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#but we'll get through it now πŸ’ͺ
moonpaw Β· 10 months
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i just want to say thank you to everyone who has put in a commission! Already it's been a huge help and weight off my mind
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cranberrymoons Β· 3 months
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#β€œfollow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! πŸ‘ but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like β€œYOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number πŸ’€#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like β€œokay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like β€œit's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. πŸ™ŒπŸ’ͺ I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says β€œI'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like β€œokay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says β€œokay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like β€œoh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like β€œyou know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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toastsnaffler Β· 4 months
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for such a supposedly major fan of the national I sure mishear a lot of their lyrics πŸ’€
#i thought sea of love started 'when you say you love me jump/how am i supposed to know'#but its not jump its joe. who tf is joe idc the lyric doesnt work as well when hes in it#also later on theres a repeated bit that i thought goes 'angel sorry i hurt you but they say love is a virtue dont they'#which makes SENSE bc angel virtue etc. but its not angel hes saying 'hey joe' THIS GUY AGAIN????? GET OUT UR RUINING IT FOR ME πŸ‘‰#i know what the correct lyrics are in my heart. even if the band themselves dont <3#also in anyones ghost i thought he says 'i dont worry abt u' but its not its 'i dont want anybody else' STOP MUMBLINGGG#that one does make more sense tho matt berninger loves to sing abt how bad he wants whoever he just broke up with#every album has at least one track with a line like that#listening to a lot of anyones ghost lately....#me when i have a hole in the middle where the lightning went through it told my friends not to worry....... been there girl#YOU SAID IT WAS NOT INSIDE MY HEART IT WAS!! YOU SAID IT SHOULD TEAR A KID APART IT DOES!! DIDNT WANNA BE YOUR GHOST!!#i havent listened to much of the national the past 2 weeks thats how u know i was Truly in mental anguish#now im back on listening to an album of theirs every morning i feel like myself again 😚#anywayyy.. sitting outside work in the sun enjoying my last fresh air for the next 8 hours.... they dont even let me out at lunch πŸ˜”#happy friday everyone we'll get thru today πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ#.diaries
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chaostudee Β· 2 months
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ferrari part two , charles leclerc
summary : y/n is touring her new album whilst charles is fighting for the championship yet they still find the time to support one another. warnings : none a/n : you can read this as a standalone but if you want here is part 1.
y/nusername night 42 in los angeles last night, love you all dearly. can't believe that the next show is our last one 😭😭 these past few months have been the best of my life and i'm not ready for it to end. anyways next week las vegas <3
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user9229 okay charles i get it
y/nloverr you were amazing literally best night of my lifeee
charlesleclerc my pretty girl
y/nusername my pretty boy <3
f1fan_891 now that i've heard ferrari live i can finally die happy
sabrinacarpenter forever in awe of you
landonorris can't wait for this tour to end, acc can't bear listening to charles whining about how much he misses you πŸ™„
kikagomez my stunning bsf <3
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charlesleclerc disappointing day for me after a dnf after the first lap because of engine difficulties but well done to carlos for earning some well needed points. on to las vegas next.
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user9292 charlos forever ❀️
f1fan we love you charlesss
carlossainz we'll bounce back stronger πŸ’ͺ
y/nusername ily
charlesleclerc ily more angel
f1wagupdates i need y/n and charles to reunite already plsss i miss my parents
landonorris sorry mate but thanks for the free position :)
charlesleclerc i-
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y/nusername guess where i'm heading???
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》 user929 OMG ARE MY PARENTS ABOUT TO BE REUNITED
》 f1fan OMG OMG
》 y/nmyfave SCREAMING
》 kikagomez wish you were coming to see me :,(
》 y/nusername immm sryyy we have to meet up soon
charlesleclerc
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y/nusername recharing with ml before las vegas.
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gracieabrams why are you guys acc the cutest tf
kikagomez parentssss
y/nusername me with you and pierre
user929 i love them more than my own parents
f1fan oh that's not- user929 but in the sense that-
f1wagupdates yayyy finally something for me to post :)
y/nusername
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y/nusername tonight was the best and worst. the best because i got to spend it with my bestfriends and the worst because now it's time to say goodbye. this tour has changed my life and has helped me through rough times, i hope it did the same for you <3. i want to say and thank you to my team, all the people behind the scenes and especially to you my fans (my bffs). lastly i want to thank the most important person in my life @charlesleclerc, i love you dearly and your endless support for me makes me fall in love with you more everyday. you are my whole world forever. forever and always.
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y/nusername pookie is looking fire tonight πŸ”₯
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》 charlesleclerc pookie looks fire all the time*
》 y/nusername true
》 user111 the way he looks at herrrr god he's so in love
》 f1fan ugh get married already
charlesleclerc great race today, definetly think that this was because of my lucky charm @y/nusername.
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y/nusername so fucking proud of you <3
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maxverstappen great race man
charlesleclerc you too mate justaninchident they are never beating the lestappen allegations.
carlossainz manifesting a charlos podium for the next race 🀞
user920 yayyyyy charles back on the podium
taglist β­‘.ᐟ
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heathsuii Β· 1 year
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omg what ab seatmate suna when yall are no longer seatmates (the seat order changed or something)
seatmate!suna and you were no longer seatmates, the seating arrangement changed halfway through the school year.
your seat was at the front by the door. suna's seat was at the last row, next to the window.
atsumu's your seatmate for the remaining half of the school year.
you got acquainted with atsumu when the teacher paired you guys for an assignment, and eventually became good friends.
seatmate!atsumu and you would fight every single day over the littlest things.
now back to exseatmate!suna πŸ”₯πŸ’―πŸ’ͺ😻
exseatmate!suna sulking all day after you chose to pair-up with atsumu for a project.
you were talking, accompanying suna on his way to practice.
"i couldn't go on tiktok today because my fyp is flooded with those don't skip this vi–"
"so that's how it's going to be then..."
"suna, i'll respond to your videos when i get home, i prom–"
"well yeah? as you should but i'm not talking about that."
"then, what are you talking about...???"
"i'm talking about you casting me aside... throwing me away like i'm replaceableβ€” which i am not."
"suna, i told you, i didn't get any notifs from you on insta–"
"i'm talking about you and your new partner."
"new partner?? i don't have any newβ€” you mean β€˜tsumu??"
"referring him by nickname? wow. okay. ouch. you've dug your own grave."
"i only paired up with β€˜tsumu cause he was more close and you were too far away but i promise you, next time we'll be partners."
"promise?"
"promise, i pinky-swear!"
he was smiling during the entire practice. and then spamming your inbox with tiktok videos while you were still replying to the ones he sent previously.
