#but thats another thing for a nother day

[digitalspool]

need more soft smiling ratio… actually adore him so much he’s so silly. i will eat hjm

[fereldenshero]

just like an ok day i guess

[esoteriamaya]

ASTRAL DREAMS: Ancestors, Dreams, Codes & Messages From The Other Side?

Hi ! So I've been getting heavily into dreams as of late as the times are really intriguing the minds of the collective and been noticing a few things.

Astral traveling is another form of dreaming where you're spirit is wide awake but your 'asleep'. Your consciousness is opening up to portals & different realms as we dream, but how do we protect ourselves through the time being?

Because in these times, spirit guides, our ancestors and even other spirits who may or may not have our best interest are able to connect with us more due to the vulnerable state we are in while dreaming.

Have you ever wondered what the meaning of these astral dreams we're saying? What happened in the dream?

The messages we receive in our dreams are codes to go through our present reality. It may not make sense then but it will later.

In the Astrals, we become gifted with certain knowledge that sometimes can not be expressed to anyone but ourselves. In these dreams, we can unlock different dimensions and learn about different things about the seen and unseen worlds we typically do not notice when we are asleep.

The Astrals, in a way, can be your higher and lower selves communicating to get your attention. This also can be a way for your spirit team to show themselves and be a beacon for you in the astrals.

Also, If you ever find yourself waking up around the hours of 2-5 am you might be able to get compensation for any strange dreams or nightmares that may happen in these hours, lol. Because baby.... These ours aren't a joke, but I'll post about this on whole nother post.

What I like most about the astral realms is the ability to see thru people in these states, like... have you seen that one episode of spongebob where he was visiting other peoples dreams? Thats another version of astral travel. Also being able to 'wake up' in your room and your floating and flying around the room and you realize you can leave and go anywhere else... yeah, thats astral traveling love.

There are more things I could say about this, but I'd ultimately say just be careful. Because Astral Travel can be fun but it can be a little... scary... to say the least. Like I said before, your spirit guides can connect with you during these states but you know who else can?..... lower entities. The one that is sent out to bother vulnerable people in hopes to get into a vessel. Just remember you are more powerful than the things in question.

Astral travel also isnt just when you sleep during the night, it can happen during the day, especially during a nap. It is the perfect time for astral travel. Sometimes meditating and 'falling sleep' puts you in a state of astral traveling, but this way its different as you're gifts shine during this state as you open the subconscious to other worlds that are untapped inside you.

I hope this reading on astral travel helps in a way! More to come in the future on this topic!

[jackienautism]

I’m kinda surprised that you don’t like Dylan? He seems to be such the fan fav I don’t think I ever actually seen anyone rank him so low on their list- what’s your opinions on his character?

yeaah i just didnt really vibe with him when i played, plus i got pretty annoyed seeing him everywhere before getting into the game (travis too but thats a whole nother thing). like good for all you guys for having fun but i just cant get into it

im gonna be honest about my opinions on him so if you reeaaaaally like dylan i recommend not reading. and i mean that genuinely

1.ive just. i immediately saw dylan as one of those like male characters that get super popular in a fandom bc he: is white.is a guy. is a brunette. is associated w/ a gay ship. and is fit under a "bad boy / mentally ill / misunderstood" trope. i truly and honestly dont care if someone likes these types of characters. as long as you're not a fucking freak, i dont give a shit what you do. its just such a prominent trend that should make you go HMMMMM fandom hates women and people of color! and basically im just sick of that trend! so seeing dylan also fit into it turned me super off lmao

2. in relation to his character, i think its fine, i guess, its nothing revolutionary. especially in regards to other supermassive characters.... i thought about this during work one day and like. emily has a similar character to dylan LOL and ive had this thought before but. dylan and emma are also very similar character wise! in terms of like. compensating ina very negative way due to insecurity! but you know whch characters get the most flack for being dicks? for being bitches? for being the worst? and you know who doesnt?

3. i also particularly hated the thing he did to abi during the camp fire scene. like. i dont care if you compensate by making jokes and shit, you're still an asshole. and so is emma. and so is emily. i dont understnad why dylan should get ANY different treatment. but anyway, that dare was absolutely targeted towards abi and nothing will change my mind on the matter. abi is very clearly on the outside of the group. hell, the entire time everyone (mainly kaitlyn and emma) makes comments about how incompetent abi is when it comes to dating anf shit. and so for dylan to ask what he did? it put her on the fucking spot and humiliated her. i dont care if he "saves" it if you dont interrupt as ryan, there's absolutely no way hes unaware of abi's standing social wise in the group. him asking HER that of all people is just shitty. he fucking knows what abi's answer is gonna be. and even though she never answers the question, the damage is already done.

and before anyone says anything, i know nick also was targeted in diff ways for being "incompetent" in this specific sense. which is another conversation im willing to have. but even so, rthe comment ryan still makes bout not letting that "prep aesthetic fool you"? and the way he kisses emma? he clearly has got some "game" or whatever the fuck. whereas abi doesn't really have any of those moments (except for kissing nick first, which is something kaitlyn ryan and dylan said she wouldnt do LOL). and speaking of kaitlyn? and in association, emma? what they did to abi is one of the things i hate most about them and what happens in game. its actually what made me begin to DISLIKE both of them when it happened. basically what im saying is, kaitlyn and emma arent exempt from this criticism just because i dont like dylan. and i also dont care if thats the "point" of truth or dare. it still makes all the characters involved fucking dicks. they know how abi is like, emma especially, so seeing them all pull this shit is just disheartening and sad.

and 4. i like being hastag different

[cowboy-robooty]

i am so glad that its not just me who went "hans landa has some homofag shit going on"

