#but yes gimme dat hug

[eunchancorner]

Black, lavender, evil red, yellow/hj

- Ava

Aww Ava :3

[trashbin-nie]

Weather The Storm: Jey Uso x Mixed! OC

Do NOT copy/translate my fics. Reblogs are always welcome!

Summary: Rosa Winters NXT women's champion, cousin Trinity (aka Naomi), introduces her to Josh Fatu, her boyfriends brother, and they hit it off this is their story

WARNINGS: mentions of anxiety, fluff. This story WILL contain sexual content so minors DNI

CHAPTER 2: Story of the past

Word Count: 1435

AN/ apologies for the wait 😅 Vetmed is a killer!

“Damn I wish y'all were on the main roster with us!” Josh whined. “Sounds like you two get down.”

“Mmm not really. Trin an I ride together to each show and all I hear about is ‘I wish Jon were here’ and blah blah, alla dat happened back in college. Now that's when we got down,” I said. He laughed.

I looked ahead to Trin and Jon who were smirking at us. They think they done somethin’.

“So I take it that you two are better then?” Trin asked.

“Girl you know they good as hell if Ro Ro smilin and jokin and shi’,” Jon said.

I rolled my eyes, lips pursed, and arms crossed. “I know you want something else Trin.”

“Well Smackdown on Friday is supposed to be in Orlando, the same city as NXT on Saturday, and we were planning on heading down early to see the fam anyway, sooooo do you mind if they ride with us?” She asked, hugging Jon's arm with a huge smile on her face.

I sighed, her eyes were practically glimmering with hearts as she looked between me and him. My eyes closed, I breathed out yet another sigh, and said, “Fine, on one condition.”

“Anything.” She said her eyes darkening.

“I do zero driving, and I sit in the back seat,” I said holding my hand out, but snatched it away before she could grab it, adding, “and you must promise like we did as children so no take-backs, begging, or acting like this exchange didn’t happen, got it?”

“Ugh, yes! Just gimme yo’ hand now,” she demanded.

I placed my hand out for her to start. We did our handshake before locking our pinkies at the end, and Trin said, “Cross my heart, hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my eye,” and to seal the deal we kept our pinkies locked and touched thumbs.

We nodded to each other before letting go and starting to walk away.

The boys watched us confused the entire exchange, and hadn't even realized we left so they were stuck catching up.

“Wait a damn minute what did we just witness?” Jon asked.

“Our handshake?” I said without looking at him.

“Nah nah nah, that wasn't no handshake, that was finger voodoo,” Josh said, his eyes wide.

“Damn straight. What he said. You two almost as synched up as us, and we twins!” Jon said.

“Oh. We're practically twins born on the same day, year, and time as the other,” Trin and I spoke in unison. “Just different hospital rooms, and mothers.”

“Freaky,” Jon shivered, hugging himself.

“Oh please Jerdy, you already knew that,” Trin said, slapping him on the arm. I giggled, my eyes crinkling at the edges and I covered my mouth.

We all walked out to the car and packed up our gear, well Trin and I did, the boys' things were already in the trunk. I loaded my backpack into the backseat, then grabbed my fuzzy corgi blanket from the front seat before hopping in.

The others didn’t take long to join me, Trin in the front passenger Jon in the drivers seat and Josh joined me in the back behind Trinity.

“Erreybody ready?” Jon asked.

We all agreed and with that we were off. I sat tucked against the window wrapped in my blanket, my eyes were drooping and my head was bobbing, I shook my head trying to wake myself up and join the conversation.

“Oh I got a great story about Rosie,” Trin said, a devious smile on her face.

“Ok so get this, Ro and I went to different High Schools; her in Pensacola and me in Orlando, but we spent every weekend together, and she had this gigantic crush on one of the star football players, and she didn't even know his name!” She said.

“Oh jesus christ,” I said, “Can we maybe not tell this story?”

“Not how this works Ma’ continue Trin,” Josh said

“Nah I'll let Ro tell this one,” Trin said.

“Ugh I hate you. Ok, so, seven-ish years ago:

“Trin, I swear he's so hot, and sweet,” I gushed.

“Girl you spoke to that boy once an’ you don't even know his name!” Trin yelled exasperated, rolling her eyes.

I scowled, “Yeah, well, the one time I did speak to him he was kind and cute,” I said, sticking my tongue out. “Granted, I did only talk to him cuz he accidentally sent a football at mach 10 into my back knocking me out of my position.”

“Exactly you don’ even know this boy and you crushin’ on him?” Trin asked, throwing her arms up falling back on my bed.

“I do not have a crush on him, he's just attractive and nice. He's also a senior so he's got two years on my ass,” I said shrugging while playing with the rings on my finger.

“Mhm, you gon’ call me tomorrow and you're gon’ tell me you down bad,” she said, lifting only her head.

“I will not,” I said.

-The following day-

I was rushing through the halls that morning, having woken up late and missing my bus.

Quickly I opened my locker and shoved the things I didn't need in there before slamming it shut and taking off. Unfortunately today really wasn't my day and I smacked right into someone spilling my water all over my cheer uniform.

“Dammit! I'm so sorry! I-” I paused looking up. No way, I crashed into the stupid cute football player, I'm just gonna crawl into a hole and die. “I wasn't watching where I was going and I guess I didn't screw the lid on right in my disaster this morning, and now your jersey and you are soaked and I'm so so so sorry! Oh jeez uhh I'll go find some paper towels!”

He grabbed my arm, his eyebrows raised in amusement, “You sure can talk Rose, that's for sure,” he said, chuckling. “No worries I got this its just water it won't kill me, you go to class you look like you gon’ explode.”

“I-uh Thanks, I'm sorry again,” I said turning and running away my face beet red, and tears burning my eyes.

I couldn't believe I had done that! I'm such an idiot and then I just wouldn't shut the hell up, I am a total social failure.

I trudged my way to class no longer hyped up on adrenaline but 100% feeling the after effects. I sat at my seat dropping my head on the desk with a very loud thud.

“Uh oh Ms. too good for Sophomore math looks like she's had *quite* the morning,” My only friend outside of the cheer squad, Joe, said laughing.

“Oh yeah laugh it up Mr. I can't do math to save my life,” I said, I turned my head, but my face was still smushed into the desk. My eyes red from the few tears that escaped.

“What happened?” he asked.

“Woke up late, missed the bus so I had to sprint three miles to get here even *close* to on time, then I threw my shit into my locker, slammed it shut and started running again. Only I didn't get very far before crashing into the cute football guy and throwing all my water on my uniform and his jersey,” I said with a blank look on my face. “As you can see everything is spectacular.”

“Oh man, I'm sorry Ro that sucks,” Joe said.

“It's fine too late now,” I said, sitting up and grabbing my math notebook.

Naturally, later when I got home I called Trin and told her all about it, and she laughed her ass off. Definitely knows how to make her twin from a different bin feel just *amazing.*

Over the course of a few months I interacted more with the guy, but I could never figure out what his name was! I dunno what's up with guys an’ not usin’ their real names, but it's really starting to piss me off.

Then graduation came and went and I never saw the guy again. It's too bad really.” I said.

“Damn girl we went to Pensacola too, we probably knew the guy!” Jon exclaimed shocked, but Josh remained eerily quiet.

“Josh?” I said. He snapped out of his trance.

“What? No, I'm good I was just thinking but I can't think of anyone it could be,” Josh said turning towards the window.

The rest of the car ride, everyone kept exchanging stories, and I fell asleep somewhere along the way, thinking about Josh's sudden quietness.

[songofnoheart]

🍾 🍾

While awkwardly (bc of how tall he is) carrying Brook bridal style tru the corridors of the hotel. " ....... Are you sure they changed the room you were staying, ga ne? Why would they pick one so far anyway. They're truly heartless....." ( mr 3 acting naive? Yes pls. )

Send 🍾 + a question for my muse to answer your question while drunk. ~ accepting

'Awkwardly' was absolutely correct! Brook's long legs were constantly getting stuck on things, bumping into corners and swinging around willy-nilly. Though luckily for the wax sculptor, the skeleton's big head was staying upwards, nuzzling affectionately against the top of Mr 3's face. The skeleton was giggling and babbling something in a silly voice, though other than that he didn't move much, firmly clinging to the man, hugging him by the shoulders as much as his arms, weakened by alcohol, would allow.

"Oh? Hmmmmm... They gimme room with no windows... H-hic! Cause they di- din't wanna peeps to uhhhhhh know i am here... Which is UN-hic faiiiiire! I AM A PIRATE, RIGHT? You know dat, RIGHT?! I wooooon't be mmmm stuck in a sssssssssssstupid dum-dum room with no windows! So I SAID them, I said! I WANNA eat! Chocolate srawhberries! On my baaaaalconey! And see the vuew! With my favorite guuuuuy! My man- manage- No! My man-frieeeeend! OR IMMA LEAVE!"

The musician swung his legs passionately as if throwing a tantrum. "So, hehe. New room... It's preeeeety. I done good, riiiight? I stood up for myself, riiiight? C'mooon, say I done goooooood!" Brook raised his hand only to insistently poke at Galdino's cheek, urging him to reply and hopefully even compliment his efforts.

[twistedlymad]

Your Phone Shopping Dat- Experience (Ft. Ace, Deuce, Grim and Cater)

Ah... Phone Shopping... I’ve never been on one of these :’)

Remember when Cater said he’s going to bring us on a phone shopping date? WHICH NEVER HAPPENED? Yea, me too! So, what if we were the ones to remind him about said ‘date’ and what would happen.

It starts off with you being bored as hecc in your humble Ramshackle Dorm. You had already finished your classes and homework as well as Grim because you forced him to do so before he ends up being lazy.

So you were sprawled out on the Dorm’s Common Room sofa. Grim is also sprawled out beside you.

CUE ACE AND DEUCE BARGING IN. 

 “(Y/N) (Y/N)!!” You have to see this!!” Ace said as he shoved Deuce’s phone in your face.

It was a meme. A MEME OF WHO? Why, none other than their dorm leader of course. Literally it’s a picture of her majesty Riddle’s face photoshopped onto a baby’s body.

Caption? “Imma cri becuz u no follow da rulez.” (Imma get beheaded soon pls send help)

Anyway, you laughed at this poor attempt at a meme (I’m dissing myself :’) ) and suddenly you remembered that you yourself didn’t have a phone and Cater-senpai did promise you to go phone shopping. So the 4 of you set off to find the elusive MagiCam-addicted third year. You found him in Heartslabyul’s garden again, but this time he was wearing pink and feeding the flamingos. You tried to stifle your laughter as you approached the pink dude.

“Ano, Cater-senpai?” 

“Ah.. (Y/N), what can I do for you?” He asked.

“I wanted to go buy a phone and I remembered you said something about knowing a place I can go to?” 

“Oh yes! You came at a good time! Just gimme a sec~” And without a second thought he had already used his unique magic to clone himself to finish his chores. He quickly changed his clothes and dragged you and the other 3 towards the school’s main entrance.

“Let’s go~”

After some time, you 5 arrive at a shopping mall. Cater leading the way of course. As soon as you guys got in, you and Grim stared in awe. 

“What? Never been to a mall before?” Ace asked and you almost smacked him on the spot. (I’m sorry for torturing Ace QwQ)  Yes, you’ve been to a mall before, but this is your first time being in one in Twisted Wonderland. Basically, everything is magical. You’ve got magic shops, floating benches and even twisted clocks! So you were starstruck immediately. Cater laughed and led you to the shop where he said and I quote, ‘has the latest models at a very cheap price’. 

As you were looking at some phones, you heard shouting coming not too far from you. Yes, very VERY familiar shouting. You then gently set the phone back on the counter and went to the source of the shouting. There, you saw two certain dark haired and dark orange haired friends of yours arguing about something. So, you did the one logical thing to do. You smacked them in the head. Two shouts of pain were heard as you went back to looking at new phones.

