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[midnight-mourning]

Up on the Housetop

❄️❄️Midnight's DCA December Day 20❄️❄️

mmmm i enjoyed the chaos of this one, it's still fluffy and sweet, but I will admit i went for a bit of gremlin sillies with it, hope you enjoy ^-^

Prompt: Had a funny idea. DCA believes Santa is real (programming so he doesn't spoil it for kids), and won't let reader downstairs on Christmas Eve (reader is trying to put out presents lol) Or alternatively, he knows but is just being difficult/is trying to do his own Santa stuff

Word Count: 1330

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You loved Sun, you really did. His sense of humor, his pleasant demeanor, how affectionate he was, and so much more. You cared about him a lot, so much, really. Moon as well, of course, but Moon wasn't currently causing you problems. For once. 

You see, tomorrow was Christmas, and at this point, you still had a lot to do. Mainly, because you only had half the presents out, the rest had been hidden away, along with stocking stuffers and the likes. For one reason and one reason only; Santa hadn't come yet. 

More specifically, you had to go down and put everything out under the guise of it being Santa and not you. Why? Because the attendant stills believes in Santa Claus, and you'd be damned if you were going to let anything get in your way of keeping that myth up for them. 

And that included the attendant themself. 

However, it was Sun that was the sole problem causer tonight, standing in front of you, hands on his hips as he blocks your access to downstairs. 

Your own arms are crossed, frown matching up with the strained smile on his visage. You thought he was charging. But it seemed the moment you snuck out to get things done, he was right behind you, hand on your shoulder as you were about go down the steps. 

After determining that you were up to no good, he all but pushed you back into the bedroom, you protesting all the while. 

Now, you were at a stalemate. He was refusing to let you pass, and you were refusing to go to bed. If only you hadn't left the tree on downstairs, the light it provided was just enough to keep him out and not Moon. He at least was easy to bribe. 

"Friend. This is ridiculous." He waves to the roof. "Santa could be here at any moment and you're awake!"

You huff. "So are you, Sunny. I just need to go downstairs for a second, then I'll be right up to bed, I promise."

"I can't allow you to do that. What if he's already down there and we don't know!"

You shake your head. "If he's already been then I won't even look in the living room, I promise."

"I can't trust your word! Not after you betrayed my trust today." He crosses his arms to mimic you, chin turned up.

You pinch your brow. "It was just a snowball fight, Sun."

"Just a snowball fight—" He splutters as you put a hand up to stop him. 

"All's fair in love and war, how was I supposed to know that you actually thought I didn't have any left." You think for a moment, then point your finger at him. "And last I checked, you pulled the exact same stunt by kissing me as a distraction!"

His rays flick, faltering a moment before muttering in agreement. "I suppose that's true. But nevertheless, my decision is final. Now I suggest you go back to bed before I make you. And you know how much I hate bedtime."

"This is my house!" You protest, stepping closer to him so you're only a few feet apart. "I should be allowed to go down the stairs of my own home."

"What do you need so badly that'd you risk ruining Christmas for?"

You lift a finger. "First of all, not trying to ruin Christmas. Second of all,"—you can't think of a reason, shoot—"It's none of your business.

Sun bends to your height, gaze narrowed. "Oh, but I think it is, Sunshine. Unless you can give me a truly valid reason, you will not be going downstairs."

You stare at him, squinting in simmering frustration. His rays tick once, twice, otherwise inmoving. 

You make a run for it, and get caught instantly. Your legs are kicking and flailing as Sun marches you away from the stairs and back towards the bedroom. The second he sets you down again, you trying run again, and almost succeed, getting halfway down the steps. 

The more this goes on, the more feral you both become. 

Eventually though, you both get tired, and somehow end up sitting in the middle of the hallway, sitting cross-legged across from each other. Sun is still blocking your access to the stairs, and you're getting very tired of it. 

"It's almost midnight." You state. 

Sun nods. "That it is."

"Bet you Santa's already stopped by." You quip.

He shrugs. "Maybe so, but that's even more reason to stay upstairs then so to not ruin tomorrow."

You groan, laying back on your back. "Work with me here, Sunny. I'm begging." You throw your hands up. "I'll do whatever you want if you just let me downstairs for five minutes. Please."

"I'm sorry, Starlight. But the answer is still no. I can't have you disturbing Santa."

You, for the briefest of moments, consider telling him the truth, but swallow that thought immediately. While yes, he's being incredibly annoying, ruining his fun, for the purpose of trying to make his fun, was silly. Besides, it's not like shocking him would be enough to—

A  new thought crosses your mind. A devious one. One that might just work. 

You sit up, eyeing the animatronic across from you with caution. Then, you scoot a little closer to him. You see him tense ever so slightly. You scoot again, and again, until your knees are knocking against each other now. 

He tilts his head, obviously suspicious. Good. You think this wouldn't work nearly as well if he wasn't.

You put both hands on his shoulders and lean in. 

At first you just sit there, breath hot against his faceplate. Your eyes flick up to his, his pupils flick down to you. You chuckle, and with as much passion as you can muster close the gap—

And blow a raspberry against his cheek. 

You jump to your feet as he sits there, utterly confused, and rush downstairs. 

"Hey!" You here behind you, metal footsteps bounding after you. "That was uncalled for!"

You become a snickering mess as you race into the living room. You don't know how you're going to put out presents with him behind you but you'll worry about that later, just enjoying the victory at the moment. 

"I disagree, I think it was a great... tactic..."

The living room is filled with presents. Not just the ones that you'd put out earlier in the month. You turn, and see your stocking is filled, and the cookies you'd put out are crumbled, milk half gone.

"There's no way..." You mutter, hand going to your hair. "That's impossible."

As you're dealing with the idea that you might be the subject of some weird reverse home invasion, or that Sants might actually be real, a hand rests on your shoulder. You look up as Sun sighs at the sight, then tilts his head down to you, eyes crinkling. 

"Well, Merry Christmas, Sunshine."

You blink. It clicks. "I, what, you, how,"—you shake your head—"You were faking?!"

"Yes, I was hoping you wouldn't find out this way. I know how hard you were trying to keep up the act for us."

"Moon too?" You can't believe it. All that work, for nothing. 

Sun's arms wrapping around you, bending so that you're almost eye to eye. "We appreciated it, we really did! But we also wanted to surprise you and it became this, jumbled mess instead." He looks away then. 

"Hey." You reach your hand up to direct his attention back to you. "What you did was sweet, just shocking is all. I wouldn't have been trying so hard if I'd known."

His forehead presses to yours as he chuckles. "Guess we're both just a couple of silly excuses for Santa then."

"Seems that way." You kiss him once. "I think I'm alright with that though."

Sun pulls you closer as you giggle, kissing you again himself. 

"Me too."

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But also a gift of a request.... To show our pretty boy here some more love, I think we should see some reader getting jealous a bit of a few handsy fangirls at a show, and reader leaves a mark or two on his neck, through out the whole ordeal, pretty boy is just amused and playful 😌👀

Absolutely love this! 10/10 filling meal, I am being served with the best <33

Jealous Princess - Kwon Ji-Yong/G-Dragon x reader

Summary: After some handsy fangirls leave you feeling rather possessive, your boyfriend, Ji-Yong can't help but find it all entertaining

Warnings: This is some hot stuff, lovelies, so be careful for burns ;), Smuttt

As Ji-Yong stepped on the stage he wore a knowing smirk, his costume for the show was his fantastic baby leather jacket and a pair of his jeans, nothing underneath his jacket, revealing the deep purple and maroon colored hickeys trailing from his jawline down to his v-line, the woman responsible for said marks sat about 20-30 feet away from him in V.I.P, blushing brightly as you realized he was serious about not wearing a shirt their next show.

Now, this wasn’t a normal for either of you, it all started last month, whenever their BigBang tour started, you joined along for some shows just to watch and support not only your boyfriend but his friends as well, who had turned into family for you. Whenever Ji-Yong had walked down the catwalk in the pit you had watched as thousands of different women ran their hands down his chest and torso, the thing that set you over the edge was whenever he had stopped to sing to a girl who had grabbed his hand pressing it to her heart as he sang ‘girlfriend’. You weren’t the jealous type at all, you understood your boyfriend was very very well known and was very well received, but there was something about the way the woman placed his hand on her breasts that were practically hanging out of her shirt that made you wanna scream. You had your composure until after the show though, knowing you’d be able to spend all of the time you wanted with him after he finished, and you were right, as soon as he got done he found you backstage. He smirked as he watched you pace the backstage floor shouting towards his best friend, Seung Hyun “no! Because it was different! I saw it! I’m not crazy, Seung Hyun!” You shouted before your shouts quickly turned into whines as he laughed at your jealousy for a second time, Ji-Yong just walked over, the smirk never leaving his face as he wrapped his arm around your waist pulling you close “Princess? What’s this about?” You stood in shock for a moment before turning to face him “that woman! Putting her hands all over you then having you touch her boobs! That looked fake!” You shouted trying to pace again, but your boyfriend just kept a tight hold on you, knowing you’d have your own special words with him later on about the topic.

Whenever you got back to your shared home you kept a knowing glare on Ji-Yong, stuck in your thoughts the entire way home, he was your boyfriend, you were the only one who should be touching him like that unless it’s the boys or a backup dancer, you knew Ji-Yong wouldn’t ever look at another person like how he looks at you, but it still pissed you off. He was your man. You didn’t own him, but you both had a verbal agreement of being committed and reserved for only each other.

Ji-Yong just watched as you stared him down, clearing going through something in your head. He just smiled in amusement crossing his arms waiting until you shifted your gaze to his before making his way to you “Princess, if you have something to say, tell me, I’m all ears” he offered teasingly, you huffed before grabbing his jacket in your hands tightly slamming your lips to his roughly, Ji-Yong kissed back, knowing exactly where this was going, he didn’t really see jealous Y/n often, but whenever he did he was stuck in the bedroom for about a full day, not that he was complaining or anything.

He couldn’t hold back his breathy moan back as you moved your soft lips to his jawline, nipping at his skin slightly as he slid his hands over your ass pulling your hips closer to his as he tilted his head slightly to give you better access to his neck. Now don’t get it wrong, Ji-Yong was not a bottom, he was a switch, it was rare he was a bottom especially with you, it was hard whenever you made him feel so proud, strong and dominant whenever you were underneath him, but the way your lips felt against his skin felt amazing and it was amusing as fuck watching you try and control him around with your jealousy laced actions. As you got to his collarbone you felt his grip tighten on your ass, causing you to become blush against his body, now aware of his muscular torso and the bulge you felt pressing into you, you just ran your hands up his back until they found their way to his hair, tugging softly as you left a line of hickeys across the base of his neck “Every woman who sees you. And wants you. Will know that you already have someone who’s more than enough” you huffed against his skin, Ji-Yong could feel himself become harder with your words, having someone not only know what she wants but confident with it as well? It was driving him crazy along with every other little thing about you. “Will they now?” He teased, you pulled away to look at him, the playful smirk still playing on his lips as he watched you, the only difference is this time his bottom lip was pulled tightly between his teeth. “Yes. They will.” You demanded pushing his jacket off of his shoulders watching him shrug it off, you weren’t sure what was fueling the mess between your legs more, jealousy, or the fact Ji-Yong looked hot as hell during his show and looks even hotter in the living room taking off his clothes.

