#cause they dont wanna seem homophobic

[thesupernaturalhouse]

Damn yall are liking this Hazbins Fallen au- I'm glad!! Honestly I was hoping people would like it but like, still a shock you know-

Anywaysss, I am busy but figured I'd post some fact/headcanons of the au, aoke plot points, mostly surrounding Emily because she's the main change of the au

Emily has a pretty big sweet tooth, and when she does get sweets she always gets extra for Razzle and Dazzle

Again, I will say this, Vaggie, Charlie and Emily are wrangle and dazzles moms. Keekee is not counting as a child cause the seems more like. A ept while Razzle and Dazzle seem mroe sentient, at least to me

Charlie and Seviathans relationship, post break up ofc, is like Ron Swanson and Tammy 2s, no the uh- getting back together part but the '....she's here-' part, Charlie absolutely hates his guts and whenever he's near her more demon features come out as she looks around trying to spot him

Emily barely holds herself back from killing slaviathen, you'd think it'd be Vaggie, but no, it's Emily

Emily design resembles a succubus, it was by complete accident, she lieks the color of horns and didn't realize what it could resemble-

Emily absolutely hates Al but hides it ebhidn a cheerful smile, silent anger so to speak(she does end up snapping at Al and I am so excited to write that scene)

Husk is Emily's father figure I already have a whole chaoter planned surrounding how they bon, Emily calls him dad from that chaoter onwards

Angle constantly makes 'I fucked you dad' jokes, even if they aren't true, at Em cause he knows it pushes her buttons....she retaliated by buying water balloons and throwing them at him one day when he makes the same joke again

Husk just watches.

In the pilot, vaggie holds up her spear and Emily pushes it down like "...no, no..." the Katy says soemthing homophobic and she immediately moves her hand away and says "nevermind. Do what you want."

Emily hates waking up early, she's done it for YEARS in heaven she'll eb damned if she does it for more in hell (plus there's nobody on her about being on time to places)

You knwo that scene where Husk is calling everyone out? Well, he looks at Emily and goes "and SHES....well....I've got nothing on her, she's perfect" you can tell who his favorite is

Remember when angle brings them ti a bdsm club? Yeah, I've- I've got a FUN scene idea for that-

Screw shoes let charlie show her hooves- especially since I 70% sure that hoped animals have to walk on their hooves or else they risk a lot of different things so- yeah, I'm throwing away her shoes.

Also have her show sone more demon features, I love making designs so much- and of course their gonna be more animalistic, cause I love expanding on animal nosies and behaviors and stuff, it was always planned tho I didn't have a specfici bird in mind for vaggie until the hawk feather exorcists au, she also makes moth noises

I am going to have so much fun making their designs-

Also, Emily and Peter are best friends in this au, mlm and wlw solidarity when they go back up to heaven while Sera is tlaking Peter is jsut staring at her

'I know' she knows he knows....she silently promises to catch him up before the trial and he finally looks away satisfied

I feel liek while Emily would be very quick to accept husk is her father figure I think Husk would be a bit hesitant to accept that HE is a father figure

You know victor from lackadaisy? I dont knwo why but I kinda like to imagine husk as him- like I'm debating if I should make husk have had a daughter when he was alive who he didn't get to see cause of the divorce and turned to alcoholism slowly. And Em reminds him if her and that makes him SCARED

Fun little idea I had that I may or may not include, depends how I'm feeling honestly, I do wanna ta leats keep some things liek how 'gruff' he is and apply it to husk, idm I feel like their personalities are every similar, thoguh that might jsut be me-

Husk would teach Emily how to play Chess

Charlie knows Vaggie and Emily are angles and all that stuff, as I've said before. So I'm debating wether or not to keep Al's deal in, I think I will but tweak it a bit

I love Al, but he is an above avrage overlord at best, the only reason he was able to fight agaisnthe exrocists and Adam was due to them not being used to people attacking BACK and seeing it more as entertainment then actual hunting.

Anyways Em may or may not call him out casually on multiple occasions- 'he does realize if he fights Adam he'll die- oh, and there he goes called it!' She doesn't like him

Em was very much called 'lucifers replacement' by many angles, not Sera but even Sera soemtimes accidentally said lucis name instead of Ems at Keats a few times. Anyways she hates lucifer despite never meeting him and for soem reaosn never realized he was Charlie's father-

Al and Rosie are Charlie's uncle and aunt, foudn family my beloved

The reveal that Emily is Emily the seraphim....well, lets hsut say when revealing vaggie to be an exrocist doesn't work. lute notices how fimiliar Em looks..... it's gonna be a very interesting chaote rthats for certain

Speaking of the episode list- probably gonna alter them cut ep6 into 2 parts to, I'll make a diffeent post about it-

[eggyrocks]

i remember you doing a poll long time ago, about who would win a love island and ever since i’ve been thinking about of how messy it would be if it all of your couples would be in the show. i feel like syrup yn and oikawa would definitely cause unnecessary arguments to get screentime and we would see them giggle about it during the night. static yn and noya seem like they would try pull pranks on the other couples or instigate beef in order for them to win which could possibly backfire on them (specifically pull pranks on get back yn and hinata since they could be a fans favourite due to them being cute childhood lovers) RAMBLING BUT IT WOULD BE SO CHAOTIC HELP

NO BECAUSE LET ME GET INTO IT

on repeat yn and kageyama get together on night one and stay together the entire time; they're just minding their business in the villa and do not get involved in any drama between the other couples (despite how much oikawa tries to drag kageyama into it) producers and the viewers forget about them but then they like come in top three because people like how chill they are together

syrup yn and oikawa are arguing every single day abt stupid shit and you're absolutely right it's for screen time. they would take challenges so seriously and they would purposefully do shady things for drama ( oikawa gets the question "who in the villa do u think is the fakest" and he would pick yn and she would cry about it but then ur right during the night they'd be like 'lmafo'). a bombshell would come in and try to steal away yn tho and oikawa would genuinely spin out. (that pool scene with rob this season lmaffoo) and yn would be like can u calm down i dont like him

calloused hands yn and kuroo have DRAMAAAAAAA oh my god they have like honest ot god drama because yn has trust issues and kuroo comes on too dedicated & strong too soon so he's like day one "yeah this is my girl i want her" and she's like "hmmmmm i'm gonna wait and give it a second" and viewers don't like her because they think she's leading kuroo on but she's like "???? sorry he's in love with me i didn't make him" but eventually she does start to get on the same level as him and they're smooth sailing from there. they have die hard fans watching at home.

