#cocaineanonymous

[justfortodayandrecovery]

#twelvesteps #steps #recovery #alcoholicsanonymous #onedayatatime #sober #soberlife #narcoticsanonymous #justfortoday #wedorecover #addiction #sobriety #aa #na #alcoholism #recoveryispossible #cleanandsober #bigbook #soberissexy #addictionrecovery #odaat #recoveringaddict #soberliving #drugfree #soberfam #cleanandserene #rehab #stepstorecovery #cocaineanonymous #basictext

[nadzer-sprinkles]

Help! Such a small little word with a big massive punch! #howiseeit Asking for help was so humiliating for me. With my delusion of being better than everyone and my belief of not being good enough, I hated showing any kind of weakness (which today I know it to be humility). I'd rather fail than ask for help. And when I asked for help, it really felt like a punch in my face. I am a failure punch. Thank Goodness for recovery! Thank Goodness for the people in recovery. I asked for help with all my heart after a year sober, with the obsession to use streaming in my head! What a relief it was. Like the song, doors opened; one of which was recovery! Today my favourite sayings are: I don't know; can you show me? I don't understand; show me what do to; help me please. No shame, no cringing, no humiliation. Simply me being a student of life. 🛐🤗☯️🥰☮ #sobriety #soberlife #recoveryispossible #cleanandsober #recoverjourney #mentalhealth #cocaineanonymous #alcoholicanonymous #soberwarriors #soberliving #drugaddiction #addictionstigma #alcoholismrecovery #alcoholism #recoverywarriors #12steps #twelvesteps #12steprecoveryprocess #onedayatatime #ODAAT #soberissexy #mindalteringsubstances #addictionrecovery #recoveryrocks #cleanandsober #AABigBook #wecanrecover #thereisasolution https://www.instagram.com/p/CIpphTKgRkE/?igshid=1fdalr4dsqd3x

[bkshowofficial]

How else do you sell it? Listen to the Brendon and Kevin show every Sunday night from 8-11 on @wearekilpop and Saturdays 3-6 on @gunnmusic !!! ⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ #cocaine80s #cocainesahellofadrug #cocainetrain #cocainewhite #cocainecouture #cocaineofficial #cocainerodeo #drugs #cocaine #cocaineanonymous #cocaineapparel #cocainelife #cocainefacts #cocaineisahellofadrug #cocaineandcaviar #cocaineblues #cocainebomb #cocainescent #cocaineclothing #cocainetoes #buyartnotcocaine #cocaineonehellofadrug #love #cocainecowboys #cocaineprank (at Ely, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSsoamqLXXA/?utm_medium=tumblr

[randomkailua-blog]

#colazione #coca #cocacola #cola #colazioneitaliana #breakfast #colazionetime #s #coke #colazionesana #food #instafood #buongiorno #cocacolamusicexperience #cocalero #foodporn #colazionealetto #cocacolachristmastruck #cocacolajeansfranquiasinop #cocaineanonymous #cocacolaclothing #instagood #colazionedatiffany #goodmorning #colabore #cocacolabottle #cocacolasummerfestival2016 #cocaina #cocacolaclassic #colazionetop

[jacksonpiercemusic]

#inspiration #addict #motivation #addiction #sobriety #sober #soberlife #positivevibes #reachout #songwriting #songwriter #inspire #musicians #recovering #addicted #musician #cocaineanonymous #codependency #musicvideo #hope #alcoholicsanonymous #abuse #lyrics #recovery #toxicrelationships #loveyourself #music #recover #positivity (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtXSJyDHWy5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10w0ttt2lyln9

[blameitonthecrack]

Dark & Dirty

Ok, I’ll talk about it.

Since you know nothing about me here it goes... fuck this is weird. I like drugs, I like the feeling of escaping reality. I like the feeling of letting go completely. I have been to so many dark and dirty places chasing this feeling. The back alleys, the dark basements, the cockroach-infested buildings. 

