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*Me behaving (lying on the couch as close as possible without touching) instead of straddling my ex and attacking him carnally*
This is a noble, brave endeavor. I deserve rewards
#lmfao#meanwhile hes making it Abundantly Clear sex is very on the table and im like I know that you dummy#we always had incredible sex that rarely made it to the bed lmao#but that doesnt mean its the right call#restraining myself from having sex with one (1) whole friend#truly a sacrifice for the ages#dont get me wrong there are many other feelings#but if i act on anything but talking then we will have sex and we cannot have sex & you think its a casual thing and me still LOVE YOU#how did i never get over gim#i cant even pretend i was totally over him before we reconnected i truly believed we'd circle back again in some way#its so ridiculous having emotions its better to make fun of myself for valiently not pinning him to the wall lmao
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the doodles i doodled while i listened to the nona audio book babay! (plus my favorite pyrrha dve quotes)
#tlt#the locked tomb#nona the ninth#nona the ninth spoilers#camilla hect#pyrrha dve#tlt shitposting#gideon the ninth#lot of people were asking me for a comic with pash in it but tbh i couldnt really think of anything LMAO SORRY#i mean i could probably come up with somethin but i just dont have a good idea of her character#i mean the fandom makes her very funny but in the book she doesnt have much screen time#do you still call it screen time if its a book probably not right#also sorry all my favorite pyrrha quotes are basically just her calling cam a gay ass#also also im working on griddlehark farmer doodles so ill probably get those done next
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ford's dialogue transcribed
so i was inspired by this post and wrote down everything ford says in the show-- im 99% sure this is accurate, at least to what i heard him saying. in my heart, there were some things like... i think he should be saying "going to" instead of "gonna", but im sorry, jk simmons was saying GONNA. also ford Constantly speaks like a storyteller, i tried to not over-italicize but seriously, he just talks like that! oh, and i didnt include all of his grunts and whatnot, unless he made a sound that felt like he was intentionally making it, like "oh-ho-ho"
its only separated by what age ford was when he was speaking, but i suppose if people like i could also clarify what episode the dialogue is from? i didnt really see a purpose in doing that
anyway, heres the link!
#stanford pines#gravity falls#i have normal hobbies#interesting notes: he yells SO MUCH. ALL THE TIME.#i think people very much are aware of how stan is constantly yelling but holy shit ford is just as bad#he just has a less goofy voice so its not as obvious xD#also he calls stan 'stanley' 20 times and 'stan' 5 times#mostly just calling him stan when hes speaking to the kids about him. because thats what they call him#however he does only call stan 'stan' when hes 18#doesnt call him stanley once in that time#and he also calls him stan twice before they reveal the name swap in atots#which is probably just for the purpose of keeping the swap hidden#but the bit when theyre 18 has me curious#im too lazy to check lost legends right now but did he only call him stan up until stan got kicked out? and then he switches to stanley?#or maybe it means nothing LOL#ALSO: ford only stutters during big emotional moments#When the kids reveal they already know bill#Asking dipper to be his apprentice#Seeing fiddleford in the fearamid#Remembering how to defeat bill#twice when hes waking up in the fearamid penthouse#and when dipper is about to shoot him with the memory gun
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"Angry robin" "violent robin" "misbehaving robin" shut up and accept my alternative; spunky Robin. Determined and head strong, can out-stubborn the Batman, has a strong moral-backbone and does what he thinks is right regardless of what anybody else says, Robin. Jason who was sassy and quippy and made crude jokes with a smile on his face. Jason who hid in Bruce's cape and whispered gossip to him. Jason who, if Bruce refused him something, could keep bothering endlessly until Bruce caved. And also dramatic Jason. If Bruce tells him no, it becomes a whole theatrical show; a monologue, a narration, embellishments, and falling onto the floor in his grief upon the fact his cruel father has denied him once again.