Seeing his shirt come off you felt yourself getting worked up and angry all over again, some random woman had her hands all over an area that was strictly off limits to any woman other than you, per Ji-Yong’s request. Ji-Yong chuckled watching you start to become angry again, as he leaned forward he grabbed the hem of your shirt tugging it to get your attention before kissing you deeply “princess, if you want to fuck me, you have to stop thinking about it” he whispered against your lips, lifting your shirt slowly to pull it off of you, revealing your lace neon green bra, Ji-Yong’s personal favorite, not only did it match his hair perfectly, but it held your boobs perfectly, showing off just enough cleavage to be hot without your boobs practically hanging out.

“See? These are much more worth my attention” Ji-Yong stated before trailing rough kisses down your neck to the top of your breasts leaving rough bites and hickeys across the top, as he leaned back up to catch your gaze you noticed the small amount of saliva shining off of his bottom lip, you just shook you head “you don’t get to. You let another woman put your hands on her” you stated placing your hands on his bare chest walking him back to your shared bedroom “oh I did?” He questioned playfully, obviously finding everything you were doing amusing rather than serious. “Don’t play stupid, Ji-Yong” You growled, as Ji-Yong sat on the edge of the mattress you were quick to push him back, straddling his waist before you pressed your lips against his again “you’re my pretty boy, mine” you whispered, holding his hands in your possessively, Ji-Yong couldn’t hide the fact he was getting off on you being so controlling and possessive over him. It was new to the both of you, you had never been with somebody famous, especially not G-Dragon level before, and he hadn’t been with someone like you before, someone so laid back but possessive whenever it came to certain things, he liked it, you being possessive always made him feel wanted most times, because why else would you be so determined to show off that he’s yours?

As you rolled your hips against his, grinding your damp underwear over his cock, whimpering as you felt it brush against your clit, Ji-Yong held your hips in his hands moving them to help you grind against him “come on, princess, I thought you were showing me who I belonged to” Your boyfriend teased looking up to you, you were already coming undone on top of him, not realizing how badly you needed him until just now. “S-shut up” you grumbled, smacking his chest before he shot you a warning glare "You started this game, princess, don't you want to play?" He half warned, half teased, you glared at him, not liking the fact he was trying to challenge you, pulling off your underwear you slowly lined his cock up with your entrance, moaning softly as you lowered your hips, feeling yourself stretch around him as he bottomed out inside of you. Ji-Yong's head fall back into the pillows, a breathy moan leaving his lips as he held onto your hips tightly. As you started to roll your hips Ji-Yong couldn't stop himself from smirking as he watched you move, moaning loudly whenever your nails made contact with his chest, leaving red scratch marks behind as you ran your hands down his chest, desperate to leave any and all marks on him "If you don't watch it, I'll go shirtless my next show" Ji-Yong threatened, you shot him a knowing glare, knowing that would get your boyfriend in more than enough trouble with his agency.

As you came around him for the first time Ji-Yong was quick to your lips to his, kissing you deeply as he rolled his hips against yours, helping you ride out your orgasm. Whimpering after a moment, you leaned down to rest your head on Ji-Yong's chest running your hands through his hair "Princess..Are you okay?" His voice was soft as he caressed your hips with his thumb "M-Mhmm.." You hummed, slowly starting to lift your hips before moving them back down once you got composure of yourself again. Ji-Yong huffed, starting to guide your hips again, attempting to speed your movements up, but your hands just found his shoulders digging your nails into them as you moaned softly "Come on, Princess, You wanted to play..are you really going to forfeit?" Your boyfriend teased, you gave him a pout watching as he smirked at you before holding your hips in his hands lifting you up slightly before thrusting his hips up, moving his cock in and out of you as you moaned loudly "It was cute you thought you could out fuck me, princess" Ji-Yong panted as he moved your hips with him, you squealed slightly feeling his cock reach deeper inside of you as Ji-Yong's thrusts became rougher "Let me show you how to fuck the hell out of somebody properly" Ji-Yong whispered in your ear before pulling you down to lay against his chest before he flipped you both to where he was over you.

You swore with every orgasm Ji-Yong pulled from you gave him more stamina, you were sprawled out on the bed, Ji-Yong's head buried between your legs as he curled his tongue inside of you, eating you out like he hadn't had a meal in weeks. Your hands tugged his neon green dyed hair, only driving him to move faster, his hands digging into the inside of your thighs as he held your legs open, moving one hand to your clit, rubbing figure eight motions against it, looking up to see your head thrown back and back arched. Seeing you like this was always a thrill for Ji-Yong, even after being together for almost two years, it was still just as exciting as the first time, it got to a point where he started craving your moans and little noises whenever he'd fuck you or tease you whenever you were out and about running errands. Glancing down to meet his gaze you bit your lip, seeing him between your legs only tightening the knot in your stomach further, you weren't sure exactly how many times you had orgasmed so far, but you knew it was somewhere around five. Lifting his lips away from your pussy, Ji-Yong panted, licking his lips before pulling his bottom lip in between his lips as he smiled at you, moving to hover over you as he lined himself back up with your entrance "Ready, princess?" He whispered, pressing his lips against yours as you nodded, You moaned and whimpered against his lips as he bottomed out inside of you, not taking any time before he started fucking you again, his cock moving in and out of you with a pace you weren't sure if you had ever felt Ji-Yong use, he couldn't help it, watching you come completely undone just for him, all because of his touch and his words was driving him nuts, he swore he could fuck you all day every day as a job if possible.

As you felt that knot in your stomach approaching rather quickly, you grabbed Ji-Yong's arms, his hands gripping the sheet tightly as he slammed his cock into you over and over again, the familiar sound of your headboard hitting the wall echoing through the shared home. "J-Ji!" you whimpered loudly, your legs twitching as they tried to close around his waist, he was quick to pull your body closer to his, burying his cock deep inside of you before rolling his hips, causing you to moan his name loudly as you arched your back, his mouth immediately coming into contact with your nipples, swirling his tongue around them before nipping slightly. You cried out as you came around him for the sixth time that night, as you tightened around him, Ji-Yong's grip faltered, a loud moan followed by whimpers leaving his lips as he came inside of you, grinding his hips against yours slowly as you both rode out your orgasms, his pace starting to pick up again before you whined loudly attempting to push him away "I-Is' too much, J-Ji" You whimpered, offering him a sorry look, you knew he never minded when you tapped out, but it still made you feel bad, after your previous exes they really shaped your mind to certain things, and it was one of the things Ji-Yong was adamant about helping you with, speaking up for yourself and standing your ground after that.

"You're tapping out?" Ji-Yong asked softly, waiting a moment before slowly pulling out, cupping your cheek as he took in your expression, seeing that you were okay he smirked "I fuck you that good, Princess?" He teased, his voice laced with cockiness as you looked at him, your eyelids were droopy as you rested a hand on his chest rolling your eyes "Shut up, asshole" You joked, blushing as Ji-Yong reached over grabbing one of the throw blankets off of your floor that was knocked off during your activities, wrapping it around you before gently pulling you to sit up "Bathroom and shower?" He offered, smiling as you nodded slightly attempting to stand only to stumble into his arm, giving him a harsh glare you huffed "Ji-Yong. If I can't walk tomorrow..." You threatened as he laughed, effortlessly picking you up and helping you into the bathroom.

That's how you ended up sitting in V.I.P staring at your boyfriend in shock, him just giving you a knowing smirk before the boys made their way to center stage as they started to preform. Throughout the show you noticed the boys taking notice to Ji-Yong's body before they all gave you shocked looks one by one, you blushed each time, but Seung Hyun had you wanting to hide your face. As he saw the marks covering his friend's bare chest he stared in shock, Ji-Yong only smirking before glancing in your direction, moving away from his friend to start singing his verse, that's whenever Seung Hyun's eyes met yours, him giving you a shocked expression before mouthing 'damn, girl'. As the part of the chorus to Zutter played, Seung Hyun was quick to look towards a group of women in the front row moaning into the mic playfully, Ji-Yong quick to follow his lead before turning to look in your direction, waiting for his friend to moan again before your boyfriend brought his microphone to his lips moaning softly "Oh, fuck Ji" He moaned softly into the microphone, mimicking every one of his favorites moans of yours as him and his friend played around as the song ended. You face was bright red as they both finished and went back to performing, you didn't ignore the way Ji-Yong ditched his jacket for their performances of Bang Bang Bang and Fantastic Baby. As it approached the end of the show, you watched closely, Ji-Yong, Dae-Sung, and Tae-Yang making their way into the catwalk as they sang their last song of the night. Ji-Yong walked like he was the king of the world, that's what he felt like anyways, not only did he have the most breathtaking amazing girlfriend waiting for him after the show, but he was also wearing your possessive marks all over his chest and back. You watched as Ji-Yong held hands with a few women as he sang before the song ended, you weren't quick to leave your spot though, just watching as your boyfriend proudly walked back on stage, posing with his friends. As Ji-Yong went to turn around he caught your gaze, noticing how amazed you looked, you had your head resting in your hands as you watched him, falling more in love with him with every second that passed.

As you both met back up backstage, you were quick to smack his chest gently "You can't just do that!" You protested motioning to his chest as he slid his hoodie on, setting his leather jacket down on a small cart for a moment as he grabbed your hands "I want to marry you" He stated, catching you by surprise you stumbled back, where the hell did that come from? "W-What?" You asked, looking at him like he grew two heads, through your entire relationship you hadn't spoken about marriage, you were both just having fun and enjoying your time together "I want to marry you, princess" He repeated, stepping closer to you "You're...different from anybody I've ever met, and I want to fully committed" He offered, you gave him a cautious look before furrowing your eyebrows "Are you high or something? I-I just- Where is this coming from?" You rambled, Ji-Yong was quick to cup your cheeks, catching your attention back to him "I'm not high, a little tipsy, but not high, and I just..seeing you tonight..and seeing, hearing, and tasting you last night?..Plus everything in the last two years, I want to fully commit, I want to show you and everybody else that you're my girl for life" He teased, smiling proudly as he watched a smile make it's way onto your face as you giggled softly. "If you're really really sure" You agreed, letting out a huff of air as he hugged you tightly "I'm as sure as you were last night about me being your man" He teased quietly, squeezing your hips as the boys made their way to the area you were both in, laughing loudly "Ji-Yong! Texts are already coming in about you from yg" Tae-Yang laughed as he walked over, making eye contact with you as he smirked "and Damn, Y/n, you really showed Ji-Yong who's boss" He teased causing you to blush and your boyfriend to smirk "She tried to" Your boyfriend replied, causing you to smack his arm and hide your face against his chest blushing brightly "Good! Show those ladies who your man is, y/n" Dae-Sung smirked, giving you a small high five, Seung Hyun just smirking at the both of you raising his eyebrows.

Ji-Yong smiled as he watched you grab his hand tightly as you all walked out towards the car, his free hand using his jacket to try and block your face from the swarming press and fans, Seung Hyun was quick to notice, turning his back to the car to grab the other end of Ji-Yong's jacket shielding you from the hundreds of bright flashes from cameras. As you all filed into the car, and found your seats, Ji-Yong wrapped his arm around your shoulders pressing a kiss to your forehead, excited for the next time you'd be jealous.