It stopped working though. The more I used the harder I found it to let go. I couldn’t have fun the way it once was on a weekend bender, or an overnight “sleepover” at my girlfriend’s house snorting cocaine and drinking vodka. It wasn’t just a double life anymore it was my reality. The more I got into it the harder it became to escape. It became my life,

I slowly lost more and more of the people I should have loved, the opportunities I could have taken and got closer to the day I would lose my life, get a DUI or become permanently locked up in a psych ward. I thought there was no return. I mean once you get caught up in drug dealing, trafficking and the fucking street drama it’s terrifying to go back to your normal life. I thought those people were always around the corner watching me, watching my family.

On top of that, the withdrawal was inevitable. It didn’t bother me so much, what bothered me most about withdrawing was the fear of committing to normal life. So I always ran back to the drugs and the street. I thought, there’s no way people can accept me now. I can’t be normal. I flunked out of school and jobs countless times, I destroyed friendships with nasty name calling because my pride was too evident to admit I was nothing but a slave to the drugs. I disappointed my family. Even my user friends, I disgusted them and I knew it. I felt dirty ALL THE TIME. I felt there was no return.

But that’s not true. I may seem sad or scared about my problems today, but the truth is that’s all they are problems that today I have a solution to. That I know even if fucking hell freezes over, I lose everything I have I know I’m never too far down the scale to come back. Because I was fucking an each away from death and here I am breathing, working, studying, loving my friends and family.

Yeah, some people still hate me. But I don’t hate me anymore. I don’t feel disgusted when I look at myself anymore. I only worry about the people I love who I know only God can take care of. But every day, I feel the sun on my skin I feel free. I no longer have to chase that feeling, I accept that it comes and goes and it’s beyond my control.

And when I meditate and sit with God, I feel at peace I can finally really let go.

I have a program of recovery to thank for that. If you need help please don’t hesitate to message me, or go to a meeting.

[addicted2lifeuk]

As valentines approaches, it's a good time to share my experience of sober dating. I am not a dating expert but I have certainly overcome past fears about not being good enough and learnt to accept redirections (sometimes known as rejections 😂)

My biggest tips for anyone looking to date in recovery is as follows:

1) Sort yourself out first. Happiness is an inside job and no relationship will plug that hole. It took me 1.5 years of meetings, therapy and exercise before I managed to feel comfortable and confident to sober date.

2) Codependency is an addiction. Just because its not a drink or drug, codependency is still an addiction. Be careful not to fall into that trap thinking that being in a relationship will fix that void.

3)Start reframing 'rejection' as 'redirections'. If you get ghosted or it fizzles out, don't fixate on that as it happens to everyone at some point and that person isn't meant for you.

4) Don't compromise your sobriety. If you are like me, you feel more comfortable around non drinkers. I've had a lot of trauma and hurt attached to drink and drugs and I'm a better human in healthier settings. I choose my filters to non-drinkers/occasional and won't compromise that.

5)Law of Attraction. You get what you put out. If you are spiritually well, you will attract what you want. 100%.

6) Wear a condom! Just because we are sober doesn't make us susceptible to making mistakes.

If you need help gaining confidence in recovery, I now offer counselling services to help others through the same problems I have faced myself. DM to arrange via my PT site (use the contact form to discuss counselling) ✌️https://personaltrainingwimbledon.com/

#addictionawareness #recoveryispossible #narcoticsanonymous #alcoholicsanonymous #soberdating #soberuk #soberissexy #addictionrecovery #drugaddiction #alcoholic #cocaineanonymous #sober #sobercommunity #soberandsocial

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[ruastation-blog]

c o c a i n e shirt (em CocaineAnonymous) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8cnvNnH7fI/?igshid=2biotjkm6uc7

[skyisminimum-blog]

Accept every opportunity to share your message, even if you can help save the life of one other addict out there, you wll be making a difference in the world. #recovery #addiction #addictionquotes #addict #meetings #courage #share #faith #hope #love #grind #iamworthit #secretlife #trending #narcoticsanonymous #alcoholicsanonymous #cocaineanonymous #heroinanonymous #shareyourstory #rehabtime #rehab #daybyday #first24 #30day #90day #sixmonths #ninemonths #oneyear #sky #is

