#camila and mi-sun my loves

[locobeary]

The cast for Lift (2024) seemed fun and I liked their general personalities! It would’ve been good if not for,,, everything

[cherryfrostii]

💍•La Buena Vida•💍

Miguel O’Hara + Spiderperson!GN!Reader

Synopsis: What is a relationship with the leader of the spider society really like? Of course it couldn’t be the one you fantasized about, not really.

Warnings: Neglectful relationship, mentions of sex but nothing explicit, arguments and communication issues. Basically Miguel goes from being a good partner to blocking you out almost entierly. Self esteem issues, talks of marriage, if there’s anything else to tag please let me know!

A/N: inspired by this tiktok here! https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT88ehofa/ Please go watch it it’s really good!

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✨I woke up happy by accident,

I forgot you were gone again~✨

The warmth that used to grace your sheets was long gone every morning you woke. Fingers reaching for the steady body of your partner as his side lay barren in the early morning sun that filtered through the sheer curtains of your shared space. This was a familiar sensation for you now that the honeymoon phase of your relationship with the leader of the spider society Miguel O’Hara had faded.

“Good morning mi amor..” you sighed, running your fingers along the sheets that remained untouched on his side.

When you were first recruited, Miguel immediately caught your attention. Every other spider would tell you stories about him, how closed off he was, the loss of his family, the destruction of a whole dimension because he wanted to live in a domestic bliss that hardly ever worked out for anyone under the mask. Even so, you would make it a point to let him know that you were there, even if he didn’t like to ask for help.

••

✨And I can go off the memories,

Starting to feel like a memory~✨

When the two of you had finally decided to let go of the constant doubt that plagued your minds, you fell into an almost blissful romance that seemed to be from a movie. His demeanor was lighter, carried a sense of peace that he hadn’t felt in so long. The problem was, was that it scared the hell out of him.

Stolen moments in HQ of whispering sweet nothings to each other turned into fleeting glances, grumbles of work needing to be done and overall a lull in the previous love that had been blossoming in your relationship. You couldn’t blame him though, it was hard running a society with the fate of the whole multiverse resting on his shoulders, what else was he supposed to do?

Some of the others noticed how closed off he started to become again, voicing their concerns to you as you would brush it off each time with the excuses of,

“He’s got a lot on his plate, it’s hard being a leader for something like this.” Or “He’s much more attentive at home, not one to really show his feelings in front of others and that’s okay!”

But lately these excuses have been becoming more and more frequent with how Miguel would push you away or brush off your attempts to help while at work. The little ball of doubt and worry in your stomach growing each time he would turn away from you.

••

✨And I thought we’d be traveling the world,

Together making love, in the afternoon~✨

You would constantly suggest that the two of you go out on missions like you used to, hoping that the pull of exploring the multiverse would help to fix the cracks in your relationship that you tried in vain to keep hidden. Walking into his office, you were met with the familiar image of Miguel’s back towards you, his hands working diligently at the screens around him as he would grumble under his breath, stressed out of his mind.

“Maybe you should let someone else take this over for a bit? I got to see a really nice dimension that I think you’d like, it’s not loud at all, the people are really sweet an-“ before you could make your case, you watched as he pinched the bridge of his nose with an annoyed scoff,

“Please, I’m trying to focus here. Go finish those mission logs from the Sandman anomaly and stop wasting my time. We have work to do here.” This made your heart ache but also sparked a flicker of irritation in your chest. Taking a deep breath, you composed yourself and left him to his devices, chalking it up to a bad day for him.

✨You should be here, should be with me tonight

‘Stead you’re working, you’re working all the time

Why am I home alone with your glass of wine

Oh no, oh no, this is not the life~✨

Miguel came home to see the table set up with a now covered plate of food, two wine glasses, one empty one full, and a burnt out candle in the middle, obviously set up so that the two of you could have had a nice dinner to reign in the night. He cursed himself internally for forgetting that he had promised to be home in time for it, but now as the clock showed 2am, he rubbed his face to alleviate some of the tension in his body.

He made his way towards the bedroom, the creak of the floorboards not enough to wake you as he opened the door. You were curled up on your side of the bed, tears stained your cheeks and the fabric of the pillow you held against your chest. The sight made his own heart clench and he walked over, brushing the hair away from your face with a gentle hand as he took in the pained look in the creases of your face.

Miguel never wanted to hurt you, to make you feel like a burden, but he didn’t know how to handle this right now. The juggle of being a leader, making sure the multiverse stayed in tact, everything was a sacrifice he had to make, It was selfish and he knew it but, he just couldn’t let you go. Instead he slipped into the bed next to you, gently pulling you close as he murmured an apology into your hair, not sure on how to actually make good on it.

✨Listen, listen, I get it, I get it

More than anybody, I get it~✨

“I can’t just hand this over to anyone! I need to focus on keeping this safe, keeping everyone in the multiverse safe! I don’t have time to deal with your damn insecurities right now!” Miguel snapped, turning to face you after you came in, wanting him to just take a break and talk with you.

“Look I get it Miguel but you’re not alone anymore! You have me, you have Jess, you have Peter, hell even a damn Lego on your side! All I’m asking is that we get a minute to talk because I don’t know if I can do this anymore!” You cried, your heart was racing and your hands were trembling before a sense of defeat washed over you and your gaze fell to the floor, “Nevermind Miguel, I get it. Just.. just try and take a break at some point? I’ll see you at home..”

You felt guilty, you knew how hard things were for him but you couldn’t help the fact that you wanted more out of whatever this was between the two of you. It wasn’t wrong to feel that way since you were he only one putting in that effort, hell even feeling envious whenever Jess and Peter would talk about their partners and families. If they had time for that then why didn’t Miguel have time for you?

✨Oh, no, oh, no, this is not the life

I imagined when you first spent the night

I don't feel like yours, you don't feel like mine~✨

Shock was the first thing you felt when he had pulled out the ring, the two of you alone at home as he stood over you on the bed you shared. He was asking you to marry him, trying to make up for the way he had neglected you thus far.

Looking at the ring, your heart sank, and not because it wasn’t gorgeous, but the fact that you never liked diamonds and he knew it. It just seemed like he was going through the motions of a typical proposal, like it was something he had to force himself to do. You accepted it without a word and he got into bed, his back turned to you as he fell into a restless sleep like countless nights before.

The ring was too loose, the shine in the moonlight dull in your eyes as you sat up in bed, trying to feel some type of joy for this but how? When you had first made love, you could see yourself being by his side your whole lives, maybe marriage, maybe kids, maybe not. That didn’t matter to you because you would be with him, but looking at the ring now, all you could feel was an empty promise etched in the band. It wasn’t right, none of this felt right anymore, and as you looked over at the steady rise and fall of his side, you knew that you just couldn’t do this anymore. You were killing yourself in this relationship and he hadn’t even noticed.

✨La buena vida, la buena vida

¿Dónde está?

La buena vida, la buena vida

¿Dónde está~?✨

The next morning Miguel turned around in the bed, expecting to feel you beside him but as his hand fell into the empty space, his eyes shot open in concern and worry. You were never up before him, the soft snores that would encompass the room were nowhere to be heard as he sat up. Something was off, he could sense it immediately.

Getting to his feet, he walked around the once shared space, realizing that some things were missing as he searched the bathroom, living room and kitchen for you. The unease that settled into his bones caused him to panic, calling out your name with every passing moment that he couldn’t see you.

His foot kicked something and looking down, it was a discarded watch, same as his own built for the spiders to go from dimension to dimension, allowing the stability in different universes. With a gentle hand he picked it up, a reflective shine catching his eye on the dining room table as he stood back up. The ring he had given you the previous night sat in the middle of the table atop a small folded piece of paper. The contents of the note as he read it made him drop to his knees, the feeling of loss and grief overwhelming him with every word he read.

Miguel never realized how bad things had gotten for you, how tired you were of pretending like things would be okay and as he knelt there in the middle of the home you shared, all he could do was wallow in the fact that he had lost another chance at happiness, a chance to see life beyond the boundaries he had created. He wanted you to be by his side the rest of your life, but as he clutched the note to his chest, he finally realized how miserable it had been, and how miserable it would continue to be even if you had stayed.

Yo te necesito, ¿dónde estás?🥀

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A/N: Anyway, I’m gonna listen to that song on repeat because I need my heart to break over and over again. If y’all have any suggestions on what you want to see next, please feel free to let me know!

I may be tempted to make a part 2 to this but im not completely sure. Anyway, hope y’all enjoyed it and I’ll see you next time with some fluff to make up for this 🤭

[weeklydoseoffeelgoodtunes]

Top 100 of 2022

1. Harry Styles- As It Was

2. Tove Lo- No One Dies From Love

3. Lauv- All 4 Nothing

4. Bob Moses- Love Brand New

5. Bob Moses- Hanging On

6. Tai Verdes- Let’s Go To Hell

7. Ellie Goulding & Big Sean- Easy Lover

8. Sebastián Yatra- Tacones Rojos

9. CKay, Joeboy, Kuami Eugene- Love Nwantiti

10. RÜFÜS DU SOUL- On My Knees

11. Piso 21- Mató Mi Corazón

12. COIN- Chapstick

13. Bad Bunny- Tití Me Preguntó

14. Jhay Cortez- Esta Dejá

15. Camila Cabello & María Becerra- Hasta Los Dientes

16. Kygo & DNCE- Dancing Feet

17. Paulo Londra- Plan A

18. FOALS- Wake Me Up

19. Jonas Blue & Julian Perretta- Perfect Melody

20. Tove Lo- How Long

21. Conan Gray- Disaster

22. 100 gecs- mememe

23. Becky G- BAILÉ CON MI EX

24. charlieonnafriday- Enough

25. Lizzo- 2 Be Loved

26. Ava Max- Maybe You’re the Problem

27. GAYLE & blackbear- fmk

28. Kylie Minogue- Miss A Thing

29. YUNGBLUD- Tissues

30. Tainy, Bad Bunny, Julieta Venegas- Lo Siento BB :/

31. Bastille- Remind Me

32. Khalid- Skyline

33. Mau y Ricky & Eladio Carrión- No Puede Ser

34. Wet Lag- Chaise Longue

35. ClockClock- Someone Else

36. LADIPOE & Fireboy DML- Running

37. NEIKED, Mae Muller, Polo G- Better Days

38. Nicky Youre & dazy- Sunroof

39. LAGOS- Tengamos Pasado

40. RÜFÜS DU SOUL- I Don’t Wanna Leave

41. Tiësto & Ava Max- The Motto

42. Mabel & 24kGoldn- Overthinking

43. Joji- Glimpse of Us

44. Tate McRae- she’s all i wanna be

45. The Kid LAROI- Thousand Miles

46. Marshmello & Khalid- Numb

47. Shawn Mendes- When You’re Gone

48. Bad Bunny & Chencho Corleone- Me Porto Bonito

49. Charli XCX- Good Ones

50. Halsey- So Good

51. Conan Gray- Memories

52. MACKLEMORE & Windser- MANIAC

53. The Knocks & Dragonette- Slow Song

54. Anna of the North & Gus Dapperton- Meteorite

55. The Weeknd- Sacrifice

56. Bastille- Revolution

57. iann dior- let you

58. Lewis Capaldi- Forget Me

59. Nicky Youre- Eyes On You

60. Superorganism- On & On

61. Elderbrook & Bob Moses- Inner Light

62. Randy & Ape Drums- 23

63. Ava Max- Million Dollar Baby

64. Julieta Venegas- En Tu Orilla

65. Surfaces- I Can’t Help But Feel

66. blackbear- the idea

67. Harry Styles- Music For a Sushi Restaurant

68. 5 Seconds of Summer- Complete Mess

69. Charlie Puth- Light Switch

70. Alfie Templeman- Broken

71. INNA & Sean Paul- Up

72. Leah Kate- Hot All the Time

73. Megan Thee Stallion- Her

74. Lizzo- About Damn Time

75. Carly Rae Jepsen- Beach House

76. OneRepublic- I Ain’t Worried

77. Wet Lag- Wet Dream

78. Tove Lo- Grapefruit

79. 070 Shake- Cocoon

80. Glorilla- F.N.F.

81. BIA- CAN’T TOUCH THIS

82. almost monday- sun keeps on shining

83. Oliver Tree- Cowboys Don’t Cry

84. Windser- Memory

85. Kim Petras- Coconuts

86. Gorillaz & Thundercat- Cracker Island

87. Danna Paola- XT4S1S

88. MEDUZA, James Carter, Elley Duhé, FAST BOY- Bad Memories

89. Sebastián Yatra- TV

90. Bastille- No Bad Days

91. COIN- Brad Pitt

92. benny blanco, BTS, Snoop Dogg- Bad Decisions

93. Tiësto & Tate McRae- 10:35

94. Beach Weather- Sex, Drugs, Etc.

95. Post Malone & Doja Cat- I Like You

96. Portugal. The Man- What, Me Worry?

97. Rvssian, Rauw Alejandro, Chris Brown- Nostálgico

98. ROSALÍA- CHICKEN TERIYAKI

99. Arizona Zervas- SNOWMAN

100. Olivia Rodrigo- brutal

[karolsai]