(Jason who has suffered through abuse and homelessness and poverty and starvation, who is the Fight out of Fight or Flight, who's built up defenses and walls and when pushed and triggered responds with the thing that's always protected him; anger. He's sweet and kind and funny, and when he sees a pimp hitting a prostitute he gets furious and responds with violence.)
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#im having so many thoughts abt jaybin and he is so important to me#in one fic he went on a hunger strike bc alfred didnt eat w them and did it for so long they had to compromise#i love a jaybin 100% willing to menace and bother batman until the man folds. as is his right#the thing abt jason's backstory is that it shows him unwilling to suffer for a home#ma gunn's is bad; he gets beat up and she tries to get him to help rob a place. so he leaves! and rats the whole thing out to batman#and shows up himself cus he didnt think he had been believed#and lets not forget the fact he hit batman with a tire iron and called him a 'big boob'!#the boy's got moxie!! let jaybin be crass and angry and sassy and flawed and traumatized without reducing him to 2d caricature of a 'troubl#d kid'#i dont like a jason who did nothing but use excessive violence and disobey orders and be cocky and all that shit#i like a jason who was. oh yknow. a complex person!! a child/teen who has been fucking abused!!!#you shouldnt erase the fact that jason's reaction/response to stressful situations and triggers IS anger#it's not an indication that he was always gonna become a criminal/red hood or whatever. get outta here w that shit#but like. let us not go so far in the other direction we forget to have him react and be affected by the abuse he's suffered#anyway. if anyone should be a drama-queen it should be jaybin. once he becomes truly comfortable w bruce he should dial it up to 11#a lot of red hood's appeal (to me&many others) is that he is an 'imperfect' victim. meaning he is angry and flawed and doesnt suffer quietl#but is loud and obvious abt it#so when i see jaybin written as the opposite its like. man whats that about#anyway. jaybin is good and cares and wants to help and protect people. and by god if i ever see anybody writing#him having arguments with bruce about the no kill rule WHILE robin again im gonna throw hands istg-#my tags are like a hidden treasure box. most of what i say is in here lmao
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do people like. know they can dislike a ship without blatantly lying about the dynamic itself
#rambling#like oh my god the amount of times ive seen people be like#'skwis/tok are literally just brothers how can you ship them'#oh you mean like the ship where one guy dated a genderbent version of the other guy??#the ship that ended with one on the other guy's arms???#the one where they found each other like soulmates through their love for music???#GEE YEA NO I WONDER ITS PROBABLY A HUGE MYSTERY RIGHT#you could make the argument that skwisgaar doesnt see him liek that if you want but saying this about toki is fucking insnae#half of the gags around him are his obsession towards skwisgaar#call it what you want but can you REALLY be SHOCKED that people run with shipping him and the object of his obsession???#or do you just like to pearl clutch because skwis/tok is getting in the way of your ship whatever that may be#i also dont know why its so socially acceptable to shit on skwis/tok like i promise its not going to attack you#i dont give a flying fuck about n/ickle/s and the only people that know the reason are people ive talked to privately about#i also do not care for self inserts and it has no business being posted about on my socials#people always make fun of that one toki wife guy but then they end up sounding exactly like her when talking abt skwis/tok LOL#time is a flat circle I GUESS#'omg it would never work also im married to *insert either of them*' ok i mean im not shitting on your dinner why are you shitting on mine#literally just flip a coin about it 9 times out of 10 this is the reason#i have so much to say on this topic but i will shut up now#but ig you can ask me if you care#just wanted to blow some steam <3
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its kinda funny seeing people get mad over the term mobian being used outside the context of the old cartoons and comics because like. yeah im fully aware that that word is never used in the games so i kinda get the annoyance in a way. but there really arent many good options in terms of what we should call those guys . so im just gonna call them mobians for simplicitys sake. sorry.