because see you all know im constantly on that yaoi cocaine so i thought it was just me being average anime fan again but HANS LANDA FROM INGLORIOUS BASTERDS IS A HOMOSEXUAL! what tipped me off personally is the fact that the entire movie hes incredibly confident and suave and never stumbles in his speech. his actor is purposeful with what he does and the only time he stumbles is when hes doing his monologue to rainer to propose a deal and says the name "hermann". I hadnt heard his voice falter or stumble in the slightest for the entire movie it really stuck out to me. And whats more is when hermann is shot that is the only time in the entire movie that Landa expresses any degree of genuine shock and weakness. Now this can be written off as him realizing that Rainer is not making good on their deal, but the thing is that he says "I made a deal with you gentlemen for that mans life". It's a very strange thing to say, since I think that Landas selfishness and ability to turn a blind eye to others suffering by accepting things because theyre not happening to him it is a key component to his character. Landa is not the type of man who would say that he made a deal for another's life in this situation. if he was only shocked about the deal being broken, he would just say that theyre breaking the deal, but not say a line that suggests that he thinks that the deal was more for hermanns life than his own. A thing that my bro (LMV) pointed out also is that in the beginning Landa says that he knows what people can do once they abandon their dignity. This is of course meant to be taken by the farmer as him being very knowledgable with the places that Jewish people could be hiding, but in the context of him being gay this gets a greater meaning since it creates a double meaning where he also is admitting that he understands because hes a "rat" himself. Landas character is a whole 'nother enchilada, but to boil it down he is an incredibly selfish man. He's not a monster with no critical thought and only vile hatred towards Jews fueling his engines; hes a human and a monster by choice. I think that theres a common misconception that showing the humanity in a horrible person = symapthy for that person because to me I think it only makes them more terrible in my eyes. Landa is a human just like us and couldve done the right thing, but he still chose the wrong thing to do. He could've pulled a hugo and done all he could to kill the nazis around him or sacrifice his life to not be apart of the evil regime or literally anything except what he chose to do, which was undoubtedly the worst option possible; become fucking colonel nazi. when i watch a supernatural horror movie I often cant bring myself to fully hate the demon because it feels like hating a tornado. Yeah i hate it destroyed my house and im scared of it but i cant really hate it since what did I expect its a tornade it was born to do that lol it cant really do anything else. but Landa doesn't get this pass and recieves my full unadulterated hatred. He isnt a monster with no critical thought who was born with no other drive than to kill and slaughter, he's a man just like all of us who actively choses evil because he's selfish and vile. Yes, he has motives. yes, it wouldve been much harder to do the right thing. but at the end of the day he still chose the wrong thing to do. and to me that makes him so so much more incredibly sickening because he couldve done good, but he simply continues to choose evil everyday because thats easier and more advantageous to himself than doing whats right. And in essence it would be incredibly in character of him to be a "rat" who acts as a "hawk" because he was born in a hawks nest, might as well play the part and stay within it. He is mentioned as a womanizer a few times, but I personally believe that Landa would create this rumor himself to put away any and all suspicion of him being gay, since I think thats the natural first thing someone would do if they were gay and trying to hide it.

He's a master of manipulation and words, so of course he's going to be able to keep the rumor solid with no leaks.

I just think that Landa definately was homofag for Hermann and personally like the movie a lot more with that in mind. Because not only does it add more meaning to his words and give you even more insight into his motivations and ideas and character (especially with the thought that he knows how it feels to be hunted. so instead of helping those who are being hunted he becomes a hunter himself) but also it makes the ending so much more satisfying. because personally I agree with literally everything Rainer says like I dont care i think all nazis should die and be tortured with no mercy they chose this fate when they chose to be a nazi. They have motivations for why, but we all have motivations for why we do the things we do. the right thing is almost always harder to do than the wrong thing and the matter of fact is that they chose to be a nazi instead of anything else in the world so they deserve no mercy. ngl im so glad rainer carved the swatstika on Landas head because I was going to throw a fit if Landa deadass just got off scott free. And i think it's actually a fitting substitute punishment to death too since Landa has to spend the rest of his days with a permanent reminder to everyone that he's a horrible person and suffer the consequences that come with being a horrible person (everyone hates him and hopefully punches nazis everyday SO TRUE!!!!). And i think if hermann was his lover thatd make his punishment even better. Since he had to witness the love of his life be shot before him and live the rest of his life knowing that he caused his lovers demise. His plan caused the only person in the world he loved more than himself to be killed and scalped and he just has to live with that forever now. its sooo much better i think that kind of torture is soooooooooo deserved tbh to me itd be a fate worse than death because id look at my hands and think to myself "i did all of this to make sure wed live together. and i still failed. what was this all for?". its so fucking well deserved ITS SO RIGHTEOUS!!! EVERY HORRIBLE THING LANDA DID WAS FOR FUCKING NOTHING BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY HERMANN STILL DIED! HIS RANK AND ACOMPLISHMENTS AND SINS MEAN NOTHING BECAUSE IT DIDNT PROTECT HIM-- IF ANYTHING IT CAUSED HERMANN TO DIE FROM A FIREY BULLET OF JUSTICE! AAUAGWHWH YES..... YES....!!!! I LOVE WELL DESERVED TORTURE. EAT SHIT AND DIE LANDA LETS FUCKING GO!!!!!! okay i need to stop myself before i get a little too into it. but yeah i think landa deserves a fate worse than death and i believe hermann being his lover solidifies that he does get that (THANK GOD)

anyways guys i really liked inglorious basterds its even better with yaoi cocaine please have a whiff before you watch for the best experience 😍

[methbongs]

my weed au megapost ok so this shit is gonna be all kinds of awesome watch out ok so niless favorite thing to smoke is fat greasy blunts all day long hes just like fuckin that shit up absolutely goin to town on it and miles is like hey dude check this out and he opens up his bag and the peter griffin bong is there like holy hell i can see it in my mind right now man its fucking awesome and then they pull it out and put that biden blast shit in and spark it up alright miles takes a hit and hes like hooooooooly swag dude getting kinda hot in here so he takes off his rick and morty branded cap mega awesome all sorts of cool kinda just like nonchalant with it you know takes a nother hit coughs a bit but in a chill way he knows what hes doing you know hands the bong off to niles but hes so weak and fragile that he drops it so miles just goes heh dont worry buddy i got you winnk and pulls out another bong this time its homer simp son instead of peter graffin and holy shit man like its really the coolest shit youve ever seen and then niles is like heh dude thats pretty sweet whered you cop that lil ditty miles turns to him because theyre sittin on   the couch cool like awesome and then he goes oh you know just picked it up at the weed store haha this is like really cool so let me know what you guys think if i should continue or what yeah just leave a comment and a like

[quizzically]

i'm so over gender like actually. I am not third wave of being over gender i'm like 88th wave gender neutralhead for my own self. My physical presentation is a little more complicated and while obviously tying into my identity is a whole nother can of worms. and on a basis of pure, like, in my head secretgender what i actually feel inside, i literally could not care about it less and thinking about my gender identity brings me no joy or gratification at all, infact it feels like a roadblock in my head that i hate when people make me reckon with. it's not like i'm repressing something or have a problem cause it's not like i'm trying or wanting to figure it out anymore. i've figured out my gender a thousand times for myself but now it's come to the stage that i have to project it externally

I Just Dont Care

there's nothing that will make you hate the gender binary more than being maverique-adjacent and just wanting zero part of it, not just not wanting to choose but not having to have to choose in the first place. like leslie feinberg said "ill never be a boy or girl as long as thats a question that has to be asked". nothing will make you hate it more than just not wanting to be GENDERED. EVER. STOP HAVING IT BE RELEVANT, KILL IT. i dont want gender markers on profiles or licenses I dont even like being called trans most days it's just like a clinical thing that i pull up in discussions it's like my blood type.