You’ve set your eyes on a certain model and you asked Cater for advice on your choice. He approved of the model and you went to pay. But as soon as you reached the counter, another ear piercing scream was heard. 

You looked around to see Cater, Deuce and Ace staring at the direction of the scream. And lo and behold, out comes a raccoon running away in the other direction.

“That creature!! It took my tuna sandwich!!” 

“Fgnaaaa!!! Finders keepers!!” As soon the thief had said this, Ace, Deuce and Cater could feel a dark aura coming behind them. As they sheepishly turned their heads to looks at you and your back was faced towards them. However, your entire body has a black outline to it with the most dangerous aura anyone could ever experience. You excused yourself from the cashier and took off after the creature. Cater, Deuce and Ace followed you shortly after.

After catching the ‘thief’, you went back to the lady and apologized to her while giving her enough madol to buy a new sandwich. Which in turn made you a few madol short for you to buy that new phone. You sigh in defeat.

As you were about to walk away, Ace and Deuce stopped you before you could do so. They each pulled out half of the madol that you were short of and gave it to you. You looked at them in awe as they blushed slightly.

“Well? Are you going to take it or not?”

“But, why?” You asked them.

“Seriously? You’ve done so much for us. You even helped us get out of a contract with Azul.” You smiled at the both of them and gave them both a gentle hug and went to get that new phone, leaving the ADeuce-combo blushing like a bright red tomato ever so slightly.

Cater then treated you all a cup of coffee and even gave Grim a can of tuna even though he didn’t deserve it. 

Then you guys went around the mall looking at more cool stuff while Cater was getting a lot of pictures for his MagiCam. 

The hashtags? #datewithfriends #phoneshopping #memorableday #NRC 

A few more hashtags were added, but those were in reference to your dark aura and Grim’s mischief.

As you all made your way home, you asked yourself a few questions:

Did you get a new phone? Yes.

Did it cost you a part of your sanity while doing so? Yes.

Should you have went to Idia and asked him to build you a new phone instead? Absolutely yes.

But most importantly, you had fun with your group of goofballs and this ‘date’ turned out to be one of your most treasured memories of all.

[writemywaytoyourheart]

BTS Reaction: When He's Sick | Hyung Line

Requested: long long ago :')

Genre: flufff

Warnings: nada

BTS When You're Sick here

Maknae Line here

Hope you like it, I didn't sleep for this~

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KIM SEOKJIN:

Gimme dat kith boi, mwuah!

"Jin! Get your butt back in that bed right now!" You scold your husband the second you see him standing in the living room while you're cooking soup for him in the kitchen. He smiles sheepishly and waves a dismissive hand, "I'm fine, I want to help." His voice cracks and you frown at him in disapproval.

"Honey, you literally have the stomach flu. Stop being ridiculous, and just let me help you get better." You walk over to him and feel his forehead, frowning again when it's obvious he still has a fever. Jin's pale face drops in disappointment, "I hate being sick. I feel bad leaving you to do everything." You smile at him and pat him on the head consolingly. 

"I love taking care of you, now get back in that bed. I'm going to go pick the kids up from school and then you're going to eat the food I bring you. Understood?" He pouts but nods weakly, letting you kiss his head and ruffle his bed head.

"And don't you dare get out of that bed unless it's to use the restroom!" You point at him and grab your purse and keys. "Yes, ma'am." He mumbles before making his way back to to your shared room.

~

"Is daddy still sick mommy?" Your four year old daughter speaks up over her older brothers that are talking next to her as you're driving them home from school.

"Yes, Kinny baby. Daddy is going to be sick for a few days, and I don't want you kids catching it so please don't get too close, alright?" You see her in the rearview mirror as she nods sadly and fiddles with her tiny fingers. The twins keep bickering quietly over something that happened at school. You shake your head and sigh, not wanting to deal with that right now. When you four make it back home, you send them off to wash up and start their homework before dinner. Seungwoo and Hwangwoo race to their room and Min-Ki goes to find her toys, since she's only in preschool and doesn't have any schoolwork to do. You finish up the soup and put some in a bowl to bring to Jin.

When you open the bedroom door and see him sleeping, you smile at him and sit on the edge of the bed carefully. "Jin, baby. Wake up, we need to get some food into you." You whisper and shake his shoulder a little. His eyes flutter open and he smiles at you, "Hi, princess. Are the kids home?" He croaks out as he tries to get into a sitting position.

The sound of giggles outside of the door answers his question and he smiles sadly. "I want to see them. Please, baby?" He pouts and you hand him the bowl of soup to eat.

"Of course you can see them, honey. They just can't get too close, I don't want them catching it. Eat that slowly, ok?" He nods and you go to fetch the children.

"Boys, Min-Ki! Daddy wants to see you!" You call out, smiling when you hear little feet running. Min-Ki comes charging down the hall first, a doll tightly gripped in her hands. Then her brothers, who are three years older than her and much faster, run past her and she pouts. "No fair! Slow down, you boys!" She shouts after them and you laugh at her cute face, swooping her up in your arms and carrying her to your room.

Your husband is beaming when he sees all the kids gathered by his bed, "Hi babies!"

"Hi, dad!" Seungwoo waves at him from the foot of the bed and Hwangwoo fiddles with his hands before asking quietly, "Does it hurt, daddy? Are you okay?" Jin clutches his heart and then his stomach, groaning dramatically, "Ohhh it hurts so bad Hwangie!"

"Jin!" You laugh at him and Hwangwoo cracks a smile while Seungwoo laughs loudly. Min-Ki wiggles put of your arms and runs to the side of his bed, "Really daddy?" Her big eyes stare at him worriedly and he smiles at her, "No, daddy was just playing sweetie. I'm okay." She nods, unconvinced. Then she holds up her doll and puts it in Jin's lap, "Here daddy, dolly always make me feel better when I'm sad. She will help you, too!"

Jin takes the doll and sets her by his pillow, giving her a small share of the covers, then he turns to the little girl, his eyes watering.

"Thank you, Kinny. I'm sure she'll take good care of me."

You smile at him and he grins back at you, mouthing 'I love you' and blowing you a dramatic air kiss, sending the kids into another fit of giggles.

You love that he always wants to make his loved ones laugh, even when he's sick in bed.

That's your sweet husband for ya.

MIN YOONGI:

So soft ;-; may I hug?

"Hello?"

"Yoongi, are you still at the studio?"

Your fiance internally groans at your question, knowing you caught him red-handed this time. He covers the phone to clear his throat, then he tries to put his best 'not sick' voice into play. "I'm just finishing something up, I swear I'll leave after this." Your silence on the other end makes him cringe, he can tell you're not happy with him. Yoongi is usually the one to intimidate others, but when it comes to you, he'd rather not cross the line. Especially when you know he's overworking himself, your mama bear instincts come out and he instantly regrets everything. Of course all you want is the best for him, but that doesn't mean you aren't scary when he disappoints you because he isn't taking care of himself.

Right now, he had a nasty cold and he's been stuck in this studio for who knows how long because he's a perfectionist. He's driving himself crazy, at this point.

"I'm coming over, unlock the door."

"Baby, you don't have to do tha-"

He sighs when you hang up before he can finish. "Aish! I'm in for it now." He groans and runs his hands down his face. Not ten minutes later, there's an annoyed knock at the door. Yes, he can tell you're annoyed by your knock, that's how close the two of you are.

"Min, you better open this door or so help me."

He almost smiles at your voice coming in through the door, if you weren't so mad he'd find it cute. Alas, you're extremely mad. He gets up and walks to the door, accepting his fate. The second the door is unlocked, you push your way in, knocking him out of the way and making him stumble back.

You pay him no mind, just shove your way in and shut the door behind you before turning to glare at him. "Care to explain yourself, or is it the same excuse?" You cross your arms as you study him.

Yoongi sighs and plops back down on his chair, "Y/n, you know I have a busy schedule and I need to get this done no matter what."

"Ah! So it is the same excuse, great."

"Y/n, babe-"

"No, you shut up and listen to me, mister." You glare at him and he snaps his mouth shut immediately. You drop the bag you were carrying on the coffee table and pull out a few things.

You set a bag of cough drops on his desk, followed by a box of tissues and some honey tea to soothe his throat. Then you step back and glare at him again. "I brought this for you to get better, not to make you ruin your schedule." You say bitterly.

Yoongi feels guilty as he stares at the stuff you got him, then he looks back at you. "I'm sorry. I really am, I'm just so stressed right now and I blamed you. This is all on me."

You give him a half smile, "Well, I forgive you. I'll leave you alone now." A pair of arms grabs your waist before you can get too far, pulling you in and making you sit on his lap. "Please stay, I'm sorry."

You pretend like you're thinking, then laugh when he starts to tickle you. "Ok, fine!"

Yoongi smiles and kisses your hair, "Thank you for always taking care of me, baby."

JUNG HOSEOK:

Ohhhhhh noooo I luv him

"You okay, hyung?"

Jungkook walks over to Hoseok, who's bent over and breathing hard with his hands on his knees. The older boy looks up and nods, sending the youngest a bright smile, "I'm fine! Just lost my breath for a minute there. Let's go again."

Jungkook nods uncertainly, knowing Hoseok is usually the last to run out of steam out of all seven of them. "Ok, but if you need to take a break it's fine." Hoseok shakes his head and waves for someone to start the music again. They all start from the top, going hard. In the middle of the dance, Hobi starts to breathe harder, his chest tight and a horrible tickle in his throat. The room feels so hot, but it seems like no one else is struggling. He sucks it up and continues to do the best he can. It's Seokjin that stops them when the dance is almost finished, waving a hand to get everyone's attention.

"Hold up everyone. Please stop the music." Then he walks over to the lead dancer and touches his shoulder, "You need to take a break, Hobi. You're totally flushed and I can see you struggling."

Hoseok frowns and shakes his head, then he tries to speak up but Jin interrupts him, "No. No excuses, if you don't stop I'm going to call Y/n and tell her what's going on."

That makes him freeze, then he grinds his teeth and nods grimly, "Fine. I'll take a ten minute break, that's it." Seokjin nods and waits for him to go and sit on the couch, then he tells the other members to take a break as well. Hobi is sitting there with his head in his hands as he starts to feel worse and worse. He hasn't felt his best for the past few days but this is much worse. He feels like his whole face is on fire and his muscles are aching more than they ever have. Not to mention his tight chest and awful congestion.

When the ten minutes are almost up, Taehyung comes over to him and sits down. "Hyung, we think you should go home. Just get some real rest and we'll pick it up again soon." The elder shakes his head, "No I can't, we need to get this down."

Just then door opens and Hobi sees you walk in with a worried expression. When you see him on the couch you come over and sit on his other side, touching his shoulder gently.

"You feeling okay, sunshine? What's going on?" You ask softly, sending Tae a grateful smile when he stands up to leave. Hobi is about to lie and say he's just tired, but he decides against it when he sees the look in your eyes and he knows you're really worried.

"I think I might be coming down with something, but I can't afford to lose practice time!" He groans and puts his face in his hands. You pat him on the shoulder and rub his back comfortingly, "Sweetie, I totally understand why you're stressed. You need to take care of yourself though. Think about it like this, if you spend a few days and get better then you're good for the rest of the comeback prep. If you push yourself, then it could come back to bite you in the butt at a worse time, like in the middle of tour or even in the middle of a performance." He looks at you, thinking about what you're saying. "You have time to get better right now, you won't have that time in a few weeks and you'll just get worse."

He sighs and lays his head on your shoulder, "You're right. As usual." He chuckles quietly and you smile and reach up to pat his cheek gently.

"So you'll let me take care of you?"

"Yes, thank you baby."

You have him stay at your place for the next few days while you make him rest in bed and eat and drink everything you bring him. You're bringing him some soup and you smile when you see him all cuddled up in the covers up to his chin. His flushed face makes you pout and give him a quick peck on the forehead. "I brought you some soup, love. Feel like you can stomach it?" He nods and shifts into a sitting position, "Thank you baby." He croaks out and you smile at him encouragingly as he takes a bite.