35mm yn and akaashi have a slow burner but they would never even entertain the idea of anyone else. they would both sleep on the outside beds during casa amor. people would call them a married couple and everyone else would come to them for advice. akaashi asks yn to be his girlfriend right after casa amor and then some new girl comes in right after and chooses to recouple with akaashi and the whole entire villa erupts into chaos but yn is actually unbothered

static yn and noya would be in a "friendship couple" and be like yeah we're looking for other connections until one day randomly in the middle of the night like halfway through the show they're just making out and they're like yeah actually we have a really strong connection :) noya would be possessive every time a new guy came in and cling to yn to let him know she was not available. anon u are correct they absolutely try fucking with everyone else

there's no queer relationships on love island which is stupid and also homophobic but if there were kiyoko and inked yn would absolutely win everyone would be in love with them from the start and it would be clear that they were like soulmates. halfway through they would be like "do u wanna just leave together i dont wanna be here with these people anymore" loyal from day 1

atsumu and count your losses yn do not start off together. atsumu wants only her but she's coupled up with someone else so he's kind of a player so he can stay in the villa until yn is out of her other couple and he's free to pursue her lol. she pretends not to like him but when someone else tries to steal him away she gets crazy jealous.

i feel like get back yn would be a day 1 girlie and hinata would be a bombshell and she would be like "oh my god. that's my ex." and it would be all over twitter. she hates him at first but he's obsessed with getting her back and the producers are definitely pushing them together. ur right they're fan favorites and when they finally get together (after FOREVER, post casa amor when it seems like the producers are rigging the recouplings just to keep both of them on) it trends for like a week

maneater yn and iwa are definitely that couple that are forced to couple up together (like they got voted by the public to be together or smth) and they don't get it at all. constantly fighting and bickering and shading each other during challenges and when they have to kiss they like. hardly do it and the producers get mad at them. and then no one's sure what happened because they still act like that except they chose to stay together during every recoupling and start hooking up at night but they still bicker and argue and shade each other and everyone is actually so confused about it

callloused hands yn and maneater yn and count your losses yn are best friends they're a very popular trio. they love holding all the men accountable and talking a ton of shit

get back yn, static yn, and inked yn are also very good friends and they spend most of their time on the villa together. they get in the pool a lot so they can take their mics out and try to teach each other morse code so they can talk without someone listening in/the producers getting mad at them but it doesn't work out

syrup yn, on repeat yn, and 35mm are our final trio and they are the criers. they love a good heart to heart and know how to put it on for the cameras. producers love them. they have little therapy sessions together but they're not real and they're definintely hamming it up. on repeat yn and 35mm yn do a lot of "comforting" of syrup yn when her and oikawa get into their 584 fake argument

akaashi makes 35mm an avacado toast and a coffee every morning and by the time she gets out she never wants to see another avacado again

noya got banned from cooking so static yn makes him breakfast in the morning and makes jokes abt being a trad wife that get cut from the show

iwa's always working out in that fuck ass gym and maneater yn walks and makes fun of him and says things like "bet you can't do a pull up with me on your back!"

iwa and kageyama get in trouble with producers because they never wanna do confessionals but their couples are up in there yapping 24/7 in that confessional booth

kuroo and ch yn are the best dressed couple in the villa

[emmkitt]

NEW INTRO TIME

i am actually floory’s number 1 fan real and true

my main blog is @emmkittycat so likes and follows will come from that account i think idk i still dunno how tumblr works💔

i cant believe i have to put this but i do. anyways impersonation is a HUGE boundary for me so please dont pretend to be me / claim to be me wtf. idc if you kin / pretend to be my fictional characters but i am a real person hi hello you arent me thanks.

hi. im ememmemt or baxter

he/they/she/xe, 20, INTP

i am autism 🔥 i use tone tags on occassion but u dont need to use them all tbe time when interacting with me ,unless tone could be easily misinterpreted

i love floory, mephone4 and dr fizz! ANDoetrope. AND ZOETROPE. they are my favs ever!

my designs for characters are all FREE TO USE!!! also i normally hc sexualities and genders for the characters i design but these are just MY headcanons. so like if u wanna draw like, for example, my bot design as gay or like my floor design as agender or whatever thats perfectly fine HDHDH.

i dont mind if u get inspired by my art!! i allow reposting my art for non commerical use as long as proper credit is given (a link back to this tumblr account)

dni:

-general dni, homophobes, racists, pedos, zoos, that shebang

-pro ship. pro ship does not = ship you dont like. pro ship means pedophilia, incest, etc. otherwise illegal stuff that is being glorified or romanticized. (i kno sometimes people write that stuff to educate or as a coping mechanism; thats fine, i usually dont consider that proship. romanticizing or making these pairings seem OKAY is BAD and i dont want to interact with people who write this stuff for their own personal enjoyment, thats sick. (not the cool sick.))

-object show enjoyers 😡 /JOKE

i dont block often and i only usually block for one of two reasons:

A. you have done something absolutely heinous and i never want to run the risk of ever having to interact with you. (or youre in my dni. which is mostly heinous things.)

or

B. i just saw a lot of irrelevant posts from you in one of the like 4 tags i regularly browse and i just got sick of it.

if youre not in my dni and i have you blocked its probably safe to assume its because of option b. either way i probabblyyy dont want any dms from anyone i have blocked, so pls dont block evade to ask ‚why did u block me??’ cause i really dont owe anyone an explanation. (i usuually dont block tjough. i literally have like 3 people total blocked lmao. so this hopefully wont be an issue. )

[stargazer0001]

(art from above is by @/sleepinginmute.)

Hello everyone! I’m Stargazer0001! But you can just call me Star :3

my pronouns are she/they/he/it/astro in no particular order. I like em all so use them interchangeably

I'm your local lil space critter, who has declared themself the CEO of the rainworld ship Stargazer (spearmaster x rivulet x nightcat)

I'm a silly littol spacegender fellar :3 How can I be lesbian and spacegender at the same time you ask? Fuck you thats how!/j Im also asexual so no NSFW please! This blog is meant to be at least a bit more kid friendly, even if there are more mature topics

I am also a furry so if you do not like them then please leave here

I am also questioning if I am a therian and fictionkin. I have done research on both and I am now taking them into consideration. Im not gonna label myself yet because I still might not be, but if anyone has helpful info on them then please do share :)

I have a secret draw box! if you wanna draw for me anonymously, you can go here to do it! I check every couple days.

