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đïž [ Juno Tauber - Glimmering SoirĂ©e ] đïž [SSR]
âJust for tonight, Iâll act like a prince and try not to cause trouble⊠Much.â
Groooovy!!
My entry for @starry-night-rose âs fan event! Click read more for some designing shenanigans!
I actually drew the card first before I drew the refs but I think it came out great! Bro just casually uses his hair-wings as a coat đ€Ż
Itâs only a headshot of him here but you might be able to see more of the outfit in the upcoming groovyâŠ
#I HATE DRAWING BACKGROUNDS RAHHHHHHH#was gonna write more lines with juno talking abt how the venue for this event conveniently has apple trees#but im not ready to commit yet#twst fan event#glimmering soirée#twst#twst oc#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland oc#juno tauber#my art
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10.2.24
#mcyt#ldshadowlady#october drawing challenge#im gonna sorta commit to ''ink/tober!''#im not doing prompts just gonna try to post more often of ~1hr drawings#ive been very busy and most of my stuff are much more rendered. so this lets me do stuff thats much messier and quick!#the vague prompt i went with was yandere! um i made this with a sorta shadowrot/ au in mind haha. but im not ready to post full shipart yet#eye strain
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"shipping saiki is aphobic because he's aroace!"
stares at you with my demiromantic asexual in a committed relationship eyes then looks at the camera like im in the office
#good thing those folks have yet to find their way into my inbox or id be at risk of embarrassing myself lol#if you wanna see more of the content you prefer...make it yourself :3 MAKE IT YOUR FUCKING SELF lol#youre so attached to the idea youll complain about it but you refuse to do anything about it even create works that you and others will sur#ly enjoy how does this even make sense#sorry for reviving this from the dead when it blessfully hasnt been a thing in the tag for a hot moment but im still irritated hahahah#seriously you know what that screams to me? virtue signalling. you wont do anything except say a few words every now and again like#the motivation starts and ends at appealing to the popular opinion. earn your brownie points. and do nothing.#what is your care made of? thoughts and prayers?#every time ive asked one of these people why they dont make the content themselves the response has been 'i shouldnt have to lol'#you shouldnt have to bully people either with your aphobic BS but look at you! aw~#yall dont wanna commit to shit you just want to tell other people how they should exist.#if you cant create for whatever reason you better be ready and willing to drop your rec list and fave artists. and i sure as shit hope your#complimenting them thoroughly.
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when i saw your post about marriage i deadass thought you were ready to get down on one knee for us đđđ
us?! 𫣠oh my
but i can't believe you're making me do all the work here anon, why do i have to get down???
#ask box#sorry to anyone wanting to marry me for some god forsaken reason. im not ready for that kind of commitment yet#also im legally married to asmodeus obey me so
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BYE IM RON POSTER CAME IN THE MAILL!!

#i am too scared to put it on my wall yet im not ready for that kind of commitment#bye im ron farewell tour#ron stampler#hi im ron#dungeons and daddies#dndads#dungeons and daddies s1#dndads s1
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thinking about turning off reblogs on the sister daniel video essay post bc im genuinely scared of getting hate for it after the recent crashout đ
#im watching it get notes and my heart rate is spiking djhslfhslkfj#i think i made several good points on that post tbh i think he clearly does have Thoughts about sister daniel and i would like to hear them#if/when such a time were to come that he was ready to share with the class#and it really does majorly suck that you can't even make a silly post about shit that dan has said with his own mouth without the fear#of people losing their fucking minds and acting like you just committed a hate crime#on tumblr dot com. of all places#yet here we are#piss on the poor website
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Turning this into a rendered artwork soon? Idk
Just have this shittily sketched monochromatic Richie while I go into a corner and think about life
#starkid nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes fanart#npmd#starkid npmd#npmd fanart#npmd richie#richie lipschitz#starkid#just a sketch tho#im not ready for full commitment to this piece yet-#someone help me fr fr
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Really strange to reach a point in my life where my time is worth a good amount of money but having no real on-paper ways to show my talents
#like a fair byproduct of how ive gone about things trade/skill wise for the past 20 years yet still its like . i think im ready Ready ready#to just kick out and act on my skills for good. perhaps i really might be holding myself back in that regard now and just need to#commit to these things i know i want to do and projects I want to complete. it feels. easy but steady. it feels like what i need to be#doing with my time but also feels challenging still and gratifying. im calculated but still able to approach it with passion and whimsy#all things i feel i may have took for granted before really. i think im ready ready ready READY ready#but being able to prove what I can do TO OTHERS is a matter of putting myself out there bc i dont really have like. a degree or w/e#or worked for some xyz company acting on those skills but i know enough to manage myself in these fields and skills and trades which#is arguably the most important part now#that being said: ladies dykes women i am producing music again i am sound designing again i am writing more and more i am#READY ready and in a way still restraining myself to say: Im excited to show you all when I have something tangible and complete#professionally so and to my highest creative degrees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(ready to read at Ao3) Â bounded
JaySteph Halloween!! @jaystephevents â
Pairing/s: Stephanie Brown/Jason Todd
first two chapters are up!!
