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fallinginstyles · 1 year
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Toki's White Guitar
I haven't seen anyone mention this but I keep thinking about it and I can't think of any of any other reason for it.
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In Army of the Doomstar Toki uses a white guitar during the first song all the way through til Aortic Desicration. As far as I remember, it's not mentioned at all or brought up again once he gets his other black one. It could be nothing, but seeing how this is a movie and all this kind of stuff likely has some kind of significance, all I could really think of was...
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Toki's happy place.
He just got back from a very harrowing event (how long he was gone and how much of it he remembers exactly I'm not totally sure, but it definitely messed him up) and one of the things that kept him together during that time was remembering when he joined Dethklok. A time in which Skwisgaar still had a white guitar.
I suppose it's also possible the white symbolizes something about rebirth and innocence, but imo it makes much more sense that it's a type of security blanket. Something he can hold onto to remind him of the good things; to remind him of his family, and that he doesn't have to be afraid anymore.
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[Edit: I have been informed Toki used the Snow Falcon guitar (a guitar that actually exists irl, modeled after the one he has in the show) in season 4 and that I definitely should have known that after 10+ years smh. But what can ya do. Who knows maybe he started using the guitar because it reminded him of a better time even back then. Idk I still like the idea lol]
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That's not me
I hate looking at the mirror. I don't understand what i see in it, it always changes form and look. It's so weird. Came back from school and looked at the mirror. That wasn't me. It doesn't even look like the me i usually see, that i hate. The me i saw looked even uglier. It's so hard to not understand how you look like. I don't know how i look. I'm insecure about it, and it makes me lose so many opportunities. I always try to comfort myself, thinking "oh but maybe that's not the way you see yourself, after all cameras and mirrors distorts in some way reality!". That's what everyone thinks. That's what everyone says. But if that could apply to me, those people wouldn't mock me.
I hate them so much. It's really all their fault, no matter how i look at it. If they didn't laugh at me, I'd be maybe able to or better at taking compliments. Their sarcastic "you're so pretty" are ruining me. Because of them, when people tell me that genuinely and honestly, i find it hard to believe. If some people say I'm cute, and some others taunt me, how am i supposed to feel about myself?
It's so hard loving yourself when you initially do not, and people worsen it. Why is it me that should be targeted if I'm already not doing alright? Why can't they choose someone able to stand anything at all??
I hate my body. And I'm starting to hate it even more. I'm so thin, my breasts are almost inexistent. I don't understand the shape of my nose. I feel like my eyes are divergent, but they're not. Sometimes i feel like my lips are too small. Sometimes it feels like they're big. Sometimes my head is triangular. Sometimes round. Sometimes oval. My jawline is sharp, and soft at the same time. I don't understand anything at all.
I miss having boys crushing over me, in elementary school. I don't know what went wrong. Did something even go wrong? I want to know at least if all this worry is only a delusion. Why do i look so different from when i was 5?
My mom showed me an old picture of me and said "oh! See how pretty you were?" I know she didn't mean to sound bad, she didn't even notice it. But I'm sure she did feel it deep down. I wish i could stop worrying about all that. I wish i was perfect. There's nothing good about me. I'm thin. I barely have any breasts. I don't have a pretty voice. I'm not intelligent. I'm not good at speaking. I don't have a personality that anyone would go for or one that would compensate all the other flaws. All i do is listen to music, complain and draw. I'm not even good at art, and anyway art isn't real, being an artist is not a positive trait, it's only a way to escape reality, as we are not satisfied with it.
I wish i was like those stupid girls online who post their "I'm just a girl🎀" bs. They're pretty and they know it, so whatever how much they're toxic, weird or creepy,, it doesn't matter. They're popular and have many friends but act like they're weird. Romanticizing "weird kids". They're attention seekers, aren't they? I am too, and I'm not ashamed to say it, I'm desperate for any kind of attention. But they're not just that, they're whores!!!! I hate most girls. I could say i hate women. If they didn't exist, i wouldn't have to compare myself to them everyday. But i wish i was like them so i could carelessly be a bitch and get away with everything because I'd be pretty!!!!! They start ignoring you once you don't entertain them anymore smh. And beware of the trans people that overly use ":3" and "I'm just a girl 🎀" while saying they're NOT female. Like... Where's the logic in that? It's not even funny. And they have such a huge victim complex. They'd affirm that they have "abandonment and attachment issues" then leave you for no reason, without any justification and still believe they're the victim.
I wish i could be raped. That way I'd be sure that at least one person finds me attractive, no matter their age. I just want a male to say I'm pretty and to take care of me.
But i can't, because all the boys are already stolen by them sluts. Even when their single, they wouldn't even consider you as an option because their standards are oh so high.
Life is unfair, really unfair!!!!!!!!! is jacking off the only way to escape from this nightmare??!?!?
why do i have to be so stupiddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!rr
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pjsk-writin · 2 years
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oh and when we are already talking abt saki
did you hear about the saki-glue-theory?
I personally think it's pretty reached ngl. Saying that NONE of the groups wouldnt exist if saki didn't exist/died at all is so reached like HUH (I mean obv NONE of the groups wouldnt exist without miku smh)
I mean it's obv that Tsukasa had his realization that he wants to make people smile because of her but he also could have figured that at some other point???? Like the only groups I dont see existing are L/N and if WXS didn't exist maybe... JUST MAYBE VBS cause tsukasa motivated toya to just du his thing (this could have happened anyway without WXS existing tbh) but Niigo and MMJ are too far
also saying that if saki died WXS wouldnt exist anymore is just... idk it doesnt fit
I feel like because of that Tsukasa WOULD BE MORE MOTIVATED to make this dream come true to make everyone happy
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(hehe sorry for rambling)
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dw abt rambling i 100% love hearing ppl ramble <3 but FR like ik saki is great but she really isn't the reason like niigo and mmj! and vbs formed like......and HONESTLY I'm literally so tired of ppl killing off saki. girlie find a better way to write ur narrative !!! she doesn't need to die for ur angst smh
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Chérie
Any pronouns
A cringey ass oc I mfing made for Adres out of desperation smh 😞
Yk you're desperate when you start making an oc for the character you simp for
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Still developing their character
Little backstory (using she/her pronouns to avoid confusion between the two srry)(Used they/them pronouns after they get renamed by Adres tho)
Chérie (before she was even named Chérie by Adres and was turned into a goatman demon) struggles with so many things including depression, poverty, awkwardness, alienation, some dark stuff. Not putting her original name because she was supposed to be erased from the mortal realm when she entered hell. Makes it more mysterious yk? Idk
Adres found her and for some reason (that I haven't fleshed out yet) they desperately wanted to take her so they manipulated the shit outta her and took advantage of her religious trauma and other beliefs. Saying shit that makes her doubt if god even cares for her. Adres was pretty much an asshole like they always were but in a way that they make sure she's attached to them. And it's working well! She became dependent on them overtime. Adres just has that charm in them. Probably part of their powers??? Since they're a demon. But she doesn't know that duhh
So when the time was right, Adres finally convinced her that "hey, I know a place where you'd finally belong to! Wanna come?"
And she's like "yes 🥹" like bitch you're falling for a trap
And it turned out to be hell
But she doesn't know that... Yet... Cuz it don't look like it. It looked like what Adres exactly promised.
And then Adres performs a ritual for her and turned her into a goatman demon. With a new name "Chérie" since Adres always uses the pet name "Ma Chérie" on her and bcuz of their manipulation, Chérie didn't mind their new name. They kinda just accepted their new life even when their existence gets erased from the mortal realm. Shit was awful back then anyway.
Anyways.. it's basically a "love is blind" thing because even Chérie knew how cruel Adres treats others (and how sadistic they get to them) overtime but they're so "OH MY LORDDD 😍😍😍" and is really dependent.
They knew that Adres was using them as a source of energy but THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK BECAUSE IT'S ADRES
They had black hair back then
Their relationship basically:
The other one is in love with the other who uses them for their own gain but they don't care because they're in love. Too delusional. And they can't even leave because the other person is so good at manipulating everyone and anything that they can't imagine living without the love of their life.
NONONONO WAIT HEAR ME OUTTTT
Adres DOES love them for being devoted but they do ask permission to drain Chérie's energy (positive and negative) in exchange, Chérie receives their affection but idkk
Again, I don't condone toxic relationships irl. At least not anymore. I was an idiot back then 😭
That's how I love man.. liek- if I love the person, I just ignore how much they're actually using me.. I just let it happen because I love them. That's pretty unhealthy dynamic. I know.. Chérie's based off me after all. (Written before I changed their relationship dynamic)
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komensava · 3 years
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something small i did back in august
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bonnymori · 3 years
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𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐲
Word count: 2760+ (i'll try to keep bigger lengths such as this one!)
Synopsis: You meet a new classmate who's working along Nanami, you think he's fun to be around, it stands the same to him about you. Later, feelings unravel.