i like being a butch on a pure like my-role-position-in-society level it's like having a job. i like being butch to women and men. i like people thinking im a boy because i was born a girl and its like, i want to just be defiant in any way i can, i like defying expectations. and also i love "boy clothes", more comfy and practical and less revealing on the whole than presenting in "girl clothes", i know thats old headed talk but just to get a message across. I like being chivalrous and acting masculine and proud and standing up for myself but even then not all the time, im kinda a pansy. i know that will never unmake me a butch but you know what i mean. that's literally as far as it goes.

i'm just a person. i'm a human. that is so cliche. but like. humans are incredibly smart animals while we are animals our emotional intelligence is like through the roof 300 times over. We could afford, to not do this. bleh.

gender is so totally important to so many people though. this is not like a global righteous statement for the state of the world its just my ideal. Idk maybe in an ideal world where we never invented the gender binary it wouldn't be such a priority to lots of people to be understood as one thing or another...at all. maybe gender dysphoria is a lot more of a biological thing idk im totally not qualified. U ever see a trans person get their driver license or id changed. crazy stuff it warms your heart it's so nice. bt again a lot of the reason they might want to be one thing or another is because of this...ridiculous, colossal, thousand million year empire or stereotypes, and standards, and ideas and rules that we've made up, for these two little boxes. that we either want to stay in or leave.

[kozykricket]

Minecraft Idea: Saving your inventory.

every day i feel like i come up with my new favorite minecraft idea Ahem, we all know item loss in minecraft is annoying-as-heck. Its frustrating, cruel, punishing, you can literally say minecraft respects your time less than dark souls. the 5 minute ticking time bomb on your items is a terrible thing, especially on multiplayer. I am a believer in “simply increase the despawn time” but I think item loss overall, even through other means, is frustrating. Netherite was supposed to... sort of be a way to combat items burning in lava, but like. as if tools are the only thing we care about losing, lol. it turned out to just be another tier, which sucks.

But I’m not here to talk about the common solution, I’m here to bring a new idea to the table, a middle ground of keepInventory and losing everything! (ripped from subnautica) Saving your inventory So, how losing items works in subnautica is that you only lose items that you picked up on your journey since you last left a base, which means you get to keep most of what you were bringing with you! (You also keep one random item but lets ignore that)

I think the system is great, its quite forgiving yet it still means you cant just go somewhere and die on purpose to bring home some new sweet items. You have to get back to safety to save your inventory. It has some exploits, though.

How would we implement such a feature in Minecraft?

Well, my first thought was beds, and I’ve stuck to it - although you could apply this to a new block that has to be near your bed, for simplicity lets just say... sleeping in a bed saves your inventory, and when you respawn you keep anything that you had on you when you last slept - sounds fairly simple, right? Well, I brainstormed it with a few people on discord and we quickly found out it would be very easily abusable, and could promote a playstyle of bringing a bed with you everywhere. We went through a few ideas for how it could work, the first being that you would have to commit to sleeping the night away, but that is very quickly shot down due to multiplayer. The idea that I liked most was that when you destroy the bed, you destroy its savestate of your inventory. That combined with losing your spawnpoint seems like punishment enough. Other ideas considered were that it would only work if you had slept in that bed a few times before, so that a new bed placed down cant easily save your items, but that seems rather annoying... you already can only sleep during night, and it would take a while to sleep multiple times in a bed to make it recognized as one of your “safe beds”

I do hope to learn modding for minecraft, because ideas like these sound incredibly interesting and fun to implement, and I want to practice design for games. I’ll reblog this one day if I ever make it a mod... its an interesting middle ground between keepinventory and dropping everything! I think it has lots of potential... perhaps xp would still be lost on death but thats a whole ‘nother can of worms

[lollipopbunnyparty]

IM GONNA VOPY AND PASTE SOMETHING I SENT MY FRIEND COZ I WAS THINKING AHOUT IT AND I HAVE A LOT MORE I COULD SAY TOO

I LOVE DREAMING BECAUSE IT FEELS LIK YOURE IN A WHOLE NOTHER WORLD AND ITS EVEN FUNNER WHEN ITS CRAZY BAM DREAMS OR MAGIC DREAMS OR DREAMS WHERE U CAN FLY AND I WISH UOU COULD GO TO DIFFERENT WORLDS SUPER EASILY LIKE IDK IF YOUVE HEARD OF SHIFTING WHICH IS EASY TOO YOU JUST GOTTA BELIEVE IT WILL WORK BUT I WISH YOU COULD JUST I DUNNO HAVE A BUTTON TO DO IT AND IT COULD BE LIKE THE BEST ESCAPE EVER I WANNA FLY AND I WOULD GO TO A WORLD WHERE I VOULF BE A MAGICAL GIRL BECAUSE THAT SOUNDS REALLY FUN BUT MAYBE NOT MADOKA MAGICA MAGICAL DGIRLS BUT AND ID ALSO WANNA GO TO A WORLD WHERE IM A CALICO CAT IT WOULD BE SUPER FUN TOO I LOVE CSLIVO CATS AND I WOULD HAVR A REALLY ZZZZZ OR SOFT AND SLEEPY LIFE OR MAYBE A FAIRY WORLD AND EVERYBODYS A FAIRY AND YOU CAN HAVE STARRY MAKEUP AND WINGS AND EVERYTHINGS MAGIC AND YOU CAN CHOOSE HOW U WANNA LOOK AND VHANGE IT WHENEVER YOU WANT OR EVEN GOING TO ANOTHER WORLD THATS SIMILAR TO THIS ONE BUT JUST CHANGEF UP A LITTLE BIT LKKE A WORLD WHERE EVERYONE CAN WEAR AND BE WHO THEY ARE WITHOUT BEING MADE FUN OF SO EVERYDAY IS EXTRA FUN FOR EVERYBODY OR A WORLF WHERE IF THINGS DIDNT GO RIGHT WITH SOMEONE U COULD GO TO A REALITY WHERE U FORGOT ABOUT THE BAD STUFF THAT HAPPENED AND YOU CAN START OVER AGAIN AND FORGET ALL ABOUT THE CHOICE OF STARYING OVER SO THERES NO GUILT AND STUFG AND THEN JTS LIKE RETRYING WITH THAT PERSON OR A WORLD WHERE ANKMALS CAN TALK OR MAYBE A WORLD WHERE U GET TO BE A KID FOREVER AND MAYBE IT WOULD BE SO AWESOME IF WHEN YOU FALL ASLEEP YOULL BE IN A DREAM WORLD AND IF YOUVE EVER PLAYED VR THERES A BIG SCREEN WHICH THE DREAM WORLD WOULD LOOK HOW A GAME MENU LOOKS LIKE THROUGH A VR SET AND THEN YOU JUST HAVE TO WALK UP TO IT AND READ THE STUFF AND PICK THE OPTION THING LIKE “CREATE WORLD” LIKE MINECRAFT A LITTLE AND THEN U CAN ALSO SCROLL THROUGH DREAM WORLDS THAT YOU OR OTHER PEOPLE HAVE THOUGHT OF AND THEN EVEN IF YOU FORGET THEM AND U WANTED TO GO BACK TO THAT DREAM (NOT LIKE THE STUFF IF SOMETHING GOES BAD WITH SOMEONE) THE FORGOTTEN DREAM POPS UP IN A SECTION AND THE SECTION IS JUSY CALLED FORGOTTEN DREAMS AND IF U TAP IT U CAN SEE ALL THE DREAMS AND THEN ONCE YOU CHOOSE WHERE YOU WANNA GO A PORTAL POPS UP AND YOU CAN GO IN IT INTO WHATEVER WORLD YOU WANNA GO AND THEN HERE BEFORE U GO IN IT ASKS YOU HOW LONG DO YOU WANNA STAY IN THAT WORLD AND YOUR OPTIONS ARE A BLANK WHERE U TYPE IN HOW MUCH TIME U WOULD STAY AND HOW MUCH TIME WOULD PASS IN YOUR ORIGINAL WORLD SO LIKE IF 1 day IN YOUR NEW DREAM WORLD PASSES IT COULD BE LIKE 1 SECOND IN YOUR ORIGINAL WORLD IT DEPENDS HOW LONG U WANNA STAY OR YOU CAN PICK YOU WANNA STAY FOREVER AND IF YOU PICK THAT U WANNA STAY FOREVER U CAN FORGET U MADE THAT CHOICE OR KEEP YOUR MEMORIES AND ONCE YOU PICK WHATEVER U WANNA DO KABAM YOU GO THROUGH THE PORTAL AND YOURE JUST FLOATING THROUGH UMTIL UOU MAKE IT TO YOUR DREAM WORLD BUT YOU VOULD ALSO DO THIS WHILE YOURE AWAKE BUT I FEEL LIKE IT WOULD BE COOLER AND FUNNER IF IT WAS WHEN YOU FALL ASLEEP ALSO IF U WANNA CREATE YOUR OWN DREAM WORLD U CAN HAVE THAT OPTION TO AT THE MENU THINGY SND THEN A BIG PAPER POPS UP AND TO WRITE U JUST HAVE TO THINK OF WHATEVER YOU WANT TO HAPPEN AND IF U CHANGE YOUR MIND OF SOMETHING IT POPS AWAY AND THE NEW THING U WANT IS THERE INSTEAD OR YOU COULD ALSO CHOOSE TO JUST MAKE THE PAPER HAVE ALL THE STUFF YOU WANT IMMEDIATELY IF U FEEL LAZYISH ALSO SORRG THIS IS SUPER UPER LONG BUT I WANTED TO SHARE THAT