Ask box: Open

Ship requests: closed. Uhhh i frogor to update this for a while so uh yeagh.

Ask me stuff: Always open unless the ask box is closed

Tell me silly things: Yes I want to talk to people!! Please give me silly asks i need them....

art requests: not open sorry :( artblock is blocking my art so

I wanna make my blog more organized now so I am going to start tagging stuff

#my art Art that is made by me

#Art request anytime my art requests are open I will tag it with this

#ask An ask that I have answered, this also applies to anon asks

#Star.TXT document this is for anytime I am just talking

#vent this if for anytime I just need to talk and vent about stuff

#lil starz art this is for my really old art, such as the ones near the beginning of my Tumblr journey

#Silly chat this is me and my mutuals little chats! Like if they send a lighthearted friend ask I will tag it with silly chat

IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE A CERTAIN TAG THEN FILTER IT

I rarely block people but I still will on occasion. Please don't take any hard feelings if I do block you.

Basic DNI such as NSFW blogs, homophobes, transphobes, fatphobes, racists, antifurries and antitherians, and zionists

Cool moots who you should go check out if you like my blog:

@critter2: My IRL bestie that ive been with for a long time. We've been together through the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. The bestie ever :3

@cookieeevee: An amazing friend! The first person to ever really DM me on here and I'd like to say that we've grown to be good friends. We have amazing little chats and she's an amazing person! Their art is also so soft and squishable! Go check em out

@sleepinginmute: one of my first moots! Such an amazing and silly creature. Its art is amazing, and even though im unsure if it considers me a friend, I know that I do. I really do wish the best for it and I hope that it can be truly happy someday

@cumulusbrume: we dont interact very often anymore, but I still find him a great moot to this day

@athofear: I fun lil fello!! Always a fun time interacting with em. Their art is also superrr shaped and silly!! Always a treat to see them on my dash

@meowyncherry: we dont interact much but he gave me the kinitopet brainrot and their art is also super blorbo so :3

@suburbandrifts: once again, we dont interact very often but they seem very cool and silly/pos and their art is incredibly good! mm the colors are coloring/pos @weeeeblr:!!! The art ever actually!!! Idk how we're mutuals cause hes super cool actually. Great art, and his designs for basically everything is peak/srs

@bananacat76: the bestie does indeed make art!!! And said art is amazing!! Such a cool person and fren :3 their style is also incredibly interesting I need to study it under a microscope/aff

@keeper-of-magic:!!! Cool person alert!!! Their art is amazing and their worldbuiding skills are super awesome!!! I also gotta try and play DND with them sometime.... I have no idea how to but it seems fun, just like them!

@badgerfrost: the silly ever!!! Its art is very well colored and its basically eye candy at this point, and ever time we interact I KNOW its gonna be a goood time

@draagu: ohhhh the silly!!! We dont interact much but shes a super cool moot and idk how we're mutuals like. ??? awesome person with awesome art FOLLOWED ME????? Awesome

@dazzoot: we have interacted a total of like 1 time but cool mutual deserves an honorary tag

GO CHECK ALL OF THESE SILLY PPL OUT!!! THEY'RE AWESOME :333 (if I forgor anyone i am so sorry. Also if you want me to untag you just ask. I dont wanna make anyone uncomfy)

Talking to people spooks me

I have anxiety so please be patient with me, I usually overthink what I am going to say and then end up saying something either really stupid, kinda weird, or I just don't respond.

I am mentally a 5 year old so please inform me if I did something wrong, I usually wont notice or I will think its not an issue. Please be patient with me.

if you sat through all of that, congrats! You get rw gifs now :)

[tears-of-boredom]

so my mom visited, and she told me that my younger brother has become a hardcore christian. like genuinely. like the homophobia and all. and. I just gotta wonder what the fuck went wrong with him ya know. cuz literally everyone else of us kids is queer in some way. but then he's over there going to the gym like daily and preaching about Jesus Christ to our mom. mom is not christian by the way. like not even on paper like us kids are. cuz we were all baptised.

like I just. He seemed like he was growing up to be such a decent boy. i was so sure that he had avoided getting radicalised, despite listening to kanye west and being on tiktok. like. it least he isnt a nazi i guess? cuz he condemned kanye west's views straight up when I asked, said he just likes his music.

mom also said that he'd said that he doesnt feel the need to attend church, because he can connect with god just fine without it. and I don't know if thats a good or a bad thing. cuz maybe attending the sunday sermons in one of the closer churches, which happen to be protestant, he could have maybe lost his homophobic views... and also I'm worried that he's getting all this from like, watching mansphere tiktoks or something. like I really hope that he at least came to this conclusion about religion and his values by himself. but I know that thats not true.

it just feels so surreal. because. all this time, our family had been a safe space. you could complain about the bigoted grandparents to anyone in the family, and they'd nod their head understandingly. but now thats gone.

i dont wanna cut him off, cause that can just get him radicalised even more. but also by how mom described it, he very much shoves his religion down your throat.

i just. It feels like a joke. a prank mom is playing on me. i thought he was getting better, learning to form his own opinions.

hopefully this at least helps him cope with his trauma. i cant really blame him for turning to religion. though I can blame him for still upholding his childish homophobic views.

btw ive just kinda realised. christianity is really not for me. like just on a base level, the whole heaven/hell dichotomy is so messed up to me. like such absolute dichotomies are childish to me.

yeah i. i dont know what to think. so fucking weird. i know that she wont, not really, but I wish that mom would actually work on dismantling his unhumane views.

