, "that's all."

"When? You weren't warping before these exercises."

"I said don't worry about it, Noct." He'll say firmer and slightly irritated, smirk gone. "I'm fine."

But he's not, and Noct will witness more signs for himself over the next week. The flashbacks, nightmares, ect. And all Noct wants to know is how he can better help/support Nyx.

Ultimately, I of course want it all to resolve in Nyx opening up about the PTSD to Noct. I've always wanted to write something where Nyx is able to come to the understanding that it's okay for him to let himself be cared for and protected rather than just being the one who protects and cares for everyone else. I wrote that vibe in let me take care of you, but Calm My Storm would be kinda the starting point for it in NyxNoct's developing relationship. This is where a big part of their trust in each other would start to strengthen, and remind them that being vulnerable with each other isn't something to be scared of.

And it's feels like that that really just sucker punch me in the heart man ;u;