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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 3 months

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hng. them <3

bonus!

#SORRY THE QUALITY IS A LITTLE STRANGE!#i took pics of my tablet screen w my phone #since otherwise these would be Fuzzy As Shit and the quality would be Low instead of Strange #i need to draw people more i need to draw people more i need to dra #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #ive been trying out some new tactics - not on the third image #which is why its under the cut #i dislike it but not enough Not to share...#but the top two! im trying things!#anyway i love the idea of human julie wearing Funky Headbands #headband with horns! headband with flowers! cat ears! glow in the dark shapes! who knows!#also i think ive found the groove with how i wanna draw hair..#or the start of it anyway!#the groove is Shallow but babey im pacing!

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moeblob · 2 months

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I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

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couch-house · 1 year

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sequel to this because now I know what he REALLY does off the clock is go sicko mode to thrash metal

#sonic frontiers #sonic the hedgehog #super sonic #sth #fanart #posting this at a STUPID hour but i spent two hours playing arcade mode to s rank 1-2 and then decompress from s ranking 1-2 #so i had to draw Late #but i needed to draw it i neeedeedddd #anyway undefeatable + break through it all are my top fav vocal tracks from frontiers #i mean theres only 7 to pick from but like. those two make me insane #'think im on 11 but im on a 9' such a FUN lyric im so normal about it #anyway. need to start doing more painterly stuff with mspaint i decided #my favorite things abt my art have been my colors when i Try #and i would like to try again i think #id in alt text #music draws

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figofswords · 2 months

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has anyone tried loop earplugs for auditory processing issues, especially and specifically while working a retail job? I know originally they were for helping with overstimulation but the noise levels at my job aren’t enough to overstimulate me so I’m not really looking for anything that’s going to muffle things too much. the issue is if there is more than one conversation happening or if we’ve opened the door to the street I completely lose the ability to process what’s being said to me, like I’ll stand there absolutely fighting for my life trying to process the customer spelling their name for me and having to have them repeat each letter four or five times before my brain understands it, or fully checking out of one conversation and into another without noticing it and then having to fight my way back to figure out what the other person said, or even trying to figure out what *i’m* saying if I check out mid-sentence. my manager recommended I try loop so im wondering if anyone else with adhd and auditory processing issues has experience using loop in a retail setting and whether you think it’s worth it or not

#it’s literally so bad I feel like I’m wading through water against the current trying to stay on top of a conversation #I’ve always had some auditory processing issues but if I’m with friends or family I can just be like wait sorry I checked out repeat that?#but at work I’m standing there the customer is spelling their name two letters at a time #I cannot hold onto those letters for long enough to type them into the computer #I ask them to repeat they repeat at the same speed same volume and don’t break it into single letters OR syllable groups #each of which would be easier than two letters at a time #and the only thing that changes in their tone or face is a subtle expression of ‘oh this person is stupid’#IM SORRY OK MY COWORKER JUST LAUGHED ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM MY MANAGER JUST YELLED SOMETHING FROM THE BACK #A GROUP OF FRIENDS WALKED PAST OUTSIDE TALKING LOUDLY THE BUS JUST WENT PAST #IM TRYINGGGGGGG

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bitegore · 3 months

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can you leave me the fuck alone tumblr

#red rambles #ive never used these tags in my life and furthermore i dont think any of us really need to be seeing that unexpectedly #im not an enemy of the ed community on here. they had good advice when i was trying really hard to figure out how to stay fed in hs #but there's a lot of reasons that no one - in or out - should be seeing these unexpectedly when typing two common ass letters #(the phrase i was typing was 'i was')#uhhhhhhhh. ask to tag?#HUH. yeah for some reason they keep giving me a shitload of ed tags in my 'popular' or whatever thing #i type the letter u and the third from the top is 'ed vent' WHERES THE U TUMBLR #like. whats going on here man.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

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cassynite · 4 months

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#cassy bitches #i am. so fucking tired and annoyed and stressed #our fucking shower hasn't worked in two weeks bc my parter decided to remodel and then didnt finish the job!#and now her fucking sibling fucked up our dishwasher and it leaked water EVERYWHERE including apparently under the floorboards #and im pretty sure i can smell black mold in the kitchen now which! great! another nightmare we're gonna have to fix ourselves #since we cant afford to get a contractor and even if we could no one ever returns our calls when we do try to hire someone #AND my friend went to surgery for appendicitis and that's freaking me out #and ON TOP of that ive been creatively juiced out and feeling like shit about the things i make and my ocs and like. me #like everyone's just been secretly tolerating me all this time and if i disappear no one's going to notice #i feel like nothing i make or am doing is worthwhile and im just GROSS and ANGRY and ANNOYING #and even complaining in tags on a post makes me feel like a whiny baby like. there are wars etc why am i complaining boo hoo #so i cant even talk to people about how i feel bc it makes me so ashamed that im feeling this way to begin with #ive been resisting the urge to just delete everything at this point bc then at least i wont have the urge to check everything and feel wors #why does awful shit always happen right around my birthday. why am i cursed like this