[shireisasleep]

guys the vibe was thrown all the way the fuck off

tw for abusive parents (it doesnt seem abusive but she IS emotionally manipulative

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ok so i got pissed off at my mom bc shes being a bitch to me for no reason and i told her to leave me alone and i didnt wanna go on a walk with her so she was like wah ewweh weh cancel ur shit and i tell her "girliepop i cant cancel my shit u old fucking hag i got banned' "U GOT BANNED?!?!?#>?$!>?>!#$!?>#$!" 'yeah i said i was bisexual, then got banned, and got banned again cause i said i got banned, cause i was bisexual' "you have to be more careful with what you say online!!" "oh so were bisexual now?" 'girl why do you CARE youre not even homophobic' i told her to die in a fire cause shes manipulating me into being straight AGAIN methinks "waah waahh ur so ungrateful ur so mean u treat me like shit wah wahh i cant wait for u to go to ur sister and play the victim" 'ur playing the victim rn...' "DONT TALK BACK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!" '..fuck off.' and then she fucked off

[basslinegrave]

vent cuz its good to get out (i have some in my drafts and notes but i keep thinking about them while posting them clears them out of my brain so)

if you read tw homophobia and racism and transphobia i guess, no replies expected (unless you wanna be a hater too)

another summer means another "dad wants to travel somewhere", and even though i said before that i dont wanna go anywhere this year, to not make them (dad and his wife) sad i said a short trip would be okay maybe.. but even that offer i had to refuse, but its always so hard! even though i always weigh the pros and cons i feel like shit every time

the pros being making my dad happy (now i also said im not going if he doesnt mind, to which he replied he does mind. while i understand that, he doesnt see my side of things) i wouldnt enjoy the trip itself ever, so theres no pros there even if we went to my dream locations, never good with them

the cons are literally hurting myself, having to be with people that will never accept me as i am, having to pretend to be someone im not, having to put a mask on and pretend to be a good little girl they think i am, like having to dress not too masc and shave and all that bs that makes me uncomfortable, even though they seem to have absolutely no idea im trans (my fav one was passing by a wedding dress store and them pointing at the store window like oh this will soon be you youre gonna wear one like that hahahaha great joke even. sadly not a joke from them) i cant even bind fully near them for safety and i have to constantly misgender myself which is ruining my mental health further

i also cannot stand that womans racist views and homophobic takes (she havent talked about that lately but i will not forget her talking about wanting gays dead. like literally she was talking about shooting them up and when i tried to reroute the convo she wouldnt stop. also same trip i said shes being racist because she was making fun of koreans and I had to apologize. not her, me. dad was on her side. i was like 19 and she called me a little kid that should not talk back. RACIST BITCH) (also love how she said shes better than me cause i was just a hs student and didnt have a job and she had to work hard and didnt go to college and shit. so in her own words im better now cause now i have a diploma and also worked at the exact same place as her so i did walk in your shoes bitch)

i dont really care if i cut them off. yes dad was nice, but i think she skewed his views and i dont see myself coming out to them (or at least him) anytime soon, and if i ever get on T i dont think i will continue talking to them anyway. i wont change them and im not here to do that anyway, and i want to stay safe

microdosing cutting them off by not going on trips with them

[pussyistheforbiddenfruit]

People don’t realise how much of bisexual bigotry has been normalised. Especially lesbians. Manfucking is a big topic in lesbian spaces because lesbians & their kind heartedness led to them allowing bisexuals to colonise their sexuality & spaces. Nongoldstars are the majority because bisexual women are the majority. Goldstars are rare because female homosexuals are rare. Heterosexuals dont need to sleep with the same sex to figure out that they’re straight. They have no DESIRE to. Their sexuality is simple, black and white. It is the same thing for homosexuals. It is only bisexuals that experiment. But because they’re so fucking obnoxiously loud, people genuinely think experimenting is the norm for ALL sexualities, lol nope. Not at all. Sorry, you seem sweet but nongoldstars are bisexual women & there will be no discussion because they absolutely resent lesbians & hate lesbians simply existing.

Hi! Thank for you the anon ask i love getting them!

i mostly agree with u on the non-goldstars being bisexual cause it made me think? Sex is a process you have to first build sexual tension, kiss, undress, then fuck, my teenage self couldnt even think of doing the first two how the hell did these "lesbians" manage to do all four steps?

I live in a homophobic country, my family dossnt take my sexual orientation seriously and i have been encouraged by many ppl to "try out dudes first to make sure im gay" but i have felt "convinced or pressured" to do it, just annoyed and disgusted, how the fuck did these privilaged western "lesbians" even do it, ew

But knowing how some women can be extremely weak minded and absolute doormats i would understand that she might overlook her disgust and endure it (i guess) the majority of non-goldstars are bisexuals, your right like 99% of them lol. I could understand one male in highschool (i guess) but alot of them be having sex with multiple males, getting married and pregnant too?? Like girl just stop it your not a lesbian how the fuck did u let a male get you pregnant?? 😂🤚

Its also annoying as hell how Manfucking and Dick has been the centered in the online "Lesbian" Community whether it may be fake or real., its sucks how the only sexuality that doesnt center men and have women in it ppl are ruining it, this dick obsessed world is so annoying i swear.

And of course they would hate us silly!! How dear we not suck and swallow dick like real grown women do!! 💅🏽 How dear we not waste our lives for males who would only give us dirty homes 😌, shit stained boxers for us to wash 😍,bad sex 🥵, and snotty nosed kids to take care of 🙏🏽 as well as stress and most likely abuse, what kind of women wouldnt want that? Cooking and cleaning for manchildren, underdeveloped, incomplete XXs and ape-like creatures?? 😒😒 dumb bitches am i right??

Absolute foolishness i swear thank the goddess herself im blessed to be a lesbian, a goldstar one too lol, they be so delusional about males i swear.

Also the most likely reason why experimenting is the norm cause a lot of ppl are serectly bi only 19% of bi are out to their friends and family so they are ALOT more of them that we don't know of.

Cause it's not just sneakdicking "lesbians", they are down low "straight" dudes, bicurious "straight" girls, and "gay" men serectly sleeping with women too, just a bunch of confused bisexuals who wanna stick to the societal rules and roleplay their favorite orientation and lifestyle.

[bl00dyvampirexxx]

The thing about my ex...

About half a year ago, my girlfriend dumped me using a pink note in the shape of a loveheart in the middle of french, last period. You see, as a teenager i dont really get hung up on past relationships but this girl shes different. I've told all of my friends that im totally over her but whenever i see her, my vision goes blurry and all i can think about is all of the times we've made out and shit like that.