[inc0gnit0-m0de]

Egg hatching story rough copy (small adharan ship invade California, gets raided by soldiers and loses like 20 something eggs) (Town that protag lives in is clled Blythe its on the cali-arizona border)(futuristic 1930’s setting where the gret depression happens 2004)“Look what i got at work hun!” Damn. Lucia groaned inwardly at her husbands voice as she straightened in her chair, her leg ached.. The dolt was always bringing home odd trinkets that while looking interesting or pleasing,were often dangerous. The loud tap-tap-tap of footsteps sounded at her door before being swung open. And a large milky colored orb was shoved into her view, Lucia fought the urge to glower at the exuberant man before her. “what  did you bring home this time Todd?”“A jewel or somethin’, i think thats what ‘boss said anyways” He bounced the sphere in his palms. she pinched the bridge of her nose and tilted her head back, causing long auburn wisps to fall away from her face.This ‘jewel’ was clearly an egg of some sort.It looked like it was laid by a barn owl, if a bit large and transparent-looking.“ Todd where did you get this ‘jewel’?” He handed her the egg as he spoke “ well me n the boss were patrolling and found ‘nother Adharan wreck just inside Cali borders.Had all these white jewels inside of it“  Lucia mm-hmm’d as she absentmindedly prodding at the egg, must be adharan then. “I picked this one cuz it was the biggest,” she couldnt hear him outside of the observational monologue in her head.Todd fidgeted during the pause, “ jus’ thought id get a pretty thing for my pretty lady”. The taller woman snapped to attention in time to tell todd that he did a good job and whatnot, she liked todd of course but he was a bit scatterbrained when it came to random objects beyond the skyline.{timeskip mayhaps idk}The orb filled with white fire pulsated and squirmed, just itching at the opportunity to be released from its hazy prison.Lucia’s eyes, often glazed over with utter unconcern, were alive with a calculated mischief.in her boredom with house-wifery Lucia had chosen to incubate the spawn of her peoples greatest enemy,on Terra,in her house,on the shag carpet.It had to be a crime, a felony of unimaginable extent,that carpet was pretty expensive.But Lucia didn’t care. She was tired of the same dreaded, monotonous routine that she had been dutifully following like the good little housewife that she was.     The good little wife that she had been.Lucia wanted to raise one to these insectoid beasts, just to see what chaos she could create. Spurred on by some unknown force,the egg burst open with a squelch. Lucia would have gagged had she cared.High pitched scraping sound greeted her. she grimaced as a fat grub rolled across the carpet onto hardwood.It wriggled and endulated,it looked mostly the same as the egg. just oblong and with a pair of snapping mandibles that clicked continously.Lucia studied the larvae curiously, she eyes flickered to the corkboad with pinned bugs and arthropods.  The board had a section for hornets, brood included.Lucia smiled, she remembered the days when she would blowoff etteqiuette classes to hunt down hornet nests. She would become trancelike, she wouldnt destroy them like the other children, no,she would sit politely and just, watch.The uniformity mesmerized her, not a single wing nor antennae was out of line. Every single hornet in that hive knew their job and were content with it.Lucia jolted  as the clicking, writhing larvae found its way to her chair and dragged its jaws against her wooden leg. Had she been another woman, she woud have probably screamed in abject horror, but lucia didnt see this gesture as a threat or danger. Her work in the field so many years ago had taught her that this grub was just hungry and was telling her so in the perfect, matter-of-fact way that insects always did.Lucia reached for the cute littleporcelain bowl beside her, a wedding gift from todd’s sister i think. She took a spoon and scooped up a viscous glob of protein powder and various ground up animal bits.“If its gonna grow big it will have to eat as such.” Lucia mumbled to no one in particular.\{timeskip part 2}{ perspective change???}Todd hummed a tune he didnt remember the words to as he changed out of his uniform.He was getting ready to go home after a long shift, lost in his thoughts of nothingness.“Man those adherans are more tenacious than a coon going after a crawdad!” it was his fellow recruits chattering.“Jared of course they are theyre invaders for a reason,and I know you didnt have that stupid accent an hour ago” Todd chuckled as Second-Liutenant McReady smacked Jared on the bck of his head lightly.“You jus cant stand fun ‘round here can ya Nic? You allergic to it or somethin’?” Jared griped in a voice similar to an italian mob-boss as they walked away,bickering becoming quieter but Jared’s over-the-top accents becoming sillier.Instead of catching up with Jared and Nic, Todd hurried to pack up so he could get home to his pregnant wife.{perspective change yet again-}“Yep, i uh, gave birth right at home” Lucia avoided eye contact with Todd, she had wanted to see how far she could go with this little experiment,and pretended to be pregnant while the egg went unhatched.She forgot to include her lack of lying ability as a variable in her calculations.Todd looked at her,then at the baby-sized larvae in his arms,then at her,back at the bug with no expression. Cold sweat beaded at Lucia’s brow, feeling very stupid she was tempted to come clean-The grub wiggled at Lucia in a manner that could only be described as laughing.damn bug.“well , uh, look I-” Her uncomfortable attempt at being honest was cut short as Todd’s face broke out into the single most excited smile on Terra,”He’s got your eyes!”“Wh- Uh yes ‘he’ sure does!” The thin lady quietly huffed a sigh of relief,“Why did you air quote “he”-” Todd began, Lucia quickly snatched up the larvae and wrapped it in a fluffy blanket.The bug spawn gurgled ungratefully.“Dont you have any manners? I just gave birth to a gru- child,i meant child” Todd quickly backed down sheepishly. “Ah uh go rest then ill take care of dinner” he was most certainly going to burn water, but it the thought that counts. After some time and once Lucia was certain her husband was clueless she allowed him to feed the squirming bug.”Soo.. Whats his name? Cuz i was thinkin’ something like Toddlleton or toddy,its like Teddy but i added-” She stuck out her index finger to shush him, she hadnt thought this far ahead, but she sure as hell wasnt going to name her larvae ‘Toddy’. “Uhm..” her eyes anded on her framed copy of Solstice Daily, dated on her birthday, “S-Sol?”{timeskip, Sol’s perspective)“Theres my boy!all ready for his first day of senior year! :D” Sol was yanked into a big bear hug from jis father, “clkclk chhk wubwok” Sol chittered in annoyance, Todd relented and put him down. Lucia glanced over her coffee mug at the two, mostly indisbelief, she had kept this ruse goin for 17 and a half years now. Sol was almost six feet tall now, half a foot taller than his ‘father’, large insectoid eyes protruded from his triangularly angled head, long antennae drooped downwards animatedly and he continued clicking. He had two sets of arms for the love of Moth Jesus. Lucia pondered her next lies.Sol trudged towards Blythe Highschool, anxiously jostling his backpack.He was just barely walking through a little forested shortcut when he heard the clicking and rustling from the bushes, {oh no, what if its an Adharan? Im too pretty to die!!} Sol panic clicked rapidly as the ruslting grew louder. Throwing up his arms in defense of his face, Sol awaited imminent demise.…Nothing happened, for two, maybe three seconds.{what.what are you doing in broad daylight?? Are you trying to get killed?} a new chittering noise interuppted Sol’s dramatic death scenario, a very irritated one at that. Sol lowered his arms just enough to peek at the newcomer, but, he couldnt see anything?? {Where are you? I cant see-} Sol gasped {Are you invisible? A ghost?!} A heavy and disgruntled sigh was heard before a chitinous black hand was waved in his face,causeing him to jump. {no im just short, cool it with the screeching beanstalk} 