Contents/Warnings: (1) Itadori Yuuji x gn!reader (2) FLUFF, TONS OF FLUFF - and some comfort (3) With the small participation of... Ino Takuma!! I really like him too, that's why <33333 (4) This is pretty platonic, but also not? (5) Ending turned sorta cliché... but I liked it u.u
A/N: This boy made me run rampant... to fhe point it's not single attraction anymore I just wish him happiness (smh if only my parents knew...) also next post will be Toji's fic pt. 2! Y'all see the first part is almost reaching 100 kudos????? I'M SO HAPPY EHSODJWKDKSJD- thanks for all the new followers and the support!! <33
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Ever since his fake death, Itadori has been training alone with the help of Gojo - and now, he works along a freshly new face, who belongs to a senior, founds out ex-salaryman named Nanami Kento. He's far a thousand times more strict than Gojo. Itadori doesn't really likes the change, because Nanami is a person he can't get along. This whole guy's appearance scream "work 4 life"; he has proved different, now he screams "work is shit - but I gotta do it because others won't".
They've just finished cleansing the outside of a movie theater off a few curses, when Itadori hears shouting from far behind them. Two figures approach, waving excessively. He quickly picks on Nanami's tired sigh beside him.
"Nanami! We figured out you'd be here! Our mission has been finished and we wanted to catch up to have lunch together!" A male clad in a full black outfit shouts, he has brown hair and a beanie on top of his head, looking quite content.
The other person simply trots next to him in silence, approaching with a friendly smile. They notice Itadori faster than the male, smile widening and quickly waving hello, suddenly eager to reach up to them. The gesture makes the pink haired boy perk up, curious to why the other person looked so joyful. His question is easily answered, when they tug on the man's sleeve and motion to him.
"Ino, we have a third buddy!" The dude looks at him with widened eyes. "So nice to meet you, I'm Y/N L/N! It's great to see new faces around!"
Itadori smiles at your energy, knowing already he would click with you very well.
"I'm Ino Takuma, sorry for not noticing you before! Your uniform looks cool." Itadori exchanges a few compliments with Ino, before the man turns to talk with Nanami, leaving him and you together.
"Yes! I'm Sukuna's vessel, Itadori Yuuji-desu! My type of woman is Jenn-"
You turn to him. "So, are you a first year?"
"Geh? Weren't you dead though?!"
"I was!- I am!- Please keep secret."
"Okay!"
"Ahem." Nanami coughs, drawing attention. "I requested you two to not come after me today. Itadori here is the reason why."
"That's no problem, we're very capable of keeping secrets." You threw your arm over Itadori's shoulder, him nodding along with you.
"Oh really, then remember to keep quiet about it. I'll let this slide." The group of students nervously at Nanami's intimidating tone. "But, I'll get to have my break alone."
"Gah!" Ino exclaimed, watching Nanami walk away; he also left the responsability of taking care of Itadori for you two, leaving without a word. "It really had to be today, when Nanami would take us to his favorite bakery..."
"Crybaby." You teased. "Itadori here can't go outside where anyone can see him, he's dead. So, we were to order food either way because he shouldn't be left out."
"Augh okay, it would be unfair."
"So, where are you staying Itadori?"
"At Gojo's state!"
"Whoa, I've never been there before." Ino commented, waiting as you sent a message to Ijichi to pick them up.
"He's my teacher, a very cool one!"
"I imagine! Ooookay, once we get there I'll get the food."
Itadori felt as his chest would burst of excitement, finally there was people around him again, he couldn't be less happy about it.
"Sharing is caring!"
Itadori laughed as you wrestled with Takuma for some fries, netflix long forgotten in the background, as watching the banter was way more entertaining. Most of the time, Ino rambled a lot about Nanami, while he rambled a lot about Gojo. The guy even showed him the cool scar under his beanie. He felt kinda upset after explaining the exchange was just temporary, his stay under Nanami's wing wasn't decisive, and therefore, he was more like a classmate than a partner.
Itadori also learned a lot about you. He was surprised to find out that you, although energetic, was the one to speak the lesser in conversations. His surprisement grew even bigger when you told him you're a exchange student from Kyoto, arriving Tokyo about the same month as him - thankfully, you were to say for good.
Conversations flowed easily in the air, until a voice from the doorway barged in.
"Yuuji-kun! Don't forget about your lessons! Hi kids! Bye kids!" Gojo said playfully, throwing the familiar punching bear to Itadori before leaving.
"What's this thing?" Ino asked.
"It's to help me control my cursed energy. So while I watch the movies, if I don't charge it with cursed energy it punches me square in the face. I thought I had mastered this thing already, but he insist I keep training with it." Itadori grumbles.
"At least it's cute." You commented, taking a sip of your drink.
"Until it punches you in your face without warning!" The pink haired boy barks.
The talks died down, the three of you eating quietly when another movie is played on the screen. Itadori didn't bother reading the title, it was a plain one about a zombie apocalypse that got him extremely bored, yet he kept watching still so the plushie didn't punch him in the face again; he's been keeping a record since all his last cursed energy training lessons were a sucess to this day. When his head started nodding and eyelids dropping Itadori can't remember well, about fourty five minutes of movie perhaps? Make it fifty, the second slumber took over his body completely.
When he awoke once again, it was near midnight, the clock on the wall told him so. He also noticed a soft and warm surface supporting his head, figures, it's your shoulder he's resting into, he feels an arm around his own shoulders and your cheek placed upon his hair.
"Hey, it's late." You immediately notices he's awake, calling out softly. "You should sleep on your room, or something, better to your spine."
He chuckles when you poke his side. "But I'm comfortable here."
"I'm surprised, you just met me today, and now is sleeping on my shoulder."
"I'm not, that happens often to me."
"Sleeping on people's shoulders?"
"No! Making friends quickly." Itadori likes your gentle warmth, your hug, everything makes him feel at home. "I met two more people before you for two weeks, but they can't see me, because I'm dead."
"So I'll keep you company, that's my new mission."
His eyes widen at that, a oh so little blush covering the tip of his ears.
"For how many time I slept anyway?" He asks.
"About two- no, three hours. You missed two movies, and this one is about to end."
"And you stayed here the whole time?" He motions to your shoulder.
"Yep. That reminds me I gotta pee."
Itadori grumbles, but quickly lifts himself off you, respecting your needs. That gives him some time to look around, he notices Ino is gone, and the plushie sits quietly at the other side of the couch, unmoving.
"Y/N! How did you manage to make it quiet down?" He's beyond bafflet.
"...que."
"What!"
"I said!" You arrive quickly at the doorframe, hands still wet from when you washed them. "I used my innate technique."
"Oh! How is it like?"
"It's kinda funny, gimme a moment." You left to wipe off your hands, coming back in a second. "So, just like Shoko, I produce reverse curse energy, but it's quite different than hers, I can't heal people. That's why we often call it positive energy instead. I can use it to soothe off negative energy, so the bear has no cursed energy right now."
"How does it works on people?" He felt very curious about everything, asking away like a kid.
"Since everyone has negative energy, it just makes you sleepy really. But when it comes to curses it's really practical, I can either weaken it or, if the curse is like grade three or four, I can slap them off existence completely by wiping all their energy." You were naturally proud of having a such versatile power, your own energy swirling with pride around you.
"That sounds amazing! Is it why I fell asleep though?"
"Nah, only if I did it on purpose. I guess you were just tired, hope you don't mind I decided to let you rest today."
"No way, it was a good nap."
You nodded. "By the way, Ino left to attend to a drinking party, he paid for our food."
"Drinking? Is he old?"
"Yeah, he's twenty." You chuckled, already expecting that kind of reaction.
"No way! He looks young just like us!"
"That's totally my reaction after I learned he's twenty!"
After that day, you started visiting Itadori weekly to daily, after exchanging numbers he made a little group with you and Ino, naming it the "Nanami trio". But really, he exchanges more texts with you in private, be them memes, cool images he wish to share, etcetera. Although, Ino wasn't left excluded, he ofter brough his xbox to connect to Itadori's tv room and you all would spend hours playing together; he just didn't spend much time with both of you as much. And that was okay.
For a few days, your connection with Itadori died down when he didn't reply to your texts. They would remain unread for some time, the longest being half a day, until he would spam apologies then move on with the topic. That became a routine until one day when you came over to check on Itadori unnanounced, needin to ease off your worries about the boy, only to find him sobbing in the middle of a hallway, staring ahead and beyond, his back to you.
"Ita-?"
"Egh!" Startled, he scrambled to wipe his eyes, turning to you. "H-hey, um, hi."
"What happened?"
"I- he-" His eyes didn't met yours, knuckles white in a death grip. You notice he has a few bandages thrown over his face and arms. The way his shoulders are drawn, as if he wants to shrink into himself is something you've experienced before.
"Something hard to talk about?"
He nods almost immediately, head still facing down.
"It's alright, come with me." You reach for his hands, grimacing slightly when his forceful grip is now on your hand, yet you don't comment on it. He follows you through the state wordlessly.
You two stop on the same tv room, sitting down on the couch. You then guide his head to your shoulder, gently massaging his scalp with the free hand.
"It's alright."