Its also so annoying aswell because after she did brake up with me i was friggin broken and went on to this "hoe phase" and i really hate myself for it. I wanna get back into some kind of relationship with her (even if its just friends) but i feel like i cant because there's two reasons.Reason 1:shes thriving right now an looks the best she has ever looked and just seems genuinely happy (i dont wanna ruin that). reason 2:i was kind of a bitch to her after the break up, when she was at her lowest i couldnt help her and was blind to see how much damage i actually caused.

She is always so nice to me when we actually exchange words and i always catch her looking at me. She told me the reason she did breake up with mebecasue she couldnt keep on lying to her parents as they are extrememly homophobic.

Anyway, my long-distance boyfriend of 3 months commited suicide and mymom said shes not going to drive me 3 hours to his funeral. Ive been crying for the last few days, i mean he wasa bit toxic but he made mesohappy and feel so loved. He had bpd too, poor soul, well may his soul rest in peace. Speakingy about peace, i lit cant get any so i ran away but then i cameback, these last few months have been so chaotic, can you tell i have ADHD?

anyways moral of the story is, i wanna kms XD

[menalez]

i fr hate being a bisexual (woman) and talking to other bisexuals irl bc they are all so chronically online now. i say shit like "i'm not oppressed specifically for being bisexual so much as I am oppressed as a woman and disrespected by homophobes for my same-sex relationship" and all of the sudden im a bigot? like i keep saying to people "why do you WANT to be oppressed? why do you WANT to be a victim of biphobia" and theyre always like "I dont wanna be a victim of biphobia, i AM a victim of biphobia" and then when u ask them to elaborate they either can't or they tell some story about how their mom asked if they were straight now bc they started dating someone of the opposite sex. this goes for men and women, i see it a lot especially as someone who's been febfem for 10 years, it's almost always the het-partnered ones who are the most insistent biphobia is real. I recently spoke to a het-married bi woman at my work and the topic of biphobia was brought up and she was like "wow, that must be new, when I was younger it was really cool to be bi and I knew a lot of lesbians who would pretend to be bi so they'd be less likely to get messed with by homophobes. it sucks that people hate bi folks so much now." and i was like n. no its still just regular homophobia.

sorry for rambling i just appreciate any corner of the internet that has not been ambushed by this bullshit.

im not sure if u meant that ur like victimised by homophobia or maybe u dont wanna say that cause u feel like its disrespectful to gay ppl or sth. personally i think bi people are targets of homophobia esp when theyre in same sex relationships and im all for bi ppl talking about their specific experiences w homophobia (since theres overlap but also it will naturally differ a bit from the homophobia gay ppl experience).

but also unfortunately way too many do seem to think things that we can argue are prejudice or ignorance or erasure is akin to oppression. its true, many bi ppl are assumed to be either gay or straight. its a harmful and false misconception and should be criticised and corrected. i would not say its on par with systemic homophobia tho.

"wow, that must be new, when I was younger it was really cool to be bi and I knew a lot of lesbians who would pretend to be bi so they'd be less likely to get messed with by homophobes. it sucks that people hate bi folks so much now."

omg something about this comment.............but i do remember bisexuality was extremely trendy in the 2000s and i think 90s too?! not sure id say its very hated now as opposed to then tho. i think the same ppl who hated bi people also hated them back then as they do now, and i highly doubt theyd feel any better about gay ppl.

[scarlethallow160]

i genuinely. dont know if i still identify as bi or am a lesbian experiencing comphet omfg like. ultimately it doesnt “matter” cuz ik im gonna be single forever but like. idk i dont wanna start saying im a lesbian and then it turns out i still do like men or i continue calling myself bi but then potentially start dating a man or w/e and then the realization hits that Oh i am definitely Not attracted to you and then cause a mess with the potential guy

idk idk idk even when i was in denial in middle school ive technically always liked girls but ive had crushes on guys etc but……i dunno im not sure if i’ve realized i just have a huge preference towards women or am Only attracted to women

my journey with my sexual orientation has fluctuated so much over the years too like i’d be like “oh i can develop that emotional attraction to women but im not immediately physically attracted to them” when i was younger but the past couple years im like UM WRONG WOMEN ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE WTF but im also like. was that just comphet when i was younger?? since i grew up in a small racist and homophobic hick town and wanted to be “normal” and liked??

but also with men like. i am IMMEDIATELY repulsed and disgusted when some nasty incel dude tries coming onto me (which is like. normal lets be real) but i have no idea how i’d react if an actual normal decent guy was interested me? OR HOW I’D REACT IF A WOMAN WAS INTERESTED IN ME CUZ none of these have ever happened to me lmao

and like. there are legitimate criticisms to weird behavior from bi women etc but lately (and idk why i keep getting them?) i keep getting videos of lesbians talking about how they dont like bi girls and would never date one etc etc so im like…….man i dont want my label to like. take me out of the running either LOL or make me feel bad 😭

idk. i genuinely dont know i think abt this all the time now tho. which is funny cuz i have NO game and NO experience and p sure i have like. a fear of intimacy or my anxiety would make it impossible for me to be intimate with anyone (bc of my. lack of experience) so like,, dating doesnt seem like an option for me anyway but i’d at least like to Know

and this one is so dumb but also tryna beat the bi to lesbian pipeline allegations….. I KNOW ITS DUMB but regardless of sexual orientation it annoys tf outta me when ppl act like bisexuality is literally a phase or “the next step” before u come out as gay or smthing cuz i’ve had ppl basically tell me i wont identify as bi or long or “everyone who was bi comes out as gay eventually” IDK AGAIN IK THATS DUMB but that attitude still annoys me

magic 8 ball am i 100% gay

[queercoded-genius]

Song-"Love, Me Normally" by Will Wood

As a aroace queer person who has pointed out queercoded will in the past, i interpret this song, but especially this line, as aroace coded. The singer asking to be 'loved normally' is something a lot of aroace spec people ask, and is hard for them, and the queer community in general, before they have come out to themselves or even just learned about queer people. To me, this song feels like an aroace person reaching out because of how 'broken' and 'not normal' they feel, begging to be loved 'normally', aka romantically/sexually. 

When the singer calls out to the audience, it feels as though they are calling for help because they want the kind of treatment they are talking to the audience about, especially when they talk about being 'loved the way everybody else is.'

