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To an Athlete Dying Young: Deleted Scenes Pt 2
Since Ao3 is down :(
Occurs after McCrispy incident of Part 1
Still unedited; feast on my under the couch cushion popcorn
“All you did was make us look like fools,” Superboy mutters. His fists clench and unclench at his sides, like he can’t decide to be angry or resigned. It’s late; Tim’s still in the suit. He practices slipping in front of the heavy bag—he’s avoiding Bruce’s room tonight. Avoiding him will convince Bruce that there’s something Tim’s ashamed of.
“When I left, what did Superman say to you?” he asks Superboy.
“That I’ll never measure up to him and I’ll be trapped in this prison block forever.”
Tim stops the bag and looks past it at Superboy.
“It was implied,” Superboy protests.
“I’m sure,” Tim says disbelievingly. “And how did he look at you?”
“The same way he always does. Like I’m a dead mouse his cat left on his doorstep.”
“You’ve got to be more specific,” Tim says. “At what angle were his eyebrows? Were his pupils dilated? How often did he blink?”
Superboy scowls.
“Did he look like he was trying to X-ray vision you?” Tim restates. “Because that’s not pity. That’s concern.” He points an expert finger at Superboy. “That’s your start.”
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Bruce speaks little the next day.
But there’s a wrinkle between his eyebrows that only shows up when he’s been studying a particularly elusive case file. It deepens when Tim speaks little, too.
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“What are you doing?” Superboy asks.
“Finding solace in you.”
Superboy’s nose wrinkles in disgust, and he moves away from Tim.
“No,” Tim hisses, pulling on his arm. “When Batman’s at the Hall, he and Martian Manhunter play chess in the rec room—” he points to the room down the corridor— “every day before dinner. They’re set to come by any minute now. Look concerned, think about me.”
Superboy scowls.
“You just look constipated,” Tim complains. “Just—” he hears footsteps rounding the corner, and quickly morphs his expression into one of panic. Superboy’s face twists in confusion, but it’s close enough. Tim’s still holding onto Superboy’s wrist.
“Robin,” Bruce says curtly, and Tim whirls like he’s surprised. He drops Superboy’s wrist and crosses his arms.
“Batman,” he greets, making sure to look higher than Bruce’s chin, and then replays You’ve disappointed me you’ve disappointed me you’ve disappointed me until when he breathes his chest shudders with the weight of it.
Bruce walks past him into the recreation room. Martian Manhunter looks back at Tim before following him inside.
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Tim is retelling Wonder Woman when he got his suit when he catches Bruce in the corner of his eye and trails off.
“Well,” he says, getting up and keeping his eyes trained on the table. “We’ll see how long I can keep it. I, uh. I just remembered I’m supposed to meet Superboy. We’re going to spar.”
He shoulders past Bruce. He walks all the way around the corner before doubling back. Bruce has disappeared, and the breakroom’s conversation is muffled and low. He edges closer until it’s just within his earshot.
“Why does your protege suddenly slink away from you like Odysseus hiding among the sheep?” Wonder Woman asks.
Bruce must sigh, because Wonder Woman’s next words are, “What did you do?”
“Nothing,” Bruce says, but the rest stumbles out like he’s been waiting for someone to ask. “He—and I—I don’t know.” Metal creaks as he must pull out a chair. “He…he avoids me. When there’s something wrong. Dick only avoided me towards the end, and Jason—” a long pause—“Jason never avoided me.”
“You cannot compare him to his predecessors,” Wonder Woman says severely.
“You think I don’t know that?” Bruce replies sharply.
Tim flattens himself against the wall, but Bruce’s voice turns muffled, like he’s talking to his hands. “I’m sorry.”
“I am not hurt,” Wonder Woman replies immediately. “Only concerned. And curious.”
“I’m terrified of him,” Bruce says. “And what I’m going to do to him.”
“So this explains why you avoid him, too.”
“I don’t avoid him.”
“Letting him walk by you while he looks at you like you’re the pit into Tartarus is avoiding him,” Wonder Woman argues. “When did this start?”
“Four days ago. After he left without my permission. We had a discussion.”
Wonder Woman says nothing.
“It was a discussion,” Bruce presses. “He—he thinks he’s ready for the streets. I told him he’s not.”
“And that was it,” Wonder Woman says after a beat.