#like just calling them sonic characters doesnt feel right when there are humans robots chao etc too#just calling them animals doesnt feel right because mobians arent the only animals that exist in the sonic universe#''anthro animal characters'' is probably the most accurate term but its also a mouthful#mobian is quick and easy to say and specific in what you mean
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rapidfire voice yaoi lets go
contrarian/opportunist: they are both shitheads but one is more malicious about it. they're very funny to me.
broken/stubborn: idk man. opposites attract. the personification of the indomitable human spirit and wet tissue paper.
smitten/cold: i dont have to explain this one i think. god i fucking love burned grey. amen.
broken/cold: "no back bone" vs "the one with the most backbone". also they just seem very. villain and their henchman. idk. theres a lot on my mind with this one.
cheated/opportunist: oh my god they would be so terrible. it would be SO awful i need to see it LORD i need cheated to pull a knife on him so bad i need it.
paranoid/cheated: "my princess is a literal horror movie character and all i got was this stupid t shirt". they would get each other. but i also think they would get into a physical fight over go fish.
but i DO think its just one big fuckpile (prozd reference). we're all in this together. and by "this". well lets just say. the bedroom
#slay the princess#i love thinking of all the little pairings. its like watching an ant farm to me#kissing.. fighting.. threatening to kill each other.. actually killing each other..#being lectured by hero about how just because they can doesnt mean they should.. killing each other again in spite of this..#its all very beautiful#opportunist is the one being killed the most#tbh.#its ok they get right back up after a couple minutes#also no im never going to stop calling it voice yaoi. its funny. to me. and very easy
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ok. someone’s gonna have to come get my dad or i’m gonna tweak.
#no bc he does this fucking thing where he talks to me like a dog? it could be for any reason. any. sometimes i just walk into a room.#and i can’t even BEGIN to understand what he means by it; if he’s trying to belittle me or if he just.#doesnt know how to talk to me any other way. but it pisses me off to no end cus it ALWAYS feels like the first one.#take last night for example: it was my brother’s birthday; and none of us had expected him to be visiting around this time#this is especially important for my little sister; bc she planned a sleepover with her friends several months in advance—#—to celebrate some of them graduating and one of them moving away.#so all night she’d been trying to get away. my mom told her after cake; so that was the original goalpost;#but then my dad just kept ADDING THINGS. first it was “after cake” then “after this; after that”#and this thing just keeps getting pushed further and further back#then he said “it’s trash day. collect the trash first and then you can go” AND MIND YOU ITS LIKE 7 PM AT THIS POINT#I CAN JUST SEE HER GETTING SO UPSET so i step in; tell her “i’ll take care of it; lets just go.”#AND MY DAD. MY DAD. MY DAD. omg.#he goes “wow!! so good!! 😁😁” WITH THE SAME TONE THAT HE TALKS TO THE DOG. WHY. WHY.#look idk what he means by it; he could just be filling empty space for all im aware; me and my dad have weird communication skills#but the message that it sends me is “who the hell do you think you are helping her right now.”#and that. makes me angrier than anything.#who the hell do you think YOU are trying to keep her from her friends. who the hell do you think YOU are TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT.#and i swear he could see that in my eyes cus then he goes “want some icecream 🥺?”#so i tell him “i don’t know what you mean by that.” in the flattest voice i can give#and he just throws his hands up in the air and g r o a n s as if to say ‘HERE WE GO AGAIN’#and i just. bite my tongue and drive my sister to her friends house.#but i swear he does this all the time. he just uses different code words. an old one used to be “mom made curry!” (my favorite meal)#and he’d use it every time he had something negative to say to me. yk. the same way you’d tease a dog with a treat to get them all excited.#“positive sandwich” is what he’d call it. a positive; then a negative; then a positive to make the whole thing ok#but yk a sandwich is always gonna taste like what’s inside. and brother; i can taste the shit between your buns.#yes i know how that sounds.#but yea. as soon as i got home he asked me if i wanted ice cream again.#rubbing salt in the wound? or just trying to curb my anger? i’ll never know. but it drove me upstairs for the rest of the night.#but yea that’s my little rant. someone come get my dad.#stan’s forum
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i love madoka magica however i dont think we as a fandom talk enough about how tragic madoka herself is. probably because the narrative itself steers you away from thinking about her personally. shes not a character shes a desire that homura has, shes a force of good, shes homura's foil. but those are all madoka's narrative roles but madoka herself as a person is not really looked at because we are viewing this world from an unreliable narrator(homura) who only sees madoka as those things. The best thing homura could have done for madoka was give up on her, to let her go. because every time we go back in time the image of madoka is distorted, she loses more of herself every regression of homura's as she tries harder and harder to save her. We don't even know what madoka originally wished for to become a magical girl in the original timeline. and she actually acts quite differently than the madoka we meet. shes a lot more honest and caring and bold. by the time homura's has reached the actual anime madoka has been reduced by the sands of time to a figment of herself. she has no wants or desires of her own beyond wanting to do good and help her friends and when all her humanity is stripped away is when she finally acends to godhood because thats all thats left of her. an ideal and a faith in her. madoka kaname died a long time ago and all that is left is her ghost.
