i think one of the reasons i find rick so compelling as an autistic character is that a bunch of his autistic traits are not treated as either purely good or bad but instead a mix of both. or just neutral parts of him as a person.
like on one hand his tendency to hyperfixate on things heavily contributes to his creativity and problem solving when it comes to his inventions and schemes. but he also often gets far too carried away and it ends up causing issues later down the line (eg: gotron)
like its very refreshing to see a character whose autistic traits arent … mutually exclusive. it makes him feel more real and less like a caricature
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I don't know how I'd ever convey this in art but. Thinking very deeply about how in boy king au, a very crucial part of characterization is that Seb is a wolf in sheep(or lamb more specifically)'s clothing and Fernando is a sheep in wolf's clothing.
Seb is very unassuming, very delicate, seemingly very vulnerable and malleable. But, deep down, he can be very ruthless. It's in the the way he hesitantly declares war, with a spark in his eye and a suppressed smirk. In the way he challenges someone to a card game or a horse race, proclaiming that he's not great, but winning every round and prancing around the room and mentioning it ad infinitum. The way he's able to instantly turn the tide in a debate in one fell swoop. By showing all his cards constantly and letting himself be vulnerable, he's making himself invulnerable. No one would ever consider him to be able to make big moves, so he wins every single time, because no one even thinks to expect it from him.
Fernando on the other hand, is constantly committed to having a looming presence and harsh reputation, but deep down, he's soft. He knows what happens to people when they're vulnerable, and he's not going to let himself be taken advantage of. The way he keeps a brave face when being informed of the marriage proposal, but goes back to his room and cries. The way he proclaims that he was always going to be the rightful ruler of Spain, but confides to Flavio that he never thought there was any real chance of it ever happening. The way he takes himself so seriously in public, but inside feels so giddy whenever he can make someone laugh. Everything to him always feels unstable and ready to crumble at any moment, and he's not willing to contribute to that by letting himself relax.
I think thats why it's very difficult for them to get along at first, because they have completely different approaches to how they carry themselves and make their way through life. Seb is confused at Fernando because he feels that he's very bland and overly serious at first, but truthfully he's not really seeing the actual Fernando. And Fernando finds Seb to be naive and easily taken advantage of, but that's because he's never seen Seb at his most cruel. Seb really loves when he eventually gets to see Fernando being vulnerable, and Fernando really admires and respects Seb when he sees him being serious. I think it just takes a while for them to show the other their full and complete selves, even the parts they can sometimes be ashamed of. There's this very compelling dichotomy in Seb laying out all his cards, but still being very difficult to read, and Fernando keeping his cards to his chest, but his intentions often being easily seen through.
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guy came into the library today looking for the religion section, and when i pointed him toward the 200s he first had to stop and show us his dog (and a painting his daughter did of his dog, which was really quite good) because the dog, he said, had a perfect image of the 'cross of christ' on her chest and 'the holy spirit at her neck'. these were blotches. like that dog did not even halfway look like she had a cross on her chest she had a blotch . black lab with white blotches . cute as all get-out and apparently a very good dog, but there was not one single religious icon to be found and i had for a second there the kind of searing autism moment that got me in trouble in grade school because i simply couldn't let other people's enthusiasm about obvious inaccuracies go to the point of yelling arguments with classmates and teachers. like it is was simply blatantly incorrect that this dog had a cross on it and i had to turn away from the conversation for a second so i wouldn't say that to him to his face. but later driving home i had the thought that this man, this deeply religious fellow, maybe he didn't know that his dog didn't have a cross on it, maybe he looks for religious things everywhere so he sees them, he was so enthusiastic and so intense that he clearly believed what he was saying despite it being such a stretch - but maybe that (and this was the really revolutionary thought for me) maybe that was how he showed his love for this dog. that she is such a good and loveable dog that he gives her the greatest compliment he can think of, which is that she has been blessed by god to carry the signs of the faith that is so important to this man. and while i am absolutely certain that the man and i could not have a full conversation about, like, any topic without getting Into It in a bad way, i'm charmed now by the fact that he looked at his cute blotchy dog and said oh my god that's the crucifix. jesus is on my dog because she's so phenomenal. god wants to tell me how great this dog is. like there's no cross there. it's just a blotch. but i bet the dog really is that good
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𝐒𝐄𝐁𝐄𝐊 𝐙𝐈𝐆𝐕𝐎𝐋𝐓 & 𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃.
content warnings: spoilers
FAIRYTALES.