“And that was it,” Bruce affirms.
“What were your exact words?”
“Diana.”
“I want the truth from you, Bruce.”
The chair creaks again, Tim hears the soft scrape of the weights in Bruce’s cape on the floor. “I said, ‘You’re not ready for the streets,’” he recalls tightly. “He said, ‘At least let me start shadowing you’. I said, ‘No, we’re not discussing this.’”
“Bruce.”
“I meant about shadowing me,” Bruce protests. “He revealed himself. The whole world knows he exists, now.”
“To the world, there’s always been a Robin,” Wonder Woman explains. “You’re the only one that knows the truth.”
“He disappointed me,” Bruce says.
“You have very high expectations; it’s not very hard to disappoint you. In fact, I’m sure he will disappoint you a hundred more times by the time he’s sixteen. And you’ll disappoint him two hundred times.”
“I know,” Bruce says softly.
“And he’ll still look up to you,” Wonder Woman continues. “He’ll still do his best for you. That’s love.”
“He—”
“He loves you,” Wonder Woman says firmly. “Give him time to grow into his mistakes.”
“I can’t,” Bruce says. “He thinks I’m overbearing, but—I can’t bear the thought of something happening to him. I’d rather him hate me than be hurt because of me.”
Tim’s stomach flips.
“You’re so self-sacrificial,” Wonder Woman sighs. “Pandora’s box has already been opened, Bruce. There are countless evils in this world; you cannot hope to protect a boy from them all.” A pause, the clink of metal cuffs sliding across the table. “No matter how much you love him.”
It’s okay, Tim thinks frantically. It’s okay. There’s still time to fix this.
When he first clambered into the Batmobile’s passenger seat, in the stolen suit with his face stinging from a brick Two-Face threw at him, and Tim said, I’ll be your Robin and Bruce had grunted one of his we’ll see grunts, Tim never considered—he wants Bruce to like him, sure, of course.
He can’t let Bruce love him.
That’s Jason’s place, not his. And if Tim is going to—if he’s ever going to get out of this imitation game, he’s got to prove he’s not Jason Todd. He’s got to figure out why Jason Todd is Hood.
And he’s got to keep the Dark Knight in the dark.
“He wants to be by your side,” Wonder Woman continues. “I think he only avoids you because he thinks you want to avoid him.”
“But—”
“You gave him the suit. Don’t stop him from the thing you’ve trained him for.”
“But I—”
“No butts,” Wonder Woman says, with a note of amusement. “They’re inappropriate for a table.”
Bruce grunts. A moment later he mumbles, “I don’t like his choice of friends.”
Wonder Woman laughs. “They’re around the same age, in theory. You didn’t expect your protégé to be entertained by us for this fortnight, did you?”
“This could have been avoided if I let him bring his Xbox,” Bruce says morosely. His voice raises. “What if I bought a gaming station for here? Xboxs. Playstations. Wii Sports Resort. We should put it in the recreation room.”
“You can’t prevent Robin from being friends with Superboy.”
“You don’t know what MarioKart is.”
“Bruce.”
“Why him?” Bruce asks. “Tim is a good kid. He follows rules. Mostly. The clone is—is—a punk.”
“I think they make a surprising pair,” Wonder Woman admits. “But without surprises, you would never have penicillin or super glue or chocolate chip cookies.”
“I don’t want them to invent something together,” Bruce says darkly.
“That’s not up to you. But it does give me a good idea.” Wonder Woman’s voice lifts. “What if we partake in a friendly wager?”
“I don’t gamble,” Bruce says with distaste.
“Then it can be a statistical observation exercise, with risks,” Wonder Woman replies back. Without waiting for Bruce’s response, she explains, “I have instructed your protégé in proper battle technique. Why not put it to the test against me?”
“No,” Bruce says.
“Robin and Superboy both. If they make a good enough team, as I think they will, they’ll find a way to incapacitate me.”
“No,” Bruce repeats. “Diana—”
“Why not?” Wonder Woman continues firmly. “Because you do not trust Robin, or you do not trust his mind, or you do not trust his choice in allies?”
“That’s not—”
“He’ll surprise you,” Wonder Woman says.
Bruce releases a weary sigh.
“Yes,” he says finally. “I know he will.”
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The plane is crashing again. Jeremy sits in the copilot seat, slumped and bleeding over the controls.