"It's really good baby, thank you."

"You're welcome, I'm glad it's good." You crawl over him and settle down next to him in the bed, grabbing the book you're reading to him and flipping to the last page you were on.

"Ready?"

Hobi nods and smiles as leans back on the headboard, closing his eyes to pay attention to your voice as you start to read.

KIM NAMJOON:

wow you're hella cute tho ok then

"No, I'm not sick. Do I look like sick? I am perfect. I am healthy."

Namjoon laughs at his own joke after answering some comments worrying about his health on Vlive. He's had a bad cold for the past few days, but he missed ARMY and wanted to talk to them all, so he decided to do a live and try his best to look like he isn't sick. Unfortunately, he isn't fooling a lot of ARMY.

"Well, it's really late here so I should be getting to bed. I love you ARMY, sleep well and good luck on your exams for those that have them! Eat and sleep well! Bye~"

Namjoon smiles and waves until he presses the 'end live' button, then he starts to cough loudly, having held it in all that time. He sneezes and grabs some tissues, miserably wiping his sore nose. "Why me? Why now?" He grumbles and crawls into bed, pulling the covers up to his chin and trying to get comfortable enough to fall asleep. Eventually, his body is so exhausted that he just passes out, sleeping fitfully the rest of the night.

The next day he wakes up to his phone ringing. He groans at the light from the sun and grabs his phone, answering it without looking at who it is.

"Hello?"

"Joonie?"

"Oh, hey Y/n! Good morning, love."

You laugh on the other side and he smiles sleepily as you talk, "Morning, babe. How are you feeling?"

"Worse."

You can practically hear his pout through the phone and you frown, "Aww, can I come see you?" Namjoon sits up and rubs his eyes, then he lets out a few painful coughs before answering, "I don't want you to get sick, babe. I'll be okay in a few more days."

"Please take care of yourself, Joon. You need to keep up your strength."

Namjoon gives you confirmation that he'll do just that, then he says goodbye so he can start his day. He's got a lot to get done today. But after he gets up, it becomes quote obvious he won't be able to focus on anything important today. A few hours later the door bell rings and he goes to check the peephole, only to see you standing there with your hands behind your back. You boyfriend opens he door and smiles at you sadly, "Honey, I said I don't want you to get sick." You step inside and hold up the bag you were carrying behind you, "I know you did, and I got a call from Seokjin saying you're staying home today because you're sick. That means it must be pretty bad. Therefore, here I am to cure you!"

He laughs at your cuteness and follows you to couch, "Well, the worst is the cough and sneezing, because it's making me dizzy. I just needed a day to rest, I guess." You smile and pat his thigh when he sits down, "Thank you for not pushing yourself Joon."

Then you pull out all your cold remedies; including medicines, herbal teas, snacks, tissues and a few good rom coms. "What should we do first?" You grin and it instantly brightens his spirits.

You two end up drinking herbal tea with your snacks while you watch a movie and cuddle up in a bunch of blankets on the couch, deciding to just have a well earned lazy day.

Namjoon laughs at the show and smiles at your cute reactions during the romance scenes, keeping the covers tucked around himself as he waits out his sickness with his favorite person.

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a/n: i’m tired ;-; Happy Easter to those that celebrate it :D if not, then happy day!

[lordoftermites]

6, 28

50 Questions You've Never Been Asked

6. Can you do a split?

Yep, might never get out of it tho

28. Have you ever had Indian food?

YES I FUCKING HAVE, IT IS MY FAVORITE, MY COMFORT FOOD ACTUALLY, A SPICY HUG IF YOU WILL. SAAG GOSHT, DAL MAKHANI, ROGAN JOSH—GIMME SOME O’ DAT WITH SOME ROTI AND A GLORIOUS MANGO LASSI TO WASH IT DOWN AND I’LL DIE HAPPY

[heckinhacker]

Gimme dat Evelynn NSFW alphabet :^)

Evelynn’s NSFW Alphabet! 

A/N: Listen I felt so happy seeing this but I am not sure how much I’ll write since…SHE’S YES FOR EVERYTHING OK?? I’ll answer questions, more detailed or not, ama try. Enjoy! 

A=Aftercare - What they do/act like after sex.

Usually she dissapears, like she never was there (of course when she didn’t want to hurt her ‘lover’), but when she calls someone her partner, she stays beside them, chuckling, massaging their chest with her hand, looking up at them with a smile. 

B=Bondage - Are they into BDSM, and how far they’ll go if they have a green light.

Hell yeah she is, she enjoys it much more than normal vanilla sex! Normally she don’t have a ‘green light’, but with partner she uses key word so when it’s too rough she takes a bit calmer path. 

C=Cum - pretty self explanatory.

She’s the type to satisfy her partner firstly, then overstimulate them because “nah-ah-ah, I’m not done yet honey.~”, monster, but what a hot monster-

D=Dom - Are they dominant, submissive, a switch?

Big Dom, sorry boys and girls.

E=Edgeplay - Similar to ‘Kinks’ except it’s a lot riskier than usual kinks (knifeplay, breathplay, etc.).

Everything. That’s all I can say. 

F=Fantasy - A fantasy of theirs (ex: a teacher/student fantasy).

Her, demon, on demon hunter, acted out or real, dominatint demon hunter would be hot! 

G=Got Caught - How they react when they get caught having sex.

She’s like…meh? She’d continue what she was doing, backing the person who walked in, and when  they didn’t rushed away from what were you both doing, she’d ask “Want to join?”, you have to scream “Evelynn! No, noone joins, get out!” 

H=Hot Spots - A place that drives them crazy when stimulated (EX: neck).

IF she lets you pleasure her, her inner thights are a spot. 

I=Intimacy - How romantic they are, or can be, before, during, or after sex.

She’s not so much of romantic type, but she tries for her partner who she loves, she really does try. 

J=Journey - Their ideal way of leading up to sex.

Uhh…

Usually: She caughts her prey, out of sudden, and forces the most painful experience she can cook for someone, 

For you, her partner: This is out of sudden too, but in other way. She hugs you from behind, playing with your chest, grinning to you. Her touch is very delicate but forceful.  She shows what she wants, what goes next is up to you - and it usually ends up her way. 

K=Kinks - I’ll list a few of their kinks, be they the normalized ones or kinkier kinks.

She can pull off anything her partner wants, even disgusting ones, sorry to say that’s how she is, no stops for her. 

L=Location -  Where they like to have sex at, do they like risky locations, etc.

Everywhere, but her wildest dream are the most dangerous places with her partner, like…”Hey let’s go have sex at Shadow Isles” “WHAT EVE- NO!”

M=Masturbation - How they are when they get themselves off, what they get themselves off to.

She doesn’t do that without any profit, she does that in front of her partner with premeditation, nothing else. Being alone is not as fun for her. 

N=NO - A few things that they will absolutely, under no circumstances, ever do.

No stops! 

O=On’s - Their top turn on’s that they have (things that’ll get them super horny super quickly).

She’s usually one to start things, start first and she’ll be positively surprised! 

Plus when you want to try something new, damn she’s I N! 

P=Position -  Their favourite position to have sex in.

Cannot chose one.

Q=Quickie - Do they like it, do they prefer quickies over actual sex, etc.

She likes it! But she likes long sessions way more. 

R=Rough - How rough they are, or get, when in bed.

Pretty much pretty rough.

S=Stamina - How long they can go before they tap out.

She doesn’t have human stamina so…enternity maybe?

T=Toys - Do use toys, do they own them, what kind, etc.

She owns army of toys, everything for her and you only~

U=Unfair - How much they tease you, how they tease you, etc.

She teases the hell out of you! Denies orgasm, asks obvious questions like “Do you like it…~?” Sometimes is painfully slow when she knows you’d like faster pace, etc. It never ends. 

V=Volume - How loud they get when having sex, things they might say, etc.

She’s VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERY vocal and in a hot way, she knows what to do. As said above, she mostly teases but has normal talks with you too, not afraid to start conversation, just ones which will not ruin the mood. 

W=Wild Card - a random fact.

I have…no idea. I said everything I could and she’s a big, big sexual mistery. 

X=X-Ray - How they look with their clothes off.

It’s…not quite hard to imagine, isn’t it?? Her basic skin- 

Y=Yearning - How often they need to have sex.

Often, too often, I hope you like sex when you date her. 

Z=ZZZ - How quickly they fall asleep after having sex.

She doesn’t fall asleep at all, but well, she can try to sleep like humans do?

[grievous-writes]

Hey do you just do skeksis stuff? If not could you possibly do something with some headcanons for a non-sexual romantic relationship with urva? :) your headcanons a really good :)

LE GASP! YES!! I do do more then Skeksis stuff! GIMME DAT ARCHER LOVE! And thank you!

“Arm straight.” He says in your ear. He watches with pride as your arm straightens. 

“Like this?”

“Yes, good.” He checks your feet. “Align you stance. Left foot forward.” You obey again and he nods at your fixed position. “Now . . . aim . . . fire.���

You fire and the arrow rips into the air; whistling as it goes. It hits the hay bale . . . but not in the target urVa painted on it. You frown in disappointment. “Crap.”

“All is well, little one.” His many hands pet your back to comfort you.

Being with urVa is a calm and gentle relationship. No fights. No drama. No vindictiveness. He’s wise but not overbearing; he’s not shoveling lectures down your throat all the time. If you ask for his help however, he shall give it. His hugs, as you can imagine with all those arms, are wonderful and warm. Where he travels, you go with; walking the lands and aiding those who share the roads. 

[bisoo]

☘😊💘🤗

😊 Your blog makes me smile

🍀 I’m lucky to have met you

💘 I love you so much

🤗 Given the chance, I would gladly hug you

I--

I'm smiling so hard rn :'))))) I'm supposed to study for my driving license but hey, luv comes before anything else 💖

Thank youuuu🥺 you're always so nice, that's incredible !! I'm the lucky one here hehe 😍

Also, YOUR blog is a source of happiness for anyone !!! 🥰🥰

And-- yes plsss 🥺🥺 gimme dat hug, I'm tired of my plushies after all those months without any hug :c

Love you love you love you 💖💖💖

[gcrminatorarchive]

“Ayyy Ay-zee Day-zee! Long time no see! Ain’t seen you in awhile! Give yo’ pal some sugar ‘ere!”

Aislinn looks up as the white blood cell came into view with his arms open, expecting to be hugged by her. Instead, however, she smiles weakly and nervously as he approached.

// Oh, Ozzy...Um...*holds out my hand for a handshake* It’s nice to see you.

Ozzy blinks as she just offers him a friendly handshake, brow quirked up. He looks at her strangely, expecting her to be joking. When she doesn’t, and urges her hand out more with that weird smile on, he slowly takes her hand, shaking it awkwardly. She quickly pulls out of it and heads to shut her laptop, surprising him. He looks at his hand, then back to her.

“Uh...Yeah. Same ta you. You a’ight?”

// *looks up quick, and nods, hands folded in my lap* Hm? Oh yeah, I’m good, yeah. How’s things at work?

The cell decides to shake off the handshake moment, thinking Ais was just having a tough day, and sits on the sofa next to her, putting an arm around her.

“Um, fine! Drix an’ I stopped a couple’a germs from givin’ Frank a nasty case’a indigestion...Heh, ya shoulda seen us, girl! We got the jump on ‘em ‘fore they even sprung their plan! Those suckas had no idea what hit ‘em-!“

As he was talking however, Ais tensed at his arm, as though...frightened. She scoots away from his arm before it wraps around her shoulders, looking at him worriedly. She seemed sad about doing it, too. This causes him to look at her, now concerned.

“Ais? Whassa matta’?”

// N-Nothing. I just...don’t want to be touched right now.

Ozzy looks at her, studying her. Her hands were wringing in her lap, and she seemed to curl up in a little ball, trying to avoid his touch. Which was weird, because Aislinn never did that. He cranes his neck to look around her shoulders.

“Why? Ya got a rash ‘er somethin’?”

// No.