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[itwasntimethatdidit40]

Hold it.

Pairing: Joel Miller x AFAB!reader

Words count: 1384

Rating: +18, absolutely NSFW and please mind the tags

Warnings/tags: pi$$ kink, masturbation (f receiving), reader has breasts and vagina, no other description of her is given, bad at feelings Joel and kinda soft!dom if you squint, kissing, dirty talk, smut without plot, this is just something entirely written with my cunt so you’re warned lol, it came out totally unplanned, I’m ovulating and I’m feral🔥 and it’s October so I thought it was the right time of the year to experiment a little bit heheheh it’s not heavy but it’s something *cough* I could do it again if it works.

Please just skip it if this is not your kind of thing.

No beta reader, barely edited, English is not my first language so please, be patient with me. I hope it makes sense and that you’ll enjoy, my dirty little friends with similar kinks as mine 😏

Thank you very much to anyone who read this!

You and Joel are lying on the bed kissing. You don't know how much time has passed, it could be an hour or five minutes, when you're with him the clock doesn't exist and besides, you end up feeling like you can't get enough of him. You've been seeing each other casually for a while, no one brings up the question of "what are we" not even you, too scared of losing him.

You just take what he gives, eager and willing to have him rolling in your bed with you.

Tasting his mouth, intertwining your tongue with his, salivas mixing, teeth touching, lips biting and the best sex you've ever had, you don't care about anything else.

“I’ll be right back,” you tell him breathlessly. You start to get up, but he pulls you by the arm. “No, stay.”

“Mmm I have to go to the bathroom.”

“No, you don’t, come back here,” and he wraps his arms around you completely, bringing you back to his chest.

“Joel, I have to pee,” you whine.

“Hold it,” he tells you in a firm voice.

“I can’t! We've been kissing for hours, I need to do it and I’ll be there again in 30 seconds, let me go” you plead, looking at him with the best angelic look you can pull off.

“It could be fun…” he suggests and your jaw instantly drops “What? Wet myself?”

“Uhm…let’s take it one step at a time, miss”

You're surprised that he's engaged you in such an intimate conversation, he usually says a few words, grunts, kisses you like crazy, fucks you like an animal and is out the door before you can ask how his day was.

“Woah, so we’re starting sharing fantasies here?” you smirk “I like that”

He nods “why not” with a slight smile “let's spice it up a bit”

You bury your face in his chest, giggling, “Mmm ok, mister kinky, tell me what you have in mind.”

“Just hold it” he gently orders.

“I’ll try”

“Good girl. So now…are you wet?”

“Yes,” you coo, “Of course.”

You see a spark in his gaze, “Does your clit know how wet you are?”

You laugh, “I think so.”

“I don’t think she knows enough, let me feel her”

He lowers a hand to your panties and you’re grateful that you have nothing on but those and your bra, you couldn't move further to take off more clothes without feeling the urge to pee.

You stay still in his arms as he maneuvers his way past the hem of your panties.

He looks at you ferally, while his fingers get wet “mmm baby, we can do better. Just hold it for me and let me work”

He lies down on the bed, bare chest, in his boxers, and pulls you on top of him “come here”

“Won't I weigh on you?” you ask confused as to what he wants to do.

You've lost both contact with his eyes and fingers and he's holding you on top of him by your hips as if you weigh nothing.

“Don’t be ridiculous” he chuckles “just trust me, I’m sure you’ll like it”

Your bladder is full, it’s starting to bother you, but you can’t say no to him.

However, the situation now intrigues you, you want to try whatever he has in mind.

So you stay there, like a puppet leaning against his body and wait, hungry for him.

He’s big enough to make you feel tiny and it’s such a turn on.

His fingers return inside your panties and you immediately moan at the contact.

They are thick, a little calloused, deliciously scratchy on your clit.

“Here we go, baby, you’re good?” he asks you while caressing you with circular movements and then gathering your cream up to your bundle of nerves.

“Yes” you moan.

He continues this until he feels your clit hardening, then he places two fingers in a V shape resting on your outer lips, just jerking off your clit like that.

“Fuck, it feels so good” you breathe

“Yeah, I know, you’re all nice and drippy now. You’re still holding your pee like a perfect girl for me right?”

You whine, you can’t do anything else.

His lips roam your neck, licking and kissing everything he can.

His other hand kneads your breast, taking a nipple between his fingers and gently tugging. This new stimulation is almost too much to bear.

He dips his fingers between your folds, on either side of your clit, and moves them up and down, wetting them completely with your juices.

He suddenly takes them away and you cry at the loss.

He brings them to your mouth and orders “taste yourself” and you obediently let his fingers enter your mouth up to the knuckles, licking them greedily. “You like it, huh? You taste good, baby, I know”

“Did you leave some for me?” he asks before putting them in his mouth and grunts “just enough” he hum “Now let’s get back to business, I’m not done yet with your pretty cunt”

He starts rubbing your clit in circles again, faster than before, almost frantically and you feel delirious at this point, you’re not sure how much longer you can take his teasing “Fuck- I can’t”

“Yes, you can, baby, keep holding it”

The hand that was on your breasts moves down to your belly, he press there and release “Do you feel it?” A tingling sensation radiates to your pussy, as he repeats again and again, presses and releases.

A gentle, steady strain on your bladder, as he continues to stimulate your clit.

“Answer me, hun, can you feel it?”

You whimper a chocked yes.

“Is it good?” he growls

“FUCK - yes. It’s so good - so good, Joel, please don’t stop”

He presses down a little more and releases, rubbing so hard on your bud you feel like you're losing your mind.

“Yeah, that’s my good girl, just sink in it”

You’re overwhelmed, you hadn’t the slightest idea that it would be so good to let him masturbate you while you hold your pee.

You can't explain exactly in words but the feeling of your bladder full, on the verge of letting go as he touches you like that makes you feel like you've never taken full care of your clit before.

You close your eyes, letting yourself go with that feeling as he urges you with his hoarse voice “yes, my perfect little slut, take some more” and presses even harder and releases, now in small repeated jumps on the bottom of your belly.

It doesn't hurt, it's just too much.

You come, writhing above him, a devastating orgasm taking over every cell of your body.

“Let it go now” and you whine “no, I can’t!”

“Give me something baby, let me feel it. Pee”

“I can’t! I can’t pee on you!” your voice breaks through your peak.

And then he whispers “please”

He never begged for anything before.

He just takes, gropes, licks and bites whatever he wants and you’re fine with that.

But now it’s different. He whimpers another “please” and you just do what he asks.

You pee.

All over him.

The warm liquid slips out of you while he's still rubbing you, wetting your thighs, sliding down his legs, soaking the sheets.

He growls loudly in your ear, breathing heavy, his hard cock pressing into your ass through his boxers and your panties.

You feel empty, physically and mentally, only surrounded by an electrifying warmth.

He pulls you off of him and hugs you, both of you soaked from the waist down.

He kisses your forehead and then your lips “thanks, babe. Did you like it?”

“I- yes.” you pause for a moment, trying to process your thoughts “it was weird. Pleasantly weird though”

“We don't have to do it again if you don’t want to, though.” he murmurs moving his lips to your jaw leaving a trail of kisses there.

It's like a new complicity has been created between you, now that you share this dirty little secret.

The edges of his bad temper seem to have been smoothed out, his voice is kind, almost tender.

You look up, smile mischievously at him and say, “Who says I don’t want more?”

Part 2

[tragicvampireromanceisland]

some snippets from the current joyness fic i've been hammering away at 🤭!! i'm expecting the entire thing to clock in between 16 to 18k words so i am sharing just a few bits on account of I Am Impatient. chose ones that are probably the easiest to read out of context lol. alt text under the cut 👍🏾

Snippet 1:

"Well, I just...I was thinking...Joy, do we even deserve to go to Dream Productions?"

Joy's smile shrinks a bit at that. Oh. She didn't like Dream Productions? Well—given how many night shifts they'd shared together (Yep! Anxiety had said. According to the numbers, Sadness only ever shares Dream Duty with you. Uhh...what did you need this for again, Joy?), she figured Sadness would be just as excited...well, maybe everyone else complaining just got to her or something, that's fine, Joy could fix that—

"—Aw, Sadness, look—I promise the vibe's gonna change as soon as we get there! Sure, everyone's been a little crabby, but the car's just a little crammed and the road's just a liiittle bumpy from all the new puberty construction projects—they just need that to wear off a bit! Pluuus, the song's already been helping a lot—here, do you wanna sing along? Eighty-three mem—"

"—No, Joy, like...do we deserve it?"­­

And when Joy frowns at her, confused, she places her hand on top of the one Joy's been restlessly drumming against the seat this whole ride, and goes

"Us?"

Now it's Joy's turn for her face to heat up, apparently. "Wha—" she chokes on that, then shakes her head. "Uh." She looks down at their hands. "Haah?"

Wait—did Sadness actually find out why Joy chose Dream Productions? Well, other than the whole spiel of Yeah, sorry, guys, I did call Imagination Land, and yeah, turns out they're just not letting any visitors in right now—which, aghhh, dagnabit, you know? I'm just as heartbroken as you are that we can't see— eugh—Mount Crushmore, but make do with what you can, right?

"Oh! Uh—welll," she tries again, hoping to play it smooth, "why wouldn't...weeee?" she stretches the word out and winks.

"Um." Sadness just stares blankly back at her. "Well, 'cause we made such a mess last time..."

Snippet 2:

"Whaaat? It's not like I need some big plan! It's—come on, it's Sadness! I spend a lot of time with her already! And besides, it's not like I haven't been patient so far! Like—I know she likes me! She just gets real shy about it! And, well—heheheh, iiiit's kinda cute, you know—? But—" she shakes her head, cheeks growing hot as Disgust raises an eyebrow at that. —Anyways, she just...needs the right moment to be comfortable with it! You know?"

When Disgust frowns this time as she considers that, it looks a bit less judgy than usual. Well—sure, it's still kind of judgy—come on, it's Disgust—but she looks more confused than anything.

"Uhhh, what, so you're telling me that you're—" she points at Joy for emphasis, "—being patient?"And then her face twists into a smirk again."Joy, it’s been months since you told me something was up. I've never seen you be this patient about anything in your life."

"Wha—not true!" Joy shoots back, even though she knows Disgust is just riling her up on purpose at this point. As much as Joy loved teasing her (come on, easy target. All Joy had to do was mention broccoli or boogers and s­he'd all but completely lose it), she was always the one emotion who'd actually, on rare occasions, tease Joy back. And she always managed to say just the right things to get under Joy's skin when she did. Which—well, she guesses it's sweet or something, that they're good enough friends for Disgust to do that, but excuse her if it's a bit hard to get fond over that while her good friend is busy snickering at her.

"Ugh. Whatever," she grumbles. And that only seems to fuel Disgust's satisfaction further, so Joy shakes her head and goes back to smiling. "Okay, fine, yeah! Maybe I'm being a little bit more patient than usual. But that's 'cause Sadness...needs that, you know? And besides, all that dancing around each other's gonna end tonight! Wiiith all of this!" Joy spreads her arms out. "A little change of setting, something special! And, well, considering we're probably the only two out of any of us who actually like Dream Duty, I obviously chose the right place—"

"—So you did lie to us about Imagination Land."