Tim yanks the yoke.
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“Tim,” Bruce says, then coughs to cover his surprise.
“Yeah, it’s me,” Tim says flatly. The door hisses closed behind him. He slumps at the bottom of Bruce’s bed, picks up a piece of chalk.
“Goodnight,” Bruce says, softly. His arm shifts so it’s hanging off the bed. His knuckles brush the space besides Tim’s ear.
“Goodnight,” Tim says, leaning away from him. He starts sketching a very wonky shielded S. He waits a very long time for Bruce’s breathing to even, then erases it and draws out a plan.
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(Tim can do this).
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“Tim,” Bruce says, just as Tim’s about to leave. Bruce’s floor is smeared softly white. Tim’s shirt is covered in dust. It’s all over his hands, his knees. He’d worn the stick of chalk to a fingernail’s width of a wedge.
Bruce gets out of his bed. He walks over to Tim. He reaches out to touch.
Tim jerks his chin.
Bruce’s hand falls before it can find Tim’s skin.
“You didn’t sleep well,” he says flatly.
“No,” Tim says, equally expressionless. “I did not.”
He presses his chalky fingers to the back of the door, steps out into the corridor. He leaves his hand on the side of the metal door before it can separate him and Bruce.
“I am sorry,” he whispers.
“Talk with me,” Bruce says. “I—your actions disappointed me, but I’m not disappointed in you. Sometimes I forget—that you’re only—and—”
“We’re partners,” Tim says.
Bruce sighs. “Yes. We’re partners. And I don’t like it when you hide from me.”
“Old habits die hard,” Tim replies.
Bruce’s mouth turns up. Tim mimics it, then drops his hand from the door so it can slide back into place. When he hears the metal lock, the last swathe of air ghost the back of his neck. He walks stiff and purposefully back to his room. He can’t clip the cape at his shoulders. His fingers tremble. He curls them into his palms, the cape a pool of black around his feet, until the shaking stops.
By then, he has convinced himself that the ache in his bones is sleeplessness, the smallness in his stomach is pre-breakfast hunger, that the knot in his throat is righteous fury. When he latches the cape at his neck, he is Robin and nothing else.
(But Tim is terrified for Bruce, and of what Tim will do to him.)
#fanfic#Tim Drake#Superboy#Ao3 get well soon#timkon#but also just two bros doing bro stuff#like using each other to emotionally manipulate their father figures
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and now for something stupid
#but really i also just wanted to play around w this sort of coloring style bc its been FOREVER since ive used it#and i think i can make it look better now#AND i think i can make more sillay stuff like this and not have it take as long w cleaning up lines#anyway now you all understand the terrible dynamic between these three#phobo's infodump text is just copypasted from the wikipedia page for knives.#julliet ALSO uses knives is the thing so hes actually mansplaining < JOKE#he just wants to share. even if it gives her a headache. but he wouldnt mansplain he doesnt have it in him. hes ok with felonies tho#but julis life hasnt known peace since she was told to take care of the newbies#and shes ALSO a newbie (just slightly less so) so really this is probably just tartarus hazing her#theyd take one look at the two disorganized unserious overeager newbies and think ''you know what would be fucking hilarious''#and pass them onto the neurotic slightly-less-newbie who takes everything as seriously as possible. disaster combination.#i cannot stress enough that this is a group of bandits and murderers theyre NOT above hazing.#deimos actually is doing the best job at it since he is stealing as we speak#i mean hes not supposed to do it to his teammates but still. on the right track#as for the dynamic between deimos and phobos themselves its like. theyre just bros. theyre both pretty similar in personality#except deimos is kinda more mean and cynical while phobos can be kinda. dense and naive despite literally where hes at in life#but most of the time theyre basically beavis and butthead#i would also like to stress that juli is not being homophobic she just already cannot stand these guys and cant believe the audacity#but. complete misunderstanding. karma for stealing wallets ig#this will never be cleared up by anyone ever#but again thats not their dynamic they are just beavis and butthead. and i guess that makes juli daria LOL#finn's ocs#finn's art