[lissandela]

It’s 3:30 am and I’m awake as per usual because I never sleep, but if anyone reads this, it might be far later. It’s always after midnight where the introspective thoughts strike as well as the depression, but it’s not depression that is motivating anything.

I was thinking about why people get into cosplay and the nature of wanting cosplay fame and what not. There was a twitter thread that I read yesterday and a subsequent conversation that kinda sparked my thoughts a bit. People often wonder why others try to get involved heavily with numbers and guesting and all the trappings of that and try to assign blame.

I don’t really think there’s a person you can *blame*, more like the pandemic. Sure people were monetizing and trying to influence before Covid messed everything up, but it really took off during the lockdown and boy it did it. I say that because I got swept heavily up into it once that initial no con depression hit (which is a whole ‘nother thing for those who know what I’m talking about).

During the pandemic, there were so many new cosplayers which honestly gave me great joy because I love this hobby (but not so much the community (another post for another time)). I also remember how impressionable I was starting out. There wasn’t a lot of people emphasizing important things nearly as much as they do today. Or maybe they did on twitter or other places, I’m not sure.

Anyway, I was heavily influenced by what I saw and what others did and I don’t blame any of the newer cosplayers for feeling like they had to care about numbers or influence others. It was kinda like the one time I had a discussion with a friend about how weird it is for female cosplayers starting out because there’s this underlying pressure to show skin/do more lewd costumes. This was like 4 years ago so I’m sure it’s changed now but it really felt like that’s what you had to do to get big.

Because that’s the dream right? Getting big, getting on the stage, getting paid to travel to cons. It sounds like a ton of fun but I’m sure someone would tell you that it starts out but does not remain that way. Personally I can’t speak to that since I’m as casual it comes these days or always if you ask certain people.

And inevitably when you talk about getting big it’s always going to involve numbers. Whoever tells you that the whole social media cosplay game doesn’t involve numbers in some way is lying. I wish it didn’t come down to that, god I wish. In fact I’m staring into that void as twitter is slowly combusting because thats where my popularity is located. Quite a few cons require you to have a certain amount of followers/social media presence before they even look at you. Others want you to have worked with companies like crunchyroll or viz media or funimation, which that is…an effort in itself because if you don’t have the followers or attract enough attention…well you get it.

This is not the end all to be all, because I have heard that you just have to network (a task daunting enough for us socially awkward people) and build connections, probably teach a few panels etc. So I’m pretty much rambling I guess at this point but I wanted to provide examples of requirements I’ve seen.

God I feel like this has gotten so long already, there’s so much I can say about the subject so maybe there’s gonna be a part 2.

[meattruck]

Sometimes I get really sad thinking abt how much I miss mystic messenger and there really won't b anything like it again

[weird-dere-fics]

can you write tsukasa eishi trying to confess to a lower year reader (it would be super cool if they were soma's year, just wanna see his reaction) on valentines day? everyone's just freaking out because thats the first seat, and the reader's just confused because they didn't even know he knew they existed

Hope you enjoy anon :3. If you end up seeing this lol. Again, I’m sorry it’s been super long! I’m trying to take care of these requests that have been sitting in my inbox hekdhdkdbd.