"Uh—" Joy stops short, then chuckles nervously. "Welllll, I know how much you love keeping secrets, so maybeee if you just kept that fun little one between you and me—"

Snippet 3:

Joy reaches back to yank Sadness right up to the front of the door with her. She manages to peer in and catch a glimpse of the rest of her friends watching one of the sets get dressed—but then she gets the door slammed shut on her. She groans.

"Okay, but—there's no way that we're banned! Everyone else got in just fine!"

"Well, frankly, I don't know who thought it was okay for them to get a tour, either. Serves me right for letting the new hires work the call desks. You emotions just think you're all that, huh?" Joy blinks, bewildered, as the Mind Worker jabs a finger at her chest and narrows her eyes. "That orange one's already on thin ice. The sheer level of entitlement to give me her stupid notebook about how she thinks I should run my studio—and now she's trying to spread those pages around to everyone else in there like it's some manifesto—"

"—Ahhh, yeah—Anxiety's...Anxiety's like that," Joy mutters, "buuuut just let us in, and we'll fix that right up!"

Joy winks at Sadness and splits into a grin as the Mind Worker smiles back at the both of them—and then it falters halfway through as she hears the sarcasm dripping from her voice.

"Ohh, sure, right away! Since you two are so great at fixing things, huh? Yep, okay—lemme just pop right over to Administration and toss out your charges for trespassing, disorderly conduct, breaking and entering, destruction of studio property, deliberate dream interference, unlawful release of Subconscious wildlife, and reckless endangerment by clown!" She gulps in a breath of air after running through all of those at once and then scowls. "That last one's new, you know—we had to come up with an entirely new charge just because you two decided to screw up in a way no one's ever screwed up before!"

Joy winces as she feels Sadness shuffle to hide behind her and whimper. She's not taking too kindly to being yelled at. Joy grimaces.

"Umm, so what you're basically saying iiiis, we're special?"

"Out."

Snippet 4:

The world doesn't quite fade away this time; Joy's still painfully aware of the unintelligible chatter flooding through the halls, the bitter smell of coffee wafting past as drink trays get rushed back and forth. The way the crate is leaned up against the wall, the dream posters look like they're looming right over them when Joy looks up, gigantic and skewed. And when she feels Sadness rest her hand lightly on her arm, Joy feels both giddy and a little smug. Of course this was working! All Sadness needed was a little push—Disgust should've never doubted her. So Joy smiles to herself—then smiles down at Sadness, leans in, and—

"Oh, Joy, this is so sad..."

Joy reels back as Sadness pats her on the arm. "Uh. What?"

"Well, all the dreams are changing..." She sighs and looks back at the wall. The red light from the COMING SOON sign flashing right above the newer posters seems to find its way down to them, somehow. Joy watches as it glints against Sadness' glasses. "And they've torn down your favorite one already..."

Joy slumps a little at that and sighs. Leave it to Sadness to find a problem that wasn't even hers to get miserable over. She rolls her eyes as she nudges Sadness on the shoulder.

"Alright, maybe it's a bit of a bummer, but so what? Pfff, it's not like you liked Fairy Dream Adventure that much," she says with a snort. "You don't have to cry about it."

Sadness rubs at her eyes, the beginnings of her tears falling down her cheeks. "But...but you did...and you cared about it, so...so, if you care about it, then I care about it, and if it makes you sad, it makes me sad..."

"O—Oh," Joy says softly, heat flooding her face. She actually has to look away for a minute at that, stare down at her feet dangling over the crate's edge. Leave it to Sadness to just say the sweetest thing in the world to her like it's nothing.

[i-have-no-idea-for-name]

Oh God, oh my dear God, I can't believe that after almost 5 years I'm finally going to post my thundercats fankids (and ocs) .... oh God-

Allllllllllllright, so I'll start from the babies:

- LeeChee - Lion-o and Cheetara's daughter and the future queen of New Thundera (I'll explain about the New Thundera in a moment)

she's a bit like Kiara from Lion King, she's a very energetic and happy child like her dad and also really fast like her mom (they love racing each other 💖) she really wants to be like her parents and she hopes that she'll be as good as her dad and he assures her that she'll be much better than him, her relationship with Lion-o is like Lucifer and Charlie 💖💖💖💖

her weapon is a scepter which has half of the Eye of Thundera in it and works more or less like a wand, she's learning magic✨

- Barter - Panthro and Barbastella's son, LeeChee's bestie and her future knight hehe, he's an adventure kid, he's really brave and strong like his dad

he loves swords and Lion-o trains him, him and LeeChee have a very strong relationship, they spend their whole lives together, they even slept in the same crib when they were babies (and yes, they share bedroom)

as you may noticed, he loves swords so it's obvious that his weapon is a sword lol

- Melinoe (Mel) - she's the daughter of Tygra and Mumm-ra but her biological parents are Mumm-ra and Mumm-rana, it's a bit complicated hehe...

quick explanation: so Tygra and Mumm-ra wanted a baby and they went to Mumm-rana for help and she was like: "ok, I'll help you to have a baby, I know a good spell" she did some magic in her magic water and showed them that they both had to put their hands in the water, but Mumm-ra was in a hurry to put his hands in the water while hers were still in it and she was like "no wait-" *BOOM* baby

.... I know, it's crazy but that's my world hehehehe, anyway, when Tygra saw her he was like: "I love this baby, she's my everything, my whole world and I will kill anybody that would ever want to hurt her" his relationship with Mel is like Stolas and Octavia :3333 💖💖💖💖

(her name is based on the daughter of Persephone and Hades/Zeus who has a similar appearance description, one half of her body is pristinely clean representing her mother and the other half is dark representing her father)

she's a very nice girl and is also very close with LeeChee and Barter, they're a trio of three little monsters who have brought endless joy to their family's life 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Now my 2 ocs:

- Kira - God, I don't know where to start, she's a very complicated character... so she's modeled on a Polish eagle, she's immortal, more precisely, she's 1052 years old, her real name is Karolina like mine but she just prefers that nickname :P, I still don't know how she met the cats, but she currently lives with them and is part of their family 💖

she formed a very strong bond with Tygra and they became besties, she (not counting Mumm-ra) was practically the first person who started to really listen to him and understand him (she's not exactly like him, they have A LOT of differences but they still understand each other)

she has magic and planned to rebuild Thundera and since she's the embodiment of good, she also wanted to rebuild Plundarr, which Tygra didn't like very much, they argued about it, but Kira ultimately won hehe

even though the Thundercats are somewhat of a protectors themselves, she's their protector, she truly loves and cares for them 💖💖💖💖

(also about her outfit.... her dress is based on Srena's Butterfly dress, @flx-res character and I feel really bad that her dress is so simillar cause literally the only things I changed was the flowers color and I made the inside of her dress red and they're the only differences wich makes me feel really bad that I just stole that outfit, even the pose is the same 😭😭😭😭 I'll try my best to change that like adding some things like a belt, again, I'm really sorry 😞)

- Mike - let me start by saying that he's simply a total dick (lol) he's Kira's husband and they're just like Stolas and Stella but swapped, he's modeled on a German eagle and their relationship is just Poland and Germany's XD

he's my main antagoist and he really hates Kira, he wants her dead but he can't kill her because they're immortal, you can stick a dagger into their bodies and they'll bleed and they may be unconscious for a while but in a moment they'll be reborn like a phoenix (I took this headcanon from the fact that Poland is compared to a phoenix that was always reborn after its fall)

he and Kira are from another dimension and one of the reasons she ended up on Third Earth is because she wanted to hide from him but they both know that he knows she's there lol

one day he came to the Mutants with an offer they couldn't refuse, offering them to rebuild Plundarr in exchange for defeating Kira, which had only benefits for them because they would not only get their home back but also defeat the Thundercats so he became their new boss (Vultureman didn't really liked that, sure he wanted Plundarr back and to defeat Thundercats but he didn't want to hurt Kira cause he's madly in love with her)

and here I don't know how to do it, but I want him to suddenly change at some point and want to redeem himself, I thought it would be after Kira wants to sacrifice herself for him, I just want them to be finally happy after all these years (they really need a separate post, it's too much 😭😭😭😭)

Ok it's too much, let me explain the rest later 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[radioiaci]

Wanted to answer all the nice things I was given in one post, so find them under the read-more cuz it's long. <3

@radiiosugars ⧐ you are a wonderful writer and i enjoy seeing your portrayal! I smile when you're on my dash <3 the little details you include with his perspective really do paint a picture! (and i hope your day gets better! )

WEH THANK YOU SO MUCH SALT, you're a blessing and I wholeheartedly appreciate whenever you spam me on Discord with SILLIES even though I don't always have the capacity to respond right away fjkdjgjdg I LOVE YOUR PORTRAYAL AND YOUR ART TOO and thank you for the kindness 😭

@copaceticjillybean ⧐ You are…soooo good at stuff! Your Alastor portrayal, your art, it’s all just really really cool! I’m always so excited, when I see you post your animatics, or a new drawing, or a reply, because I know it’s gonna brighten up my day a bit! ; I know you’re having a hard time today, but I just wanted you to know that I think you’re really neat and good at what you do. ^w^ ; Oh, and I almost forgot- you’re also just FUN. Like, your ooc posts are just cute and funny, and I like seeing you pop on and tell us what you’re thinking. You’re easy to talk to, and that means a lot, especially for someone like me who can get nervous talking with people >u<;

AAAA THANK YOU, I really do try to be as approachable as possible given the type of person that I am, so I really don't want anyone to feel like they CAN'T talk to me. sometimes the RPC can feel really limited and exclusive and I like to change that in whatever way I can. you are always very kind and fun to write with as well AND I CAN'T WAIT to see what sort of sillies Alastor and Jillian can get up to

@helluvaflames ⧐ I love the way you write Alastor and I'm still loving writing Fizzarolli and him in these scenes. You write Alastor so well and its been so fun to get to know him through our threads!

YES THANK YOU YOU GET ME, I love writin' with your lil Fizzy too! I'm also excited for Alastor and Angel's "date" LOL I'm sure there will be RIDICULOUSNESS there, just knowing how they generally interact. Thank you for putting up with me and my silly deer boy!!

@tinyfieryghost ⧐ YOUR ART IS SIMPLY INCREDIBLE. I love how you draw Alastor and writing with you is always a pleasure! I also love how you write Alastor! Silly guy who can and will murder and maim!!! Also you're great to talk to in general!

LISTEN YOU, YOUR ART IS ALSO PHENOMENAL and I didn't think I genuinely would get as invested into Alastor/Ghost's relationship but him in my brain was just like? ? ? ? "this one is mine? ? ?? actually???" so I MEAN IT JUST HAPPENED THAT WAY and I'm not mad about it. I'M EXCITED for Al's encounter with Reaper fr fr and I love writing with you!!!

@visage-of-hell ⧐ *violently kicks in the door* DID SOMEONE SAY POSITIVITY???? ; Bitch, you're one of the most TALENTED fuckers I know on this site. Amazing writing style? Check. Brilliant character portrayal? Check. AND knock-your-socks-off gorgeous artistic skills to boot???? Dude, you are a triple threat of sheer creative genius--don't you DARE be doubting that for even a second!