Agnes Obel - Riverside

Lost Frequencies - Are You With Me

Route 94 - My Love ft. Jess Glynne

Sun.Set.Ships - Sinking Islands

Sivuca - Ain't No Sunshine

Chicane - Offshore

2CELLOS - Street Spirit (Radiohead)

PJ Harvey - The River

Bonobo - Kong

Leszek Możdżer - Africa

Carlos Santana - Samba Pa Ti

Lotte Kestner - Halo

Devlin - Watchtower (Instrumental)

RockSexton - I'll Be With You Again

The Verve - Sonnet

Serge Gainsbourg - Initials BB

ElevenHill - Room Of Ghosts

Richard Müller - Nespoznaný

Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry

Plan B - Love Goes Down

Duke Dumont - Ocean Drive

The Weeknd - Starboy ft. Daft Punk

Shura - White Light

Biffy Clyro - Re-arrange

R. City - Locked Away ft. Adam Levine

Richard Müller - Julia Roberts

Faithless - Drifting Away

Chicane - Saltwater

Eric Clapton - Change The World

Morgan James - Human

Mukatado & Janka Kozáková - Husičky

Keosz - Low Down

Whithe - Wolves Are Gone

Casi Cada Minuto - Lies & Goodbyes

Toni Braxton - Long As I Live

Seal - Crazy

Beck - Colors

Lisa Stansfield - Billionaire

Robin Schulz - Sun Goes Down ft. Jasmine Thompson

Camila Cabello - Havana

Tom Walker - Leave a Light On

Travis - 3 Miles High

Mark Ronson - Nothing Breaks Like a Heart

Worakls - Coeur de la Nuit

Dinelo - This Could Be True ft. PRYVT RYN

Dennis Lloyd - Nevermind

Calvin Harris - I'm Not Alone (CamelPhat Remix)

Matt Simons - Catch & Release (Deepend Remix)

Mike Perry ft. SHY Martin - The Ocean

Kygo ft. Kodaline - Raging

call me Steve - HANDS UP

Coldplay - Talk

The Chainsmokers - Hope ft. Winona Oak

Billie Eilish - everything i wanted

Elbow - One Day Like This

Imagine Dragons - Nothing Left To Say

Arsy-Versy - PRESTAVUJEM SI KRAJINU

AJR - BANG!

Hooverphonic - Romantic

Ladytron - Destroy Everything You Touch

Bleeker - Give a Little Bit More (Disaster)

Refew - ZPRÁVY

Lamb - Gabriel

The XX - Intro (long version)

Martin Matys - David (Prod. Kenny Rough)

Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello - Señorita

Madcon - Glow

Melanie Fiona - Monday Morning

Coldplay - Orphans

Naughty Boy ft. Beyoncé, Arrow Benjamin - Runnin' (Lose It All)

TERI ČIKOŠ - DIEVČA

Jon Secada - Just Another Day

Tichá dohoda - Kde spí andělé

Passenger - Caravan (Kygo Remix)

Papyllon - WHAT ABOUT TONIGHT

Sophie B. Hawkins - Damn! I Wish I Was Your Lover

Komajota - Iba

Aura - I Will Love You Monday

alt-J - Left Hand Free

CHVRCHES - Forever

Pet Shop Boys - Paninaro 95

The Lumineers - The Ballad Of Cleopatra

Nathaniel Rateliff & The Night Sweats - I Need Never Get Old

Weezer - Africa (starring Weird Al Yankovic)

MS MR - Painted

Porter Robinson - Look at the Sky

Atlas Genius - Molecules

Suede - Stay Together

The Head and the Heart - All We Ever Knew

Dayglow - Can I Call You Tonight?

MUSE - Something Human

Adam Lambert - ROSES ft. Nile Rodgers

Arcade Fire - Everything Now

Seekers - I'll Never Find Another You

lovelytheband - broken

Daft Punk - Instant Crush ft. Julian Casablancas

DEAN LEWIS - Be Alright

Kristína Tran - Čo to dá

LINA MAYER - Stratená

LENNY - Hell.o (Fancy Cars Remix)

Anna K. - Co mi za to dáš

Anna K. - Volá tě noc (Live)

Aneta Langerová - Bílý Den

Smith & Myers - REBEL YELL

Malik Harris - Rockstars

Sia - Unstoppable

Sanchez Amsterdam - Motýle

Kristína - Navždy

Katie Melua - If You Were A Sailboat

Sam Ryder - Space Man

Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness - Cecilia And The Satellite

HAEVN - We Are (Symphonic Tales)

Komajota - 7 noci

Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill (Western Film Score Version)

Röyksopp - Oh, Lover ft. Susanne Sundfør

Zuzana Mikulcová - Blind Tomorrow

Klaxons - Echoes

Bloc Party - This Modern Love

Interpol - Stella Was A Diver

it was the eLs - Hollow Coves Playlist

Depeche Mode - Ghosts Again

LUKA SULIC - LIVE at No Borders Music Festival

Duncan Laurence - Arcade

Doja Cat - Paint The Town Red

Requin Chagrin - Sémaphore

Marika Gombitová - Čo s láskou

Christine and the Queens - Full of Life

Sia - Elastic Heart ft. Shia LaBeouf & Maddie Ziegler

Martin Matys x Kenny Rough - Home Alone

REYKO - Spinning Over You

Interpol - Say Hello to the Angels

The Killers - All These Things That I've Done

[ukhupacha]

Sountracks

Monica - Amor Narcótico Marilyn - Sentimiento Original Lorena - Rojo Relativo Fiorela - In the end Jackely - Laura no está Joselin - Californication Pamela - Lose Yourself Elizabeth - Here it goes again Cindy - Escribir todo de nuevo Rocio - Come Clarity Lucero - En la travesía de tu ausencia Grecia - Umbrella Jennifer - Kryptonite Maja - Rolling in the deep Vivian - Quelqu'un m'a dit Celine - Get Lucky Lisa - Radioactive Marina - Willst du Gosia - I know it's over Alexandra - A mi chemin Francesca - Tsunami Cynthia - Un fiore per coltello Casey - Somebody that I used to know Lena - Sorry Lora - Counting Stars Douja - Royals Marylene - La la la Jackeline - Lean on Sonia - L'amour dure trois ans Madeleine - Chandelier Naty - Boom clap Jessica - Cool kids Magdalena - Alaska Katie - Was du liebe nennst Lana - Multibrand Marguerite - Paradis Perdus Lisa - Marguerite Lea - Feeling good Lara - La cosecha Camila - Um Pouco de Voce Ynes - Onsta la yerbita Teresa - After Dark Kristen - Can you feel my heart

So many lyrics, so many songs I had to re-listened to see what happened, what went wrong. I had many girls and I lost them all. It must be me then, how is the heart able to recover after so many failures, quoting Bukowski "Love is a fog in the morning that vanishes as the sun rises".

I will eventually find the soundtrack to my life.

[notationsworld]

Bad Habits (Ed Sheeran) - Sargam, Harmonium And Flute Notes

Bad Habits (Ed Sheeran) - Sargam, Harmonium And Flute Notes

                            SCALE OF THE FLUTE IS D BASS/MIDDLE Every time you come around you know I can't say no N..S'..N..S'..N..S'..N...S'..N..S'..N...P...m.. Every time the sun goes down I let you take control N..S'..N..S'..N..S'..N...S'..N..S'..N...P...D.. I can feel the paradise before my world implodes G'..R'..G'..R'..G'..R'..S'..R'...G'..G'..R'..G'...G'..P'.. D.. And tonight had something wonderful S'..S'..S'...R'...G'...P'...P'...G'...D'... My bad habits lead to late nights endin' alone G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'..D..S'.S'..N.. Conversations with a stranger I barely know G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'..D..S'.S'..R'.. Swearin' this will be the last, but it probably won't G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'..D..S'.S'..N.. I got nothin' left to lose or use  G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'.. S'..R'.. Or do my bad habits lead to wide eyes stare into space S'..R'..G'..G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'..D..S'.S'..N.. And I know I'll lose control of the things that I say G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'..D..S'.S'..R'.. I was lookin' for a way out now I can't escape G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'..D..S'.S'..N.. Nothin' happens after two it's true G'.G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..R'.. S'..R'.. It's true my bad habits lead to you S'..R'..G'..G'..R'.R'..S'.S'..D.. Also Read This :- - Senorita (Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello) – Sargam And Flute Notes - Let Me Love You (DJ Snake ft. Justin Bieber) – Sargam And Flute Notes - I Like Me Better (Lauv) – Sargam And Flute Notes - Love Me Like You Do (Ellie Goulding) – Sargam And Flute Notes - 10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord) – Sargam And Flute Notes Where DO -  SA       -    S RE  -  RE      -    R MI  -  GA      -    G FA  -   MA      -  M SO  -   PA         - P LA  -  DHA      - D TI    -  NI          - N LOW OCTAVE PA -  p DHA -  d NI -  n SHUDH MA - m        TIWAR MA - M HIGH OCTAVE SA -    S' RE -     R' GA -     G' MA -     M'   m' PA -       P' KOMAL SWAR DHA -  D(k) NI -       N(k) RE -       R(k) GA -      G(k) Read the full article

[groovetrill]

She got the mm brown eyes, caramel thighs, long hair, no wedding ring, hey

I saw you lookin' from across the way and now I really wanna know your name

She got the mm white dress, but when she's wearing less

Man, you know that she drives me crazy

The mm brown eyes, beautiful smile

You know I love watching you do your thing

I love her hips, curves, lips say the words

"Te amo mami, te amo mami"

I kiss her, this love is like a dream

So join me in this bed that I'm in

Push up on me and sweat darling

So I'm gonna put my time in

I won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

He got the mm green eyes, givin' me signs that he really wants to know my name, hey

I saw you lookin' from across the way and suddenly I'm glad I came, I

Ven para acá, quiero bailar, toma mi mano

Quiero sentir tu cuerpo en mí, estás temblando

Mm green eyes, taking your time, knowing that we'll never be the same

I love his lips 'cause he says the words

"Te amo mami, te amo mami"

Don't wake up, this love is like a dream

So join me in this bed that I'm in

Push up on me and sweat darling

So I'm gonna put my time in

I won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me (Rrrr)

Flawless diamonds

In a green field near Buenos Aires

Until the sun's rising

We won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

(Bardi)

You never live till you risk your life

You wanna shine, you gotta get more ice

Am I your lover or I'm just your vice?

A little crazy but I'm just your type (Okurr)

You want the lips and the curves, need the whips and the furs

And the diamonds I prefer in my closet his and hers (Aye)

He want the little mamacita margarita

I think that Ed got a little jungle fever (Aye)

You are more than (You are more than)

Something boring (Something boring)

Legs open, tongue out, Michael Jordan, ugh

Go exploring, something foreign (Skrrt skrrt)

Bust it open, rain forest, it be pouring

Yeah, kiss me like you need me, rub me like a genie

Pull up to my spot in Lamborghini

'Cause you gotta see me, never leave me

You got a girl that can finally do it all

Drop an album, drop a baby, but I never drop the ball (Ugh)

[its-deputy-caleb]

It's MY BIRTHDAAAAY! Can I get a gender neutral reader celebrating their birthday with Camila, Juan, Clara, Dani, and Philly? Love you bestie!

FC6 — Celebrating your birthday

HAPPYY BIRTHDAYYYY!! ILYSM 💕💖 i hope you had the most amazing day— i'm sorry i couldn't get these done for the big day but we all get to celebrate our bday for a week anyway so i hope these make up for it 💕

Dani Rojas

Dani is so excited for your birthday. She’s been planning the big day for months, organising food, music, gifts, cervezas and all the other small details so everything is perfect for you.

She’s got a big party planned at Libertad HQ, with Clara and Juan helping her set up decorations and a bonfire. She even managed to get Talía and Paolo to DJ after running around Yara for them.

“Its your special day! Get out there and celebrate!!”

Dani is with you all night, dancing by your side as everyone cheers and wishes you happy birthday. Her hands are linked with yours as she spins and dips you in a cheesy attempt to steal a kiss.

When it all goes quiet and everyone is curled up on the beach shore, Dani pulls out her gift for you— a handmade charm with your initials on it. Theres a little antique charm connected to it, a relic from your first date exploring the Oluwa caves and its the perfect match to your weapons.

Despite the darkness and faint moonlight, Dani’s blush is clear as day when you lean forward and kiss her but she doesn’t let it get in the way as she kisses you right back.

Clara García 

Clara is looking forward to your birthday and the intimate gathering she’s put together for you and your close mutual friends. She hasn’t planned everything in detail but she worked very hard in the recent months to make sure Libertad’s leaders could have a night off.

Everyone is settled by the warm fire, Clara’s head resting on your shoulder as Julio plays the guitar and Lita sings with him. The two of you are sharing a beer as Juan cracks jokes and passes another round of rum to everyone.

Clara takes a blanket and wraps it around your shoulders when the temperature drops as the sun goes down. Her arms stay wrapped around you in a tight hug as you both rock to Julio’s melodies, and she whispers only to you how much she loves you.