Ozzy reaches to her, to try and turn her around to look at her shoulders better.

“Y’sure? Here, lemme look--”

// *stands up* NO! I mean...No, I’m okay.

Her outburst makes Jones flinch, and he raises his hands, staring at her in surprise.

“Whoa, okay! Geez...Yer awfully jumpy t’night. Somethin’ wrong?”

// *looks at him* ... *covers my eyes, starting to sob*

When she suddenly starts to cry Ozzy yelps a bit, but quickly recovers and stands to come over, putting his hands on her shoulders gently.

“I take dat’s a yes...?”

// Ozzy, I’m sorry...The reason why I haven’t seen you was because I was afraid...

His brows furrow in confusion, then he scowls a bit in annoyance.

“Afraid? Why? Baby, I told you you don’t have ta be afraid’a me-”

// Not of you...Of hurting you.

He blinks.

“What?”

She looks up at him, tears in her green eyes as she explains.

// Some people have been saying that I think of you more than a friend by being all affectionate with you...And that I’m going to take you away from Leah. And I know I sometimes get clingy and too mushy and I know that can be seen as embarrassing by some...So I stayed away because I don’t want you to think I have a crush on you or anything...You’re my friend, and...I don’t want to scare you away or hurt you by being too affectionate or touching or cuddling or hugging you too much. I don’t want to drive you away. *looks down*

Ozzy listens to her, then frowns. No wonder she was scared to hug him and touch him. She was afraid she was coming on too strong, and didn’t want him or anyone else to think she was being creepy and over-affectionate. And her hugging him and kissing his cheek and all must’ve looked like she was trying to get with him. He tilts her chin up, and wipes away a tear with his finger, and offers her a smile.

“Aislinn. Look at me, sweetheart. It ain’t wrong fer friends ta wanna hug each otha’. I like it when ya hug me. Spit, you give some’a th’best hugs eva’. And we been friends fer awhile, girl. So that means you can gimme an occasional kiss on th’cheek, too. You ain’t oversteppin’ any bounds here. Leah an’ I know ya know we’re jus’ friends. Real good friends. And good friends’re like family. A’ight? It don’t matta’ what anyone else thinks. What does matta’ is that we got somethin’ they ain’t neva’ gon’ have. You ain’t drivin’ me away. Yer my buddy. And that’s what counts. C’mere.”

He pulls her in for a hug, letting her listen to his heartbeat. It felt so good, and he felt so warm and comforting...Slowly, Ais hugs back, holding him close. He strokes her hair softly. A small smile comes to her face. He notices, and smiles too.

“That a smile I see? Good! Now keep it there!”

He blows a raspberry into her neck, making her giggle happily. She hugs him again, nuzzling his chest.

// ^^ Love you, Ozzy. You’re the best.

He ruffles her hair.

“Heh. I know.”

[trashboatprince]

I told @thedobermutt and @inkspottie that I was gonna write angst for the Bioshock au tonight.

And here it is!

Warning: character death

On with the fic!

--

Delta was not pleased that Joey had requested, no, demanded that he come to his office. He had been in the middle of playing hide ‘n seek, Bendy’s favorite game, and it was his turn to hide.

Well, he was found, but not by Bendy.

“What is that you want?” Delta frowned. “I’m rather busy.”

“Entertaining the gatherer, yes, I know.” Joey huffed, waving him off as he leaned against his desk. Delta noticed something next to Joey’s hand, his pistol. He’s been carrying it on him lately, because of those demented people, addicted to INK.

Delta didn’t like how he had it out like that.

Joey moved from the desk, picking up the gun as he did, looking it over. “Oh dear, oh dear... you seem much more attached with the Little Devil than expected. Heard you view him as your own flesh and blood, as your son.”

“Yes...? He’s my child, and I will do anythin’ to protect him.” Delta crossed his arms, staring at the gun. “Is this another problem for you?”

“Hmm... more of an annoyance to me. But there is a problem, and it involves you.”

“Me? Great, what did I do this time?”

Joey looked at him, his stare was colder than the water outside. “I’ve had... some issues, in recent weeks, Subject Delta. Two people, who have been living in the labs, have escaped and frankly? I can’t allow that to happen again.”

“What does this have to do with me? Do you want me to play security or somethin’?”

The man shook his head as he approached Delta, standing before him. “Subject Delta, I’m afraid that I cannot for another escape. Alpha and Omega are gone, up on the surface now, and I can’t have you joining them.”

Delta blinked. “What? Alpha? Omega? Who- what the heck are you talkin’ about, Drew?”

“Well, since I’m going to take you out anyway, I suppose I can tell you the truth. You are not really Henry Ross, or at least, not the real one. You are nothing more than a clone, the third successful one, to be exact, of Ross.”

There was silence between them before Delta let out a nervous chuckle. “W-what? What does that even mean? I can’t be a clone, I’m Henry.”

“No, you just share his name and most of his DNA, but you’re just a clone. And two of his other clones have escaped, they have betrayed me! They have betrayed the studio!”

Joey grabbed Delta’s hand, putting the gun into it. “And you will betray me as well. I know you have been wanting to leave as well, to take your gatherer to the surface. But I can’t let that happen, I’m sorry, Delta, but you have to be eliminated, best to do it by your own hand.”

Delta looked at the gun in his hand, before looking at Joey with hurt and shock. Then he got angry, his eye going to yellow in warning. “This is bullshit, Joey! I’m not gonna kill myself just cause you tell me I’m a clone or whatever! This is stupid!”

He moved to throw the gun across the room, to bolt out of there and get Bendy, find Norman, he was not going to stay here if Joey was gonna spit out such nonsense!

But as he moved to throw it, he froze up. What? Why couldn’t he- the Big Daddy noticed that Joey’s hand glowed brightly, a faint trail of energy connected it to him. Oh no...

“Like the new plasmid? It’s meant to control Big Daddies and the like, to put you under my control and influences. I knew you wouldn’t obey my commands, you’re not like Alpha, you’re too much like Omega and his stubbornness, thought I made sure you didn’t get that trait. Well, this little plasmid will take care of this for me.” Joey said this in such a casual manner, was this a joke to him!?

Delta felt his arm raise up, the gun was pointed at his head now. He moved his finger onto the trigger, he could feel the cold metal of the gun against the side of his head.

“Joey, Joey, please, don’t do this...!” He begged, which made Joey narrow his eyes.

“You sound just like Alpha and Omega when you say that...” He growled, before hearing the doors to his office slam open. “Great, what do you want, Polk? I’m busy.”

“Mr. Drew!” Norman shouted, he had noticed that something was right, and he felt like something was wrong. He came to the office as soon as possible and was shocked that this feeling of dread was attributed to the scene before him. Delta, standing in front of Joey, with a gun to his head. “What... is dis your solution?! You said you were gonna fix da problem, an’ you decide to do that wit’ a gun?! Henry, put dat down!”

“I-I can’t...” Delta gasped, his hold tightening on the gun.

“Sorry, Mr. Polk, there’s nothing that you can do to change what I already have in mind for this. Delta, say good bye, it’s time to leave.”

Delta inhaled sharply, he could feel something wet coming from his eyes and he knew it wasn’t the occasional leakage of ink. He was going to die, he didn’t want to! Sure, his job as a Big Daddy had that consequence but if he was going to die, he’d rather be doing it protecting Bendy, like he was suppose to.

Oh no... Bendy, oh his sweet, precious devil... he had no idea what was going on, he didn’t understand death, he thought the bodies of splicers were just sleeping angels. What would he do if he saw his father’s body on the ground...?

“Norman.” He spoke up, his voice cracking. “Tell Bendy I love him, and that I’m so sorry...”

The last thing he heard was Norman shouting his name as the gun went off, and he knew nothing else.

--

Bendy stumbled, there was a sudden, sharp pain in the side of his head. What... what was that? Did someone throw something at him? No, he was alone in this room.

But something felt wrong, why did he feel that? Why did he suddenly feel like something was torn from him?

Did something happen to Delta?

“Daddy?” He called out, moving about the room to find him. “Daddy, where are you?”

“Aww, lookin’ fer yer dad, kid?” Someone asked and Bendy looked over at the doorway. He saw someone standing there, finely dressed with a rabbit mask on his face. Bendy could smell the scent of ash and decay coming from this man, he could see the dark aura coming off him.

This was a bad person, and someone Bendy should avoid.

“Want me to help ya? All you gotta do is gimme some INK.” The man said, walking towards him.

Bendy shook his head, letting out a small whine, before his eyes burned, no, no! That meant something bad was gonna happen...! He closed them tightly before opening them.

He didn’t see clean floors and decorations in the room. No, he saw cracked mirrors, knocked-about chairs and tables, tears in the carpet, and a human with ink-stained clothes and a broken make that covered his rotting face.

The Little Devil screamed and ran, clutching his ink syringe tightly to his chest as he ran, hearing the man shout as he chased after him. Bendy was unable to fight, he didn’t know how! Yes, he’s seen Delta fight these mean people before, but he didn’t know how he did things!

Where was his father, he needed him! Wasn’t he suppose to sense automatically when Bendy was distressed?!

“Daddy! Daddy! Henry, where are ya!?” Bendy shouted as he ran through the halls and corridors of the studio through rooms, seeing more damage and addicts. He passed by Little Devils and their guardians, but he saw no sign of Delta anywhere.

He continued to run as fast as he could, his head hurting on the side, as if someone hit him with something sharp. It only added to the sharp pain of his blackened eyes, he hated it when he saw this scary version of the world, he liked the nicer version better!

Where was his father, he needed him! Someone was gonna hurt him, take his INK! He just knew it!

He ran into a large room, with a grand staircase, where he slipped on some water at the top step. He tumbled down the stairs, shouting in pain as he did, before he hit the final step with his head.

Bendy landed hard, laying there in a stunned state, before the pulsing pain in his head alerted him to something wrong. On wobbly arms, he pushed himself up, touching the side of his head, where we felt a gash. Bendy pulled his hand away, finding a black liquid on his finger tips.

“Daddy... where are ya...” He whimpered, crawling away to the side of the stairs, to a corner that was hidden away by a vending machine. His head hurt so much, his eyes blurring with tears as he laid down, passing out on the cold floor.

When he came to hours later, he saw the world as it should be, bright and colorful, and that he had woken up on a small pile of black rose petals. What sleeping angel left these here?

Why did Bendy’s head hurt, and why was he hiding?

Oh! He was playing hide ‘n seek with Delta! But he remembered being the one seeking, had he found Delta? He couldn’t remember, but he seemed to have dozed off.

He crawled out of the corner, turning when he heard footsteps and a relieved sigh of someone. Oh! It was Mr. Norman, he was in the room, looking a bit out of breath. “Hiya, Mr. Norman!” Bendy smiled, approaching him.

There seemed to be some red spots and stuff on Norman’s clothes, did he spill something on himself? What a messy guy. Bendy almost noticed that he looked upset, did something happen?

Norman looked down at Bendy and got on his knees, opening his arms. Bendy happily accepted the hug, moving into his hold, but blinked when Norman held him tightly, sniffling hard.

“Mr. Norman, are you cryin’?”

--

30 years later...

Delta found another Devil Vent, but he knew he had been here before. He knew this hall and this vent, of course he did, there's a triangle drawn in green crayon right next to the opening. 

This was his third time passing this one, he's been walking in circles through this damned studio. Of course he has, it's bigger than he remembered it being. There's more to it, more to what Delta knew was here. 

How long had he been out for Joey to expand this place? He stopped in front of the vent, frowning deeply. He was so tired, he's been wandering for hours, fighting splicers and searchers, banging a little song on vents, waiting for a little response to the song. 

He has yet to hear one, he keeps finding drawings of himself and Bendy all over walls and floors, many damaged and smeared over time, but he still knows what they are. He leaned forward, resting his forehead against the vent. 

His eyes burned with tears as he lifted his hand, banging on the vent to a beat. "I'm the dancin' demon..." He mumbled as he knocked out the beat. He paused, looking at the dark hole, hearing nothing. "I should have kn-" 

Then he heard it, the response. 