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[ID: Digital Fanart of Sheila from the Venture Bros in the style of a gacha game idol. She is wearing a sparkly, hot pink, zip up crop top and a matching mid thigh length skirt, light pink knee high boots, and light pink gloves with fuzzy cuffs. She is winking with a smile and one leg kicked up behind her, posed on the background of a Love Live School Idol Festival cool type SR card. /end ID]
Gift for @webbythreads based on one of the outfits from this post where he dresses the doc in other dolls’ clothes! This one reminded me of something that you’d see in Love Live, so I wanted to give it a go :)
Original:
[ID: A photo of the official doll of Sheila from the Venture Bros wearing the outfit drawn in the first image. The clothes are from a different doll, but still fit her well! Standing behind her are various dolls from the LOL Surprise OMG brand. /end ID]
#venture bros#the venture bros#dr girlfriend#dr mrs the monarch#love live#llsif#my art#in all the years that I have been on here ive never posted anything ive drawn!#given I dont draw very much outside of gifts. and when I do its mostly just sketches of my cats and stuff around me so….lol#also hi ventureheads 🤩 I have only ever seen the first two episodes#PLEASE CLICK FOR SLIGHTLY BETTER RESOLUTION 🙏#ahhhg I think I messed up with posting it’s still crunchy when you click :(
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Naw they really got the yakuza font on this sign
#snap chats#hiiiiiii#im supposed to head home in an hour#after we saw everything as a group we were allowed to muck off and do whatever#i wanted to see my dad today but he took a shift :( weh :( so i just trekked to the nintendo store and Bought Shit#i got stuff for my bro :) cause christmas is almost upon us :) and Of Course i got two (2) kirby plushes#i almost bought this Big Ass gengar plush but it was expensive#and it was also nine years to walk to the nintendo store i aint walkin back with that big ass thing in my arms#anyways idk what to do for the next hour. and my phone has 1% OOPS#ok bye im gonna hunt for food nearby ig. i want something sweet…
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Sharmaji (Not Namkeen)
Naam to suna hi hoga (a million apologies for any of the self entitled Sharma's you might have encountered...) Technically speaking intro dena humko aata nahi kyunki hum hai distracted ultra pro max insaan. Bakte bakte kab kahan kis tangent pe nikal jate humko khudko pata nhi hota. The thing is don't be surprised if you randomly find words that don't make sense (they do, just not to you) cause I'm a multilingual insaan with a few words of lotsa languages thrown into my vocabulary making a right khichdi of words and feelings up there. But then again sometimes I don't even understand what's going on up there myself so we can drink to that. (I don't drink. We'll be getting high on jaljeera and air)
As for this blog, it's a metaphysical (is that the right word?) representation of me (I guess?) Not really sure. Definitely this insanity is a part of me. But is not all of me. I mean agar khudko utna accha se jaan hi liya hota to phir zindagi me confusion thori hota. Chale gye hote hum bhi kahin pahado me zindagi ke sach ki khoj me. As for the people I have met here. They are downright amazing. Maane kya hi bataye. Simp karna ho, ya laash thikane lagane ke upaay dhundna ho, they will have my back. (Oh and don't even think of hurting them, you won't just regret it but regret your entire existence. And that's a fucking promise)
Wanna read me turn Lilac's brain children into psychologists horror?
Compromised . Chapters : One, Two, Three.
