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juliebowie · 10 months ago
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Data Engineering Interview Questions and Answers
Summary: Master Data Engineering interview questions & answers. Explore key responsibilities, common topics (Big Data's 4 Vs!), and in-depth explanations. Get interview ready with bonus tips to land your dream Data Engineering job!
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Introduction 
The ever-growing volume of data presents exciting opportunities for data engineers. As the architects of data pipelines and custodians of information flow, data engineers are in high demand.
Landing your dream Data Engineering role requires not only technical proficiency but also a clear understanding of the specific challenges and responsibilities involved. This blog equips you with the essential Data Engineering interview questions and answers, helping you showcase your expertise and secure that coveted position.
Understanding the Role of a Data Engineer
Data engineers bridge the gap between raw data and actionable insights. They design, build, and maintain data pipelines that ingest, transform, store, and analyse data. Here are some key responsibilities of a data engineer:
Data Acquisition: Extracting data from various sources like databases, APIs, and log files.
Data Transformation: Cleaning, organizing, and transforming raw data into a usable format for analysis.
Data Warehousing and Storage: Designing and managing data storage solutions like data warehouses and data lakes.
Data Pipelines: Building and maintaining automated processes that move data between systems.
Data Security and Governance: Ensuring data security, access control, and compliance with regulations.
Collaboration: Working closely with data analysts, data scientists, and other stakeholders.
Common Data Engineering Interview Questions
Now that you understand the core responsibilities, let's delve into the most frequently asked Data Engineering interview questions:
What Is the Difference Between A Data Engineer And A Data Scientist?
While both work with data, their roles differ. Data engineers focus on building and maintaining data infrastructure, while data scientists use the prepared data for analysis and building models.
Explain The Concept of Data Warehousing And Data Lakes.
Data warehouses store structured data optimized for querying and reporting. Data lakes store both structured and unstructured data in a raw format, allowing for future exploration.
Can You Describe the ELT (Extract, Load, Transform) And ETL (Extract, Transform, Load) Processes?
Both ELT and ETL are data processing techniques used to move data from various sources to a target system for analysis. While they achieve the same goal, the key difference lies in the order of operations:
ELT (Extract, Load, Transform):
Extract: Data is extracted from its original source (databases, log files, etc.).
Load: The raw data is loaded directly into a data lake, a large storage repository for raw data in various formats.
Transform: Data is transformed and cleaned within the data lake as needed for specific analysis or queries.
ETL (Extract, Transform, Load):
Extract: Similar to ELT, data is extracted from its source.
Transform: The extracted data is cleansed, transformed, and organized into a specific format suitable for analysis before loading.
Load: The transformed data is then loaded into the target system, typically a data warehouse optimized for querying and reporting.
What Are Some Common Data Engineering Tools and Technologies?
Data Engineers wield a powerful toolkit to build and manage data pipelines. Here are some essentials:
Programming Languages: Python (scripting, data manipulation), SQL (database querying).
Big Data Frameworks: Apache Hadoop (distributed storage & processing), Apache Spark (in-memory processing for speed).
Data Streaming: Apache Kafka (real-time data pipelines).
Cloud Platforms: AWS, GCP, Azure (offer data storage, processing, and analytics services).
Data Warehousing: Tools for designing and managing data warehouses (e.g., Redshift, Snowflake).
Explain How You Would Handle a Situation Where A Data Pipeline Fails?
Data pipeline failures are inevitable, but a calm and structured approach can minimize downtime. Here's the key:
Detect & Investigate: Utilize monitoring tools and logs to pinpoint the failure stage and root cause (data issue, code bug, etc.).
Fix & Recover: Implement a solution (data cleaning, code fix, etc.), potentially recover lost data if needed, and thoroughly test the fix.
Communicate & Learn: Keep stakeholders informed and document the incident, including the cause, solution, and lessons learned to prevent future occurrences.
Bonus Tips: Automate retries for specific failures, use version control for code, and integrate data quality checks to prevent issues before they arise.
By following these steps, you can efficiently troubleshoot data pipeline failures and ensure the smooth flow of data for your critical analysis needs.
Detailed Answers and Explanations
Here are some in-depth responses to common Data Engineering interview questions:
Explain The Four Vs of Big Data (Volume, Velocity, Variety, And Veracity).
Volume: The massive amount of data generated today.
Velocity: The speed at which data is created and needs to be processed.
Variety: The diverse types of data, including structured, semi-structured, and unstructured.
Veracity: The accuracy and trustworthiness of the data.
Describe Your Experience with Designing and Developing Data Pipelines.
Explain the specific tools and technologies you've used, the stages involved in your data pipelines (e.g., data ingestion, transformation, storage), and the challenges you faced while designing and implementing them.
How Do You Handle Data Security and Privacy Concerns Within a Data Engineering Project?
Discuss security measures like access control, data encryption, and anonymization techniques you've implemented. Highlight your understanding of relevant data privacy regulations like GDPR (General Data Protection Regulation).
What Are Some Strategies for Optimising Data Pipelines for Performance?
Explain techniques like data partitioning, caching, and using efficient data structures to improve the speed and efficiency of your data pipelines.
Can You Walk us Through a Specific Data Engineering Project You've Worked On?
This is your opportunity to showcase your problem-solving skills and technical expertise. Describe the project goals, the challenges you encountered, the technologies used, and the impact of your work.
Tips for Acing Your Data Engineering Interview
Acing the Data Engineering interview goes beyond technical skills. Here, we unveil powerful tips to boost your confidence, showcase your passion, and leave a lasting impression on recruiters, ensuring you land your dream Data Engineering role!
Practice your answers: Prepare for common questions and rehearse your responses to ensure clarity and conciseness.
Highlight your projects: Showcase your technical skills by discussing real-world Data Engineering projects you've undertaken.
Demonstrate your problem-solving skills: Be prepared to walk through a Data Engineering problem and discuss potential solutions.
Ask insightful questions: Show your genuine interest in the role and the company by asking thoughtful questions about the team, projects, and Data Engineering challenges they face.
Be confident and enthusiastic: Project your passion for Data Engineering and your eagerness to learn and contribute.
Dress professionally: Make a positive first impression with appropriate attire that reflects the company culture.
Follow up: Send a thank-you email to the interviewer(s) reiterating your interest in the position.
Conclusion
Data Engineering is a dynamic and rewarding field. By understanding the role, preparing for common interview questions, and showcasing your skills and passion, you'll be well on your way to landing your dream Data Engineering job.
Remember, the journey to becoming a successful data engineer is a continuous learning process. Embrace challenges, stay updated with the latest technologies, and keep pushing the boundaries of what's possible with data.
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snaildotexe · 2 years ago
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Software Technical Interview Review List
Data Structures
Arrays (and Java List vs ArrayList)
String
Stack
Queue
LinkedList
Algorithms
Sorting (Bubblesort, Mergesort, Quicksort)
Recursion & Backtracking
Linear and Binary Search
String/Array algos
Tree traversal
Dynamic Programming
Graph algos (DFS, BFS, Dijksta's and Kruskals)
OOP fundamentals
Polymorphism
Inheritance
Encapsulation
Data abstraction
SOLID and GRASP
Explanations & example questions:
Strings and Arrays [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 ]
Stacks and Queues [ 1 | 2 ]
LinkedList [ 1 | 2 ]
Sorting & searching [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 ]
Recursion and Backtracking [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 ]
Dynamic Programming [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4]
Graphs [ 1 | 2 | 3 ]
Tree [ 1 | 2 ]
General DS&A info and questions [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ]
OOP review & questions [ 1 | 2 | 3 ]
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ofmd-alsaurus · 2 years ago
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moreaujeans · 2 years ago
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YGHHHHFHF interviews are a joke
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ashtrjput · 3 months ago
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jcmarchi · 1 year ago
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Q&A: Tips for viewing the 2024 solar eclipse
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Q&A: Tips for viewing the 2024 solar eclipse
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On Monday, April 8, the United States will experience a total solar eclipse — a rare astronomical event where the moon passes directly between the sun and the Earth, blocking out the sun’s light almost completely. The last total solar eclipse in the contiguous U.S. was in 2017, and the next one won’t be until 2044.
If the weather cooperates, people across the United States — from northeastern Maine to southwestern Texas — will be able to observe the eclipse using protective eyewear. Those in the path of totality, where the moon entirely covers the sun, will have the best view, but 99% of people in the continental U.S. will be able to see a partial eclipse. Weather permitting, those on the MIT campus and the surrounding area will see 93 percent of the sun covered, with the partial eclipse starting at 2:15 p.m. and reaching its peak around 3:29 p.m.
Brian Mernoff, manager of the CommLab in the Department of Aeronautics and Astronautics, is an accomplished astrophotographer and science educator. Mernoff is headed to Vermont with his family to experience the totality from the best possible angle — but has offered a few thoughts on how to enjoy the eclipse safely, wherever you are.
Q: What should viewers expect to see and experience with this solar eclipse?
A: When you’re watching TV (the sun) and your toddler, dog, or other large mammal (the moon) blocks your view, you no doubt move over a bit to try to get a partial or full view of the TV. This is exactly how the path of totality works for an eclipse. If you are exactly in line with the moon and sun, it will be completely blocked, but if you start moving away from this path, your view of the sun will start to increase until the moon is not in the way at all.
The closer you are to the path of totality, the more of the sun will be blocked. At MIT, about 93 percent of the sun will be blocked. Those in the area will notice that things around you will get slightly darker, just like when it starts to become overcast. Even so, the sun will remain very bright in the sky and solar glasses will be required to view the entirety of the eclipse. It really goes to show how incredibly bright the sun is!
Within the narrow path of totality, the moon will continue to move across the sun, reaching 100 percent coverage. For this short period of time, you can remove your glasses and see a black disk where the sun should be. Around the disk will be wispy white lines. This is the corona, the outermost part of the sun, which is normally outshone by the sun’s photosphere (surface). Around the edges of the black disk of the moon, right as totality begins and ends, you can also see bright spots around the edges, known as Bailey’s Beads, caused by sunlight shining between mountains and craters on the moon.
But that’s not all! Although you will be tempted to stare up at the sun throughout totality, do not forget to observe the world around you. During totality, it feels like twilight. There is a 360-degree sunset, the temperature changes rapidly, winds change, animals start making different sounds, and shadows start getting weird (look into “shadow bands” if you have a chance).
As soon as totality ends, and you start to see Baily’s Beads again, put your solar glasses back on as it will get very bright again very fast as the moon moves out of the way.
Q: What are the best options for viewing the eclipse safely and to greatest effect?
A: No matter where you are during the eclipse, make sure you have solar glasses. These glasses should be ISO-approved for solar viewing. Do not use glasses with scratches, holes, or other damage.
If you are unable to obtain solar glasses in time, you can safely view the eclipse using a home-made projection method, such as a pinhole camera or even projecting the image of the sun through a colander.
The best view of the eclipse will be from within the path of totality, but even if you are not within it, you should still go outside to experience the partial eclipse. Use the NASA Eclipse Explorer to find the start, maximum, and end times, and then find a nice spot outside — preferably with some shade — put on your glasses, and enjoy the show.
For a closer view of the sun, find a friend that has a telescope with the correct ISO-certified solar filter. This will let you see the photosphere (or chromosphere if it is an H-alpha scope) in a lot more detail. If you do not have access to a telescope, NASA plans to livestream a telescope view throughout the eclipse. [The livestream will be displayed publicly on a large screen in Building 55 at MIT, rain or shine.]
The only time you can look at or image the sun without a filter is during 100 percent totality. As soon as this period is done, glasses and filters must be put back on.
After the eclipse, keep your glasses and filters. You can use them to look at the sun on any day (it took me an embarrassing amount of time to realize that I could use the glasses at any time instead of lugging out a telescope). On a really clear day, you can sometimes see sunspots!
Q: How does eclipse photography work?
A: This year I plan to photograph the eclipse in two ways. The first is using a hydrogen-alpha telescope. This telescope filters out all light except for one wavelength that is given off by hydrogen. Because it blocks out most of the light from the sun’s surface, it allows you to see the turbulent upper atmosphere of the sun, including solar prominences that follow magnetic field lines.
Because this telescope does not allow for imaging during totality as too much light is blocked, I also plan to set up a regular camera with a wide-angle lens to capture the total eclipse with the surrounding environment as context. During the 2017 eclipse, I only captured close-ups of the sun using a regular solar filter and missed the opportunity to capture what was going on around me.
Will it work? That depends on if we get clear skies, and how many pictures of my 1.5-year-old need to be taken (as well as how much chasing needs to be done).
If you would like to take pictures of the eclipse, make sure you protect your camera sensor. The sun can easily damage lenses, sensors, and other components. Here are some examples of solar damaged cameras. The solution is simple, though. If using a camera phone, you can take pictures through an extra pair of solar glasses, or even tape them to the phone. For cameras with larger lenses, you can buy cardboard filters that slide over the front of your camera or even buy ISO-approved solar film and make your own.
Q: Any fun, unique, cool, or interesting science facts about this eclipse to share?
A: If you want to get even more involved with the eclipse, there are many citizen science projects that plan to collect as much data as possible throughout the eclipse.
NASA is planning to run several experiments during the eclipse, and researchers with MIT Haystack Observatory will also be using four different technologies to monitor changes in the upper atmosphere, both locally and across the continent.
If you are interested in learning more about the eclipse, here are two of my favorite videos, one on “unexpected science from a 0.000001 megapixel home-made telescope” and one on solar eclipse preparation.
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rudixinnovate · 1 year ago
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theonottsbxtch · 15 days ago
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SOMETHING LIKE LOVE | OP81
an: to all of those who believe you aren't worthy of love. you truly are, it'll come xx this is apart of my 2k celly, requested!!
wc: 5.3k
summary: she’s f1’s rising star. fierce, fast, and convinced she’s not made for love. oscar is the sarcastic softie who's been falling for her since day one. when one press conference cracks her walls, he makes it his mission to prove her wrong.
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THE PADDOCK WASN'T BUILT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. It reeked of burnt rubber, adrenaline, and the sort of manufactured glamour that barely hid the pressure underneath. Flashing cameras. PR smiles. Men in pristine team gear pretending the world didn’t hang on lap times and tenths of a second.
She walked through it like she belonged, because she did, but never without the weight of proving it.
Two seasons in Formula 1 hadn’t made things easier. If anything, the stares lingered longer, the whispers just quiet enough to still be heard. Her VCARB rarely made it to the top ten unless she dragged it there herself. But she didn’t complain. She drove. She fought. And when they underestimated her, she made them regret it.
She was sharp. Quick-witted. Sassy, some said. A “media darling” with a bite. The kind who could deliver a one-liner that left even the most seasoned interviewer blinking.
And Oscar knew it from the start.
Oscar Piastri, McLaren’s golden boy, all easy charm and restless ambition. Three years into his career and finally, finally, he looked like he might be on track for a proper championship run. Two wins in four races, and the papaya car was back in the fight.
To the public, he was the perfect mix of cheeky and clean-cut, messy brown hair that refused to stay slicked back, a soft Australian accent that turned heads in press conferences, and eyes that didn’t give much away unless he wanted them to.
But around her, he never quite managed to keep his composure.
They were the same age. Entered F1 within a year of each other. She arrived a storm; he remembered watching her first race from the McLaren garage, muttering “bloody hell” under his breath when she overtook three cars in two laps like it was nothing.
He’d been intrigued ever since.
But she didn’t let people in. Not really. She joked, flirted, rolled her eyes at dumb questions, but the walls stayed up. And Oscar couldn’t help but want to know what was behind them.
He didn’t push. Not yet.
Until that interview.
The sun beat down on the pit lane, heat shimmering off the tarmac as engineers scurried and photographers prowled like vultures with lanyards. Just another Saturday. Quali was done, data collected, and everyone was pretending to be relaxed when they were actually wound tighter than the bolts on the front wing.
She was sitting on the edge of her garage wall, swinging one leg like a schoolgirl on break, water bottle tucked between her hands. Her helmet sat beside her, visor up, reflecting the bustle. She watched it all with that same expression she always had post-session. Ccalm, but calculating. Like she’d already rewound and replayed every corner in her head.
Oscar spotted her before she saw him. Not that he was looking. Not exactly.
He’d just finished his debrief, race suit zipped halfway, hair doing its usual floppy rebellion. He could’ve turned into hospitality. Could’ve headed for the ice bath. But instead, his feet took him across the paddock, like they always did when she was around.
"Enjoying the view?" he asked, voice casual as he stopped beside her.
She glanced up, squinting into the sun. "If by ‘view’ you mean watching your pit crew nearly drop your front jack, then yeah. Thrilling stuff."
Oscar smirked, teeth flashing. “It’s all part of the drama. Keeps the fans on their toes.”
