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playing with dionte's hair bc i'm procrastinating
#river dipping#dionte duval#lykos#ts4#i do really love how dionte and nicholas kinda have a b4b (bald for bald) thing going on.... but that first hair........#he looks so good... the urge to keep it is gonna make me develop a twitch under my eye...#i love the shadows the locs add btw like i personally loveee when hair creators add shading#like the DRAMAAA it adds!!!#also don't look too closely at him here bc i actually haven't updated him yet hence no proper edit of him (tho i probably won't change much#i'm really just supposed to be cleaning out the hundreds!! of duplicate households in my library dkhjnkfgh i just. get so distracted#i also have to fix mattodore's households bc i think i accidentally deleted the updated version of them at 20...#like there are multiple other saves?? but they're all with matthias's old chin??? like literally WHERE did the updated version go#so i need to clean out my library from the top down and fix their sims#i really messed my sleep schedule up the day before yesterday when i was working on those edits of delphi btw#but i did enjoy rewatching secretary and watching charade while staying up all night to do them <3#also listened to the first two chapters of freedom is a constant struggle! editing may take me forever but i do do other things as i do it#...........talking a lot in these tags bc i'm seriously procrastinating jdkhnf i do NOT ! want to clean through my library it's a mess#OH. ALSO GOOD MORNING I FORGOT TO SAY THAT ‼️#seeing this again two days later and seeing the amount of notes....... y'all weren't meant to reblog this kjhdkfjhndkjgnh#now i'm like damn... is there any reason to make his intro edit like i did for ria and delphi 😭😭😭😭😭
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#altaria#here it is… the bird that turns into a dragon-type because reasons…#i still don't think just from looking at this thing that they should be a dragon-type. i feel like it still seems out-of-place given their#design but HONESTLY i like it. i think it's a cool like. subversion. type thing. i would not look at swablu and be like Yeah that evolves#into a dragon-type. and apparently a really good one at that? i believe i've heard good things about altaria#ugh. good things. got a selection of GOOD THINGS on sale‚ stranger… my brain does that sometimes#when i hear or say innocuous phrases it's like HEY that's the same thing this OTHER guy said in this QUOTE you've heard before#dunno WHY but. it happens. and it just happened there. but altaria i dunno it's a dragon-type and that's awesome. i don't remember what i#said i was gonna talk about on the swablu post yesterday wrt altaria and i am too lazy to look back at those tags to remember#hi it's me morning of this posting at like 7 AM. i remembered bc i just looked. i was gonna ask if they were good competitively#and. i'm pretty sure they are. ALRIGHT LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT SMOGON#ah okay not busted but generally good i guess. latest information states RU in gen 9 but UU in a lot of other gens. NU and PU in there too#bounced around a lot i guess. but here's my question. why? do i care#it's cute. and i don't care if they're strong or not… because they're cute…
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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Goes to bed feeling significantly better because my sinus infection is improving vs waking up remembering that I'm not actually fully recovered + the ear infection is beginning + no meds yet + return of the sore throat
#my boss is gonna LOVE me today (doesnt come in again)#its fine i have a doctors note that covors me till friday but i still feel like shit lol#well yesterday and the day before i was basically just on an off sleeping and feeling miserable.#so today im taking the time to finish healing plus clean my sickness nest and get myself ready for the weekend#i mean compared to yesterday morning i was feeling a LOT better but now this morning its like. hes still here... osmosis jones where are u
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#ask to tag#favorites#I've been really super disproportionately tired lately#even beyond the usual debilitating fatigue from my severe chronic illness#so I'm putting myself back on my prednisone in the morning.#it is not a long term solution but it's what I've got.#I've got enough stocked up to take a fairly safe dose until I'm able to actually access a doctor back home in june#cuz I've been struggling physically since way back in july but it's getting to the point where I can't just tough it out anymore#yesterday I was having a lot of difficulty speaking#today I was having a lot of trouble moving at all#and it's not a typical acute flare that clears up after a day.#so like. not in a position to be completely immobilized just yet.#(once I get home our other partner can take care of me and it matters much less if I can't move)#(but my wife can't do that while she's still working this job and our other partner isn't here)#(so. need the temporary power up.)