WUH HUH BUH LISTEN you are ALSO very talented and I VERY MUCH love writing with Al and Vis together because they're a real ENEMY TO LOVER ARC MAYBE? AND I KNOW IT'S SLOW MOVING BECAUSE ALASTOR IS STUPID but I LOVE IT ALSO??? Thank you my friend, I love to talk with you too and share funny sillies and fawn over them being so STUPID

@damnedrainbows ⧐ //you’re one of my favorite alastors and truthfully I admired from the sidelines for a while because I felt inadequate hehehehe I can!t wait to interact with our muses more and see where it go for him and lucifer ; also forgot to tack on, amazing artist ; like seriously I link my friends your art all the time on discord lol

WHAT???? ONE OF UR FAVS???? STOPPIT. That always means a ton to me, especially because I know how many TALENTED and wonderful writers there are playing Alastor out there so that RLY MAKES ME FEEL GOOD AND VALUED and YOUR writing is also fantastic! Al/Lucifer's first thread is so weirdly deep after starting off as like almost a meme and I'm LIVING for it LOL. AND I'M GLAD YOU LIKE MY ART LMAO maybe some day I'll draw something like actual serious for people to share jgdljgd but I enjoy drawing shitpost Al too much BUT THANK YOU this means a lot.

@lilitophidian ⧐ HEEEEY YOU, I LOVE YOUR LITTLE DEER, AND WE GOT SOME DOPE ASS SHIT GOING ON LIKE??? your writing is so fucking good I wanna do more threads with you at some point even though I have verbal diarrhea ; BUT YOU DESERVE THE BEST LIKE I TAKE TIME ON MY REPLIES TO YOU SO THEY ARE GOOD EATS??? Like, let me love on ya!!! ; Also your art ; I'd tattoo the pink dress wearing Alastor on my body fr

MY LIL DEER BOY YES I'M SO EXCITED for him to be.... tortured... mercilessly (that sounds bad LMAO) but LISTEN we are both wordy and I do NOT hate that one bit, I EAT IT UP YUMYUM gimmi all that good good exposition and artsy prose I LOVE that shit and you do it SO WELL. Also thank you for recommending frilly pink dress Alastor, I think he will never live that one down LMAO.

@ducktastic-dad ⧐ you are SO funny and sweet pascall, i love writing with you ( and your writing is amazing obviously i cannot live without it ) but even just our conversations ooc bring me lots of joy !! you have fantastic art and i am FLOORED by how creative you are ! thank you for making me funny shitposts and indulging my horrible brainrot 😭💜

I'M GRABBING YOU AND SHAKING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS listen the fact that you have put up with my dumbass over the last few weeks just constantly spamming you with radioapple shit means that you should get some type of AWARD HONESTLY. every IC interaction we have is so good and whenever you reply I'm like *VACCUUM NOISES* as i ABSORB IT. YOU're the one indulging MY horrible brainrot and u know what there's something beautiful about that. THANK YOU ily ily

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Thank you all for such kind words, it really did make me feel better about my poopy day. <3

[anincompletelist]

Back to ask many things my love

- hello a/b/o au please tell me more

- anything morsel for type one Alex

- also boxer Alex not even a snippet but just fun lore!!!

BEAS! :D

ok ok omg so --

I have dropped some lore on the a/b/o au here, here, and here! it's book canon verse with a few minor plot changes and I'm excited to explore some tropes that I haven't worked with before and do a little bit of world building of my own along the way!

DIABETIC ALEX MY BELOVED! I talked about him here and here but here's the summary for the fic as of right now hehehe

The entire world has it on video, Alex stumbling forward, straight into Henry’s shoulder, knocking him back into the table and then crumbling to the ground, the cake falling on top of them. Everyone thinks Alex was drunk, or that he hates him, or that he’s immature or unfit for his title, but none of it’s the truth. Everyone’s acting like it’s the end of the world regardless.  And maybe, for Alex, it kind of is.

he's based on my own journey with type one and it's been both really intimidating and also unbelievably cathartic to get all of it down onto a page and read it back to myself. it is a passion project for sure, and I can't wait to share it and hopefully relate to anyone else that may have type one or another chronic illness, and/or educate others on what it can be like!

AND HMM LETS SEE BOXER ALEX LORE ....... it might be the filthiest thing I have ever written ksjdhkshd. y'all know I love to use smut as a plot device and an avenue for character' development and growth and therefore it will make up a good probably 80% of this fic ksjhdksjhd. it's half-canon, so henry is still a prince but alex is not famous in this one (not as the FSOTUS, anyway). I'll give you the first line to ruminate on hehehehe:

It’s past midnight and snowing in Brooklyn when Henry learns how to breathe again. 

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[send me an ask about my wips!]

[propertyofkylar]

can we get a sneak peak of your yanderes.... please??????

omg hehehehe it makes me happy that you're excited!!!

once again i wish i had any artistic talent but all i have are very shitty sketches of them that i will not be sharing. but i can share a lil bit about what i've come up for them so far!!

and note that these are very new lol so things might change, i'm still developing them. but the overall goal is that in the new year i will start writing stories for these two along with my dol fic and you guys will be able to request stuff about them too!! trying to broaden my horizons lol

OKAY SO

one is named oli, he is a cringefail wet dog kinda guy :( you have to be nice to him or he will cry. he's a submissive little loser annd is super creepy :3

the other is named damien, he is a very mysterious guy. he is a modern incubus who got obsessed with his darling after visiting them in their dreams...

waaaaaaah i felt cringey writing that. it's WEIRD for me to share my ocs i don't like it BUT I can't wait to come up with more about these two and write stories about them!!

[1d1195]

ok ok ! lots to talk about !

i finally read all of dolcezza and HABDJSAHGAGS oh my goodness. even after reading all your works for well over a year now, i don’t think ill even get used to how amazing of a writer you are. i truly FELT everything in that story, from her pain of asking for help (she’s soooo real omfg she’s just like me) to the anxiety and terror in the last chapter ???? HELLO I WAS SO SCARED SHDBJSJAHS IT WAS SOOOO GOOD I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE PLANNED FOR THE BLURBS they were truly soulmates since the first part when they ran into eachother🥹🥹🥹 i LOVED how he was so mushy and soft and just completely head over heels for her it gave me ALL the feels😭😭💞💞✨✨

next: I JUST FINISHED MY FRIEND’S TOYOTA AND OMGGGGG AHHHHH !!!!! it’s soooooo cute and soft and the way they’re both just hopeless romantics looking for the love of their life i cantttt😭 AND IT WAS SO CUTE HOW YOU ADDED THE WHOLE “should i bring a coat” SCENE LIKE IN THE SONG AHHHH I WAS SMILING SO HARD I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WITH THEM (and when they finally get close enough to share that they both had the same fantasies for their college years ????🥹🥹🥹🥹 im gonna sob)

i just ughhhh i love your writing and your characters soooooo much you never fail to make me fall COMPLETELY in love with your stories

ALSOOOO I LISTENED TO THE SONG AND OMGGGG IT FEELS LIKE LAYING IN A MEADOW AT THE START OF SPRING WHEN ALL THE FLOWERS AND TREES ARE JUST STARTING TO BLOOM AND JUST LAYING IN THE GRASS AND STARING AT THE SKY AND FEELING THE WIND UGHHH ITS SOOO GOOD THANK YOU FOR THE REC I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYSSS APPRECIATE THE MUSIC (along with everything else!)

love you and hope you’re doing reallyyyy well <333

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AHHHH Yay yay yay yay!

I'm so flattered you think I'm such a good writer 😭 it's so so nice of you!

I love making Harry a mushy mess of a man. I assume he is and i will not be told differently 💕 I have gotten the feeling that we could start a club here on 1d1195.tumblr.com about being too hard on ourselves and not being able to ask for help 😭💕 I'm glad you related to her! I always find it's easier to read when the character is relatable in someway. I'm sorry you have a hard time asking for help. I truly know how difficult and lonely that can be! I'm sorry for making you so scared but hopefully it was quite the relief by the end! I'm glad you're excited for future blurbs! I am too! 🤭 I should probs come up with some ideas besides an alternate stalker-scene hehehehe

I LOVE writing about songs. It's the easiest way for me to write, honestly. I guess that speaks more to the song-artist than about me hehehe. The second I hear a song I like, I envision a whole story about the lyrics. Noah Kahan has been KILLING me for months. His new song Forever just officially dropped today and I can't with "we can't make rent, so we window shop." I have lots of ideas based on songs rolling around in my head and you can see how quick I write when I have a song that makes the story easier based on some of my older work (not that I'd recommend reading anything older it's trashy af).

YOU ARE THE SWEETEST 😭💕

I have yet to fully dive into the lyrics of Paint, but glossing over them, they seem a bit sad. So idk if I'd be able to write one of my cute-gross stories, but I might spin it another direction. I'm so glad you liked it and love your description of it! I agree completely (also if I were to write about this song, I'd probs include a meadow scene).

Thanks so much for reading my stuff! I appreciate you greatly!!!

xoxo

[abcd-em]

Hi Em! Just read your new fic, Paper Bags. I’m so excited to see what you got in store for us w this one. As I read, I was wondering about some of the details and curious if you wouldn’t mind sharing your thoughts on it. Peter is def older than, I think, in any of your fics and def w an older child than in TBART. Any particular reason why you made him older?! I am so looking forward to see how Peter and MJ get together bc 9 years as a widow is quite a lot without getting together before that?! Or maybe they have or thats something you’ll share later in other chapters? Anyway, I can’t wait to read more of this universe. Thank you to your whims!!

Peter IS older!! I wanted his kid to be older, closer to the teenage years than I've written before so that their dynamic could be a little different, the request for packed lunches to be a little more out of left field and that in turn meant Peter had to be older

More about their friendship and history is gonna come out later in the fic. 9 years is a long time, maybe, but who says that both Peter and MJ have both been alone that whole time? Theyve also just been busy! Peter being so young when he had his child and when they lost Gwen meant his early twenties were a little hectic then going back to school, working and parenting- man's been in survival mode. MJ is an established actress, building a career.

I can't wait to get into it all a little bit more hehehehe

[iamlittlelostsoul]

Since I didn't see any rules I'll request it based on my own taste!

✎ Riddle Roseheart x reader (can be they/them, he/him, she/her) angst: Imagine dancing to the music, dancing with him on the day of your marriage yet at the end of the day it wasn't you but just your ghost and his broken heart.

✎ Malleus Draconia x reader (same thing) angst: Flower language with Malleus, giving him flowers was a normal occurrence yet on the day you left him, a bouquet mixed with Purple hyacinths and Tulips.

✎ Silver x reader (same thing) angst: The joy of one person can be shared through simple acts, but what if those daily activities are what brought your separation?

here's my masterlist! just incase anyone is interested ><

Hello @whatevermywpis!!! THX for dropping by!!!

I'll do my best in writing all your Req's ideas!! And yes just like what I most of the time use reader is still going to be gender neutral.