I hope you don’t mind, but I’m gonna change things up a little bit! Instead of doing it like a traditional western Valentine’s Day, I’m gonna write it like it’s White Day (The way Japan traditionally celebrates February 14th).

Hopefully it’ll still be enjoyable 💖.

Tsukasa Eishi confessing to (gender neutral) reader in the same graduating class as Soma, on White Day, below~.

To most of the students attending Tōtsuki Culinary Academy, the Elite Ten were a force to be reckoned with. They were the best of the best and had abilities in their arsenal that trumped those of any other student. A majority of the student body just couldn’t understand how people around their age were able to have such skill.

The first seat, Tsukasa Eishi, was but an enigma in the eyes of those that didn’t know him. To them, he was but a dream crushing titan. Always calm and collected. Never cracks under pressure. Cooks masterfully with little effort, as if he was one with his dish. His presence alone put him on a whole nother level.

To those that knew him though, knew he was as simple as a two sided coin.

They knew the reputation that preceded him was but a mask, and that under that mask was basically an anxious little kitten.

When it comes to his dishes, his confidence is absolute. With just about anything else though, there’s about a 90% chance he’ll panic.

Today, the second seat, Rindo, would be getting an earful of that panic from the first seat. It’s not like she minded, though. It amused her.

Her close friend was nervous at just about every girl that passed him by. By the time the day was over he feared he would have a lifetime’s supply of chocolate. He had already received a large chocolate cake from Akanegakubo earlier...

He only really wanted to accept the treat from one individual this White Day.

Said individual was giving out treats to all their dorm mates at Polar Star.

All of Polar Star was basically having a party. Cooking all sorts of treats for one another, with the occasional nasty thing slipping into the mix because of Yukihira.

Upon taking a break from all the cooking and baking, the group decided to chill out and play a couple games. The current one being Truth or Dare.

Poor Yuki had just gotten iced out by Fumio-san because she was dared to leave a few of her game animals in the elderly woman’s room. She was feeling particularly pouty and decided to call you next, knowing how daring you were. She was hoping you would pick dare as she hoped. Someone else had to suffer as badly as she did.

The evilest of smiles came into her face once you uttered the very choice she had hoped to hear. A sinister plan quickly appeared amongst her thoughts.

“I dare you to give Tsukasa Eishi a White Day gift by the time the sun goes down!”

The way you choked roused laughs out of some and sympathy from others.

Marui choked along with you, “NANI?”

Daigo and Shoji were wheezing laughing.

Ryoko would nervously chuckle and ask Yuki if her dare was a little too much, but of course the strawberry blonde didn’t back down.

Isshiki only smiled innocently.

Yukihira was suggesting you challenge the first seat to a shokugeki, which prompted you to choke again.

You ended up yelling that everyone in the room was crazy! And that there was no way in hell you were doing that!

You were saying that was a waste of time because he could be anywhere in this gigantic school, but you were really trying to get out of it because you didn’t want to be forced to face your feelings.

You had developed a crush on him from the moment you first saw him perform in a Shokugeki. You felt your heartbeat rush each time someone uttered his name around you, warmth flooding your cheeks.

There would be no use in trying to get close to someone like him. He was way out of your league, both in cooking and in general, in your opinion. Why would you waste his time? He probably didn’t even know you existed...

Yuki was wholeheartedly dedicated to this crusade now though, proclaiming to the heavens that she would go with you to see it through. Isshiki had made it known he was interested in seeing it too. So the two would end up dragging you out of the dorms, bringing along some of the chocolate treats you had made.

You were going to die.

Tsukasa was feeling the same way, seeing as the day wasn’t getting any younger and he had yet to see you. Rindo had force fed him some of the chocolate he was given to console him, but it only made him sigh. He was sure the chocolate wasn’t as good as yours would be.

He too had fallen for you after seeing you perform in a shokugeki. You lost that shokugeki to Yukihira Soma, but he could tell you had so much potential.

He sighed dramatically, resting his cheeks in his hands, “Maybe they went home for White Day?”

“I doubt it,” Rindou smiled cheekily, “You could always ask Eizan to find them for you, you know?”

“Eh, no way,” he puckered his lips, “His lackeys would just freak them out.”

After a little while of watching Tsukasa sulk, Rindou excused herself to go use the little girl’s room.

Tsukasa figured maybe some fresh air would be good for him too so he stepped outside of the room they were hanging out in.

It was a pretty day out today. The sun was shining and there was a pleasant breeze.

He wondered what you might have been thinking about today as he looked at the scenery in front of him.

He could hear some faint voices getting closer.

“He should be somewhere around here!” That cheery tone was familiar...

Isshiki?

The voices stopped soon after that. And before long the snowy haired first seat would hear steps approaching him after a while. He figured Rindo had come out to tease him some more, but turned around to find you standing there.

His eyes would widen a little. You... actually came...

You could not believe your two dorm mates actually managed to drag you here and brought you to this moment. You felt like you were about to shit your pants as you clenched the box of treats in your hands.

Tsukasa was just,,, staring at you. You knew this was a horrible idea! Why couldn’t you just have picked truth for once???

“U-Um... T... These a-are for you...”

You would bow a bit and hold them out, and he would take them. He didn’t say anything though. So after a while you stood up straight and saw he was just staring at the box. Dear god, he probably wanted nothing to do with it...

You needed to escape before you made more of a fool of yourself.

As you turned, briskly walking away, Tsukasa started freaking out. Crap wait, he didn’t mean to make a bad impression! Did he scare you? Did he seem rude? How long was he staring at the box? He was just so happy he couldn’t believe it!

“H-Hey wait-!” He reached his hand out as you stopped, not wanting to turn around and look at him though you did it anyway.

He was gonna tell you to take it back, right?

“Um!” He hesitated. Thinking about what Rindo would tell him to do. He supposed he should just bite the bullet...

“I-I like you!”

It was your turn to freeze and stare at him now.

“...EH?!”

Your cheeks were burning.

He liked you? How? You were just another student in the crowd at this school. He knew about you? You weren’t that special were you?

“It’s about time you admitted it, Tsukasa~,” Isshiki would say in a sing song voice. The seventh seat was wise to both of your feelings for a while, but never said much.

“Hm! Hm! I agree!” Rindo grinned appearing out of nowhere.

Eizan’s snicker could be heard in the distance, and the murmurs of other elite seats could be heard.

Tsukasa had managed to forget there was a meeting scheduled today...

“Ah, seems we made it just in time!”

Yukihira was there now too. The entire polar star dorm minus Fumio had managed to make it and hear Tsukasa’s confession.

Needless to say some of them were shocked. He actually like you back?! THE first seat?!

You felt like you were about to explode, but you managed to get out that you liked him back too.

The rest of the day was sure to be interesting...