Hearing mentions of 'the lyrics to my obituary,' 'delivered holding scissors,' 'won't follow my dreams,' 'i dont think life could be much worse than it is,' 'i dont wanna get old,' 'i drank myself to death,' etc, could be the singer being so depressed because they feel like they can't love 'normally' to the point of self-sabotage and potential suicide. 

The phrase, 'cause a normal human being wouldn't need to pretend to be normal, to be normal, well i guess that's the least that i owe ya,' seems to be very queer/aroace coded.

'a normal human being wouldn't need to pretend to be normal' could be describing how closeted queer people have to pretend to be what society deems, 'normal' (aka cishet and allo) in order to avoid hate crimes, bullying, abuse, murder, sexual abuse, being kicked out, etc. because they are queer, while their cishet allo ('normal') counterparts don't have to worry about that stuff. 

'to be normal, to be normal, well i guess that's the least that i owe ya' could be describing how so many queer people can learn to hate themselves because someone they know (parents, friends, family, etc) is homophobic and makes the queer person feel bad for being  queer, saying things like, 'that's not normal' or 'why can't you just be normal' when they simply don't understand queer identities. 

[krablord]

idk word vomits about AH / RT stuff under a cut ‘cause i have nothing useful to add to the conversation but still wanna just. Voice it out? idk its very personal nonsense not worth reading rly 

i admittedly have not Read everything because i am easily overwhelmed and at a certain point they just get. More and more deperessing? So some stuff i have admittedly skimmed but at this point i think i am just kind of. dont watching any AH/RT content except for Face Jam. 

I was already away from most AH stuff after i slowly fell away from off topic and then never really caught up to the new crew. I tuned in for games i recognized or if I saw a funny clip or someone reccomend a video usually. RT stuff was mainly pdocasts- but I don’t really feel good about watching RTP Or ANMA or FFace now, not even old ones. 

idk a lot of people, from scrolling thru Titles of Reddit Posts, seem personally hurt by the fgz shit and like. It pisses me off but I also fully realize that Dudebro types making homophobic jokes is that stereotype and back then more common- its not that I forgive their bullshit at all it’s just like sort of going ‘well it turns out you did not exceed expectations you just tripped on the bar like everyone fucking else i guess’  its also like, something I dont think i can personally feel hurt for? IDK from the current state of apologies/replies, it seems like Michael was forgiven and actually chose to speak about this privately years ago which is really fucking nice to hear. Gavin has literally talked about how he’s the kind of person to avoid conflict to the point of ghosting people rather than breaking up with them, so I cannot see him even choosing to even acknowledge this unless he was forced to (like now) and i have no idea what the kdin sitch is on that. Geoff is. Is/was in a position of power, and never did shit.  And it’s easy to listen to him talk about how he’s better now and how he hated himself when he was drinking and how terrible it was but if youve done nothing to fix any of the issues or hurt you cause during that time than talking about how much better you are now feels. Hollow? Idk.  

RT/AH videos are a lot of comfort/safe background sound for me, and i already cut out a giant chunk after the ryan shit id prefer. to not lose it all. but i guess how I feel about it longterm may change base on how they deal with this shit! certainly not great so far. 

glad i still got a handful of Good Noodle streamers to follow

[1-800-moatinyghase]

Tagged Talk and a long one at that WITH SO MANY TYPOS

[silly-mouse]

Hey^^!!! This is my first time requesting anything to anyone so im scared i might write/request something wrong sjdknnejej

bUT can I request an age regressor reader x cc!awesamdude where reader is regressed and is really interested in the mechanism of a rubix cube and sam's magic tricks?:0 like sam does the card tricks he showed on stream to tommy, and reader(who's kind of nonverbal) just makes high pitched hums and gasping noises to express themself and how they feel. The whole thing could be on stream where sam is live on twitch(tho reader is out of camera's view for privacy reasons and chat completely understands that) and chat is just awwing at the noises cuz they find it v cute:>

afab, they/them, body type is ur choice<3 YOU CAN SAY NO OR IGNORE THIS IF YOU WANT AJDKDKDJE

I dont love how this came out but im doing alot on my main blog atm plus christmas stuff (also i never saw sam do any magic tricks so i couldnt include that) so i deemed it good enough. Also wrote a thing about the possible things that happen when you send an ask bc everyone seems scared to send them but you have no reason- but it was long as shit so maybe ill post it as its own thing if yall think itll help your anxieties cause worst case scenerio is you get blocked but thats literally only if you request something like ragingly racist/homophobic/sexist etc or some nazi kkk level shit

Unspecified CC!Awesamdude x gn!reader, little!reader, nonverbal!reader, ~450 words, age regression

does anyone else hear the like whimpering?

where’s the baby???

SAM DID YOU MAKE BABY CRY

RISE UP CHAT WE TAKE HIM OUT AND BABY WILL BE SAVED

“Baby is right here and they’re fine,” Sam chuckled, watching his chat quickly move from ‘kill him, protect the baby’ to ‘baby content :DD you live another day.’ “They’re just playing with a rubix cube. Here,” he hummed, moving his mic arm so it was closer to where you were sitting on the floor, bundled up in your favorite blanket with your seal stuffie on your lap.

He remembered when he took you to the zoo and you spent half the trip watching the seals, telling him how much you wanted to hug one and how soft and squishy they looked. He ordered the plush that same night and gifted it to you the next time you regressed, watching it quickly become your favorite thing ever.

“Baby,” he gently hummed, smiling as he watched you look up with wide eyes, eager to hear anything he had to say. “Do you wanna say something to chat? They’re worried you’re upset.”

You pulled your sucker out of your mouth with a smack of your lips, leaning up to the mic. “...A...Ah,” you managed out, quickly popping your sucker back in. You couldn’t do it, Sam asked such a simple thing from you and you just couldn’t do it, you dissappoi-

“Good job, little one,” Sam chirped, his big hand settling on your head and gently scratching at your scalp. “Baby’s a little nonverbal today but they were so brave for you guys anyways, so everyone tell them ‘good job’.”

GOOD JOB BABY!!!