#of course homura doesnt care anymore because she cant go back she can only go forward cuz if she gives up she killed madoka for nothing#she could have left her pass away with dignity but now shes a ghost stuck in a web of time and the only thing she can do is keep trying#to save her#i feel like inately homura knows this but she doesnt want to admit to herself thats shes the real one who killed madoka kaname#this is a very charitable reading of homura#homura died too but its a clear moment because homura is our narrator#homura akemi will never come back madoka kaname will never come back#but life goes on anyway for homura#heres my truth#i loved rebellion but im actually a bigger fan of the original anime's ending so im glad it seems like red ribbon homu is coming back#i thought that ending was a lot more hopeful and beautiful and rebellion was kind of a downer but i always accepted they were parallel#and seems im right based on posters#for walpurgis#madoka uses one of my favorite literary devices which is the underuse of a character#i dont know whats it called but i love it when they dont outright develop a character usually to signal an upholding of the status quo#i already explained how madoka is not shown as a character but they do this in princess tutu too with mytho#mytho is a character from a book hes not real in the way that the others are and therefore cant actually change like the others can#hes always the focus of others and never the one thinking of others#i mean yeah he spends like the whole anime thinking about tutu but thats PART of his book its not him as a person#anyway ive been talking too much but i wanna bring up my favorite subtle use of this in takopi's original sin#the boy#idk his name rn lmao#hes straight up not present for the bulk of the manga and hes legit just absent from the ending scene despite being one point of a triangle#at first that weirded me out like??? he doesnt get closure???#but the reason was he didnt need it#the focus and moral is that those girls were 'weird' unable to be normal (because of trauma) and their closure was theyre at least together#but he doesnt need that because hes already normal hes the status quo a benchmark for the reader for the reader to judge the characters off#and the characters to judge eachother off of#anyway anyway sorry this has been so long#i had to get all of that out of me
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OCs today because I really missed them. Since I wanted details still but with less effort (aka no shading) I opted for their DND AU versions.
Not pictured: Paul (a Pauladin if you will) messing up and probably nearly dying for the fifth time.