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences
Summary:
Stephanie is not a witch, she made sure of it. What she is, is something only one man in town knows, and it seemed he did not plan to stay long.
Prompt used:Â monsterhunter!jason, notawitch!stephanie, alternate universe - supernatural elements
#jaystephhalloween2023#jaysteph#jason todd#stephanie brown#red hood#the spoiler#batgirl#dc comics fanfiction#i was gonna make this into a long one-shot but when i started it#welp it felt much more right to make it to multi-chap#hopefully i can commit updating this one better hadshfajdhfaha#i'm sorry floriven tattoo parlor/flower shop au#and that jaysteph pjo au#and my doloriano series#and jaysteph wfa agenda series#summer.ao3 upload#would y'all believe me if i say that i have a different au but it had too much smutty potential and im not ready for that yet so imma#reserve that for the next jaysteph halloween đ
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i keep chickening out of filling legal name & sex change documents idk whats wrong w me :(
#im too afraid i'll change my mind later in my life & regret any legal changes#still unsure if i've rlly picked the Perfect Right name for me#like im not ready to commit but at the same time whenever i need to fill in smth w my deadname in it im like blegh#yet when i look at it on official forms. i dont wanna let go of it#like i cant. idk why#so im like okay why dont i keep it as a middle name?#but then what if i later fucking hate having kept it & regret it#Do You See What The Problem Is. starts crying#as for the sex change it might become an issue for traveling later on or cause discrimination in work/housing?? idk :(#max.txt
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am i actually gonna commit to a college finally??
#em posts#iâve known where i want to go for months#iâve signed up for housing#im signed up for fucking student orientation#but i havenât committed yet#but in my defense itâs bcs they havenât given me any scholarships#but i kinda want to commit now?#like im ready?
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I am 78% sure I would love whatever the fuck murderbot is it's just that the stars are not in the right position and also I am concerned that I will like it enough to drop my current interests and I'm not ready to do that yet.
#chit chat#if it's extremely good i will read it internalize it change my life and then go right back to star wars#if it's kinda good it will eat my entire personality and i will become a muderbot blogger on par with what this blog was in 2020#so. you know.#im just not ready to commit yet
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is there truly no green lantern sleepers pdf out there for the first book... terrible
#im not ready to commit to purchasing yet. when will there be a beautiful person who uploads a scan of sorts...#static.soundz
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what am i supposed to watch after in the flesh. like where do i go from here.
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im never going to be picking up baldurs gate 3 sorry mutuals.....
#im /hj#i will at some point I have it set up im just not ready for that kind of commitment yet ahjfkds
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fetish for my love.

plot ââ at a party, you dance like you donât care and rafe watches like he always does, until some drunk idiot makes a move, and rafe reminds everyone, especially you, that complicated or not, youâre his.
authors note ââ i love relationships that r literally the most toxic yet healthiest đ yes this is bc im on season 3 of shameless. i love ian n mickey. ALSO i need to start those hunger games series asap for rafe too pls im having sm ideas
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ITâS ALWAYS BEEN COMPLICATED WITH RAFE. never clean, never soft, never easy. you tell yourself youâre ready for him, whatever that even means. ready for the way he kisses you like he owns you, talks to you like he hates how much he needs you. ready for the bruises on your neck that he never apologizes for, only stares at the next morning with a smirk that says heâs proud.
youâre not stupid. you know you and rafe arenât just hooking up. he doesnât let you breathe near another guy. he drags you onto his lap at parties like youâre some kind of trophy, like heâs staking claim. he doesnât share, never has.
but he also doesnât commit. not really. not out loud.
heâs frustrating. impossibly stubborn. confusing to the point of insanity. but god, heâs hot.
and thatâs why youâre here, pressed under the weight of his arm at some random party on figure 8. youâre not even sure who it belongs to. you donât care. sarahâs here, so are topper and kelce. theyâve got drinks in their hands and sun on their cheeks, laughing about something you stopped listening to ten minutes ago.
you feel rafeâs touch through your shirt, the possessiveness of his arm draped around your shoulders, fingers tracing a pattern against your collarbone like muscle memory. like heâs done this a thousand times before.