But I'll start with your first idea! ^v^

Hope you'll like it >//<

Their Final Waltz

Riddle Roseheart x gn!reader

A lovely tune play in the background at a lovely ballroom.

'It was our favorite melody.' he thought smiling at them as they smile back at him.

There were not so many people invited to this celebration...only people closest to them.

The guests enjoyed the party with the couple some were enjoying themselves with wine, and food, chatting with the other fellow guests, while some are on the dance floor but all are equally happy for such a lovely event.

Riddle stood from his seat as he heard the main song play. He offers them his hand with a bright smile, and they take it as happy as he.

The two walked to the center of the room. Then Riddle faces his partner, taking the lead as he places one of his hands on their partner's waist while the other still latched on their hand.

Moving along with the music, they danced. Riddle's eyes shimmered with love and happiness. He finally married her/him and he's finally their husband!

"I can't believe we've finally reached to this point. We've went through so much and finally, we are wed!" he happily says as he lead his partner.

"Mmh, I know right! It felt like it were only yesterday were we fight the blots and all those crazy events!" they said giggling as Riddle spins them around.

"hehehe...am sorry for that one time too. I swear it will never happen again." he says determined and truly a little guilty.

"Aww~ Riddle no need to apologize! It's all in the past, and besides everything's all good already!" they said kissing Riddle on his cheeks.

"Hey! Under the queen of heart's order Rule number-....oops- habits." He says laughing.

"Hahahaha! This is why your coworkers are a tiny bit afraid of you."

"Hey! Im trying, ok..." he says with a slight pout.

"Hehehehe~ I know. And you're doing so well!" they said leaning their forehead on Riddle's.

"Mmh..." he says happily nodding as he too leans his forehead on them.

"Riddle?"

"Yeah?"

"You should try doing 'that' too...." they said as they stopped dancing and looks him straight in the eye.

"That? What do you mean?" He asks confused.

"You know what I meant Riddle...." they look at him with pity as they let go of his hand and moves a step back from him.

Riddle looks at them shocked and confused. Everyone that was dancing with them were now all at the sides.

"huh, what do you mean love?" He says as he reaches his hand towards them.

"....you know, It's time...to move on...Riddle" they said as Riddle's hand passes through their body.

"Wait- no nonono! Please don't go...you-you're not dead yet." he says dropping to his knees, tears threatening to come out. "You're not dead yet.....you..are not dead."

"I wish so...maybe next time. But not now...let's meet again and finish our favorite song?" They said...as Riddle notices their body looking more transparent.

They sat down beside Riddle and looks at him with pity. "Hey....it's not your fault ok?...I will forever love you." They said with a pain-filled smile before disappearing.

Riddle broke down. He wailed and cried as he hits the floor repeatedly. He wailed and cried as his best friend Trey and Chenya runs up to his side and tries to console him...same goes with his other friends like Cater, Ace, and Deuce.

"It was my fault..." he cried in Trey's arms. "I could have saved them.....I-I could have...yet I wasn't able to do so. I-I failed them."

"Riddle no is to be blamed....it was too sudden. We were all too late." Trey says as he hugs his friend.

All the lavishing decorations, all the flowers, all the food, and the whole party...could never felt so dull and dark.

Why oh why do the gods have to be so cruel sometimes?

...To take such a lovely person to a lonely man.

It always have to be the kindest and purest of heart that lives the shortest...

If only an event like when they were still at school happened for him....something like when the ghost Eliza comes to get her groom.

Riddle would have taken their hand unhesitatingly if it were them looking for a groom. He would gladly wed them and follow them to the afterlife.

'Hah, his mother is truly right about this one...love along with a very lonesome goodbye truly made him mad.' And he misses them dearly...

The warmth of their skin, felt cold to touch.

The sound of their gentle voice, never to be head again...

Their sweet gentle smile, now buried 6 feet under.

And the pranks and tricks...the rule breaking and everything....he would never see nor witness it again.

And all he could do is break down and cry.

Cry and scream his aching heart out.

"My love...how am I to move on?...how could I ever live a proper life without you...my beautiful rose."

<...End>

[smokingangelhoe]

Valentines Day

LOVE A BLACK WOMAN TO INFINITY TO INFINITY......

Anyways this is my first request so hehehehe

Prompt: Dark Skin beauty getting loved on for valentines day

Warnings: Smut (it's valentines lmao), fluff, cursing, daddy kink, spit kink, hair pulling, spanking

I think that's it....

Jack Harlow x Dark Skin! Black Reader

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Jack's POV

Buzzzzz....

I sighed lowly as I felt my apple watch vibrate. I made sure I didn't make a loud enough alarm to wake my girlfriend since I had to prepare her first surprise of the day. I looked over at her nude sleeping body with a smile "My god you are beautiful" I said to myself as I kissed her back

I got out of bed carefully not to wake her and walked into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and fluffed out my hair before heading downstairs. I adjusted my boxers as they were riding up. I grabbed the eggs, bread, pancake batter, bacon, oranges, strawberries, chocolate chips, and all the kitchen equipment I needed. I started off by cooking the pancakes and seasoning the eggs with some salt and pepper with a pinch of cayenne. I buttered the bread and toasted it on the stovetop. I plated the two chocolate chip pancakes with some cut-up strawberries and some chocolate drizzle on top. Next, I placed her fried medium-well eggs next and lastly her bacon. I took her bread and placed it on a mini plate with some jelly. I pressed the oranges made fresh orange juice and put a little sugar in it. I cleaned up all the dishes which luckily I didn't have a lot since I was cleaning as I go.

"Please don't fall...please don't fall" I mumbled as I walked up to our shared bedroom

I pushed open the door with my back and placed the tray on the nightstand and sighed "Damn I need some orange juice" I said taking a sip

"Isn't that supposed to be for me" y/n's sleepy teasing voice ran through the room making me freeze

I put the half-finished orange juice down and gave her a smile "This is all a dream" I said waving my arms around making her sexy laugh fill the room

"Mmm come here pa" she said holding her arms up making the sheet drop from her chest which let her breast show

I licked my lips and climbed on top of her "Happy valentines day my queen" I mumbled making her smile as her hands ran through my slightly nappy hair

"Happy birthday king" she breathed making the smell of mint fill my nose

I frowned making her chuckle "I woke up like 10 minutes after you got up. You know I can't sleep without you baby" she said making me smile

I shook my head and connected our lips in a soft kiss. She bit my lip earning a groan from me as our tongues swirled around each other in sync. I pressed my hips into hers earning a light gasp from her before giggling. I chuckled and pulled back which earned a whine from her.

I shook my head and put her tray of food on her lap after she got in a comfortable position "Mmmm come eat with me please" she said with a pout

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Y/n's POV

After breakfast, Jack and I took a shower, and now we're getting ready to go out for a shopping spree. I was in the bathroom wrapped in a towel on my phone making a sweet love-filled Instagram post.

@officially_yn

Today is one of the 365 days that me being spoiled is justified...lmao I'm just playing. The day I met jack I knew I found someone special just by the way he was looking at me. That smile, those eyes ugh just everything about him. Even his corny ass jokes made me laugh. He was smooth and earned his way into my heart. I can say proudly that I have found my soulmate. So today is the day where we both spoil each other and treat each other with the love that we share. @JackHarlow I am proud to call you my boyfriend and hopefully one day I can call you my husband and the father of our children. I'm so deeply in love with you and I can't wait to spend the day with you and many more. I love you pa. 💜😘💍

"You're so cute ma" I heard Jack say as he walked into our bathroom

I smiled at him through the mirror before turning around "You know I had to show out for my king" I said wrapping my arms around his neck

"I know, go look at my post" he said kissing my neck

s@Jackharlow

Y/n Y/l/n my future wife, future baby mama, happy valentines day. Today I get to love and spoil you all I want and treat you like the queen you are. When we met I was immediately drawn in by your beauty and just your vibe. Your laugh is contagious and your smile could light up a room. I am so lucky to be able to wake up and see your beautiful face and to call you my girlfriend. I hope we have many more valentines together and hopefully be able to call you my wife next time around. @official_yn

I shook my head as I finished reading "You plan on proposing huh" I questioned making him laugh

"That's what I plan" he responded rubbing my thighs

"Well right now I want you right here with me" I said making him nod

"Yes ma'am" he said before connecting our lips

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After shopping...

"Baby you better not let me hit a wall. I will cut you" I threatened only hearing him chuckle in return

We just got back from the Cheesecake factory and Jack told me I still had a few more surprises. In all honesty, the only thing I want to do is give my man his gifts and ride his dick until the sun comes up.

"Alright, look" he said removing his hands from over my eyes

My eyes immediately watered at the roses everywhere and heart balloons "Jack" I said softly

"Keep walking baby" he said kissing the side of my head

I walked towards the stairs and shook my head as I felt a tear run down my face. "Go to the room first" he spoke softly as he rubbed my back

As we walked down the hallway I didn't notice Jack recording me secretly. I pushed our bedroom door open and clamped my hand over my mouth as I looked over the room (a/n- it's just the decorations, not the room itself). I looked back at jack and pulled him into a tight hug as I cried softly into his shoulder.

"Stop crying mama, you got one more thing" he said as he pecked my lips

He wiped my face and intertwined our fingers "You need to stop making me cry" I mumbled making him snort

He opened the bathroom door and I smiled hard looking at his setup "You sneaky bitch" I said hitting his arm lightly

He shook his head and pulled me into him. I immediately connected our lips in a passionate kiss. His hands gripped my ass before smacking both cheeks roughly which brought out a gasp from me.

"Mmm fuck a bath nigga" I said making him chuckle

"Nah I need you nice and relaxed before I bust yo shit" he said making me bite my lip

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Jack's POV

"Baby you want the rest of these......" the words were caught in my throat as I looked at y/n who was laying in the middle of our bed in lingerie

"I want you right here" she said smirking at me

I swallowed hard and set down the tray before walking over to y/n. She sat up and rubbed her nails on my stomach making me shudder. She pulled off my towel and licked her lips.

"Baby" I breathed as she kitten licked my dick

"Mmmm you need me pa?" she teased as she stroked my dick

My hips jerked while I nodded "Please baby" I whimpered

She sent me a smirk before she placed my tip in her mouth. I bit my lip as I looked down at her while she sucked my dick like a pro "Fuck" I sighed throwing my head back

I felt her hands trail down my stomach before she cupped my balls "S-shit" I moaned looking down at her only to find her piercing eyes already staring up at me

I gripped her hair and slowly started to thrust into her wet mouth "Suck this dick ma" I gritted as she gagged lightly as I fucked her throat harder

She created bubbles and made it messier "Nast fucking bitch, you love this dick huh baby?" I moaned

She looked up at me and nodded "Mhm fuck baby I'm almost there" I said

She pulled her mouth off and went to suck on my balls as her hands played with my tip "You ready to cum for me daddy?" she questioned

My eyes rolled back as she deep throated my dick once again as her hands still massaged my balls "Oh my fucking god" I groaned as I held her head to my abdomen

My hips jerked as I came into her mouth. She moaned softly as she swallowed. I sighed "Baby- shit" I gasped as she cleaned my dick up

She pulled back with a smirk as she wiped her mouth "You dangerous" I said breathing hard

She giggled as she laid back on the bed "And I'm all yours" she said

I nodded and climbed over her body "You damn right" I said before kissing her plump lips

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Y/n's POV

"D-daddy fuuuuck" I moaned loudly as jack hit my g-spot repeatedly

"Stop fucking running y/n" he gritted grabbing my legs and pushing them to my chest

"It's too much" I whined before gasping as he gripped my jaw

"Take yo dick bae" he smirked teasingly

I licked my lips and opened my mouth making him shake his head "Such a fucking slut" he gritted before spitting in my mouth

I moaned and swallowed it "You fucking me so good" I moaned out

He pulled out making me whine "Come on" he said getting off the bed

I eyed him in confusion as he helped me up. He kissed me sloppily as he brought us to our big windows. I smirked and turned around "Fuck me daddy" I said putting my hands on the window

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"I love you, Jack Harlow" I said

After a few more rounds we decided to call it a night. We took a shower and jack cleaned up before coming to the bed.