Eventually she brings out a wrapped box and gifts it to you, letting you flick through the scrapbook she’s put together. There’s photos from your first few dates at Esperanzas University and others from your trips scouting for libertad recruits.

The last end of the scrapbook is empty and has Clara’s printed handwriting that explains that section is for when Yara is free and you can grow old together in peace. She doesn’t get to explain it further though, when you’re tackling her into a hug and littering kisses over her face.

“I promise, mi ángel we will free Yara together and then we will celebrate so many more birthdays to come.”

Juan Cortez

Juan is surprisingly nervous for your birthday, not because he doesn’t want to celebrate but because he actually planned something akin to a date and he’s not good with those intimate situations.

After a lot of drinks and planning spiralling with guapo, Juan has a boat ready to go and a cooler full of snacks and drinks waiting. The two of you find a spot in Quito bay to anchor and have a picnic on the water.

Mindful of any sharks, your legs get to rest in the cool blue water as you chat for hours. Of course, it wouldn’t be Juan style without his fair share of sex jokes and innuendos but it’s all because he loves to see you laugh.

At the end of the evening, when you think its time to leave Juan has one more ace up his sleeve as fireworks go off in the bay. Your head is tucked under his as you watch the lights and if you look close enough you can see Dani igniting everything and waving from Fort Quito.

Juan’s never been one for gifts in general but he’d break all his rules for you. The newspaper wrapped gift reveals a custom supremo comic which he made for you, the book containing a badass storyline and a superhero which is no doubt you with a cool cape. That includes your own real custom supremo Juan designed, made and painted for you to use out in the field.

At first he thinks you’re going to hate his gift but that all leaves when you lean over and plant a kiss to his cheek and both of you laugh at the way his eyes light up under the light of the fireworks.

“Feliz cumpleaños cariño.”

Camila ‘Espada’ Montero

Camila is equal parts excited and nervous for your birthday celebrations, but mostly because she doesn’t want her family to be overbearing on your big day.

She’s planned a big dinner at the Montero Farm, with music, food and most importantly family. It means a lot to her that Carlos, Alejandro and Philly all welcome you and she wants your birthday to be perfect.

Of course, there’s no need for her to worry as you’re all seated on a long dining table. Her hand is squeezing yours under the table as Carlos gives his blessing and everyone cheers and congratulates you for your birthday.

The food is amazing, with Carlos’ infamous slow cooked croc and your favourite dishes Camila spent perfecting. Chorizo begged you for food (which you snuck him some without Philly noticing) whilst everyone chatted between plates of food.

When everyone went quiet and turned to you, there was a brief moment of panic before you noticed Camila holding out a dagger. There were little engravings all along the handle and fabric matching her shirt along the grip.

“Happy birthday amor, you’re a Montero now… and don’t worry I’ll teach you how to use it.”

Everyone is clapping and cheering (with a few celebratory whistles) as your arms are wrapping around her neck and kissing her gently. Both of you laugh under your breath when Carlos goes into protective dad mode but you know deep down he’s happy and wants you to have an amazing birthday.

Philly Barzaga

Philly has the biggest grin on his face for weeks leading up to your birthday cause he know’s he’s got it all in the bag. With Chorizo’s help and some of his infamous ‘Philly magic’, he’s planned a whole date for you.

Going with the intimate theme, Philly put up lights in the airstrip runway of his home with a canopy, pillows and beanbags for you to sit in. He planned all the little details including a small table to eat some home cooked food on and a stereo for music.

Of course, being a mechanic he wired a projector to play your favourite films along the wall of the airplane hanger and the two of you curled up in a pillow fort for an outdoor movie together.

“Happy birthday hero— hey hey! Don’t get distracted this is the best part!”

As the credits roll sometime between the third and forth movie, chorizo comes waddling out with a present tucked into the work-pouch of his wheels. Inside the small box is an engraved, handmade necklace for you that Philly delicately made and is signed, ‘from your favourite guerrilla’s Philly & Chorizo’

After putting the necklace on you, Philly messes up your hair and you pull him into a bear hug. You gently kiss the corner of his mouth before curling back up with your head on his chest to binge another movie and cuddle.

[justbiran]

I'd totally write a drabble where Violetta characters met dndads characters if I wasn't afraid I'd totally mess up their characterizations.

Like ever since I first laid eyes on Camila I knew she'd get along with the Oaks.

ACTUALLY WAIT IDEA. I'mma screw up characterization but eff it I guess.

Note: I do not speak ANY Spanish. If I use any terms/phrases incorrectly please let me know so I can fix it! Thank you!

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It all started with a knock on the door. Suede boots stood on the welcome mat that read 'Good Vibes, Come On In!' Distant noises of a goat bleating in the backyard and children shouting inside reached the teen's ears. She waited patiently as she heard the scrambling of paws rush to the door followed by frantic barking. How on earth this family managed to exist in a suburban neighborhood was beyond her, but she knew she wanted to be just like them when she was older. Even if she had barely even met them so far!

"Ah! You must be Camila!" A friendly voice interrupted her thoughts.

Camila smiled at the sun-kissed man standing at the door. He looked exactly like a granola loving, Birkenstock rocking, crunchy munchy, hippie, nature, druid dad. Whatever that meant. His blonde hair was about as tamed as the child hanging from- why was there a child swinging on a light fixture?

The man turned his head and followed her gaze to the dangling 8 year old. With a sigh he shouted, "Mi Amor, on your way out could you get Sparrow down from the light?" He turned back to Camila with his former smile turned sheepish as he rubbed the back of his neck and introduced himself. "Sorry about that, my name's Henry Oak, that's one of my two beautiful boys, Sparrow. Why don't you come on in!"

As she followed Henry in, she saw a gorgeous woman, who ranked a 10/10 on the hugability scale, gently trying to pry Sparrow from the light. As she spoke to him, Camila caught the occasional twinge of an accent.

"Sparrow, please come down before you fall and give me a heart attack!" She said in a lovely, calming voice that was perfect for a podcast.

"Never! I will fly- fly like the bird that Brother tried to catch!"

"¡Verás!"

Henry walked over to his wife and placed a kiss on her cheek before turning to his son, "How did you even get up there? And where is Lark?"

At the mention of his name, a second 8 year old came barreling out from behind a wall, riding a large dog like a horse as they galloped towards the door. "Thank you for your sacrifice, Brother! Now I shall roam FREE!"

Seeing the child coming right towards her, Camila scooped Lark up and off of the dog before he could reach the door. The dog, ever obedient stood by her feet watching its master. Henry turned to her with wide, grateful eyes before introducing said child and his wife, Mercedes. Lark squirmed out of her grasp before jumping over towards Sparrow and climbing his brother so that he, too, could swing from the light fixture. The dog trotted over and barked at them for a moment before leaping onto a nearby chair to watch.

Mercedes shook Camila's hand with a gorgeous smile before patting her shoulder and whispering, "No need to be so nervous, Camila. I can already tell you'll do great with them."

Henry looped his arm through his wife's and gave Camila a few final instructions before giving his children one last goodbye and heading out the door.

"Alas, our efforts have been thwarted again! We will succeed next time! I swear it upon my own deceased carcass, Father!" One of the twins declared as the door shut.

Camila turned around from where she watched the Subaru pull away to look at the two kids- who were now standing in front of her with matching expressions. Mischief gleamed through their chocolatey eyes as they stared down their babysitter.

This was going to be a long night.

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And that's part one! I should probably make a title for this... And I'll prolly post this on ao3! It's been a hot minute since I actually posted a fic on there... Let me know what you think potential reader!

[omigooness]

If I was going to sort me, and my friends into the four GoT families,

Stark:

Avery : verr pretty, and ugly at the same time

Kevin(Todd Alison) : knows a lot of things

Ann(hatstall) : seems to love Avery

Emily : cause she is so pretty

Kylyna : somtimes my only friend

LICH : relies on me to destroy planets when he is not there

Lydia : likes Avery

Five(Levi) : for som reason I feel rather fond of him, but i do not know why

Virginia : does she love her mother or not?

Justin Bieber : an old friend

Tsukimi Kurashita : we get along

Lucy Pevensie : children like me

Nyx : funny dog, pretended my mother was her favorite, but I think it was me

June Piper : a twin, leads against me

Vanya Hargreeves : hates me, I get it

Virginia Miller : one of my ocs- maybe she does not hate anywon

Emma Watson : likes me, like she likes Draco, and always has liked Draco

Izuku Midorya : green hair like mine- we are actually quite similar

Reese : a physics teacher, who likes Afrodite

Luca : a boy from elementary school

John Green : evil

Adam : I was not gross in front of him, not at all

Greg : clever kid

McJagger : there are rumors...

Alessia Cara : likes Avery, but I can't tell if she thinks badly of me, so we're cool

Jake the dog : where is the real Jake?

Targaryen:

Light Yagami : (i'm the dorky one)

Lauren Lightfoot : me

Alisha Siddiqi : //b//

Riley Joy : my blood uncle raped a foster cousin, and she had a baby, which is related to me by blood

Gojo Satorou : a very powerful man

Nicholas(Niky) : //b//

Isabella King : //b//

Dale(either half) : //b//

Charles Wallace : considers me family, I know the story

Anika : brave little girl

Rick Sanchez : listens to me, like invader zim

Angelo : liked me in high school

Wednesday Addams: //b//

Angel(my dog) : very pleasant and thoughtful

Nobara : queen material

Megumi : Sean Hammet, is attempting to fix his ways

Maki : thought she liked Avery but seems to like me too

Toge : a very beautiful girl, or at least I think so, anyway

Panda : like Santa Claus, but not horrible

Ayato Naoi : //b//

Tyler Dirden : //b//

Aladdin : upset that I don't like him, but listens, comes from a line of KINGS

Camila(Morticia) : both I and she were tasked to take care of Amai(little Satan)

Eren Jaeger : crazy kid, i like him

Muta Kukichi : //b//

Leondro : 'almost' as crazy as me

Shoto Todoroki : likes women, likes me

Rei Ayanami : likes my son Shinji

Raheel Raad : knows more about me than I thought she did

Rick Sanchez : refuses to hate me (because I can't make him do anything)

Ms Starr : 9th grade english teacher

Napoleon : because he is a mis-fit

Edelweiss : a frightening man

Nat : a dork, like me

Surrey : forced to be here(due to a few recent events)

Baratheon:

Lenin : where are you?

Sukuna : don't die, please, i'm coming

Tyler Joseph : the message man

Paul : belonged in a house where he could rule without question

Alejandra : joined cause of Lenin

Cameron : sort of a dirty boy

Chris : really good at insults

Harmonia : sort of a 'nasty' personality, like her father(nasty being a positive trait, like how I like broccoli)

Alex Conte : Lenin's right hand

Kiev : another nasty boy

Roy Mustang : is reliable, and a play boy

Lucy Lee : a member of the cat dynasty, and listener

Frodo Baggins : what. Am I doing here.

Shinoa Hiragi : somwon who was nice to me, when I was not nice to her, and the first to surprise me like that

Vino : thought I was similar to Chane once

Hideaki Anno : was once Shakespeare

Maddie : did all the coding in POE

Gramma Ann : 'hip crew'

Katherine Brattpfotenhaur : writes fan fictions

Micarah Tewers : cause she has a good sense of humor

Demeter : in the king family

Vine: understands sister very well

Lannister:

Julia : wants to be rich

Laryssa : //b//

Madison Fragnito: much like royalty

Marina Tinkerbella : safe here

Ra : the sun(the sphynx is part lion)

The Doctor : cause he likes Sersei

Sersei Lannister : //b//

George : sort of dirty

Emma King : //b//

Thomas King : no strings attatched

Barron Von Hindenburg : very fancy

Hank Green : i used to be a big fan, still talks to me

Willy Wonka : great at starting businesses, and, letting them fall over

Cosmo : sad little boy

Eric : still thinks i am a woman

Yogi : //b//

Justin Timberlake : was in an entire movie with me

Anagha Pratheep : one of the only people i liked in middle school

Poppy : loves shopping

Uncle Fester : oldest son of a very rich family

Anna Delvi : likes to spend money

Sameena : from India

Annie Leonhart : wanted to be around Marina

I have had at least had a few conversations with everywon here.

[rohad93]

Moonlit Masquerade: Moonlit Ever After Pt 2

Luz hopped off her staff in front of the portal, letting King down to scamper back into the house with Eda and Lilith before she stepped through the door. That uncomfortable magicless feeling washed over her and she shook herself as she dashed out of the old shack.

She jogged to her mother’s house, today was Halloween, so no one walking up and down the street even blinked an eye at her as jogged past in her usual witchy attire, staff on her back.

She'd have to bring Amity here next Halloween. They could do something fun for their first anniversary and just walk around as they were and no one would think twice.

"Mami, you home?" Luz peeked her head in the door, not bothering with knocking.

"Coming, Mija!"

Her mother appeared on the stairs, her hair lying in a shiny, flat curtain against her back and dressed in a knee-length, dark green dress, a belt cinched around her waist.

"Ay, looking good, Mami!" Luz grinned, shooting her a finger gun.

"Thank you, baby, but wait until you see Amity." She smiled knowingly, and color Luz intrigued. She of course was already waiting on bated breath to see her soon to be wife, but her mother making mention of it has her even more excited.