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hope you like this drabble anon❗❗❗ also huge HUGE thank you to all the likes, reblogs, and comments from my posts❗ it absolutely means a lot to me πŸ₯ΉπŸ«Ά
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bitchiswild Β· 8 months
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While We’re Young
Huh Yunjin x Fem! Reader
Warnings: None
Word Count: 552
A/n: I rushed this πŸ’ͺπŸ˜” also I’m back from vacay so I will be getting back into writing!
Yunjin and I found ourselves lost in the whirlwind of our comeback, our hectic schedules leaving little room for moments together. But amidst the chaos, we managed to sneak away for a stolen, yet precious date.
One evening, tired but determined, we decided to go on a simple 7/11 run, wandering through the quiet night hand in hand, with no cares in the world.
Yunjin, her arms wrapped around my shoulders, pulled me close as we made our way to the convenience store. Choosing our favorite snacks, we took a detour to the nearest park. Sitting on a bench, indulging in our treats, we engaged in sweet, easy conversation, cherishing the simplicity of being together. It was that unspoken connection between us, where words weren't necessary – just being in each other's company was enough.
Yunjin let out a sigh, her face resting in her hands, and concern wrinkled my forehead. "Everything okay, Jen?" I inquired, reaching for her hands. She took mine, softly caressing them, her tired eyes meeting mine. There was a hint of weariness in her gaze, and I couldn't help but frown.
"Everything's okay, just tired from work, you know?" she sighed, putting on a smile for me. I returned the smile, assuring her that I understood – exhaustion was a common thread between us.
"Sometimes I just want to escape from it all, the idol life, you know?" she confessed, gazing up at the night sky. I nodded, understanding the sentiment. "Would you run away with me?" she asked, locking eyes with me.
"In a heartbeat," I declared, my eyes reflecting a sense of unwavering commitment. "But we're both too in love with our job," I added, keeping it real.
Yunjin chuckled. "You're so right. I love being an artist," she sighed, a mischievous grin playing on her lips. "But hey, we're young; let's do something crazy," she suggested with a playful glint in her eyes.
"I already do you, and you're crazy," I shrugged, grinning. Laughter bubbled between us, creating a moment of pure, carefree joy. Yunjin got up, sat beside me, and pulled me close.
"But seriously, would you really run away with me, leaving our idol life behind?" she asked, her eyes holding mine.
"I'd follow you anywhere, Jen. I love you too much, and being with you beats being an idol any day," I confessed, my words wrapped in sincerity.
Tears shimmered in Yunjin's eyes, love surrounding us. In that moment, she realized I was the one.
"I'd pick you too, over being an idol," Yunjin confessed, surprising me.
"But being an idol is your dream," I pointed out.
Yunjin smiled down at me, holding me close. "I have a new dream now, you," she said lovingly before sealing her words with a sweet kiss.
My heart fluttered at her confession, deepening my love for Yunjin.
Breaking the kiss, Yunjin made a promise. "One day, I'll put a ring on your finger, and we'll spend our lives together. But for now, let's be young, naive, and in love, embracing the craziness of the moment," she declared.
"I'd love that," I replied with a soft smile.
"It's us against the world, Y/n," Yunjin declared.
"Us against the world," I promised, feeling the sweetness of our love enveloping us like a melody
I JUST LOVE THIS SONGGGGGGG😩
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taasgirl Β· 9 months
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Can you write something about reader being trent alexander-arnold’s girlfriend and her also being a player for englands womens team? Xx
player / trent alexander arnold
omg i'm so sorry this took so long, i was on a school grind
summary: trent and y/n are in a relationship, with the two of them being professional ballers.
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liked by trentarnold66, arsenal, lottewubbenmoy, and 26, 883 others ynusername North London Forever ❀️🀍
katiemccabe Fav gooner x
bukayosaka Looking fresh y/n
trentarnold66 cutie
user53023 I LOVE THEM
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liked by user78492, user99384, user66381, and 452 others user54384 i think we as a society moved on too quickly from this interview
user88402 now if y/n and trent weren't a couple...
trentarnold66 Watch what you say missy
user60827 HAHAHAHAH HE'S GOLD
trentarnold66 i think they're sitting too close
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liked by lionesses, jackgrealish, masonmount, and 752, 832 others england Who's ready for our upcoming games? Your Three Lions take on Australia tomorrow night!
ynusername omg trent sort out the hair mate
tyronemings Hate to agree with her but @ trentarnold66 you're in need of a fix up
user65183 Is bukayo keeping it πŸ‹ ?
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liked by alessiarusso, ellatoone, jackgrelish, and 10, 348 others ynprivate this could be me but @ trentarnold66 is really shit at football
trentarnold66 and who lost a world cup final?
trentarnold66 also pls dont distract me before a match xx
ynprivate don't act like you get game time...
user68304 I'M DYING WHY ARE THEY SUCH A SILLY COUPLE
maryearps I guess we'll just have to win one so he can be a wag
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liked by johnstones, bukayosaka, ynusername, and 222, 730 others trentarnold66 A big game and a big win. Onto the next πŸ’ͺ
jackgrealish Fav scouser
ynusername stop looking so hot when you play.
user69203 prime trent incoming
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liked by liawaelti, lucybronze, jackgrealish, and 326, 837 others ynusername trent is my valentine ❀️
trentarnold66 awwww kys.
trentarnold66 Keep your top on
ynusername not what you said last night mate
bukayosaka oh my days trent...
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liked by user67394, user99302, user52734, and 213 others username44291 y/n at the euros is gonna do it for me every. single. time.
trentarnold66 She's so beautiful
user52931 careful trent, i might take your girl omg
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liked by bukayosaka, katiemccabe, liawaelti, and 632, 837 others arsenal Staples to our club, Gooners through and through.
trentarnold66 y/n to liverpool @ fabrizioromano?
fabrizioromano Not happening Trent.
bukayosaka ❀️🀍
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liked by trentarnold66, jackgrealish, maryearps1, and 11, 218 others ynprivate OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOD. i'm so in love with this man it's insane
user35701 those arms - what if i squirt
trentarnold66 oh! thats not...
jackgrealish trent the cutie awwww
view trentarnold66's story...
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liked by caitlinfoord, lewismiller, dominikszoboslai, and 32, 874 others ynprivate every hot couple has a cheap copy
romeobeckham this is gold
trentarnold66 I am in no way affiliated with this statement
ynprivate you told me to post it
trentarnold66 That's a shocking photo of us two
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liked by samkerr1, declanrice, lucybronze, and 211, 703 others arsenal Rate this duo 1-10
user51938 1000000
declanrice Solid 4/10
ynusername can u stfu
trentarnold66 hahahhaha pls delete this.