Those two words are chanted like a prayer for the next half hour, at some point, Itadori twisted his body towards yours and unknowingly caged you between him and the sofa arm. He embraced you with a force you didn't have in you, like he didn't want to lose one another. Painful or not, not a muscle moved on your body. He needed a shoulder to cry on.
Thirty minutes passed like seconds, you peered down only to find the boy confortably napping against your bosom; at some point you just became the cold side of the pillow to him. That's alright. It brings you joy to be the mom friend anyways. So you decided to join the sleepland aswell, arms still secured around his shoulders and the back of his head.
It feels like the nap hasn't been long, though, because you can feel Itadori's grip loosening and therefore, you're awake.
"Sorry if I broke any bones, in advance."
"Wow, and you only warn me now."
He laughs at your comeback, hands still secured around your waist.
"I'm surprised you let me uh, cuddle you for comfort - and sleep. I don't understand it? You just make me sleepy." He rambled, keeping eye contact with you while his head still rests on your chest.
"That's a piece of cake when you have younger siblings who seek for you every night they get a nightmare."
"Does that mean I can come to you again if I have a nightmare?" There it is, his togepi-kirby cutesy face.
"Are you four?"
"That's mean!" Itadori blushed, squeezing you on his arms. "I like the contact. It puts me at ease."
"Mm, do you want to talk about it?"
He gulped. "No, not really."
Your peach haired friend remained silent, and so did you. It seems he doesn't intend in letting you go soon, or he just really forgot to mention it. It gives them time to think, your younger sisted used to do that sometimes, back in Kyoto.
"Y/N, wanna watch anything?"
"Sure, have you watched Parasyte before?"
"No, let's give it a try then!" Itadori glances at the remote, then back at you - making you confused over his hesitation to move. He notices you noticed it, chuckling nervously. "To be honest, I don't wanna let go."
"It's hurting my back."
"SORRY I'M SORRY!" He jumped away from you like a cat would jolt away from a cucumber, making you snicker.
"It's okay, I just wanted to change positions."
And to tease you, but he didn't need to know that part.
He glared at you with a small pout, typing the initials of Parasyte on the search bar. Outside his line of vision, you were grinning like a idiot, his sweeteness took a tow on you. All the people of Tokyo you met really held a way different spirit from your classmates in Kyoto, Itadori being the nicest of all. It's surprising him being Sukuna's vessel to begin with; being honest, you felt drawn by it.
"Y/N, it's startiiiiing." He cut your daydreaming short, slumping on your side and propping his head on your shoulder.
"This again?" You throw an arm around his shoulders, very much like the first time he cuddled himself on you.
"Don't blame me, you're the one who wanted to change positions. Guess I'll just make some alterations since I'm awake this time!" One of his arms went behind your back and circled your waist, hand resting at your hip.
"It's definely different, since the other time you drooled on me."
"Hhgh, okay okay! Let me enjoy this." For perhaps the actual first time, you're able to watch without exchanging words with one another.
And this time, it's you who's head loll to the side, nose buried on his soft rose perfumed hair. Itadori doesn't comment on it yet, his free hand moves under your legs to lift your whole body up efortlessly when he senses you have fallen asleep.
"I remember you said it's bad for my spine, I wouldn't mind it... yours however."
The boy makes a beeline to the guest room, he sighs when there is no choice but open the door with his foot. Inside, he places you carefully in the soft bed.
Before he could leave, a hand reaches up for his sleeve.
"Itadori," He turned, looking at you. "Make me company?"
He giggles softly - you think it sounds like a highschool girl. "You should start calling me by my first name!" Itadori rambles as he climbs on the bed, arms wrapping around your waist in a motion you're familiar with.
"Yuuji, I'm tired, let me sleep."
"But I wanna talk more..." He pouts. "Also, are we, um, dating?"
You wriggle around, bringing his head down to peck on his forehead, teasing. "Correction, I want to date you."
"Uh, oh." A blush coats his face so quickly, you'd say someone dumped a bucket of red paint on his face.
"Is that a no?"
"No!"
"So it is a no."
"Christ, will you stop teasing for a second, I'm trying to talk here." He makes an angry version of his togepi-kirby face, you can't help but grin.
"You amuse me, but okay. I'll do it for you."
"Thanks." He blinks, the blush slowly fading away. "You know, I lied, not about the contact, I like the contact nonetheless-"
His hand moves to play with yours, such as tapping his tips against yours, or meassuring the palms.
"-it's you who brings me comfort."
It's also your turn to blush, that line was seriously charming.
"Yeah."
"Yeah?"
"Yes, we're dating now." You respond, a little eagerly. "Can I kiss you?"
"Please."
This is the best person I could ask for, Itadori thinks, keeping his eyes open as yours shut during the kiss, whom I won't change for anything else in this world.
When you both separate, Itadori feels drowsy and sleepy. His face fits perfectly on your shoulder as always.
"Goodnight, my favorite person."
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iamanartichoke · 3 years
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I started to reblog this post on my dash, but then I ended up writing a long ass reply bc apparently I care about the how shitty the school system in America is? Which was news to me, but regardless, by the time I finished I didn't want to reblog it anymore bc it had strayed from the point of the post and was mostly just me yelling into the void -
- but, I mean, I wrote it and everything and now I have to do something with it, so, well, have a random brain dump about the US school system.
This isn't even a fandom post, smh.
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I mean, obligatory 'I used to be a K-12 teacher' and kids are fucking messy. Like. When I was a teacher, kids weren't allowed to eat in the classroom and I would still be pulling empty chip bags and candy wrappers and half-eaten dum-dums and drink bottles from kids' desks every single day. And the gum, my god. They really will stick that shit anywhere and everywhere. These were high schoolers, not kindergarteners. I can't imagine what it would be like if eating was allowed.
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So, I mean, "no eating/drinking in class" is a reasonable rule.
I get the spirit of the OP and absolutely agree with it, btw. Kids aren't animals and aren't robots, either, and the strictest teachers take reasonable rules and use them to be power-tripping assholes to kids and that's not okay.
I just think that "kids should be allowed to eat/drink in class" isn't exactly the conversation we need to be having here because it's not the real issue. The conversation we need to be having is, why does the structure of our school system lend itself so easily to reasonable rules being unreasonably enforced?
For example, why is the kid hungry in the first place? Bc their day is ridiculously long; the first bell was at 7:30am and they had a slice of pizza for lunch at 10am and the day isn't over until 3:30pm. That's an eight-hour day; an adult on an eight-hour shift gets two 15 minute breaks and a 30 minute break for lunch (assuming their work place follows the law, which is another conversation). Kids get 25 minutes, 15 of which are spent standing in the food line, and 4 minutes between classes, all of which are spent getting from one class to the next without being penalized for walking in late. Bathroom? Good luck. Snack break? Pfft.
And the power-tripping teacher who treats that hungry kid like an animal by refusing to let them go to the bathroom or eat a snack? Here's a not-so-secret from the inside: teachers who are in it for love of the profession are rare. Most of them feel powerless against admin, parents, the school board, the state. They can't even create their own curriculum anymore bc it's all "collaborative" and "meeting the standards" and all that matters are test scores and the test scores are skewed data that doesn't actually matter and the teachers know that but they can't do anything about it. The pay is abysmal, the benefits might as well be nonexistent, the unpaid work builds and builds, and there's never any pencils. The kids are the only people they have any say over, and they abuse that power in order to feel important bc their jobs fucking suck and when you're a teacher, 80% of your life is spent on your job, so your life probably fucking sucks, too.
All of which is to say, teachers shouldn't be treating kids like animals or robots, but kids shouldn't be hungry in class in the first place. The structure of the school day needs a complete overhaul to allow for flexibility and meeting the needs of growing human beings.
And in order for that to happen, the entire system needs to be redesigned. Teacher pay needs a huge increase in order to attract people who love the profession but also want to make a comfortable living. The budget needs to be redone so teachers aren't constantly paying for materials and classroom decor with their own money. The curriculum and the standards need to be re-evaluated. Standardized testing needs to cease to exist. Teachers need to be allowed to be creative and fluid in their lesson plans; they need to be allowed to teach things that matter. Get rid of those shitty ass desks and chairs and invest in something less permanently damaging to one's joints and posture. Get some more fucking windows in those god-awful buildings.
"Teachers should let kids eat/drink in class" is a solution to the illusion of the problem. The rule is a symptom of the overall broken design. So how do we fix that?
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mcyt-amber-tftsmp · 3 years
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𝐑𝐮𝐧 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐘𝐨𝐮 {𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫}
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Request?: none
Character: Ranbutler (For the sake of the story let's name him Mark since we don't know his name!)
Side Character(s): Niki Nihachu, Captain Puffy and the SBI family + Kristen and Tubbo!
Story-type: slightly platonic but mostly romantic and a bit of angst but not so much!
Story Length: 5100 words
AU or Not: Basically an AU that has nothing to do with a red egg or Sir Billiam's constant complaining smh
Time Period: Medieval sort of Au! Technically he same time as the Masquerade but of course that doesn't exist cause if it did I would be making an omelette!