He smiled and pecked my lips "I love you so much more y/n" he said making me smile

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@betterkeepmewetterthanabayou I hope you enjoyed it

Also sorry this came out so late, my schedule has been all over the place lately

[cyaniiiide]

[Genshin] Thoughts on "Akasha Pulses, the Kalpa Flame Rises"

I stayed up til 2 am to finish this quest and I loved it! ❤

Staying up til 2 am on version release dates is just a tradition at this point... I will not be spoilered. This is a difficult endeavor, seeing as how spoilers even come out before the version's story is officially released, but I try. ;o;

(At least I'm no longer on east coast time!! Staying up til 4 am was fun in college, it is not fun now. T___T)

// 3.2 ARCHON QUEST SPOILERS BEYOND THIS POINT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED //

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One of the first things that happens in this quest is Alhaitham saying he's not like the other girls. In fact, he's in the top 1% of girls. This man has such a superiority complex (though if I'm being honest, it's not completely unfounded...)

Initially, I didn't really like his character because of this (among other things), but it's grown on me after seeing his interactions with Kaveh. He's just so... needlessly antagonistic. xD

Throughout the archon quest, Alhaitham has played the role of the cold, logical brain of the team. He's almost like a robot in that sense, so seeing him take what a robot would deem "unnecessary actions" to torment poor Kaveh is hilarious. (It seems like Kaveh might do his fair share of the tormenting as well though LMAO)

Alhaitham: happiness is an emotion alien to the sages smh

Alhaitham: y'know who else won't experience happiness today

Alhaitham: my roommate bc I took both keys while leaving the house today heheheh

I can't wait to see more of their interactions in the future.

(Also, Kaveh's hair?? Hello???

I wonder if the "IXIX" pins mean anything... nine-nine?)

Another character that grew on me a bit this archon quest is Dehya!! Miss Anime-Hair-Vents-Girl. She got to shine the most the previous chapter, but she has her moments here too. Protecting the traveler as their bodyguard, wanting a "smile" as payment... big sister vibes.

She's a big ol' tsundere in some regards though. She doesn't have any big ambitions, and she admits herself to only wanting to enjoy the days with good food and drink, and only working when she has to.

And yet, despite this... she's trekked halfway across Sumeru and back with the gang, even though she could just leave?? at any point she wanted to. Dehya's very individualistic, and doesn't compromise on her own ideals or interests. But in the end, she'll always have your back, both physically and emotionally.

I already had a high opinion of Tighnari before this archon quest so not much changed here. He's sensible and rational without being cold. It was nice seeing how protective he was towards Haypasia as his patient.

He's the perfect person to watch over the sages who went to the Avidya Forest at the end, too. Even if they deserve it, I can't see Tighnari being needlessly cruel to any of them. He'll definitely keep them under a watchful eye, though...

And of course, I can't talk about Tighnari without talking about Cyno! I'm not a Cynonari shipper myself, but there was sooo much food this chapter -- from Cyno asking who was behind Tighnari's injury, to Tighnari trusting Dehya and the Traveler as soon as they brought up Cyno's name, to Tighnari's affirmation that he and Cyno have been working together behind the scenes from the very beginning.

I wasn't really a fan of certain parts of Cyno's story quest, but for better or worse, the writers are sticking to their guns in portraying Cyno's personal brand of justice. Everything played out really nicely in his scenes. My personal favorite is when he ordered Azar to "plead guilty in front of the archon herself."

Another thing I wanted to mention was how well done the Scaramouche scene at Pardis Dhyai was. I legitimately got spooked when I saw him pop up. He too says he's not like the other girls and then a bunch of other stuff about rejecting his past.

The traveler notes that "he's become milder but somehow even more deranged" lollllll

One thing I didn't expect from him was to actually be concerned about Haypasia and to treat her as his "first follower." I guess all gods need followers though, so it wasn't real concern so much as it was just his own superiority complex.

Also, I did not expect him to crash head first into a concrete floor at the end of the archon quest LMAO

One of the first things I saw today though was (3.3 leaks) his signature dish, where he orders the traveler to wash the dishes. 😭 Honestly, I have to admire his sheer tenacity... he becomes god, gets his ass beat, suffers what I assume has to be terminal brain damage, and STILL has apparently done zero self-reflection LOL. Whatever happens in the 3.3 interlude quest, he's evidently still the vertically-challenged gremlin we know (and maybe love I haven't decided yet)

Nilou was an unexpected appearance in this quest. I really enjoyed all the different perspectives this quest had to offer, including the segment where we played as Nilou. It's a good way of showcasing things that the traveler wouldn't personally be there to experience.

Speaking of Nilou... I absolutely love her. She's a little clumsy and forgetful, but her story quest really showed that she's willing and able to fight for what she loves. She's not a revolutionary (this is the exception, as the opportunity basically landed in her lap!), but in her own way, she's been fighting for change all this time.

Nilou's story quest also touched me for a different reason, too... Recently, a server for a game I really like and was a member of the community for shut down. I wish we could have come together to extend its lifespan the way Nilou and the people at the bazaar did for their dance troupe, even though it would have been impossible in our case.

That's a rabbit hole I'll go down some other time, though!

(The OST when Nilou was dancing was also fantastic. And when the Performance Prohibition Act text was overlaid with the fake order to arrest Kusanali? Chills. ❤❤)

...Speaking of that fake order, I couldn't let this go by without mentioning Isak, that kid who literally dressed as Kusanali to lead the guards away. 😭 Of all the things I expected in this chapter, this was not one of them.

I also chose to hide in the field instead of behind the house when it came to the first decision b/c I thought he might be able to camouflage himself among the vegetables and I WAS RIGHT LMAO (unless hiding behind the house led to the same result. then idk lol)

Last but not least, I need to talk with everyone about Nahida. She's my pfp (at the time of writing this, anyway) and just. Look at her. LOOK AT HER. I loved her ever since her design was first leaked (yes I'm gatekeeping don't @ me /s) and I'm so glad her story has played out so beautifully.

One thing I really liked is that Nahida was never infantilized this chapter -- even though literally all of us were willing to go to war for her and to coddle the radish after her teaser, Nahida really held her own. The first scene we get of her in this quest is of her doing self-reflection. She wallows in doubt for a bit, then comes to the realization of what her true emotions are. Not what she "should" be feeling or thinking as an archon, but what she is feeling.

(I'm also a bit confused here, after re-reading her wiki entry -- could Nahida have escaped the Sanctuary beforehand? The archon quest implies she couldn't, as it gives an explanation as to how the Sanctuary could contain a god. Nahida's own voicelines also talk about being in a birdcage. Yet, the wiki says that she (was essentially gaslit, first of all) took a step back on her own and let the sages run things.)

Anyways, the self-reflection was a scene that I hadn't realized I needed -- Nahida getting past her own mental block, and taking strides forward to act as Sumeru's archon. Not trying to gather information or help out behind the scenes -- nope, the radish is out for blood this time.

Fun fact: I tried to challenge Scaramouche's domain with just the Nahida and Lumine in my party! (I also did the same earlier, playing through most of the archon quest with Cyno/Lumine/Nilou/Nahida. I would've used Tighnari in place of Nahida if I had him...)

Not-so-fun fact: I failed miserably and got Nahida killed in the very first fight (I forgot how hard electro skirmishers can hit...) and had to bring Zhongli along too for his shield.

Nahida really shined during the fight with Scaramouche -- forcing him to go through 168 samsara cycles; poetic justice at its finest. It's also quite fitting that Nahida drew upon the people's wisdom using the Akasha to help the traveler. Honestly, I'm not too sure how that worked (would regular people even know how to beat a giant mecha god robot...?) but Nahida's always been an archon for the people, and it's nice to see that theme being carried through. It's even in her kit! The most powerful part of her kit (Tri-Karma Purification) doesn't activate unless a reaction with dendro is triggered.

My heart definitely sunk though when I first saw Scaramouche try to take Nahida's Gnosis (the way he picked her up too???? 😭). Another thing this quest did well was hide information from the player. Initially, I thought the whole strategy session at the beginning of the quest was kind of odd, given that it we just skipped through the actual meeting. Everything was revealed in due time though. ❤

(And this way, Paimon got to be useful too! Instead of repeating information that we just heard, she got to be the "person who wasn't listening during the meeting" to catch the players up to speed, haha.)

The third-to-last segment with Greater Lord Rukkhadevata was also incredibly beautiful. Nahida's self-realization that she is the Dendro Archon, and essentially has been all along was affirmed.

The second-to-last segment was less beautiful. After all our hard work! Dottore shows up to snatch the two Gnoses. I don't feel like Nahida got a good deal with Raiden's Gnosis, to be honest... I guess it had less value to her as a Gnosis from a foreign land, though.

As for her own Gnosis... I really want to know what information she got in exchange for it!!! D:

I guess Nahida did the best she could though. She was at a huge disadvantage in the situation.

And the last, but certainly not least segment of our heroes celebrating? *chef kiss*

An epilogue like this was exactly what we needed to tie up the archon quest. It would have been too weird just asking some questions to Nahida at the end of everything, and not seeing everyone again and see how things were going.

The huge upheaval at the Akademiya, the fates of the sages, Dunyarzard!!!, were all discussed. The Sumeru Archon quest had also addressed the huge inequality between the citizens of the desert and the rainforest, and I'm so happy to see Cyno spearheading the efforts to revitalize Aaru Village. Even Setaria showed up!

One thing I will definitely take away from Sumeru is the persistent theme of how everyone coming together can solve seemingly insurmountable problems. It's a rather obvious thing to take away (the power of teamwork, yay!) but it was really hammered in throughout the archon quest. Every part of Alhaitham's plan relied on its individual members, and the use of the Akasha to save Sumeru not only once, but twice was a result of using the knowledge gathered from its citizens' combined experiences. Sumeru is the land of wisdom, and a part of wisdom is cooperation and knowing when and how to rely on others.

There's plenty of room to expand Sumeru's story from here, and I'm excited to see where the story takes us next.

(And of course, the lore bombs at the end... I can't wait to find out the answers to those questions!!)