"Was she beautiful in her dress? I mean, I know she must be, she's always beautiful, even when she first gets up and is grumpy and has bed head and morning breath…," Luz rambled excitedly and her mother just smiled knowingly at her. It was always nice to see the ways in which Luz hadn’t changed while she was away; made it feel like she hadn’t missed quite so much.

"That girl just owns you, heart and soul, doesn't she?" Camila laughed, bringing her rambling to a halt and Luz chuckled, cheeks pink, scratching the back of her head.

"Yeah." She can only nod in agreement, she couldn’t even think to deny it.

"As for her dress, you'll just have to wait and see, Mija."

"I'd rather wait till tonight anyway." Luz shrugged with a smile. "Are you ready to go?"

"Si, si, let's go, you need to start getting ready, your hair is a mess." Her mother fussed, trying to smooth her windswept locks.

"I'll fix it after I shower," Luz laughed, but resigned herself to letting her mother fuss over her.

When they returned to the Owl House Gus and Edric were waiting there, dressed in their matching dark blue dress shirts under black vests and coats. Luz is glad to see that Edric has shaved off his mustache. She didn’t mind it, but she knew Amity hated it and was threatening to ban him from all photos if he didn’t shave it off.

“You guys are early!” Luz smiled as they walked into the house. Camila greeted the boys before walking into the kitchen where the Clawthorne sisters were sitting at the kitchen table.

“Better early than late, right?” Edric grinned.

“Amity would kill you.” Luz grinned back.

“Too true, sis.” Edric nodded sagely, arms crossed over his chest.

“Are you excited?” Gus grinned gleefully at her, bouncing on his toes.

“Very, I gotta go shower and get dressed. You guys got everything else taken care of?”

“Everything is set up at the tree.” Gus nodded.

“We stopped by the school too, they have everything just about set up there too,” Edric gave her a thumbs up.

“Great, I’ll be back in a little bit!” she hurried up the stairs and the sound of the shower running followed.

Two hours to curtain time and everyone in the owl house was in the living room, waiting on Luz.

“Have you heard from the girls today?” Lilith looked at Edric who nodded.

“Em just messaged me that they’re leaving for the school now, so everything is on schedule,” he confirmed.

“Now if we can just get the other bride to get a move on,” Eda snorted, crossing her arms over her chest.

“She should be down any minute now,” Lilith replied.

As if summoned, a door closed upstairs and Luz thumped down the stairs.

“How do I look?” Luz asked nervously as she finally appeared from upstairs, making her family look up, and they went quiet.

Luz stood in front of them in her shiny dress shoes and white pants, her button-up shirt a vivid violet, tucked into her pants under the white vest and tie knotted smoothly against her neck. Her long hair combed back carefully, laying against her back atop the matching white, tailed coat.

She does a little spin and Camila is already tearing up as she looks at her, while her soon to be brother-in-law whistles.

“You look amazing, Luz!” Gus gushes.

“Sharp as ever, Kid.” Eda smiles at her softly from the couch.

“Amity will be smitten even further, if possible, the moment she lays eyes on you,” Lilith agreed with a nod and smile as Luz chuckled.

“Thanks, guys.” she fretted nervously with the buttons of her coat and smoothed the perfectly straight, bright white tie.

“Why all the white? No one here believes you're a virgin,” Eda cackled and Luz flushed brightly against the stark color. Camila shook her head, exasperated by the gray-haired witch. Edric wheezed at that while Gus just flushed.

“I just liked how it looked…,” she mumbled.

“You look wonderful, Mija,” Camila assured her, walking up to her smoothing her coat before cupping her cheeks in her hands. “¡Oh, mi bebé se va a casar!” Camila smooshed her cheeks as her eyes got misty.

“Mami, por favor…,” Luz begged, prying her mother’s hands off her cheeks.

“¡Amity es una chica muy afortunada!” Camila sniffled, making Luz smile.

“I think I’m the lucky one…,” Luz mumbled, grinning at her mother, who smiled at that.

“Yeah, yeah, you’re both very lucky, you can be sickeningly in love together for the rest of your lives,” Eda broke the moment with a grin. “Are we ready or what?”

“We got the rings?” Gus asked and King held up the two boxes in his clawed hands. “Do you have your vows?” he turned to Luz.

“Vows?” Luz repeated, blinking before she slaps her hands against her face. “...I forgot to write vows…,” she said quietly, staring wide-eyed into the air with horror, mouth hanging open and Eda starts to laugh uncontrollably, doubling over on the couch as Edric snorts, trying to choke back his laughter while Lilith sighs, shaking her head, fingers pressed to her temple.

“Luz…,” Gus sighed, pressing his hands to his face.

“Mija…” her mother is shaking her head tiredly.

“It’s okay! I got this, I am a master of improv!” she insists. “I mean, it’s basically just saying things I love about Amity, I can do that in my sleep!”

“She can, I’ve heard her yammering about her in her sleep.” King nodded, rolling his eyes.

“See?” Luz held her hands at the demon.

“I dunno if this is the best time to be practicing your improv, Luz,” Gus said, worried.

“Well we have to leave now, there’s no time to write any,” Lilith sighed.

“Ride with me kid, you can jot down some thoughts on the way over,” Eda said, finally standing, and wiping mirthful tears out of her eyes.

“I don’t need to write anything down, trust me, I got this!” Luz insists, hands on her hips.

“It’s your wedding/ funeral.” Eda shrugs and holds out her hand, something crashes in the bowels of the house before her staff flies into her hand. “Let’s get this matrimony show on the road!”

They pile out of the house into the front yard.

“Come on, Mami, you can ride with me,” Luz said as she hopped on her staff.

Camila nervously climbed on behind her and Luz grinned as she clung to her as they lifted off the ground.

Edric and Gus are already taking off on their own staves with Eda and Lilith behind them, Luz following along a little slower for her mother’s sake, who clings to her tightly.

“It's okay, Mami, I may never have learned to drive, but I am a master with a staff,” she promised.

Camila squeezed her tighter. Luz just smiled to herself and kept flying, slow and even toward the cliffside where they were getting married.

Amity and the rest of the girls were going to be at the school while Luz and the boys would go straight to the tree. The sun was starting to dip below the horizon, the moon already rising across the sky, and it’s blue hue was apparent to all, though it yet had no light of its own as the sun’s bright orange rays drowned it out as it dropped below the horizon line, casting bright oranges and pinks across the sky.

Luz smiled to herself as they approached, she could see the bright pink tree standing tall over the rest of the forest. When they touched down she grinned to herself, the tree was still in full bloom, even though its pink leaves and flowers were slowly falling from their branches with every stray gust of wind. Even better were the hundreds of little orbs of light floating in the air above them, lighting the area up with their gentle glow.

It was a simple set up, there was a long dark rug stretched from under the tree, back out into the forest toward the school, where a large curtain had been set up in the trees where Amity would appear later. The cliffs on the other side and several rows of white folding chairs on either side,

A few people had already arrived and were sitting around talking, including Bump, several of the council members, and some of her and Amity’s friends and old allies from the various covens.

It was happening here in just a scant hour. They were getting married.

Luz swallowed, suddenly feeling a little stiff as she looked around at everything. Was her tie too tight? She suddenly found it hard to breathe and wondered for a moment if her PTSD was choosing this moment to make the worst timed appearance of all time, but there’s no quiet buzzing under her skin or whispering in the back of her mind, it’s blissfully quiet, though she suddenly feels an anxiousness settle in the pit of her stomach. It feels different than the kind that usually accompanies one of those days.

She fidgeted with her sleeves, foot-tapping anxiously on the ground, drawing both her mothers’ gaze.

“Mija?” Camila looks at her, concerned.

“You okay, Kid?” Eda tilts her head.

“YEaH…” her voice cracked a little and she cleared her throat. “Yeah, I just…” She glanced around, unsure.

“Oh,” Eda smirked, seeming to catch on. “Finally getting cold feet?” she asked knowingly.

“What? No! I just… I dunno, I just feel so nervous all of a sudden.” she frowned.

“That’s perfectly normal, Luz.” Her mother laid a hand on her shoulder, squeezing gently. “This is a big step in your relationship with Amity, a lifelong commitment, It's natural to be nervous," she soothed.

"Yeah, you still wanna marry her right?" Eda slapped her hand atop Luz's other shoulder.

"Of course I do!" Luz nodded. "I guess it's just… it never felt like this day was ever actually going to get here… now it is and It's like I just did a milk shot. My stomach is all squirmy." She placed her hands over her stomach, frowning.

"I felt the same way before I married your Papi," Camila admitted and that made Luz's racing nerves screech to a grinding halt.

The most she knew about her dad was that he had died before she was born, her mother had never wanted to talk about it when she was a kid, always telling her that they would talk about it when she was older, but then she'd vanished for the last six years. It had never really bothered her, she'd just gotten used to functioning as though she didn't have a dad, since she actually never had, and she had being the school weirdo to contend with most of her first fourteen years.

"Huh?" Is all she can get her mouth to say as she looks at her mother.

Camila's smile is soft and sad. It had been over twenty years, but she still found it hard to talk about, she'd even gone as far as getting rid of all the photos, they had just been too painful to look at at the time and pictures of their daughter had taken up the spaces left empty on the walls shortly after.

Till Luz had vanished, then they too had been packed away, but she had gotten her baby back and more in the form of her soon to be daughter-in-law.

"We'll talk about it soon, I promise, Luz, but for now, trust me, this is normal and once you see Amity all those nerves will go away.” Camila smiled at her daughter.

“Yeah,” Eda threw in. “I’ve been watching you two be grossly in love for six years, you two are sickeningly perfect for each other.” She grinned, squeezing Luz’s shoulder.

Luz took a deep breath and tried to quell the flipping in her stomach.

“Right, I know… I should go... talk to some of the guests…,” she mumbled before walking over to the coven heads who were seated already.

“Hmm, we should keep an eye on her…” Eda set a fist on her hip and Camila nodded as they watched Luz chat with the group of witches.

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Amity took a deep breath as she stared at herself in the mirror, smoothing the imaginary wrinkles from her dress, her fingers brushing the brooch Luz had given her, pinned to the left of her chest, she never took it off. Just next to it, beneath the top of her dress was the power amulet Lilith had given her for her fifteenth birthday, she was never without that either, it had saved her life a few times during her many battles, and powered the final spell of the war.

Another pillar crashed to the floor, in the wake of Amity’s flaming abomination, set ablaze by Luz’s glyphs shoved inside of it and raising a cloud of dust and debris that stung her eyes as the two teenagers dived behind another pillar to catch their breath while the creature distracted the weakened Emperor.

The castle was shaking and trembling as witches fired off spell after spell in every hall and corridor in the place. Rebels and loyalists fighting bitterly everywhere, dust fell from the ceiling with the force of the magics that battered the walls and ceilings from every direction. Even the floor beneath their feet is a mass of broken and loose stone from the force of the attacks being flung about the room.

Amity hissed, looking down at her leg, blood was dripping down her calf and into her boot, but she didn’t have time for that, she could tend her injuries when Belos was dead.

“I’m nearly at my limit…,” Luz panted quietly, knees shaking and Amity sucked in a sharp breath at that.

Once, Luz had claimed that her glyphs didn’t suck up energy or make her tired the way Amity’s own spellcasting did. One thing the war had taught them was that that was horribly untrue. Luz had just never needed to expend that much energy on the small glyphs she usually used in day to day life to notice the drain. Hours or even days of endless fighting had proved that her form of magic did suck up her energy, till she could barely lift her head, an alarming thing they had discovered after the first few battles of the war. After that, Luz had to learn to better monitor and sparse out her magic, though it certainly made her a much shrewder and acute fighter.

Amity grit her teeth, she’s exhausted too. It had been a blow for blow firefight just to get them to this point, then just to weaken him enough that he could no longer meld into the floors and walls. She cursed under her breath, she knows she can’t do this alone, and the others are all fighting elsewhere, their next attack is going to be their last and they need to make it count, or every spilled drop of blood and snuffed out life will have been for nothing.

An explosion sends bits of singed abomination goo across the room, beyond its ability to reform. Their time is nearly up.

Her mind is a whirling mass of thoughts.

“Come out, children.” Belos’ low voice echoed in the cavernous room, but she can tell it’s strained. They’re not the only ones injured. Amity squeezed Luz’s arm, drawing exhausted brown eyes to her, allowing her to see the long cut, seeping blood on her cheek.

“I need you to hold on just a little longer, love. I have a plan.” Amity’s voice is a tight whisper in Luz’s ear and her white-knuckled grip on her staff tightens further as she jerks a nod.

“Tell me what you want me to do.”

Stone cracks behind the pillar and Belos turns to it, eyes blazing beneath his mask.

He rounds the pillar, staff raised above his head but an abomination lunges around him, covering him in its gelatinous body, and before he can move it glows blue and ice erupts across its gooey flesh, freezing solid around him; trapped.

The crackling of a portal, makes him turn his head as far as he can to see the two teenagers appear behind him.