To coming to the reason why me actually went ahead made this intro post... My tags:-
#sharma shitposting?#->This be the random bakwas i do you'll find everything under this#to sharma ka jawab suno#->This be me answering asks and stuff ya know#queue ki abhi time nhi#-> my lame ass queue tag#sharma ke karname suno#->Me talking about shit i have done. its got nostalgia sharartein and everything in between#sharma shayar ho gyi#->My poems and stories that i have posted along with some banter in shayaris#sharma ka laugh content#->just shit i found hilarious#lemme simp for my man in peace bro#next few are self explanatory#areh bhai sharma sharma jayegi (◕ᴥ◕)#ignore me simping over my man#sharma ki shayari ka raaz#sharma pagal ho gyi hai#sharma ki homealone harkatein#NOW IMPORTANT KOTHA YOU CHOTU CHOTU PIDDU PIDDU BACCHA LOG GO BLOCK THESE NEXT TWO TAGS CAUSE ME WILL BE TAGGING ASSHOLES WITH IT#anon ke chasme ke piche baithkr gidhar bhabki karne wale saamne bhi aao#ps also block these cause be sometimes reblogs absolutely mind traumatizing shit#minors shooooo
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I know I'd decided to only write one more bowuigi fic aside from the one I'd already written but I can't stop thinking about the idea of Bowser repeatedly kidnapping Peach for relationship advice and Peach getting so fed up with him about it that she tricks Luigi into being her body double so that Bowser kidnaps him instead and they can talk like Actual Adults instead of using her as a third party to vent to all the time
#i imagine Luigi also talks to Peach about the same relationship problems#because shes more in tune with romance stuff than his bro is#(whos still low-key trying to wrap his head around his brother dating Bowser of all people)#and theyre not listening to her very reasonable advice of 'just talk to each other about it it'll be fine'#so neither of them are doing anything about the misunderstandings and its driving her mad#anyway it would be funny for Bowser to have a whole conspiracy board#about how Luigi not sending his daily 'buongiorno!' text and shooting down 2 of Bowser's 3 date ideas in less than 5 seconds#means that hes fucked something up irreparably somehow and Luigi's mad at him what do you think Peach how do i fix this#meanwhile Luigi-dressed-as-Peach is standing there tied up like ah.#maybe we should talk about this properly.#(theyre both anxious messes about this fledgling relationship lmao)#meanwhile Peach tells Mario to hold off on the rescue for a day or two so Luigi and Bowser can sort things out#Mario has no problem with this because he too has also been subjected to the ever-shifting conspiracy board#and has no desire to hear about his bro's relationship from Bowser's perspective beyond a surface level ever again#(the conspiracy board goes beyond a surface level)#and Kamek knew from the second Bowser grabbed 'Peach' that it was actually Luigi#but he's also tired of Bowser asking him every 10 minutes if Luigi actually likes him or not instead of paying attention in meetings#so he just leaves and takes a nap instead of letting Bowser know about his mistake#because he sees what Peach is doing and yeah this is the only way this problem's gonna get solved#bowuigi#bowser#luigi#princess peach#yeah so i'm rubbish at writing established relationship stuff so if anyone wants this then please take it away from me thanks#mlv.txt
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I wish all sontails shippers go to hell no matter what
#ramblings#i'm annoyed at stupid shipping things again SORRYYYYY#but seriously idk how you can look at those two and think 'ah yes a totally ok romantic couple'#they're brothers..... and tails is like 8....... stop being weird........#idc if this shows up in the tag or whatever tbh. they need to become normal#to think someone made a whole week event for this ship.... insane#kinda wish i could host a sonic and tails SIBLING week or something like that. out of spite#and just bc their sibling dynamic is fun. there's never enough wholesome bro content#but i don't think it'd get much traction. i don't have that big of a following#i also suck at actually participating in art challenges like that. and at coming up with themes for stuff. so yeah lmao#tho maybe someone else could do it idk
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i ended up having a like. 30 minute conversation with some of those "freedom convoy" people. was at the bus stop. they were wearing trump hats. i ended up roped into the conversation because i was so taken aback at seeing one in public i was just. staring at it. ive never felt more depressed about someone elses life and beliefs than when i talked to them.
#they fucking. tokd me about the litterboxes in schools for kids identifying as cats and i had to#break it to them that that wasnt true and explained that. also explained. what its like yo be autistic. how i find it joyful#and also discussed how they believe trump has been spoken to by god and chosen to lead and how they arent christians or catholics like they#used to be but instead talk directly to him and have him inside them#and also apparently how 15 minute cities in china are used to keep people imprisoned where they are#and we arent a democracy anymore. which was so funny considering. they are participating for a party#running in the election#i gave them my perspective on being transgender and gay and watched them have like. 3 or 4 ''are we the baddies'' moments#explained what puberty blockers actually do. that surgery is paid out of peoples own pockets. that we literally only have#one doctor who can perform these surgeries and hes abt to retire#and at the end of the convo they were like ''youre so pleasant. youre really smart young lady'' and i was like ''ty? i just. read a lot'#god i hope they learned. something. or i changed some opinion. they seemed to have a more positive view of autistic people at least#i just like. fuck dude. these fuckin right wing grifters are ruining these peoples lives.#the lady has been unemployeed since covid cos she got sucked into this antivax stuff and now theyre both financially unstable#perfect targets for tamaki and the freedoms people who were known for squeezing money out of people through bogus religious stuff#those two have been twisted into just. hateful and scared and are saying the most. insane shit and they dont even realize it.#and the worst part of it was the amount of young people there. so many people my age just deluded into this nonsense.#and kids JESUS CHRIST so many kids holding signs about ''protecting the kiwi way of life'' like bro every single thing#you are getting upset about an imported culture war. you arent threatened by this shit.#youve latched onto american culture war stuff because youre insecure in your whiteness and existence in a colonial country#its so fucking evil.