'Watch me twirl around and spin'. 

"Bendy?" There was a shuffling, thumping, getting louder. In the darkness was a soft glow, he knew those two, glowing lights anywhere. 

"Bendy?"The thumping got louder, the glows getting closer, as Delta stepped back. Then he saw the little white and black face, poking out of the hole. Oh, oh he was just as cute as Delta remembered. 

Bendy looked at him with a shocked stare, before his eyes watered with inky tears. "D-Daddy...?" 

"It's me, kiddo, it's your dad."  

Delta smiled softly, opening his arms. The little demon sniffed before a big grin came to his face as he launched himself at the man, wrapping his arms around Delta, who did the same to him. 

"Daddy! Daddy, Henry, I missed you so much...! Where were you!?" 

 "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just... I don't know where I was, somethin' happened to me and I was asleep..." 

 "Mmm, no, when angels sleep, I gotta work..." Bendy mumbled into his shoulder, his hold tightening. Henry frowned, feeling his eyes sting again. 

"I know, buddy, but I'm okay, I'm not a sleepin' angel, I'm here. I'm here, I won't ever hide from you again." 

--

I’m ending this one here, but Norman never had the heart to tell Bendy what happened, so for thirty years Bendy believed that Delta was playing the game still. Since Bendy has no concept of time, this just seemed like a long, long game that left him feeling really upset.

And as for what I meant about his vision. Bendy’s eyes often look like white circles with deep, black lines outlining them. He sees the world through rose-colored lenses (just like how Little Sisters see in-canon), but sometimes his vision changes to where he had his typical black eyes and he sees how terrible his world really is. Yet he doesn’t understand this, he thinks his void eyes are his real eyes, what he really sees, and that his black eyes show a fake, scary world.

Also, Joey is a huge dick.

EDIT: I tacked off the fluffy angst I wrote for dober and spottie on discord to the end cause this was SAD!!!

[uberff]

Chapter 21

Robyn

For the two minutes that Eric’s been here, I’ve been in his arms with tears rolling down my face. When I told him that all of the tests came out positive, he made his way over to my house. After Winter and Jaylen stormed out, I was by myself with no one to express my feelings to. While they were peeling off, E was pulling up. I mustered up a nervous smile and hugged him tight. I always felt safe wrapped in his arms.

“Whatever you wanna do, I’m with you, Rob.” He mumbled against my neck and I nodded as he rocked us from side to side in the middle of my living room. “Don’t give them negative thoughts no clout. Look at me,” I looked up at him and he swiped my tears away with his cold hands.

“If ain’t nobody else here for you, I’ma always show up ‘bout you. You hear me?” I nodded and looked away. He brought my eyes back to his gaze. “I’m serious, Rob.”

“Okay.” I whispered and he kissed my forehead. “You wanna talk to me about this game-plan we gotta set?” He asked and I shook my head. I just wanted to sleep, honestly. This shit has to be a dream.

“Why, baby girl?” He asked, walking me over to the couch.

“Eric, I’m scared. Everything in my life has been temporary. Literally everything and I’m scared that if I give you my all, I’ll be assed out again. This time with a baby, I don’t know what to do with a kid right now.”

“If you give me your all, I’ma match it. Fuck them niggas who realized that you was the truth the minute you walked out they lives. I met you a few months ago and I can’t fathom losing you now. You mean something to a nigga, I admit this shit is happening fast but we got the chance to create something beautiful together. If you not with it, let me know. I’ll slide you the bread and let you handle that.”

“I don’t want you to go. Meeting you was so refreshing but everything is happening fast and I didn’t mean for it to happen, I-“

“Baby, I was there too. We was gone in the moment, we could’ve been more careful but shit happens. My genes are strong and handsome as fuck, you that distraught that we about to have a shawty?” I smiled and leaned on his shoulder.

“No. If it would’ve happened later on in life, I would’ve been bouncing off the walls. It’s just that my business is just now starting up and we haven’t known each other for that long.”

“Miss me with that shit. If I’m interested, I’m an observant nigga. I felt like I’ve been knowing you for my whole life. Know your beautiful ass like the back of my hand.” He turned his hand over and I read over his tattoo. Loyalty.

“I’m an open book. I let everyone know too much.” I admitted and he put our foreheads together. “We gotta change that. Niggas take advantage of vulnerability. Ain’t nobody stepping over my baby mama no more.” He laughed and I smiled, hitting him softly.

“You’re not scared?” I asked and looked off into space. Thinking deep into the future. Is it a boy or a girl? What kind of mother would I be? My life is literally about to change forever.

“Lowkey. I have nieces and shit so I guess they’ve been practice this whole time. We gon’ figure it out together, baby. Don’t worry about nothing. I ain’t gon’ stop ya business grind, you got the whole nine months to keep snatching edges and shit.” He smiled and I mirrored it. “Gimme kiss.”

I held his face and pecked his lips softly. “From this point, I’ma have you and whoever in there.” He rubbed my flat stomach and put me on his lap. “For life, Robyn. Fuck everybody and they opinions on our dynamic.”

“Thank you.”

“We gon’ spend plenty of time getting to know each more. Your picky and perfect ass gon’ drive me crazy but I’ma love every second of catering to you.”

“Really?” I mumbled playing with his chain and overthinking again.

“Yes. I’m loyal to those I got love for.”

“Same but it all went to waste.”

“Charge up. You was loyal to the wrong ones. A real nigga here now.” He massaged my ass and a smile crept on my face when I saw his.

**

”Damn, you need me to fye you up? You sound stressed.” Qua asked as he sat up from my bed. I shook my head no, as he rose an eyebrow. He knew I’d never turn down a blunt from him.

“I can’t smoke.” I laughed, before I stopped once I realized that I had to tell him what was up with him. I didn’t know how he was going to react. I just prayed that it wasn’t like Winter’s reaction. Girl almost made me fight her ass. She was being hella judgemental, so I ain’t talked to her in weeks and I don’t plan on it.

“Why not?” He put his blunt back in his pocket. I sighed, scratching my head thinking of how this was gonna come out.

“I’m uh... I’m pregnant.” I said as I looked up at his face. He took his glasses off, giving me a look.

“Please don’t do that Qua, please don’t. You’re the only person I know that’s hella understanding, you never judge.” I begged as he sighed. When I say Qua never judged, he didn’t. He’d tell me whenever I fucked up or when I was in the wrong, but he’d never judge me. I could go out and get a train ran on me, and he wouldn’t judge me at all. He’d just be like, “aye, that’s yo business.”

“I ain’t judging you, a nigga just shocked. I gotta keep it a 100 witcha, though.” He shrugged, patting the spot next to him for me to sit on.

“Ain’t no point in trying to make you feel like shit, cause it’s already done but I’m disappointed, ma. You know I always told you to stay strapped.” He joked, but was still serious at the same time. I laughed because he always told me to keep a condom on me because now wasn’t the time for kids.

“But nah foreal, I ain’t even met dude yet. What if he a lame? How you know he gone be a good father? You finally got to open ya store, and I’m telling you now.. a baby hard work. You had a whole lotta’ goals to pursue before having a baby.”

“I know that.” He grabbed my hand, placing it inside of his.

“Just be careful, and start making smarter decisions. Congrats ona’ baby. How far along you is?”

“I haven’t went to the doctor yet, so I have no idea. Should be only a few weeks.”

“Whenever you go, let me know. You ain’t been hitting my line lately.”

“I know, I’m so sorry. I’ve been super busy.”

“You good, I understand. Hella people been hitting you up for they Valentines fits. People been hitting me up to try to get in contact with you.” I smiled.

“I love you so much, Qua. You’re always here for me. From the day I met you, you were so caring and concerned.” I hugged him as he laughed, wrapping his arms around me. He really had a big heart.

“Gotta be. You a sweet person and ain’t ever hurt a fly. Shit, you even taught a nigga a lot.I luh’ you too.” He squeezed me, before tickling me.

The only thing that could be heard were my loud giggles as I squirmed around, trying to get out of his hold. “Qua! Stop, oh my god!” I laughed, uncontrollably as he continued to torture me.

He finally stopped and let me catch my breath. “I’m bout to head out tho, shoot start at 11 AM tomorra’.” He stood up, embracing me into a big hug. He was so long that he had to bend down.

“Bye, be safe! Tell the boys I said hi.” I said as I watched him walk out to the car that his driver was picking him up in.

**

Next Day

“You just tryna see my dick, that’s all.” Qua said as I bent down to measure his waist. I rolled my eyes, playfully punching his skinny ass.

I was designing outfits for all three of them for one of their upcoming video shoots, and I was actually excited for it. I barely got to see Qua, so working with him would be dope. Fun as well, because they were always joking around. I knew exactly what I had in store for them.

“All done.” I smiled as I stood up. His collar on his shirt was fucked up, so I started to fix it up for him.

“You always getting a nigga right.” He laughed, looking down at me through his Gucci shades.

“Good, cause yo ass was lookin’ like Dracula wit’ dat’ damn colla’ up like dat’.” Offset said making everyone laugh except Qua. He was forever talking about somebody.

“So what time do I need to come tomorrow?” I asked as I grabbed my essentials. Qua stroked his goatee, thinking to himself before he spoke.

“Bout 9.”

“AM?” I questioned.

“Fasho.”

“Y’all better be providing breakfast.” I planned on sleeping in tomorrow, because I’ve been working back to back. On top of that, I had a doctor’s appointment after this.

“Yea, this sausage.” Set said, making Qua smack him upside the head. I ain’t even gone lie, I had to laugh at that one cause I wasn’t expecting that.

“You got a way home?” Qua asked as I shook my head no. I know I had to get a car, ASAP. I didn’t mind taking Lyfts here and there, but having my own car would be nice. Plus, I hated asking for things.

“No, I was just gonna call a Lyft.” I said as he gave me a look before taking my bags out of my hand, walking outside to his car. After putting my bags in his backseat, he opened the door for me an

“I’ll holla atcha’, Batman.”

“Bye, Upset.”

“Be smoo’ Robyn!” Take yelled out and I blew a kiss to him afterwards. He was so sweet, and always stayed to himself. It was cute.

Once everyone else left, I realized that Qua and I were still sitting in the driveway. I look over and him, and he looked deep in thought so I decided to not interrupt him.

“I gotta tell you some shit..” he spoke, taking my attention away from the Popeyes a few feet away that smelled really good.

“Tell me then.” I rose an eyebrow, as he looked nervous as hell. He was never nervous.

“I know we tried this shit befo- nah fuck it. Forget I brought it up.”

“Qua! You’re so aggy for that!”

“I’m sorry mama, I should’ve just kept it to myself. I’m throwed as fuck, and I ain’t tryna say some shit that i ain’t gone remember.”

By now, I already knew what he was going to say and I didn’t wanna be in that awkward position, so I just forgot about it like he asked me to. Well, it’s a little too late for that, because the rest of the car ride.. we were quiet and there’s never a dull moment with us.

Once I got back in my apartment, I noticed Eric sound asleep on the couch. I’m guessing my presence had woke him up, because he kept moving. “Hey, where you been at?”

“Oh, I was styling a few guys for their video shoot today.”

“Cool, I had just stopped by to make you some dinner but you took long as fuck, so I fell asleep. My bad.”

“Oh no, you’re fine. I’ll just make something quick.” I disappeared into the kitchen, looking inside of the fridge so that I could make a sandwich. As soon as I got my ingredients out, it took me out 10 minutes to perfect the sandwich. Once I was done, I put everything back and started to walk back into the living room to sit on the couch with E.

Biting into my sandwich, I moaned at the taste. This was the best meal I’ve eaten all day, to be honest.

“How was ya day?” He asked, bringing my feet on top of his lap to massage them.

“It was pretty smooth. I woke up super early, but they had breakfast which was great. Everyone was pretty easy to work with, so time went by kinda fast. What about you, babe?” He started to talk, but the way that sandwich just hit the spot and how good he was caressing my feet, bitch I was out like a light.