Plot Summary: You are the princess of a very wealthy kingdom known as Y/K/N (Your Kingdom's Name) and the only daughter who is basically being forced to marry a prince from a different kingdom but you happen to love a certain butler and plan to leave it all.
Small Info: Both you and Ranbutler are 18 in this story cause why not?
Keywords:
Y/N = Your Name L/N = Last Name B/N = Brother's Name Y/F/C = Your Favorite Color Y/K/N = Your Kingdom's Name R/K/N = Random Kingdom's Name F/N = Father's Name M/N = Mother's Name
Trigger Warning:
- Very strict parents - Mentions of arranged marriage - My very poor writing skills plus English (Fun fact: when i talk I speak good English but write poor English for some ungodly reason smh!)
Normal Warning: Huge as heck Oneshot!
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Third Person Point of View~
You woke up to the sun coming through your window and light yet slightly loud sound of knocking coming from outside of your door. Yous lowly sat up from your bed as you heard a voice coming from your room.
"Your highness are you awake?" You heard Niki, your personal maid and good friend call you from outside.
"Yes Niki I am awake." You said as you saw the door slowly open to reveal a woman with black hair with blonde highlights in the front, Niki.
"Good morning your Highness. I hope I didn't wake you or disturb you." She said in an apologetic tone as you shook your head.
"It's alright Niki. You didn't wake me up or disturb me and you do know you can call me Y/N right?" You asked as you got up from your bed and went over to get ready.
"I know I am still trying to get used to it since I have to call 'Your Highness' in front of your parents. Oh! I also have to help you with getting you ready today!" Niki said as she went over to help you.
This made you slightly curious as to why. Normally you would get ready with no problem unless there was a guest or some formal event that you have to look good and everything. To be honest you didn't like this life at all and just wanted a normal life.
"Is there a reason for this?" You asked as she slightly shrugged.
"I am not really sure why Your High- I mean Y/N. Though I did hear from your father that there may be another family coming from a distant Kingdom." Niki said which made you even more curious.
You had many questions as to why all of a sudden another family is coming from a different Kingdom but the one thing which was coming in your head was the idea of a an arranged marriage. You shuddered at the thought cause you didn't want to marry someone you never met before or gotten close to.
"And done! You look very pretty!" Niki said as she finished helping you get ready. It was just a simple but elegant Y/F/C dress. You smiled at Niki as you thanked her. At that right moment there was another knock from the open door which revealed to be a boy with heterochromatic red and green eyes and slightly messy brown hair slightly covering his left side of his forehead who happened to be Mark, your butler.
"I hope I am not interrupting anything Your Highness..." Mark asked as you shook your head with a smile.
"No you aren't Mark and what did I say about calling me that? You know you can call me Y/N right?" You said.
"Sorry Y/N. I am still trying not to call you that when your parents aren't around. Oh and your parents are calling you for breakfast." He said as you smiled with small giggle.
"It's alright Mark. I understand." You said and before you could go you heard him say, "Y-you look very beautiful today Y/N." This technically caused you to blush a bit.
"Thank you Mark. You are very kind." You said as you headed towards the dining room where your parents were waiting for you to join them.
Once you were out of earshot and basically out of sight, Mark face palmed at what he just blurted out of his big mouth and was mentally trying not to beat himself up for that. He was going to be honest about having feelings for you. Niki looked at Mark who was currently red in the face.
"You okay?" Niki asked him as Mark nodded.
"Yes I am okay just not sure what to do. I mean what's the point in liking someone when you know you can never get them to love you back and the fact that she's a princess and I am just a mere butler..." Mark said as he looked down at the pristine marble floors as Niki patted him on the back.
"Hey come on! Cheer up! You never know if she likes you back or not. I mean she doesn't really like the entire royal life much to be honest." Niki said as Mark nodded.
He knew this before but he really didn't have much of a chance. He and you would talk a lot and became very good friends and this lead him to have feelings for you. He kept somewhat of his hopes up but then again it was still a one in a million chance at this point.
"Come on! We have to get ready for the guests coming from another kingdom!" Niki said bringing the butler's attention as they went their ways.
Your Point of View~
Breakfast was quiet. Normally it would be me taking with my brother, B/N but of course my brother got married and has gone for his honeymoon. He was to be honest knew about my crush on Mark and has supported me but I knew my parents would forbid it if I told them. As I was thinking my mother spoke up.
"How are you doing my sweet daughter?" My mother said as I quickly swallowed the food in my mouth.
"I am doing well mother. Is there something I should know about for today?" I asked as my father set down his cup of tea.
"Well as you should know that a family from a kingdom is coming. They are from R/K/N Kingdom. You know the prince of that Kingdom right? I believe his name happens to be Prince Jason?" He said as I nodded. I have heard of the name yet I never talked to him at all cause I wasn't so interested in talking to other families much.
((Author: I know very vague name! 'Jason'! Like bruh! xD at least it ain't good as Mark! LOL))
"Well we are planning on making an arranged marriage between you two." My father said as my eyes widened at his words. No way in hell am I getting married to someone.
"I am not getting married to someone I have never met properly!" I said snapping a little and I knew I would regret doing this as my parents glared at me.
"That's not how you speak to your father young lady." MY mother spoke to me as i looked down at my lap still feeling frustrated.
"This is best for the kingdom and you will be getting married whether you like it or not and just so you know you will be getting married to him after five days. The prince himself has already agreed to this" My father said as I fought back tears.
I seriously didn't want to get married to prince Jason. I barely knew him and I knew I wouldn't be married to him by love but just because I got forced to do this. I just want to run away from this life.
Timeskip brought to you by me simping~
I waited beside my father and mother as we waited for the family of R/K/N Kingdom. I looked behind me to see Niki giving me a smile of reassurance. I looked at Mark who gave me a smile and a thumbs up. I smiled back at them and looked in front quickly.
I was blushing after seeing Mark. To be honest i loved his smile. It always made my day. I was snapped out of my thoughts when our Advisor announced that the family has arrived. I looked to see the door open to reveal the Queen, King and Prince of the other Kingdom and followed my parents to greet them.
"I am so glad you could join us with your lovely family King Etienne." My father started as they shook hands.
"I am glad to join you as well King F/N. This must be your daughter Y/N am I right?" King Etienne said as he looked at me. I curtsied as I greeted him.
"Yes I am Your Majesty." I said as he chuckled.
"No need for formalities as you will be marrying off my youngest son, Jason here." He said as he gestured to the blonde boy with brown eyes who came forward to meet me.
"It's lovely to make your acquaintance Princess." He said as he smirked.
"Likewise." I said trying not to feel irritated with him.
"Looks like our children will be getting along just fine. Don't you think so M/N?" Queen Aliyah asked as my mother nodded.
"Why don't we talk more at lunch. You must all look exhausted after traveling. Come along I will show you to your rooms." My father said and before I could go Prince Jason stopped me by taking my hand and kissing it.
"I will see your around Princess" He said to me in a flirty tone as he walked towards the rest. I seriously hated him even more.
((Author: Anyone wanna kill of Jason with me? Only me? Okay!))
Ranbutler's/Marks' Point of View~
As I saw that bloody prince kiss the palm of Y/N's hand I gritted my teeth in slight anger and jealousy. I seriously couldn't stand and watch this anymore.
"I can't look at this anymore..." I said walking away fast from the place without anyone noticing but of course Niki did and was coming behind me.
"Mark wait!" I heard Niki whisper yelling but I just continued to walk but I gradually stopped and leaned to my side against a wall as I wiped my face. It hurt a lot and Niki who finally caught up saw the distraught in my eyes.
"Mark look at me. Please?" She said as I slowly looked at her. She looked worried and I hated seeing this. I looked away and at the floor.
"Am I really this much of a bad friend that doesn't want her to get married to that prince just because I love her?" I ask fighting back tears as Niki hugged me.
"No you aren't and you will never be a bad friend because of that. She loves you no matter what alright? Good!" Niki said as I wiped my face.
"Thank you sister." I said as she nodded.
"Anytime little brother!" She said as I followed her.
I basically knew the rest of the five days starting from tomorrow would be something which I hate cause I have to see Y/N and that Prince nearly hanging out everyday because King F/N. God I am gonna go through such a huge roller coaster and am not gonna love it.
Third Person Point of View~
The five days seemed to have been passing by pretty quick. Prince Jason and Princess Y/N would be hanging out most of their time. Of course it wasn't Y/N's idea to talk to him but she had to since his father and mother were not going to leave her be without talking to him.
Y/N would mostly make small talk wit the Prince while the Prince would boast around most of his time and would just go on and on while Y/N just listened. She seriously didn't enjoy talking to him like how she enjoys talking with Mark.
Meanwhile with Mark and Niki, they seriously did not like the Prince at all. The royal family may not know it but the Prince has been really demanding towards Niki and the other maids and those maids did not like them either along with the butlers that are here around the castle.