“Right. That, or McLaren’s just allergic to calm pit stops.”
She said it with a grin, but Oscar swore there was something else behind it — amusement, yeah, but also that spark she always had when she was comfortable. Which wasn’t often. Not properly. Not unless she trusted someone.
He perched on the wall next to her, not too close. Just enough. She didn’t move away.
"You were quick today," he said, more genuine now.
"So were you," she replied. "P2 in Quali? Showing off for the cameras?"
Oscar shrugged. "Just trying to impress the VCARB girl."
She arched a brow, smile twitching like she was trying not to let it grow. "You’re three years too late for that.”
“Reckon I’ve still got time,” he said lightly, but it landed heavier between them.
She didn’t reply, just took a sip from her bottle, eyes on the track. A mechanic shouted something in Italian nearby. Her leg kept swinging.
"Tell me something, Piastri," she said eventually. "Do you ever get tired of being the fan favourite?"
He looked at her then. Really looked. “Do you ever get tired of proving everyone wrong?”
That made her go still for a beat. Then she exhaled, soft and slow.
“All the time.”
Before he could decipher what she meant, a voice cut through the buzz of the pit lane, clipped, PR-perfect, and far too chipper for the afternoon.
“Right, you two. They’re ready for you in the media pen. Sofa set-up. You know the drill.”
She rolled her eyes, muttering something under her breath as she stood, twisting the top back on her bottle.
Oscar stood too, brushing imaginary dust off his fireproofs. “Do I at least get to sit next to you?”
She gave him a look, all raised brows and mock pity. “That desperate for moral support?”
“Obviously.”
They walked side by side, weaving through crew and cables, eventually emerging into the small, overly lit press area. The sofa, that cursed faux-leather monstrosity in sponsor-friendly grey, sat in front of a wall plastered with logos. Lance was already sitting there, on the edge, smiling at them when they walked past.
Oscar dropped onto one end, she slid into the middle, Lance on her other side. The flashes started immediately.
Questions came quick. Routine stuff. Lance was asked about his lap time, Oscar about the McLaren upgrades.
Then, someone aimed their mic toward her.
“Question for you,” the reporter said, polite smile not quite reaching his eyes. “You’ve had a strong start to the season considering the car you’re in. P7 in the standings. You seem sharper than ever. Do you think that drive, that edge, comes from not having distractions? You’ve said before you keep your circle tight.”
She didn’t flinch. Just tilted her head slightly, fingers laced in her lap. “If by distractions you mean relationships, then yeah. Probably.”
The reporter pushed, as they always did. “So... nothing on the horizon? Love life completely off the table?”
There was a beat of silence. The kind that hung too long to be comfortable. Her eyes flicked briefly to the floor, then back up.
“I don’t think I’m made for love,” she said, simply. Like it was a fact. “Not the way people want it. Doesn’t really fit with everything else.”
A few awkward chuckles. Lance looked down at his shoes. The journalist nodded, clearly satisfied with his viral soundbite.
But Oscar?
Oscar hadn’t moved. He was still angled slightly toward her, lips parted just a little. Because something about the way she’d said it. Not bitter, not flippant, just... tired, it punched the air clean out of his lungs.
Not made for love?
He wanted to shake her. Tell her she was wrong. That whoever made her feel that way had clearly been a coward, because she was all sharp edges and fire, yeah but there was something soft in her, too. Something no one had ever bothered to stay long enough to understand.
He didn’t say anything. Not there. Not with a dozen cameras on them.
But inside, something locked into place.
He was going to prove her wrong.
The thing about F1 was that it never slowed down. Not really.
One weekend blurred into the next, a constant carousel of countries, circuits, press calls, qualifying stress and race-day nerves. But somewhere between Bahrain and Jeddah, something shifted.
It started with a cup of tea in Jeddah.
She’d had a hellish day, the VCARB car twitchy as hell through sector two, her engineer frustrated, and the media already foaming at the mouth for something to twist. By the time she stalked into hospitality, she barely noticed the cup waiting for her on the table.
Two sugars. Splash of milk. Her kind of tea, the sort no one in the team ever seemed to get quite right.
She paused.
Then saw the note, scribbled on a napkin in slanted handwriting:
Figured you’d need this after that press conference. — O
No fanfare. No performance.
Just… thoughtfulness. Simple and grounding.
She never mentioned it. But she started noticing things after that.
Miami was blistering.
Drivers’ parade meant being carted around the circuit in the back of an open-top truck like they were part of a royal procession. She hated it, the awkward wave, the sun in her eyes, and today, the fact she’d left her sunglasses back in the garage like an idiot, made it worse.
“Looking for these?” a voice said beside her.
Oscar, of course. Holding her black framed sunglasses by one arm, a smug little smirk on his face.
She stared. “Why do you have those?”
“Saw you left them by your bag. Figured I’d rescue them before someone else claimed them.”
She snatched them, slipping them on with a scoff. “Stalker.”
“Public service,” he replied, resting an arm casually behind her as the truck started to roll. “You’d owe me a favour, if you weren’t so stubborn.”
She glanced at him from behind the lenses. “I’ll add it to the imaginary tab you think I have.”
But her voice was softer. Less guarded.
Monaco, as always, was madness. She’d had a surprisingly strong quali.  P7. But the grid was chaos, press everywhere, the tight streets of Monte Carlo offering no room to breathe.
She was trying to centre herself, leaning against her garage, helmet off but earplugs in. She liked that moment, just her and the buzz of a silent track.
Until someone tapped her shoulder.
She turned, expecting her engineer. Instead: Oscar.
He held something out.
Her blue lucky charm. A little rubber tag she’d had since her karting days. She hadn’t even realised it had fallen off.
“You dropped it in the paddock,” he said, voice low. “Didn’t want you going without it.”
She blinked, eyes flicking from his hand to his face. Then took it, fingers brushing his, unintentionally, of course.
“Thanks.”
He gave a half-shrug, stepping back. “Lucky charm for someone who doesn’t need luck.”
She didn’t respond. But she clipped it back onto her necklace and didn’t take it off as she slipped it under the fireproofs.
The pressure always peaked at Silverstone.
Her home race. Headlines were brutal. Fans were louder. Her mum was in the paddock, bless her, nerves practically seeping out of her pores as she tried to pretend she wasn’t terrified every time her daughter got in that car.
She was seconds away from getting into her car while her team faffed about with her car when Oscar walked up to her, helmet off.
She turned her head just slightly, visor still up.
He didn’t smile. Just looked at her like he saw her.
“Your mum said you always hated the crowd here,” he murmured, voice barely audible over the roar of the crowds. “So block ‘em out. Just you and the car. Show them why they should’ve put you in that Red Bull seat.”
Her breath caught, a flutter she couldn’t blame on nerves.
He winked, then turned and jogged back to his own car, slotting into P3 like he hadn’t just cracked something open in her chest.
She finished P4, right behind him. Best result of the year.
By Hungary, it wasn’t subtle anymore,  at least not to her.
They were seated beside each other at some PR dinner, everyone playing polite for the cameras. She wore black, sleek and unbothered. He wore a shirt and shorts, as he always did.
Someone made a joke. She barely heard who it came from.
“All that attitude and no man to handle it,” he said to one of the F1 Academy girls, grinning. “You’ll end up like our princess here, all work, no play.”
The table chuckled. She didn’t flinch. She was used to it.
But Oscar leaned forward.
“Yeah,” he said. Calm. Cool. Deadly. “Because having standards is such a crime.”
The room shifted. No one knew what to say.
Except her. She just looked at him, eyes soft.
And he looked back.
Like maybe, just maybe, she wasn’t as alone in all this as she thought.
Something had changed.
He wasn’t just trying anymore.
He was showing her — in every touch, every look, every small act of care — that love wasn’t about grand gestures or promises shouted from rooftops. It was quiet. Steady. Gentle hands at your back when the world was shouting. Someone seeing you exactly as you are and staying anyway.
And little by little... she started to believe it.
She told herself she wasn’t keeping track.
Not of the way Oscar always found her in a crowd. Not of how he seemed to know when she needed to be distracted, or when silence was kinder. Not of the brief, shared glances across driver briefings, or how he never once looked at her the way the others sometimes did — like she was a story waiting to be twisted.
But she remembered it all.
Like in Monza, when her DRS failed mid-qualifying and she stormed back to the garage, helmet still on because she didn’t trust her face to hide how gutted she was. No one said a word. Not until she felt something cold press into her hand.
Oscar, offering her a can of apple juice. No words. Just a look as he took a sip out of his can.
“I hate apple juice,” she muttered.
“I know,” he said, sipping his own. “That one’s mine. Yours is in the other hand.”
She glanced down.
Peach iced tea. Her favourite.
She didn’t ask for any of it.
The sunglasses. The drink. The keyring. The silence. The noise.
But it kept coming. Him, quiet in his certainty. Like he’d already decided that she was worth showing up for, even when she wasn’t sure she’d earned it.
Especially when she wasn’t sure she’d earned it.
The next time something happened, it was in Singapore.
Hot. Humid. Heavy with expectation.
She’d just come P6 in a brutal race that chewed up tyres like paper and spat out dreams by lap thirty. Her fireproofs were soaked, her head pounding.
And Oscar was waiting by her team’s hospitality exit, arms folded, cap pulled low.
“Come on,” he said, voice low. “Dinner.”
“I’m not in the mood.”
He shrugged. “Then sit with me and don’t eat.”
She didn’t have the strength to argue.
He ordered for her anyway. Didn’t ask what she wanted. Just remembered. Her favourite noodle place two blocks from the paddock.
She ate in silence, and when she finally looked up, he was already looking at her.
Not expecting anything.
Just… there.
Then came Mexico.
Two weeks of media frenzy. The first whispers of contract talks for next season. Her name was in headlines again, her seat not guaranteed, everyone treating her like she was a gamble.
She was pacing in her hotel room, phone in hand, brain buzzing with what-ifs.
A knock pulled her out of it.
She opened the door.
Oscar stood there. Hoodie and trainers. Not his usual post-race gloss.
“Hey,” he said, glancing down the hall. “My sister’s in town. We’re grabbing food. Thought you might wanna come.”
She blinked. “Why?”
He blinked right back. “Because you’ve barely eaten all day and you pace like a lunatic when you overthink.”
She stared at him. Quiet. Still.
Then: “Why do you keep doing this?”
His brow furrowed. “Doing what?”
She crossed her arms. Not angry. Just… tired.
“All of it. The tea in Australia. My sunglasses in Miami. The keyring. Silverstone. The way you stood up for me in Silverstone. The ice tea in Monza. Singapore noodles. Now this.”
He said nothing.
She stepped closer.
“You remember everything. You notice everything. You show up like you’ve got something to prove. So tell me, Oscar. What exactly are you trying to prove?”
Silence.
The hotel room was too quiet, just the buzz of a nearby light and the thrum of her heart.
He swallowed. Voice quiet.
“That you’re worthy of love.”
Her breath caught.
He looked at her then, really looked, eyes softer than she’d ever seen them, shoulders loose, like he’d been holding something for too long and was finally letting it drop.
“That day, in the media pen in Bahrain,” he said. “When you said you didn’t think you were made for it… I don’t know. It just stuck with me.”
She didn’t move. Didn’t speak.
He kept going.
“Not because it was dramatic. You didn’t even say it like that. You just said it like it was true. Like it was fact. And I thought…” He paused. “I don’t know what kind of idiot made you believe that. But they were wrong.”
He stepped closer.
“You’re stubborn. And proud. And you act like you don’t need anyone, which is probably true most of the time. But you’re also… the kindest, most brilliant pain in the arse I’ve ever met.”
A breath. Then:
“And I guess I just wanted you to know you don’t have to go through this alone. Not if you don’t want to.”
Her throat was dry. She blinked once. Twice.
Then whispered, “You’re not very good at playing it cool, are you?”
He laughed — soft and low. “Not when it’s you.”
Oscar’s words had hit too hard, too deep. She couldn’t breathe properly now, couldn’t find her voice.
“Why do you think you’re not worthy?” he asked softly, the words almost lost in the air between them.
She looked at him then, eyes blurry and strained. There was so much she could say, but it was all knotted in her throat. His quiet intensity, the way he stood there with all that sincerity, it made it hard to keep up the walls.
“Because…” She paused, trying to swallow the lump in her throat. “Because I’m a woman in motorsport, Oscar. And that’s hard enough on its own. The pressure to prove myself is enough without having to deal with all the other stuff.” She shook her head, her voice faltering. “People don't see me. They see the seat I’m in. They see the fact that I have to fight for everything. And sometimes... sometimes, it feels like it’s never going to be enough. Like I’ll never be enough.”
She was rambling now, the words spilling out faster than she could control. “I’m constantly proving I belong. I have to keep up with men who think they’re better by default. I’ve had to do more, be more, just to be seen as equal. And for what? So some guy can come in, wave a magic wand, and tell me I’m worthy of... what? Love?”
Her voice cracked at the last word.
The silence stretched between them. The tears that had been hanging just behind her eyes finally fell, one by one, streaking down her cheeks.
She felt weak. Like everything she’d fought to protect for years, her confidence, her strength, was slipping away with each tear that fell.
But Oscar... Oscar didn’t flinch. Didn’t look away.
Instead, he took a step closer.
And then another.
She didn’t pull away.
He stopped right in front of her, barely an inch separating them now, the faint heat of his body seeping into hers.
“Hey,” he said, his voice low and steady. “Don’t you ever think that about yourself. You’re so much more than any of those idiots who don’t know what it’s like. You deserve love. Real love. Not the kind they pretend to give you because of your seat or because of how they see you. The kind that just… is. The kind that doesn’t expect anything in return.”
He reached up, his thumb brushing against her cheek, wiping away the tears that hadn’t even stopped falling yet.
Her breath hitched.
And then he did the most Oscar thing he could have done.
He leaned in, pressing his forehead to hers, the closeness stealing the breath from her lungs.
“Don’t let them tell you you’re anything less than worthy. Don’t let anyone make you think you’re broken because you’ve had to be stronger than anyone else. You’re whole. You’re worth it, always. And if it takes me showing you every day, I’ll do it. I’ll spend every day reminding you.”
Her heart was pounding now, so loud she couldn’t hear anything but the blood rushing in her ears. She wanted to speak, but she couldn’t, the emotions were too raw, too intense. She could barely comprehend what he was saying, not through the haze of vulnerability that had opened up inside her.
He pulled back slightly, but not enough for their foreheads to part. His eyes were soft, searching hers for something. Maybe for permission. Maybe for the answers she hadn’t given yet.
And then, without warning, his lips were on hers.
It wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t forceful. It was... slow. Gentle. His lips brushing against hers in a tender, tentative kiss. A kiss full of everything unsaid, of all the moments he had cared for her in silence, of all the things he’d done and felt that had built up to this point.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was him proving, finally, that he’d meant every word.
Her hands moved instinctively, reaching up to touch his chest, her fingers curling into the fabric of his hoodie as the kiss deepened. She felt the warmth of his body, the gentle pressure of his lips, the quiet way he held her like he was afraid she might break if he wasn’t careful.
The tears didn’t stop falling, but they were different now. Not from pain, not from frustration, but from something else. Something soft and tender, like she could finally exhale after holding her breath for far too long.
When they finally pulled apart, just enough to breathe, her forehead leaned against his again. His hands were on her face now, cupping her cheeks, wiping away the last of the tears with the pads of his thumbs.
“See?” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “I told you. You’re worth it.”
She swallowed hard, her chest tight with everything she felt but couldn’t say.
Instead, she just nodded. “I never thought someone could love me for just… me. Not because I’m a driver. Not because of anything other than that.”
“You’re more than enough,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Always will be.”
And for the first time in what felt like forever, she believed him.
The kiss lingered in the air between them like a warm, unspoken promise. Neither of them moved. Neither of them needed to.
Her heart was still racing, but now there was a sense of calm, a quiet settling she hadn’t realised she needed until this very moment.
Oscar’s hands were still gently cupping her face, his thumbs brushing softly along her jawline as if he wanted to imprint the feel of her there in his memory. His gaze was soft but intense, still reading her like he’d always done. She could feel the weight of his words pressing against her, even now.
And she knew.
She knew that this wasn’t just a fleeting moment, a one-time gesture. This was something deeper. Something that had been building for a long time, maybe without either of them even realising it.
The silence between them wasn’t uncomfortable, though. It was just right.
But then Oscar’s phone buzzed.
It broke the stillness, and his gaze shifted, momentarily pulling away from hers.
He glanced down at his screen, his fingers swiping it unlocked before he tapped out a quick reply.
But she couldn’t help herself.
Her eyes drifted to the message on his phone, just barely catching a glimpse of the text that had popped up.