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one thing about my new job is that they’re making me do anything and everything they can on the pretense that “it’s a small company and everyone does a bit of everything sometimes” as if my actual job isn’t already a lot most times
#i was hired to do graphic design and marketing (which that in itself are two very different things lmao)#but they’re also making me visit the 26 stores to check that everything is set in place#which i could get bc it involves making sure all the signs and posters are correctly set in place blablabla#and also know to then be in charge or somethings that have to do with the company’s computing system LMAOOOO????? bro wtf#and they’re also making me do a formation course this week as tho i’ll be a barista which okay it’s kinda cool to know this but#everyone keeps telling me it’s probably so i can go up and help in the kitchen and w the coffees when needed which makes sense lmao#amd there are being so many issues (not involving me) these past week and a half and i just kdjdjdd#the two baristas at the store where my office is located have resigned and i liked them sm fjdkkdd#rip anyway#i had to vent good day#ktp#sorry for any typos lol#also like the design and marketing stuff obviously (lol) include photography and social media mangement and video editing and—#man am i in for a ride…
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Learning that the garage at the end of the Raceway has a storage room attached when that's the one I've been giving Roxy for a den is really funny still.
Was she such an inconvenience about this that she managed to let staff and management let her keep the garage and the storage room? Did she take the storage room and not the garage?
Cause I don't think she'd take the one next to the party rooms at the other end. The odds of her getting that one would be way lower due to staff convenience and what not but also did she really rob them of all of their go-kart parts storage space?
How much of a pain in the ass did she have to be to win the garage and the little storage room for herself? Talk about a battle of wills.
#fnaf security breach#roxanne wolf#like... management most likely has tasers and shit for discipline stuff#and those white rooms in parts and services could be timeout rooms or something#like bro how much would she have had to endure for this? how did she manage this???#that's impressive man#she do be stubborn as hell#'just let her fuckin have it. we cant keep putting her out of commission for this.'#'but sir-'#'if it gets her back on stage instead of in timeout all the fucking time she can have the whole damn raceway.'#they're all just so done#roxy fixes the go-karts so now that she's not it's also costing them extra maintenance time and staff#roxy now has THREE rooms#one on Rockstar row and two in the Raceway#because she deserves it!#lmao roxy the biggest pain in the ass to all the staff in the Plex#they programmed her to be defiant and cool! and also to have the wolf desire for a den! they should have seen this coming!#what fools the programming team are lmao#and now Roxy and the Minis have a safe place to hang out!#hooray!!!
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*o*
#ok sorry i've done my best to not obsessively talk abt this every single day for the past TWO months but.....#i just wanna eat normally again bro#i wanna eat healthy stuff bc i can always FEEL how much my body appreciated it and it gives me energy#i also wanna eat more unhealthy things just bc they're yummy and thats ok sometimes too#and i want chocolate bro.. im dying from chocolate deficiency#but anyway it is 1) extremely boeing to eat the same things every single day for 8 weeks#but 2) i can feel that i dont get enough nutrition. im super tired and dizzy and short of breath. also i am sooooo fkn cold#3) it is mentally exhausting to get home and be like damn im so tired i just wanna eat cereal but nope i have to make my bland food#i am just sick and tired of this. esp bc it takes SO long to get medical attention. so for rn i am not even certain it is gallstones#and what do i get as a treatment if it is??? like should i just live like this forever now?? will i have to wait months for a surgery?#what if it isnt gallstones??? what if they cant find out whats wrong? so it is not only the waiting it is the uncertainty#but most of all. im so hungry all the time and i dont wanna think abt what im eating anymore. i just wanna eat normally broooo fml
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I just realized I haven't updated y'all on some changes I've made to Riku specifically Noble (his thief self)
#> has changes to tell y'all#> doesn't tell y'all#they're mostly visual changes but like a huge thing thats changed is actually his weapons#he no longer is stuck sharing rapiers with kasumi woohoo#that was bothering me for the longest time tbh#nah he uses two swords now#its kinda funny seeing nico's katsuro also using two swords... a coincidence i PROMISE bro 😅#although riku is more scimitars and curved swords i feel#maybe those egyptian swords the name is escaping me rn though those wouldn't fit the aesthetic as much so#i could also do the sword and knife combo his black mask variant now has#yeahhh black mask riku's new look/weapons is HEAVILY inspired by abyss watchers LOL i just love them sm the vibe works so much#i was gonna go twinblades cause that would be fire but dual swords are slightly more practical#and also because ive been grumblinh about this for a while but ive been sorting out his personality more!!#i found a cool website that had a load of templates so ive been using those#very basic ass shit mind u but still good stuff#he still wields dual pistons btw#hes slowly turning into a dm€ character ngl 😭#<- censored so doesnt show in main tag lol#i would love to make a new reference post for him but a) i have to draw it and b) i bet i'd chicken out when it comes time to post...#I'd also be posting the references for pimpernel and lugh#because they are mostly done?#lugh's been done for like two years at this point LMAOO aside from some slight visual updates#but pimpernel well... yall KNOW how much of a headache that fucker is for me.....