The most mistreated butler here by Jason was Mark. Jason would always do something and apologize but he and a few people knew besides the the Kings and Queens that he meant to do that but of course they had no power and if they did something of course it might lead to some sort of punishment.
This has been going on for four days straight and at this point all the maids and butlers disliked Jason and knew that Princess Y/N did too but they all knew she had no choice.
The fifth day rolled by and Y/N would be getting married after the fifth day and she knew she had no time to get out of this. She had already accepted her fate which was to get married to Jason as she had no choice.
But... a certain maid had other plans. A risky one but she knew that it would work out well and she set her plan into motion without anyone's knowledge.
Y/N's Point of View~
It was the fifth day and it was two hours till midnight. I knew I had no choice and no plans of escaping this. I sat on my bed with my nightgown on. I looked at the clock to see it was 10 o' clock at night. I can't believe this was happening and I couldn't even tell Mark how much I loved him way more than a friend. My thoughts were broken when a knock came through my door.
"Come in..." I faintly said as I heard the door open. I looked up to see it was Mark.
He came towards me and I motioned for him to sit beside me. He slowly sat down on the bed and there was a moment of silence between us. It would have lasted longer but Mark had spoken up to break the silence.
"So... I guess you are getting married tomorrow huh..." He said in a neutral voice as I nodded.
"Seems so..." I said and there was silence once again. In those silent moments I randomly started to tear up.
"Mark... I don't want to get married tomorrow to Prince Jason..." I said as my voice slightly broke as tears feel down my face.
"Why not? I mean Prince Jason is a really nice guy and would treat you well..." You heard Mark trail off but you did notice his tone was different. Was it that he was sad? You brushed it off.
"Mark listen. I don't love him at all! I don't want to be with someone I barely know and love! Jason is that person I barely know and love. I love someone else but I don't even know anymore..." I said wiping my face. I hated this so much yet I have no choice.
Before I could do anything else, I felt two hands cup my cheek and felt a pair of lips meet mine. Before I knew it, Mark was kissing me. It was passionate and loving. He broke away from it and had a face of worry and quickly stood up.
"I-I am r-really s-sorry Y/N I-I didn't mean to-" I cut him off by kissing him while standing on tippy toes and bringing him slightly closer.
((Author: Don't get any ideas please! Or I will go shoot shoot on that dirty mind of y'alls! 😃🔫 Be careful! Now shoo!))
Ranbutler's/Mark's Point of View~
I was in shock cause SHE was kissing ME! I kissed her back. The kiss was long and passionate and didn't really last that long since we had to break away for air. At this point both our faces were red from blushing.
"I guess that person who you love is me...?" I asked as she nodded hugging me.
"Yeah it is." She said sighing not letting me go.
"I love you Mark." She continued as I kissed the top of her hair.
"I love you too. I don't want you to marry that Prince..." I said as she nodded.
"I don't want to either Mark but we have no plan to escape this easily and I don't know how to either." She said.
It was true we had no plan and if we escaped without a plan it would be very difficult. Gosh I wished we had a plan or we could have escaped smoothly. My thought was broken by someone coughing and we both looked in a panic to see who it was and luckily it was just Niki.
"Be ready 12 o' clock at night. Pack a few things and especially wear a cloak to hide yourselves. Don't question cause I am getting you two out of here." Niki said as she left.
Y/N and I looked at the door trying to process what just happened but understood. We did as she said and got ready. When it was 12 at midnight Niki set her plan into action.
"Come with me you two. I know a friend who can get you out of here with no issue. But be very quiet." She said as we followed her through the halls as quiet as possible.
She led us down a secret tunnel which was unknown to everyone accept her but of course me and Y/N know about this. After minutes of walking we were outside but near the docks. I looked around to notice a huge ship docked nearby with a person leaning against the wall of the ship.
"Is this it Niki?" I asked as Y/N stood beside me adjusting her cloak and hood to not get noticed. Niki nodded.
"Yep!" She said walking towards the ship as we followed.
When we came a little closer, the owner of the ship was revealed to be a woman who was half ram and had half white and brown fluffy hair up to their waist. She smiled as she looked at us and shook my hand.
"Captain Puffy at your service! I am guessing you are Mark and Princess Y/N?" She asked as we nodded.
"Yes but please call me Y/N Puffy. No need for formalities." Y/N said with a smile as Puffy nodded.
"Alright! Right this way." She said leading Y/N and me to get on the ship.
Before I did that I stopped to look at Niki who had a sad smile on her face. I was going to miss her a lot. She is my sister and it will be hard leaving her.
"I will miss you brother. Please take care." She said giving me a quick hug as I hugged back and nodded.
"I will sister. Do the same." I said as I got on the ship and it set sailed.
I looked out at sea and my sister who was waving farewell. I waved back along with Y/N. At this point I didn't care about anything other than what was going to happen now. I just hoped things don't go downhill when they find out the Princess had run away.
Niki's Point of View~
I quickly went back to the castle using the secret route I always used to meet Puffy. It was going to be a matter of time in the morning when the king and queen and the other royal family found out that Y/N was missing. I already had an excuse for my brother which is fool proof. Right now I was going to get some sleep and wake up tomorrow.
The Next Morning~
I woke up as early as I could and I saw the other maids and butlers preparing the food and other things for the arranged marriage today. I was the one who knew the entire marriage thing was going to go down real fast.
I went with the Queen to 'wake up Y/N' for the big day today. At this point no one has asked about Mark or where he is other than the butlers and maids but I told them that he was sick and had to leave for home. As I was thinking the Queen spoke up.
"Where is Mark today anyways? I haven't seen him since morning and he normally wake up early." She said.
"He was really sick so he had to leave for home later in the morning." I said as she nodded.
"I am glad he left to take care of himself and so my daughter doesn't get ill on her wedding day." The Queen said as we stood out of Y/N's room.
"Y/N! It's time to wake up for your big day!" The Queen called out but as expected from me, no answer.
"Y/N?" She said as she opened the door to reveal no one was there.
The Queen had a look of panic and me being the good actor I am had the same look of panic. We looked around everywhere. Even Prince Jason and his family looked around but couldn't find her. The King even went to town to ask around but of course no one saw her.
At this point no one suspected it to be Mark or had any suspicions of it. They didn't even suspect a thing from me since I acted out pretty well. The other maids and butlers were worried but glad at the same time that Y/N wasn't marrying that b***ard. I for one was very glad.
Y/N's Point of View~
I quickly got dressed the minute I woke up and went out of the deck to see Mark slightly leaning against the rails as he looked across the horizon and saw Puffy sail the seas. She noticed me and smiled.
"Good morning Y/N." Mark said with a smile.
"Morning Mark!" I said a bit cheerful.
"I am glad you are all dressed up cause we will be reaching the dock in five minutes." She said as she continued sailing and looking ahead.
"Where are we going exactly?" I asked.
"We are going to Minecraftia Kingdom which is ruled by the one and only Philza Minecraft." She said.
I have heard of the Kingdom but my father didn't really have any sort of connection with the king of the kingdom plus this kingdom was in a sense very mysterious as the Kingdom would 'move' and by that it was only found by people who needed it the most.
After five minutes we reached the dock of the kingdom and carefully got down. I looked around to see many people running around working. Children were running here and there and were having fun.
"MOM/DAD!!" My thought broke as I heard someone yell these words and noticed five people run towards Puffy and engulfed her in a hug.
"Hello my Ducklings!" I heard puffy say. I practically guessed they were her children.
"I am glad you got back safe papa!" I heard the who had shark-totem like features say.
"Who are they?" I heard the girl with blonde hair ask.
"They are the ones I was supposed to pick up from the Y/K/N Kingdom." Puffy said.
"Y/N and Mark, meet my adopted children. This is Dream (As in DreamXD), Clay (As In Dream), Foolish, Drista and Michelle. My children meet Y/N and Mark." Puffy said introducing us.
After all this we headed towards the castle. To be fair the castle was really huge and I was really nervous and hoping the king would allow me to stay here like Puffy said he will. We were led to the throne room which revealed King Philza, Queen Kristen and three other who I guessed were his sons.
"I am so glad to see you three safe and sound. My name is Philza but please call me Phil and this is my wife Kristen and my three sons: Technoblade, Wilbur and Tommy." Philza said introducing themselves.
"Don't forget my best friend Tubbo!" I heard the younger blonde say as I saw another kid come out from behind him who I guessed was Tubbo.
"Hi Tubbo." I said as he nodded with a toothy smile.
"Also I will show you to your rooms. You and Mark can stay as long as you like here." Philza said as he showed us our rooms.
I settled down in my room as I put my things away. To say the least the room was pretty big like a bit bigger than my old room. After I settled down as freshened myself up, I heard a knock on my door and hearing Mark's voice I let him in.
"Hey Mark." I said as he smiled.
"Hey Y/N" He said.
We both sat down on the bed as silence once again came towards us. It was pretty much normal at this point. I mean we both ran away from my kingdom and there might be a chance that my family might find us but at this point I prayed that they just don't.
"I am actually thinking about Jason's reaction right now that you are out of his picture." Mark said as he chuckled at the thought. I also laughed cause it was pretty funny to say the least.