[the-lady-of-stars]

Stars in your Eyes

Requested by @xsugaryxsweetx  : )  

- Prompt 40 : “Wait... just one more kiss. Come onnnn, please?” (I reworded this a little to fit the mood more, hope thats okay!)

Commander Wolffe x Jedi!Reader

The last thing you had expected to see when you entered your quarters was Wolffe, arguably the most stoic man you had ever met, on the verge of tears kneeling in front of your mirror. You didn’t need to ask him what was wrong, the tensed and twitching hand covering his cybernetic eye told you enough. 

Wolffe wasn’t prone to vanity. When he had first lost his eye he’d spent days curled up in your lap sobbing into your neck, but you hadn’t seen him upset about it since then. Still, you could tell that his injury was the source of his upset. 

“Wolffe?” you spoke sweetly so as not to startle him, radiating your love for him through the force. 

“Ahh- cyar’ika, you’re home early.” Wolffe turned his head from you, hiding his disheartened face. He slid slowly from kneeling to sitting on the floor. Even without using the force you’d be able to tell that he was feeling insecure through the way he drew his knees up to his chin and looked as though he wanted to melt into them. 

“Wolffe. Come on, my starlight. You know you don’t need to hide yourself from me, hm? Open up.” You moved to sit in front of him, facing him. Still he refused to look up. Ever so gently you took one of his hands in yours, then afterwards, the other. 

You began at the fingertips, pressing a delicate kiss to each, then moving up to the palms, the knuckles, to his wrists. The combination of your tender touches and the adoration you were sending him through the force had opened him up a little, resulting in two wide eyes peeking up at you from just above his knees. 

“There’s my handsome soldier. Stars, look at you. Have I ever told you how much I love your eyes, cybernetic and all? I remember once as a padawan I saw a nebula just off the Mustafar system. It was this warm honey-gold colour with specs of pure white floating around which I don’t think I could ever forget. Every time I look into your eyes I think of it. Of how I watched the colours swirl for hours until my master had to practically drag me away from the viewport. But now it’s like I’ve got a piece of that nebula with me, in you. They look just like it. Hypnotic. Point is you’ve nothing to hide from me. I see stars in your eyes and the whole galaxy in you. I love you deeply, Wolffe. More than you could ever know.”

This time, Wolffe, head raised, had tears in his eyes for a different reason. You cared about him so much and it meant everything to him. He watched your brows furrow as a rogue tear slipped down his cheek. 

You leaned in, catching the tear in a kiss between your lips and his cheek, taking his sorrow away from him tear by tear. A kiss to the temple, on his brow-bone, cheek-bone, his jaw- you went in loops, giving each half of his face careful attention with the utmost care. The slope of his nose, the tip of his nose, right side of his lips, left side- then straight onto his waiting mouth, meeting him warmly in your shared love. 

Wolffe sighed through his nose, a slight whine echoing in his throat from the affection. You smoothed your thumbs over his jawline as he kissed you again, lifting you into his lap. The kiss broke away, leaving you both puffing slightly, foreheads pressed together. Neither of you found opening your eyes again to be necessary. 

“‘Nother,” Wolffe muttered wispily, still utterly entranced by you and the way you loved him. 

“Hmm?”

“Another kiss. Please?” he swept his nose against yours, lips barely brushing together in readiness. 

“Mm. I think I can do that,” you sighed, leaning back into him like you were made to fit right there. “I can do that.”

[dramaticblue]

I thout to myself. “You know . I can’t draw Humans. Soo why crying over a Sketch when i can ‘edit’ a manga shot.”

And this is what i did ! For all i know the Manga is called namaikizakari . I never heard of it but it looks nice so i’ll think i give it a go ~

Since we are in a great depression in ML right now i made the scene a lill’ differend . In Chapter 4 of Ethan's Route . We can leaf the Party and go to the garden where Ethan comes to us and we can talk. he said that he know a thing or two about depression and Suicide Thouts, and we get the chance to know him better by asking one question. 

Did he thout about suicide him self?

How did he get to the manor?

but i know he is a Moody Bitch and i love him for that , i picked the third option. ‘ Isn’t that normal to be depressed after all that thinks happen to me. ‘ ~ Elo says some thinks like this . pls don’t go after me ~

But with Eli my Charakter i put in there . Thinks look different. She is allready depressed and is haveing a hard time to hide it.

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but thats another story for a nother day ~

[thequeenb]

Enemies With Benefits

Poppy x MC

This fic is inspired by @nerdy-twin post.

Warning: Smut

My, my did i heard right? My sources have been telling me all day about the hilarious fights between Queen Bee and our new starlet

Newbee proved to us since day one that she isn't one to be messed with but don't let her charms blind you. Yesterday Chlo-- i mean Poppy's dog got humiliated Infront of our eyes loves so grab your snacks because this is going to be a long semester isn't that right Bea?

Kisses, The T

Oh that's great. Another post from The T and everyone is looking at me again. Why do people care about this stupid blog anyways? Its so irrelevant and so--

"Oh my god Bea!!" Zoe runs up to me basically jumping from excitement

"Wow slow down what happened?" Seriously she can't even catch her breath

"Girl you are top 15 material now!!" she shoves her phone on my face and i gasp. Alright now i love this blog. Everyone around me whisper and after a moment i can hear cheers from every direction of the pathway

"Woooo B-E-A, B-E-A" they all chant my name and i bow laughing at my sweet victory, i cant wait to wipe Poppy's smirk off her face

Everything stops as i hear clapping behind my back, Aaaaand there she is. "Congratulations you managed to get pass the emo wannabes and the bimbos"

"Big words coming from a bitch like you" it feels like i am in a movie because everyone gasps not knowing how to react to that. Poppy stare at me long enough to kind of worry

"Listen here you ugly pathetic idiot--"

"That's not what you told me last night" i say kinda proud of myself and that's when basically everyone looks shocked. Zoe covers her giggles because she knows alllll about it and Miss Regina George over here have gone completely pink

"I would never not even in a million years touch someone as cheap as you, Chloe go fetch me a latte, ta ta garbage" and she walks away just like that

"Wow you really have an effect on her" Zoe comes behind me laughing and i roll my eyes brushing off another stupid fight

"Do you want to watch a movie and eat our feelings?"

"Girl you know me so well"

___

"Okay but do you want to watch Mean Girls, or the finale of Gossip girl?" I ask shuffling through Netflix

"Bea this school is the definition of Gossip girl and dont get me started on Mean girls, Poppy is--" And that's when we hear a knock on the door

"It must be Penelope i invited her" Zoe yells from the kitchen pouring us both a glass of wine

I walk to the door opening it wide and thats when i see my dear enemy

"What can i do for you?" I say smirking

"For starters buy better clothes, this shirt is hideous" she gestures at my Deadpool shirt, excuse me? How dare she?