"Did you finally tell her?!"
Her breath hitched, and she swallowed hard. Her mind immediately started working overtime. Tell her? What did that mean?
She couldn’t stop herself. She leaned in just a little, trying to see if there was more.
Oscar noticed the shift in her attention, his thumb halting mid-type. He looked back up at her, eyes wary, lips pulling into a small, knowing smile.
"Something wrong?" he asked, his voice teasing but his eyes slightly guarded.
She frowned. “What was that about? ‘Did you finally tell her?’”
He didn’t immediately answer. Instead, he sighed, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly, a small chuckle escaping him.
“Look, I —” He stopped, biting his lip as if trying to find the right words. “I didn’t exactly want you to find out like this.”
She raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”
His eyes flicked to the phone again, where the text from his sister still lingered on the screen.
“I’ve... kind of had a thing for you for a while, actually,” he said, his voice sheepish, like it was something that still surprised him. “And I guess, in a way, she’s been... waiting for me to actually do something about it.”
Her heart skipped a beat. She swallowed again, trying to process the words as they settled in.
“So, it wasn’t just me imagining all this?” she asked softly, her gaze searching his. “All the little things, it’s not because you wanted to prove a point but because you always liked me.”
He shook his head slowly, his lips curling into a small, genuine smile. “Nah. I’ve been a bit of an idiot, to be honest. She’s been telling me to just... tell you already. To stop being such a coward.”
Her eyes widened as she leaned back slightly, the weight of his confession landing on her.
“How long have you liked me then, Osc?” she asked, the words still foreign on her tongue.
He chuckled, eyes softening. “For a while now. Since we started racing against each other, actually. I just — I don’t know. You’ve always been so... independent. And I didn’t want to mess things up for you, you know? You’ve got enough on your plate without some guy making it more complicated.”
She could feel her chest tightening, her heart swelling with something she couldn’t quite name. “You really thought I wouldn’t want you? With all the times you’ve been there for me?”
He paused, his hand dropping, suddenly unsure. “I didn’t think I was the right kind of guy for you. You deserve someone who can... give you everything. And I didn’t know if I could.”
Her voice dropped to a soft whisper. “But you already have.”
He looked at her, a flicker of hope and disbelief in his eyes. “You mean it?”
She nodded slowly. “I do.”
A silence stretched between them once again. But this time, it was different. There was no more hesitation. No more fear.
She could feel the pull again. The one that had always been there, hidden beneath the surface. And this time, she was ready to admit it.
“I never thought anyone could feel this way about me,” she whispered. “I always thought... I was too much. Too loud. Too stubborn. Too everything.”
Oscar’s hand reached out again, his thumb gently brushing over her knuckles. “You’re not too much, love. You’re exactly what I’ve wanted.”
She met his eyes, and for the first time, it felt like the weight of everything — all the doubt, the fear, the loneliness — finally melted away.
His phone buzzed again, but this time, he didn’t even glance at it.
He just leaned in, close enough that she could feel his breath on her skin.
“You’re so worthy,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.
Before she could say anything, before she could process the feeling overwhelming her, his lips were on hers again. Slow, tender, and full of everything he had been holding back.
This time, the kiss wasn’t just an expression of everything that had been unsaid.
It was a promise. A promise that, for once, she didn’t have to prove herself. Not to him. Not to anyone.
She was enough.
He was more than willing to remind her of that, every single day.
And he did.
He reminded her every day.
Every morning when the sun crept through the hotel curtains, he was the first thing she saw, a sleepy smile tugging at the corners of his mouth as he reached out to pull her closer. Every time they woke up next to each other, whether in a hotel room after a race weekend or their small flat in Monaco in between races, Oscar was there. His hand in hers. His heart in his eyes.
There was no more second-guessing. No more wondering if she was enough. Because with him, she knew.
The world outside the bubble of their love kept moving, of course. The cars kept racing, the fans kept cheering, the pressure kept building. But with Oscar by her side, she felt like she could breathe. Like the weight of the world wasn’t too heavy to bear.
The year she got her promotion to Red Bull, she was already flying high with the confidence that came from the love she hadn’t known she needed.
She remembered how he’d been there, of course, always there. That morning, just before the announcement, she’d been pacing in her garage, waiting for the call. He had leaned against the doorframe, arms folded, watching her with that patient, steady smile of his.
“You’ve earned this,” he had said quietly. “You’ve always earned this.”
She hadn’t believed it then, not fully. Not until she got the call. Until she stood in the team office, her name printed on the top of the contract for next season.
Red Bull.
It felt surreal. But when she went to call Oscar, to share the news, he’d already been there, waiting on the other end of the line.
“I’m so proud of you,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “This is just the beginning, love.”
And she knew, right then, that it was.
Because then, there was that moment. The one that everyone had been waiting for.
The moment she became the first woman to win the World Drivers’ Championship.
It wasn’t easy. It was never easy. The battle with the other teams, the constant questions, the doubts. But through it all, Oscar had been there. Through every late-night debrief, every race weekend, every difficult practice session where she didn’t think she could do it, he had been her quiet strength.
He wasn’t the loudest supporter. He didn’t shout in front of the media. But when it was just the two of them, when they were alone in their little world, he was her unwavering pillar.
After the final race of the season, when she crossed the line and knew it was done, she was overwhelmed by emotion. But when she looked out into the crowd, the first person she saw wasn’t her manager, her family, or her teammates. It was Oscar. Standing in the paddock, arms spread wide as if he had been waiting for this moment just as much as she had.
The podium ceremony was a blur, but when they met backstage, before the interviews and the flashing cameras, he pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly.
“I told you,” he whispered into her ear. “I told you that you were worthy of everything. You just had to see it for yourself.”
She smiled, tears mixing with the sweat and champagne, and kissed him deeply, because no words could capture what they had between them. She knew he would never stop proving it, that she was worthy of all the love, all the victories, all the happiness in the world.
And he would keep proving it every day.
the end.
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pairing: charles leclerc x race engineer!reader (fem) summary: in which you and charles don't correct the headlines OR you and charles are fake dating...key word: FAKE...right? warnings: language, some smut, NOT PROOFREAD (there's prob typos sorry), angst??? word count: 9.1k author's note: hiiii angels! I hope you like this one <3 let me know what y'all think!! hearing from you all is what gives me motivation to keep writing. xoxo. HAD THIS ONE SITTING IN THE DRAFTS FOR SOME TIME
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Charles is good at pretending. Almost too good.
He’s too swift in front of the cameras, too convincing when his hand always manages to find the small of your back as you both walk through the paddock like it’s second nature. Like you belong there, belong to him. Too natural in the way he leans toward you in interviews, voice low and warm, muttering things that sound and look intimate even when they aren’t.
Except sometimes, when it doesn’t feel like pretending.
Because no one’s watching when it’s just the two of you in the garage after hours, both of you bleary eyed and sore from leaning hunched over the data too long. He’s still like that. Still standing too close. Still reaching for your wrist when you ramble off, his thumb brushing over your pulse like its nothing. Or when he still calls you amour and cherie in that voice, like he doesn’t remember that it’s all fake.
And you let him. You always do.
Because it’s easier than admitting the truth. That you’ve started memorizing the sound of his laugh. Or the shape of the vein in his throat when he’s super focused. That your stomach twists into knots whenever his eyes crinkle from a smile that feellike its just for you. That you’ve memorized the shape of his mouth when he says your name, whether it’s joyful, annoyed, or exhausted, it’s always gentle. Like he cares. Like he means everything.
And that’s what makes it unbearable.
Not the way he touches you when people are watching. Not the photos or the constant headlines.
It’s the way he looks at you when no one else is around.
Like it’s not pretend at all.
-
It starts in the most ridiculous way.
One stupid photo, taken from the wrong angle at the wrong moment, and suddenly you’re everywhere. 
LECLERC’S SECRET FLING???? MYSTERY WOMAN OR HIDING IN PLAIN SIGHT?
You outright groan when you see it. You’re still in the motorhome, alone with the hum of the mini refrigerator behind you and the harsh morning sun streaming through the tinted windows. Your laptop is wide open, untouched, but all you can do is stare at your phone.
Your face is angled slightly toward him. His head tipped just enough to suggest something intimate briefly between FP1 and a strategy meeting, your hand grazing the curve of his back as you both maneuvered through the crowd. He laughed at something you said, probably something dumb, but the photo caught that too. His mouth curved upward, eyes crinkled in your direction. Like something romantic, private, real.
Your stomach churns.
A knock sounds, soft and almost polite, before the door opens anyways. You don’t have to look up to know its him. His scent hits you first. Clean, something warm and familiar that always lingers too long.
“Did you see the news?” Charles asks, closing the motorhome door with a soft click.
You turn the phone screen toward him, “What do you think?”
He glances at the screen for a mere second and huffs out a soft laugh. Not surprised, not even irritated. Just amused, like this is a game.
“Didn’t know you were considered a mystery woman. Let alone my mystery woman,” he says, stepping closer, a towel draped over his shoulder.
“Didn’t know I needed PR clearance to walk beside you,” you reply, brows raised. Your voice is sharp, not in the mood to be flirted with, even if its playful.
His smile dims, just a fraction. “I know it’s annoying.”
“It’s beyond annoying,” you drop the phone beside you. “They don’t even bother to use my name! Just ‘female engineer from inside Ferrari’. Like I’m nothing.”
His gaze softens while he leans against the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees as he sighs, “They’ll get bored anyways.”
“Will they?” You meet his eyes. “Or are they going to spin this until I’m some mystery girlfriend hiding in plain sight?”
Neither of you speak for a few moments.
“It’s not the worst thing in the world, is it?”
You blink. “What?”
He shrugs, not looking at you as he says, “They’re going to write the story either way. Maybe it’s better if we control the narrative.”
You lean back, studying him. “Control?”
Charles finally looks up, and when he does, its with that expression he only wears when he’s working through something dangerous. That soft stillness thats half strategy, half vulnerability.
“They think we’re together already,” he says. “What if we just…let them?”
The silence stretches and you just a stare at him, waiting for the joke, the amused smirk, the cocky laugh. But it doesn’t come.
Because he’s serious.
“You want to fake date me,” You say flatly.
“I want to stop giving them something to chase,” He corrects you, his voice almost a whisper. “If they think we’re together, they might back off.”
You begin to shake your head slowly. “That’s insane.”
He exhales through his nose, not denying it. “Think about it. A few appearances, some hand holding. A smile or two when cameras are around. No one gets hurt.”
You let out a short, humorless laugh. “Right…no one.”
He stands then, crosses the room and leans against the counter next to you, too close like he always is. His gaze skims your face.
“You wouldn’t have to change anything,” his voice is soft. “You’re already next to me most weekends. You’re already in photos. You already…” He pauses. Swallows. Breathes. “You already look at me like it could be true.”
Your heart drops. You open your mouth. Close it again.
He’s not joking. He’s asking.
And the worst part is, part of you wants to say yes.
You study him for a long moment. The way his lashes cast shadows over his cheeks when he blinks. The way his hair falls softly over his forehead, sweaty and messy.
“You’re really serious about this.”
He nods. “Only if you are.”
You reach for your phone again, staring at the photo, before putting it face down.
“When do we start?”
-
You feel him before you see him.
There’s a palpable shift in the air…familiar. And he’s there. Just standing outside the hospitality suite, dressed from head to toe in Ferrari red, with his sunglasses slipping on the bridge of his nose as he gives a small nod to someone you don’t recognize. He doesn’t look at you immediately. He doesn’t have to.
Regardless, your pulse spikes.
Your grip on the tablet in your hands tightens, a poor attempt at grounding yourself. You’ve walked beside him before. Done this dance dozens of times. But never with eyes on you like this. Never with your face wrapped up in headlines and edits that call you something you’re simply not.
Charles falls into step with you as if its the most casual thing in the world. As if the press haven’t been breathing down your necks. His scent hits you first, like always, clean and expensive and something so him that it unsettles something deep in between your ribs.
“Ready?” His voice is smooth, and he still isn’t looking at you.
You nod, forgetting that he isn’t looking at you before you mutter a soft I suppose in his direction.
The paddock is nothing but a storm of noise and motion by the time you step out. The sun is shining blindly, heat simmering off the asphalt while other workers buzz around between the garages. Photographers and fans hover like flies on a horses back. 
Your heart is already fluttering in your throat, but you manage to keep your face composed. Neutral. As if there aren’t dozens of cameras fixed on you. Waiting.
His hand brushes against yours…barely. It seems like nothing at first, just the back of his hand brushing your fingers as you walk side by side.
But then it happens again. This time on purpose.
And then you feel it. His fingers curling, slipping through yours with a care that feels almost too fucking intimate.
You freeze. Not noticeably. Your steps don’t falter. But something inside you, burns. 
The cameras go wild. 
You hear it in the shouts, in the constant click click click as people realize what they’re witnessing. Voices shout from nearly every direction. Some screaming his name, others screaming yours. Your heart thuds like a drum behind your ribs.
And then, he stops.
Right there in the middle of the paddock, with the crowd pressing in, with reporters angling their mics and cameras, he fucking halts. His grip tightens around your hand, not painfully, but enough to make you stop walking too.
You turn, confused and startled. But he’s already facing you.
The sun glints off his sunglasses, casting shadows across his face, but its his stillness that steals your breath more than anything. His thumb brushes once, slow and grounding, along your hand as he speaks.
“You okay?” He asks, voice quiet and nearly lost in all the surrounding noise.
Your throat constricts. “I’m fine.” But it’s not convincing. Not to him at least.
He leans in slightly, and for a second, you think he might say something but instead his hand squeezes yours again, then slowly his fingers move. Like he’s trying to memorize the shape of your knuckles, the exact curve of your wrist, the shape of your hand against his.
And quickly, so quickly that no one but you could catch it, he tilts his head and lowers his sunglasses just enough for his eyes to peek over the top. 
And that is what undoes you. Its not a look for show. His green eyes are dark and searching. He just looks at you like he’s reading his favorite book. Like he wants to consume every single written word of yours.
“You sure?” He says, like the answer actually matters.
You nod.
And within a millisecond his sunglasses slide back into place with one push of his fingers. Mask on again. But his hand never leaves yours.
And you start walking again. Casual, composed, fake.
-
You don’t even bother knocking. Just push the door open with your shoulder and shuffle in like it’s your room. Your shoes are already off before the door fully shuts, mumbling something about your spine being broken as you toss your team jacket over the back of a chair.
Charles doesn’t even look up. He’s on the floor, back against the bed, legs stretched out in front of him.
“You’re late,” He says, voice muffled by the few bites of pasta in his mouth.
“You’re alive,” You shoot back.
“Barely.”
You collapse beside him, shoulder knocking into his as you groan and sink into the carpet as if its the best thing since sliced bread.
“Yeah, well. Next time, try not to scare me half to death on lap 52,” You mutter, pulling your hair out of its pony and letting it fall. “I don’t need to explain to the FIA why I dropped dead.”
He chuckles. It’s low, tired, and warm.
“I’ll  try to keep that in mind. Wouldn’t want to traumatize you.”
You nudge his knee with yours. “You traumatize me daily.”
His head turns towards you, raising an eyebrow as he places his dish onto the ground. “You love it.”
You snort. “I tolerate it.”
“Do you want my pasta?” He pushes the bowl towards you like a peace offering.
You stare at it. “You’re so romantic.”
“Not romantic,” he softly smiles. “Just generous, cherie.”
“You’re luck you’re pretty.”
“You’re lucky I don’t care to fight right now.”
The room is dim, only one lamp on by the bed, casting a warm glow across the room and his face. His hoodie’s rumpled, socks mismatched, and hair still damp from the shower he rushed through.
It’s stupid how at home he looks right now. Not the polished version. Just Charles, the boy who can’t sit still and lets you steal his hoodies whenever your room gets too cold.
“I’d let you win,” You shrug your shoulders.
His brows furrow slightly. “Win what?”
“A fight.”
His grin spreads slowly across his lips. “Oh, so you’re feeling soft tonight, hm?”
“Soft. Exhausted. Whatever you wanna call it.”
“I like you like this,” he says, like it’s nothing. Like it doesn’t make your chest cave in.
“Like what? Emotionally unstable and half-asleep?”
“Exactly.”
You roll your eyes, but your smile breaks through anyway. 
You both fall into an easy silence.
Comfortable.
-
You’re sitting sideways in the too-small balcony chair, legs draped over one arm, glass of wine in hand, with your head tilted back as you laugh. Charles is sitting on the floor beside you, his socked foot nudging the edge of your chair every now and then like he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it. 
“You were so fucking smug,” you say, pointing your glass at him. “And the audacity on lap 37?”