and you barely notice her at first, a touron. sheâs pretty in a try-hard way. long legs, glossy lips, that annoying baby voice that makes your skin crawl. she floats into your circle like she belongs, all sugar-sweet smiles and fake tan confidence.
she says something to rafe you canât hear over the music. gets on her tiptoes to whisper in his ear. you watch him lean down, lips twitching. he smiles.
itâs not the smile he gives you.
sarah shifts beside you. you can feel her glance, like sheâs waiting to see how youâll react. like she knows this is about to get ugly. and then rafe says, âyeah.â
just one fucking word, casual and cold, and then heâs gone.
his arm slips off your shoulder like you were never there to begin with, and he follows that girl through the crowd, disappearing without even looking back.
your stomach turns. heat flashes behind your eyes. you blink, trying not to show it, not to feel it.
you stare at the empty space beside you and shake your head, forcing a laugh thatâs more bitter than amused. âasshole,â you mutter, just loud enough for sarah to hear.
she doesnât say anything. she doesnât have to. youâre already reaching for another drink because if rafeâs gonna play this game again, fine. you know how to play dirty too.
eventually itâs later into the day, the partyâs still going. musicâs still thumping through the backyard, louder than necessary, but no oneâs complaining. not when the drinks keep flowing and the energy stays wild.
youâre on a table with sarah, both of you swaying to the beat like you donât give a single shit whoâs watching. because you donât. maybe youâve had a little too much. maybe your visionâs a little fuzzy at the edges, but you feel good.
you throw your head back and laugh when sarah spins in a lazy circle, her drink sloshing dangerously close to spilling. your hips move with the rhythm, arms lifted in the air, and the crowd keeps moving around you like waves crashing, shifting, never stopping.
some guys cheer. others whistle. a group near the pool is definitely yelling something stupid, but itâs all background noise.
youâre paying attention to sarah, and only sarah. you donât notice him watching, but rafe sees everything.
heâs leaning back on something. maybe a wall, maybe a post, who the fuck knows, but his eyes are locked on you like youâre the only thing in the frame.
itâs always like this with you. he can never look away for long. can never relax when thereâs any guy near you, not when he knows exactly what theyâre thinking. because he thinks it too.
youâre beautiful. obnoxiously beautiful. and the way you move, the way you laugh, the way you donât even notice how every man in a 20-foot radius is staring like theyâve never seen a woman before? it drives him insane.
so when he catches the guy near your tableâsome sloppy, wasted kook fumbling with his walletârafe already knows whatâs about to happen. he straightens up, jaw tight.
the guyâs barely standing, laugh slurred, waving a folded dollar like itâs hilarious. like heâs about to make the joke of the year. and then, he reaches forward, aims that bill right for the waistband of your skirt. and rafe is there.
his hand snaps out, grabbing the guyâs wrist with a force that makes the idiot yelp, âfuck, dudeââ
âwhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?â rafe snaps.
the guyâs face crumples in confusion. âchill, bro. i was just . . . whatâs wrong with youâ?â
rafe snatches the bill from his hand like it offends him, shoves the guy back with his free arm, chest puffed and rage practically humming under his skin. âyou got a death wish or you just fuckinâ stupid?â
the guy stumbles, trying to laugh it off, but his smile cracks when rafe steps forward again. no one steps in. no one ever does when rafeâs like this.
he doesnât even need to throw a punch. just that look, cold, pissed, ready to ruin someone, sends the guy scrambling backwards, mumbling something and disappearing into the crowd. and then itâs just him and you again.
youâre still dancing, not even realizing what just happened behind you. rafe lets his eyes drift down your legs, over the way your skirt clings to your hips, up the curve of your waist.
he steps forward and reaches up, brushing the side of your thigh. you glance down.
his hands find your waist, firm and familiar, lifting you down from the table like itâs nothing. like he needs you back on the ground where he can reach you.
âwhat are youââ you start, the words half a laugh, breathless and confused.
but rafe doesnât answer. he holds up the crumpled hundred dollar bill. doesnât say a word. just tucks it gently, deliberately, behind the strap of your bra, fingers brushing your skin, his eyes never leaving yours.
your mouth opens in surprise, brows lifting like really?
but heâs already leaning in, taking your chin between his fingers. his lips crash into yours without warning, rough, fast, like heâs been holding it back all day and finally stopped pretending.
and then he pulls away just enough to wrap his arm around your shoulders, dragging you flush against his side.
you donât know what just happened. you donât know what any of this means. but youâre smiling. because rafe donât play about his girl!! and tonight, every night, thatâs exactly what you are.
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