thinking about if oliver was actually telling the truth about his dad being dead and his family being a mess and being honest with felix from the start and they pull into the run down parking lot of a crumbling housing tower and felix has to sit in guilty silence as he realizes how badly he fucked up during the most uncomfortable lunch of his life and it's one of his first moments of self awareness about his saviour complex as he realizes maybe he did this more for himself than oliver.
and on the way home they drive in silence at first with oliver shaken up and pissed off and emotional, not responding to felix's quiet apology when they get back in the car. felix turns on the radio a bit into the drive and drops of jupiter is playing and felix almost wants to laugh because of course it couldn't be an upbeat song to lighten the mood. but by the end of the song they're both singing their hearts out and oliver is still mad and felix still feels awful but he knows right now oliver just needs stability and time to process and he can ignore the gnawing urge to ask for forgiveness until oliver is ready to do so.
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CONTENT WARNING!! NSFW AND SPOILERS
A post dedicated to this beautiful, beautiful piece of fiction called It Will Come Back by @bitchsister
I made a playlist about this fic because I'm consumed by every waking moment just thinking about it. It is one of my favourite cattonquick fanfiction in existence.
LISTEN HERE for youtube
LISTEN HERE for spotify
Here are some lines that reminds me of songs that i know.
"Batty pair of eyes creepin'
Aiming like a laser pointer
Poor little vampire baby."
"Strange you're not a threat to me
I admire your dedication.
Poor little vampire
Don't you know?
I'm a moon in daylight"
Creepin' BY Hayley Williams
"I am hungry
I have been hungry
I was born hungry
What do I need?"
Abbey by Mitski
"To capture a predator
You can't remain the prey
You have to become
An equal
In every way"
"So look in the mirror
And tell me, who do you see?
Is it still you?
Or is it me"
Become the Beast by Karliene
"You hit me once
I hit you back"
"Love sticks, sweat drips
Break the lock if it don't fit"
"A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better than none"
Kiss with a fist by Florence and the Machine
"I once kneeled in shaking thrill
I chase the memory of it still, of every chill
Chided by that silence of a hush sublime
Blind to the purpose of the brute divine
But you were mine"
"And I've never loved the darker blue
Than the darkness I have known in you, honed from you"
Feel Better Love by Hozier
"And I will never ever be the first to say it
But still I, you know I-I-I
I would do it, push a button
Pull the trigger, pull a mountain, jump off a cliff"
"Think I'm a little bit, little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit, little bit
Little bit in lo-lo-lo-lo-lo love with me, oh"
"Come here, stay with me, stroke me by the hair
'Cause I would give anything, anything
To have you as my man"
Little Bit by Lykke Li
Here are some other lyrics that i think are perfect for this fanfic but i'm at my limit at the photos.
And it's all fun and games
'Til somebody falls in love
But you've already bought a ticket
And there's no turning back now
'Round and 'round like a horse on a carousel, we go
Will I catch up to love? I could never tell, I know
Chasing after you is like a fairytale, but I
Feel like I'm glued on tight to this carousel
This horse is too slow
We're always this close
Almost, almost, we're a freakshow
FreakShow arc is Carousel by Melanie Martinez
The deeper we fall
The fear i'm in
So bad ( why? )
Oh we, yeah
Though i try to cope, and keep in control
So hard (hard)
And then we fall
Even though i already know
Somehow i can't let you go
No way, no way, no way
So we fall
Felix as House of Cards English Cover by Shane Orok
Well, I walked into your dagger for the last time
It's like trying to start a fire with matches in the snow
Where you can't seem to hold me, can't seem to let me go
So I can't find surrender and I can't keep control
You turn me inside out, and then you want me outside in
You spin me all around, and then you ask me not to spin
Every time cattonquick fights because Felix doesn't want to accept that he's in love with Ollie scenes is Vampire Empire by Big Thief
What do you do with a loving feeling
If the loving feeling makes you all alone?
What do you do with a loving feeling
If they only love you when you're all alone?
Holding hands under a table
Meeting up in your bedroom
Making love to other people
Telling each other it's all good
Kisses like pink cotton candy
Talking to everyone but me
I'm stayin' on later just in case
You come up and ask to leave with me
Cattonquick when they think they're slick, especially you Felix Catton as A Loving Feeling by Mitski
I wasn't jealous before we met
Now, every woman I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned has overturned
I beg of you
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Felix being jealous of Bailey scenes as Lay All Your Love on Me by ABBA
Though I'm a geyser, feel it bubbling from below
Hear it call, hear it call, hear it call to me constantly
And hear the harmony only when it's harming me
It's not real, it's not real, it's not real enough
But I will be the one you need
The way I can't be without you
I will be the one you need
I just can't be without you
Oliver pining as Geyser by Mitski
I wanna squeeze your thighs
I wanna kiss your eyelids
And corrupt your dreams
I wanna crash your car
I wanna scratch your cheeks
I wanna make you sick
I wanna sell you out
Want to expose your flaws
I wanna steal your things
I wanna show you off
I wanna tell you lies
I wanna write you books
I wanna turn you on
I wanna make you cum
Two-hundred times a day
I wanna dry your tears every time you're sad
I wanna be your what's happening
Their whole relationship as Gallery Piece by Of Montreal
AND SO MUCH MORE!