Amity stood behind a trembling Luz as she held a fire glyph in front of her. Between the ice glyphs and the portal, Amity’s left arm wrapped tightly around her waist is all that keeps her standing, and sheer willpower is all that stands between Amity and passing out.

Amity reached around, power amulet in hand, and grabbed Luz’s trembling hand gripping the glyph card, the stone amulet pressed between their skin is warm, alive with magic she’s been storing for months and she wills the stored power free.

They were both enveloped in the bright magenta glow and then the glyph blazed to life and fire erupted like a volcano from it, the sweltering heat licks at their skin, and the thunderous sound of the roaring blaze pounds in their ears.

Their eyes slammed shut against the blinding, white-hot light. It seemed to drag on and on, before finally, the amulet’s power is expended and the flames faded to flickering embers, leaving them in the dimly lit room, blinking away the spots in their vision.

Luz panted, slipping to her knees, and Amity drops behind her, head on her shoulder and arms limp. They poured everything they had left into that one spell.

When her vision finally cleared, Amity, with great effort, lifted her head to find that where the Emperor had once stood is nothing more than a large, smeared, black stain against the singed stone wall. A pile of ash is all that remains, along with a half-melted, broken staff.

She waits, holding her breath, eyes flickering around the room, as if waiting for him to pop out of the shadows and finish them both, it would be easy, they’re boneless and have nothing left to give, but the longer they sit there on their knees, Luz’s ragged panting the only sound in the room, nothing happens. Her grip on Luz tightens and tears prick at the corner of her eyes.

“He’s ...dead…” her choked voice is foreign to her own ears, but it makes Luz lift her head and she looks at the smeared pile of ash that is all that remains of the once tyrant Emperor of The Boiling Isles.

“It's over…” her voice is barely a whisper and she’s so tired. She relaxes and her consciousness slips away, body slumping to the floor.

“Luz?… Luz!” Amity leans down, pressing a pointed ear to Luz’s back, and relaxes when she hears the steady rhythm beating inside her chest. It takes the last dregs of her strength to pull Luz’s limp body up so her head lays against her chest.

They stay there until the rest of the rebellion bursts into the throne room and finds them, both unconscious on the floor together.

She shook her head, casting away those thoughts, and drags her finger away from the amulet. She hasn’t had to use it since, but its presence is comforting. She knows the devastating power she can unleash with it.

A knock on the empty classroom door makes her jerk.

“Come in.” She glanced over her shoulder as her sister poked her head in the door and smiled as she looked at her sister in her dress, auburn hair done in perfect, bouncy curls, and her makeup done immaculately, if Emira did say so herself, she had done it after all.

“Hey sis, we got like, thirty minutes, you bout ready?”

Amity nodded, still fiddling with her clothes as Emira stepped into the room, closing the door behind her.

“Still nervous?” she smiled gently as she stood behind her and Amity looked at her in the reflection of the mirror.

“Actually, no. I was this morning, I thought I was going to throw up after breakfast but now I’m just… excited.” She smiled and Emira grinned at her and flicked a few of her curls with her finger.

“You should be, Ed was just here, apparently our new little sis looks sharp enough to cut. Said you better hold tight to your heart when you see her,” Emira laughed and Amity’s smile turned into a toothy grin. Luz was pretty content most of the time to just throw on something clean under her cloak, but Amity was intimately aware of her ability to turn the knob all the way to the max on her appearance when she wanted. More than once she had left Amity near speechless on special occasions, and as far as special occasions went, she couldn’t think of one Luz would put more effort into than their wedding.

“I’ll do my best,” Amity chuckled.

“Alright, we’ll be waiting out front when you’re ready.” She threw over her shoulder as she turned to go. Amity nodded and the door closed. She took another breath and picked up the bouquet of blood-blossoms sitting on one of the desks and smiled at them, running her fingers over the petals The flowers always made her think of Luz, being the same kind she had once put on her locker.

She’d been the first one to ever gift flowers to her.

Actually, Luz had been her first… well, everything. Crush, kiss, girlfriend, love.

She won’t say first wife, because that implied that she might have a second someday and Amity has no plans to ever let that happen, and maybe it’s naive, but she’s sure that she’s going to be with the human all the rest of her life.

They’ve known lots of other couples over the years and it always astounded both of them how some other couples could argue about things that could so easily be fixed if they just talked about it. Sure, they fight sometimes, but never for long and never anything like the screaming matches they’ve witnessed other couples have. Ugly, knock-down drag outs that leave someone in tears. The only times they’ve left the other in angry tears have been because the other did something dangerously stupid.

Usually, it was Amity, but after the battle at the knee, it had been Luz, who had screamed at her for fifteen minutes while sobbing. Maybe it wasn’t the smart thing to do, too so carelessly throw her life around, but she meant it and means it still. She would always put her life on the line for her and that argument was quickly ended by Amity telling her that she damn well would have done the same thing and she knew it, and her life was worth no more or less then Luz’s

That stopped the screaming, but it didn’t stop the tears, it took a while for those to stop.

It’s strange when she thinks about it, loving someone so wholly and fiercely that the threat of her own death seems like such a trivial thing in the face of losing her, that someone can make her feel so totally fearless in one moment and then terrified to breathe the next.

Amity huffs, smiling to herself. It sounds so sappy, like something straight out of the pair’s favorite book series, but she and Luz have a powerful bond, forged first out of love and affection, then the complete and total trust that could only come from being tempered with blood and the fires of war.

If Luz told her to jump off a cliff Amity knows she would do it because she trusts Luz above all else; she always had a plan.

Amity rolled her eyes at herself. She’s such a sap, not that Luz is any better, which makes her feel a little better.

Their friends are right.

They are gross.

There’s a knock on the door and Amity straightened.

“I’m coming, Em!”

The door opened but her sister didn’t say anything. Amity turned and stopped.

“Dad…,” she breathes as she stared back at her father, standing in the doorway.

Alador Blight smiled at her.

“May I come in?” he asked her.

“Of course!” she nods and he stepped into the room, closing the door behind him.

She can only stare at him as he crossed the room to stand in front of her, gold eyes aglow in the last bits of light coming in the classroom window, the sun has set, but a faint orange glow still rests on the horizon, slowly being overtaken by the blue glow of the bright, full, blue moon that is rising overhead.

“You look breath-taking, Amity.”

“Thank you, I’m glad you came.” she smiled at him, and she is. For all their disconnects over the years and her hurt feelings at his absence as a child, she can’t stop loving the man in front of her, and because she knows her dad loves her, he wouldn’t be here if he didn’t.

Alador’s smile fades at that.

“I apologize for not being able to send Thrasus to you sooner, I have been rather preoccupied with your mother.” Nothing about that surprised Amity, but his next words did. “Getting her to agree to unbind our eternal oath has been a tiresome affair.” His brows furrowed between his eyes, frown deepening.

“What?!” Amity blinks wildly at that, her eyes dart to her father’s left hand, and sees that he no longer wore the gold band that had sat on his finger since before she could remember.

Alador folded his hands behind his back and looked pensive.

“I loved your mother dearly once, but I have realized in recent years that I let that blind me to certain things that I should have seen, especially things concerning you and your siblings.” He looked so tired right now, the lines in his face are deep rivers around her mouth and beneath his eyes. “When you left Blight manor to live with Luz they suddenly became clear, and after questioning Edric and Emira, I’m ashamed to admit that I let so much get by me that should not have, and for that, I am truly sorry, Amity.”

Amity chewed her bottom lip. She wants to say it’s fine, but it isn’t and they both know it. Luz told her once that it was okay to not be okay, and she was right.

“Thank you.” Is what she settles on and Alador nods.

“I've spent the last three years trying to understand and find that woman I once know, but after you came to the Manor and told us about the wedding, I realized that she does not exist anymore.” He turned his head away and Amity can see the sorrow on his face. She reached out and took his hand, drawing his gaze back to her.

“It’s over between the two of you?” she questions and he nods.

“I’m sorry,” and she means that. She’s sorry her father is hurt.

“To be completely honest with you, I don’t think the woman I knew ever existed, I chose not to see. I’ve always known that your mother did not care for me the same way I cared for her, but I hoped it was more than I thought. I could have spared myself twenty-five years of wasted time had I been willing to accept that when I was young, I did not, but despite that, I can’t find it in myself to regret all that time.”

“How can you not regret wasting half your life on someone you know didn’t love you back?” Amity can’t understand that at all.

Alador only chuckled at that as he looked at her, gold eyes the same shade as her own staring back at her. He turned his hand over to hold her, dwarfed in his much larger one as he held her hand between both of his.

“Because what I got was worth much more.”

Amity fully anticipated she would cry today, expected it, but not before the wedding even started.

Alador tuts and pulls the kerchief from his breast pocket and dabs at her wet eyes.

“There is no time for that, Amity. If you’re going to cry, then save those tears for Luz.”

She laughs, despite herself and nods, willing back the water.

“I’m glad to know that you won’t face a similar problem in the future”

“How can you know that?” she asked, she knows it’s true, she does, if there is one thing in life she doesn’t doubt, it’s Luz.

“I’ve seen the way that woman looks at you enough times to know that she cares for you just as dearly as you do for her,” Is her dad’s simple answer. “I’m sure you’ll be quite preoccupied after the ceremony, so I came to tell you that I’m proud of you, Amity, you’ve proven yourself to be so much stronger than I could have ever hoped.”

Amity just smiles and Alador pulled his pocket watch from his pocket and popped open the face.

“I believe it’s time for you to go, my dear.” He smiled and Amity nodded. He turned and started for the door.

“Dad…,” Amity called and he stopped, turning to look at her over his shoulder. She hesitates for a moment but carries on. “Would you walk me down the aisle?”

His eyes widened at that and he turned to face her completely.

He looks like he wants to question her, she can see the jump in his jaw, through his mouth never opens to voice any of them.

“Yes,” he finally said and Amity smiled, and walked up to him, slipping her arm through his.

“Then we better go.”

He nods, and they leave the school.

[theadusa]

All the dramas I’ve watched in 2020

These are all the dramas that I watched in 2020, with some review there should be NO Spoilers. I think I watched a lot more than usual probably because what else am I supposed to do between school and quarantine. So this is gonna be a long one...

Crash Landing on You (Lee Jung-hyo, 2019-2020)

Main Leads: Hyun Bin and Son Ye-jin

Episodes: 16, 70 to 110 Minutes 

Thoughts: I enjoyed this drama, and it was a good one to start 2020 with. I thought it was a perfect blend of romance, comedy, heartfelt, found family, action, and some tragedy. I would highly recommend it, especially for those who are new to Kdramas. Also fun fact this is my first Hyun Bin drama. Rating: Fun and adorable

Tale of Nokdu (Kim Dong-hwi, 2019)

Main Leads: Jang Dong Yoon and Kim So Hyun

Episodes: 32, 35 minutes

Thoughts: I actually started watching this when it was airing but I stopped around episode 13 because of my busy schedule and finished it in the new year. I adore the main couple, the romance, comedy, the found family, and the women center story. I thought it shined the brightest when it was focused on the group and its funny and warm moments but once it got too political it kinda fell flat. I loved the ending, however. Also, I really like Jang Dong Young as an actor, I saw him in Solomon’s Perjury��(2016) and Mr. Sunshine (2018) and I loved how he played Nok Du too. Rating: I love a women’s only widow village

I’ll Find You When The Weather is Nice (Han Ji-seung, 2020)

Main Leads: Seo Kang Joon and Park Min Young

Episodes: 16, 60 minutes 

Thoughts: I really liked this drama, probably one of my favorites this year. As you will notice I enjoy quieter and more slow-burn stories. Also, I am a fan of Park Min Young she tends to pick more interesting and strong-willed female roles, so it is really enjoyable to watch.  Rating: makes me want to own a book store.

King: The Eternal Monarch (Kim Eun-sook, 2020)

Main Leads: Lee Min Ho and Kim Go Eun

Episodes: 16, 70 Minutes

Thoughts: Confession; I am actually not the biggest fan of Lee Min Ho, nothing against him I just hate rich bratty characters and he tends to play them. However, I surprisingly really liked his character, he wasn’t a rich brat he actually was likable. I also really like Kim Go Eun, she is actually one of the main reasons why I watched and also with all the hype around it. Woo Do Hwan, who I have always liked, stole the whole show, however. I didn’t hate it like a lot of people, I really liked the characters, I liked the romance and the action. Also, Lee Min Ho and Kim Go Eun’s hugs were absolutely fabulous. It wasn’t my favorite and there were too many product placements, but I don’t think it was the worst drama this year. Rating: Lukewarm 

A Piece of your mind (Lee Sang-yeob, 2020)

Main Leads: Jung Hae In and Chae Soo Bin

Episodes: 12, 70 minutes

Thoughts: I actually really liked this drama despite the low views, again I’m big on slow burn stories and character focus. I believe the episodes were cut from 16 to 12 I don’t know exactly why maybe because of the Pandemic or due to viewership or a mixture of both. Despite its being cut short I really liked the ending, and I thought the two leads were sweet. Rating: Wish we had more time to develop the characters.