YOU DID SO WELL YOURE SO STRONG

AMAZING PERFORMANCE TELL SAM YOU DESERVE ICE CREAM FOR BEING SO BRAVE

YES SAM GIVE BABY ALL THE ICE CREAM THEY DESERVE IT

“Hmm, I don’t know,” he drawled with a coy smile. “What do you think, baby? They say you deserve some ice cream.”

You eagerly nodded, grabbing his offered hand in both of yours. “Mmm! Mhm mhm!”

“Yeah? You want me to make some milkshakes after the stream and watch some Disney?”

“Mmm!”

SAM IM GOING TO STEAL YOUR BABY

TOO FUCKING CUTE

BABY IS OURS NOW YOU DONT DESERVE THEM SAM

BABY I WOULD GIVE YOU ICE CREAM EVERY DAY!

“You guys can’t steal my baby! Nooo, they’re mine,” he whined, bending out of frame to plant a kiss on the crown of your head. He chuckled as you preened before your attention was stolen by your rubix cube again. “Alright, I’m gonna leave baby alone to their rubix cube. Now, let’s check over here…”

[lolita-lollipop]

Hiya 👋

I was hoping to request a Platonic Yandere Present Mic with a student he already sees as like his daughter where she vents to him that her parents dont accept the fact shes a lesbian/are passive aggressive homophobics and Mic decides to kidnap her because she deserves a home were shes accept and a parent {him} the loves her for who she is, please and thank you

Sorry it's kinda specific 😅💞

SOFT YANDERE MIC X TEEN READER

Lemme be a therapist for a moment-

If you are not accepted at home, or with friends, or with any formerly close figure in your life, they don’t deserve to be there. Something as simple as a sexuality is no reason to insult a persons pride, and ruin a friendship, I’m truly, honestly so sorry to anyone whom has not been accepted as a member of the lgbtq+ community, know this is a safe space, of course a tumble blog isn’t necessarily your family, but I’m always here if it’s needed.

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The moment you’d walked into his classroom, he knew something was wrong, and he knew he was going to have to kill someone. You’d never talked about your home life, in fact you actively avoided the questions involving it,!so he would migrate conversations away whenever it was brought up. You’d never actively tried or make friends, so you kinda strayed far from the crowd, eventually the loud blonde had just… appeared, you didn’t even know when he managed to wriggle his way into your heart, but at some point he’d become the person to lean on when you fell, the shoulder to cry into, your rock, he was always there, as a self proclaimed father figure (unbeknownst to you of course). He always knew when someone was off, including now.

You’d walked in without the usual confidence you held, hair tied back in a messily done ponytail, jsut the way you were carrying yourself today was abnormal, instead of holding your head up with that if natural little smile of yours, your face was downcast, you’d been fiddling with your thumbs, not even spending a moment to greet him, as you always, ALWAYS, did. He could see the bags under your eyes, the puffy eyes, the clear way you were dragging your feet, as if you hadn’t had any sleep. Something was wrong.really, really wrong, gone was the hand that always raised when he asked a question, it was odd, but he waited throughout the class time, not wanting to cause a scene. Then he pulled you off tot he side after class.

“Honey? Are you feeling alright today? You seem a little down” trying to brace the subject lightly, he sat you down on one of the hallway side benches, handing you a bottle of water. He watched as you’d kindof retracted your head back into your kneck for a moment in an awkward stance, visibly uncomfortable. You have a heavy sigh, letting him hold the bottle up to your lips, and took a long sip. He stared, waiting for you to give him a reply.

“No- mic. You know the thing I talked to you about- the thing that i was super nervous about that you told me to jsut come clean with my parents? Yeah, I uh, I did it, and- and it didn’t go very- well they- mic- they didn���t like it” you managed to speak, sadness managing it’s way to wash over you once again, the second you’d finally told your parents that you were a girl, who liked girls, you knew how they felt by the sudden grossed out looks in their faces. The flicker of hope you’d had fizzled out. They went on to say things like “are you sure? This probably I just a mistake right?” Or “but… you won’t be like… that around family right? That would be embarrassing.”. It just hurt so much to see the people you grew up living, judge you, and disapprove of who you actually are. It just hurt… so bad.

“Oh-oh darling I’m so sorry. Those ‘parents’ of yours shouldn’t even have a say in it, they don’t get to have a say in it. You are amazing, if they can’t see it, it’s their problem, I love you okay? Do you wanna stay at my house for a few days? Something just tells me that you don’t want to stay in a house with them” he made the statement, going you a moment or just lsiten to him, when the trail of tears started making its way down your face, he pulled you in for a hug, hiding his absolute rage behind your back.

“They said that I was a- a disgrace, that it wasn’t natural, that I belonged in-in hell. Mix they, they said they didn’t want me anymore. And I just stood there! I let them say it like I deserved it! It hurt man, I knew they would maybe be a little off about it, but I at least thought they would still- they would still love me. “ you spoke, letting the tears freely fall as you clutched onto him,

He was F u r i o u s. How could a parent jsut… not? He’d delt with quite the bit of homophobia in his own life, as he had long hair and painted his nails, even wears skirts and dresses form time to time, things the general public does not find to be very masculine, and a certain type of people don’t like that, he hasn’t ever cared, as those were jsut some lowlife degenerates who could barely use the correct connotation of “you’re”. But this… oh this is different, you don’t have that shield to put up, especially with family, you can’t just ignore it, you’re hurting. Because of them.

He wouldn’t let them anymore

No way

———

He hadn’t let you go home that day, isnsiting you go to his house so the two of you could make plans, the school had no limits with student teacher interaction, encouraging it actually, this would just look like a really good teacher protecting his little student from harassment at home, nothing more, nothing less. You clearly didn’t mind staying away from your godforsaken parents for a little longer, dreading having to go home, where they were probably going to offer some kinda therapy, or they’ll just ignore you entirely. Plus, mix was a fun man to be around, he treated you nicely, and didn’t care how stupid you acted, he was someone you could trust with your life, oh how far that would go.

The actual planning only really took like ten minutes, the rest was you binge watching your favorite show with your bestie, waiting too much and snuggling with cats, true heaven. He’d done his best to take your mind offf of, well, everything, making so many jokes, always having something for you to focus on, not giving yourself a chance to sit and mope. Not once did he even brace the subject of your sexuality, as, in all hoenesgu, it doesn’t matter to him, you’re human, like his daughter, he couldnt care less if you were into girls, you’re still his… student… little girl… daughter

“This is nice… I like you. You’re nice” you spoke, muffled form under the pile of blankets and cats, layed over his chest like a cat yourself, you didn’t even care that he was your teacher at this point, your friend was literally dating her teacher! Of course she was a third year and the teacher was young, not even over 24, but still! He’s making you happy, and god knows you need some sunshine right now.