#my characters#oops i fell in love#silly lil plot tag for my silly lil traumatized people (minus Rick he's not traumatized)#right is the cleric here and he's the main character and is best friends with brent the black haired guy#brent has ABSOLUTELY no room to talk about weird best friends#right literally calls brent fuckwad (affectionate) and has him saved in his phone as that and brent thinks its endearing#you have NO ROOM to call karen weird because she craves eldritch blasting paul#rick is just a v nice and polite guy who matches with karen on dating apps all the time#they went on one date and then promptly ghosted each other and then matched again and were like hmmmm awkward#and eventually the two become friends and she hangs out with him and there is zero romance#right and brent do eventually do the talking and the communication and eventually date im proud#since rick doesnt actually really hang out with the whole group just karen im p sure she convinces chris the gm#to make her an npc to replace best friend status because killing paul is really tempting with no consequences#right however is v much NO WAIT THERE ARE MANY CONSEQUENCES EVEN IF HES USELESS#paul off to the side hey wait thats mean :c im trying#anyway sorry i love my ocs and talk about them a lot once i start bye
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Trying to analyze the tropes in my own fics to see if I think they're successful as component pieces and getting so confused I give myself psychic damage send help
#spazzcat barks#i was trying to figure out how -- if at all -- the 5 man band structure appears in RnS#Helsknight has been labeled: Leader Lancer and Strong Man#i think i am more firmly planting him on Lancer/Strong Man#but the story itself makes a compelling case for Helsknight is the leader but the story is narrated by his Lancer [Tanguish]#Tanguish not surprisingly Ive put in: Hero/Leader Lancer and Heart#EB i think could be Strong Man or Heart with emphasis on Heart#Martyn could be the Smart Guy for Tanguish or the Lancer for Helsknight#in which case if Martyn is Helsknights Lancer than Tanguish could compellingly be Helsknight's Smart Guy instead#conversely Tango doesnt fit into the 5 man band structure. he is instead an inciting insident / catalyst#who could become a support character role a la Heart later but only once he gets more screen time#as of right now hes very one dimensional#meanwhile Welsknight is one of three plot antagonists#the Main Antagonist is the Universe/Death#it represents a force of nature antag#the major secondary Antag and the Tanguish specific antag is the Demon#he represents what needs to change about the world and the concepts that Tanguish is ideallgocally opposed to#Welsknight however is theeeeeee#oh words#i belive its called the Saboteur? Antag archetype?#he is the thing that breaks things down from the inside#also to be further established#anyway ive been thinking about this for hours >:/#if i can not put my little guys into their assigned boxes i think that means i didnt quite make the mark on those boxes#which isnt inherently bad -- the main cast of RnS is a duo Hero/Right Hand Man archetype first#and a 5 man band second#but still! frustrating
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fingers crossed rob wont be in the writers room for sunny
#or he will be only technically lol#seth i hope ur right#but does rob rlly love it enough to let it go…#like at this point i just need to see the macden arc come to its conclusion#they set it up so they might as well#squeeze a few extra good deetress moments out of it#maybe see charlie ending up in the place i think he will#Maybe see that gruesome twosome arc that Celeb Booze was Maybe hinting at..#then just call it#18. the cutoff.#id be fine if it was 17 if they found a way to do it neatly and effectively#but we���ll see#like just bc sunny Dies doesnt mean it actually dies#thats a testament to its overall quality in writing#but im just so nervous for s17#hdjsbsksbdiebe#like Inflates was such good rob satire lol#more of that it makes mac funny
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i forgot grunt meant like henchman or whatever for a second i thought they were like yeah leonas bitch ass grunts and growls are partial proof to savanaclaw being an athletic leaning dorm lol
#well they also say that in the game not just the manga jkdlfhsdkl like in azuls union bday card#ace was like oh yeah ok you dont wanna be in savanaclaw cause theyre more athletic oriented right#and azul was like NO IM TALKING ABOUT THE SUN SHUT UP!!! jsdklfhsdklfj#anyway i was on the wiki cuz i was trying to remember what their dorm's trait thing is like according to the mirror but i DONT SEE IT.#i rememeber i get it confused with pomesiores . like i think one of theirs is tenacity . but idr which one LOL#the other is maybe endurance...????#that doesnt sound right. i feel like it was broader than that#WAIT I LIED IT DOES SAY IT AT THE TOP i just. missed that part. it IS tenacity lol#what the fuck was pomefiore then....