I have a total of 34 songs for It Will Come Back including more Mitski and Hozier!
I worked very hard for this playlist so i hope you'll like it <3
LISTEN HERE
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listening to my ship playlist and ugh cattonquick headcanon thoughts.
- Felix having to text Oliver all the time, the amount of times he got told off in University for that.
- Oliver constantly having to reach up to kiss Felix. Felix is always teasing him about that.
- Felix being a weird little guy just as much as Oliver.
- Oliver loves playing the domestic goddess. he’s always cleaning, cooking etc.
- Oliver constantly taking pictures of Felix. Felix burns the ones he doesn’t like much to the dismay of Oliver.
- Felix will forever be on a power trip. the idea of him being the one to provide for Oliver and their family is something he loves.
- Felix loves to sing. he’s always playing the guitar and singing to Oliver.
- Oliver being happy his plan to have Felix forever worked. but Felix genuinely fell so hard for Oliver. that man is never leaving.
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Fics & Playlists Quick Nav
Just making a post for pinning with links to things I've made!
Saltburn Fanfics - Felix Catton / Oliver Quick
Saltburn Playlists - Individual Character Inspired, Fic Soundtracks, etc.
Mutually Assured Destruction (Part 1 of Mutuality)
Explicit. ~80K Words. Complete. Cattonquick, Canon Divergent. Felix POV. Begins in The Maze Scene and explores "what if Oliver drank the whole bottle himself?" Leans heavily on gothic romance, sexual tension, and Felix's self-delusion. Takes place over ~2 months. Can be enjoyed on its own or paired with its sequel.
Mutually Assured Destruction Fic Soundtrack
Balance of Terror (Part 2 of Mutuality)
Explicit. ~80K Words. Complete. Cattonquick. Canon Divergent AU. Oliver POV. Begins in late 2022, picking up after the events of Mutually Assured Destruction. Presents an adult Oliver's return to Saltburn and recounts pivotal moments of his life while he fights to claim his rightful place in Felix's. Leans more toward character drama, with plenty of sex, romance, revenge, and internet misbehavior. Takes place over ~2 weeks (excluding flashbacks).
Balance of Terror Fic Soundtrack
The Offering
Explicit. ~1500 Words. PWP. Cattonquick. Canon Compliant. Felix POV. Presents Felix's last moments as an offering to the Minotaur.
Woozy Youth
Explicit. ~1700 Words. PWP. Cattonquick. Canon Compliant (???). Felix POV. Midsummer, and it's too hot for Felix to sleep. Oliver doesn't seem to have the same problem. Felix observes and wears himself out.
A Touch Too Much
Explicit. ~6500 Words. PWP. Cattonquick + f! character (MMF Threesome). Canon Divergent, Oxford Era. Felix POV. Set sometime in May '07. The boys are at the club and Felix plans to pull a girl for a fun Friday night. Oliver deliberately drinks too much in the hopes Felix will take him home instead. Felix takes him home...but not alone.
Canon Compliant Oliver Quick Playlist -
Consume, Consummate — I always Get Those Two Confused.
Canon Compliant Felix Catton Playlist -
Plated in Honey, Soaked in Gold
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hi hi! i’m fandom brainrotting again and looking for a few different threads on discord. most specifically, i’m dying to write sydney & carmen/sydcarmy from the bear and felix & oliver/cattonquick from saltburn, but my other fandoms are listed below!!! i’m generally open to writing just about anything and the rest of my rules r listed below. if you’re at all interested, add me on discord @eeriebarbie!!!
- pls be 18+ minimum and 20+ preferably
- i do tend to prefer novella-style writing so I would love if you preferred this too! i don’t really write under character limit lol
- I exclusively write on discord!
- totally okay with discussing limits, aus, headcanons, plots, etc—i’m a certified yapper so be warned lol. i love chatting ooc and making playlists & pin boards and being generally annoying!!!
- i don’t have character preferences but typically play sydney & felix more often out of the two i’m most interested in rn!!! but ugh literally im just dying to write
other fandoms im into that id also be so down to write include star wars, red dead redemption, succession, so. many. horror movies, cmbyn, euphoria, interview with the vampire, the hunger games (tbosas & og) and. like. actually so many more. if you’re interested in my ships in any of these fandoms just dm me!!
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