Jasmine

I was happy to be out that nerve wracking ass center, but I was hella irritated to be back at my bullshit ass job. I hated it here, but the money wasn’t gone make itself and I had bills to pay.

My dad spoils the fuck outta me, and he doesn’t even want me working, but that’s bogus to me. I ain’t bout to live off of his hard earned money, I can’t. I wanna be like him one day, and I know I have to start from the bottom to get to the top.

I know exactly what I wanted to do with my life, but I just didn’t know where to start. I can’t just quit my job, up and leave and go follow my dreams. Well, I can but shit ain’t as easy as 123, feel me?

I snapped outta my thoughts once someone came to my register. Looking up, it was the same guy that I had met from the center. Jaylen.

We had been talking for a couple of days, and he was cool as hell. Fine as hell too, but my daddy warned me about his type. I know he ain’t shit.

I started to wonder why he was even in such a fucked up place like the center. He seemed like a put together dude, but then again you can’t judge a book by its cover.

I️ was at the center for my anger/mental issues. It had nothing to do with drugs. If anything, them shits helped.

My dad insisted that I️ get help, and I️ did. Not only because he told me to, but because I️ wanted to. I️ was starting to become a whole different person, and I️ wasn’t feelin’ it. I’d yell, curse, everything in the book at people for the littlest reasons. I️ couldn’t go out like that anymore. Hell, I️ was starting not to like my own damn self.

Ever since I️ came to the center, I️ learned that the anger I️ had built up was from growing up. Growing up, I️ never really had support from my mother and everyone I️ thought that I️ could trust, turned on me. Everyone that said they’d always be there for me left. Eventually, a bitch like me just said fuck it and stopped caring about sappy ass shit like that and turned cold hearted. People hated it.

I️ hated it, but it was my only choice. I️ ain’t ask to be that way, but I️ was tired of people fucking me over. I️ got in too deep of that mindset, that I️ didn’t even recognize myself.

I️t all started with my mom. I️ hated that bitch. As I️ started getting old enough to notice things, I️ realized that she’d cheat on my father multiple times while he was out working his ass off day to night to provide shelter for us.

She be gone for weeks and come home as if nothing happened, and after a while.. my dad never said anything because he loved her too much.

I’ve had plenty of plays, games, pageants, you name it. Every single one, I waited and waited for her to show up like she said she would, and she never did. She always stood me up. Eventually, she just stopped coming around and nobody knows where she is, nor do I care. She’on care about me or my daddy, so why should I care about what she got going on?

Shit I even had friends that I’ve shared my deepest and darkest secrets with, stop talking to me over a nigga.

I watched the love of my life.. end his life in front of me while I screamed and begged him not to. I tried to help him every chance I got to, but he always shut me out and told me he was okay. I knew he wasn’t and that’s why I never let it go. He was at a really low point in his life, and outta no where.. I wake up from my nap because he’s making a lot of noise because he’s drunk. Once I gained my vision, I noticed that he had a gun on him. Knowing that he was depressed, I tried to take it from him immediately. He’s screaming at me to give it back, while I’m trying to calm him down. I’m crying, telling him that it’s not worth it and that I truly care about him and love him dearly. Shit, he’s one of the best things that’s happened to me.

He watched me get on my knees and beg him not to do it... And he did it. Right in front of me.

Til this day, it still fucks with me and I feel like that plays another big part towards my built up emotions. The center has actually helped me in a way, and I didn’t think it would. I was glad that I checked myself in. I’m doing way better than what I was, trust me.

“Damn, what you over there thinkin’ bout?” Jaylen’s voice broke me out of my thoughts. I forgot he was even here.

“I’m sorry, I was thinking way too deep. What brings you here? I know you ain’t come to just buy no candy.”

“I was on the block and I wanted to stop by and see ya pretty ass face.”

“You ain’t smooth.” I smirked, bagging his candy. He seen his total on the screen and slid his card to pay.

“I got you over there blushing though.” I bit my lip, and tried to hide my face behind the screen as he laughed. I wasn’t blushing, I just liked to smile.

“Nah, not even.” He waved me off, taking the receipt out of my hand.

“You should let me chill wit you when you get off.” He suggested and I thought about it for a second. That ain’t sound too bad, plus I was off tomorrow.

“How you know I ain’t got something else to do?”

“You probably do, but all I know is.. ima be at ya crib tonight at 10 so don’t try to make no other plans.” He winked at me before walking off. I smiled shaking my head, not even realizing how hard I was blushing.

Ugh, I hated this feeling.

A couple of hours went by, and I was finally off of work, which made me happy because I ready to get the hell away from these people.

I ended up at my dad’s house, because I hadn’t seen him in 2 days and that was just too long for me. My daddy was literally my best friend.

He was on the couch with a Cigar hanging outta his mouth, making me laugh. “I hope yo ass brought some food cause you be quick as hell to eat up all of mines.”

“You didn’t cook? That’s the only reason I came over, daddy.”

“Hell no, today my relax day.” I rolled my eyes, because he always said that. Everyday was his relax day, let him tell it.

“I got the flowers and card that you sent today. Thanks, you almost made me cry in front of those people.” My dad made it a habit of sending me flowers on a daily basis, and I loved it. It’s the simplest things that makes my day.

“I try, I try.”

“Somebody gone appreciate you one day, old man.”

“Shit, about that-“ he started to talk until a woman’s voice cut him off.

“Victor, you coming back to bed?” I looked towards the direction of her voice and seen a really beautiful woman in a red robe, peeking around the corner. I gasped.

“Daddy!” I said loudly, covering my mouth. I’m over here 24/7, never have I heard or seen this woman.

He chuckled nervously and told her to come out to the living room. I did not wanna meet anybody coming out of his room in a robe.

My dad excused himself, making me sigh as my big brother came in, making shit worse.

“Eyyy, wassup baby sis.” I rolled my eyes and ignored his presence, moving his arm from around me.

“Why you gotta all Hollywood errytime a nigga come around? You’n never show me no love.” He was hella irritating. I barely saw him because of this dumbass shit he be doing, and he tries to send me all types of designer to make up for it but I could care less about that.

Izzy was one of the biggest drug lords out here in NY. He started off just selling when he was in high school, but I’m guessing the man that ran the whole business got sick, and Izzy was the only one that everybody respected besides ole dude, so he passed it down to him.

He was smart as hell, and had way more full ride scholarships to college than I did, but he let the drug life get the best of him. He dropped out when he only had half a semester left to graduate.

Ever since then, he was always getting into trouble. I wasn’t trying to be in none of his drama, so I just told him to stop talking to me in general. He and my dad claim that I’m wrong for it, but I don’t see how. He ain’t about to get me shot up. I love him to death, but nah.

“Cause you’re stupid, Iz.”

“Ion’ wanna talk about that shit while I’m at home, Jas. When you gone get over it? I been doin’ this shit since I was 16, ya attitude getting mad old now.” He sat down next to me on the couch.

I looked over at him fixing the collar on his Gucci shirt so that all 5 of his chains could show. One thing I could say about him was that he always cleaned up nice. You’d never catch him looking bummy.

“Because I care about you, and it pisses me off that you wanna ruin your life over something so dumb. You’re better than this.”

“Am I dead?”

“No, but if you don’t stop this shit, death or jail is right around the corner. You just got out for doing a 3 year sentence a couple of weeks ago, and what do you do? Go back to doing the same dumb shit.”

“So you think you Oprah or sumn’?” I rose an eyebrow at his sudden attitude.

“Think about your fam instead of yourself sometimes. Daddy lost his best friend to the same shit you doing right now. He tried telling him over and over that it wasn’t worth it, and right when he finally listened.. he got killed.”

“Aye sis, times be hard and I work too hard to be making minimum wage. I refuse to slave for a muhfucka’ for some little ass pay.”

“There are so many options out here, and you and I both know that you got the money to do whatever you want. You got enough money to where you don’t even have to work for the rest of your life! Go do something you love!”

“Like what, since you know everything.”

“Are you serious, Iz? Everybody knows music is your thing. It always has been. Invest in yourself! Produce!” He brushed over his waves, thinking about what I was telling him. I hope it wasn’t going one ear out of the other.

“Tell you what? Ima think real hard about that one and get back to ya on it.” I nodded with a smile, embracing him in a hug.

Well, we were getting some where. Usually he’d just shut that down on the spot and tell me no straight up, and he never told a lie.

“Let me spend a night at ya crib.”

“I’m having company tonight.”

“Who? Bet not be one of them pussy ass niggas you be fuckin’ wit.” Literally every dude stopped talking to me once they found out Izzy was my brother, and I don’t know why. He ain’t nobody to be scared of, these niggas just pussy. But then again, I haven’t seen the other side of him and I don’t want to. The Izzy I knew was sweet as hell, smart, and putting a smile on someone’s face. Hell, he was scared of clowns. If he saw one, he’d scream like a girl.

“Boy I don’t say nun’ bout all these nasty girls you be messing with.”

“I’m grown.”

“Oh so I’m not?”

“Nah, you gone always be baby sis.” I rolled my eyes and stood up to grab my purse. He swore I was his daughter.

“I’m out.” I started to walk towards the door. I would tell my daddy bye, but knowing him, he was probably up there doing something with that woman of his.

“Hold up rude ass, let me walk you out.”

Jaylen

I️ drove to Jasmine’s house, with the top off as I danced around to Drake’s Passionfruit that was blaring throughout my car. To say that I️ was in a good ass mood was an understatement. I️ smoked before I️ left the house, and a nigga was feeling good.

I️ know being around Jas was gone make my high even better. It took her some time to even get a bit comfortable with me.

After meeting her at the center, I ain’t see her for a couple of days. I got released, went to the store and seen her there. We ate together at some bomb ass spot, and exchanged numbers instantly. I talk to lil mama almost everyday and she cool as fuck. She the only person I know that can relate to me on some deep shit.

Being around her took my mind off of Robyn, completely and I was loving that shit. I️ wasn’t trying to start a relationship or no shit, and she wasn’t either. We were chillin’.

I️ pulled her into the driveway of her home, impressed because her shit was better than my condo. I needed to get on her level.

She was hella spoiled by her daddy, and I️ knew he bought her this nice ass house. I️ respect that she doesn’t just live off of her dad though. She be working even though she doesn’t have to.

Grabbing the bottle of Henny that she asked me to bring, I️ locked the doors to my car. Once I️ made it to her doorstep, I️ rang the doorbell as I️ waited patiently for her beautiful ass to answer the door.

“I’m comingggggg!” I️ heard her sing, making me chuckle. Shit, I’d love to hear her scream those words more often.

I️ pushed my dirty thoughts away, because I️ knew she wasn’t giving me any play no time soon.

The door swung open, and she stood in front of me with a big smile on her face. Without thinking twice, I️ embraced her into a big ass hug, squeezing the fuck outta her. She smelled like strawberries and shit.

“Hey.” She said as she pulled away, shutting and locking her door.

“Wassup? What you do all day?”

“Hung out with my dad.” She sat down on the couch, taking the bottle of Hennessy out my hand. I️ chuckled at how ready she was.

“Damn you ain’t playing no games, huh?”

“I️ gotta work for the rest of the week after tomorrow, I️ need this.”

Jas worked in retail, and she hated it. She had went to college for four years, but she doesn’t know what to do right now so she’s just working. She claims she doesn’t have any talents, but I know exactly what that shit is.

“Drink up, mama. I️ need that shit, too.” She popped the bottle open, and took that shit to the head in no time. I️ sat up, widening my mouth as she downed that shit with no problem.

“Damn, slow down.” I️ laughed, taking the bottle away from her mouth. She had drunken half of it already.

She wiped her mouth, smiling as she turned the music from her TV up. Getting this shit over with, I️ chugged the other half of the Henny down just as she did. When I️ was finished, I️ sat the bottle down on the table, rubbing my stomach because I️ was hungry as fuck.

I ain’t been drinking like I used to so I couldn’t just down that shit like it was water no more.