#oh ya theirs according to the wiki is UNRELENTING EFFORTS which i think i did see sometimes written as like endurance or fortitude or smthn#anyway. savanaclaw and pomefiore's ~core value~ always felt similar to me. but also maybe i just dont know what words mean <3#not in a 'theyre too similar' way like i do think theyre different. i just think it's INCH RESTING when things r like#theyre similar. theres overlap. but theres enough distinction to put them apart#actually them being similar in some regards does feel reinforced by the rook hunt situation like he went from one to the other#and seems to be thriving regardless.... we're onto something here...#hmm what were the others.. i think heartslabyul was strictness...#ok the wiki says severity i think ive seen either eng or a translation that called it strictness lol but severity i feel like is maybe#better word choice.. just a lil... nuances nuances whatever anyway idr the others. actually wait no i know octavinelles is like#benevolence bc azul keeps mentioning it- the wiki says compassion. lol. idk if i just keep remembering close enough or like#remembering fan vs official tls. i think the wiki is doing its own direct tl and not engtwst but moving ON#scarabia is deliberation... ignihyde is diligence... diasomnia is elegance???#why is diasomnia the only one that didnt sound familiar At All LOL i dont REMEMBER THAT ONE#i remembered vaguely what scarabia was bc they make a point of mentioning it in like end of 4 or start of 5?#when they were like yeah we value foresight or w/e in scarabia so jamil hasnt been ousted right away. i like scarabia their#way of showing the different ways deliberation works with like jamil vs how it does in kaliim vs the npcs#like theyre all different ppl but still fit that criteria in their own unique ways.... hell yeah...#anyway yay i got ONE right on the nose [as the wiki has it listed anyway lol] thanks savanaclaw
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Drop that 0.01% fic that’s got the right vibe on silco because I’ve YET to find it & keep getting the ick trying to dig through some… creative… fics. NOT TO BE AN ASSHOLE like everyone has different tastes you can write what you want that’s what I do I get it but. I have to go back to the show to see The Truth. Which is that if I put myself within 10 feet of this man I’d be under the heel of his boot before a spec of drool could leave my wanting mouth. I wanna feel the arthritis creaking his knuckles while he tries to see how many times an airway can collapse
So ive been having several thoughts on this both specific to him and also as a whole
how i don't like that every single character (across all fandoms...) manages to get reduced to the same stereotypical lovey (or secretly so) romantic lead archetype, but also how I do love, from the outside, that it exists. especially in the reader ones... like theres something very Cute about people being like no, this character WOULD love me and drop guard for ME only. Less cute when everybody does it the exact same way for every character, the universal template.
Anyway I've actually yet to find any 😭 sometimes I'll think a fic is going good then they whip out the pet names every other sentence, the therapy speak explanation of Feelings, immediate resolution of decades of issues (<- this is present in all fandoms, and extra grating when it comes to characters like This Guy)...which i guess is fair depending on the piece (obvs a 1 chapter work isnt going to have time for all this. It doesnt have to be perfect like that! Actually none of these ppl are doing anything bad, ppl can write whatever they want, but it rly does feel like everyones just copying each other nonstop and sameifying every character vs actually thinking about...the character's personality...its all at the expense of the characters personality...)
Anyway maybe u should write something bc you've put much better imagery in my mind and piqued my incherest with those few sentences alone 😭 LMAO
#BUT ANYWAY YOURE VERY VERY RIGHT#i was trying to figure out how to word this but i feel adjacent. im not into dd silco making u call him daddy i need to be#what he's looking down at in that scene where he's angrier than he's ever been in his life. who said that#actually thats a lie ive found one thats kinda close. where he's mean and he doesnt care about you and makes sure you know it like YEEEY ^_^#skunk mail#anonymous#i didnt know how to word this but i saw one where he's like essentially got the other character signing a consent#form before anything. like im not saying the writing should be the extreme opposite of that. but its also not something in character ykwim#like u dont have to write the opposite of That extreme but u also could just not include what u did...😭 IDK#and then also again im not saying these fics are all bad its just ugh when its 99% of everything#like i actually dk that i cld selfship w him (FOR EXAMPLE) because he would not want me and that isnt as fun#so ''he DOES want u actually'' writing is very very fun....but at the expense of his entire personality lmfao#*the lie tag was about the fic ^_^ bc i said i havent found any. i have One saved.#theres another one i have saved bc of the Concept but the action falls flat like he would not say all that#long post#long ask
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