He smirks, leaning his head back agains the sliding glass door. “You were on the radio sounding like you were about to reach through the headset and strangle me.”
“I was! You kept ignoring the delta!”
“I did not-“
“You definitely did! You lifted once in turn ten and then just fucking sent it.”
He’s laughing now. Its full bodied and messy, his eyes crinkling at the corners. And in this moment you decide, you love this laugh. This laugh is yours.
“Okay,” he says, catching his breath. “Maybe I did ignore. Just a little.”
“So I was right?”
He takes a long sip of his drink, eyes on yours over the rim of his glass. “Don’t push it.”
You nudge him with your foot. “I’m always right.”
“You’re always loud,” he counters. “I’ve never met someone who could make an entire briefing feel like a personal attack.”
“I’m passionate.”
“You’re terrifying.”
You roll your eyes, but you’re smiling, and he’s still looking at you like there’s something about this moment that he wants to memorize.
-
The room is dark except for the flickering light from the TV, the sound low enough that you have to lean in to catch some of the lines, not that either of you really care.
The rain outside has been tapping against the windows since dinner, soft and steady, with the curtains half-drawn. It smells like shampoo and hotel linen and the candy bar you split earlier, the wrapper still crumpled on top of the nightstand, forgotten beside two water bottles and a single sock that might be his or might be yours.
Your lying on your stomach, head propped up on a pillow, legs bent at the knees with your feet swaying as you scroll through the Netflix menu for, what feels like, the seventh time. Charles is stretched out beside you, one arm tucked behind his head, the other lying between you, fingers brushing the edge of the blanket like he’s unsure if he wants to move them closer.
“Pick something,” he groans, his voice thick with tiredness. “You’ve been scrolling for ten years.”
“I’m feeling out the vibe,” you reply. “You don’t understand.”
“You picked Spaceballs last time.”
“And you loved it.”
He groans, dragging a pillow over his face. You laugh, loud and bright, and Charles turns just enough to look at you. The screen casts you in soft light.
He doesn’t say anything. Just watches you for a second too long. And then like it’s normal, he reaches for the back of your shirt and tugs it down where the fabric has ridden up, his knuckles grazing warm skin as he smooths it into place.
“You’re always doing that,” You mumble, slightly dazed.
He doesn’t deny it.
“It just bugs me when you’re not covered,” he says, almost to himself only.
You want to tease him, want to say something clever, but the way he says it makes your stomach twist in a way you’re not ready to think about.
So instead, you settle on a movie. Some stupid, forgettable rom-com, and throw the remote between you with a sigh.
At some point, maybe around the third scene of the movie, you shift. Not deliberately.
Just a slow, natural thing. One of those absentminded movements made out of comfort and sheer exhaustion. You start leaning into him, just slightly. Your head dipping forward, shoulder brushing against his arm, and your elbow resting a little closer to his ribcage than it was twenty minutes ago. You don’t even realize it at first. It just happens.
Charles, on his end, doesn’t move away.
He doesn’t stiffen. Doesn’t tense. Instead, he shifts too.
It’s not much. The way his body tilts just slightly toward yours. The way his hand, once resting flat agains the mattress, curls upwards so that the back of it now brushes against the edge of your waist whenever you breathe.
You shift again, slower this time, letting your cheek rest against the slope of his shoulder, his cotton hoodie soft beneath your skin, smelling faintly of detergent and something warm. Something you’ve begun to associate with home. 
You don’t move.
He doesn’t either.
You both just let it happen.
-
It starts with a spoonful of cereal to the face. 
Not yours. His.
You’re sitting cross-legged on the bed in a hoodie that’s definitely not yours (it’s his and he’s already made a hoke about it), one hand deep in a box of granola, the other scrolling on your phone, when Charles makes the mistake of saying something smug about your snoring.
“I don’t snore,” You say almost immediately, without looking up.
“Oh, yes you do,” he counters from where he’s standing near the little counter, pouring milk into a bowl. “You sound like a chainsaw.”
You blink at him.
Then, silently, reach for the complimentary spoon, dip it into your bowl of cereal, and flick it directly at his chest.
It splatters against the front of his t-shirt, clinging to the cotton.
He looks down and simply stares at the damage. Then up at you.
“You did not just-“
“I warned you!”
“You did not-“
And then its absolute chaos as he lunges.
You shriek, laughing, cereal long forgotten as you scramble to the far side of the bed, but he’s faster…years of sharp reflexes working unfairly in your favor as he reaches out and grabs your waist, tackling you into the pillows.
“No, Charles…Charles, please!”
“You did this to yourself!”
“Truce! Truce!”
“Too late.”
His hands are gentle, even as he’s tickling you. Even as you flail and laugh and grab at his wrists like you could stop him. Which you can’t, because his grip is ridiculously strong and the room is already echoing with your wheezing.
Eventually, he stops.
Maybe because he’s laughing too hard. Maybe cause he notices the way you’re curled beneath him, face flushed and eyes shining. 
And for one very long moment, he goes still
You both do.
Both frozen. Smiling.
But it fades a little because suddenly there’s this change that feels heavier than it should. A shift in the air that neither of you meant to invite in, but it’s here, demanding.
He clears his throat and rolls off of you with a soft groan.
“You’re the worst person ever ever,” he says, falling onto the mattress beside you.
“You started it.”
He throws the nearest pillow at you. “You cereal bombed me.”
“You deserved it.”
Another moment of silence passes.
Then casually, almost too casually, he says, “You can keep the hoodie, by the way.”
You blink. “Oh?”
“Yeah. Looks better on you.”
You glance at him, but he’s not looking at you.
No. He’s just lying there, arms folded behind his head, with a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth like he didn’t just light a very dangerous fire.
And you don’t say anything. You just tug the hoodie a little closer around you.
-
The paddock is mostly empty by the time you finish up. The sun is low, and you’re walking a few steps ahead of him on the track, laughing at something he said. Not the polite kind of laugh people give him in interviews. But a real, loud laugh.
That’s the first mistake.
Because Charles is watching you. Not in the casual, friendly way he always has, but really watching you. And for the first time since this whole thing started, something in his chest pulls.
You glance back at him, smiling. “What?”
He blinks once, caught. “Nothing,” He starts to shake his head, trying to shake off the feeling. “You’re just…in a good mood.”
You slow down so that you’re walking beside each other again. “What? I can’t be happy?”
“No, you can. You just…” He trails off, lost in his own thoughts, before shrugging his shoulders. “I don’t know. You’re just different today.”
You laugh, softer this time. “Maybe I like being your fake girlfriend.” You say it as a joke. It’s always a joke.
But Charles’s smile falters, just a fraction.
And that’s when it happens. Right there. That’s when he realizes he doesn’t want it to be fake.
You keep walking, your eyes scanning the track like you’re picturing tomorrow’s data in your head already. Charles tries…really, really tries, to slip back into that same rhythm. The one where you’re just his engineer, just his best friend, just the person he trusts most in the world as of lately.
But that’s the problem, isn’t it?
Because you’ve always been that person.
And now there’s a weight in his chest every time you smile at someone else, a hum under his skin every time you say his name, and suddenly your laugh isn’t just nice to hear. It’s necessary. Like a drug. A song he never wants to stop playing.
The breeze picks up a little, carrying the light scent of rubber, and a strand of your hair blows across your face, rubbing against your cheek. You tuck it back without thinking. The motion is small, but it somehow feels intimate. Stupidly intimate. Like something only someone in love would take notice of.
Charles swallows and looks away.
“You good?” You ask, noticing the way his shoulders stiffened slightly.
He nods, almost too quickly. “Yeah, just got a wave of exhaustion.”
You don’t press. You never do. You let him have his silences, even if they stretch too long, like right now. 
You’re talking again, about strategy or the tires, but he’s not really listening anymore. 
He’s thinking about your hands. The way you rested them on his chest during the last media stunt, your fingers spread flat over his heart like you didn’t know what you were touching.
He’s thinking about the fact he didn’t even flinch.
He’s thinking about how he liked it.
You say something funny and laugh, and Charles lets out one too. But it’s small, only half there.
Because it’s not funny anymore.
Because he’s beginning to look at you like he’s already lost you, and you don’t even know that he wants you yet.
And when you reach over to gently tug at his elbow, teasing him about being such a slow walker today, he knows it will only take one moment. One moment to fall completely, stupidly, in love with you.
And you’re just smiling like it’s all a game.
-
It’s late in the afternoon, just after FP2, and the air inside the motorhome has a tired kind of warmth. The kind of energy that once pulsed throughout the room has now dulled into a low murmur. 
You’re curled into he corner of the bench, tablet in hand, thumb swiping purposely through the sector times that begin to blur because you’ve been staring at numbers all day. Your back aches, neck’s tight, and you’ve probably read the same stats of numbers three times while retaining none of it.
All while trying your best to not acknowledge Charles across from you.
Charles. Sitting relaxed, legs stretched out, legs lazily crossed over one another at his ankles. You don’t look at him, not directly at least. But you always feel him.
You can sense his movement more than you see it. The soft pull of gravity as he crosses the room with such ease that no one bothers to notice. His body finds its way beside you, his thighs pressing into yours, his shoulders against your arm.
You don’t look up because you don’t need to.
He leans in until you can feel the warmth of his breath at your temple, his faint scratch of stubble barely grazing your skin.
“What are you changing?” His voice curls its way into the space between your ear and your neck, and it settles there. Warm. Lingering.
You clear your throat, trying to sound casual, something that doesn’t sound like he’s unraveling you. “Playing around with the rear balance,” you say almost too quickly. “That first sector was a mess.”
He hums in agreement, half thoughtful, half amused. And he’s so close that it vibrates through you.
But he doesn’t move. Doesn’t lean back. Doesn’t pretend this was just about data.
He stays close, too close, almost always. His body angled towards you, shoulders brushing against your arms, thighs pressed against yours with ease. Familiar. Like he knows exactly how far he can lean into you.
And then his hand rests on your thigh. It lands softly, just above your knee, the heat of his skin bleeding through the fabric of your pants. His thumb brushes once. Barely.
Then again. 
You don’t flinch. You don’t correct him. You don’t glance around to see if anyone notices because you don’t care. 
It’s normal.
-
He hadn’t said much on the flight back. Hadn’t looked at anyone after the race either. Not to the media, not the engineers, and not even the fans who were leaning over the barricade chanting his name like he hadn’t lost the entire race from a single lock-up.
You watched him in the garage, helmet on too long, gloves clenched in his lap like he didn’t trust his hands to open.
You waited. You always did.
Now it’s past midnight and the hotel is silent. You’re half-asleep when you hear it. A soft knock, barely audible. You lie still, unsure if you’re imagining it.
Then again.
Three quiet knocks.
You pull yourself out of bed slowly, dragging the blanket around your shoulders, padding barefoot to the door with sleep covered eyes.
You peep through the hole before unlocking it.
Open it. And Charles is there. Barefoot.
Sweatpants and a hoodie thrown on like he couldn’t care less what he looked like. His eyes are tired. Not the good kind. The kind of tired that lives behind the eyes.
He doesn’t say anything. He just looks at you. And you don’t ask why he’s here.
You step back wordlessly and let him in, closing the door behind him as he moves past you like he’s on autopilot.
He doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t need to.
Because the way he’s looking at you, his eyes heavy and rimmed with pain that he doesn’t let anyone else see, says everything.
He stands in the middle of the room for a second, like he’s unsure if he should sit or speak or leave.
“I fucked it up,” he finally says, voice flat. “We had it all right. All of it. The pace, the tires. I fucking had-“ He stops mid sentence, his jaw locked so tight as if it hurts to talk.
“I saw,” Your voice is soft, soothing.
But he shakes his head once, harshly. “I don’t need you to tell me it wasn’t my fault.”
“I wasn’t going to.”
His eyes flick up then. Guarded. “You weren’t?”
You shake your head.
You cross the room toward him slowly, barefoot, the hotel blanket still draped around you like a gown, and stop just in front of him. Close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating off of his skin, close enough to see the way his throat bobs as he swallows.
“Come here,” you whisper, barely louder than the rain outside.
He hesitates, for a mere second, but then he’s moving. Softly.
He steps into you and lets you fold your arms around him. Lets his forehead press into the skin of your shoulder, lets his hands settle on the dips of your waist that makes your chest ache, because for someone so fierce, Charles has always touched you like you’re something fragile.
You hold him. 
You feel his breath against your neck, feel the way his body is barely trembling beneath your arms.
“You don’t have to say anything,” you murmur, your lips brushing the softness of his hair. “You can just be.”
He nods against your collarbone.
He just stays there, wrapped in your arms. You slide a hand into his hair, fingers combing through the baby hairs at the nape of his neck.
Eventually, he shifts, pulling back just enough to look at you, his eyes glassy. “You’re the only place I don’t have to be anything,” He says quietly. “Just me.”
And even though it makes your heart ache, you just nod.
“You never need to be anything else.” You whisper. “Not with me.”
And when you pull him toward the bed, when he lies down with his face partially hidden in the crook of your neck, neither of you speak. You both lay in the silence. 
-
The mirror is fogged up. 
You’ve both been back for less than five minutes, barely kicked off your shoes, and he’s already standing in the middle of the hotel bathroom with his shirt half off, brows furrowed, rotating his shoulder like he’s pretending it doesn’t ache.
“You’re doing that thing again,” you say from the doorway.
He glances toward you. “What thing?”
“That thing where you pretend it doesn’t hurt.”
He exhales. Stubborn. And looks away.
“You’re a shit liar,” You mutter, brushing past him to grab the icy-hot gel from the counter. “You’ve been favoring your other side since the second stint.”
He shrugs, or tries to at least. Winces instead. “Didn’t want to talk about it.”
You roll your eyes, flicking the cap off and motioning for him to sit on the closed toilet lid. “Sit.”
He does. He knows better than to argue with you…most of the time.
You lean over him and start working the gel into his shoulder with slow, careful fingers. You don’t even think about it. It’s not weird. It’s not intimate.
It’s Charles.
You’re draped in his hoodie. Oversized, soft from too many washes, sleeves falling over your hands, and your breath hitches as he leans forward so you can dig deeper into his muscle.
His skin is hot under your fingers. He groans quietly, head dropped forward, and you laugh.
“So dramatic.”
“It hurts,” he grumbles.
You press harder, just to make him squirm. And he does, a hiss through his teeth, and then he laughs.
Charles’s eyes are fixed on the floor.
You press your fingers into the tight knot just beside his collarbone, and it takes almost everything in him to not lean into you. Not to bury his face into your neck and tell you.
Tell you that your hands feel like home. Tell you that he can’t pretend anymore.
But he doesn’t.
Because you’re just smiling at him like this is nothing.
Because when you finish, you wipe your hands against the nearby towel, and pat him gently on top of the head. “Good as new.”
You move past him, leaving the bathroom with a soft laugh. And he stays there. Seated. Motionless.
Hands gripping his knees like it’s the only thing keeping him from following you and pressing his mouth to yours.
-
The ballroom is gold. Actually gold.
Gold chandeliers, gold trim, light reflecting off champagne glasses and sequined gowns. The kind of place that exudes pretentious luxury. And you can’t help but think just how fucking ridiculous it all is.
You stand near the edge of the room, one hand curled loosely around a glass of wine, the other tucked into Charles’s arm.
You’re both surrounded by easy conversations and polite laughter. But none of it sticks. Because Charles can’t focus on any of it.
Not with you standing beside him like that. Not in that fucking dress.
He hadn’t expected it to hit him so hard, but the minute you stepped out of that car, it was like the air had been sucked out of his lungs.
You in black. Hair pinned up. Shoulders bare. A tiny sliver of skin exposed at the base of your spine whenever you turned.
You’re laughing at something some journalist is saying, not performative, just a soft amused laugh as you bring your wine glass up to your lips.
Charles shifts closer. Not for the cameras. Not for the sponsors. But because he wants to. Because he wants, no needs, to feel your body against his just for a second longer, to press his fingers lightly against your skin in a way that says you’re here, you’re mine, even if you don’t know it.
You don’t move or flinch, you just lean into him with that subtle softness you always do. Like your body knows his.
And that’s what kills him. The ease. The naturalness.
Because this, whatever this is, has bled into nearly everything. This has crept up beneath the edges of what was supposed to be a casual lie, and now he can’t tell where pretending ends and begins.
Still he watches as another man approaches.
Someone older. Wealthy. Someone who looks at you like you’re not already standing beside someone, like you’re available.
Charles sees the way the man’s eyes skim the lines of your body, the curve of your mouth. He watches the moment that man reaches for your hand, presses a kiss to your knuckles, and says something that makes you smile.
And in that exact moment, something sharp and awful coils low in his chest. Hot and unfair, and deeply fucking stupid.
Because he doesn’t have the right. Not actually, at least.
