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sadowlswriting · 4 months

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God, I think too much,

Too loud,

Too quick.

And I need to sleep, need to grasp my life in my hands and shake it,

shake it, because

its 6am and I haven't yet closed my eyes,

just lied in this bed for hours,

the mattress is indented in the shape of my body.

Inspiration and ideas always hit when my body's desperate for sleep.

I'm running on the treadmill of life dripping in sleep deprivation, and starvation, while the overwhelming fear of tripping on my feet clings to my clothes, stretching the already worn and crumpled material.

And I could fix what I've broken,

But I love this, don't I?

Love my act for disappearing, despising everything that makes my existence, the ache in my head that always seems to grow just before I can forget its there, the tightening of my stomach as it fumbles for sustenance, the weakness that makes my limbs shake and makes the lines of ink wobble as I write. I love the self sabotage,

the self destruction,

the lack of hope that consumes me and wraps itself around my heart, squeezing to the point of suffocation; I love this,

don't I?

Because if you love something enough, you will always return back to it.

No matter how many times you leave, or say you don't want to be there, I will always, somehow, open my eyes and find myself back to this state,

This self induced isolation.

But don't I love myself more?

I should.

I do.

But not right now.

And, I've been here for years.

Happiness and contentment is a holiday that does not come round often enough.

So much so, that my bags are filled with dust, instead of sand.

Isn't it comforting? Familiarity?

I am more of a stranger to the sun than I am to the moon, now.

-Owl.

#and now #its nearing 7am #writing #poetry #poem #words #confessional poetry #depression poetry #i lack in every aspect of life #will probably add a read more thing to this once i wake up so its not as long and doesnt take up as much space on peoples screens #but good night #or good morning

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drkineildwicks · 1 year

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Me: hasn't been on Tumblr in a good long while

Tumblr: hi! have some bad ui that we keep changing around! also we're going to put some disgusting things in your 'you might like this' stuff

Me: this is why I haven't been on tumblr in a good long while

#tumblr #tumblr salt #somehow they did worse than da eclipse #granted the reason I haven't been on tumblr is that the garden's been doing too well #so we've been doing a lot of harvesting #but good night #tumblr 90% of what I follow is birbs bh6 and plants #why do you think I want lib stuff on my dash?

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puckmaidens · 1 year

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Good night to everyone but Jim Nill. I hope there’s a bump in your mattress 🫡

#i’m mostly joking #but good night #lydia.txt

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maudiemoods · 2 months

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If life is a never ending loop of dirty dishes and laundry then that means life is a never ending loop of home cooked meals and comfy clean clothes

#and i live by that #life is just life #ok ren go to bed ‼️#life is a constant loop of worry but also a constant loop of support #a constant loop of love and connections #thats what it is to be alive #omg period cramp ok good night #ren won't shut up #mood ruined ouchie

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happyheidi · 1 year

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𝖠𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝖠𝗇𝗇𝖺-𝖫𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖲𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖺𝗇 | 𝖨𝖦: 𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺_𝖺𝗋𝗍

#this has to be one of my favorite little comic ever cus YEEEES #I love me a good rain lighting thunder trio <3 #ESP while laying in bed with a good book #had to share #cottagecore #comics #art #cute #drawing #rain aesthetic #cozycore #cosycore #reading #comfycore #wholesome #we had MASSIVE rain here today and some lovely lightning & thunder . so this was basically my just switch night to say and bed to couch

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nikoco11 · 3 months

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AAAGHHHHHHHHHHH

finally finished this i’m happy!!!!!! she’s one of my favorite designs in game and my favorite designs i’ve ever drawn wahaahaaaa

#my art #man i wish this game was good #glamrock chica #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #chica fnaf #digital art #illustration #drawing #artists on tumblr #clip studio paint #character design

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goldensunset · 1 year

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did you know? if you do your laundry you can get your clothes back

#fascinating stuff. let’s see if i (person with the worst executive dysfunction when it comes to doing laundry) remember it #i literally have this issue where i’ll let dirty clothes pile up in the laundry basket for an entire month #like it takes me that long to get around to it #and then- who would’ve thought- i find that i don’t have anything good to wear. strange!#finally did it last night and i’m like ohhh that was so difficult but the payoff finally #augh #peach rambles #hall of fame i guess #shut up about socks. idc.#this was a fun positivity post of sorts it’s about overcoming executive dysfunction #derailing into jokes about losing socks is. it’s not horrible but just boring and annoying #it was supposed to be celebration!! and encouragement!!!

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chloesimaginationthings · 1 month

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FNAF Pit bonnie considers himself a great dad!

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eurodynamic · 1 month

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DAVRIN Dragon Age: The Veilguard October 31, 2024

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blueflipflops · 3 months

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Have you ever read a really good fic then looked up the author's other works and lo and behold a treasure trove of fics that are exactly your kind of shit? Because god that is what euphoria feels like. I love you random fic writers i unexpectedly find

#found 157 works under silmarillion and I am eating this shit up #sometimes life is good #sometimes life gives you 157 silm fics to read all through the night #fics #fanfics #ao3

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verawhisk · 5 months

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