P.S. As of right now this is unedited and might remain unedited bc it's 12:30 am, I wrote this all in one shot, and I wanna chill now lmao

I should have probably also added pictures to break up the wall of text so that I actually might want to reread this at some point like which was the main point of writing this 😭

[simp4ace]

aa you're so sweettt

it was a retake exam for the one we took last week and I did worse 💀 oh well, definitely going to have to try for finals week cus ugh

aaanddd thanks for reading my request definitely take your time on it!! owo your works are worth the wait babe, I've read the other ones you published and they definitely made me smile big!!

btw, do you read/watch anything other than one piece?? -🧪

jfvhfjbfjbjdbdkbkfdb omgggg noo you're sweeter😭😭😭 thank you though🥺🥺❤❤ I just started writing this October and my works are still all over the place fnjkbds😩 I'll try my best to improve more knowing that there is still people enjoy my stuff like you, it means a lot to me tbh. Give me the courage to share my work more regularly😍 Love youuuu <333 (btw did you mean the new hc with insecure s/o?XD or the cockroach one? or the taking care? I kinda don't remember my stuff very well and I always forget to update my masterlist😭)

And YESSS I READ A LOT OF MANGAS OTHER THAN ONE PIECE 🥰🥰🥰 you can tell that I'm a big weeb hehehehe XD I read various genres, I'm gonna put my list under the cut if you're interested in <3 It's too long tbh

Normally, I prefer reading manga to watching anime, but I still have my fav anime yes❤ I love Studio Ghibli<3 Watch all their movies🥺🥺🥺

And Cowboy Bebop!!!

Also Perfect Blue<3

And Akira

About manga...

I like reading shounen the most❤ Here are my GOAT:

Kimetsu no Yaiba (such an emotional rollercoaster, so so so in LOVE😻)

The Promised Neverland

Horimiya (honestly don't understand why people put this in the shounen tag😂 BUT true masterpieceeee😩😩😩❤❤❤ if you watch the anime the art is even more awesome<3)

Chainsaw Man (MY EDGY SIDE LOVE THIS!!!! dark and lots of blood, aw I live for the angst, yk👀)

Haikyuu

SPY X FAMILY (THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE AN ANIME ADAPTION NEXT YEAR PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT🤩🤩🤩🤩 truly, the most wholesome manga ever I treasure it!!!! Anya is so precious omg😭)

The Seven Deadly Sins

Bakuman (new motif, very inspiring, a darling to my list)

Hikaru no Go (I start to play go after this manga, it has had a strong effect on my life till this very day, also the art is everything)

DeathNote

Liar Game

Dragon Ball (sure, so classic, how can I not add it in?)

Great Teacher Onizuka (ahahahhaha 😂😂😂😂 TRULY MASTERPIECE HOWLING EVERY TIME HHHHHHH XDDDDDDD!!!! but if you don't feel comfortable you can skip this, it's quite...touchy. I know some certain people won't like its jokes)

Inuyasha (my first manga! the plot and the characters are all well-written! I LOVE Sesshoumaru omg)

Ranma 1/2 (same author with Inuyasha, gives good laugh and satisfactory fight scene❤)

Lum/ Urusei Yatsura (Lum is my favorite female lead 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️)

Assassination Classroom

Magi (why so underrated?????? The plot is genius, and the art is *chef kiss*🥺)

AOT

One-punch Man (just.the.art.is.worth.the.reading)

A Silent Voice (heart-touching, cry a lot, a must-read)

My Hero Academia *screaming Todoroki to the void*

Hunter x Hunter

Yotsuba&! (Cuttttteeeee, wholesome and so endearing🥺❤)

Gintama

Komi can't communicate (the bestest I'm telling you😔😔😔 too much fluff, too much love I'm jealous with them)

Beastars (unique, intelligent plot, loveable characters, amazing twist, you gotta try it out real fast omg🏃‍♀️💨)

Dr. Stone

Blue Flag (1000000000000/100 can't say no to this darling)

Angel Densetsu (wholesome❤ also so funny, and the art is ....erm haha you must try it out yourself then😂)

Yamada-kun and the Seven Witches (normally, harem is not my cup of tea, but this one is great! So worth it<3)

Yankee-kun to Megane-chan (howlinggggggg😭😭😭😂😂😂 so hilarious highly recommend)

Witch Hat Atelier (🤩💯❤One word: their art)

Silver Spoon (slice of life, good for the heart, also learn lots of new stuff you def never gonna use👁👁)

Yozakura Family

The Way of the Househusband (laughing a bit too hard dhdjdjdjjsjs😂😂😂)

Touch (a manga about baseball)

Cross Game

Also, if you ask me about something darker:

Kingdom (historical, battle, lots of fight and blood)

Berserk (classic)

The Climber

Innocent

20th Century Boys

The Flowers of Evils

Vagabond

Monster

Parasyte

Blank Canvas: My So-Called Artist Journey (not like really dark? Mature, I'd say)

And don't forget shoujo! my favorite mangas of this genre are:

Glass Mask (10000000/100, OMG IT'S SO INSPIRING SO CAPTIVATING I'M SO IN LOVE!!! highly recommend, the only flaw is that it is dropped😩)

Kaichou wa Maid-sama (hjghjvjvjrh A MUST READ!!!! omg blaming Usui Takumi for setting my standard too high😭)

Kimi ni Todoke

Nana (JDKVBHVBEVB OSAKI NANA IS MY QUEEN!!!! TRULY A MASTERPIECE ❤ but this one gonna hurt you as hell so uhmmm, still worth a try tho 😥 also they have an anime adaption, and I must say my style is mostly influenced by this manga/anime)

My Little Monster

Last Game (so FREAKING CUTE WHAT😭😭😭😭 their love is just so pure I'm crying, 10000/100)

Daytime Shooting Star ( my GOAT, the art and the plot and the characters are all well done! chef kiss)

Tsubaki-chou Lonely Planet (*rollingggggg cuz this manga it's sooooo freaking wholesome🥺😭❤* so loveable and make me have daddy issue *gasp*)

Oresama teacher (Laughing my ass out reading this hilarious manga😂😂😂 If you want a good laugh, an interesting female lead, and not too much loving theme Oresama teacher is a must-read)

Cat Street

Ore Monogatari (THE CUTEST! You are fed up with good-looking main chars and want something more close to reality? Try this one out and you'll not forget! Also, the art is chef kiss and I just want to say I love the male lead's best friend👉👈)

Kyou no Kira-kun

Beauty Pop (so underrated, why? It's very short but very awesome, make you want to devour it all at one go <3 a must try 💕 I have read this 5 times tbh)

Takane to Hana

Hana Yori Dango (A classic, truly, a classic. Just don't like the main chars too much now that I have grown up enough, but you can give it a try)

Strobe Edge (MAKE ME WANT TO GO BACK TO HIGHSCHOOL AND LOVE SOMEONE 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺 I read it again and again and aww, just love)

Remei no Arcana (cry...just cry a little too much....though I'm in love🥺 I love the art and the plot sm please!!!)

Machida-kun no Sekai (THE MOST WHOLESOME<33333333 touch my heart and warm my soul every time I read it, Machida is so precious and need to be protected😭😭😭)

Hana to Akuma (adorable, demon x human, make you cry your eyes out but worth it!!!!)

Black Bird (s-sexy, so sexy and charming gosh! I love it)

Lovely Complex (just as the name, EXTREMELY LOVELY hahaha I love their dynamic <333)

Beast Master (a real short one, only 4 or 5 chapters so far but have my whole heart from the very start💘💘💘)

Love so Life (One word: ADORABLE! Too much fluff, too much cuteness, make my heart goes uwuuuuuuuu, a true masterpiece believe me🥺🥺🥺)

Gakuen Babysitters (let-let just lay me down and leave me drowning in the endless fluff forever...Truly, I have the biggest smile ever reading this manga, also makes me wonder why my brother can't be cute like this? why😭😭😭 ah, it's about family bond! So no love<3)

Kamisama Hajimemashita -

Hibi Chouchou (too much sweetness my teeth are going to hurt😩😩😩 AAA agaiiiinnnn, makes me wanna go back to high school and fall in love with someone🥺💕)

Taiyou no le (another wholesome manga about love and found family 😍😍😍 heart-touching and warming, so good for the heart<333 I recommend it)

Dengeki Daisy (The female lead is so loveable! I like the angst here, and the fluff! It has everything, can break your heart and heal you at the same time❤)

Ouran Koukou Host Club (so freakingggg funnyyy😂😂😂😂 omg love its comedy!!! pure gold! and the main chars are just too precious I can't🥺)

Red River (HOW CAN I FORGET THIS AND NOT PUT IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!??? My childhood mangaaaa😩 I just love it with my whole heart, so so so perfect you have to try it out!!!!!)

From Far Away (AGAIN, HOW CAN I FORGET THIS ONE?! It is beautifully written, the art is so gorgeous, and the characters are extremely wholesome🥺❤ I love!)

Rere Hello (relationship goal? relationship goal! highly recommend, ngl😭😭😭😭)

Hotarubi no Mori e *cry*

Sacrificial Princess and the King of the Beast

Colette wa Shinu Koto ni Shita (as a mythology nerd, I A.M I.N L.O.V.E with this manga❤ the art is cute, and I fall in love with Hades why he's so handsome😭)

Our Precious Conversations (yes, just like the name, this manga is precious and need to be treasured more🥺)

Shinsuki Bitter Change (new motif, very interesting, great characters, and intelligent plot)

Kiss him, not me (also quite a new motif, funny and adorable, I'm strongly related to the female lead aha😆)

A Bride's Story (historical, the art is charming! Love all the detail❤)

Pochamani (I-I think the list is getting too long so I'm gonna end it with a fluff...)

that's all thank you for coming to my Ted talks!

[justmywriting1313]

First of all, congratulations for passing! :3 I'm so happy you're finally back. Just wanted to say, that your stories and writing are incredible and I can't wait to read more! ;^; Unfortunately I don't have any ideas for any request, but that's actually something positive for now since you have a lot to write. c: And don't mind those one's who are to impatient and don't have any respect for your hard work. We love it (and of course you) anyways. uwu❤ Oh, and I'm gonna steal your uwu's. òwó

Awwww honey this is so sweet thank you so much!!!! My little heart can't 💓💓but I am so freaking glad you like my writing and yes hopefully I can deliver on all the writing I've promised 😫😫 but still, you are always welcome to request something or even if it's just to talk and chat with me I love making friends!!🥰🥰 But honestly thank you so much!!! It's so reassuring and so friggin encouraging and motivational to read stuff like this cause it makes me want to write and share more and also reminds me that people do like my writing so thank you so much!!!! (i cried a little bit hehe and also yes steal all my uwu’s I am so down hehehehe)

(Also sorry if you sent this earlier, i put it in an earlier ask that i had some trouble with tumblr soooo that's why) 

[nunchiimagines]

Sweet Tea Series is really really good! Thank you for sharing it with us! Also, a bit scared cause that witch (literally, not being mean... But also a tiny bit 😬, cause she was very cruel) really showed her true color. Thankfully he was there to safe the day! Can't wait till she's the one that safes their supernatural butts! Keep going, as always you have a permanent fan! Remain safe and happy, please! All the love! X

Oh my goodness!! Thank you so much!! Hehehehe, wait until the rest of the guys show up! I can’t wait share the many more scenarios to come with all the characters!!

˚✧₊⁎Nunchi