“Is it hon? I’m glad you’re feeling better, you should probably change out of your school uniform, those things are uncomfortable as hell, I’ll still be here!” He exclaimed, chuckling when you didn’t make any effort to move, instead pulled the blanket right I’ve your head in one swift motion, making a loud “hhmmph” noise.

“No. I just wanna stay, I wanna stay like this forever, if you make me move I’m gonna… do something… I don’t know what, but I’ll do it.”

“Forever? I like forever”

———

You’d fallen asleep on him, and he hadn’t ha the heart to wake you up and make you go home, so he’d personally called your parents and told them that the school would be taking care of you, as you’d got time hurt and needed professional care, techinalyu you had gotton hurt, just on the jnsids, not in the out. The two believed him immediately, being the numbskulls that they were, and your sleeping form had been Carried you off into his guest bedroom, where you were tucked in.

The next day, you’d woken up much happier than you’d been previously, refreshed with the sunshine literally radiating off your best friend. Of course it was also in confusion, as you woke up in a different place then you’d fallen asleep, also slightly ina. Panic as your sornwts didn’t know where yoj were… and then you remebeeed taht you didn’t care. Before you could fall back asleep, you saw the time, 10:12, almost two and a half hours late to school. And this time you actually panicked.

“Well you sure are up early! I wasn’t finished making breakfast yet bub.”he yelled as quiet as he could, using a new nickname that you hadn’t heart before, there mix was, yet again, yellow hair down cascading over this shoulders, a pair of black sweatpants and a dark blue t shirt, acting like he had all the time in the world or do nothing.

“Dude? It’s like 10:00, we’re brig gonna be late, liek- really- REALLY late”

“Oh- I called the school to give you some time off, said that you were going through some stuff, I got a sub to go in for me, so I’m all yours for the next week!” He exclaimed, flipping one of the fluffy pancakes while you stared at him,how does one have so much energy this early? He’s like so happy, guess it’s just hizashi though, he’s always happy around you, now that you think about it, he doesn’t seem all that nice to other students… odd

The week with him was magic, you wannna know why? No toxic parents In sight, he brought you to a bunch of different places, the library, a theme park, a bunch of cafes, an adoption event (where he made 4 new additions to his kitty pack), an art showing, japans roseguarden event, jsut so many different things. Usually you’ve only ever gotton like hour intervals during class time, birnh with him so often let you actually get to know him, he was sweet. He reminded you to what a mother should be like. Not that you would know, your mom is a dumpster fire trash can.

You had managed to catch into a few… tendencies of his, jsut small things that you were probably just being paranoid over, but there either way. Scaring away pretty much everyone, not letting you wander far from him (literally having his hand grasped with yoers all the time), treating you a little younger than you actually were, sending glares to many, many people who’d interacte dowry you. Just some smaller things that would go unnoticed by the I looking eye, you’d written it off as just plain old paranoia.

But then the week ended, and he still didn’t let you leave

You’d woken up early that day, dressing in your undiform, frabebs your bag, and made your way down the stairs, looking like the little schoolgirl mic knew and loved. He’s been doing the same thing he’d done for the past week, making some breakfast that he knew you would like. It was almost suspicious how he knew literally everything about you, but then again, sometimes you just talk and start to zone out, so he probably knows more about you then even you do.

Yet the moment youd made your way to the doorknob, he’d stopped you, well, it kinda stopped you to, as there were now more than 4 locks and it wouldn’t turn open. Immediately he’d just kidnfo… pounced. Grabbing your waist and pulling you back onto the soft couch while you just panicked, it didn’t really register in your head until it was WAY too late, and he already had your hands wrapped in some really soft cloth. You just bombarded him with way too many questions “what are you’d doing” “what’s going on” “what is this”, y’know, the basics.

“You know how I said you’re taking a little break from school? Yeah, well that’s getting extended. I’m just gonna explain it to you before we go into a bit of a panic alright? I just need you to liste-“ he started up, he was holding your squirming figure down, hushing you when you tried to yell at him. He did this mainly in impulse, a 3 am decision that just made so much sense, he’d been debating it for quite some time now, but that… incedint, pushed him I’ve free edge, it was just a question of when he qas finally gonna stop procrastinating. Which was now.

You just couldn’t satay out there, I’m with them. It was clear that you had no way of shielding yourself form hateful comments, as you’d cried into his shoulder the moment you’d gotton the chance, all those mean names they’d called you letting themselves soak in. It didn’t make any sense to let you wander alone, if you couldn’t shield yourself form your own parents, who’s had a stranger can’t come up and hurt you?

“Hold on- I can’t miss that mcuh to school, and why’s you tie my hands up? This is wierd. I don’t liek this, let me g-“

“I know, I know you’re a little scared right now, I get it honey, it’s a little scary. I just- I jsut wanna give you a home where you feel accepted, alright? I saw those records form your old schools, teachers reports, I know how long all o this has gone on for. Baby, I really just want to protect you from people like them, you deserve a safe space, you deserve a restart. I just wanna give that to you alright? “ he questioned, as if your answer was going to stop him, he kept his hands wrapped around your wrists, holding you down gently. Waiting for you to calm the fuck down.

“You can’t just… keep me here. “

“I’m sorry honey, I know you don’t like it just yet, but I promise you, I swear on my life, those disgusting parents of yours won’t hurt you,

Ever again”

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(Also-this is just a headcannons that I had. We already know mix is super supportive of you, and adding onto that, I feel like once you’ve proven yourself trustworthy, he’s taking you to your first pride, even if he has to fly to like America, the two of you are getting fully glammed out and then going. Although I don’t say this much about platonic yanderes, mic would actually let you date, mainly because he wants you today well accepted, and if he doenst let you date, how could he do that?)

Ngl to you guys, this was a great idea, but I don’t think I was able to execute it well, someone please tell me if it sucks big time.

Anywho, thank you for requesting, have a great day today!