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mityas-red-glasses · 1 year
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bronzefield updates + general mityas-red-glasses thoughts
bronzefield writers have gone fucking insane we got so many new characters that practically have their own side plot and honestly I'm here for it. jasper is really good representation for people who struggle with addiction and I think the way his friends handle it is really similar to how it goes down irl (coming from someone who has had people close to me struggle with addiction) idk I just love the Goopchat friend group.
also dude that rani piece they dropped??? I fucking love cloud I hope theh know that everytime I see smth about them I squeal and kick my legs and make such big heart eyes at her rani monroe you are my guy I adore you. also thunderstorm (haha rani -> rain + speed silly name) I love them look at my unstable insecure but trying to get kind if better girlies they're so cute
ALSO KEIKO IS SO CUTIE!??!?! not much to say but I love xem so so much they're so cute
tyler and ozzie.... rook and holden..... thank you brnzfld team for giving us some cutie little guys to balance out the overwhelming cloud of darkness that are tyler and ozzie tysm I cannot handle them without taking a lap they make me so sad. one author leaked a line from an unreleased bit and like. WHAT DO YOU MEAN "One day I'll be better. One day I'll be better and I'll lay on a bed of white lilies and we can be happy." TYLER
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wowa-bublord · 2 months
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Does Cloud ever confront Zack about all the neglect he subjected himself to in favor of taking care of Cloud?
I think It'd be one of his first thoughts when he's awake again!
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initially I think he'd just think Zack was being a bit silly, and that he'd focus more on himself now that Cloud wasn't completely reliant on him. After a few weeks(?) he'd realize how much Zack prioritizes Cloud over himself, and he'd try to be more forceful with it
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....but neither of them are very good with their words, so it gets worse before it gets better.
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cloudsofteeth · 4 months
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his favorite labrat apprentice
Just something quick as I suddenly feel my head getting empty :(
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biillys · 1 year
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and you— you were happy.
#top one most heartbreaking scenes in the world.......................#m#gifs#billyhargroveedit#needed a break from trying to make palette sets and Colour Specific Gifs for billy week work and somehow thought /this/ would relax me??????#now im just fucking SAD#billy hargrove#its the WAY u can see him like. fucking PHYSICALLY reacting#to when el says 'she was pretty'#like he's fighting with himself SO HARD to like.#OKAY NO LISTEN! its the way that when el ventured into his head the first time#she saw him. on the beach#with his mumma. grinning from ear to fucking ear#but surrounded with The Neil Of IT All still#like even his happiest memories where clouded with neil#so like. even when billy retreats into his head- into his HAPPY place#its STILL got neil just on the outskirts........ always still there.....always overshadowing and like. eventually taking over.#so el!!!!!!! when el fucking looks up at him!!!!!!!!! crying and begging!!!!!!!!!! she just!!!!!!!!!!!#she brings forward all those memories!!!!!!!! except she cuts neil out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! focusing on his mum!!!!!!!!!!!#highlighting every single fucking detail!!!!!!!!!! that billy can never focus on!!!!! because even his happiest memory isn't safe#and els just like!!!!!! the wave was seven feet!!! u told her it was seven feet!!! and there was sand in her shoes!!! and she was pretty!!!#she was really pretty!!!!! and you WERE HAPPY.#the way billy fucking breaks??? after she says 'she was pretty'#and then the way his face Does That and he nods along with 'she was REALLY pretty'#then the 'and you- you were Happy.' part#like#i fukcing WISH i died instead
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cloudsontherainbow · 26 days
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PEOPLE.
I HAVEN’T BEEN FEED ANY LEE VOX CONTENT FOR DAYS, YALL ARE STARVING ME.
GIMME FICS, ARTWORK, ANYTHING TO KEEP MY LITTLE BRAIN FROM EXPLODING
I’m working on my own lee!Vox and ler!Alastair comic right now SO YALL BETTER WORK WITH ME HERE
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So recently, there was this blue lock exhibition where you could be accompanied by either an E4 (isagi/bachira/kunigami/chigiri) or a reonagi/nagireo voice guide. (Full translation for the former here and the latter (+ the actual audio) here)
And the reonagi/nagireo one makes me very :) sane :) actually :)
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And the fact that this script was supervised by Kaneshiro-sensei himself and thus makes all of this canon...
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It's not like I was finally getting over my obsession or anything. This didn't drag me back into reonagi/nagireo hell at all! :)
I also haven't been obsessing over the other stuff that came with the exhibition either. Nope. Nope.
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I'm completely chill guys. My life hasn't been ruined and I'm not in shambles at all. I am A-OK.
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rozugold · 4 months
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It’s really weird how I used to be the biggest cranboo fan but these days he barely ever crosses my mind..
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boyywithluv · 12 days
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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audaciiae · 2 months
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so...thinking...majority of clouds interactions with seph are (likely) when hes asleep/unconscious. or on that weird edge btwn awake and not. bc seph is literally in his brain. he cant escape him even in his own dreams 😀🥹 so hes probably an insomniac too bc of this lmao
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mxanigel · 26 days
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okay maybe I'll just give up on tag games for now since I seem to be limited to a handful of tags that actually work 🫠
EDIT: line breaks between chunks of five seems to have done the trick, thank you dear @poetikat <3
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rosehipandroots · 3 months
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i had to take an inflammation test for my Bad Lungs and it took me like six tries bc some fucking idiot (genius) made it into a game where you have to make an innocent cartoon cloud float to the flag with controlled breaths
and anyway the sound effects were the most ridiculous (BEST) thing i've ever heard in my fucking life. so every single damn time i'd start the "game" i heard the sound effects and immediately lost it which would send my poor unsuspecting cloud smashing into the roof and dying instantly
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priceofreedom · 1 year
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this new official art... 🥺
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m00nbuggies · 2 years
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"but then they heard Darius ordered me to protect you." and then Luz got captured.
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cloudwhisper23 · 5 months
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Mild Rant Post
Sometimes I read posts about characters in different story continuities and I wonder if they see fiction the same way I do. I wonder if they think that each character already has their own story, even if it's not exposed to us. I wonder if we see characters differently because I ponder the depth in characters that are just a name, if even that. Meanwhile, other people see the character's name and promptly forget they exist.
It hurts my soul to witness people spitting on the idea of a character having any semblance of meaning or significance when they only appear once or not at all. Especially since there's nothing that takes from the other stories being told by the other characters.
I know that I don't always have such an important fixation on a specific character, and I can change who I want to write about depending on how much I want to explore that character. And it's fine that not everyone wants to do that. But it still stinks to see blatant disdain for characters just because they get the spotlight they don't always get.
It makes me feel kind of sad. If they do that to characters they don't like in stories, how do they feel about other people in their lives?
Actually, scratch that. It makes me really sad.
Yeah, I'm vague-blogging. Shocker. But the fnaf fandom is really dragging me down rn. Maybe I'll just stay away from anything after UCN. I certainly need some time away from Gregory, for sure.
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baeshijima · 6 months
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its 2:40 am, im sobbing and very much not okay and its all bc of them
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throws up high-cloud quintet the beloved tragedy that u are ;w;
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Sorry Cale you’ve still got 121 chapters left before the book ends and I Do Not have hope for you
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