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sonknuxadow · 1 month

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why is literally everyone on my sonic tomodachi life island in love with shadow as if theres not other people to choose from and hes not gonna reject them every time . stop creating a love spiderweb with some guy whos not even interested in you

#at one point i kept ending up in scenarios where one mii would try to confess and a bunch of others would show up to interrupt #and they would all get rejected lmao .. most have moved on by now though after getting rejected so many times or finding someone else #but ill still occasionally get an ''im in love with shadow !!! '' even though. hes already taken #silver is the one who managed to win him over btw if anyone is curious .#list of people who have tried to date shadow off the top of my head: silver espio blaze amy #and sticks just told me shes in love with him too NO YOURE NOT . STOP #even knuckles got in on it once. and hes literally already dating sonic ??#i mean knuckles has two hands but polyamory isnt a thing in this game sooo #amy and blaze and espio were particularly desperate...#i made it a rule for myself to try to avoid forcing any particular couples #and to just let any ships happen as long as they dont have weird age gaps or otherwise make me uncomfortable #(which is how i ended up with shadilver even though im not really into that pairing)#but i made a mii of tekno JUST to give amy a decent romantic option. because she wouldnt stop asking about shadow #and i kept ignoring her or telling her not to get with shadow and she wouldnt give it up #and it was getting on my nerves because sha/damy is one of those ships on my ''not going to let these happen no matter what'' list #well shes with tekno now and she also stopped asking about shadow so much once he got with silver so. its fine #and blaze ended up finding someone else too. not espio though hes still single. but thats fine #i dont need every single mii paired off idgaf about that #tomodachiposting

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aroaceleovaldez · 1 year

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i genuinely think there is so much you can do with the whole concept of “we don’t really know if Leo and Piper were close friends with each other pre-Hera mind meddling.” Like, they probably knew each other for sure, but especially given how absolutely resistant Leo is to being open to Literally Anyone, and how much Leo and Piper were hiding in TLH, they actually probably weren’t super close. Because otherwise they would have told each other, logically.

Can you imagine the dynamic between the Lost Hero trio if that had been acknowledged and played into? How much Piper and Leo would have had to question all of their memories and what was tampered with? Who they actually knew? How close they actually had been with each other, and how they actually felt about Jason? Cause it’s basically never addressed besides a sliver in TLH that they had completely fabricated memories of all three of them! That would have fucked them up so much!

#pjo #piper mclean #leo valdez #and it would have especially fucked them up cause imagine you are leo or piper. either some magic lady made you kill your mom #OR some magic lady has kidnapped your dad and is holding him hostage. and on top of all of this.#you suddenly discover some of your memories of the past several months are *FAKE.* and you DON'T KNOW HOW MANY.#you are running around with two people who you feel like you know but you DONT and you DONT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU KNOW ABOUT THEM IS TRUE #and we NEVER TOUCH UPON THIS. WHY????#where's Piper and Leo not being able to know how much they've actually told each other about themselves #and how much was the decision being made for them #im a big fan also of the hc that a lot of Piper and Leo's false memories were actually *Jason's* memories #that just like. had the two of them and the background of school superimposed over the Roman camp or whatever #so they reference things that sound familiar to Jason but Jason CANNOT REMEMBER IT AT ALL and *he's* freaking out over it #and Piper and Leo KNOW on a fundamental level that never happened. it couldn't have. but they also dont know how much of it is TRUE or not #so its just the three of them going in circles trying to figure out what in their memories is actually true for who #but it's Incredibly Uncomfortable because all three of them DO NOT KNOW EACH OTHER but they're being forced to PUZZLE THEIR MEMORIES BACK #if three guys were on a quest and a goddess shuffled their memories would that be fucked up or what

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dandyshucks · 4 months

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everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)

#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE #it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it #and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl #but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum #I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked #alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray #i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not #im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired #i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on #i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well #im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps #i do not have high hopes fjfkdl #MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭#im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!!#if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl #i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit #augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 6 months

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i saw them in the cookbook pages and Immediately thought of this meme:

#barnaby: this is so nice. just me and my buddy whipping up a tasty treat #wally: *having six simultaneous crises*#anyway. huh?#this was a pain to scribble and i Dont Know Why #i had to redraw barnaby's face literally five times #but im trying to Expand my skillset by attempting more backgrounds #or background adjacent things... Props!#im very proud of the counter & flower vase off to the side!#and uh. Filters! those as well. i wanted to make this look somewhat like its aged...#scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #man. these two. squeezes them #halloween update made me love them all the more #name a better pair of best friendsssss you canttttttt #they are Top Tier and i hope they get torn apart one way or another #you see i live for the drama the pain the agony the devastation #i see my favorites and i want them to Hurt.#anyway thinking about them baking together melts my stony heart #theyre bonding 🥺#oh man why is that emoji So Fucking Detailed on my laptop. its scaring me. kill it kill it kill it

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babsaros · 8 months

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recent art-dump of my blades character, catch. they're having a good time :)

#my art #my oc #blades in the dark #ttrpg art #bitd #they are a mold growing directly in the trenches of my brain i think #catch uses they/them (and xe/xem/xyr)#first two are just for fun 🙈#and to show off some tattoos #third one is them experiencing like. one of the top 3 most traumatic things of their life #mid score trying to re-abduct a fucked up little sopping wet german heir that is obsessed with them #he's in the bg being assaulted by a pet monkey with the same name #im being so normal about all of it 🥴#*kubrick staring at the calendar waiting for it to be game day again*

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i-really-like-phrogs · 8 months

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Caricature based on one of my friends.

#my art #procreate #illustration digital #illustration art #artwork #illustration on tumblr #My asks open in two days!#Im super excited- I’m trying to warm up!#Im not sure how I feel about this design as a whole- but I’m glad I’m practicing rendering #Turns out that painting on top of the piece changes so much! And it’s easier than juggling a million layers #The person this is based on does a very endearing little pout and head tilt whenever they’re in thought #It reminds me of the way a dog looks up in loving thought of their owner #I’m not very good at drawing dogs so I chose a different animal…#I do wish I did a better job of capturing them in thought. It’s one of my favorite things about them.

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transgenderdragons · 1 year

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LOOK AT MY OC REFS BOY

sorry if they take up the whole dash xoxoxo

#my art #my ocs #oc: charlie #oc: chip #oc: ozzy #chip and ozzys are from a bit ago but i jst finished charlies today ^_^ i like hers best tbh shes soooo pretty #i try to avoid using the mirror tool but i decided im allowed to for refs bc. its a tool that makes things easier why wouldnt i use it #her proportions are. more than kinda wonky but ehhhhh idc <3 #eye contact #i like how chips and charlies refs look so detailed whereas ozzys just Blob. hes a simple man AND HE GOT TOP SURGERY GOOD FOR HIM 👏👏👏👏👏#chip is 5'10 and ozzys like. 5'4-5'3 idk #tried to give charlie grey fur where dogs normally have grey fur but i only looked at like two refs and then just went wild

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helennorvilles · 6 months

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oh. i see why people complain about victoria's education recruitment online website now

#ive been trying for approximately two minutes and have already experienced MULTIPLE issues #and on top of that this thing is laggy as fuck #i guess that's the victorian government for you?#also why is it that the dates are all in usamerican format? that's just unnecessarily confusing #ughhhhhh im feeling stressed already about this whole thing and i still have heaps of Actual teaching stuff to do tonight #one of the jobs closes on sunday so it's like.. that's pressure to get organised. though that one is implying that it's a role for preps #and i want to teach at this school but im not Totally sure i am up for teaching preps just yet lmao #my post tag

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devotionbled · 8 months

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I know this won't hold weight since I am a relatively new newcomer and mutual in this verse. But I've been dealt heavy news with one of my closest RP partners, whom I've known since I was 13. I heard nothing from them for two months, and today. Yeah.

Please don't think you're ever alone. I know it's easier said than done because the brain can be cruel. But just know every life has value. There is value in making everyone smile, creating things regardless of what that may look like (just so you know: all my rp partners make me smile with that alone), to just exist. To exist alone is beautiful, considering how far we've come.

I may not be the best person to talk to despite studies in human behaviour, but I'm always willing to just listen--even if it's just talking about your favourite things to distract yourself.

#;ooc #tw death #tw sui mention #negative #i had two deaths in my family this year on top of this and other things. My nanna and my baby.#im still fighting but like. the consequences are vast.#if you think im too positive its because I'm trying to fight personal circumstances to be who I was before all this.

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