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liked by ynusername, jordannobbs, maryfowler, and 376, 975 others trentarnold66 Happy Birthday to the most unbelievably beautiful woman I've ever met. You're my world, my absolute everything; and I know I'd be nowhere if I didn't have you nagging me for the past decade. You're so so strong, and so incredible. I truly have no idea of what I've done to deserve you.
To more memories, trophies, and hopefully some much smaller football boots.
I love you Y/N.
bukayosaka Happy Birthday Y/N!
ynusername this may just be the most beautiful thing i've ever read
lucybronze no sorry trent. no babies for a while please
keirawalsh I second this
ynusername no babies for a loooooong time
hehe thank you for reading, send me more submissions of what/who you wanna see, i'm open to everyone (even women ballers!!).
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sphireath-wisp Β· 1 year
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#A Night at the Symphony
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Synopsis: Laufey songs + Blue lock Characters + love stories = days of me violently sobbing (The pronouns in the lyrics do not matter, reader is still gender neutral and please tell me if I accidentally assign reader with any pronouns other than they/them)
Warnings: Laufey's heartwrenching songs that I love with my whole heart, Kaiser and reader are aged up in his section and old enough to drink alcohol, not proofread, weird interchanging grammar,
Notes: For my friend, @dewwberry. Writing for all the red flags today πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ
Featuring: Michael Kaiser, Sae Itoshi, Rin Itoshi x GN! reader
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Michael Kaiser + "Like the Movies"
"Maybe one day I'll fall, in a bookstore, into the arms of a guy."
"Thank you," was all you could mutter out, a coy smile plastered on your face as the blonde man reached for a book on a shelf too high for you to even tiptoe to. He towers over you, his ridiculously handsome face adorned with an amused smirk.
Before he passes it to you, his blue eyes scan the cover of the book, taking his own sweet time browsing through the pages. You snap out of reality when you hear the sudden close of the book in his hands, a chuckle - most likely at you
"My bad," You apologize for staring, a relieved sigh escaping you when he nods. "It's alright," He pushes up his glasses when it slides down the bridge of his nose, grabbing another copy of the book he had passed to you. "At least I now know what I'll be reading tonight."
You hugged the book to your chest, hoping that you were the only one who could hear the loud drums of your heartbeat against your ribs. "I'll see you around?"
Pursing your lips, you nodded, ecstatically returning the favor when he waved bye to you. You continued to observe his proud strides as he walked off, only noticing the dopey smile on your face when you look at your reflection through the glass-paned windows.
"Huh?" You mumble after snapping out of your daydream, noticing a small card wedged in the middle of the book. Examining it, you widen your eyes when you see a phone number and name written on it, "Michael Kaiser?"
"We'll sneak into bars and gaze at the stars, Surrounded by fireflies."
Before you knew it, you were texting him constantly, returning to that same bookstore every week or so to meet up. As more time went on, you found yourself searching for every chance to meet up with him, whether it was at the movies or a bar. Luckily for you, Kaiser is someone who loves his champagne.
"Time passes by too quickly when I'm with you," Kaiser hears you drunkenly admit, taking a small sip of the champagne he had so generously bought for you. He hums in response, nonchalant as usual. For a moment, Kaiser feels like this bar is too stuffy - the irritatingly loud music preventing Kaiser from hearing your voice.
He rests his chin on his hand, half-heartedly - at first - listening to you ramble about whatever you had to get off your chest. "I'm such a hopeless romantic honestly." Kaiser's ears perk up.
"I've read too many romantic books, they're all raising my standards. It's no wonder I've had no luck - no one's ever good enough." You sigh and you finish another glass of champagne, not even realizing how bad the hangover after this will be for you. He doesn't say anything, his fingers reaching to brush those strands of your hair that have been bothering him. "I wanna love like I've seen in the movies." He pauses just before his fingers graze against your cheek.
"That's why I'll never fall in love." You lie to both yourself and him.
"Oh, I'd like to sleep in till two on a Sunday And listen to the bluebirds sigh."
Groggily dragging your feet out of bed, you blink when you see the blonde man leaning against the door frame. "Kaiser?" You rub your eyes again, the shock striking you all of a sudden when you find yourself in an unfamiliar room.
"I brought you back to my place. You had passed out before I could ask you where your place was." You hold your head in your hands, trying to recall the events of last night in vain. "You were clinging to me all night, you know?" Kaiser chuckles when your face contorts into embarrassment, chiding him for teasing you.
Reading you like an open book, he takes you by the hand - almost hurriedly - and forces you to sit back on the bed. "I'll go buy you some medicine to help with that headache." and so he turns his back to you, gently creaking the door shut, leaving you alone with your thoughts.
You spot a small card - identical to the one that was wedged between the pages of the book before - on the bedside table, a glass with about 3/4 of it filled with water holding the card down and preventing it from flying with the wind.
"So old-fashioned." you thought, though you had to admit you did not mind one bit.
"'Take better care of yourself, idiot.'" You scoff lightly after reading the note out loud, rolling your eyes. "Wow, well, that's a very nice thing to say." You sarcastically whip back out of pure instinct - if Kaiser was here, he'd definitely be snapping another annoyingly smart retort back at you. You toss the note aside on the table, that headache killing any energy or willpower you had in your system.
Eyes wandering around the room, you spot a myriad of items - a bookshelf neatly arranged in alphabetical order (that book both you and Kaiser were reading slightly sticking out of the shelf), a comfortable rug that you could probably fall asleep in, and a trash bin filled to the brim with crumpled pieces of paper.
"Strange, why is there only paper in here?" Your curiosity took over and, for better or worse, you straighten out a few of the papers and read their contents, lightly skimming through them on the floor. You could tell Kaiser wrote this just by the handwriting.
'Don't worry about anything, rest up for the whole day. I'll take care of you.' said one note.
'I care about you more than you think, don't ever get that drunk in front of another man.-' the last part was just scribbled off as if the writer wasn't sure how to phrase his words.
You stop, rubbing your eyes as you pull out a torn-off piece of paper.
'I've fallen for you too - just like the movies.'
"Get soaked in the rain and smile through the pain, Slow dance under stormy skies."
It's been a few days since you left Kaiser's place. As much as your heart ached to be with him, you had no idea what to do honestly when you found that piece of a once-complete letter. You didn't know what to do when it boiled down to love despite being a connoisseur in romantic movies or books.
In the end, you were clueless and utterly hopeless, dragging your feet back to that same bookstore.
You wandered inside, that once-comforting almond smell of books making your mind think back to the first time you met him. Yet, you didn't see him at all, no matter which corner you turned. Well, it's not as if you both agreed to meet up today - why would he be here? Though, you always did believe Kaiser had some kind of telepathic power when it came to you.
