#cant really hate on someone like that
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(queued) i,,,i was so ill i made a baseball au for kondraki. as one does.
i KNOW the yankees dont let their players have long hair and that was the joke initially but i got carried away so erm. sorry to the yankees fans out there
+troy (please dont ask) n draven, inspired by that one time during game 5 of the 02 world series where bakers son went into the field to grab the bat,,,i think that was the cutest baby ive ever seen also clefdraki!!!!!!!
sorry this is such a mess of a post lmao
garbage time below
also drew this random baseball player idk if u know him hes p unknown

#scp#scp foundation#dr kondraki#clefdraki#dont rlly wnna tag clef here because hes barely here#ah fuck it#dr clef#troy lament#go ms but also im very fond of judge he seems like a very polite guy#cant really hate on someone like that#yank or otherwise.....#doodle#doodle dump#every time I see an Angels highlight it's like "Mike Trout hit three homes runs and raised his average to .528 while Shohei Ohtani#did something that hasn't been done since 'Tungsten Arm' O'Doyle of the 1921 Akron Groomsmen as the Tigers defeated the Angels 8-3
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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Capri Sun... I miss you... (it still exists).
#detroit become human#connor rk800#chris miller#look i think at some point someone would have an impossible urge to have a capri sun but specifically in front of an android#and whoever is curious enough would be like well connor doesnt really seem to HATE many people#but we cant really convince hank to drink a capri sun so who would connor appreciate the bonding moment with#and everyone looks to chris because they think he can play it off easiest and theyre right#however i imagine hank eventually hears connor repeat the phrase respect the pouch and is like which of those fuckers showed you capri sun#and connor just whats a capri sun ?#because chris didnt elaborate thats just how they come#for that drink specifically#DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT BOTTLED CAPRI SUN SUPPOSEDLY IN 2025 THAT FEELS WRONG TO IMAGINE#i feel too strongly attached to the pouches (i miss them) (they still exist)#does it show that im actually a huge chris fan bc ahaha.... i am....
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Shadowheart 💐
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#shadowheart#bg3 shadowheart#baldur's gate 3 Shadowheart#jenevelle hallowleaf#virtual photography#vp#personal#i hate this shot so much i dunno aauaghhh#i think its cuz i took it while feeling really down like i cant bring myself to like it#but still gonna post it cuz someone might enjoy it i hope
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im not that great at analyzing characters and reading into subtext and all that but tumblr has opened my eyes and made me think more about majimas queerness and then i remembered Hannya-Man and its like. its not even subtext the text is hitting you over the head with The Implications.
#rgg#why a hannya out of all the spirits and demons in japanese mythology and noh theater?#not to be dramatic or anything but as someone whos trans masc and cant do anything about it#all the discussion around majimas relationship to gender has been kind of cathartic#im not familiar with how the character is used in pop culture in japan#or how its meaning varies between how its used in plays and colloquially#but from what little i could find your gender doesnt dictate or matter in how you relate to the hannya but still#originally im sure they just chose that tattoo for him since its like one of the most recognizable “oni” masks and it looks cool#but how that tattoos taken a deeper meaning with the more they develop him as a character through the games is really interesting#majimer#majima goro#goro majima#ryu ga gotoku#hannya man#goromi#like a dragon#yakuza kiwami#also unrelated but why did most of the pages i could find talking about the hannya and its symbolism just full of ai slop#noh masks are like. like. the way theyre crafted is usually with very specific features for specific reasons so just generating something#that “looks enough like a hannya mask” feels especially stupid#not that using ai is never NOT stupid but you get what i mean#its like so In Your Face how Stupid it is#i hate ai#i hate it here#yakuza
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what animal do you want to get better at drawing?
ferrets maybe, they’re weirdos to draw.
