sooo i’m 6 weeks out from my carpal tunnel release surgery today and my recovery is going so well!! i have slight tenderness and numbness around the incision sites, and some tenderness in my wrists and hands generally. nothing overly concerning or unexpected considering i’ve had surgery and am now using my hands a LOT more than i did before. i’m certain i’ve experienced quite a bit of muscle loss because of this soreness, the weakness of my grip, and how easily they tire, BUT i can still feel my hands getting stronger all the time. best of all i no longer have chronic pain and my nerve damage is healing!!! i still get occasional tingles and spasms, which is normal as the nerves recover. i’m so grateful to my surgeon and the NHS and everyone involved in my care (professional and otherwise)
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i’m now 2.5 weeks out from my carpal tunnel release surgery and my life is so fucking fine. i no longer have chronic pain! i can sew and i can write and i can play minecraft!
i’m still getting the occasional nerve strangeness (mainly tinglies and the locking/clicking one, if u have cts u probably recognise that vague description) as the nerves heal, and i’m realising just how weak the muscles in my wrists and hands are now. but i’m healing. i’m healing so fucking good!!
stitches came out on tuesday (4 days ago) and i no longer need to cover the incision sites and i can get them wet now (still showering with gloves on tho cos i am not risking an infection).
this surgery is the only cure for the condition and im so fucking grateful to have received it so soon after being diagnosed.
now i am finally capable of imagining (and enacting!!!!) recovery, rebuilding my strength. i understand my mortality and the fallibility of this precious body that i have, how much i must properly care for and maintain it.
god is good life is great
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To Ride a Cowboy
nsfw / mdni / sub!coryo / dom!reader
“You can leave that cowboy hat on,” you instructed Coryo as he was rushing to get rid of his clothes thinking he was about to have the best time. But you had already decided it would be slow and torturous.
He had acquired that goddamn cowboy hat at the local thrift shop and now he kept parading around your apartment all day wearing nothing but his blue jeans. And that hat. The boy clearly wasn't learning from his mistakes and this called for some discipline.
Coryo was sitting on your bed, still wearing the hat, watching you undress slowly, making a little show for him. He was stroking his hardening cock and you let him have it for the time being.
Then you took off his hat and put it on your own head, instructing him to lay down. You gave him a flirtatious smile and straddled his hips before slowly sinking yourself down onto his rock hard member. You were already so wet from all the teasing therefore it was easy to take in all of his length without a single gasp.
Then you stood still, adjusting the hat.
“Please move, I need you to…” Coryo already sounded like a whiny little slut. Always so ready for you.
“Shhhh,” you pressed your pointer finger to your lips. “I'm not so sure you’ve been a good boy today. I would say you were a little tease. And naughty boys like you don't get to make requests.”
“I'm sorry I just…”
“Hush, baby…” you licked your fingertips and gently brushed them against your nipples, making them hard at the cooling sensation. Coryo tried to sit up and grab you, but you pushed him back on the sheets.
“No hands, darling!” you hummed.
“Are you gonna be good?”
Coryo nodded quickly.
You let almost all of his length slide out of your pussy and then slowly sank back down, clenching your walls around him, before stopping again. Coryo let out a helpless moan. He wanted you to move so badly.
“Look at you, holding on so well for me,” you praised him knowing he was not holding well at all. You could see the desperate need in his eyes and that felt hella arousing.
You put your two fingers between your lips and coated them with saliva before pressing them against your clit and starting rubbing yourself lazily.
It felt so good combined with Coryo's massive cock filling you up so nicely. You threw your head back and moaned in pleasure, using your free hand to hold the cowboy hat in place.
You started rocking your hips back and forth at a painfully slow pace, causing Coryo to try and thrust his hips up in an aching need to increase the friction.
“Whoa, be still, cowboy, or you gonna throw me out of the saddle.”
Coryo obliged. He definitely didn't want you out of the saddle.
“Good boy,” you praised and kept rubbing yourself, now moving up and down his shaft slowly. Still way too slow for his taste.
“Please, mommy! Can you move faster?” Coryo urged you, his eyes getting teary from your relentless edging. He knew he couldn't last much longer.
“Like this?” you started riding him, rocking yourself up and down as if you were indeed trying to tame a wild horse.
Coryo moaned and panted as you kept riding his dick, the sound of you thrusting against his hips filling the room.
“Feels so fucking good, mommy,” he groaned, clutching at the sheets since he had nothing else to hold on to.
“I'm making you feel good huh?” you cooed, then grabbed Coryo's hands and pulled him close. The boy immediately wrapped his lips around your nipple, panting heavily as he was getting close to the climax.
His lips felt so good on your sensitive skin. You felt your pussy clenching around him a few more times before getting your sweet release as you came all over his cock.
Your tightness brought Coryo over the edge and came inside your warm wetness shooting his load deep into your fucked out cunt moaning against the hollow of your neck.
“Fuck, that was perfect,” he whispered, wrapping his arms around you.
You took off the cowboy hat and put it back on his messy curls.
“Well you know what they say. Save a horse, ride a cowboy.”
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just as a heads up since I've seen this image around, “people are unknowingly worshipping moloch/baal” is a fash meme (e.g. lib website but see here for glenn beck saying exactly that)
it's a variant of fascist antisemitic conspiracy theories about Demon / False God Worship and especially Child Sacrifice
someone might dispute this saying one or the other has older & more general usage as a metaphor for idolatry, which I guess isn't untrue, but it's been heavily taken up by rightists. anyhow, the fash meme account crazy-brazilian is the original OP in this case specifically
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