“What you got to eat?”

“Our favorite.”

“My fat ass got a lot of favorites.” I sat back in against her couch, with low eyes, laughing. She chuckled right along with me.

“Wings, boy.”

“Oh aight, that’s cool. Where they at?” I licked my lips, sitting up so that she could show me where the fuck they was at.

She stood up, holding her hand out for me to grab. I grabbed it, looking at her booty the whole time she led the way to the kitchen. She wore this little ass skin tight dress on purpose. If I ain’t respect her, I would’ve been fucked.

Pushing that thought away, we both walked into her kitchen.

I looked on the island and saw a box of Wings sitting there with my name on it. With no hesitation, I said my grace and started to dig in. She started to walk off but I pulled her back.

“Where you going?” I said with a mouth full of chicken. These wings were bussin’ and cussin’ right now.

“To my room. You fine but ion’ wanna watch you eat playa.” I laughed.

“How I’m post to know where ya room at?” I questioned, looking around. She acting like her house ain’t have a thousand rooms in this bitch.

“Upstairs, first door. You can’t miss it. I’ll leave it open for you.” I nodded and left her skip off to her room.

As I started back eating, I pulled my phone out because I was lonely as fuck down here. Watching a couple of Basketball highlights for a good 20 minutes, I was finally finished with my food and I was still hungry.

Cleaning up my mess, I put my phone in my pocket and went turned off the lights in the kitchen. Walking around the corner, there her stairs were so I walked up them. Her door was cracked open, but I decided to be a creep because I heard her talking to herself.

I realized that she was making those little voices like she always did. She need to be put in somebody’s movie for that shit. She swore she wasn’t talented. Voice acting was for her, foreal.

“You up in here acting like you Shrek and shit, but you ain’t got no talent?” I questioned as she jumped and turned around.

“You scared me.” She put her hand on her heart. I took her hand, interlocking both of them with mines, bringing both of us down on top of her bed.

I know she felt how hard my dick was because I felt how wet she was. I licked my lips, looking her in her eyes. I knew she wanted it as bad as I did, but she wasn’t gone give it up yet. I wasn’t gone pressure her either, so I just laughed and stopped playing with her ass.

“Jay you got me wetter than an ocean right now.” She huffed, going to the bathroom that was in her room.

“Come drown me then.” I winked at her she smirked, which turned into us busting up into a fit of laughter.

“Real shit Jasmine.. you need to get into voice acting.” I said as our laughter died down. I swear she was gone thank me once she realized it’s what she should’ve been doing a long time ago.

“Jay, you gone ruin my b-“

“Nah Jas, foreal. You stay complaining bout ya job. Go do something you love.” She sat down next to me and sighed.

“I just... I don’t know where to start Jaylen.”

“Start taking classes whenever you don’t have to work and go from there, ma. I promise the shit gone be worth it. Believe in yourself and God.” I suggested. She looked over at me, taking in what I had just said.

“Yo, ain’t nobody ever believed in me the way that you do.” She said

“Cause you got a gift, Jas. Ain’t nobody believe in me either, now I got muhfuckas paying millions for my shit.”

Growing up, nobody cared that I could draw. They’d always tell me that it wouldn’t get me any where and to stick with hooping. Except my mom and pops, but that’s about it. I obviously ain’t listen to they ass though.

“That’s great, you really just inspired me. I’m gonna do some research tomorrow morning. Thank you.”

“No problem.” I spoke, as my eyes scanned around the pictures in her room. I stopped atone family picture when I seen a picture of a fine ass woman.

“She bad.”

“My crackhead ass mom? Eh.”

“Crackhead? Yikes, why you gotta put her business out there.” I was laughing because she said it so nonchalantly.

“I hate that bitch.” She rolled her eyes, quickly taking the family picture down. Well then...

“Who that jawn? Since we being nosey?” She questioned, pointing towards towards the gold locket I had on my neck of me and Rob. She gave it to me months ago, and honestly.. I got so used to never taking it off, that I forgot I still had it. I twirled it around with my fingers, before taking it off and tossing it out of her window that was open. No doubt Robyn and I was done. Our last convo gave me the confirmation.

*Flashback*

There were a million emotions running through my body right now, that I️ couldn’t even describe what I️ was feeling. Shit was like Deja vu all over again.

She sighed heavily, putting her head in her hands. “Can we talk?” She didn’t say anything but that wasn’t gone stop me. She was gone hear whatever I had to say.

“Why?” Was all I️ asked as she looked up at me with no words.

“I️ didn’t mean for this to happen, Jaylen.” I️ tried my absolute best not to spazz or strangle her. I️ was beyond pissed, my nigga. That fucking rehab shit paid off, because I️ would’ve been got disrespectful.

“Why was you fucking that nigga, anyways? Now you just an easy piece of pussy, huh?” I️ sat down on the edge of her tub. Robyn was irresponsible and clueless as shit, but getting pregnant by a nigga she only knew for a short period of time wasn’t her. I hope she don’t think I don’t know about her getting pregnant by King Kong either.

Just thinking about her letting another nigga get up in what’s mines broke my heart. I just can’t believe she let him get her pregnant.

“Excuse me? And the same exact reason you went and fucked kayla.” I️ sighed, rolling my eyes because she was forever bringing up old shit. Here I️ am trying to change. She the type of person to bring up some shit that happened when you a kid.

“I’m over that shit, dude ion even talk to her ass no more. She engaged, wit a baby and ion’ want them problems. You always so stuck on me fucking up that you don’t even know how to admit when you wrong, too.”

“I’m wrong for trying to move on?” She scrunched up her face.

“Nah you fucking wrong because you seen me trying to turn my life around for you yet you still go and fuck this nigga. Raw at that. You foul bro. Yea, I did my dirt and I know I was wrong for fucking Kayla, but she’s outta my life completely now. I cut her off for you. I went to rehab for you. I quit smoking and drinking for you. Did all this shit for you, and you wanna sit up here and act like shit all sweet? I’m fucking hurt, Robyn. That was supposed be my baby that you having.”

She remained quiet, with her head in her hands because she knew I was right.

“Jaylen, from day one when I met you, you were fucking rude and a jerk. I thought that maybe you’d change but you didn’t. That attitude that you had is the attitude that pushed me away. Don’t sit up here and act like you weren’t the one that kissed another woman, either. That’s the whole reason we’re not together.”

By now, I was fed up by her bringing up old shit.

“No the reason why we ain’t together right now is because you don’t know how to fucking move past shit and you insecure as fuck. I’m damn near begging you, and ya ass won’t even consider hearing me out. Fuck you Robyn.”

*Flashback Over*

“Just an old bih I used to deal with. Nobody important.” I smiled, as she shook her head followed by laughter.

As she started doing lord knows what, my mind went off into a place that I didn’t want it to be in. That’s because a nigga only smoked one baby ass blunt and had half the bottle of Henny. If not, shit my mind would be on fucking Mars.

Trying to snap outta my thoughts, I put my focus on Jas’s dancing in the mirror. I was admiring that shit until I heard what she was dancing to.

“Think I got him covered for the weekend..” she grinded against her chair.

“Stop singing that thot ass song.” I mugged her as she continued to sing it, slightly making me mad.

Once she seen my face, she cut the music off, smiling. “Aww Jay, I’m sorry.” She apologized, straddling my lap. I shook my head no, ignoring her apology.

“Come on, I said sorry.” She poked her bottom lip out. Looking up at her, our eyes met with each other’s and locked. Before anything else could be said, her lips crashed into mines. My hands found their way to her ass.

She was gone give me blue balls, we been kissing all night and she was killing me with this teasing shit.

**

Jas was literally passed out on her bed, so I took that as my queue to leave. It was bout 3 in the morning and I had to be up by 7. I’ll make sure to text her in the morning.

Getting my shit, I made my way outside to my car so that I could go home. Since it wasn’t traffic at all, I got home within 15 minutes.

As soon as I got in, I spotted my dad sitting on the couch watching Power. “Nigga these bootycall hours, where you been?” He questioned as he paused the TV. How this nigga gone question me in my own crib?

“Nah not even pops, I was chillin’ wit a friend. Is Jayla in my bed?”

“Yea why?”

“Ima sleep in the guest room cause I’m high as fuck.”

“Nigga when ain’t you?” I chuckled, waving him off as I started to make my way towards the guests room. Pops ain’t like the fact that I smoked, but he was just gone have to deal with it. I used to smoke bout 3 or 4 blunts everyday before I went and got help. Now I only smoke 1 like three times a week. I don’t drink anymore. I only did it earlier, because it’s a new fucking year. That’s progress.

Kicking my slides off, I stripped out of my sweats and t-shirt before plopping down in the bed. Swear I drifted off to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

[motionjames]

92 (more or less) Truths

Called upon by Lord and Hentai God @an-actual-gore-magala

Rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. at the end choose 25 people to be sacrificed

🍓  LAST

Drink: Choco milk juggie I left by the foot heater of the car

Phone call: Some effin’ Telemarketer

Song you listened to: ‘Death With Dignity’ by Sufjan Stevens

Time you cried: My memory is blurring, whoopsy-doodle

🍓 HAVE YOU EVER

Dated someone twice: Nay

Kissed someone and regretted it: no regertz

Been depressed: Depression, isn’t that a fancy word for “feeling bummed out?”

Been drunk and thrown up: I once ate a lotta m&ms and threw up

🍓 IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU

Made a new friend: It’s been noth’n but new friends!

Fallen out of love: no but i fell out of chair at lunch

Met someone who changed you: Happily, yes!

Found out who your true friends are: I have my True Heart Forever Boys

Found out someone was talking about you: Ain’t NOBODY talk ‘bout me

🍓 GENERAL

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: I would count but

Do you have any pets?: The world’s bestest tuxedo cat (but also 3 other darlings and one very naughty doge thing)

Do you want to change your name?: Never in a million years

What time did you wake up this morning: at the crack of 11

What were you doing last night: working at a burger joint likE A SALTY ADULT

Something you cannot wait for: I'm gonna be honest, it's probably an anime.  

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: Is he that effin telemarketer ‘cos I swears

What’s getting on your nerves right now: my nerves

Blood type: Red

Nicknames: Malika-Lika, Maleek The Freak, President Overlord

Relationship status: I work alone, cadet  

Zodiac sign: Taurus 🐮

Pronouns: She/Her

Favourite shows: Revolutionary Girl Utena, Ping Pong the Animation, Hunter x Hunter, Mobile Suit Gundam, Samurai Jack

College: Associates in Video Game Art and Animation

Hair colour: Black brown

Do you have a can you crush on someone: I weigh like 120, but gimme some time for creative planning and I can work something out

What do you like about yourself: My fresh enthusiasm for the driest of literature/my fighting spirit  🔥 🔥 🔥

First surgery: I was 12, brain operation. Doctor was outta commission and I was the only one who knew how to handle a scalpel 

First piercing: Ears

First sport you joined: Whatever those free boys do

First vacation: The frick’n desert, Morocco 

First pair of sneakers: I’ll assume they’re sick red semi-high top chucks

🍓 RIGHT NOW

Eating: Cap’n Crunchies

I’m about to: Go eat everything at a Superbowl party

Listening to: Stephen Suptic levitate a mysterious Chinese egg

Want kids: Even I have enough of a conscious to not subject anyone more to myself 

Get married: To my job, yes

Career: An artist, as foggy as that sounds

🍓 WHICH IS BETTER

Lips or eyes:  👁️ w 👁️

Hugs or kisses: A firm, respectful handshake with knowing eye contact

Shorter or taller: Taller

Troublemaker or hesitant: Make trouble. Riot. Shatter the freaking law.

Older or younger: Older

Romantic or spontaneous: who dat??.?

Sensitive or loud: Absolutely

Hookup or relationship: be my goddamn bro 

🍓 HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger: Neverr

Drank hard liquor: I’ve never even drank. Not even water.