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WIP Ask Game
Rules: post the names of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!
I wasn't tagged for this I'm just procrastinating, and it's been a while since I did this one so New! Filenames! Appear! I left out my main AU WIP and also a couple that got asked about in previous editions of this meme. These are all Loki show/MCU fics because apparently that is my Thing at the moment:
5 times seduction
lokius stockholm syndrome fic
sylki hurt-comfort (but she's shit at it)
parry
mobius made them do it
the one with the file
fucked up sakaar dubcon fic again
straightforward
twee thor
suddenfilth
thor's tragic arranged marriage (NOT THORKI FIC)
#wip ask game#writing memes#some of these are actually fairly descriptive! some less so! but still!#i am gonna go look for more meme things i can waste my time with now!#the ones with brackets do actually have brackets i didn't just add those here to be fancy#i'd say of this list maybe 3 and a half of them are Fucked Up so that's not bad!#and only 3 of them are Mostly Just Filth!#(there may or not be in filth in some of the others BUT!!! not the whole plot!! other stuff happens too!!)#these fics vary from 'i have most of this written' to 'i only have two sentences of this but i also have BIG DREAMS'#at one point i had *two* Lokius Stockholm Syndrome WIPs but one of them has ended up part of '5 times seduction' and i shuffled bits etc#I JUST RLY WANT THERE TO BE MORE (ANY) DARK LOKIUS FICS IN THE WORLD OKAY???? D: D: D:#if you're asking why i have had to label something as NOT THORKI FIC... umm... the sylki-to-thorki pipeline is TOTALLY a thing#but i am not going to write the Actually Incest Pairing it's just that this one has a bit where thor thinks his bro is hot#IN A PLOT-RELEVANT WAY DAMN IT. HE'S NOT JUST DOING IT FOR HIS HEALTH. OR FOR INCEST REASONS.#(oh god i'm going to write the incest pairing at some point aren't i)#fic related
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Hihi just wanna say real quick that you are very cool :00 I adore all the little comments you put in the tags on my posts they’re so fun to read /gen and it’s really awesome to find another Kross enjoyer (alsoalso your art is beautiful too)
anyway I just wanted to say that…
-A person who was too nervous to send this out of anon lmao
UAZGHJHFAGJ AAAA THANK YOUUU :') <3333
man why are you all so shyyyy when i'm just. i'm just a lil girl i'm a small widdle artist who goes insane over anything that remotely involves art/writings on the most niche fandoms like :'D i'm really not that cool i promise HHH xD
and man i might not know exactly who you are (although i can probably guess >;)c) but it makes me extremely happy that you like my tags!! i know how good it feels to get some nice comments on your works so for all the people who looked at it and didn't reblog i'll give you as many tags that i can possibly come up with!!! >:Dc <33333
#ask#no no i mean i get it. i know some artists i wouldn't even send an ask to because they're WAY too composed; brief and cool and it's just!!#scary to not receive the same amount of enthusiasm you send because you start overthinking your interactions and all-#so i get it!! but like...me? mE???#is it the art thing? do you guys look at my art and think i'm as cool as the art?? if so then GHFTJFHKJLJ thANK YOU#but also?? i wish i was too bro HHH i am literally incapable of sounding mysterious and interesting xD i tricked you guys into being shy#when I'M the shy one stop whatever you're thinking cause I'M the shyest one out of us two!!! how DARE you think i'm good with words#i'm NOT i mumble and fumble with my thoughts and it somehow sounds good but like!! other than compliments i'm basic hhhh xD#and another kross enjoyer?? you think i DON'T feel like i found a jackpot when i find new content for them??#like of COURSE i'd love your stuff and i'll make sure you know it very well hhhh xD but really i do appreciate it!#haven't interacted with a bunch of new ppl in a WHILE so i guess i just feel really giddy and happy lately :')#and ofc don't feel like you have to go off anon but don't worry about sending me asks without being anonymous either >:Dc#thank you thank you thank you<3333