Defeated, you exited the bookstore just to notice a familiar figure sitting on a bench, staring off into the pouring rain. That blonde hair with blue streaks, that confident posture, of course, it's Kaiser. A mix of emotions stirs in you, but your body reacts on its own accord, feet marching confidently in his direction. Heart pounding. Head woozy. That same lovestruck smile on your face.
"Didn't bring an umbrella?" You peeked over his shoulder, startling him for a second. Kaiser sighs in relief when he registers that it's just you, nodding. He sits up, spine straightening when he notices the umbrella you have in your hand. "You'll have to hold it though, you're taller than me."
"Alright, alright." Kaiser opens the umbrella and covers both of you with it, that usual smug grin on his face - but something feels different this time. You feel his arm wrap around your waist, pulling you closer to him. "Stay close or else you'll get soaked." His grip on your waist tightens.
"It's no wonder I've had no luck, no one's ever good enough. I want a love like I've seen in the movies. That's why I'll never fall in love."
"You're such an idiot, actually." You reply to his last joke, your chest bubbling as you try to contain your laughter - in vain. Kaiser dramatically scoffs, making that 'tch' sound and shaking his head."
"Says the one who forced me to take care of them because they were too drunk to tell me where they lived." You jab him back lightly in response. "For your info, I did not force you. You were the one who willingly took care of me."
"I willingly took care of you because I'm just that good of a person!" Kaiser tilted the umbrella to your side, ignoring how his shoulder was getting drenched in the rain. He masks his amusement with a frown when you sigh.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever floats your boat." You roll your eyes despite that stupidly cheerful smile on your face. "Hmph, you sound very doubtful of me." Kaiser retorts, elbowing you, "Then, tell me, know-it-all. Why do you think I willingly brought you back to my place that night?"
You place a hand on your chin, thinking for a moment. A brilliant idea hits you and you put on your best smile, deciding to reply with a cheesy quote from the book both you and Kaiser read, "Because you love me."
He recognized that clichΓ© quote without any trouble, almost instantly facepalmed, and burst out laughing. Something about you made him feel a little more alive, a little more complete. Was it just him, or did every morning seem a little easier to get through ever since he met you?
"You know..." Kaiser lowers his voice, the atmosphere changing.
"That night when you were drunk, while you did not tell me where you lived, you did confess to me something else." Kaiser notices that the rain had gradually stopped as he spoke, observing your once hyper movements slow down. "You told me you fell in love with me."
You halt dead in your tracks, your cheeks heating up. A swarm of butterflies rush through your body and even though you parted your lips, you didn't say anything. He stopped in front of you, the distance between you and him being heartstoppingly close. "I never got to tell you my response to your confession, so..."
Kaiser's wrist slowly turned, tilting the umbrella at an angle that blocked anyone's view of this precious moment - seeing your face in such a flustered state is a luxury that Kaiser doesn't want to share. You feel a hand cup your cheek too gently, treating your skin like the most precious of porcelain. A more genuine, soft grin adorned the man you fell in love with as he slowly pulled you closer, stealing away your first kiss.
"Yes (Name), I do love you. I'll bring you back to my place and take care of you whenever you need me to."
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Sae Itoshi + "Beautiful Stranger"
"Beautiful stranger sitting right there, Looked up at me... Looked back for a second, didn't want to be rude. I tend to fall in love on the tube."
You unintentionally whispered a 'wow', your mouth left agape at the sight of a lean young man boarding the train. Reddish-brown hair that he unconsciously brushes his hand through, slim green eyes that make him look so unapproachable, a cold and aloof gaze - yet you felt nothing but warmth in your chest.
He sat across from you, hands tucking themselves comfortably in his pocket after zipping up his jacket. He places his bag on the floor, clamping it in place between his legs.
You notice him sigh, seemingly tired from... whatever he was doing before. His gaze drifts around, locking eye contact with you for a short moment and you felt your body tense up.
You snap your head in the other direction, your eyes still wanting to look back, maybe even wave if you could muster up the courage. Covering the lower half of your face with your hand, you muffle your gasp and pray that he didn't notice you.
You take a deep breath. No way you would fall in love with some stranger you just met, right? From the corner of your eye, you glimpse at him and realize he isn't looking back.
Maybe, hopefully, he didn't catch you? You slowly turn your head back forward, trying to calm your beating heart and that annoyingly imaginative mind of yours.
Greedily, you steal another glance at him, looking at him from head to toe multiple times. It was as if you couldn't get enough of him.
"Beautiful stranger sitting right there, Reading the newspaper, stuck to his chair. I swore that he smiled and I felt my heart drop. Heard the doors open, came to my stop."
You observed him as he fished his phone out of his pockets. He leaned back, mindlessly scrolling on his phone. You scratched the back of your neck and immediately turned your head when he looked up from his phone, pursing your lips.
While you couldn't see his face properly, you swore that there was a small smile on his face. Getting up from your seat, you prepared to leave and waited for the doors to open.
For the first time in forever, you didn't want to reach home this early though the comfort of your bed was more than appealing. Some part of you still wanted to linger around. Your head turns back to that same stranger, still staring at his phone. The sound of the door opening echoed, it was your cue to leave.
Though you weren't hallucinating - he was smiling.
"Beautiful stranger, catching my stare. It's fate we collided right then back there"
You boarded the same bus on your way to work and back, despite it taking longer than your usual route, hope that you'll see that same beautiful stranger dwelling in the deepest part of your heart. Just like a loop of last night, you awaited his arrival patiently.
"Oh!" You mumble under your breath, gaze following his figure just like his shadow would the moment you recognized that unforgettable face. He looks around the bus, almost as if he was searching for something, and you swore you saw him stare at you for a slight second before sitting down across from you.
Just like that, boarding that exact bus became routine for you, and your mornings were brightened by his presence. Your innocent little crush escalated and bloomed into something more, and for a second, you longed for him more.
You wondered how his voice sounded when speaking to you instead of on a call with someone else, you fantasized about how his hand would feel in yours, how warm his embrace probably is, how lovely it must be to be that special someone in his life.
No, this has to be infatuation... right?
"I wonder if he felt the same thing too. Innocent crush on the morning commute."
Another unremarkable morning, you anticipated the same cycle to repeat itself. He'll board the train, glance around, then sit across from you.
Or so you thought. That night, he seemed particularly exhausted, his demeanor was completely different in the morning. His posture was a bit slouched, occasionally yawning and rubbing his eyes. You frowned, worry in your eyes as you clutched the phone in your hand.
As usual, he looked around with that same detached expression. However, this time, despite all of the empty seats around, he sat next to you. Widening your eyes, you immediately turned your head away, more than reluctant to let him see that rosy glow - that you've noticed is a side effect that happens when you think of him - on your cheeks.
