Chronic illnesses are such bullshit.
Wake up after a great 8 hours of sleep and you haven't had any caffeine or lactose or anything tasty in a week because anything with even a remote dusting of spice will fuck up your stomach.
well fuck you, enjoy diarrhoea, stomach cramps and weird foot pain for the rest of the day
also no there's nothing you can pin point as the reason, it just happened cuz fuck you that's why
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Fellow disabled people/in recovery people/suicidal people, please avoid interaction with @skylarthethompson .
I tried to kill myself last year because of my ED and chronic pain. I was in a coma for 2 days, in the hospital for 2 weeks, and am still suffering the after affects of the damage the 3 months worth of pills I swallowed did to my brain and body, and I'm still struggling with suicidal thoughts due to my many physical and mental illnesses. I just hope me exposing this cruel human will keep them from hurting anyone else who is also struggling.
Telling someone they have nothing to live for is so fucking beyond ok and I just want to warn anyone else who is suffering from chronic pain/illnesses/disabilities and mental illnesses/suicidal ideation that this person is a cruel and insensitive troll and to not let them rent space in your mind.
I reported them; anyone else who sees this please report this despicable behavior so they don't do any further damage to the mentally ill/chronically ill community here on Tumblr.
The first comment is clearly suicide baiting, and I guess they realized that and tried to seem a little less depraved; but you can't undo saying shit like this:
Also, take a look at the victim mentality at work here: "you're a smart smart nice person and I'm a dumb dumb mean person." 🙄.
And then there's the fake "do-gooder" story. So telling a very disabled person that their life isn't worth living is helping, and "a good coping mechanism"?? Anyone with half a braincell can tell you're just trying to seem less like an asshole when you've been exposed as one. Nice try to not seem like an absolute garbage person; but it didn't work.
And this selfishness: "I don't feel safe now! I don't want my virtual life ruined! I don't want gross people telling me horrible insults when my mental health can't take it!" Funny, because I didn't want your gross opinion on why I should just kill myself because my life is too miserable to be worth living with all my mental and physical illnesses. Nice ableism you got there. Also I didn't ask anyone to send you "horrible insults." I just asked my followers to avoid and report you for suicide baiting; which is a very severe problem on the internet that no one deserves; least of all mentally and physically disabled people like me and many of my followers.
"Please don't ruin my life over this!" If you say things online that you don't want everyone to see, that you can come to acknowledge are the actions of an asshole, that's your problem. Don't tell people they should just give up and kill themselves if you don't want people to see how heartless you are. If your life is "ruined" by something you said you have no one to blame but yourself.🤷
And of course the classic "I reported your post; I won't let you ruin my Tumblr life." ...are you even serious? You wrote those words; all I did was take screenshots and show them to my followers so they don't become victims of your harassment themselves- not everyone has the great support system I do, so they deserve a warning about people like you. Plus I said nothing wrong, I just told you that telling people to kill themselves is fucked up and made a post exposing your cruelty so you couldn't harm others who struggle like I do. If your "Tumblr life" gets "ruined" from this, your have no one to blame but yourself because all I did was post the words you put on my posts. I don't give a shit that you're "only 18;" you're still an adult and should know better than to tell strangers on the internet that their lives are so horrible they should just kill themselves.. also if you were actually "sorry" you wouldn't have said more cruel things after your oh-so-sincere apology.
There were even more responses they made saying they were going to kill themselves and it was my fault because I posted things they publicly said on a public platform, telling me they were going to Livestream their suicide and publicly blame me for their death, etc. (I reported those comments to Tumblr for a suicide threat but didn't get screenshots before they were deleted.) You can look at the amount of notes on said posts; this one has 27 replies with only 2 from me so they were harassing me all day with 25 comments while I went to some of my many appointments, so obviously I didn't get screenshots of them all, but the ones I did screenshot are more than enough proof that this person who told me I should just die and was trying to blame me for their mental state; saying I was guilty of something THEY actually did to ME, and that if they killed themselves it would be my fault... For simply making a post telling vulnerable people to be aware of them and their disgusting behavior because no one deserves to be told their life isn't worth living; especially when they've been fighting with those thoughts in their own mind for years and don't need some asshole online trying to push them over the edge towards suicide.
When I was a fucking child I knew that telling people to kill themselves is wrong. Not my problem that you're so cruel you can't see it that way and harassed me all day as I went to my disability appointments finding out if I need more surgery while my notifications were going off at a ridiculous rate as you were trying to convince me I'm the bad guy for warning vulnerable people about you; a person that told someone they don't even know who is a suicidal, ED recovering, physically and psychologically disabled person, that their life isn't worth living and they should just kill themselves.
This person is a threat to the mentally and physically disabled and they need their blog to be terminated so they can't trigger people on the edge like me and so many of my followers and others in the disabled/ED communities on Tumblr.
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Art by me @cidsin
Artfight 2024 @artfight
A little bit more... The 30 I have managed this time, but the sketchbook still has some pages left and we got some days left!
Vivian belongs to YueNoctis
F'Reya belongs to Alkys
Iris Chronis belongs to Pastel-Akuma
Ana belongs to Stefandorfer // Raizu belongs to @cannibaltomato
Zul belongs to Spararts
Dark Link and Link of Circle of Stars AU belong to @daeyumi
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1st pride art is coming 2nite, I just gotta deal with this nasty migraine
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name. leandros chronis
nickname(s). lee, leo, leon, asshole, motherfucker...
gender. cis male
species. vampire
sexuality. bisexual
marital status. single--probably forever. loves fucking around, never settling.
alignment. neutral evil
location. primary location is [REDACTED], but he seems to be everywhere at once. certainly has no issues getting around.
height. 6'5"
weight. 240 lbs
appearance. tall, dark, and handsome--well, silver and handsome? broad-shouldered and muscular, he keeps a manicured appearance, always dressed sharp and always well-groomed. he exudes an aura of luxurious wealth, from his custom made suits, to the rings upon his fingers. even the dark shine of his eyes is a reminder of rubies, dark and inviting. he is heavily scarred from his years of battling through life beneath his clothes--notably, they are thick, long gashes from swords cutting through flesh and muscle. he is pale, and never seems able to get a tan.
personality traits. smug, arrogant, cool-headed, confident, good-humored, egotistical, vain, playful.
abilities. inhuman speed, inhuman strength, immortality, rapid regeneration.
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Not being able to breath is the thing that scares me the most out of everything. Logically I know nothing is physically wrong. I've had almost every test under the sun done and they all came back normal and I know it's not a panic attack. It's almost like the automatic breathing turns off and I have to focus all my brain power on breathing or else I feel like I'm not getting enough air and it terrifies me everytime
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