BRIAR VALLEY is no stranger to rich history, the most common form of tales being recorded first through memory – then scroll, more recently, by book. the lack of electricity left them with a verbal history preceding written, leaving long gaps that can only be filled by speaking to the eldest in the village. among these folktales, most revolve around high fantasy – telling tales of fae - knights & royalty from briar valley. a common past - time that these tales be shared to the rare young inhabitants of the village. in youth, these stories inspired sebek and his siblings to play using wooden swords & shields, pretending that they were members of the guard. recalling of his grandfather’s time serving the draconia’s only further fueled the fantasy for the zigvolt siblings & inspired sebek to make it his goal, latching onto his strong - willed grandfather at a small age.
TRADITIONS.
the connection between his own family & the draconia family comes from a long lineage of servitude to the royal family. each before him held the title of retainer, his grandfather being the last to retire from this position. the long - lasting line of service had come to a stop when sebek’s mother broke tradition & married a human – who could not be deemed fit to stand as a knight without a hint of magic at his disposal. sebek’s father’s profession was one of the first disappointments that he saw in him; despite still maintaining a careful care of his own teeth as a cause of his father’s upbringing.
in accordance with tradition, there has yet to be a retainer to the draconia family who is not a full - blooded fae just like the rest of the royal family. as much as sebek belittles & berates himself for being born half - human, he still is motivated to be someone reliable to his young master despite his faults. because of his late start to magic, his skills are subpar – but what he lacks in magical control, he is sure to make up for in combat talent & brute strength. his reasoning for not giving up on becoming a knight – in despite the odds being stacked against him, in a town where he is not looked upon as someone capable of being strong – unlike a mage or a warlock, swordsmanship & hand - to - hand combat are the first brought to mind where a knight is concerned. of all the fairytale ‘tropes’ mentioned in the stories he was read as a child – no knight is praised for relying on their magical technique, but instead how well they can protect those they care about.
SIBLINGS.
his relationship with his own siblings was always alright at best, not truly broken until they got to the age where competition between each of them was at large. sebek’s own determination to earn a position as a retainer to the draconia family caused him to become less kind towards his own siblings, treating them more like rivals than his own family. his obsession with becoming better than them is what eventually caused them to see each other in a negative light. because of this, while he may speak fondly on his childhood stories, he would not go so far as to say that he misses them.
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Btw if anyone else has been wanting to watch an Elden Ring playthrough and happens to have a brain that works like mine I would really recommend LPDarkSoulsHD's in-depth playthrough. When I play games I tend to be extremely thorough to the point that it would annoy my brother to watch me play when we would take turns on games growing up bc I would investigate every area of the map and pick up every item and read every piece of text that I found. This guy has already played the game once before and he's just as thorough (+ seems to have absurd memory) so now he knows where to find every good item and which things will be interesting to read and he does all of this efficiently without leaving anything out. I also wanted a playthrough that would go into all of the lore and character quests and he definitely does that, plus he points out which things will be important to remember later and helps viewers make connections between different pieces of info we may have forgotten, all without spoiling anything. He also explains what he's doing every time he fights to help other people learn how to face each enemy more easily but as someone who doesn't plan on playing the game myself it's just really satisfying to understand what he's doing so I can see how much skill it takes for him to make such a difficult fight look so easy. When I first found the playlist I was worried I wouldn't be able to sit through all of the videos bc he doesn't edit anything out so they're all like an hour long and I have a v short attention span when it comes to movies and etc, but it turns out the way he plays the game makes his playthroughs scratch a very similar itch to actually playing videogames myself for me. I'm on my 8th episode rn after just finding his channel yesterday and I frequently find myself looking for my controller when I come back after a break before I remember that I'm not in fact playing Elden Ring lol
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