Its Okay not to be Okay (Park Shin Woo, 2020) 

Main Leads: Kim Soo Hyun and Seo Yea Ji and Oh Jung Se 

Episodes: 16, 70 to 85 minutes

Thoughts: Out of all the dramas I talked the most about this one. I have always been a fan of Seo Yea Ji since Save Me (2017) and Lawless Lawyer (2018) and I am happy to see her getting more recognition because of this role. The entire cast was amazing and I think I cried every episode. Such a good and heart-wrenching drama which is why I chose to watch it before work every time. Rating: I would let Seo Yea Ji stab me with a knife anytime.

Mystic Pop up bar (Jeon Chang-geun, 2020) 

Main Leads: Hwang Jung Eum and Yook Sung Jae and Choi Won Young

Episodes: 12, 70 minutes

Thoughts: I actually watched this while I was watching Its Okay Not to Be Okay and it was a nice balance to it because this was more of a found family story with less heartbreaking moments. Though it did have its share of heartbreak. I really liked all the characters and their relationship. Also, I am a sucker for bureaucratic fantasy/ magic, and kdramas are so good at it. Rating: I wish it was 16 episodes. 

When the Camila Bloom (Cha Yeong Hoon, 2019) 

Main Leads: Gong Hyo Jin and Kang Ha Neul

Episodes: 20, 63 to 75 minutes

Thoughts: I liked the story overall, the romance was cute and the mystery was interesting but I thought the family expectations was the best part of the story. This was not my favorite drama, but it was enjoyable and heartfelt. I watched it right after It's Okay Not to Be Okay and while I was watching Flower of Evil (2020) which probably is why I was so underwhelmed by it. Rating: Sweet romance and adorable found family.

Flower of Evil (Kim Cheol Kyu, 2020) 

Main Leads: Lee Joon Gi and Moon Chae Won

Episode:16, 70 minutes

Thoughts: This was my favorite drama of this year. I went into this drama not thinking much of it, and I mainly watched it as a post drama blues drama. It was an action and thriller which I mainly don’t get attached to plus I am a huge fan of Lee Joon Gi. I should have known better, I cared so much about all the characters, the acting phenomenal, also every time they showed their hands I cried. This drama left me shriveled and empty inside. Rating: Lee Joon Gi will literally kill me one day. 

Put Your Head On My Shoulders (Zhu Dongning, 2019) 

Main Leads: Xing Fei and Lin Yi 

Episodes: 24, 40 to 45 minutes

Thoughts: This is the first Chinese drama on this list. I thought it was cute, I liked the couple and thought it was alright. I started to dislike the male lead later in the series but it was overall fine. It was basic and sweet with very little drama. Rating: It did its job.

The School Nurse Files ( Lee Kyoung Mi, 2020)

Main Leads: Jung Yu Mi and Nam Joo Hyuk

Episodes: 6,  45 to 57 minutes

Thoughts: This is probably my second favorite drama. I couldn’t tell what happened in the drama but I loved it. I thought it was weird and fascinating, and just so magical. I loved the children and just how the whole school was just off its rocker. I also think that Nam Joo Hyuk does really well in serious roles, and I thought he did a really good job here. Rating: 1 jelly heart.  

Mr. Heart (Park Sun Jae, 2020) 

Main Leads: Cheon Seung Ho and Lee Se Jin

Episodes: 8, 11 Minutes

Thoughts: This was 8 episodes of start fluff and I adored it. Apparently, it is apart of a BL series by Park Sun Jae and there is a movie version that I haven’t watched. If you want to destress and watch just fluff this is the show for you. Rating: If it is any sweeter I would be going to the dentist. 

You are My Destiny ( Ding Ying Zhou, 2020) 

Main Leads: Xing Zhao Lin  and Liang Jie

Episodes: 36, 45 minutes

Thoughts: I hated this drama, I thought it was the worst thing ever. I don’t know why I even watched all 36 episodes. Apparently, it is a remake of a popular 2008 Twaniese drama Fated to Love You and there is a Korean remake of it as well. I have watched neither of them, so I was brand new to this story. I hated, despised the male lead. He was whiny, entitled, and an asshole. The only good part of the drama was the male and female lead actually had a lot of chemistry, unfortunately, they are playing awful characters. Rating: This was made in 2020???

First Romance (Ding Pei, 2020) 

Main Leads: Wan Peng and Riley Wang

Episodes: 24, 45 Minutes

Thoughts: This is another Chinese drama. Similar to Mr. Heart (2020) this show was super fluffy. I really liked the main couple they seem to respect each other and they both had adorable crushes on each other. I loved the whole dumb jock and dumb artist dynamic it was so funny. Rating: Cute!!! 

Lost Romance ( Eri Hao, 2020) 

Main Leads: Marcus Chang and Vivian Sung

Episodes: 20, 70 minutes 

Thoughts: This is the only Twainese drama on this list. I think I liked this drama, I actually only remember very little of this drama. I like the CEO in the real world more than the book world, and I also really liked the female lead except she lowkey stalked the CEO like that was not okay. Rating: I think I liked it???

When We Were Young ( Deng Ke, Liu Guo Hui, 2018)

Main Leads: Neo Hou and Wan Peng and Gala Zhang and Pan Mei and Ye Marcus Li

Episodes: 24, 45 minutes

Thoughts: I really liked this film, I loved all the characters and thought it was all very heartfelt. I cried like a baby, and Hua Biao was such a touching and relatable character. And the whole grandma story hit so close to home. Rating: Made me cry like a baby.

Moment of 18 ( Sim Na Yeon, 2019)

Main Leads: Ong Seong Wu and Kim Hyang Gi

Episodes: 16, 70 minutes

Thoughts: I really liked this drama, and I thought the romance was so cute. I also really liked the relationship between the moms and was sad that the rich mom was a bitch and ruined the friendship. I also wasn’t a big fan of the ending, but I loved the rest of it. Rating: The main lead is part of a boy group because he had a random singing moment. 

Perfect and Casual ( Li Shuang, 2020) 

Main Leads: Miles Wei and Xu Ruo Han

Episodes: 24, 45 minutes

Thoughts: This is another Chinese drama on this list. I’m pretty sure it's considered an Idol drama so that sets your expectations. I really liked this drama a lot, I am a big fan of contract marriages and I thought the leads were so cute together. Also, this is the first contract marriage drama where the leads don’t break up which I like. A lot of the drama came from outside of the relationship. Rating: You can’t analyze love.

Le Coup De Foudre ( Wang Zhi, 2019) 

Main Leads: Janice Wu and Zhang Yujian

Episodes: 35, 45 minutes

Thoughts: My favorite Chinese drama on this list. I loved this drama, I thought it was sweet and simple and the main couple was so realistic. Unpopular opinion I disliked the second couple and the best friend I thought she was annoying and brattish. However, I adore the main couple and their relationship. Rating: Realistic sweet romance. 

More Than Friends ( Choi Sung Bum, 2020)

Main Leads: Ong Seong Wu and Shin Ye Eun

Episodes: 16, 70 minutes

Thoughts: I enjoyed the overall story and characters. I loved the group and their relationships. Also, Young-Hee made me cry, and her relationship with Hyun Jae was so sweet. The main leads were also sweet, and I related a lot to Lee So. I just didn’t like the back and forth. Rating: How many times can we break up in a drama. 

Be With You ( Zhou Miao, 2020) 

Main Leads: Ji Xiao Bing and Zhang Ya-Qin

Episodes: 24, 45 minutes

Thoughts: This is the last Chinese drama I watched this year. It was alright, the romance was sweet, I really like the female lead, and the male lead was nice to look at. It was okay. Also, the second couple was so ??? She was his boss, enemy, and older than him, what?? Rating: Sometimes you need to fall in love to be creative. 

Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo ( Kim Kyu Tae, 2016) 

Main Leads: Lee Joon Gi and Lee Ji Eun (IU) 

Episodes: 20, 60 minutes

Thoughts: I know I am really late watching this, but I finally did. I went in knowing this would hurt me and Lee Joon Gi already scared me this year ( damn this man) so I was fully prepared. I really wasn’t,  it so much. (SPOIlERS) When Wang Eun and Park Soon Deok died I sob like a baby (SPOILER ENDING). It took me a long time to finish this show because its heart so much, like it physically hurt me. The show was really good, and heartbreaking, and the ending stabs me in the heart 20 times. Rating: Lee Joon Gi is trying to kill me with tears. 

Persona ( Lee Kyoung Mi, Yim Pil Sung, Jeon Go Woon, and Kim Jong Kwan, 2019) 

Main Leads: Lee Ji Eun (IU) 

Episodes: 4, 19 to 27

Thoughts: This is a collection of mini-films by directors. 4 separate stories are starring Lee Ji Eun. I thought all of them good, especially “ Kiss Burn” and “Walking at Night.” There isn’t much else to this, more than it is an artistic display of filmmaking. Rating: Hipster Kdrama

Come and Hug Me ( Choi Joon-bae, 2018) 

Main Leads: Jang Ki-Yong and Jin Ki-Joo

Episodes: 32, 35 minutes

Thoughts: I actually just finished this show today. I really liked it, I thought it was both sweet and heartwarming/wrenching. I hated that one journalist and the public like why are they blaming a victim. I didn’t watch it with my full mind because I’ve been distracted lately, but I did enjoy it. Rating: another cute but sad couple. 

Movies I watched this year: 

Spell Bound ( Hwang In Ho, 2011)

Main Cast: Son Ye Jin and Lee Min Ki

Running Time: 114 Minutes

Thoughts: I watched this at like 12 am after a bad day and it was cute. I love RomCom fantasy, which I think Korean media does really well. I don’t know what else to say except it is a really cute romance. Rating: Is it the ghost or the butterflies

The Host ( Bong Joon Ho, 2006)

Main Cast: Song Kang Ho and Byun Hee Bong and Park Hae Il and Bae Doona and Go, Ah Sung

Running Time: 119

Thoughts: This film I had to actually watch for class. It was a really good film which is expected from Bong Joon Ho. I love monster films and I thought this was a good rendition of this film. Also, The monster was so cool especially from 2006. I thought it was heartbreaking, stirring, and so beautifully shot. Rating: Oscar-worthy Direction 

Little Forest ( Yim Soon-rye, 2018) 

Main Cast: Kim Tae Ri  and Ryu Jun Yeol and Moon So Ri and Jin Ki Joo

Running Time: 103 minutes

Thoughts: I really, really liked this film. It reminded me so much of I’ll Find You When The Weather is Nice (2020) that I thought that it was based on this film but it isn’t. I have watched this film 3 times since October and every time I watch it have made bread. I really just love everything about this film, how quiet it is, the cinematography, the acting, just everything. Rating: Three loaves of bread. 

Always ( Song Il Gon, 2011)

Main Cast: So Ji Sub and Han Hyo Joo

Running Time: 106 Minutes

Thoughts: I thought it was okay, I watched it while I was knitting so I was distracted a bit. But I thought the couple was sweet, and the characters were interesting. Rating: It's Okay.

       Currently watching 

True Beauty ( Kim Sang-hyeop, 2020-) 

Main Cast: Moon Ga Young and Cha Eun Woo and Hwang In Yeop

Episodes: 16, 70 minutes 

Thoughts: This is currently an ongoing series that is actually really popular. Apparently, it is based on a webtoon, which I haven’t read. I like it so far, I always liked Moon Ga Young and I think she is a great actress. She plays Im Ju Kyung in a likable and insecure way, instead of someone annoying which could easily happen. I will be continuing watching. Rating so far: Okey dokey yo.

Live On ( Kim Sang-woo, 2020-) 

Main Cast: Jung Da Bin and Hwang Min Hyun

Episodes: 8?, 60 Minutes

Thoughts: I really Like this show. The main couple is sweet and supportive. I really like the female lead, I like that she is cold and kinda quiet, but with a sweet spot if you are not a dick. I really like the main relationship conflict comes from friendship instead of romance, I think it makes the show more interesting. Rating: I want to Join a Broadcast group.  

On My List: 

I actually don’t have anything else on my list so if anyone has recommendations please tell me. I am thinking about watching Mr. Queen ( 2020) because I really like Shin Hye Sun. I also want to watch Sweet Home (2020) the Netflix series. But please recommend me some dramas!!!

This is such a long list, and I had fun doing it and going back over all the dramas. I hope everyone has a good New year and that we will have many more good dramas in 2021!

[maree-ff]

Interlude: Remission

CAMILA

Excited, joyful, in lust, anxious, nervous, and overwhelmed. These are all of the emotions I was hit with at three o’clock this morning when I woke up to begin my day. Today officially marks five weeks, seventy-two hours and sixteen minutes since I ruined our relationship. Today also marks the same amount of time that Jorden has completely flipped his switch. His behavior is nothing like Andre or I have ever dealt with. I know I’m to blame for calling off our engagement but it’s almost as if Jorden feels like I took his father away. That was never my intention by any means. I only wanted for Andre and I to take some time out to explore every crevice of our relationship. The energy in our union has been off and I want to know what the root of the issue is.

Papi’s been coming by everyday to bring the kids home from school. He’s even stayed to tuck them in, help me clean up from the aftermath of dinner and then he leaves. He’s been distant, rightfully so, but I miss him! I’ve been yearning for attention and I haven’t craved male companionship in ages! Tonight, I’m going to try and do things differently. I’ve been spying on him to get his schedule for today so I can scheme and coordinate in peace. Andre didn’t pick up the kids today because I asked for his mother to do it herself. The girls are helping me choose what to wear for my weekend away while their baby brother is napping.