You leaned back in your seat, wanting to get a better look at him. He had his arms crossed, reddish-brown hair messy, and eyes weary. He dipped his chin, seemingly looking down at his lap before closing his eyes. Sooner or later, you could hear the soft murmurs and snores from him.
As the train came to a sudden halt, the impact caused his head to land on your left shoulder, using it as a pillow. Cautiously, you adjusted your position and took off your left earphone so it wouldn't disturb him in his sleep. All the passengers must have been jumping to conclusions when they gave you both warm smiles and nods of encouragement, what could they possibly be thinking about?
Though, no matter how you deny it, that enamored smile on your face must have fueled whatever assumptions they were making of the both of you. When you turned to check on him, you noticed something peculiar.
Was he always smiling like that at first?
"What if I would've stayed on the train? Dared to stand up and ask for his name? Maybe we would have exchanged a few words, A fairytale moment could have occurred."
While you dreamed that this moment could last forever, you noticed that you would be reaching your stop soon, and - no matter how tempting the idea of missing a few stops was - you were left with no other option than to shake him awake.
"Hey... hey?" He must be a light sleeper because he woke up pretty quickly with a few gentle tugs. Why didn't he wake up when the train suddenly stopped then... Was he pretending?
You giggle at him, insisting that it was okay when he apologized to you, even lowering his head a little. It felt like something had sparked between the both of you through that short interaction, something that sent your heart into overdrive. From the subtle softening of his gaze to how his shoulders dropped in relief, you could only wonder if you were the cause of such dismissive reactions.
"Oh... this is my stop." Disappointment laces your words, your heart sinking.
With a scowl on your face, you approached the train doors. You give him one last sorrowful look, wishing that sweet, surreal moment wasn't so short. You met his gaze, locking eye contact as you felt the train slow down.
You lifted your hand to wave goodbye, but you clench your fist and hesitate, hurriedly dropping your hand back down right after. Your fingernails dig deeper into the flesh of your palm, that crazy part of you scolding you for missing such a wonderful opportunity. Any rational, logical sense left in you supported what you did, it did save you from any embarrassment or rejection.
Turning your back to him, you solemnly take a small step closer to the exit once the train doors open.
"Wait," You feel fingers envelop your forearm, preventing you from entirely leaving the train. Surprise coursed its way through your veins when you realized it was your beautiful stranger holding you by the arm, a rosy glow that you were only familiar seeing yourself with adorning his cheeks. "I'll walk you home."
(Bonus: After spending more time with Sae, he'll purposefully save a seat on the train for you, placing his bag there and patiently waiting for you. Even when you text him that you won't be showing up to work, he still does it out of pure habit unless the train is really crowded or someone asks.)
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Rin Itoshi + "Valentine"
"I've rejected affection for years and years. Now, I have it, and, damn it, it's kind of weird."
"Rin, Rin, what does this word mean?" Your fingers pointed at a phrase on the letter you found on your table. You knew basic phrases in Japanese and barely got through school with that knowledge. Thus, Rin was naturally assigned to be your personal translator throughout the day since he was fluent in English and was conveniently in your class. And, would you look at that, he sits next to you as well.
You watch him eye the letter and his eyebrows shoot up. He snatches the letter from your grasp, practically crumpling between his index and thumb fingers. The smell of the perfume - cheap, for sure - wafts through the air up his nose and he clogs it. Rin was always the type of person to have a disdain for well, most things, but whatever vexed him was more than just the glittery design.
"Ignore it," He expects you to oblige, giving the letter a piercing, demeaning glare. "It's nothing important."
"At least tell me how to pronounce it!" You pout, crossing your arms, "I have to learn Japanese, or else I'll forever be stuck with a grumpy, moody translator." You didn't mind the idea so much actually, but you continued to act like you did.
"I'm not an idiot, (Name). You'll just search up the meaning." He drapes an arm over the top of his chair, jaw resting on his knuckles. "Even if I promise? Swear to keep my word and not search it up?" You persist, probing into why he seemed so repulsed by some scrap of paper.
"Even if you promise," Rin repeats after you, seemingly not budging an inch. You audibly sigh, crossing your arms over your chest. "Won't you tell me? Come on, it can't be that bad." Your knee swerves to the side, jabbing his leg from under the table. "I have a right to know, the letter was meant for me after all."
Logically, Rin wouldn't listen. No, he shouldn't. If wishes to keep his pride, he shouldn't give in to your request. From adopting the traits of his older brother, from an early age, he weaved and molded himself to be rational at every step. Yet, somehow, every bone in his body wants to trust and believes you.
"It doesn't matter anyway," or so he would rationalize his actions, fingers pointing at the words on the letter. Your eyes trail after his finger, listening intently.
"あいしてる.(Ai-shi-teru)" He lowers his voice suddenly, almost into a whisper as if he didn't want anyone else to overhear him. You echo after him and for a moment, you could've sworn that the tip of his ears grew red, "あいしてる."
"He tells me I'm pretty, Don't know how to respond. I tell him that he's pretty too. Can I say that? Don't have a clue."
Rin's group of friends people he tolerates happen to sit near your table during lunchtime and, occasionally, your friends would catch the short glimpses you exchange with him.
You feel a not-so-subtle kick from under the table and you retaliate, returning the favor as you chide your friends. Judging by their smirks, you could tell you were in for a disaster. Seems like they caught you red-handed.
As you are forced to profusely deny anything they say, their teasing reaches Rin's ears.
"You're all red! You definitely have a crush on him!" One of your friends exclaimed, teasing you. You felt like melting as you covered your ears in a weak attempt to block out their words. "Oh, shut up! You're so loud."
Rin glances at you from the corner of his eye and you could feel the shivers crawling up your spine, clawing their way around your body. You could only pray he didn't hear anything as you chewed on your food. You couldn't swallow the food down, fidgeting with your hands under the table while stuttering out poor excuses to change the topic.
At first, he planned to save you the embarrassment and pretend to be oblivious. It'd cause him less trouble anyway - just look away and continue eating, engraving the memory in his mind. Having said that, he didn't know what made him so fond of that flustered expression on your face.
"Lukewarm," He utters under his breath - directed to your friends and, for the first time in a while, himself. He looks away, pulling out his phone to text you with a scowl on his face.
You see your phone buzz on the table and the notification, much to your dismay, displayed Rin's message to you for all your friends to see.
"u have a nice smile" and you felt like your eyes were playing tricks on you. You swiped your phone off the table, pressing the screen against your chest and close to your racing heart. Your friends all screamed and cheered in unison, all you wanted to do right now is scream into a pillow and curl into a ball.