i think simplifying backgrounds into textures would be a good skill to learn, spend less time drawing foliage and just figure out how to leave the impression of foliage
i dont really have art goals besides making comics honestly
#answers#ill be honest i really like how i draw and i always have#Even like the objectively bad stuff from like a decade ago#Ive never been a self loathing artist and i dont think i ever could be#Is my art perfect?#Lol no and it never will be#Never could be#But how could i look at something i made and spent hours on and hate it?#answer is i cant#I feel this way towards all art#Someone spent their time creating something and i love it
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aww man it's just so unfortunate like. i don't think this version of pangi is evil for thinking this way at all. but is he wrong? yeah! he's got it wrong! but is there any possible way he could know that? no! does it make sense why he thinks this stuff? yes! other people have lied to him, but he has not been warned to stay away from those people. all he knows of his life here is what people have told him AND what he's read. does this make sense. like it's really upsetting because we know pili DOES have good intentions, and its frustrating to see his motives be misconstrued. but it makes sense why pangi in this state would not know that. these two things can be true at the same time i think
#liveblog#idk like. i will never be able to hate a character whos memory is being shaped by the people around them#ever#under any circumstance#because they cant do shit to stop that#like its the most vunerable state someone can be in. really. its not his fault#its just really sad for pili. and pili enjoyers.#because bro tried.....#trsmp
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Hc: Loki's Nordic runes are really good, he writes them like they're stamped on, but his English is the most incomprehensible ancient calligraphy you've ever seen and his math is even worse.
He writes like this



And his math looks like this


He insists it's completely normal and entirely readable.
#au where Jane works with Loki maybe after ragnarok and they survived#she hates his guts but the worst thing about him is he'll scribble all over her whiteboards#its great because he can provide insight from someone experienced with asgardian super tech but he has to translate every letter#thor also hates this#loki partialy developed this because he cant write as fast as he thinks and he hates it when people copy his work so he started to write#like this#mainly Thor copying his work#and he has to have the green whitebaord marker#he steals all of them so no one else can use them#thats his colour#thor's getting better at translating but he still has some work to do#jane asks loki to translate some asgardian math for her and its still unreadble#he switches between runes and english when hes really tired#his runes used to be worse but he had to make them readble for legal documents as a prince so now theyre like a typewriter#loki#loki laufeyson#marvel#loki laufeychild#loki laufeydottir#loki of asgard#loki of jotunheim#loki odinson#loki god of mischief#headcanon#jane#jane foster#thor#dr jane foster#mighty thor#loki au
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WhatsApp simply forced an AI inside of it's app and the thing is SO UGLY. Literally ugly! There's a hovering button and it's colors aren't even in the WhatsApp colors so now the main page makes me feel so overwhelmed..... i hate it so much
#rant#->#and no i cant leave the app#whatsapp is the most used app in brazil#we simply cannot live without it. it's our communication method#telegram is filled with right wingers#ughhhhhh#now my statuses are filled with all my contacts 'having fun' with it#friends etc#feels like losing a war for real#i hate it here. i hate how everything in brazil ends up in pizza (national expression for 'every discussion will end up in a joke')#nobody really cares about nothing at all. they will fight as long as nobody spits a joke out. once someone does we're all friends again#this is why we can't get shit done#im so tired#sorry for the rant#nonsims#non sims
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HAVE U SEEN THAT ONE CHERIK DEVIL AND ANGEL COSTUME HALLOWEEN ART THAT ONE COMIC BOOK ARTIST DID ON TWT
NO CAUUUUUSSE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW FAST I MADE THE WHOLE THING MY HOMESCREEN: THE ARTIST IS JOSH CASSARA AND I OWE HIM EVERYTHING
the fuckin sillies chat i cant STAND them……

#snap chats#shoutouts to oomf for sending me the tweet the sec it dropped i owe them my LIFE#someone posed the very important question of whether that was magneto in an angel costume or angel in a magneto costume#and i love both ideas immensely. namely cause i can only imagine erik walking in two seconds later#and catching warren with his helmet and One Of Like Ninety Suits like boy where did you get that …….#hes rich you can get whatever you want right BUT ANYWAY#i love this so much bless up the person who commd this whole page really ITS SO CUTE#i hate that kurt gets blocked out tho like nooo thats my son ……..#i cant get over charles’ costume. the pitchfork really sells it YOU DIDNT NEED TO DO ALL THAT#and i already talked with oomf how hes definitely giving out candy but also sneaking some for himself …. RIDICULOUS <- i love him
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OH!!!!! HAVE YOU CHECKED THE CYBER CAFÉ DUMPSTER by any chance? there HAS to be some leftover cake there!!!! i heard there was an event recently!!