He’s allowed to touch you. Allowed to whisper in your ear. Allowed to look at you. But one thing he isn’t allowed to do, is want you like this.
-
He’d stepped away for barely fifteen minutes.
Just long enough to take a photo with some of the sponsors, shake hands, and exchange polite thank you’s. 
And when he came back, you were laughing. Not at him. Not with him.
Charles’s steps falter as he spots you across the room, standing near one of the tall round tables tucked near the corner, your wine glass cradled in both hands, your smile warm.
And beside you, someone unfamiliar.
Someone tall, in a tailored navy suit, hair too perfectly styled, hand resting on the table like he owns the conversation. Charles watches, as this stranger leans in, says something low near your ear, and you tilt your head back and laugh. That real laugh. The one that makes your nose crinkle.
He feels his stomach twist.
He tries not to show it. Tries to keep walking. Because this isn’t supposed to matter. It’s all pretend.
He doesn’t get to be jealous. 
But that doesn’t stop the voice in his head from seething when he watches the man’s eyes drop to your chest. When he see’s your smile linger just a little too long for his liking.
Charles can feel it in his chest. Tight and bitter. 
And when the man reaches out, whether it was innocent or not, it doesn’t matter. Because Charles is already crossing the room.
He doesn’t rush. No, that would draw attention. But his steps are purposeful and the space between you and him disappears quickly.
You see him first.
“Hey,” you say, easy. “You remember-“
Charles cuts in smoothly. His voice even, just loud enough to interrupt, like he isn’t burning from the inside out. He doesn’t even look at the man standing next to you. Only looks at you.
“They’re asking for us,” he says. “Need more photos or something with the sponsors.”
It’s a lie. And you don’t even need to ask to know.
You can tell by the way he says it. It slips from his mouth like a reflex. Like he didn’t need to think twice before pulling you away from someone else.
But it’s Charles. And you trust him.
So you nod. “Okay. Just give me a sec-”
You don’t even finish the sentence before his hand is at your back, firm and warm. Possessive. 
There’s a pressure to his touch that makes your spine straighten, makes the uncovered skin his fingers graze buzz. Like he’s reminding you, and anyone else watching, that this is his right.
He walks beside you, closer than normal, not speaking as he steers you away from the man.
You glance back over your shoulder, offering an apologetic smile to the man, but it wavers, just slightly, when you feel Charles’s hand tighten.
Not hard. Just enough. Enough to say don’t.
The twist in your chest is unexpected. And when you’re both finally out of an earshot, you nudge him lightly with your elbow. 
“Really?” You say, eyes meeting his. “Photos?”
You try to sound amused. Like it’s all some joke. Like nothing has changed.
But he doesn’t laugh.
Instead, he keeps walking. And you can’t help but notice just how tight his jaw is clenched. And when he finally glances back down at you, you forget how to breathe for a second.
Because there’s something in his gaze that doesn’t belong to the version of Charles you normally know.
It’s too real. Too unguarded.
“I didn’t like the way he looked at you,” His voice quiet. 
You blink, lips parting. “Charles…”
“I know,” he cuts in, eyes dropping to your lips for the briefest moment before he meets your eyes again. “I know I’m not supposed to care. I know what this is.”
He sighs, slow and quiet, as his fingers flex against your back.
“But you’re mine tonight,” He says.
And he doesn’t ask.
He’s warning. And that’s when you notice it for the first time. But you bottle it up, lock it tight, and push it into that imaginary little box of yours.
Because there is no way.
-
You’re sitting, more like slouching, on the bed in your gown, a half-empty bottle of champagne bottle still loosely gripped in your hand. Charles is slouched in the armchair across from you, suit jacket thrown somewhere in the room, white shirt rumpled, top buttons undone. His bowtie is still hanging around his neck…loose, forgotten.
The two of you are flushed. Fuzzy. Not wasted, but tipsy.
Tipsy enough to remember.
Drunk enough to stop pretending.
He gets up slowly, walking over to you with such ease, before dropping down beside you on the bed.
“You’re quiet,” he mutters, his voice edged by too much champagne and restraint.
You glance down at the bottle in your hand, then back up at him, giving him a faint smile. “So are you.”
He lets out a small laugh, almost a huff, “I’m trying not to do something stupid.”
Your heart stutters in your chest, “Like what?”
His eyes fall to your mouth, linger, then look back at your eyes. “Like kiss you.”
The room tilts, just a little bit. You set the bottle down on the bedside table without taking your eyes off of him, fingers trembling slightly. 
And then, you reach for him. Instinctively.
You allow your fingers to curve into the loose knot of his bowtie still hanging on his neck, tugging it as you tilt your chin up. And when your eyes flicker to his again, you whisper, “Then don’t try so hard.”
And he kisses you like the fight is finally over.
His mouth crashes into yours like you’ve both run out of time to lie. It’s heat…pure, consuming, and real.
The kiss is deeper, messier, his lips hungry against yours, your bodies moving in an unspoken urgency from holding back too long.
His hands are everywhere, dragging along your waist, the back of your neck, your ribs, your spine, tugging you closer at any given moment.
You gasp when he pushes you flat to the mattress, hovering over you as he kisses down your throat, tongue flicking against the skin right below your jaw. His teeth dragging like he knows it will make you shiver. And it does.
“Tell me you want this,” His lips brush against your collarbone. “That you want me.”
“I want this. I want you.” 
And that’s all it takes.
He’s undoing the zipper of your dress with shaky fingers, his breath catching as more of your skin is revealed beneath the palm of his hands.
Your bra is gone before you even realize he’s unclasped the back of it, and when his mouth meets your nipple, tongue slow, you arch into him with a soft cry that turns his green eyes, black.
He’s on top of you, mouth crashing into yours again, one hand gripping your thigh and pulling it higher around his waist, the other guiding himself to your slick cunt, shuddering against your folds.
And when he finally presses into you, thick and slow, filling you in a way that makes your head fall back and moan, you swear you never want to stop this from happening again.
“Christ,” he grunts, forehead pressed to yours, trying to feel all of you. “Feel so good.”
You cling to his shoulders, nails digging into the muscle there. “Then fuck me.”
And he does.
Harsh, deep, rhythmic thrusts that make the headboard creak and your breath escape in desperate, broken moans against his mouth. His pace is steady, hips snapping harder whenever your moans start to rise, when your nails claw into his back, when your thighs shake around him.
His mouth finds yours in a kiss that’s more hunger, more like need. He kisses you like he can’t stand not being inside of you in every way.
“Fuck, you feel like you were made for me,” he groans. “Driving me insane.”
You whimper against him, tightening your arms against his neck. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”
His pace doesn’t falter. His forehead presses to yours. “You’re all I think about,” he pants. “Every fucking night.”
You’re both close. And he knows it, because his mouth finds yours again in a kiss that’s more teeth than tongue. More claiming than comfort.
And when you come, crying his name out like it’s the only word you’ve ever known, he follows. His hips pounding as he groans into your shoulder, holding you so tightly like you’ll disappear if he didn’t.
-
You’re still in your headset, arms crossed tight over tour chest as Charles climbs out of the car, pulling off his gloves with that sharp, frustrated energy that always festers under his skin when things aren’t working out the way he wants them to.
He tosses the gloves onto the seat, runs a hand through his hair, damp with swear, and gives you a look thats more of a challenge than a greeting.
You glance down at your tablet, even though you’ve looked at the data a dozen times.
“I told you to take more margin in turn six,” you say, voice calm but tight.
Charles laughs. It’s low, humorless, and bitter. “You think I don’t know how to drive my own car?”
You lift your eyes slowly, and the look you give him is sharp. “I think you’re letting your ego get in the way of your brain. Again.”
His jaw tightens and he takes a step closer. Like he wants to rattle your bones.
“You want to talk about my ego?” He asks, words laced with a dangerous edge. “You’ve been walking around like nothing happened. Like I didn’t have my tongue on your skin a few nights ago, like I wasn’t buried deep inside of you while you whispered my name like it meant something. Like I mean something.”
You inhale sharply but don’t flinch. This can’t happen here. Not in the garage.
“And you’ve been walking around like it didn’t mean something.”
He pulls off the top half of his suit, tying it around his waist in jerky, clearly annoyed movements.
“You want me to pretend it didn’t happen?” His voice hoarse now. “Fine. But don’t stand here and act like I’m the only one who did this.”
You blink. 
“I can’t afford to lose you.” You whisper.
And he gets it. And he hates it. Because he knows you’re right.
“Yeah,” his voice is a low whisper. “I know.”
-
The lights are hot.
Not warm. Not pleasant. Hot. In the way that makes your skin feel too tight and causes your eyes to ache from squinting under the glare. 
You’re standing on your mark, back straight, hands at your sides.
Charles is standing right beside you. As always.
Exactly three inches away. At least you counted three.
It’s the closest you can stand without touching him, without the brushing of his arm, without creating that electric, dangerous feeling of his hand on your back, his voice in your ear, you’re mine tonight.
You’re both pretending that it didn’t happen. Neither of you have brought it up today.
Not since he texted you late last night, just one line saying sorry if I crossed a line.
Not since you replied with it’s fine, we were drinking and tired.
It’s not fine.
Now you’re standing under a harsh spotlight with your body angled slightly toward him like always.
You smile when the photographer tells you to. Charles does it too. And he’s good at it.
He turns to you mid-shot, leaning in as if he’s whispering something sweet and private for the camera. You feel the warmth of his breath against the skin of your ear, and you fight the way your heart jumps.
“Are we okay?”
It’s the first time he’s said anything that close to something real in a week.
You keep smiling. Because the sponsor is watching. Because the cameras are still click click clicking.
Because the woman facilitating this shoot looks like she might cry if you didn’t sell this fake love story just a little bit fucking harder.
So you tilt your face toward his, press your hand to the center of his chest, right over his heart…and you nod, like you’re agreeing with some romantic phrase he could’ve said.
“Yeah,” you whisper. “We’re okay.”
The room echoes with praise. “Beautiful, you two.”
Your ears are buzzing and you barely hear the next instruction. Something about posing closer. Hands on waists. More intimacy. 
Charles moves first. He steps forward and wraps his arm around your waist like it hasn’t been a week since he nearly broke you open with one quiet, possessive sentence. 
You place your hand on his chest again. Because thats where it belongs now.
Because this is what you’re good at.
Pretending.
-
The elevator is quiet. And not a comfortable kind. No, this is the kind that makes your tight throat and chest heavy.
The numbers tick upward, each one feeling like a warning.
Charles stands beside you, hands in his pockets, with his shoulders pulled tight. You can feel the tension in the way his foot taps against the floor.
You speak first, voice too light. “Long day, hm?”
It’s pathetic, really. You hate the way it sounds coming out of your mouth, small and weak.
Charles doesn’t look at you, but his jaw clenches.
“You didn’t even look at me once today,” he says, and its not an accusation.
You blink, startled by how hurt he sounds. You open your mouth to respond, but don’t get the chance. 
“You didn’t even laugh,” he looks down at his feet. “Not a real one.”
You glance at him, and he finally shifts to face you. And the look in his eyes makes your stomach turn. Because he doesn’t look angry. No, he looks tired. He looks vulnerable. 
“I didn’t mean to make things complicated,” he says, his voice barely above the sound of the elevator noises.
“It was a long week. We were tired. Drinking.”
“That’s not what I’m saying.”
You lean against the wall, holding your hands in front of you tightly.
“The problem is I didn’t say enough,” he mutters. “I meant what I said. At the gala. In the hallway. In your bed.”
And you flinch.
Not because you don’t remember, but because you do.
Every breath. Every touch.
“Don’t.” You swallow hard.
“Don’t what?”
“Don’t make this harder.”
He laughs, once. But it’s bitter. Hollow. “You think this is me making it hard?”
“We crossed a line.”
His eyes flicker, and his voice is so low when he speaks next.
“Yeah,” he says. “I know. I’ve been standing on it for weeks. Maybe longer. Only difference is I let myself believe I wasn’t alone on it.”
Your stomach is twisted in knots and he takes a step toward you. Not touching, but close enough.
“Tell me you didn’t feel it,” he says. “Tell me it was just sex. That it meant nothing to you.”
You don’t answer. Because the truth is there, dying to be let out. But you can’t.
So you remain still.
And when the elevator doors open on your floor, you step out with your stomach in your throat, your feet hitting the carpet with soft thuds.
You don’t look back.
But you hear it.
The sound of his hand catching the doors before they close, the sudden groan of the elevator stalling. And then, footsteps. Fast. Heavy. Angry.
You stop walking, but don’t turn around until he’s already there. His breath is quick and his jaw is locked tight.
“Are you really just gonna walk away?” He asks, his voice is sharp, but not loud. Not cruel. Just full of emotions he doesn’t know how to say calmly anymore.
You turn halfway, just enough to see the frustration etched on his face. His brows drawn tight, mouth tight, fists clenched at his sides like if he doesn’t, he’ll just reach for you again.
“What do you want me to do, Charles?” Your voice is quiet. “Pretend that night didn’t happen? Or pretend it did, and it meant nothing?”
“I want you to stop pretending it didn’t mean everything,” he snaps, taking another step forward, closing the space between you both. “I want you to stop looking at me like I’m asking you for something that isn’t already yours.”
Your skin buzzes.
“I know you feel this,” his voice is shaking now. “Because I see the way you look at me. I feel the way you hold me. The way you whisper my name.. So…don’t stand here and pretend like it was just sex.”
You feel yourself begin to shake.
And all you can say is, “I can’t afford to need you.”
His eyes flicker, anger giving way to something hollow. “Too late,” he says. “You already do.”
And then he turns. Walks away. And leaves you standing there.
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The garage is nearly empty. Just you and Charles, still in uniform. Like clockwork. 
The scent of oil and burnt rubber clings to the air while you sit, finishing up your notes. Or at least pretending to.
He’s leaning against the edge of the workbench, arms folded, gaze flicking to you every few seconds. Like he wants to say something. Like it’s burning him alive.
You feel it too. 
So, you set your tablet down. “Are you going to say something, or just keep staring at me?”
His jaw clenches. Then, “I shouldn’t have said what I said.”
You look up at him. “And yet, you keep bringing it up.”
“Because you act like it didn’t matter. Like it was nothing.”
You exhale slowly, “What do you want me to say, Charles?”
And he’s pushing off the bench, taking a few steps closer. “You’re angry because I meant it. And I’m angry that you’re still pretending you don’t feel this.”
Your pulse stutters and he’s close now. So close that you have to crane your neck to meet his eyes.
“Don’t do this again.” You say, quietly, like a whisper in the wind.
“Why?” He tilts his head slightly. “Because if I say it again, you’ll have to admit it’s real?”
He takes another step. “I think about you all the time. Touching you all the time. And not just when we’re in front of people. Especially when we’re alone. I wake up thinking about what it would feel like to kiss you when you’re not performing, when no one is watching, when it’s just us.”
Your hands tighten into fists.
“I want to hold you late in the night and tell you things I’m not allowed to say. I want to call you mine  and it actually be true.”
“And you think this is easy for me?” It’s the first time you’ve broken character.
He blinks, slightly shocked. Like he can’t believe he has you starting to talk.
“I go home at night smelling like you,” you whisper, like it hurts to say. “Wearing your clothes. Curling into bedsheets that still feel like your hands were on me only hours ago. And I pretend him fine.”
You look back up at him then, barely holding it together. He’s wide-eyed, not taking the risk to say one word, not when he finally has you speaking.
“I pretend I don’t notice how every part of me aches when you leave. That I don’t hear your voice even when you’re not around.” You swallow hard.
“I go through the motions. Tell myself that this is all fake, and it’s just something we signed up for. But then I catch you looking at me like that and it feels like my ribs might crack.”
His eyes are slightly glassy now. But you keep going, because there’s no going back from this. No way out of this, not with him being so persistent. Not when your emotions could swallow you whole if you hide them any longer.
“I come back to my room at night, wearing your hoodies, and pretend that it’s just because I’m cold and that they’re comfortable. I pretend I’m not holding it closer to me whenever I miss you.”
Silence.
“I love you. And it’s killing me, because every day I have to pretend that I don’t.”
“Say it again.” 
You blink. “What?”
“Please,” he begs. “Say it again. I didn’t think I’d ever hear it.”
Your throat tightens, but you do it anyways. “I love you.”
He surges forward, pressing his forehead against yours, shaking as he whispers, “I’ve been in love with you for so long that I forgot what it feels like not to be.”
His hand moves to cup your cheek, tilting your face toward his. And then he kisses you. 
Like it’s everything. 
Like he’s finally. Finally, fucking home.