You took a deep breath and gathered your thoughts, shakily checking your phone again. Slowly, your gaze returned back to him, scrutinizing the way the ends of his lips curl upwards.
"Ty, u too <3" You text him back.
"With every passing moment, I surprise myself. I'm scared of flies, I'm scared of guys- Someone, please, help! 'Cause I think I've fallen in love this time."
All of a sudden, it's hard to maintain eye contact like the both of you used to. Every time you both chat, that moment when the both of you coincidentally lock eye contact releases swarms of butterflies.
All of a sudden, it's routine to walk home together. When one of you has the misfortune of needing to stay back after class, the other has no qualms or complaints about waiting. If one of you forgets something like homework, the other remembers. It's like you both complete each other, two peas in a pod.
All of a sudden, he's the one carrying your things for you, insisting it's all lightweight and not a problem after hearing you complain about your back aching.
All of a sudden, you both of whispering answers to each other whenever the teacher calls one of you out.
All of a sudden, you love learning Japanese. You love how he's somewhat patient with you - or at least he tries his best to. He'll sigh when he has to repeat himself, but that beaming grin plastered on your face when you learn something new is one of the best rewards for him - better than the money you continue to pay him for the tutoring despite how he refuses to take it.
'Expect the unexpected,' but there's no way you could have predicted this. Everything happened so fast, but you didn't want things to slow down either.
"I've lost all control of my heartbeat now, Got caught in a romance with him somehow. I still feel a shock through every bone When I hear an "I love you", 'Cause now I've got someone to lose."
He couldn't tell whether it was a blessing or curse to sit next to you. Everything you did has this selcouth effect on him, his mind riddled with that unusually flawless image of you, turning winter into spring in a matter of seconds. Now that he thinks about it, did you ever have any flaws?
From flowers to breathtaking sunsets, his heart had been plagued with this confusing, unfamiliar feeling because everything reminded him of you. It was too intense to forget about with time, too new to be hatred, and too extraordinary to let go of.
You're just like the best goal he ever scored, the best gift he's ever received, the best movie he's ever seen. You're so refreshing, new, but at the very same time comforting like his mom's cooking or a nostalgic video game. You're his biggest weakness and the best thing that ever happened to him all at once.
He's heard of love. How 2-dimensional and sappy it is, how people crave and want it so desperately. He never did understand it. However, now, faced with no choice but to confront his feelings, he's left dumbfounded by just how puzzling and deep they are.
...It's alright if he thinks with his heart, just this one time, right?
"The first one to ever like me back. I'm seconds away from a heart attack. How the hell did I fall in love this time? And honestly, I can't believe I get to call you mine. I blinked and suddenly, I had a Valentine."
February 13, 11:39 p.m. Rin walks into the convenience store, hands tucked comfortably into his pockets as he walks in, a small bag hanging from his shoulder. He sighs when he spots you running up to him, waving at him.
"Why'd you call me so late to come here? You made it sound like you were going to die or something."
"I just... felt like seeing you." You innocently chirp, grabbing some chips that both you and Rin would share later on, good thing you knew his favorite flavor beforehand. "Is that a bad reason?"
Rin narrows his eyes before another sigh escapes him - which you assume means 'yes'. "Why'd you come?" You ask back. Knowing Rin, he should have expected a silly reason like that coming from you.
"I wanted to make sure you were safe. Going out this late is dangerously close to a stupid idea." You chuckle at how logical his answer is, "So, you're saying that you don't mind doing something stupid so I could be safe?"
You feel a sudden glare on you and you giggle. "Okay, okay, I won't tease you." Done choosing your snacks, you go to pay at the counter.
11:47. You exit the store with Rin following behind, holding the plastic bag filled with the snacks you hand-picked. Sitting down on a bench in a nearby park, both you and Rin open up the snacks and chat to pass the time.
"11:58," you whisper under your breath after checking the time on your phone, "almost time."
"Rin," Rin glances at you, tilting his head to meet your eyes when you call out his name, your tone mellow. "How many Valentine's Day gifts did you receive last year?"
He leans back on the chair, the mention of Valentine's Day causing him to glance elsewhere. "Didn't count, I rejected all of them." His hand reaches into his bag, fingers grabbing onto the box of chocolates he had impulsively bought for you, but he doesn't dare take them out.
"Do you have a Valentine this year?" You take a deep breath before asking. He shakes his head, much to your relief. "You?" Rin questions and you shake your head.
"I don't really know how to ask this," you chuckle, an attempt to lighten up the mood as you shift closer to him. "But..."
"Will you be my Valentine?" You ask, staring up at the moon, miraculously able to blurt out the words without stuttering. The silence after that kills you as you hope for a favorable response, you feel the knot in your stomach tighten.
Rin carefully places the box of chocolates on your lap, hand lingering on your thigh for a moment. The box of chocolates was red and rectangular, you could smell a slight scent of vanilla, all tied together with a ribbon. Attached to it was a small card that wrote, "あいしてる." in messy handwriting - he was never good at calligraphy.
"Aishiteru," you read aloud, "You never did tell me what it meant." Rin felt something stuck in his throat, only replying to you with a soft 'mm'. You ignore his refusal to tell you, but you could kind of guess the meaning now that he used it.
Leaning your head on his shoulder, you sigh in content.
February 14, 12:00. "The moon is beautiful tonight, isn't it?" You whisper to him, sliding your hand into his pocket as this warmth bursts from your chest. You feel his hand pull yours deeper into his pocket, intertwining fingers. "Yeah, yeah it is."
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greg-gold01 Β· 6 hours
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You didn't really get what all the hype around this "Gold Team" was, but ever since your friends joined it's all they talk about. Always at the gym, at games, hanging with team members, never enough time for you except to ask you to join the team too. You decided to get to the bottom of this and snuck into their dorm to find out what's going on.
Rifling through their closet, all you find are the same gold shirts, gold pants, gold shoes, so much gold it makes your eyes hurt. About to leave having found nothing, your eyes fall on a particular golden jersey on a mannequin, separate from the others.
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You walk towards it, almost in a trance. Something about the jersey feels like it's drawing you in, but you don't know why. Part of your mind is telling you to just leave, but your body doesn't listen as you reach out a hand to touch the jersey. The material is the most silky smooth thing you've ever touched, the feels of it on your fingers sending a tingling all through your body. You take the jersey off the mannequin and hold it in your hands, staring down at it. The silky smooth feeling is joined by a nagging feeling, almost a compulsion telling you to put it on. Your brain tries to fight against it for a bit longer, but it gets overwhelmed by the jerseys intense golden shine drawing you further into a trance, slowly taking off your current shirt and putting the jersey on.