[bkshowofficial]

Listen to the Brendon and Kevin Show every Sunday night from 8-11 on @wearekilpop ⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ #cocainecouture #cocaine80s #cocainesahellofadrug #cocaineisonehellofadrug #cocainemodel #cocainebomb #cocaineoverdose #cocaineenergydrink #cocaineandcaviar #cocainetoes #cocaineanonymous #cocaine (at Ely, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQ6YQl9Lr7t/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jacksonpiercemusic]

If you haven’t subscribed to my YouTube Music channel yet, please do me a solid and take a minute to click a few buttons 🙂 Thank you again to those of you who are already a part of the 1,312 subscribers!! https;//www.youtube.com/jacksonpiercemusic #inspiration #addict #motivation #addiction #sobriety #sober #soberlife #positivevibes #reachout #songwriting #songwriter #inspire #musicians #recovering #addicted #musician #cocaineanonymous #codependency #musicvideo #hope #alcoholicsanonymous #abuse #lyrics #recovery #toxicrelationships #loveyourself #music #recover #positivity (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtXRxQ5nxvq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6pqj30y4qyk6

[jacksonpiercemusic]

#inspiration #addict #motivation #addiction #sobriety #sober #soberlife #positivevibes #reachout #songwriting #songwriter #inspire #musicians #recovering #addicted #musician #cocaineanonymous #codependency #musicvideo #hope #alcoholicsanonymous #abuse #lyrics #recovery #toxicrelationships #loveyourself #music #recover #positivity (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtW-MJAnMHC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cg6bnuidnw4r

[jacksonpiercemusic]

Thanks for your support! I’m proud to share I’m currently ranked #1 locally & regionally on the Reverb Nation Singer/Songwriter charts!! My next goal is to reach #1 on the national chart (I’m currently ranked 14th). I’m asking for your help in reaching that goal by subscribing to my YouTube Music Channel, liking my FB Music page, & following me on Spotify!! I truly appreciate the love! Feel free to share and invite your friends as well 🙂 https://www.youtube.com/jacksonpiercemusic https://www.facebook.com/jacksonpiercemusic https://open.spotify.com/artist/2dvgzXyqlwfDgsJcVpZoWh?si=XnEKB8xBQF6tvs_9eW3u7w #inspiration #addict #motivation #addiction #sobriety #sober #soberlife #positivevibes #reachout #songwriting #songwriter #inspire #lyrical #recovering #addicted #rolemodel #cocaineanonymous #codependency #nevergiveup #hope #alcoholicsanonymous #abuse #lyrics #recovery #toxicrelationships #loveyourself #music #recover #positivity (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtUk0AJHTNv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vjbxp9xez69a

[jacksonpiercemusic]

#inspiration #addict #motivation #addiction #sobriety #sober #soberlife #positivevibes #reachout #songwriting #songwriter #inspire #lyrical #recovering #addicted #rolemodel #cocaineanonymous #codependency #nevergiveup #hope #alcoholicsanonymous #abuse #lyrics #recovery #toxicrelationships #loveyourself #mindovermatter #recover #positivity (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtTmKlSHV56/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=na7ocokctz08

[jacksonpiercemusic]

Check out the “Lost Soul” Remix by DJ JellyBoy released today!! Personally, it’s my favorite remix of any of my songs so far. Great job Miłosz Ścięgosz!! https://open.spotify.com/track/4NkmOTtayKErqzSDlgkRpL?si=taRXngoYQN260atfSvmlRw https://song.link/us/i/1448855375 #inspiration #addict #motivation #addiction #sobriety #sober #soberlife #positivevibes #reachout #songwriting #songwriter #inspire #lyrical #recovering #addicted #rolemodel #cocaineanonymous #codependency #nevergiveup #hope #alcoholicsanonymous #abuse #lyrics #recovery #toxicrelationships #loveyourself #mindovermatter #recover #positivity (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtTlDNVnkqx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sy9s43axapi0