"At this point I don't feel like looking back and just focusing on our future." I said as Mark nodded.
"Me too." he said as leaned down and kissed my cheek. At this point we were staring at each other longingly but that was broken by a screeching off a child as we looked at the door to see it was Tommy.
"What the f*** did I just walk into!? Nope not today! I am a minor!" he said as he walked away screaming like he was in danger. Then Tubbo kind of peeked through the door.
"We just came to tell your guys that dinner is ready. Also please don't mind Tommy." He said as he ran after Tommy.
We were just looking at the door and then after a few moments burst out in laughter at what just happen. This was really funny to say the least. We got up and walked towards the dining room. As we did my mind went back to my parents. I hope they aren't mad but who am I kidding to think that? Of course they are going to be mad! But I shook the thought out of my head. The only thing I could think about is what else is going to come after me and Mark.
2 years later~
It's been two years since mark and I have ran away from my Kingdom. We still live in Phil's Kingdom but live in a separate cottage together. Niki recently came here to live with Puffy and everyone else. She told me that she quit her job and that my parents gave up on searching me saying that I was a disappointment but I didn't really care. My brother learned that I ran away which he wasn't mad about so that was good.
Right now I just pushed those aside and just focused on spending the rest of my life pretty normally. I made a few friends here like Hannah, Alyssa and a few more. Mark also became friends with Technoblade and Tubbo. You were glad he was able to make new friends.
I was just sitting on the hillside as I looked into the horizon. The sun was setting and it was my favorite time of day. The sky looked really pretty with it's twilight colors. As I stared into the distance I noticed someone sitting next to me and it was Mark.
"It's pretty comforting isn't it? Watching the sunset with no forms of burden?" He asked. I nodded at his words.
"Yeah. It feels nice knowing I have no burden to deal with. It's nice." I said as I continued to look at the sky. After moments of silence it was getting dark. We were about to head back but Mark stopped me.
"Mark is there something wrong?" I asked as he looked at me.
"Y/N I want to say that we have been together for two years and I loved you days after I met you when you were still a princess and I didn't just love you because of that. I loved you for you. I loved your personality and how you treated me and everyone else well. What I am trying to say is that I want to take our relationship to the next step." He said as he started to kneel down. I was beyond shocked at his words and could probably tell what he was going on about.
"Mark..." I said as he fully knelt down in front of me.
"Y/N... would you do me the honors..." He started as he took out a box and opened it to reveal a ring. "... of making me the happiest man alive and marry me?" He asked.
I was shocked beyond everything. At this point I felt the world stop and the only people were me and him. Tears started to well up in my eyes as I nodded.
"YES!" I said as I tackled him into a hug. We were practically crying and laughing in joy.
He popped the ring in my finger as we laid down on the grass for a while. I didn't care if it was very late and dark outside. I was safe enough to be with him for the rest of my life and nothing could ever change this. Right now all I could think of was the bright future ahead of me and how I was going to spend it. But most importantly...
It was going to be with Mark!
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mxtcha-tea · 4 years
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✎desc; how I would rate haikyuu character's drawing.
✎team[s]; fukurodani, inarizaki
✎genre; crack
✎language[s]; english
✎chef note; okay, first off, I'm not a professional drawer but I can still rate drawings. This idea just came to me like a minute ago and I had to do it now, so enjoy :)
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fukurodani.
Bokuto
Aight, I see that we started off greatly.
In all honesty, he have no idea how to draw,
And of course his drawing would look,,,, quite terrible i'm so sorry bokuto lovers
He's that kid in art class where's when the teacher already told them what to draw,
Bokuto sat there on his chair, staring at the canvas
Like, what is he suppose to do? Draw?
Well, yeah technically but what???
I can totally see him frustratingly erase the sketch if it can be called as a sketch
And then proceed to try to copy other people's work
Keyword; try
It's bad but at least he had an effort to finish it
4/10, there I said it
Akaashi
His drawings are not that professional but it's pretty
Have you ever seen a drawing that you wanted to stare at it for hours until you're satisfied?
That what's his drawing are like
Not typically an art kid so he's fine when student's from his art class asked him to draw for them
And is feeling pretty neutral with his talent (he actually won't call it a talent but more like a hobby or sum)
And just say 'thanks' if peoples compliments his drawing
Let say his drawing is, a good 8/10
A decent drawer in conclusion :)
Konoha
Not a bad drawer but he rather keep it basic
Konoha's prolly too lazy to draw something over the top so he's just gonna draw flower or something ksndnzkj
Sometimes sleep during art class and had to ask what they had to draw
Proceeds to decently draws a scenery
He's totally not the creative kid so whenever the teach tell them to draw something, he'll always go with basket of fruits, like,
Man, I appreciated the drawing but at least put some effort on thinking what to draw
The art teacher also kept telling him that he have raw talent and should enhance the skill more,
But that never happened, no
"Sorry ma'am, I'll just stick to volleyball, thank you,"
One part of the art room has a section of konoha's basket of fruits drawings but in different mediums
Rating is 7/10
Washio
IS actually an art kid and you cannot convince me otherwise
Has a small sketchbook with him and he'll always doodle when he's bored or in a middle of a lecture (while taking notes of course)
His main skill in drawing tho is painting
The colors blends in so well with one another and he's good at picking color palettes
Also, he doesn't really get that annoyed if some kids from his class ask him to teach them how to draw
Or even look through his sketchbook
He'll just nod and hand it to them without a second thought
Ajsjdhsijsi Washio get so blushy when someone compliments his drawing,,,,
I’ll give a 10/10 :), congrats
Sarukui
The best that he can do is doodles of owls and other shits but other than that, he cannot do
But the doodles are kinda cute doe ngl
He’ll have his moment where he’s in class and have no idea what to do, and just doodles a bunch of stuff
Once he draw his whole teammate including his coach and himself, he thought to himself,
“Huh, this looks good,”
And then take a picture of it for memories (cause he might throw the book he’s doodling in away)
Speaking of that, he doesn’t have an official book for drawing and just draws in his english or math’s textbook or sum
His juniors eyes are blessed when they got his textbook
Sarukui just vibes in during art class, draws and that’s pretty much it
The drawings,,,,,eh,,,, not that good, he only specialize in doodling as I said
so in conclusion,
drawing? 2/10
doodling? I’ll give a solid 5/10, good job
Komi
I’m gonna say this and I’m prolly gonna say it again
He hates art class
Like, even with him trying his best to draw, it’ll always gonna look strange than what he planned
mf cannot draw a straight line in art class
This dood can draw a nice straight line in any other class whether it’s for a graph or others,
And then proceed to shakily draw a straight line during art session
Totally not an art kid and will never be one
His drawings,,,,
I’m so sorry but it looks so bad
It’ll prolly look a lot better if he put more effort, but it’ll still look bad no matter what
Komi hates art class and can’t draw even a decent doodle so unfortunately, I’ll have to rate it 0/10, sorry :(
Anahori
His drawings are eh
It’s not good but also not bad?
Sometimes you’ll just stare at his drawing for a good minute and be like, what did he just draw just now?
What I’m saying is that his drawing’s are unexplainable
Maybe if you stare at it a little bit longer then it’ll make sense and you can see the beauty in it
But honestly I can’t really see anything, not in a bad way, but like, literally nothing
You’ll be staring at his canvas as the mario kart rainbow road music started playing inside your head
But Anahori is always proud of his drawings no manner what
So, I’ll rate confusion/10
Onaga
Just like Komi, he sorta hates art class too
But lemme tell ya, his sketches are GODLY, like, have you seen those pinterest hand sketches?
That’s what his sketch would look like
It’s so yummy to look at what
But he sucks at lineart so JAHGSDSHD
Onaga cannot properly hold the black pen and do the lineart, it’ll always turn wonky and he had to throw it away
Like, if he spend even hours tryna outline it all, and then erase it
It’ll look so trash
And he’ll just stare at it for a couple of minutes before crumpling the paper
He’ll also suck at coloring
Mans cannot understand how the color blend in together
And I think I’ll rate,,,,,6/10 just cause he suck at coloring and lineart lmao don’t worry i suck at coloring too
Kaori
Another decent drawer and her drawings are almost the same as Akaashi’s
But instead of it looking pretty, it looks cute
I have a headcanon that Kaori have a journal and does journaling so that’s prolly the reason why her drawings are cute af
But honestly, her drawings sometimes depends on her mood,
If she’s mad or frustrated, her drawing would look kinda rough and not that cute anymore
If she’s feeling happy tho, It’ll look so nice and cuddly does that even make any sense
Isn’t necessarily an art kid but would love to try be one
And she totally have drawing sessions with Washio aaaaaa,
Just imagine both of them sketching in the same sketchbook while talking about the volleyball club or anything else
She’s getting an 9/10 just cause her sketchs looks clean <33
Yukie
She doesn’t draw at all
Like, you’ll never see her drawing at any kind of time so you have no idea what it looks like
Yukie would still attend art class,
But never draws
She said that she’s pretty lazy to draw it and said to draw it at her home later
But no one even saw that drawing after that
Yukie doesn’t show her drawings nor EVEN draw for once
So I technically can’t rate :/
inarizaki.