Sliding my boots on I tiptoed around the mess I created, rushing to get their opinion. I spun around, danced a little, showing off another outfit I pieced together.

“Okay, nenas...what about this?” I’m frantic. I am supposed to be meeting Dre at a resort in Palm Springs. He has an assignment there for the weekend so I figured this is the perfect time for us to fix what’s broken.

“Shoes..perfect. Outfit..even better.” Zoe smiles assuringly.

Kenja tilted her head left and right before responding to my question. “Perfecto..”

“Perfecto? La verdad o es esa actitud que estoy escuchando?” I sassed her.

“Si..la verdad. Mom, mira la hora por favor.” She pointed out. Glancing at my watch I cursed under my breath, rushing to get out of here. I tossed what I need for the weekend in my bag, smothering my girls in affection. I looped my bag over my shoulder and quietly raced up the steps to check on my youngest baby.

Cautiously I entered his bedroom, blushing at the mere sight of him. “Mommy’s going to fix this nino. I promise. For you and tu hermanas.” Shuffling to his bed I pulled his blanket up over his stomach to keep him warm. “Mommy loves you baby. I’ll see you when I get back and I’ll make sure to kiss Papi for you, if he’ll let me.” I kissed his forehead and backed away before he had the chance to wake up.

I left his room, spoke to Divya briefly and headed straight for Palm Springs.

————  ———— 

Pushing the bottle further down into the ice bucket I turned around to check out the room. I managed to get an extra key to his hotel suite since he’s still out. I got a phone call from Meah saying that he should be arriving shortly.

“Mommy,” I exhaled. Clutching the Bible to my chest I looked out at the sun setting over the horizon. “Necesito su orientación.” My spirit feels alive again. I can feel her. “I need you to walk me through this. I ruined my relationship and I need to get it back. Please watch over me and don’t let me screw this up.” Marking my body in favor of the cross I set the Bible down and put some final touches on his room.

About fifteen minutes later I heard a key unlatch the lock to the room.

“Alright, look I’ll tell you what. Let me look over the proposal, run the account and find the bug.” The door shut and the automatic lock clicking made me jump out of my skin. These goddamn nerves! Quickly I downed one of the shots I poured, needing to calm myself before he saw me. I stood tall by the window, looking out at the montañas and hills. “No man, I will personally take care of the firewall and the hiccup in your account. Why don’t you sen-”

Our eyes met the second his speech paused. With the phone to his ear, he silently set his bag down, looking me up and down. “I will have my assistant contact you so you can get me that file personally. Once I get to the bottom of this I will call you..” he motioned to the glass signaling for me to pour him a drink.

I did as he asked, going ahead to fill two glasses.

“Of course. I’ll get back to you in a few days.” His phone touched the desk as did his jacket. “I’m surprised.” He simply stated.

Closing our distance I handed him the glass, holding my own with two hands. “I know.” I agreed. “Necesitamos hablar.” I sipped on my champagne, reading his energy from the body language he’s showing.

“About?” He too sipped from his glass, going to remove his tie.

“Let me..” I offered. I set my glass down to complete the task I offered to take off his hands. A mass of nothing but fears from my subconscious lodged my airways, making it difficult to look at him. “Habla sobre nosotros, nuestra familia y el futuro de nuestra relación.” The slow movement and slithering sound of his tie falling across his shoulder made my heart skip a beat.

“So let’s talk then. Where should we start? You breaking up our family or completely blind siding me at dinner that night?” I knew this surprise visit from me would be a battle but I wasn’t expecting fire this quickly.

I draped his tie over the back of the chair, not wanting the fabric to catch wrinkles. “Don’t do that. I don’t want to fight with you tonight. For you and for us but not with you.” I created space between us, giving him room to breathe again.

“Why not? There’s enough issues to go around that we can argue about right? Isn’t that what you were saying five weeks ago when you tore our family apart?” He’s agitating me and he knows it. He’s pressing my buttons on purpose but I sympathize with his anger and hurt.

“Everything. Papi, we can fix this. I want to fix this. I broke us apart and for good reason but I want to make it right. I never wanted to hurt you or our family.” The sun has vanished leaving the sky lit up in the most beautiful orange and yellow blend.

“Mm..that’s the memo I got and if I’m correct you did hurt me. You hurt our bond, our love and our kids.” He calmly explained his point, fully raising my nerves.

Snapping my head in his direction I warned him not to steer us down a path we may not recuperate from. He clapped back at me as if I’m not in this fight with him.

“Ay, basta ahora! No me hables así! I hurt myself too, okay? You’re not the only one who got hurt that night alright? Stop trying to make me feel like crap and help me fix the problem!” Waving my hand for him to cut the nonsense out, I paced the floor waiting for him to react.

“What problem, Camila? Tell me what are these problems you speak of? I never saw any facet of our relationship that was broken and needed to be fixed. Were you imagining things that aren't real? What is it?”

“Our chemistry must have been off, Dre. It didn’t feel like old times. Y me estás llaman loco? That’s not fair of you to say! I meant what I said and how I feel is valid. You cannot deny the way I feel! Those are my feelings and I am entitled to them!” I yelled.

He approached me silently, picking up the shot from the tray. He threw it back, poured another two rounds, encouraging me to take second. “Our chemistry? What about our chemistry? Break it down for me. We have all weekend right? That’s why your bag is partially unpacked and you got a second key to the room? Well let’s get to the bottom of this shall we?”

He doesn’t know this but that was my fifth shot since I checked in. The scent of his cologne sent my desire for lust, love, affection, attention, you name it..into overdrive. I rolled my eyes swiftly as he walked past me into the living room of the suite. I followed him thinking of how to recite my feelings.

“Well..I feel like you’re still holding back. You never opened up about what happened to you while you were away. You’ve changed, baby. I recognized the signs when you came home. I didn’t pester you about my concerns because I had enough to deal with already. But you have changed and I just want you to feel comfortable enough to be open with me about what you went through.” Removing my earrings I placed them on the coffee table. Andre was mute. He drew an invisible figure eight with the champagne flute in his hand. “Coming here was intentional my love but stressing you out wasn’t.” I reminded him. I inched over to the large windows, taking in the views with him.

Throwing back the remaining champagne, Andre set the glass down by his feet. “Yeah I changed. I’m ashamed of a lot of events that have taken place over the course of my life. You know that. Being away is at the very top of that list. You know that too. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you. I don’t want to share at all with anyone but God himself. I can’t.” He disagreed.

Cupping the nape of his neck I fingered the smooth hair, getting excited. He hasn’t touched me in weeks and I’m still breastfeeding so my hormones are driving me batshit crazy. I have been forced to stick out this drought between us, calculating how long until I get him back. Allow me to be frank and say that I have ventured down the road of self pleasure but it takes too long. I’m capable of satisfying myself on a small scale but I need him for that soul snatching, big time release.

“I’m not shaming you, papi. I would never do that. Though I strongly urge you to reconsider. God is an excellent choice mi amor pero I-” his hand claimed my throat as he backed me into the glass. The liquor in my bloodstream and on his breath made me want more. “Por favor..” I am prepared to beg, plead or use any other extreme measures I have up my sleeve if this will bring us closer. I cupped his cheek, yet again finding our son in him. Their eyes hold a familiar sense of depth and comfort. “I want to fix this, really. Again I’m sorry love, you must believe me.”

The teaser of his increase in pressure to my neck turned me on. I’m sure that was his intention and I have no objections. He’s never harmed me which is good because I love when he uses force. A little pain feels ten times better when sex and intimacy are around the corner.

“I know.” He huffed. I’m already wet with anticipation. He only added fuel to my fire. He overpowered me, giving off anger and animosity. I’ll take what I can for the time being, wanting what I’ve been deprived of. I can’t decide if I want this first time back into our fold to go by quickly because I’m so hungry or if I want to take my time.

“I want both.” I thought aloud.

Andre ripped through my clothes without any regard for common sense to treat my belongings with respect. “Of?” He uttered quietly.

We disrobed one another not caring that anyone could possibly walk by the room. We’re completely exposed and normally I’d be willing to keep watch for bystanders but tonight I don’t care much. Let them have a show to enjoy.

Tossing the belt he had on somewhere off to the side I rid him of his trousers, dominating the scene. “I want this to last but I’m desperate after five weeks.” I whined. I did not allow him to choose what pace he would rather stick with. “Give me what I want. Answers and attention.” Moving in for the kill I felt the ground lighten up from underneath my feet. I wrapped my legs around his midsection and locked my ankles to keep myself steady. He stumbled still teasing the clasp of my bra.

My body was freed from the confines of my brassiere, leaving me open for the taking. Andre granted my wish. He fucked the soul out of me up against the glass but tenderly and lovingly. We traded off with the power of getting the beauty of both worlds. What feels like angry, make-up sex carried on out to the hot tub that’s acquainted with the room. I gasped for new air, gripping his hip and palming his lower back to force him into me.

I needed a resting place for my head so I sought out the rim of the tub. My brief moment of desiring to speak ceased to exist as he touched two of my favorite spots. My outcry made me tearful and oh so sad. Sex only places a bandaid over our issues but a lovely bandaid it is. We carried on in the hot water and later transported our affairs back inside the room.

The time has come for us to use our words again. Tying my robe closed I lifted my hair up and out. With a heavy heart I studied Andre from several feet away.

“When did you begin to feel the shift?” He asked me, barely looking over his shoulder.

Clearing my throat I swiped my glass from the desk, taking a sip. “Sometime after Jo’s fifth or so doctor appointment. I think..”

Dre’s insincere snicker ruffled my feathers. He took a long drag of the blunt he’s been working for half an hour. Putting it out he sucked in a fresh wave of oxygen only to take his time blowing it back out. “So Ali is the root of your issues with me?”

“Let’s be adults about this. You know damn well that’s not what I’m getting at nor is that what I’m saying. Maybe it was the stress of waiting for all of the test results to come back..” my sentence ran off as did my feet. I walked myself across the room to look out onto the night sky. Finishing off my champagne I built up the courage to explain a selfish mistake I made so long ago. “I still feel guilty for my comment. I didn’t mean it then and I didn’t mean it now. The waiting and re-testing was backing me into such a dark place that I traded in hope for fear. That is no excuse and I have to live with my idiocy at that moment for the rest of my life.” Turning on my heels I zeroed out the space between us. I placed my hands upon his shoulders, molding to his shape wanting to ease the tension in his upper body. “But you were there. You didn’t give up on our son even while I had doubts and bombarded you with my sadness over the matter.”

Inching closer I captured his lips, entangling us to each other for round three. Speaking about our kids brings me back to consciousness. All of the wild sex that we’ve had since Jorden was born has surprisingly not created another child. This troubling and confusing separation has not hindered an inkling of romance. All that’s different is the lack of title.

“We’re supposed..to be talking..” he hummed. I fondled my way into his lap, going head first.

“Not right now we aren’t.” I denied. I’m in the mindset for a specialty cocktail I can’t put a price on. My skin began to heat up from under the robe. It’s my throat, mouth and hands that are the hottest points of me currently. I used my hands, feverishly wanting to bring him all the way up so I could stop and get him angry. His fingers ran through my hair finding the right coordinates to hold my head still. His body shuddered underneath mine as I ramped up my speed so he can feel like he’s in control of the moment. He’s never been allowed to dominate my pace when I’m pleasing him. I was very transparent in the beginning stages of our romantic relationship about why he can’t force me down or hold me still. In exchange we have worked out an arrangement to where he feels like he’s in control but he’s really not.

The overflow of saliva and the tiny bubbles running down over my fingers and wrists turned up my pride. It’s also the sweet melodic manner in which my name and God’s fills the air. I always honor him with his few moments of fame in thinking that I can’t handle his measurements. There are times when I doubt myself. Like the generous man that Andre is, he never comes short with complimenting how charming my tongue is. The hyper speed of his shaft and juevos sliding in and out my mouth brought on the most beautiful feeling. My scalp is tingling from the massage he’s giving me while I’m finishing the one I’m offering him.

His call out to the heavens is making me greedy. I’ll admit to it and I want him to know. Halting, I knelt before him and pushed him down, ultimately mounting him. Our mouths reunited in sync, no exceeding dominance displayed. My back touched down against the plush comforter, he removed my robe, and I used my hands and feet to disrobe him of his pants.

“Cuidarme, yo soy tuyo.” I begged. Our bodies meshed together resembling a fly getting caught in a Venus fly trap. My internal organs accommodated his endowment warmly. I saw darkness as he set himself up with the right momentum. “Ay Dios!” I called on our Heavenly Father several times over in the most disrespectful way. Tightening the grip I have on him I forced eye contact needing to face him head on.

His affirmation of how I’m making him feel calmed my nerves. “Making love to you always feels a step above incredible..” he told me once again.

Blissfully grinning from ear to ear I matched his strides, watching him react just the way I wanted him to. “Mm,” I hummed. “..te sientes mucho mejor.” I moaned heavily. The darkness took over again, shutting down any verbal conversation for the rest of this fight to the top of the mountain.