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30 Java Full Stack Developer interview questions for Freshers
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Are you an aspiring programmer seeking to start a professional journey as a Java Full Stack Developer? As you venture into the realm of web and software development, it is essential to equip yourself with the necessary skills and knowledge to effectively tackle the forthcoming challenges. Getting your first job as a Full Stack Developer is a big achievement, and to assist you, we have created a list of 30 Java Full Stack Developer interview questions specifically designed for beginners.
1. What is Java Full Stack Development?
Java Full Stack Development refers to the development of web applications using both front-end and back-end technologies, with Java as the primary programming language.
2. Explain the difference between front-end and back-end development.
Front-end development focuses on the user interface and client-side functionality, while back-end development deals with server-side logic and database interactions.
3. What are the key components of a typical web application stack?
A typical web application stack consists of a front-end framework (e.g., React, Angular), a back-end server (e.g., Spring Boot), and a database (e.g., MySQL).
4. What is Java Virtual Machine (JVM) and why is it important in Java development?
JVM is an essential part of Java that interprets Java bytecode and allows cross-platform compatibility. It plays a crucial role in running Java applications.
5. What is a servlet, and how does it relate to Java web development?
A servlet is a Java class used to extend the capabilities of servers and provide dynamic content. It is commonly used in Java web development to handle HTTP requests and responses.
6. Explain the Model-View-Controller (MVC) architectural pattern.
MVC is an architectural pattern that separates an application into three interconnected components: Model (data), View (user interface), and Controller (handles user input and updates the model and view).
7. What is Spring Framework, and how does it simplify Java development?
Spring is a popular Java framework that simplifies Java development by providing features like dependency injection, AOP, and MVC for building scalable and maintainable applications.
8. Describe RESTful web services and their importance in Java development.
RESTful web services are a way to build lightweight and scalable APIs using HTTP methods. They are essential for building modern web applications in Java.
9. What is Hibernate, and how does it relate to database interaction in Java?
Hibernate is an ORM (Object-Relational Mapping) framework that simplifies database interaction in Java by mapping Java objects to database tables.
10. Explain the concept of dependency injection in Spring.
Dependency injection is a design pattern used in Spring to manage component dependencies. It allows for loosely coupled and easily testable code by injecting dependencies rather than creating them.
11. What is a singleton pattern, and why is it relevant in Java development?
The singleton pattern ensures that a class has only one instance and provides a global point of access to that instance. It’s used to manage resources like database connections efficiently.
12. What is the difference between GET and POST HTTP methods?
GET is used for retrieving data from the server, while POST is used for sending data to the server for processing or storage.
13. What is SQL injection, and how can it be prevented in Java applications?
SQL injection is a security vulnerability where malicious SQL code is injected into user inputs. To prevent it, use parameterized queries and input validation.
14. Explain the purpose of a web container in Java EE applications.
A web container is responsible for managing the lifecycle of servlets and JSP pages in Java EE applications. (e.g., Tomcat)
15. What is a session in web applications, and how is it managed in Java?
A session is a mechanism to maintain user-specific data across multiple HTTP requests. In Java, sessions can be managed using cookies or URL rewriting.
16. What is the difference between forward and sendRedirect in servlets?
forward is used to forward the request and response objects to another resource within the same server, while sendRedirect sends a response with a new URL, causing a new request.
17. Explain the purpose of the @RequestMapping annotation in Spring MVC.
@RequestMapping is used to map a URL request to a specific controller method in Spring MVC, allowing for proper routing of requests.
18. What is a RESTful API endpoint, and how is it structured?
A RESTful API endpoint is a URL pattern that represents a resource and its actions. It typically follows a structured format, such as /resource/{id}.
19. What is CORS, and why is it important in web development?
CORS (Cross-Origin Resource Sharing) is a security feature that allows or restricts web pages in one domain from making requests to a different domain. It’s essential for security in web development.
20. What is the purpose of the web.xml file in Java web applications?
The web.xml file is a configuration file in Java web applications that defines servlets, filters, and their mappings, among other things.
21. Explain the concept of microservices and their advantages.
Microservices is an architectural style where an application is composed of small, independently deployable services. Advantages include scalability, maintainability, and flexibility.
22. What is Docker, and how does it facilitate deployment in Java development?
Docker is a containerization platform that allows developers to package applications and their dependencies into containers for consistent and efficient deployment.
23. What is the purpose of a version control system like Git in software development?
Git is used for tracking changes in code, collaborating with others, and maintaining a history of code revisions, which is essential for code management and collaboration.
24. How does Maven help in managing project dependencies in Java?
Maven is a build automation tool that simplifies the process of managing project dependencies, building projects, and producing artifacts.
25. What is the purpose of JUnit in Java development, and how is it used for testing?
JUnit is a testing framework used for writing and executing unit tests in Java. It ensures that individual components of the code function correctly.
26. Explain the concept of continuous integration (CI) and continuous delivery (CD).
CI involves regularly merging code changes into a shared repository, while CD automates the process of deploying code changes to production, ensuring a streamlined development workflow.
27. What is the Spring Boot framework, and how does it simplify Java application development?
Spring Boot is a framework that simplifies the setup and configuration of Spring applications, allowing developers to quickly build production-ready applications with minimal effort.
28. What are the key principles of the SOLID design principles in Java development?
SOLID is an acronym representing five design principles: Single Responsibility, Open/Closed, Liskov Substitution, Interface Segregation, and Dependency Inversion. These principles promote clean and maintainable code.
29. What is the purpose of the @Autowired annotation in Spring?
@Autowired is used for automatic dependency injection in Spring, allowing Spring to automatically resolve and inject dependencies into a class.
30. How can you secure a Java web application against common security threats?
Secure a Java web application by implementing proper authentication, authorization, input validation, using encryption, and regularly updating dependencies to patch vulnerabilities.
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🚀 My Interview Journey: How PrepStat.in Transformed My Placement Experience 🌟
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In the vast ocean of placement preparation resources, I found my anchor in PrepStat.in. Navigating through the choppy waters of interviews and tests, PrepStat.in became my lighthouse, guiding me to shore.
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ALMOST, ALWAYS
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LINE BY LINE ᝰ.ᐟ “I’m always going to love you.” - La La Land (2016)
ᝰ PAIRING: lando norris x race engineer! reader | ᝰ WC: 1.4K ᝰ GENRE: situationship-to-lovers, as the title says: when the almosts turn to always, lando and mc are both down horrendous, a little bit of angst in the form of lando (as usual) being hard on himself ᝰ INCOMING RADIO: this was written in one manic session after lando's post-quali skysports interview - this is part desperate prayer and part manifestation for tomorrow's race ꨄ︎ requested by anon ! (i'm so sorry - i know you asked for a bittersweet ending but after quali, writing lando not getting the girl at the end would have been psychological torture for me)
send me an ask for my line by line event .ᐟ
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Lando Norris knows what destiny feels like, because he's spent his entire life trying to snatch it from fate’s cruel hands.
It’s the way he tightens his grip on the steering wheel when the car jolts over a curb. The way he bites back the sting in his voice when the radio crackles with numbers that don’t match the effort. It’s a god he doesn’t believe in, teasing him with glimmers of greatness, only to pull them away with a shrug and a yellow flag.
It’s also you.
Not because you’re a superstition or a lucky charm—but because you’re the one reading fate’s data. The one in the back room, eyes scanning a dozen screens, voice steady over comms even when the world is burning down. You're not just part of the team. You're his engineer. His brain when emotion runs too hot. His breath when his lungs forget how to work.
But even gods fall short.
And today, so did you.
P8.
You’d gone aggressive on the tire plan. Bet on track evolution. A gamble, one you both signed off on with twin nods in the pre-quali briefing—his jaw tense, your hand gripping your tablet too tight.
You don’t remember walking out of the debrief. Don’t remember the words you said to the engineers or the drivers. You just remember his fingers almost brushing yours when you stood up, papers rustling between you. A breath held. A touch dodged. The same silent question hanging between you that’s been there for months.
You were never his. Not really. Not officially. But you’ve spent late nights pouring over lap deltas with your feet kicked up on his coffee table. Shared hotel breakfasts where your knees touched and neither of you moved away. You know the way his voice shifts when he’s pretending he's okay. He knows the exact moment your voice falters on the comm, even when no one else can hear it.
You both know what it feels like to almost cross a line.
And now, hours later, you’re asleep in your hotel room—lap charts open beside you, headphones still in—when your phone buzzes.
Lando.
You answer on the third ring, already sitting up.
“Hey,” you murmur, voice wrapped in sleep and regret. “You okay?”
“I bombed it.” His voice is quiet, but cracked. “Absolutely fucking bombed.”
You don’t correct him. Not yet.
Instead, you exhale slowly. “Talk me through it.”
“I don’t know. Didn’t hook it up. Rear end was loose, tires didn’t feel ready. Got traffic in S2. I should’ve—” He chokes on the words, and there’s a silence that says: I should’ve trusted something else. Someone else.
You bite your lip, guilt curling in your stomach. “It wasn’t all on you.”
“I know,” he says, but it sounds like a lie.
You shift under the covers, flicking your laptop closed. “One quali doesn’t rewrite the whole season.”
“Yeah,” he mumbles, voice distant. “But it still fucking sucks.”
You let the silence stretch. Not uncomfortable—just true.
Then, quieter: “I woke you up.”
“Yeah,” you whisper, lips curling into a soft smile, “but I’d rather be awake with you than sleep without you.”
He breathes out a laugh. It’s small, but real.
You talk for a while. About nothing, about everything. You tell him the cat at the paddock hospitality tent tried to follow you into the sim room today. You tell him one of the interns mistook your race notes for a coffee order. You tease him about how he still hasn't figured out how to work the printer back at the factory.
And he listens. Let's himself breathe.
Eventually, it fades into quiet.
“You still there?” he mumbles.
“Still here,” you say gently. “You getting sleepy?”
“A little.” His voice is soft. Barely there. “You make everything feel lighter, you know that?”
You smile into the phone. “That’s the goal.”
There’s a beat. Then:
“I’m always going to love you.”
He says it like a secret, like a truth he’s been holding inside his chest so long it’s bruised.
It’s not the first time he’s almost said it. But it’s the first time he lets it breathe. Let’s it be.
And you—you feel it. The weight of it. The ache. The fear and the want and the exhaustion.
You don’t say it back. Not yet. Because you’re still his strategist. And he’s still the boy chasing destiny with a race suit and a number on his back.
So instead, you stay.
You stay on the line until he falls asleep, quiet breathing soft in your ear like static.
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Race day.
The sun blazes down on the circuit like a spotlight. Lando starts P8, jaw clenched, hands shaking in his gloves.
You’re in the garage, headset on, every sensor live. Your voice calm over radio, but your heart is a snare drum.
The lights go out like gunfire.
The start is chaos—front wheels locking up into Turn 1, one of the Ferraris darts wide, someone’s radio explodes with static and frustration. But Lando? He doesn’t flinch. He’s already shifting inside out, folding himself into that familiar headspace where nothing exists but the blur of corners and your voice cutting through the noise.
“Car ahead’s vulnerable into Turn 6,” you tell him, cool and clipped through the headset. No panic. No overthinking. You’re holding it together even though he knows your stomach’s in knots. He knows, because it’s his stomach too.
He trusts you. He always has. Even when you make bold calls. Even when the quali gamble didn’t pay off. Even when you won’t quite let your fingers brush his after a strategy meeting.
Lando dives down the inside of the Alpine into Turn 6. Tires shriek. He holds it.
P7.
The laps fall like dominoes.
“Gap ahead, two seconds. You’re quicker in this chicane.” “Box opposite Russell. We’re watching his undercut.” “Next two laps are critical. You can do this.”
He eats into the delta like it’s his last meal. When the tire drop-off comes, your call is perfect—box, outlap, traffic-free window. He rejoins behind one of the Aston Martins but doesn’t wait. Doesn't need to.
DRS open. Straight-line speed sings. Late on the brakes.
P5.
By lap 42, his gloves are soaked through. His neck aches. His visor is streaked with sweat and G-force. But he doesn’t lift.
“Rain maybe in the last five. Category 1 only,” you say, and even that—even that—lands like scripture.
You’re right. You always are.
Spots on the visor. Just a shimmer. Just enough to make it a test of nerves.
The Merc in P4 twitches into Sector 2. Lando capitalizes, flicks it up the inside with the kind of confidence you’ve been begging him to believe in.
He’s on the podium now.
P3.
The last few laps are a blur of tire management, double-checks, and defensive lines, but by the time he crosses the finish line, there’s only one thing he hears:
Your voice. Breathless in his ear. “Well fucking done, Lando.”
He rips the helmet off after parc fermé, hair plastered to his forehead, adrenaline running hotter than the engine. The champagne hasn’t even dried on his suit by the time he’s shoved past press officers and camera crews, giving the post-race interview answers half-distracted.
Smiles for the cameras. Nods at the questions. Grins when they ask about the race. But it’s all white noise.
Because you’re in the garage.
And destiny—destiny’s not on the podium. Destiny’s in black team-issue fireproofs, standing near the telemetry screens, trying to hide the fact that your hands are shaking.
He doesn’t call. He doesn’t wait.
He finds you.
You barely have time to smile before he’s running. His arms wrap around your waist, lift you clean off the ground. Your headset nearly flies off, but you’re laughing, holding onto his shoulders like gravity forgot its job.
He spins you in a tight, giddy circle, and the garage blurs behind you—engineers, mechanics, screens, all of it disappearing under the sound of his laughter.
“You did it,” you whisper, breath caught in your throat.
He pulls back just enough to look at you, hair a mess, eyes wild. “We did it.”
You stare at him. Just stare.
And this time—this time—there’s no almost.
He leans in, forehead to yours, voice so soft only you can hear it, even with the noise around you.
“I meant what I said last night.”
You already know. You felt it in every overtake. Every corner he trusted you to guide him through.
You nod, lips trembling. “I love you too, Lando.”
He kisses you like it’s the last lap of the race. Like he’s already won. Like destiny finally stopped running, and turned around to meet him halfway.
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Wagification
Max Verstappen x analyst!Reader
Summary: your job was slowly crushing your soul and stealing your sanity … until Max showed you the pleasure to be found in letting yourself be cherished and cared for (or in which a chronically overworked Sky Sports analyst becomes a WAG)
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Monaco Grand Prix, 2025
You take a deep breath as you step out of the car, the Monaco sunshine bright and warm on your face. Max comes around and takes your hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
“You ready for this?” He asks, his eyes searching yours.
You nod, though your stomach is fluttering with nerves. It’s been nearly a year since you were last at a Grand Prix, and so much has changed. You glance down at the massive diamond on your left hand, still not quite used to seeing it there.
Max kisses your temple. “Don’t worry, I’ll be right by your side the whole time.”
Hand-in-hand, you make your way into the paddock. Immediately you’re assaulted by the familiar sights and sounds — mechanics yelling, engines revving, reporters gesturing to their cameras. It’s like you never left.
You keep your sunglasses on and your head down, hoping to avoid notice. The last thing you want is to be bombarded by your old coworkers. As a data analyst for Sky Sports F1, you knew everyone in the paddock. But you walked away from it all for Max and you aren’t sure what kind of reception awaits you now.
“Max! Max Verstappen!” You hear a female voice call out. You suppress a groan as you recognize it as belonging to Emma, one of the network’s top reporters. She hurries over, dictaphone in hand. “Max, can I get a quick interview for the pre-race show?”
“Sure,” Max says easily. He keeps holding your hand, drawing you forward. “Just make it quick, yeah?”
Emma nods, then seems to notice you for the first time. “I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to be rude. I’m Emma Walsh, with Sky Sports.” She sticks her hand out with a friendly smile.
You hesitate a second before shaking her hand. “Y/N,” you say simply, not offering your last name.
Emma’s eyes widen behind her glasses and she leans in for a closer look. “Wait a minute, I know you ...” Her jaw drops open. “Y/N Y/L/N? Is that you?”
You give a little shrug. “Yeah, it’s me.”
“Oh my god!” Emma practically shouts. “I can’t believe it! We all thought you fell off the face of the earth after you left Sky. What happened to you?”
Max slides an arm around your waist. “She fell for me,” he says with a grin.
Emma’s eyes bug out even more as she takes in your designer dress, heels, and rock on your finger. “You mean … you and Max ...”
You nod, feeling yourself blush. “About a year ago, yeah.”
“Wow.” Emma shakes her head in disbelief. “Just … wow. I mean, look at you! You look incredible!”
You smooth your hands self-consciously over your dress. Your style has certainly changed since your Sky Sports days of sensible pantsuits. As an analyst, you had lived in jeans, flats, and minimal makeup, your hair always pulled back in a simple ponytail. Now your hair falls in soft waves over your shoulders, and you’re wearing a floaty floral maxi dress and strappy heels. You went from broadcasting racing stats to being a WAG almost overnight.