Lost contacts/glasses: gotta be lost 2 b found ;))

Sex on first date: not even a first date

Broken someone’s heart: What else would I do for a living

Been arrested: ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ)

Turned someone down: WHAT ELSE WOULD I DO FOR A LIVING

🍓 DO YOU BELIEVE

In yourself: I gotta believe, somehow, someway (•̀ᴗ•́)൬༉

Miracles: Yu have to make your own miracles! 

Love at first sight: all yall a bunch of frick’n nerds

Tagging: @yachikas @not-so-dandy-babe @businesskat @sweetbeaniebro @glitchedstylus @ahsomir @theonlydixie

[bingbong21]

RWBY Vol.5 Episode 4 Thoughts

- Work took way too long yesterday which makes me late today, but I’m here now baby - Yang’s face in this still shot was legit me yesterday - Yang just calmly wrecking everyone’s day to a Western version of Armed and Ready is my new aesthetic.  - Ruby being a nerd during hand-to-hand is also my aesthetic. I have a lot of aesthetics okay? - PROUD DAD JAUNE ARC - “Why didn’t you tell me?!” “Cuz pain makes you remember.” Cog Sci 101 kids - God I just...I just love Ren so much guys. I just really do.  - This background music is such an after school special kind of music - Okay but can we just imagine Ren’s heart attack when Nora got struck by lightning? And the subsequent heart attack when Nora just popped back up fine - One day I too wish to have as commanding a presence as Yang walking into the camp - Hi yes I love Raven Branwen’s voice and her speaking style and her overall presence - Actually I just love everything about this scene for some reason - Okay but I need Team STRQ background like yesterday. Since volume 3 actually - Raven just wants Yang to join her tribe and honestly that hurts me a little on the inside. Did she just abandon Yang because she couldn’t bear to see what Qrow, Tai, and Ozpin had planned for her? Or because she didn’t want to be part of that? I NEED DEVELOPMENT  - “Your mom kidnapped me?!” HOW DID JAUNE KNOW THAT YANG’S MOM IS RAVEN BUT WEISS DIDN’T? TELL ME - Vernal with dat lightning is my aesthetic - BACKSTORYBACKSTORYBACKSTORY PLEASE GIMME BACKSTORY I DON’T KNOW YET - Look I’m not saying that’s a hug between people romantically interested in each other, but I’m saying that’s a hug between people romantically interested in each other

Overall: I live and breathe lore and am pumped af for this

[briteboy]

why is my bra size a G? Where is that even on the bra size spectrum?

honestly i’m not sure why i got this question but it made for a good cold open to this post didn’t it

Mother I’m having a really bad migraine please help I’ve been throwing up for hours now 😭

OH NO i’m sorry :[ that sucks so much. i’ve only had a migraine once and i’m pretty sure it was because i went to a palm reader who had some untrustworthy evil vibes going on omfg *googles ‘migraine remedies’* uhh uhuh leafy dark greens! a cold dark room! ice packs! i’m sorry i suck at this i will offer you one (1) hug instead

i dreamed last night that last august u sent me an ask with questions from an ask meme i hadn't reblogged and i responded really rudely and then in the present i got a notif for an ask and i looked it and it was actually the already answered ask u had sent me a year ago and i was like 'wtf when did i get this ask when did i answer it why was i so angry???' and i messaged u and was like 'i have no memory of this but im sorry for being such an ass idk why either man' and u were like :/ ok i guess

OMFG :/ ok i guess i apologize on dream me’s behalf for sending you questions u didn’t even reblog. maybe i was just really interested in ur hypothetical answers. it’s okay i forgive dream u for being rude. we’re best friends now in dream land

a half goat, half human is a satyr but I like goat boy more

yeah i’m dumb and realized this after i said it omg. it’s not my fault i’ve only seen the chronicles of narnia once

Could you release astropussy cc merch? 😂 i need it in my life

YES PROBABLY IN THE FUTURE!! it’s on my to-do list!

Do you have a link to the beginning of ur story? Thx

the amount of times i’ve answered this, i just. asjkdfj lmao. it’s on my faq and also at the top of my blog, if you’re on mobile just look at the tags on my post and the general rule is that you can go to that tag and put in /chrono and it’ll go to the beginning. here

Do you follow any astrology blogs??

hmmmm i used to, but i’ve fallen out of touch with that area of tumblr. i still trust @astrologymarina with my life tho

hit me with that astrology shit ! gimme references, everything!

Yo my main squeeze! I’m doing a PowerPoint bout astrology, could u give me some sweet info?

(two different anons, same answer) AHHH *sweats* tbh i learned everything i know from observing my own chart (find yours here), acknowledging the traits of each sign and applying to people i know, then reading up on the planets and houses, and honestly...just exploring the tumblr astrology tag and following the rabbit hole down a twisted web of different astrology blogs. if you start with marina up there ^^ you can probably find a lot of sweet info and other blogs as well.

Hello mother, could you teach me about all the astrology stuff you’re always talking about? Like the birth charts and the planets etc. I find it v interesting but I can’t understand shit bc English is not even near my native language. Help. I’m so very lost lmao

ah well firstly check out the links above ^^ i would personally explain everything but 1) i’m bad at that and 2) ain’t nobody got time 4 dat honestly cafe astrology is a good starting point for beginners, they have everything on that website! if you need any specific sort of help with understanding it, feel free to message me off anon!

i think i finally figured out the birthchart thing?? really cool and very defining for a lot of elements of character design. i'm a aquarius sun, scorpio moon, and taurus rising -- i'm ready to be judged - sirius anon

right!! it’s like a main priority for me in character building! ohoooo that combo is very interesting, because i feel like aquarius and scorpio are not really compatible, in that aquarius influence can make you very distant and unwilling to address your emotions and their importance, but your moon (which controls your emotions) is SO preoccupied with exactly that, which might exacerbate that scorpio intensity because you feel that constant pull between hiding and revealing your true emotions. but then taurus rising kind of balances it out and makes you at least appear to be level headed? so even if you’re suffering on the inside at least people think u got it all together.

i.... i feel like your inbox is now bombarded w/ zodiac related questions.... so i sorta feel bad for dropping this on u but im doing it anyway hehe ok so: sagittarius sun and rising, cancer moon

it is and my wrist is killing me all of a sudden but i do this for u guys because it makes me so happy that u even care oh wow, that’s an interesting combo!! it’s actually one of those combos that like...it never crosses your mind, but now that you think about it, they actually go really well together. sagittarius is the most calm of the fire signs, so it actually might pair well with emotional and highly intuitive cancer. your inclinations are probably pretty bold and outgoing, but then you might think about them for too long and develop a fear of going through with them. in that way your emotional side kinda holds you back, but you should learn to trust your gut instincts!! 

Uhhh can you also do my birthchart? I know nothing about astrology and you're a godess in this topic! I'm Scorpio Sun, Pisces Moon, Pisces Rising

OMFG A GODDESS well i’m just ok, i try ooh boy you’re watery alright!! wow you’re probably dreamy as f*ck, but also moody as f*ck, highly and acutely aware of everything at once, otherworldly, always living inside your head but wanting to get out and experience things with everyone else, always wondering about the mysteries of life and the weird questions no one ever wants to answer. you understand things more deeply than anyone around you, and you probably don’t even realize how strong and adaptable you are!!

Ahhh are you still doing horoscopes? If so can you do mine? I’m Aries sun, Sagittarius moon and libra rising. I’m overwhelmed with how to read these things! Thank you and hope you’re having a good day 😘

hello finally i am answering your question! sorry i just get overwhelmed when i get a lot of these lmao this is an awesome combo!!! sag + libra is always so good and then aries + libra are opposites/sister signs which makes for an interesting dichotomy. i’m actually an aries sun/sag moon as well, so i know this combo very well lmao. you might come off as very calm and appealing (dat libra charm tho) and then when people get closer to you you reveal your optimistic, perseverant and passionate nature. these signs are very harmonious together, you’re probably like the calmer version of me lmao. you might be pretty rational but then your sun makes you want to be more impulsive. it’s good to listen to it sometimes...but not all the time. aries is a child don’t trust him too much

hey sunny! i know you're probably stressed out by all these so feel free to skip this one, but i'm a virgo sun/capricorn moon/cancer rising! idk if i fit in a lot of the virgo stereotypes though but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

o0o0o0o0o so many sister signs i swear heheh, it’s good though, i like this combo! i feel like you can’t really go wrong with virgo/cap because they’re both earth signs. cap/cancer are opposites so your cancer rising might make you come off as very sweet, soft and emotional, but your moon says otherwise. people probably underestimate you a lot, but underneath your exterior you’ve got a guarded heart and you can’t be pushed around easily. though your virgo and cancer influence might invite people to walk all over you, you are stronger than you know.

Hi! Just felt like letting you know that there's this song called "Red Bottom Sky" by Yung Lean and it always reminds me of Santi every time I hear it.

hello! omg i love these messages, it makes me so giddy when people relate songs to my characters ;-; i’m listening to it right now and this is definitely something he would like lmao. it’s so calming somehow i wanna live in this beat

when i saw the title for lou’s story i immediately thought of the group choker lmao. you should check them out el dorado is my fav song

omg i actually think i’ve heard of this group before!! i’m digging these song suggestions, i like this one a lot! watch me put their songs in this story now lmao

[an-assortment-of-forks]

I was tagged by @dorks-in-fiction and @forever-painting-roses I think??? Thanks my dudes

-Are you named after anyone?

Y’know that movie Savannah Smiles? Yeah.

-When was the last time you cried?

Uh today... I cry just abt every day it’s like my default reaction to literally any emotion it’s so b a d

-Do you like your handwriting?

Uh no. I’ve been told by s o many that it looks like chicken scratch and tbh I k n o w it’s not legible

-What’s your favorite lunch meat?

HAMMMMMMM (insert ponyo gif bc tumblr is not letting me)

-Do you have kids?

I have many sons

-If you were a different person, would you be friends with you?

Yeah I’d be friends with me

-Do you use sarcasm?

N e v e r

-Do you still have your tonsils?

You better believe it. I need as many teeth as I can get.

-Would you bungee jump?

Hahahaha yeah n o. I’m terrified of heights

-What’s your favorite cereal?

Raisin Bran. Fite me

-Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

Who has time for that

-Do you think you are a strong person?

Wellll... considering I get my strength from the Lord??? Yeah.... also I push like 5 carts every time I come inside when I’m bagging x’D if we’re talking physical. (Wow this sounds like I’m bragging??? Hey babes I bench press 5 carts ;)))) )

-What’s your favorite ice cream?

Pineapple coconutttttt mmmmm

-What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their smile

-What’s your least favorite physical thing about yourself?

Def my acne

-What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now?

Black sweatpants and no shoes

-What are you listening to right now?

My mom tryin to make small talk

-If you were a crayon what color would you be?

PURPLE

-Favorite smell?

Uhhh.... sugar cookie smellin candles

-Who was the last person you talked to on the phone with?

My dad

-Favorite sport to watch?

Swimming.... (yes I’m talking bout that one anime)

-Hair color?

Darkkk brown but it fades to blonde at the bottom

-Eye color?

Brown

-Do you wear contacts?

Nah but I want purple ones real bad tbh

-Favorite food?

N o o d l e s

-Scary movie or comedy?

HORROR. GIVE ME ALL THE HORROR.

-Last movie you watched?

Your Name I think (the cool anime one)

-What color shirt are you wearing?

Grey

-Summer or Winter?

Gimme dat tasty cold cold cold weather

-Hugs or kisses?

H u g s

-Book you’re currently reading?

U h?

-Who do you miss right now?

My anime husbands

-What’s on your mouse pad?

Who?

-What’s the last TV program you watched?

Greys Anatomy (smh)

-What’s the best sound?

C r o n c h

-Rolling Stone or the Beatles?

Neither?

-What’s the furthest you’ve ever traveled?

To Cali

-Do you have a special talent?

I used to be able to do the Lotor shoulder weird roll thing. Ummm and I can move my ears... and sing well??

-Where were you born?

MURCA