The effect is almost instant; the material feels so good against your skin that you practically moan on the spot. The gold from the jersey starts seeping into the rest of your clothes, turning them the same bright gold as your jeans become a pair of golden workout shorts and your sneakers a pair of golden Nikes. The gold starts to overwhelm your brain with new thoughts of working out, winning games, spending time your bros, getting rid of everything but the gold team.
As you lose more and more thoughts to the gold, your body begins to shift. Pounds of muscle start piling on, a tan creeps over your skin removing all blemishes, pearly white teeth flash out as you close your eyes and smile at the feeling. You look like a proper jock now; muscled, tan, thick thighs, you name it. But as the changes finalize, you hear a voice creeping in your head, asking you a question
"Do you swear to obey Cap, obey the Gold, to bring new bros into the Gold Army? Do you give yourself over to the Gold"
You don't even hesistate
"Yessssss"
And with that, unimaginable pleasure tracks your body as your fate of being a new Gold Bro is sealed, finally opening your eyes and revealing their new brown shade.
"Told you he couldn't resist broski"
Tyrning around at the new voice, you see your two friends bros standing there, watching you with cocky smiles. One of them walks over to you and gives you a clap on the shoulder.
"Welcome to the team brah. Now let's get you over to Cap and get you set up with your new name ey? Then we'll welcum you to the team right proper"
You burst with excitement knowing you're on the tteam with your best bros, and knowing you've got tons of new bros now too. You can't even remember why you thought the Gold Team was so silly, all you can remember is how much you wanna show other bros how good it is to be on the team. Standing with your two bros to take your first team shot together, you get ready to meet Cap and start your new life on the best damn team in the world, the Gold Team πŸ’ͺ
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wikiangela Β· 3 months
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the boys 4x03 thoughts
so the Seven are just the four now lmao or I guess the six now but we'll see how long those two will last 🀣
Butcher working with JDM! 😍😍
firecracker needs to stfu πŸ™„
I love Sage's attitude and her dynamic with homelander, it's just so interesting
frenchie won't tell colin now is he 😫 that'd be too quick and and too easy, i bet this is eating at him like the guilt for mallory's grandkids smh wtf frenchie 😫
now firecracker's braindead followers are walking into starlight house jfc 😭
Frenchie likes colin sooo much and its clearly tearing him apart and its so sad 😭😭
oooh Victoria's gonna figure out Singer knows so quickly 🀣 and he wants to ban supes from every position but entertainment? lets see how homelander and vought likes that lol
btw Claudia Doumit is soooo gorgeous 😍😍😍
"I'm going to kill them all" she signed with the most adorable smile ever 🀣🀣🀣 she's the cutest, even when she's murderous lol
kimiko and frenchie are really the definition of ride or dies πŸ’ͺ❀️
flip A-Train? I like the idea but also he might flip back within a second so that's risky lol
Butcher contacting ryan through video games lol love it - also wow that game is violent
what does Noir's replacement not get about 'don't talk' jfc dude, watch anything with real Noir in it (they have plenty of movies) and study his behavior and do.not.talk. where did ashley find this guy jfc 🀣🀣
lmao Ashley got demoted from CEO to mascot, how sad 🀣
Butcher baked cookies and bought all those games aww - even if he dosed those cookies whatever lol
if anyone can concknve A-Train its MM fr, and if he does, i love it and cant wait to see where it goes - I just hope it actually sticks this time lol
high frenchie started so funny and now it's just so sad 😭😭
oooh who's the girl?? was she another one of the kids like kimiko??
"I wouldn't want me either" nooo why am i crying jfc, this poor kid 😭 homelander just showed up and screwed up his whole life 😭
Ryan just wants to be with Butcher but he thought what he said was genuine 😭😭😭
that conversation between Ryan and billy was sooo good 😭
Ashley, if you wanna live, better fucking run 😳
oh god the vought on ice shit is so cringe lol
I miss Maeve 😭
is Victoria really gonna team up with homelander 😬 i hope not but also it could be interesting πŸ‘€
omg i knew they wouldn't just kill hughie but got scared anyway lol
oh my god this turned into a massacre lol homelander was really determined to kill 😳
A-Train came through!!! if he's fr on our side, im so here for it!! 🀩
Kimiko is so worried 😭
okay, I feel bad for hughie's mom πŸ₯Ί
JDM has just the best voice πŸ₯΅
Sage and Deep?? ummm... 🀒 that was weird. what's the thing on the table??
Homelander is loooosing it 😳 so scared for Ryan, if he really snapped, he'd kill him fr
go home??? Im soooo invested omg
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oleander-nin Β· 8 months
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Hi again, I'm that same person that sent that long ask earlier lol
Okay ESPECIALLY after the poll you put up, I wanna say again that WE ALL LOVE YOU STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP /p
I'm stuck between wanting to be heartfelt and encouraging or just shaking you by the shoulders and scream at you /aff /pos
Ollie, genuinely, don't push yourself too hard. Yeah we love what you write, but we understand that you're a person with a life. You do not owe us anything.
Forgive me if I'm wrong, or maybe looking too far into this, but I feel like you're a perfectionist? And that you feel you have to crank things out quickly and it all has to be perfect. Maybe you feel somehow indebted to give us things to read. and lemme tell you, it's very easy to get stuck in a loop of "do the creative thing for your followers or else". That is, if you aren't in that loop already. I'm sorry, know I'm assuming a lot, and I'm not meaning to pry.
I just say this because I recognize the way you talk in your tags or authors notes. I'm not an author, but I used to post art. I kept getting more frustrated with myself, (and I can definitely tell you are too). I lost motivation, and it stopped being fun pretty quickly because I kept thinking "it needs to be perfect" or "I need to create faster" all for the sake of an audience. So when you apologize, or seem to value your writing so little, it just makes me worry that you're in that same loop. Heck, I mean, I still don't make art often, I still have perfectionist issues and worry about how fast I can create. But it's becoming fun again, slowly.
I just hope that writing is still something you like to do. I would hate for your passion for writing to be squandered by the pressure and expectations of an audience. I know you have a lot going on right now, even if you try and act like you should be able to push through it and write, but please take care of yourself. If the February challenge is getting too difficult, please don't feel like there's any shame in limiting your workload. We'll be happy with whatever you make, and I'll be even happier if I know you actually enjoyed writing it. /gen
WOW this is long I'm sorry lmao. I've been at this for like half an hour. (Do asks have a word limit? Oops I hope not ahshjsk)
Oh also, don't worry about responding to this is an "appropriate" way. I know that this would be hard for me to respond to, so don't feel pressured to say anything at all. Even if you delete this, I'll be perfectly fine with it. /gen I just hope you read it and understand that we care about you. Please feel better <3
YOU TOOK THIRTY MINUTES FROM YOUR DAY TO WRITE ME THIS???? THE HONOR???? SOBBING THANK YOU
Breaking this down paragraph by paragraph cuz you deserve itπŸ’ͺ(also I'm avoiding responsibilities rn shhh)
Okay first of all, thank you a lot. This entire thing kinda helped me realized just how bad I was letting myself get. In the back of my mind, I know I don't have to write, or that I shouldn't be doing it the way I am, but it felt like an obligation at some point, both from trying to repay you all in the only way I know how, and from trying to catch up with everyone else. Sometimes it feels like I'm falling behind, and if I don't keep going, I'm just going to lose everything.