“Thanks,” you say, your cheeks growing even warmer. “It’s really good to see you, Emma.”
“You too!” She grins. “I have so many questions, but I better let you go for now. Don’t want to keep the championship leader waiting.” She winks at Max. “We’ll catch up later, yeah? Drinks tonight to celebrate your return?”
“Sure, sounds good.” You smile, thankful she’s not pressing for more details now. Emma waves and heads off in search of her next interview.
Max keeps his arm around you as you continue through the paddock. “See, that wasn’t so bad,” he murmurs.
You let out a shaky laugh. “One down, about a hundred more to go.”
Over the next hour you run into what feels like every person you used to work with. They all react with similar shock at the former paddock nerd turned glamorous girlfriend of the reigning four-time World Champion.
You chat briefly with Will, who stutters over his words and goes bright red when you say hello. He had the biggest crush on you back when you worked together. Sarah can’t stop gushing over your ring. Tom tells you how weird it is not to see you hunched over a laptop crunching numbers.
The encounters leave you feeling drained, but also relieved. Your old coworkers seem genuinely happy for you, not resentful like you had worried. They don’t pry too much into how exactly you went from reporting race stats to ending up with Max Verstappen. That’s a story for another time.
Eventually you make it to the Red Bull garage, where you let out a long breath. “Phew, I survived.”
Max grins and pulls you close. “You were amazing. And you look beautiful, as always.” He nuzzles your neck.
You smile and loop your arms around his shoulders. “Have I mentioned how happy I am whenever I’m with you?”
“Mmm, maybe once or twice.” Max kisses you softly. “But feel free to keep reminding me.”
“Ahem.” Christian Horner clears his throat from behind you. “If you two can pause the PDA for a moment, we have a race to focus on.”
You spring apart, blushing furiously at being caught by Max’s team principal. Max just laughs and slings an arm around your shoulders.
“Lighten up, Christian. I’m allowed to kiss my fiancée.”
Christian shakes his head, but he’s fighting a smile. “Indeed you are. But perhaps when there aren’t cameras around?” He nods over your shoulder.
You turn to see several photographers zooming in, no doubt dying to get shots of the paddock’s newest it couple. You bury your face in Max’s shoulder.
“Ugh, no privacy anywhere,” you grumble.
Max kisses your hair. “It’s not so bad. Just part of the deal when you’re with me, remember?”
You smile up at him. “Very true. And I wouldn’t trade it for anything.”
The day passes in a blur of activity. Max has various sponsor obligations and media commitments. You stick close by his side, learning how to avoid the cameras and deflect the constant questions about your relationship. Being the center of attention still feels strange, but you’re getting better at handling it.
During Max’s autograph session, you chat with some of the other drivers’ girlfriends and wives. They give you tips on dealing with the madness. You’re touched by how kind and welcoming they are.
“It takes some getting used to,” Alex Albon’s girlfriend, Lily, says. “But once you figure out how to focus on what really matters, the rest just becomes background noise.”
You nod. Your priority is Max. Everything else is just part of the ride.
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One Year Ago
You sink down onto a stack of tires behind the Red Bull motorhome, finally letting the tears fall. This weekend in Barcelona has been a nightmare so far. Your team at Sky Sports is chronically understaffed, so you’ve been working 18 hour days analyzing data and prepping stats graphics.
You’re exhausted, frustrated, and seriously questioning your career choices.
On top of that, you just found out that your coworker and boyfriend Jamie has been cheating on you for months with one of the new junior reporters. You feel like such an idiot for not realizing it sooner.
You just need a few minutes to yourself to cry it out before plastering a smile back on and soldiering through the rest of the weekend. You hear footsteps approaching and quickly dab at your eyes with your sleeve, but it’s too late.
“Oh, sorry, I didn’t mean to ...” The voice trails off awkwardly.
You glance up to see none other than Max Verstappen standing there, a look of concern on his face. Great. The last thing you need is Formula 1’s wunderkind catching you bawling behind the motorhome.
You scramble to your feet, trying to compose yourself. “Um, hi. No worries, I was just ...” You trail off, at a loss for how to explain.
Max steps closer, head tilted. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
His kindness makes the tears threaten again. You stare down at your scuffed sneakers, embarrassed.
“I’m fine, really. Just had a bad day. You know how it goes.” You force a weak laugh.
Max doesn’t seem convinced. “Here, come sit for a minute,” he says gently, guiding you back over to the stack of tires.
To your surprise, he sits down next to you in his designer jeans and Red Bull Racing hoodie like it’s no big deal. You would laugh if you weren’t still fighting more tears.
“I’m Max, by the way.” He smiles and holds out his hand.
You shake it weakly. “Yeah, I know. I mean, uh, I’m Y/N.” You blush. Smooth.
Max either doesn’t notice or is too polite to comment. “So Y/N, what has you so upset? Boyfriend troubles?” He raises an eyebrow knowingly.
You let out a watery chuckle. “Yeah, something like that. The idiot’s been cheating on me it turns out.” Saying it out loud makes the hurt swell back up.
Max shakes his head angrily. “What a dick. I don’t understand guys who treat girls like that. You deserve so much better, Y/N.”
The genuine outrage on your behalf makes you smile a bit through the tears. “Thanks, Max. I appreciate that.”
He nods. “Any guy would be lucky to have a girl as pretty and smart as you. This loser doesn’t know what he’s lost.”
Now you really can’t help blushing. You’re used to being called a lot of things — nerdy, awkward, obsessive about stats — but no one’s ever called you pretty before. Especially not a kind, cute, and famous race car driver.
You dip your head, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear self-consciously. “You’re very sweet to say that.”
Max bumps your shoulder with his. “Just calling it like I see it.”
You chat for a few more minutes about nothing in particular. Max is easy to talk to, and makes you laugh with funny stories about mishaps in the garage. By the time you hear your boss calling your name, you’ve almost forgotten about Jamie and your tear-stained face.
“Shit, I have to get back to work,” you say, standing quickly and grabbing your laptop bag. “Thanks for listening, Max. I really appreciate you taking the time.”
“Of course.” Max stands too, shoving his hands in his pockets. He seems reluctant to end the conversation. “Hey, maybe I’ll see you around again this weekend?”
You give him a curious look, wondering why he’d want to see you again after witnessing that mess of emotions. But he looks sincere. “Yeah, maybe! I’m around if you need any stats analysis or data work.” You tap your temple. “Numbers nerd, at your service.”
Max grins. “Good to know. Take care, Y/N.” With a little wave, he heads off, leaving you staring after him in surprise.
The rest of the day you keep replaying those moments with Max in your head, unable to focus. Why did he seem so interested in a frumpy data analyst having a meltdown? You can’t make sense of it.
By the time qualifying ends on Saturday, you’re practically dead on your feet. Your eyelids keep drooping as you pack up your equipment. Maybe you’ll just sleep under your desk tonight instead of walking all the way to the hotel.
“Long day, huh?”
You jerk awake to see Max leaning in the doorway of your makeshift office, thumbs hooked in his pockets. He looks annoyingly energetic and put together compared to your disheveled state.
“Uh, yeah.” You smooth your hair back,feeling self-conscious. Why does he have to catch you looking like such a mess yet again? “Just have about a million graphics to finish before tomorrow’s broadcast. The glamorous life of a data analyst,” you say wryly.
Max frowns. “They keep you here this late doing all the work yourself?”
You sigh, rubbing your grainy eyes beneath your glasses. “Unfortunately yes. We’re way understaffed, but it’s not like they’ll give us more budget to hire help.”
Max shakes his head. “That’s unacceptable. You deserve so much better than this.”
The kindness in his voice makes you suddenly emotional again. You bite your lip, willing yourself not to tear up at work twice in one day.
“Thanks, Max. I’ll be okay though, once I get some sleep ...” You know you don’t sound convincing.
Max appears to think for a moment, his brow furrowed. “You know what, enough of this. Come on.”
Before you can react, he takes your hand and gently tugs you to your feet.
“W-what? Where are we going?” You stammer, heartbeat quickening.
“We’re getting out of here. You’re clearly exhausted and need a break.” Max keeps hold of your hand as he leads you from the office.
“But-but my work … I have to finish-” Even as you protest, you let him continue pulling you along. A rebellious part of you is thrilled at this sudden adventure.
“It can wait. Right now, we’re getting some food and drinks in you so you actually have energy left for tomorrow.” Max winks at you as you exit the paddock into the cool night air. “Trust me.”
And despite barely knowing this man, you realize you do trust him. Max guides you around the corner to a lively tapas bar, chatting all the while about random topics to make you laugh. He seems genuinely interested in getting to know you.
Over shared plates of patatas bravas and fizzy cocktails, you find yourself opening up to Max in a way you never do with people you just met. But his kindness and openness make you feel comfortable. He tells you more about life as an F1 driver, the pressures and perks.
“It must be amazing getting to travel all over the world racing cars,” you muse after your second cocktail. “Like a dream.”
“Part of it is, yeah.” Max smiles wryly. “But it can also be lonely. Never really putting down roots anywhere. Hard to meet people outside the racing bubble, you know?”
You nod thoughtfully. Under the playboy racer exterior, it seems there’s a down-to-earth guy who just wants connection. On impulse, you cover his hand with yours and give it a squeeze.
“Well, you’ve got a friend here now if you ever need company at a race.”
Max turns his palm over to link his fingers through yours. “I was hoping you’d say that.” His smile is so warm and genuine, you feel your cheeks heat.
By the time you stumble back to your hotel, you’re laughing and chatting with Max like old friends. When you get to your door though, you blink blearily and sway on your feet — the long day and alcohol hitting you hard.
Max steadies you with a hand on your waist. “Whoa there. You gonna make it okay?”
You wave a hand drunkenly. “Oh yeah, totally fiiiine ...” Your balance wavers again. Okay, maybe not so fine.
Max bites his lip, seeming to have an internal debate. “Alright, slight change of plans. You’re in no state to be left alone right now.”
In one smooth motion he scoops you up bridal-style. You make a very dignified squeaking noise and clutch his shoulders.
“Max! What are you doing?”
“Making sure you’re safe for the night.” He grins down at you. “You can stay in my suite where I can keep an eye on you.”
“But … people will think ...” Even tipsy, you know spending the night in Max Verstappen’s hotel room is probably a bad idea.
“Let them think whatever. I’m being a gentleman, I promise.” The sincerity in his eyes melts your feeble protests. You really are in no state to be left alone.
You sigh and rest your head on his shoulder. “Okay fine, you win. But just for tonight!”
Max chuckles, carrying you towards the elevator. “Deal. We’ll get you sobered up and rested for tomorrow.”
You have vague impressions of a plush suite, being tucked into cool satin sheets and handed water and pills for your headache. Max brushes hair off your face with a lingering touch. “Get some sleep, Y/N. I’m right next door if you need me.”
His kindness brings tears to your eyes again, but happy ones this time. As you drift off surrounded by his scent, you think dazedly that maybe this race weekend hasn’t been so terrible after all.
In the morning, waking up in Max Verstappen’s hotel bed, you at first think it was all some crazy dream. Then the smell of brewing coffee draws you out to the living room, where Max stands in the kitchenette.
“Morning! I ordered us some breakfast.” He hands you a mug, smiling softly.
Daylight streaming through the windows makes last night’s events seem even more surreal. You feel suddenly shy as memories return. A part of you wishes you could stay here in this peaceful bubble with him forever, away from the outside world.
But reality calls, as you both have jobs to return to. Max convinces you to eat some food and take more pain meds before he walks you back to your own room to shower and change.
At your door he pulls you into a gentle hug. “Take care of yourself today, okay Y/N? And if you need another break or company again, you know where to find me.” He presses a featherlight kiss to your forehead that sends tingles through your entire body.
Somehow you make it through the day fueled by Max’s kindness and the smallest hope this could lead to more. You catch sight of him striding through the paddock, fans clamoring for his attention. His eyes always seem to find you though, lighting up with that warm smile.
After the race, you’re back in your makeshift office trying not to fall asleep at your desk before the last minutes of broadcasts. When you walk outside into the golden hour sunset though, Max is waiting for you.
“So, ready for round two at the tapas place to celebrate my win?” He bumps your shoulder playfully.
You grin up at him, this beautiful boy who inexplicably wants to spend all his free moments with you. “Definitely. Bring on the croquetas.”
Laughing together, you start making your way there. And though you don’t know what this budding connection will lead to, you’re ready to find out.
***
Nine Months Ago
You snuggle deeper into Max’s arms with a contented sigh, resting your head on his chest. The lights are dim and music plays softly in the background of his hotel suite. Rain patters against the windows, making it the perfect night to get cozy indoors.
Being wrapped up with Max like this, away from the chaos of the race weekend, has become your favorite place to be over the past few months. After that impulsive first night in Barcelona when he took care of you, you started spending more and more time together.
What began as a supportive friendship soon turned into dates, kisses, and eventually becoming official boyfriend and girlfriend. You still can’t believe that Max Verstappen, Formula 1 superstar, wants to be with a plain data analyst like yourself. But from the way he looks at you — like you’re the most captivating person in the world — you don’t doubt his sincerity.
“Have I told you lately how beautiful you are?” Max murmurs, trailing his fingers slowly up and down your arm.
You smile and nuzzle his neck. “Mmm, I think you mentioned it once or twice.”
His hands drift up to stroke your hair and you practically purr, eyes drifting shut. Max kisses the top of your head. “I mean it though, Y/N. Being with you makes me so happy.”
You lift your head to meet his lips in a soft kiss. “You make me happy too, Max. I-” You cut off with an enormous yawn that you fail to stifle in time.
Max chuckles. “Am I boring you over here?”
“No no,” you insist around another yawn. “I just can’t seem to keep my eyes open tonight.”
It’s true. As blissful as you feel cuddled up with Max, you’re utterly exhausted. This weekend has been nonstop work with little sleep. By the time you wrapped the Sky broadcasts up for the night, you could barely see straight.
Max brushes a strand of hair back from your face, his expression growing serious. “You’re completely worn out, schatje. I hate seeing you push yourself to the breaking point like this.”
You give him a tired smile. “It’s okay, really. I’m used to the long hours by now. Occupational hazard.” It comes out less convincingly than you intended.
Max’s frown deepens. He shifts around to face you, cradling your cheek in his palm. “But you shouldn’t have to be used to it, Y/N. Your bosses take advantage of your dedication. It’s not right.”
You bite your lip, not meeting his earnest gaze. Deep down you know he’s correct, but you don’t know what else to do. This career has been your life for years now.
Max gently turns your face back to his. “You deserve so much better. You keep giving everything to this job and they just keep demanding more. When’s the last time you took a real break?”
You look down, feeling the prickle of tears. You can’t even remember your last vacation or rest day. “It’s okay, really ...” you whisper half-heartedly.
“No, it’s not.” Max’s voice is firm but caring. He tips your chin up to meet his eyes. “I can’t stand seeing you being taken advantage of. It makes me want to take care of you properly, the way you should be.”
Your breath catches at the intensity in his gaze. Being taken care of and cherished so deeply is new for you. You don’t know how to respond.
Max seems to take your silence as uncertainty. “Just think about it, liefje. You could finally put yourself first and do what makes you happy instead of what makes Sky Sports happy.” He caresses your cheek with his thumb. “Doesn’t a break to rest and recover sound nice?”
You close your eyes with a shaky exhale, admitting to yourself just how badly you need it. Your health and mental wellbeing have been steadily declining under the relentless stress.
“It really does sound nice,” you whisper. A few tears leak out beneath your lashes.
Max kisses them away tenderly, holding you close. “Shh I know, baby. You’re burning yourself out trying to do the impossible. Anyone would be exhausted.”
You cling to him, sniffling. “But it’s my job, my career. I can’t just walk away ...” Even as you say it, the prospect doesn’t seem as scary as it once did. Not if you get to have this, being wrapped in Max’s love and care.
“You can walk away from anything that’s making you suffer. You’re so much more than this job. And you’ll never have to worry or want for anything ever again.” His tone drips with promise.
You lean back to search his face. “What do you mean?”
Max smiles and brushes his nose against yours. “I mean, I’ll take care of you. If you leave your job to focus on yourself and our relationship, you will want for nothing. I’ll make sure of it.”
Your eyes go wide. “You mean … quit working altogether and just … be with you full time?”
Max nods, still smiling. “It can be that simple if you want. No more crazy hours and stress. Just let me spoil you and give you the life you deserve. What do you say?”
Your pulse races as you imagine it. No more coming home at 2 am and collapsing, living off vending machine snacks. Instead you could be leisurely mornings with Max, seeing the world together, doing activities you actually enjoy instead of endless stats analysis ...