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Me lookin' at my lil content: d'aaaaaaaw it's so cute~
I wanted to do stuff before work, but I like blanked out since I'm sleepy (went to bed around 1? 2?? then woke up at 7:11; not terrible but not like Great) then did my required stretchies / looked up stuff for things~ Tomorrow I have my last PT session and follow-up, and then I plan on cleaning my room / generally just chilling out since it has been Forever, but now...I will try and schedule in time for OC thoughts today and tomorrow (still have to decide if Atlas would be primal or astral...and maybe compare some story stuff to make sure it's not stepping on any Canon toes...but maybe we also don't care about that second bit ghffjghfgvcccgkhf).
#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc )#( i think...i'm gonna try and schedule my hair cut too. either saturday or next thursday#i love my long flowy hair but i've getting that feeling of just...can't take it anymore ghfjcghfcgkhgcjgv#BUT it's also supposed to get colder so i may wimp out because this hair Protects Me#i also have to talk with my workman's comp doc about specific restriction papers my store director gave me tomorrow (fear)#i don't really like feeling less useful at work; but i also have just accepted that i need to take care of myself#i'm hoping nothing Too Big happens with that because i still wanna bank a lot of money before going back to school#but also a tiny bit less hours a week (since i work around 37-39 rn) would be nice...maybe even an extra day off...more me time#in other news i've also had many vtuber thoughts GFDHGFHGFHJFGHF#the only important one is...accepting that i should just kind of Do It. instead of actively thinking of where i wanna be; if that makes#any sense#and wars gave me Big Incentive to clean my room in like a non-vtuber way; but also just like...the motivation!!! the hype!!!#i have a lot of steps in my mind to do my creative stuff; but my room Must be clean#not that all my stuff isn't on my dad's very nice desk but...i don't want any potential pc i buy to be there#it would be so much better environment-wise (aka not being in my kitchen where my dad always is and near the living room#where my bro always streams) plus it's a two-way street of i don't want to disturb them either#i thought about cleaning my mom's office but she literally told me no because she wants to clean it all herself#which her being like “i have to be the one to go through everything when cleaning” is just...i see where i get my attitude#BUT ANYWAYS#i need to get ready for work gfhgjfjgfhgkjgfcghfg being the closer so much is so tiring;;#hopefully tonight is good and i don't have to have Drama and anyone who freaks out )
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i just love how when me and my friends were trick or treating there was this kid just going “heeheeheehee” in a high pitched voice really fast so all 5 of us started doing it at the same time with the kid just for the funnies lol
#someone also had a koi pond in their front yard which was really cool#sad that no one recognized me in my trucy wright ace attorney costume but eh i wasn't expecting them to anyways#i also have to now do repairs to my outfit bc 1. i lost my scarf at school#2. 2 of the 3 snaps on my cape broke#and 3. part of my broach snapped so i have to remold it#yippee#now i know why cosplayers have to repair their stuff all the time bc all i did was go to school and hang out with my friends for ~7 hours#and this happens#i lose my scarf and a snap breaks thanks to my backpack and it just goes downhill from there#OH also we stopped at target for a bit and there was this rainbow high boy that had the funniest looking eyes#bro was looking in two different directions like he's seen some stuff....#that target also finally has the g3 dolls there#just one lagoona and an army of ghoulias#unfortunately one ghoulia i saw had. such a bad face#love wonky mh dolls <3 yippee
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