#Sorry if its a little choppy i was starting to feel really guilty LMAOO#and im short on time a bit#BUT#its done and i cant even bare to look AHA#maybe i enjoy being evil.. a little..#BTW THIS IS NOT A BAD REACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARENT BEING PUNISHED!!#i mean besides this being crushing but ill elaborate give me a little#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy#hes grateful. he really is. um. but theres a mix of emotions that was just maybe a lot.#I feel like he needs this a bit#sorry but not sorry him CRYING in front of you means a lot if you decide you want to pick it apart and understand it a bit more aha#i havent really made him like cry or anything because he REALLY hates it especially infront of other people and it just wasnt enough yet#uh and i was a little nervous about doing it until someone else did it and it was like a 'ohh okay... so i CAN do that...' moment and i#gave myself permission
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once when i was maybe 17 i pulled aside an adult i liked and i was like "hey i wrote this thing and i think its pretty well put together, would you tell me what you think of it?" and i handed her a fucking thesis paper on the source, distribution and utilization of magic for a fictional setting i was working on and she got like two pages in and went, very very delicately: "is this... what you believe in?" and i just stared at her with my big ol autistic eyes and went "this is worldbuilding"
#ramblings#sis really thought id brought her my heartfelt cult propaganda and was trying to be so nice about it#meanwhile im just there like. okay but does the magic system seem logical and balanced#remembered this while writing my stupid fucking essay on omegaverse biology#i have a vivid image in my mind for a moment of finishing and posting it and someone being like#lucien i hate be the one to break it to you but omegas arent real. humans cant go into heat#and it was so fucking funny to me god
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devotionduo so codependent that when they try to be less so they end up hurting each other what if i kms
#zam hated being relied on so Heavily in s5 so now mapicc values team interindependence to a level that i dont think?? hes had before#which means hes taken more liberty in grinding for himself and his teammates a lot more than he used to#and because zam places a lot of value in himself in being the team grinder he feels useless and unneded#and since zams a huge grinder it means mapiccs main method of helping him is through violence but since hes a pacifist this season#and while technically zam is fine with other ppl killing and most importantly killing For him; he doesnt really have any beef that requires#killing as a form of revenge which means mapicc cant do the main thing that zam (and anyone else really) uses him for#and they both want to do and be more for the other but theyre stuck at a standstill cause theyre in uncharted territory#cause theyre friendly but not teamed (or even pseudo-teamed like in early s5)#i will say tho mapes more active in trying to find ways to hang out with zam#but if there isnt a clear opportunity to do so hes so Weird about it lmao like he basically just kinda. hovers over him lmao#whether in chat or otherwise#but when an opportunity Does present itself tho he seizes on it basically immediately#like the stalking is easy pickings but theres also gaias hand and literally anytime zam asks him to kill someone for him#ok but seriously tho the fact that mapicc basically declared them as teammates (even if its not official)#after he finished with the stalking was so sdfsdklaghsaljh#like bruh why does zam even have doubts about mapicc prioritizing him above everyone else he doesnt even do all that for his actual team 😭#devotions#mine.txt#my posts
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this fandom really saw some ppl having some joy and whimsy making different blogs for fun and really went "lets spread even more hate! lets be even angrier than before and say people are disgusting freaks just because they enjoy something harmless! thatll show them!! never let anyone be happy ever again!!"
#birdcage rambles#sun and moon show#sams#tsams#the sun and moon show#like.literally those blogs r Just For Fun#and its quite obvious with the way they interact with each other and with the anons#then u have ppl over there that r purposely being hateful just to ''spite them'' or wutever#do ppl being happy really make u that upset? bc u cant allow urself to enjoy something eithout being angry at ppl?#its like walking across the entire playground just to throw rocks at someone bc they looked like they were having fun#like its just fucking useless#learn to have some joy and whimsy
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Maybe it's a symptom of being a friendless loser
#guys im the most pathetic person when it comes to a social life#my object permenance w friendships is 0% bc as soon as someone stops actively talking to me I assume they hate me and I'm afraid of them#because I think they're cool#maybe its a symptom of being dropped by all my friends before highschool besides like. 2.#<- and I rarely talk to either.#now i have just a handful of friends and I wouldn't even consider them *that* close#hell i only known my current best friend for half a year and they're ONLINE#and my other closest friend is my sister#and then theres a big gap between her and the next bests#and. without my online bestie. id be so alone.#thank you. you know who you are.#sorry#i kinda feel like crying now#my social life was stunted before covid and now I cant comprehend having friends#everyone I'm not immediately talking to hates me i decided#sorry if I randomly decided you hate me it's a defense mechanism#sorry for venting. I'm just. really lonely sometimes.
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