Ginjima
LISTEN
The only reason why I started with Gin is because he have some amazing drawing skills
He admit that he’s not an art kid but draws godly as if he had been thought since he was a kid,
Well, actually yes
I think Ginjima actually wanted to be a drawer when he was still a little kid way before he started his 3rd year of middle school
So he practiced a few and became a nice drawer since then,
But he kinda quit being a drawer and decided to go with volleyball
And guess what?
His drawing talent is still there
He totally specialize in pencil drawing cause that’s the first thing he started learning
The lines are smooth and the shading are so yummy what is wrong with me
The Miya twins and Suna are so sh00ked when he saw his drawing during art class
ngl he’s pretty smug about it too but doesn’t brag about it
I’ll give this boy 12/10, mwuaah
Suna
I hate this man for this sole reason
Suna is too LAZY to draw so he doesn’t give any effort in his drawing
I can guarantee myself that I’ll get an eye strain when I saw his drawing
And...
*wipes away tears*
He draws too many dick
–2/10
Don’t come for my head Suna lovers
Atsumu
OMFG
OKAY, OKAY, I KNOW THAT ATSUMU MIGHT PUT ON SOME EFFORT IN HIS DRAWINGS,
BUT WHY IS IT STILL SO BAD?????
He’ll prolly think his drawing would look good but no, it’s not
No matter on what perspective you look his drawings at, It’ll still look bad
AND HE DOESN’T EVEN NOTICE IT
Osamu laughs a lot at his drawing and they started fighting for that only reason smh
Atsumu, I appreciate your effort so SO much,
But please, just stick to volleyball
–10+/10
I put a plus there because of his effort and because of pity
Osamu
He draws in ms paint, with a mouse
But he can draw some foods tho
But all of it looks wonky af
1/10
Akagi
A pretty decent drawer
Akagi always draw happy and cute drawings so you’ll also get happy when you saw his drawings
Puts on a big smile when people compliments his drawing and shyly scratches the back of his neck
“Nah, this just look normal!”
But he draws oddly thick lines sometimes
Sometimes it looks good in some drawing
And sometimes it looks, bizzare in others...
But I think his drawing would look nice <3
Overall, I’ll give a,,, 7.5/10, keep up the good work
Oomimi
He’s from class 7 AND I really think that he’ll be good at drawing
Well, he can draw a few things but he struggles drawing other things he never accustomed to
But!
Oomimi is that kid who’s good at drawing scenery
He knows basic color palettes and which is cold and hot colors
So the scenery drawing would always look good
He get a lot of compliments for the drawing (50% of it from Akagi)
I think he doesn’t have that many time to relax and draw freely but when he does have it, it’ll just be small and simple doodles
um, let’s go with 8/10 <3
Aran
I truly believe that Aran can draw peoples face but in a pretty decent amount
He’s also good with anatomy teach me your ways king
But as much as he’s good at that, he kinda sucks at drawing any kind of background drawings
Mans can’t draw a scenery I’m telling you
As if the background doesn’t even exist in his mind lolol I’m sorry Aran lovers, I didn’t mean that in a bad way
Mainly uses copic markers to color and color pencils to shade
The first time he use the copic marker, he got really frustrated that the marker stain the other pages lmao
And he never uses digital drawing applications or softwares
Aran just doesn’t
I think I’ll rate him, 8.5/10
Kita
Okay, I know that Kita’s a top student and never fails in anything
But he’s not typically a good drawer that much
His drawing still got good marks but when you look at it, it just looks normal
I just know that the Kita lovers gonna get me after this
It’s not that bad and not that good, just a nice balance in between
I personally think Kita’s not that godly in drawing but rather a neutral drawer
He draw what he can and does shading and coloring when it’s needed
The colors are all basic colors, no pastel, no neon
And the shadings are pretty basic
Just a normal drawer here
Ya’ll gonna fight me for this but I’ll give Kita’s point,
7/10
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28.09.2020
Day 63 || 60-day personal summer studying challenge
-Fin-
Yes, I'm finally done, guys! I know I didn't really post for the last two weeks or so, but things got hectic. Building Details 1 went great as well as Building Materials. Things got a bit rough on Building Details 2 which got a half completed assignment and test. Istg it kind of ate me alive. The test needed a half hour more than its predetermined duration (they gave the extra half hour to Building Dets 1 test smh) and then archi planning 3 and 4. For 4 the demands were reasonable and we put all of our creativity and skills to produce something like what you may see on Instagram for Studio etc. When it comes to 3 though... I really did not appreciate the hypocrisy of "do what you are" and "what you brought me here isn't you". Anyway, we kinda yolo'd it went with what we know we are and want. Whether our professor appreciates it or not is not in our jurisdiction anymore. We tried to put onto paper what we were visualizing and he couldn't see. Hopefully, he'll understand. Once everything was over, an huge headache landed on me rendering me incapable of existing for the rest of the day. Finally, I took the weekend off to do some well deserved and overdue selfcare. Another week till classes start and I'm planning on spending it doing things that soothe my soul. (We might follow a hybrid system of physical and online classes for as long as th spread of the virus doesn't affect us which doesn't look that long really.) I wish you all a good start of the year!
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deadspaiz · 5 years
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metal sub-au is finally here!
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it's a sub-au bc it's based on 4.5 season au where emo Dean (s5) and long haired Hank (s4) exist at the same time. in metal au Dean enters Shallow Gravy too as a guitarist and for "lady voice parts". he and Dermott both make the group play in heavier genre, sinking Hank with them.
metal bros babysit the zombie boyz after the halloween special episode events. just assume dead Venture clones didn't return to their graves due to (for example) being buried at the compound, not near Ben's house where the Master showed up. metal bros took the responsibility bc zombies don't like to be left alone and most likely will crawl around, alerting everyone and everything. zombies love metal Dean more smh, he sneaks candies from cemetries for them to eat. metal Hank doesn't really mind the dead clones; he reasonably claims them stupid, though he pities them a lot bc he connects his "dead people channel" with them and listens to their rumble for hours if he has nothing else to do. also metal Dean likes to roam in the woods, performing rituals (his Triana obsession is kinda hard for him to bear still), so Hank is stuck with the dead bros, babysitting. Dermott knows about the clones and their lair/nest, saw them once, freaked out like hell and doesn't want to talk about it anymore.
metal bros know that if Brock or pop will find out about the zombies, there will be zombies no more. so, they be shneaky shneaky
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i repeat: don't like to be left alone. they'd lost verbal communication along with some of the brain functions (upright posture for example). almost all previous clone pairs have died from direct or indirect head/brain damage (drowning/choking up also counts as brain damage). the ones who have their heads in good condition can speak, tho. the 7th pair are skeletons, so no chance. the pair from s1 ending blew up, so no healthy heads. among the picture below only bat Hank can speak and do full brain job, as i hc only his neck might be broken, his head and brain are uninjured. all the other ones have head traumas that lend to death.
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i wonder how bad they smell what if metal bros bathe them awww
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realasunicorns · 6 years
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"Give me a character and I will answer"
@callmehername asked me about Ben Solo/Kylo Ren.
(My answers to the other characters are here)
Why I like them
It is hard to talk about this character when I know so little about him, since he's very new compared to all the others. So be kind if I make assumptions bc it's mostly what we can do for now, I think. For me at least, to take what we canonically know about him for sure doesn't leave much to choose, so I'm doing my own thing a bit 🤷🏻‍♀️
Having said this:
Basically, I like him bc he's complex. He's conflicted, but that's something we've seen before. He's also unstable tho. Really unstable.
But I also like him because I feel like I have a hard time reading him. Like, we know he's unstable, but... Are his actions those of a conflicted (and traumatized and probably brainwashed) child grown up? Or not really? I mostly get the feeling he could be very determined and manipulative under that confused look. That he knows exactly what he's doing even if he looks like a mess with temper tantrums. That he's conflicted and he knows people know that, so he uses that as a disguise, like a wolf in sheep's clothing. Or maybe it isn't that at all. Maybe he's THAT misguided. I guess we'll have to wait for Episode IX to find out more, but for now I like that he keeps me guessing.
Then there is also the fact that troughout the Episodes, we are repeatedly told by the Jedi that one must resist the Dark Side. It is easy to fall and once you do, it forever will dominate your destiny. And I think it's fascinating how Kylo is permanently fighting to stay in it. For someone to show such a struggle with the Dark Side, it could mean an increadibly strong alignment to the Light and/or that he was pushed into the darkness by someone without his consent (hello Snoke) probably by means of an idea in his mind. An idea that was wrong all along: what Vader was supposed to be like. What he was supposed to be too. So he's holding onto the darkness on sheer determination to be that. (Which I find to be very ironic bc if you read my opinion on Anakin I always thought he was conflicted all along, Vader as well. Maybe not just like Ben, but he wasn't like Sheev, that kind of pure evil that Ben seems to think he was.)