I forgive you<3/lhj, but you're not technically wrong. While I'm not in the perfectionist in the sense I won't post something unless I deem it perfect and have checked over 8 times(what I used to do), I still tend to pick apart everything I've made and found every flaw. I realize this is a problem, and have been yelled at by many a teachers for it lol. But yeah, a lot of the time I do feel indebted, and I probably am stuck in that loop(Which is why I'm so bad at actually taking breaks). Don't feel bad for assuming, nothing you could say would really offend me, and you've been dead on this whole time.
I've been meaning to stop talking about how much I hate certain parts of what I write in the tags+A/N's, because I know listening to me whine and cry about something that doesn't matter gets annoying, but I'm not good at that either I guess lol.
I'm fairly certain that writing will always be fun for me, as I'm still looking forwards to doing a lot of the requests I got and one set of ideas I have, but finding the will to write it down seems impossible right now. It's like I'm stuck at the bottom of a sheer cliff and I can't start writing until I read the top. The main reason I'm so mad at myself for flopping so bad with this challenge is because I was able to do the Horrortober one just fine, as well as maintain a schedule for a while. It feels like I'm getting worse rather than getting better, and It's just making me frustrated with myself to the point of just wanting to quit(not that I think I'd be able to if I'm honest. I tried once, yet here I am, only 3 years later.)
Anyways, I'm just going to start putting more time into the writing instead of trying to force a deadline. I want to be able to make longer fics again, and to start TWOAL back up(I've been avoiding it because I want the chapters to start being 4000+ to mimic actual books). I want my writing to seem like it has care and quality, and not like it was produced by a factory. I have once headcanon style fic about the Vamp turts in the work I was spending days on to make sure it was decent, and it alone is better than a lot of stuff I've put out recently.
ANYWAYS
Thank you! I appreciate your words, sorry for the vent. I'll probably just delete this half later lol, but I needed to get some stress out.
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robertasgym Β· 6 months
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pkmnnursecass Β· 23 days
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Getting back into baking!!! πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ Definitely not inspired by that cake post though....nooooo....LOL
Looking through my cookbooks right now to find a good recipe!!!! Might just look something up online though.... Idk we'll see
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deepdarkdelights Β· 1 year
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Hiii there! It's been an awfully long time... I'm so sorry for disappearing, uni has been on my back for so long now, and I know this year will only get worse. I just wanted to enjoy some free time to send you something, after probably 5 months of not sending a single Purgatory ask haha. I saw on your asks that you had a lot of work as well, so I hope we'll survive together πŸ’ͺ Sending you lots of love!!
-Purgatory anon πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
Hi dear!
It’s okay, I’ve been incredibly busy as well. Grad school is so bad, I start my internship this week as well and I am dreading it.
School is hard, and it’s okay to take breaks from social media/my blog lol. Let’s get through this together, I missed you!
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wherefore-whinnies Β· 1 year
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nobody asked but this is my performance tier list for my current engage maddening run (it is pretty radically different from my last run now that I am actually playing somewhat optimally). units are ranked within tiers btw although maybe I should swap Fogado and Hortensia
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Citrinne kind of deserves her own S+ tier tbh I love her so much.
some comments!
Citrinne - I use her with the Olwen S ring and a forged + engraved (Roy or something?) Thunder tome and she just obliterates sooo many things. I thought she would start falling off eventually but she really hasn't yet. once she does I am excited to switch her to a meme bow knight build with radiant bow and Lyn emblem for the world's most devastating Astra Storm
ChloΓ© - she was absolute garbage in my last run so I was pretty shocked in this run when she was actually good? idk what happened. she's currently a Wyvern Knight to help with strength growths but I'll switch her to Griffin Knight after
Zelkov - when did this guy become so good??? I was planning to replace him with Merrin but I can't drop him now especially because he's my only covert. I used to use him with Lyn until I got Corrin
Fogado - I use him with the Claude S ring and a forged radiant bow and he is p strong! but tends to miss kills by a bit. maybe I should give him some spirit dust lol
Hortensia - self-explanatory
Kagetsu - man he's been so disappointing this run. probably because everyone else is so good I no longer use him so much for him to get enough xp. I was using him with Navarre's S ring and he kept not getting crits even with like 60% crit rate and doubling and he kept getting hit by low accuracy attacks my poor guy. I gave him Eirika's ring now in hopes of helping him actually damage enemies since his damage output is falling off hard but for some reason lunar brace is really not helping much ?_? idk.
Panette - I just finished Ike's paralogue so I can finally give her Wrath and then we'll see if she's as good as people say πŸ’ͺ she's all right rn when she manages to crit but she keeps missing crits or missing entirely. I threw Seliph's S ring on her to help with crit but I might switch to Ryoma when her level is higher if I don't have Roy back by then.
Alear - man this guy sucks wtf. he was my best unit a few chapters ago and now he can barely do damage, can't double, and can't dodge. at least his personal is extremely useful especially for Citrinne. I've been convinced to switch him to Griffin Knight and have him fly around using bonded shield on ChloΓ© for the lulz but I need to finish the next chapter first to get Leif back.
Anna - I've been using her with Olwen S ring and forged Thunder + canto but her magic is pretty low still and I don't have much room for guys so I kind of want to get rid of her... but she's supposed to end up with a better mag stat soon >:(
Merrin - she was pretty decent when I got her but I have no room for her sorry.
Louis - damn this guy was extremely disappointing this time for a unit that I thought it was completely impossible to beat maddening without. he cannot really take a lot of hits... I think it is similar to Kagetsu where my other units are so good now that I'm playing properly that I'm not just turtling through every chapter so he's missing out on a lot of xp compared to last time. I just did Ike's paralogue and Louis was sooo useless because he could not at all hold the chokepoint that he was supposed to. I had to use Zelkov + fog running back and forth between two chokepoints basically being two guys instead.
saline - 😭😭😭 I'm still going to insist on using her for the gimmick build I was planning with divine pulse+, Micaiah, and freeze/entrap staves but man has she fallen off hard for being my highest level and most invested unit in the early game
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saletancy2 Β· 1 year
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