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gonna go on another bot purge tonight so here's your friendly Reminder that if you have nothing on your blog (default icon/header/title, no rbs/likes) uhhhh i Will think you're a bot and you Will be blocked <3
#sweeping dust bunnies off the ol' blog yk yk#haven't done a bot check in a month or so there's Bound to be a lot#luckily ive been seeing a lot less default icons lately which is Nice#the refugees seem to be catching on...#absolutely unprompted#on another note since im here and i want to Complain about things that are my own damn fault#i need to wake up early and drive tomorrow which i Expected#but i Forgot how early. and ive trapped myself in a position where thats the time i need to leave.#couldve left tonight smh...#now i have to take into account my own sluggishness when waking early + getting ready + morning traffic#screams cries sobs etc. oh well. i hope my fav boba place is open by the time i skedaddle#yesterday i was like: oh leaving tomorrow? on such short notice (learned a whole day prior)? surely i cant. its too soon. im unprepared#but now im in waiting mode and dreading the Earliness#woe is me. except not. i did this to myself 💅#sigh. anyway yeah make sure your blog looks like a person runs it
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some magma pages from the past few days <333
@polyphonial, @2sc4rghost, @seasonalberries and @eternal-moss (oh yeah my brother also contributed a bit)
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#hope its cool with everyone that im posting these ✌#they make me grin like an idiot <3#need more of this in my life#besties i would point out every little thing i love about these but my notes would be longer than i can comprehend in my sleepy state#just know these are the last things i think about before falling asleep at night and the first things i think about when i wake up in the m#orning#🥺 <333333#i am not tagging characters or media bc i dont actively hate myself like that 😎👍#in all of these except that last one i started drawing in the bottom right corner and i dont know why#the medicine seller page is so unhinged#in my defense it was berries that drew him first so#yesterday morning was a solo except my brother pasting in a photo of alex jones#i have... (checks downloads) ...26 versions of WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE saved......#i would write more here but i cannot process thoughts rn im bout to fall asleep and have been the entire day :-)))#buddy daddies#tbhk#hmc#tgcf#moomin#omori#tbna#trigun#adventure time#mononoke#mdzs#drawfee#csm#pokemon#ok yea#magma
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world-ending tragedy: the advice columns were right and waking up early made your life better
#me sitting here at 12pm already was up for 6 hours like wow! the whole bright world still lays at my feet! :D#like who is THAT? that's not me. i'm a pessimist XD#already checked several things off the to do list... and it's only lunchtime...#i COOKED FOOD yesterday??? what is this#were the 'here's my 5am morning routine' youtubers right all along?
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#registeel#and now this guy is maybe a bit less interesting. from this standpoint‚ i mean. the eyes being just dots make it a little hard to like#feel *connected* to them when they're ffp'd‚ y'know? i feel like it's kind of a reductive angle. which is why i zoomed this one and the last#one out a bit. so you can see a bit of the rest of their body. it's maybe less funny but would it really have been funny to just see 7 red#dots on a gray background and have to read the tag to know it's registeel? i dunno. maybe. maybe it would've been. but i like this more#maybe the explanation is that i'm taking these pictures myself. i personally know all these pokémon and have to ask them if i have permissio#n to take these pictures of them. but registeel said i couldn't get too close. so we settled with this. hehe yeah that's why :) hehe :)#anyway. you now have the aegis cave theme stuck in your head#hi it's me from the present. saturday morning. in yesterday's queued post i came up with the idea of maybe doing a monotype run of a pokémon#game. i don't know which one yet but i wanted to do water-type. but i was like. maybe i'll liveblog it on my main blog. yesterday#and today i came back and saw those tags as i was queuing up today's 'mons and i was like… hell maybe i could stream it if enough folks are#interested. but if anyone is then i didn't want to wait that long for the queue to get to that post bc that's gonna post on like. august 18#and class for my last semester of college Ever starts back up on august 21st and i don't. know if i want to start another pokémon playthroug#h that close to classes starting. especially not one where at least one (1) individual out there might be waiting for it So i put 'em here#they'll still be on that post but. they're here. just in case someone out there is chronically bored enough that that's something they'd be#interested in. y'never know there's a lot of folks here#anyway i will now queue up kricketot. see you then… or i guess see you whenever if you like send in an ask or a message or smth…
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Told my boss that NO I cannot take over customer phone calls because my anxiety will literally not be able to take it. And I’m being SO brave about it,