To me it all goes down to: would he struggle as much to stay in the Light as he struggles to be in the Dark? How much of it was Snoke's doing? Walking the fine line between the Light and the Dark would make him even more interesting as a character. And it also brings something into the table that I've been waiting for many, many years: actual force balance/the Grey/etc.
So, essentially, what I love the most about his character is all the possibilities he brings to the table and the fact that he's not just a villian, not just a [insert other classic character tropes here].
(I could say the same about Rey in a way, since they are two sides of the same coin. But also not quite the same. And also I'm not here to talk about Rey haha)
Why I don’t
To me it makes no sense his name is Ben unless there's something I missed. I'm still waiting for an explanation that makes it fitting.
(oh and also he's supposed to be 29 and he doesn't feel like it to me? and sometimes I feel confused? lol idk how to explain it bc I don't really know what bugs me, but something feels off 🤷🏻‍♀️ but that's about it, no big deal at all haha)
Favorite episode (scene if movie)
Easy. When he kills Snoke in The Last Jedi. More like, how he does it. I'm a huge fan of the whole deception he plays on him.
And let me say I think he might have had it planned all along when he took that look at the guards while being in the room that time before 👀
Favorite season/movie
IDK AAAAH
Maybe it's the one to come?
No, seriously. I really don't know. I have no preference atm.
If I must choose based on him aesthetically tho, then I'm choosing The Force Awakens! TFA hair AAAAALL THE WAY:
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Favorite line
"Forgive me. I feel it again... The pull to the Light."
I just love it.
Favorite outfit
I believe he's only had one?
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One very much on point tho👌🏻
OTP
I don't ship him romantically atm 🤔
BROTP
OMG ALSO NO BROTPs?! I JUST DON'T SHIP HIM AT ALL. I REALLY BOUGHT THE SPACE EMO KID THING HE'S SELLING 🤣
Head Canon
He understands Wookie like it's his mother tongue.
He and Chewie used to play when he was a kid. It was like having a huge (and alive) teddy bear friend to play with. They would do mechanics together and later some piloting maybe?
💔
(OK, MAYBE I WANTED HIM AND CHEWIE AS BROTP BUT IT'S NOT POSSIBLE ANYMORE, HE KILLED HAN FFS AAAAHHH😭😭😭)
Unpopular opinion
The anti's are not morally superior, they are just haters and bullies.
First of all, acting as if Kylo Ren was the devil is non-sense in GFFA. He's not that bad if you compared to so many others lol He's no saint, but why would he have to be? And even if it was denying someone a redemption before he can even claim it or whatever is really, really shitty. So there's no hope then for people to improve? Shouldn't they be encouraged to get better specially if they have been wrong and hurt others? Not discouraged? What kind of shit is that.
And second, shipping him with Rey or whoever is fine even if it was unhealthy. I have seen a million unhealthy ships (some in GFFA too) and no one ever made a big deal because it is no big deal. And this one should be no different. You just want an excuse to hate. Besides, many shippers actually ship them in AUs. So it's not necessarily an unhealthy ship. But in case it was, it's none of your business. And certainly no one deserves the shitty treatment these people give to the shippers. And on top of all of that, I find disgusting that they use something as detrimental as abusive relationships as an excuse to be bullying other fans. WHICH IS ABUSIVE TOO, HELLO. To use your (supposedly) superior morals as the reason to be rightfully allowed to discriminate others is by definition abusive behaviour. And this is real life, not some fictional character's. Really, really ugly shit smh
#RANTOVER.
A wish
I hope they don't play the classic redemption arc and stick to the simple usual light vs. darkness thing. Give something more complex, something good, something different. GIVE SOMETHING INSPIRING.
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen
I don't think Reylo is a good idea in canon, like, there being romantically involvement in the movie.
Not bc of the relationship itself. Although I would prefer none of it, I don't know what they are planning and I don't think I know better than the creators, so it could probably be done right in some way if that's really the plan. And who knows, maybe I would enjoy it(?) Butr my taste, the balance of the force should be the plot and I feel this, even as a sub-plot, would overshadow it. So it's a no for me atm.
Also imagine all the haters backlash if it happened... Look, idk if I have enough patience for another TLJ 😱
(SEE? HATERS ARE WHY THERE IS NO FREEDOM OF WRITING ANYMOREok I try to chill nowBUT SERIOUSLY STOP THE FLAME WARSi want an overall happy fandom why can't we have it)
5 words to best describe them
Lonely. Misunderstood. Overpowered. Unstable. Capable.
My nickname for them
Kylo is fine haha I don't think I ever call him Ben (by now you know I don't much like him being called that)
I fail at the nickname thing, I really have no nicknames for any of them! Ok maybe space emo prince 👀 😂
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And this is it!
Unicorn Kisses!🦄
*Excuse the not-so-great cites of GIF sources BLAME THE TUMBLR APP, I’ll change them once I have a computer... some day. There's also the fact that some source didn't exist(?) so I linked what I could find.
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myatuesday · 3 years
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When I wake up and my first thought of the day
Is the same though I've been having for the past
6 months
The past 2 years, 3 years, whatever...
Why am I going on like this?
The past couple weeks he's been so worried or fixated on if something is up with us.
It's like... no. Should there be? Did you do something? Are you doing something right now?
I mean, of course he is. Duh.
But, no.
I've just been too fixated on this shit w my family to be plugged into our relationship bullshit
And I was also having chronic illness issues which resulted in me sleeping. A LOT. Like... a totally inordinate amount.
It had nothing to do with us.
But now, here we are.
Did anything happen?
No. Not really.
We had a nice date. And he told the world about it. Minus the me part. Again. Per usual.
And... I noticed the emoji next to his name on Snap.
It should be a heart. But it isn't.
Meaning, I can only assume... that's because the heart is by her name. Which is definitely not ok.
I can't do this shit anymore.
For what? Smh.
It's been 6 goddamn months. Again.
Grand total 3 & a half years.
By now, combined, a full year without her (officially).
And we're still... at phase 1.
And he's still up her fucking ass.
So... unless we're FOR SURE moving in together ASAP. As a fucking couple.
(Which I'm going to ask about, again, asap)
I'm fucking out.
And he can live up her ass all he wants.
(Fat chance of him ever getting his dick up there. But... that's the choice he's making. For whatever fucking reason. I'll never goddamn understand. And I'm 10,000% positive he'll regret. The fact he doesn't already is MIND-BLOWING. But... that's why we're here. Back at... me being like, fuck this.)
Yeah. Idc anymore.
Something HAS to change.
Majorly. Major major majorly.
Or I have no goddamn reason to be here.
I can definitely do bad by myself.
Or better yet do better w someone else.
Someone who actually wants to invest in me.
Not just someone who wants to be up under me for over 3 years... without it going a n y w h e r e.
No fucking thank you.
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My cousin is marrying a dude she's only been dating maybe a year. They spent Christmas together with their entire family, Christmas photos and shit, within the first few months they were dating.
They started dating like fall of last year. Got engaged in February. And already have put out their save the dates.
And she's like 22. Maybe. (He's... definitely older.)
So yeah. I'm just over it.
He's old enough to be at least moving in that general direction. And I'm so ready to be married, I'm ready to fucking kill myself.
And he's holding out for this junky thot scammer he's never even fucked and probably never will. Much less marry. (Plus literally... why the fuck would you want to?)
So... yeah. I'm just over it.
Over it.
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I'd still at least rather be single and happy and doing me
Than w some man who would rather be w someone else who's just using me as a comfort animal, basically. Until this unrealistic, non-existent idealized version of "the right one" comes along.
It's like, good luck w that buddy.
Whatever.
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So yeah. That's definitely where I am.
Either Let's Do This. Or Fuck you and Fuck This.
That's it.
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He's happy.
I'm not happy.
I don't think I've been happy at any point.
(Other than when I thought things were over w them and it seemed like we were giving it another shot. But... we both know how that fucking worked out. Smh. Sigh.
It's never going to be over w them.
And the most fucked up part is... they should've NEVER existed in the first place. Cause he was literally dating me when they fucking met.
And he can't seem to wrap his head around how FUCKED that is. And why that makes literally ANY any any relationship of any kind between the 2 of them, now that we're back together, totally fucking fucked. And he is so obsessed w her, he just literally doesn't fucking care.
So. Cool. Cry me a river and go fuck yourself.)
We could be friends. Maybe.
Cause we definitely have something here.
You don't last for 3+ years, through ALL this bullshit, if there's nothing there.
But... that's also how he feels about her. 🙄
Even tho it's totally not remotely the same.
But whatever.
That's the shit I can never forgive him for.
So... 🤷‍♀️
Fuck it.
I'm just ready to move on w my life...
And he'll just be another gigantic waste of time
I'll never truly forgive either of us for
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{And this time, I won't wish him well
If he chooses that imaginary bs relationship w her
Over this obviously very real relationship w me
This time, I truly hope she fucking destroys him
Because it's exactly what he deserves.
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Let her be his fucking karma.
Fuck it.}
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