It sounds idyllic. But could you really just stop working and let Max support you? Would people judge you for it?
As if reading your mind, Max says “Ignore whatever anyone else might think. This is about what’s right for you and makes you happy. I’m sure of this, Y/N. Please trust me.”
His eyes radiate so much love and certainty. Slowly you nod, feeling a weight lift from your chest.
“Okay,” you whisper. “If you’re sure then … I trust you, Max.”
Joy spreads across his face. He kisses you deeply, pouring all his feelings into it. When he finally pulls back you’re both breathless.
“You won’t regret this, schatje. I’m going to take such good care of you from now on.” Max strokes your hair, eyes shining. “No more exhaustion and stress. Just being together and enjoying life. It will be amazing.”
You truly believe it as you drift off, safe in his arms. No more pressure to single-handedly carry Sky Sports’ data analysis. From now on, you can just be his … and find yourself again.
The next day you take a deep breath and knock on your boss’ door. Within minutes, you’ve quit your job and ended a years long chapter. It feels bittersweet but right as you box up your belongings from your little makeshift office. This time when tears prick your eyes, they’re from overwhelming relief.
Max is waiting to pick you up, greeting you with a spinning hug and long kiss. “I’m so proud of you. You’re going to be so much happier and healthier from now on, I just know it.”
You hug him tight, burying your face in his neck. “I already feel lighter. This was the right choice.”
And it truly is. As you jet off to a tropical island just the two of you that weekend, it feels like a new life.
The days pass in a dreamy haze — sleeping in, long massages, breakfast in bed courtesy of Max, sunset walks on the beach holding hands. He delights in pampering you with gifts, gourmet meals, and your every whim met often before you even speak it.
“I could get used to this,” you sigh contentedly as you lounge together in a cabana, sipping fruity cocktails.
Max smiles and nuzzles your neck. “That’s the idea. You’ll never lift a finger except when you want to from now on.”
It amazes you how he transforms from fierce competitor on the track to this caring, protective boyfriend behind closed doors. He seems to find his greatest happiness in making sure you’re thoroughly spoiled.
You do occasionally think of the drastic shift your life has taken. But any flicker of doubt is erased by Max’s love and devotion. He’s given you freedom from exhaustion and anxiety. You’ve never felt more adored.
“I don’t know what I did to deserve you,” you whisper one night as you sway together on the balcony under the stars, your silk robe fluttering around you.
Max gazes at you like you hold the secrets of the universe. “You just had to be yourself, schatje. That’s all I’ll ever need.”
He takes your breath away with slow, passionate kisses until you meltingly agree to take things inside. Your first time together is everything you imagined and more.
Afterwards, lying entwined with Max stroking your hair, you have never felt more whole. You found in each other what you needed most — care, understanding, and unwavering love.
This blissful new life together has only just begun.
***
A Few Hours Ago
You hum to yourself as you flip through the designer outfits in your massive walk-in closet, selecting options for the upcoming race. This will be your first time attending a Grand Prix on Max’s arm and you want to look perfect.
As you sift through rows of Chanel, Dior, Valentino, and Prada, you feel a pair of familiar arms wrap around your waist.
“Need any help choosing?” Max asks, nuzzling your neck.
You lean back into him with a smile. “I was just trying to narrow it down. I want to look nice for your big weekend.”
Max turns you in his arms, one hand coming up to caress your cheek. “Schatje, you could show up in sweatpants and you’d still be the most beautiful woman there.”
You scrunch your nose. “But it’s Monaco! I need to look at least semi put-together.”
“It’s impossible for you to look anything but,” Max declares, stealing a quick kiss. “You always look perfect to me.”
You swat his chest but can’t help grinning. His constant compliments and admiration still give you flutters even after months together.
Taking your hand, Max comes to stand before the endless clothing options. “Okay, let’s see what we’re working with here.”
You pull out two of your favorites: a sleek black Balmain jumpsuit with a deep neckline and waist cutouts, and a shimmering floral Givenchy maxi dress.
“Ooh, these are both amazing,” Max says, fingering the luxe fabrics. “That jumpsuit would show off your sexy legs, but this fabric is so pretty with your skin tone ...”
You chew your bottom lip thoughtfully. “I’m torn too. What’s your vote?”
Max pretends to scrutinize them closely before breaking into a smile. “Well you know I love you in anything. Or nothing,” he adds with a wink.
You roll your eyes and swat him with a hanger. “Behave! I need actual fashion advice please.”
“Okay okay.” Max puts on an exaggerated serious expression. “The Givenchy dress is very classy and princess-like. But I love the way this Balmain hugs your curves.” To demonstrate, he traces a hand along the waist and down your side.
You shiver pleasantly at his touch. “Mmm, good point ...”
Max leans in close behind you, hands resting on your hips. “Imagine me peeling it off of you after my win.” He presses a kiss below your ear.
You melt back into him, tilting your head to give him better access to your neck. “Well when you put it that way ...”
“The dress would be pretty easy access too though.” Max slides his hands under the fabric across your thighs teasingly.
You gasp and swat him away again, laughing. “Okay stop distracting me! I really do need to pick.”
Max relents with a grin, holding up his hands in surrender. “Alright, you win. I officially vote for the dress. It’s sexy yet elegant, just like you.”
You smile and give him a peck on the lips. “Now, what about bags and shoes?”
You move through your endless options as Max offers his input. He has a surprising eye for fashion despite his own relaxed, sporty style.
“This one matches the best.” He selects a sleek black crocodile Birkin. “Classy and understated.”
You turn the bag over in your hands. “Ooh I forgot I had this one. Good call!”
After picking strappy heels to complete the look, you start browsing your jewelry selection.
“That’s a lot of shiny stuff,” Max remarks, eyes roving over the boxes of diamonds, emeralds, sapphires and more.
You arch an eyebrow. “Says the one who got carried away with the jewelry purchases ...”
Max just grins and pulls you close. “I want you to have it all. You deserve to be spoiled.” He captures your lips in a sweet kiss.
You hum happily against his mouth before pulling back. “Will you help me pick something?”
“Hmm let’s see ...” Max peruses the options before selecting an elegant diamond necklace. “Yeah, this one is perfect. Really complements the dress.”
He fastens it carefully around your neck, meeting your eyes in the mirror with a smile. His gaze trails down your body as you model the full outfit together.
“You look absolutely incredible, liefje. Every man in Monaco will be drooling over you.”
You turn to wrap your arms around his shoulders. “Well I only care about impressing one man.” You kiss the tip of his nose.
Max’s hands find your waist again, warm on your exposed skin. “Oh trust me, I am very impressed. And the second we’re alone after the race this outfit will be on the floor.”
You laugh as he nuzzles into your neck, nipping lightly. Somehow, you manage to fall more in love with Max every day.
You eventually disentangle, needing to actually get ready for the day ahead.
“What should I wear in the meantime?” You muse, fingers drifting over the designer options.
Before you can choose, Max comes up behind you and starts guiding a silk robe onto your shoulders.
“How about nothing at all? I’m enjoying this view already,” he murmurs against your skin as he wraps the sash loosely around your waist.
You lean back into him with a hum of pleasure. “Well if you insist ...”
Max takes your hand and leads you to the bed, laying you back against the pillows. He undoes the robe just enough to expose your body as he trails kisses everywhere. “Mmm yes, this is much better than any outfit.”
You run your fingers through his hair, arching into his touch. “What happened to getting ready for the race?” You breathe.
Max pauses his kisses just below your navel to flash a wicked grin up at you. “Race day can wait for a few more minutes. Right now I want to appreciate my gorgeous girl.”
You have zero arguments with that logic. With a happy sigh, you surrender to his skilled and eager mouth, letting all other concerns fade away. Everything else will have its turn — being worshiped by Max is the only thing on your schedule this morning.
Eventually though, you manage to dress and make your way to the circuit. As you ride through the streets together on the way, Max keeps an arm curled tightly around you.
“You know, despite the fancy clothes and jewelry, you’re still the same humble, kind-hearted woman I fell for,” Max says, kissing your temple. “All that other stuff just enhances your inner beauty.”
You smile and squeeze his hand as you lift your lips to meet his. “You always know just what to say.”
You keep your chin up and shoulders back as you step onto the harborside track that will soon be swarming with VIPs. With Max by your side, you have everything you need — now and always.
***
Monaco Grand Prix, 2025
The cheers of the crowd echo in your ears as you watch Max pass the chequered flag, securing his win. Your heart swells with pride and love as he pulls the car over to parc fermé and hops out, immediately searching for you on the other side of the barriers.
The second his eyes land on yours, his face lights up with that smile that melts you every time. He’s barely stepped out of the car before you launch yourself into his arms.
“You did it! I’m so proud of you,” you breathlessly exclaim.
Max laughs and pulls you closer. “I’m just happy to win it for you, liefje.”
Still holding you against his chest, he claims your mouth in a fierce celebratory kiss as the team and cameras swarm around. Your world narrows to just the feeling of his lips on yours, his race suit damp with sweat under your palms.
When you finally break for air, foreheads touching, Max murmurs “I love you so much. This one was for you.”
Your answering smile feels brighter than the Monaco sunshine. “I love you too. You were incredible today.”
The podium ceremony and interviews pass in a euphoric blur. Max keeps you tucked close to his side whenever he can, his arm firmly around your waist. He only has eyes for you despite the chaos surrounding him.
Finally escaping to the privacy of his driver’s room in the Red Bull motorhome, Max properly ravages you up against the door. The heady mix of victory and desire is intoxicating.
Much later, surrounded by empty champagne bottles with Max nuzzling lazy kisses across your bare shoulders, you hear a tentative knock.
“Decent?” Comes Emma’s teasing voice.
“Just a minute!” You call out, scrambling for your discarded dress.
Max pouts adorably as you wriggle back into it. “Do we have to go out? I’m enjoying having you all to myself ...”
You smile and kiss him sweetly. “Soon baby. But let’s celebrate with some friends first.”
Max sighs but nods, taking your hand as you go open the door. Emma’s eyebrows shoot up as she takes in your thoroughly debauched state, but she politely doesn’t comment.
“Y/N! There you are! Oh, and congrats on the win,” she says to Max before turning back to you. “We’re all heading to Jimmy’z for the afterparty. You have to come!”
You hesitate, glancing at Max. “Oh, actually we already have plans ...”
“Come on, it will be like old times! We can squeeze you both in, I’m sure,” Emma pleads. Your former colleagues are beckoned over — Tom, Will, Sarah, and others waving excitedly.
Their eager faces make you pause, but Max just chuckles and slides an arm around your waist. “No need for squeezing into crowded clubs. I’ve already reserved some VIP booths so we can party properly.” He winks down at you.
“Oh! Well in that case, we’ll see you there.” Emma looks impressed. The others chatter excitedly as they head off to get ready.
You grin up at Max, arms looped around his neck. “You’re the best, you know that?”
“Only the best for you, beautiful.” He kisses you softly before you head off hand-in-hand.
After making yourselves presentable again, you set out into the Monaco night. The Circuit de Monaco is still abuzz with energy, music and laughter pouring from every corner.
The line outside Jimmy’z stretches far down the block. But the bouncer immediately waves you through with a respectful “Mr. Verstappen, this way please.”
You exchange a smile with Max, who keeps you tucked close against his side. It still feels surreal being ushered into exclusive areas that once intimidated you. Now it’s your glamorous new normal.
“Y/N, you made it!” Emma jumps up and hugs you tight. She eyes your designer outfit and perfectly styled hair. “Damn, look at you! Got that WAG glow going on.”
You smooth your hands self-consciously over your dress. “Oh, thanks! Just trying to look the part, I guess.”
You chat and laugh with Emma and your former coworkers as music pulses around you. When the Go-Go dancer comes by with a tray of sparklers, you impulsively grab two, popping one in your mouth and handing the other to a wide-eyed Emma.
She fumbles to light hers, watching as you tilt your head back and laugh, little sparks showering your face.
“Girl, you are wild tonight!” Emma has to shout over the music. “I’ve never seen you like this.”
You just smile and rummage through your Birkin for lipstick to touch up, crossing and uncrossing your legs that sport sky-high Louboutins. Your time working 18 hour days hunched over a laptop feels like another lifetime.
Eventually needing a break from the noise, you head to the bar to refresh your drink. Emma joins you, peering at the menu.
“Damn, I can’t even pronounce half this stuff,” she laughs. “What are you thinking of getting?”
You scan the options. “Mmm, maybe the Dom Pérignon Rosé? Sounds nice.”
Emma shakes her head in disbelief. “You really have gone full glam. I don’t think I ever saw you drink anything but Heineken at the track.”
You scoff, “Well we didn’t exactly have champagne on offer in our part of the paddock.”
You smile politely as the bartender brings your drink over. Emma is still eyeing you curiously.
“What?” You ask, laughing under her scrutiny.
“Nothing, just ...” She waves a hand at you. “Look at you with the designer outfit, Birkin bag, $500 drinks … you’re a whole new woman!”
You take a sip of the bubbly pink liquid and just smile. “Is that such a bad thing?”
“No no, not at all!” Emma rushes to say. “You seem really happy. I’ve just never seen you like this before. You were always the practical, focused one. Now you look … fully embraced by the glitz.”
You lean against the bar, considering her words. She’s right — the old you never could’ve imagined fully embracing this lifestyle. But now you can’t imagine anything else.
“I am happier than I’ve ever been,” you tell her honestly. “With Max I’m free to enjoy life and not worry about anything. He takes care of it all.”
Emma raises her eyebrows. “So he just … pays for everything, and you live this champagne lifestyle together?”
You smile, fingering the enormous diamond on your left hand. “Basically, yes. And it’s as amazing as it sounds. I’ll never need to work or stress over bills or anything again.”
“Huh.” Emma takes a thoughtful sip of her own drink. “Don’t you ever miss the thrill of data crunching and racing strategy though?”
You consider it for a moment. The thought of long hours analyzing race stats and performance metrics makes your brain hurt.
“You know … I really don’t,” you realize. “I can barely even remember the programs and systems we used. And I like it that way.”
Emma nods slowly. You can tell she’s making an effort to be open-minded about your new life. Before she can respond, you feel the presence of someone behind you.
“There’s my beautiful girl,” Max murmurs, sliding his arms around your waist and nuzzling your neck. “This party is nowhere near as fun without you.”
You lean back into him happily. His passion and desire for you still give you the same flutters as that first night together in Barcelona. You doubt that will ever change.
Turning in his arms, you accept the kiss he gives you, not caring that Emma is still standing there. Let her see how crazy you are for each other.
When you pull back, Max smiles down at you like you’re the only person in the crowded club. “Dance with me?” He extends a hand, already gently pulling you towards the dancefloor.
You let him lead you away without a backwards glance. Emma can think what she wants, but she can’t possibly understand your relationship with Max. You know this is exactly where you’re meant to be.
Max hands you a fresh glass of champagne and keeps an arm curled around your waist as you sway together. The music and alcohol fill you with euphoria.
“Have I told you how stunning you look tonight?” Max murmurs in your ear, his breath hot on your skin.
You smile up at him coyly. “Feel free to keep reminding me.”
Max’s answering grin is sinful. His hands travel your body as you move together. “I plan to show you later just how irresistible I find you.”
The night flies by in a blur of dancing, drinks, and stolen kisses in the shadows with Max. Your former colleagues party into the early morning, but eventually stumble back to their hotels.
You and Max retreat back to your shared apartment just as dawn breaks over the horizon. As promised, your dress hits the floor immediately. He ravages you with hungry kisses, urging you higher and higher until you cry out his name again and again.
After, wrapped securely in his arms, you sigh in utter contentment. The smooth sheets feel divine against your skin and Max gently strokes your hair as you doze against his chest.
“So I take it you had fun?” He asks, a smile in his voice.
You lift your head to grin at him. “It was amazing. Although ...” You bite your lip coyly.
Max raises an eyebrow. “Although what, schatje?”
“Well, this part is still my favorite.” You punctuate your point by straddling his waist again, bending to kiss him deeply.
Max groans appreciatively against your mouth, hands grasping your hips. “Mmm mine too. In fact, I don’t think we’re done celebrating yet ...”
Your lips part in ecstasy and your nails rake down his back as he takes you right to the edge again and again. Finally collapsing in a tangle of sweaty limbs, you’re both completely spent and blissful. You curl into Max’s side, eyes drifting shut.
“I love you so much,” you murmur, the words slurring together.
Max kisses your hair, stroking your back. “I love you too, Y/N. Being with you is a dream.”
You slip into peaceful dreams still wrapped in each other. The glitz and glamour of F1 life is fun, but nothing compares to the private world you share with Max.
You’ll face the crowds and cameras again soon. But right now, lost in Max’s embrace, you have everything you need.
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