#I say this as I’m sitting here shaking and on the verge of having an anxiety attack. AHA#Shima speaks#She called me yesterday morning and was like. Hey your coworker is drowning and I KNOW you hate phone calls#But she really needs help#And I was like. Yeah okay. Maybe I can do this.#Fast forward to last night. I’m in bed hyperventilating bc no I CANNOT do this#My mental health has already been Bad for the past few months bc I’m already working overtime for this job#And now to take on the One thing I generally get anxious about? Bro. It’s gonna kill me. 100% no exaggeration#So I called my boss this morning and was like hi I’m so sorry I said I would but I actually can’t. I deadass had an anxiety attack#just THINKING about it last night#And she was like omg no I get it. I have anxiety too I know what it’s like. It’s debilitating sometimes#So she said I didn’t have to do the phone calls and now I’m like YIPPEE#And she said hey that was a really brave thing to do. Speaking up like that and making it clear when you’re not comfortable with something#Me still shaking and holding back tears: Thank you I’m being SO brave about this rn#Anyway I’m still coming down from the near panic attack I had before I called her to tell her lmao#It’s been a rough 24 hours. I’m fine (lying)#I’ll BE fine now that I don’t have to talk to angry customers on the phone tho 🥰
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#ugh im so anxious and like i think i have more pains bc of it#i overslept bc ever since i got a new phone my alarm is so quiet i never wake up?? this is the third time this happens for this class#but i cant miss more bc if i have more than three weeks absence they'll fail me :< so i hurried and walked to school#i wish i had a bus pass T-T since they introduced civilian clothed controllants i havent dared taking the bus at all i dont wanna get a fine#so yes anyway. on top of that im pretty sure my sister stole my keys. bc they were in my jacket pocket yesterday and today they werent there#and she left somewhere earlier this morning. so now im anxious abt not knowing where they are + will i get inside?? my mom wakes up late af#ummm what else???? idk im just so stressed. i got to class and have been here for 40min now and the teacher left for lunch#i'll leave now bc i cant focus enough to sit here more. my tooth aches too :((#i just wanna cry tbh#the entire way here i was like i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die#i feel so awful.. and stupd and worthless. why am i incapable of getting a job? or even studying at university? im so bad at everything#im like an anxious wreck who can barely function. everything hurts both physically and emotionally#i dont even wanna walk home im just sitting in my empty classroom bc i dont wanna kove#move*#what's wrong with me? how did i turn into this? i miss school. like i miss being able to actually do my work and talk to the teachers etc#im only a shell of what i used to be. and im scared i'll never be anything other than this :((((#well i gotta move ig bc the sooner i do the sooner i can get home and lie in my bed & cry over how useless i am :3
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To everyone! Thanks a whole lot! It was delightful to battle at your side (or against it kjhgtfrdefgjnb) today <3 <3 <3 I shall go to bed soon and I don't think the boop-o-meter will be here tomorrow so everyone consider yourself booped a million of a billion of times <3 And a big hug as well
#got little sleep yesterday and the morning was rough but to come here and have such a delightful fun time made everything much much better#thank you so much you all defeated me because there's like 680 boops received and only 530 given and I don't think I will be able to-#-suppress that anytime soon KJHGFDEDEFGHUJ#It was a fun battle that DESTROYED my notifs forever because now I can only see one (1) of them everytime I open it KJHGFDERFGHUJI#<3 <3#Kanene being Kanene#probably will leave a few last boops here and there but I need to finish my studies kjhgfdsdfgh#see ya!
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im sickkk :((( but at least im on the mend noww
#couldn’t even post much here whole of yesterday#If I can hopefully get a good 8 hours of sleep tonight#I should be much better in the morning!#wish me luck besties#also I distinctly rmb someone tell me getting a cough when you have a sore throat means your throat is healing#But I can’t find it anywhere online??#was I just carrying around a misconception for the better part of three years??? 😭😭#ok need to stop rambling byeee
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hey do you guys want to see the new fucked up cat i bought off ebay
#🔪.text#it's really really cool#it wasn't supposed to get here til tomorrow#and then this morning i got an email saying it'd be here at close to 6 pm#and then it got here at 3 pm#i finally opened the box at 4:40 and ohhh my god it's so much better in person#i'm so in love#i think this may be my favorite purchase yet#i've been completely miserable for most of the day and for most of yesterday too.#getting it today was definitely good timing and good for me#i really needed something to lift me up lol#not sure what i'm gonna call it yet#the company it was made by has the name boone for the original plush#but this thing's been modified and so i'm not sure i wanna keep the name boone for it
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What I need:
Jason Todd in his slightly messy but homey kitchen at 7am watching the sun rise out his window. Hair messy from sleep and wearing boxers and a t-shirt, slight chubby belly (dadbod), just a bit unshaven, leaning his chin on one hand as he slowly drinks his morning tea/coffee.
#I have this specific image in my head so much recently#maybe I draw this#i went to a jazz club yesterday and it reminded me if a time where I hadn't realized yet the extent of abuse and neglect I was suffering#a sweeter time when I was 14 and life was in a protected illusion of wholesomeness#where I'd get up early in the morning to be alone in the kitchen#listening to smooth jazz on the local radio station#and making myself tea#now I listen to rock or metal#mostly anything as long as it goes hard#I need to knoe I'm not the only one here who is still screaming#quiet moments are a rare luxury I mostly can't afford#and I want to see Jason being content and peaceful#just the relief of a silent mind#my God#ok done with tag rambling#jason todd
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