"If i wanted to deal with your attitude i would have..oh wait yes you stalk me so you are always on my way"

"Agh can you just stop talking"

I roll my eyes so hard my brain hurts. What the school doesn't know is that we have our secret fights in the bedroom. Of course i was shocked as well but here i am kinda liking Poppy, gosh i probably hit rock bottom

"Goodnight boo" i smile slamming the door shut continuing my night drinking wine and gossiping with Zoe.

___

"I will see you after class, those new burritos are to die for" Zoe says as she kisses my cheek goodbye, i love this woman

I walk freely around the empty campus. One thing that i love about Mondays is that on third period i can just have five minutes to myself and collect my thoughts, that until i find my self pinned against a wall

"Never do that again" Poppy says pointing her finger to my chest

I gasp at the surprise and she looks amused, her and her little games "Do what exactly? Exist?"

She rolls her eyes but i can see how hard she is trying to hide her smile "No one slams the door at me Newbee" and she poke her finger once

"Oh please you are always being an asshole"

"Listen here, just because i let you kiss me once doesn't mean anything, you are still garbage to me and you will always be" and another poke

She tries to do it again but i grab her finger looking at her deep into her eyes

"No you listen Poppy, i am tired of your manipulative games, you are the most awful person i have ever met!" I am glad the campus is empty, if people were here they would probably record or take pictures for The T

"Oh please Hughes you play tough but you really aren't, maybe you were important back in pig town, but here? You are just another pawn" her glare is dangerous, her eyes on fire, our tension so thick you can feel it through your bones

So i did what every logical person would do, i lean in and i capture her lips before she can say anything else that will ruin the mood. At first she tries to deny and make a surprised sound but soon her tongue is dancing against mine.

I pin her against the wall taking a quick glance around to make sure we are alone. I should be in Miss Kingsley class right now but oh god am i distracted

She places her hands around my neck pulling me closer to her, didn't i tell you? She really likes me deep inside this cold heart of hers

"Am i tough now?" i ask, our lips so close, our breaths ghosting on eachother's faces. She swallows hard "Not enough"

And as these words escape her mouth i pin her hands above her head with my one hand effortlessly as my other travel from her waist down her thighs. Poppy always wears a mini skirt enough to ignite my fire

I dig my nails slightly into her flesh and ask once again "I said, am i tough now?"

Poppy moans against my mouth and i start kissing her neck, something that drives her crazy. She wont admit it, she never does but she knows well how much i turn her on and it annoys her

"Let me hear it" i say sucking at the sensitive spot underneath her ear

"Yes you are!" she says holding onto me tight like her life depends on it

My hand now goes beneath her skirt and my oh my do i make her excited. My fingers brush slightly against her underwear and thats when the bell rings, ugh cockblocker

We both immediately separate adjusting our clothes watching the campus slowly getting crowded. Poppy's cheeks are red and i can already imagine what she is thinking of. I smile to myself watching her walk away

And that's when my phone buzz, of course a notification from The T

Hello loves,

Another day another drama. My rising star is now top 10 material, i am proud of you girl but i wouldn't count on it because we all know Miss perfect always gets what she wants. I love drama and Hughes is providing me with the best one yet. Good luck, you will need it

Kisses, The T

I still cant believe what i am reading. Top 10?!! I am here almost two months and i have outsmarted most of Poppy's moves. I smile as Zoe approach me screaming

"I knew you had it in you!!" she hugs me tight spinning me around

"Suck it Poppy" i yell as students around us are cheering. It feels good knowing that people are on my side finally seeing who they are bowing to years now

Someone tugs my hand and as i turn around i see Chloe crossing her arms

"So you managed to reach top 10 i see"

"Oh do you want an autograph? Thats so sweet" i say smirking

"Poppy is waiting for you behind the field"

"And who says that i am going?" I practically laugh but her face remains the same

"Listen i dont have all day Channel is having--"

"Alright dog, good girl! You earned a treat" and like that i give her head a pat walking towards hell basically.

I am sure Pops is mad at me, maybe she likes me but she is serious when it comes to her reputation. I approach her enjoying how nervous she looks

"If you wanted a date we could have arranged it" i say sitting next to her

Her expression is cold and distant and i sigh defeated "okay what is it? Is it the fact that i am top-"

"That list isn't that important Hughes, i can drag you down to the bottom within seconds" Wow okay i get it thats not the reason you are grumpy

"Why did you asked your dog to fetch me?"

Poppy rolls her eyes clearly annoyed by every word i say. Again i sigh not knowing what to do exactly. Sometimes i like to take her in. The way her foot is jiggling, the way she flips her hair when she is awkward. Everything about her is so perfect when all the eyes are laid on her but when we are alone i see another version of her

"I hate how entitled you feel" she finally says standing up "since you got here the only thing that you want is to ruin me!"

I feel my blood boiling as i stand up to get on her level "Excuse me? You attacked me the first moment i laid my foot in here!"

"That's because you love to shove your nose where it doesn't belong!" she now takes a step closer, anger written all over her features

"Oh give me a break, you were always cruel, people just now start to realise it" i take a step closer as well trying to intimidate her

"I run this school Newbee, you like it or not so go back to your little town where you were important because here? You are nothing" she spats out coldly and all i can do is stare at her. Her mask now falls completely

I can see the worry in her eyes,regret. Her posture isn't radiating power, instead i can see how uncomfortable she is. Aw are emotions a new thing for her? How charming.

Without missing a beat i kiss her letting all this anger turn into passion. "I hate you" i say kissing her neck desperately trying to find an inch of bare skin to touch

"I hate you more" she tries to say but her voice trails off when my hand goes underneath her skirt. I smile between our kiss when i feel how wet she is

"Did our fight made you excited?" I ask teasingly

"More kissing less talking" she says capturing my lips into a passionate kiss. I push her against a wall as my hand connects with her center

"Oh Bea.." she whispers against my lips and thats when i increase the pace just to hear her moan. Only i can watch her like this, so vulnerable so real

With each stroke i can hear her shouting my name digging her nails onto my back. Finally her body shakes as she has a violent release and i hold her tight against me

I bring my fingers to my lips and i lick them clean locking eyes with her. For a moment all we can do is stare at eachother and i think we are both questioning what did we just do? I smile trying to reach for her hand but she pulls away

Great she turned on her bitchy mode. "I will see you tomorrow?"

"I will ruin your entire life Hughes!!" She yells while walking away. Well that wasn't what she was saying seconds ago, oh wait yes she was busy screaming my name

"And yes you will, now go fuck yourself!" She yells again and i flip her off smiling

Thats how the rest of the semester went down. Infront of the eyes of the school we hated eachother's guts but behind closed doors we did the craziest things in the bedroom. Overall i do hate Poppy Min-Sinclair but i have to admit, this woman knows her stuff, enough to wonder how many layers does she really has?

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