————  ———— 

Staring at the moon aligned with the stairs I rolled my eyes listening to Andre ramble. He’s been on a hot streak for what seems to be pushing eternity. In reality only a few minutes have lapsed.

“Can you please sit down? Your pacing is unsettling.” I advised him.

“I can’t believe you would even stoop so low to bring Jorden into our problems. I know the testing was hard on you but you can’t place the blame of our downfall on him.”

“I never said Jo was the source of our problems! All I said was that the outcome and the process itself brought me down to a place I had never been before. I have no reason to blame our children for the reason our relationship was severed and I never will. You’re taking my words and running with them trying to make me look like a shit mother and I’m not. I always put our kids first. The reason we’re apart is because of tu y yo! There are no other parties to blame except for us so don’t ever drag anyone into our shit. We made this mess together so we are responsible for cleaning it up!” Standing up to walk around I meddled in my hair only wanting to reflect.

There’s the fight about Gerrard’s initial arrival. That was the first time that Andre accused me of being unfaithful. He hurt me down to the core. I was already battling how to deal with the slander brought to my name and in my place of work. The pain from Gerrard’s doing and the assumption was double what I was expecting.

Exhaling through my nose I picked up my hair, rubbing my scalp. “Dígame, was Gerrard’s first appearance something that stuck around for you? Did you think about that day anytime afterward?” I asked him.

“Sometimes, yeah.” He confessed.

“Why did you do it? I have never understood why you felt the need to question me after our history. I don’t think I’ll ever understand. I’ve never once accused you of anything even at my lowest point so I’m just trying to put the puzzle pieces together here.” As I met his eye I put in a strong effort not to look angry.

Andre’s shoulders fell as he ran his hands over his head. “I just got scared. I had a moment of weakness and took it out on you. I was sorry then for the way I behaved and I’m sorry now. I will forever be sorry.”

“I know. That’s number one. Numbers two, three and so on. Gerrard coming around the second time, the psychos you once called family, Chris… There’s so much heavy shit in your past and in ours as a unit that keeps me up some nights.” Letting my arms fall I crossed them over my chest.

“Are you a-”

Stopping him short I held up my hand swiftly. “I am not angry. I am not sad. I don’t know what I am.”

My shoulders gained weight. I dropped my head to one side feeling my muscles loosen up.

“I have a feeling that I-my mistakes are a part of our downfall. Amongst other things now that I’m diving deep into our past.” He says.

“Que otras cosas? Dígame por favor.”

He claims that all of what I mentioned are the strongest points that broke the very foundation we’ve built. I deny it all. There’s got to be something else that we are missing.

“I owe you my life babe and I know that you hate hearing about my suicide attempt but it’s relevant. That moment in my life will forever be pertinent to many conversations that we share. That memory, despite how painful it is to both of us, plays a key role in why I am the way that I am today. I still don’t see what you see but I do know that I don’t want to lose you.” He resumed the massage on my shoulders, making me feel warm again.

“A little to the right please.” I suggested. He followed orders eliminating all tension in my upper back. “Mira, I don’t take pleasure in giving you the ring back. Deep down I just didn’t feel right wearing such a statement with the way I was feeling. The way that I’m still feeling. I’m not sure how long it will take us to get back to our old ways but I don’t want to lose you either.” I faced him sliding my hands up his chest. “I did not come here to argue and go back and forth. I want to get to the root of the problem hoping that we can find some middle ground and work our way back to normal.” I used him as a place to lay my head.

“Agreed.” He solemnly voiced.

[hiscyarika]

cast your mutuals as Pedro characters?

Oh boy. Okay. So I don’t know Max Lord or Max Phillips enough to cast any of mutuals as those two. I am so sorry to any of my mutuals that I miss. I promise that I love you all 🥺💙

Din Djarin: @longitud-de-onda Camila, you and I haven’t talked much, but you definitely give me Din vibes. You seem really quiet, but you have a very strong sense of right and wrong, and you stick to it, which is something that I really admire. You also seem to be very committed to those that you love, and if that’s not the definition of Din, then I don't know what it. Love you! 💖

Javier Peña: @murdermewithbooks Alyssa, I know Lauren already cast you as Javi, but the thing is, it's true. Sassy, no-nonsense, not afraid of a little spice 😏. But you also feel things so deeply and you’ve got a heart of gold. There’s nobody else I’d want to be my Javi ❤️

Oberyn Martell: @themandjalorian Jeni, everything you write is poetry, just like our dear Oberyn. You also just tend to reblog things that have to do with the ocean (I see that Moana lyrics tag ☺️) and every time I see those aesthetically pleasing pictures I think about lying in the sun on the shores of the Summer Sea. Love you! 💙

Ezra: @hail-doodles Ma’am you are Ezra, because everything you write is so poetic and beautiful. Seriously. Every time I go to comment on your writing, I have to refrain from quoting just about every line to you and telling you it’s pretty. You’re a genius with words, just like our wayward space cowboy. Love you! ❤️

Agent Whiskey/Jack Daniels: @aerynwrites Aeryn you’re gonna hate at least part of this, but you’re the only one that’s got my back on the country music, so here you are. But like Jack you’re also fiercely committed to what you believe in, and I know that you wouldn’t hesitate to put up a fight for the sake of your friends. Clearly you’re also a charmer because you’re the only one of us with a steady relationship 😂 (and I love that for you ☺️) Love you Aeryn! ❤️

Frankie Morales: @everything-lost-and-unsaid Diana you're just a soft soul and I love you endlessly for it. You’re always there when your friends need you and I can just tell that you’re the kind of person to be able to have long, deep talks with under the stars. Just like our Frankie. Love you, mi vida 💙

Marcus Pike: @dindjarindiaries Molly honey you don't have a mean bone in your body and neither does Marcus. You’re so incredibly sweet and supportive, and it makes my heart happy to see the love you put all over my dash for others. You’re the best kind of person 💕

Pero Tovar: @bestintheparsec You’re my Tovar. You’re an old grump but I love you anyway. You’re also just trying your Best to work with a less-than-bearable situation. Exasperated (because of me 😌). Yep. My Tovar ☺️❤️ 

[naughty-teddy-innit]

South of the Border - The Eduardo Esquivel Extended Version LYRICS- DIRTY 🔥

*Ed*

She got the, mm, brown eyes, caramel thighs

Long hair, no wedding ring, hey

I saw you lookin' from across the way

And now I really wanna know your name

She got the, mm, white dress, but when she's wearin' less

Man, you know that she drives me crazy

The, mm, brown eyes, beautiful smile

You know I love watching you do your thing

I love her hips, curves, lips say the words

"Te amo, mami, ah, te amo, mami"

I kiss her, this love is like a dream

So join me in this bed that I'm in

And push up on me and sweat, darling

So I'm gonna put my time in

I won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Bareback riding in a green field near Buenos Aires

Until the sun's rising, we won't stop until the angels sing....

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me (heavy breaths)

*Camila*

He got that, mm, green eyes, givin' me signs

That he really wants to know my name, hey

I saw you lookin' from across the way

And suddenly, I'm glad I came, ay!

Ven para acá quiero bailar, toma mi mano

Quiero sentir tu cuerpo en mi, estás temblando

Mm, green eyes, takin' your time

Now we know we'll never be the same

I love his lips 'cause he says the words

"Te amo, mami, ah, te amo, mami"

Don't wake up, this love is like a dream

So join me in this bed that I'm in

Push up on me and sweat, darling

So I'm gonna put my time in (time in)

I won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Flawless diamonds

In a green field near Buenos Aires

Until the sun's rising

We won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

*Ed*

She got the, mmm, nice style, au naturel, no makeup on her face

She tells me "mmm there's no, man of the house,

I love it when she puts me in my place

She don't wear mmm no thong, no high heels on, she wear converse every day...

She got the mmm, brown eyes, beautiful smile, you know I love watching you do your thing.

I love her hips, curves, lips say the words

"Te amo, mami, ah, te amo, mami"

I kiss her, this love is like a dream

So join me in this bed that I'm in

And push up on me and sweat, darling

So I'm gonna put my time in

I won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Flawless diamonds

In a green field near Buenos Aires

Until the sun's rising

We won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me (Cardi, uh)

*Cardi B*

You never live 'til you risk your life (life)

You wanna shine, you gotta get more ice (ice, ice)

Am I your lover or I'm just your vice? (Woo!)

A little crazy, but I'm just your type (okurr)

You want the lips and the curves, need the whips and the furs

And the diamonds I prefer, and my closet his and hers, ayy

He want the lil' mamacita, margarita (margarita)

I think that Ed got a lil' jungle fever, ayy (woo!)

You are more than (you are more than) something borin' (somethin' borin')

Legs up and tongue out, Michael Jordan, uh (uh)

Go explorin' (woo, woo), somethin' foreign (skrrt, skrrt)

Bust it open, rainforest, it be pourin', yeah

Kiss me like you need me, rub me like a genie

Pull up to my spot in Lamborghini

'Cause you gotta see me, never leave me

You got a girl that could finally do it all

Drop a album, drop a baby, but I never drop the ball, uh

*Ed (That SHIT 😳)

I wanna take you to Mexico....

Fuck on a beach in Sao Paolo....

Come South of the Border, Border...

Come South of the Border with me...

I wanna go to Columbia...

I fell in love in Peru, ya know...

Come South of the Border, Border...

Come South of the Border with me

*Ed & Camila*

So join me in this bed that I'm in

And push up on me and sweat, darling

So I'm gonna put my time in

I won't stop until the angels sing

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

So join me in this bed (this bed) that I'm in (that I'm in)

Push up on me and sweat, darling (oh, oh)

So I'm gonna put my time in

I won't stop until the angels sing (na, na, na)

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Come south of the border, border (hey)

Come south of the border with me

Come south of the border, border

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Jump in that water, be free

Come south of the border with me

Heavy Breathing (I HATE HIM)

Come South of the Border, Border....

Hey...

Come South of the Border, Border...

[tenemos-que-hablar]

Juliantina Tag! Playlist

It’s been a while since @juliantinaappreciationweek, but in honor of Juliantine’s day, I thought I’d put together everyone’s answers for “Personal Juliantina Theme Song” from the Juliantina Tag! into a youtube playlist for yall.

boop.

Of all the songs people listed, I do want to say that the MOST mentioned (well, 7 of you...) was that of the late great Mexican goddess, Selena Quintanilla’s “Amor Prohibido”. I couldn’t think of a more appropriate theme song.

Anyways, here are your songs below. If I missed yours, my apologies, it was a pain to keep track of because tumblr tags blow. And of course, FELIZ CATORCE DE SEPTIEMBRE!

Abrázame - Camila Amor Prohibido - Selena Are You Ready for Love - Elton John Beautiful - Mariah Carey Better with you - Jesse McCartney Bubbly - Colbie Caillat Butterflies - Kacey Musgraves Carmin - Romeo Santos ft. Juan Luis Guerra Coming to My Senses - Aliana Baraz Cuando te veo - Chucho Rivas Dangerously in Love - Beyonce Daughter - L Devine Different Worlds - Jes Hudak Dinner - Kacy Hill Effortless - Sabina Ddumba El Final del amor eterno - La Casa Azul En Tus Ojos Encurentro Mi Paz - Unknown En Tus Pupilas - Shakira Eso es amor - Eunel Nueva Era Espacio Sideral - Jessy y Joy Feel for Me - Katrina Carlson Feels Like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk Hay Amores - Shakira Honey - Kehlani I Know a Place - Muna I Was Made for Loving You - Tori Kelly ft. Ed Sheeran Into You - Ariana Grande Karma - Eva Ruiz La Vie en Rose - Cristin Milioti Leave us alone - Amy Sharks Lights and Shadows - OG3NE Love Song - 311 Love Song (Cover) - Adele Lovely - Billie Ellish ft. Khalid Me Cambiaste la Vida - Rio Roma Me entrego a ti - Ha-ash Me Muero - Carlos Rivera Me Rehúso - Danny Ocean Mine - Bazzi Mine - Taylor Swift Mujer contra mujer - Mecano Naked - Matilda No Hay Nadie Mas - Sebastian Yatra One Last Time - Ariana Grande Ours - Taylor Swift Outta My Head - Khalid Para Siempre - Kany García Past Lives - børns Peaches and Cream - 112 Perfect - Ed Sheeran Say You Won't Let Go - James Arthur Señorita - Sean Mendes and Camila Cabello Sexy Silk - Jessie J. Secreto - Anuel AA + Karol G She - Jen Foster Simplemente Amigos - Ana Gabriel Soft to Be Strong - Marina Someone to Love - Jon B. ft. Babyface Songbird - Fleetwood Mac Speechless - Dan + Shay Strangers - Jonas Brothers Sun - Sleeping at Last Te vi venir - Sin Bandera The Other Side - Conan Gray Tu Sabes Quererme - Natalia Lafourcade Turning Pages - Sleeping at Last Wanted - Hunter Hayes Wasted Youth - Fletcher When the day met the night - Panic! at the Disco Work Song - Hozier You da one - Rihanna