#david's tag

[hellishrebukesystem]

System Update 02/10/24

David here! Today has been fucked up. On Thursday we started seeing a man on fire sitting in our living room recliner--he has flesh wings--he appears at eight pm--or at least he has the last couple nights. Today I saw him on my couch sitting next to me and eating raw meat. I saw a crucified deer woman in my backyard. I'm sleeping okay (suprisingly) I guess my meds don't let me stay up all night l--it is scary to go to sleep but I have to trust these things can't actually hurt me. I'm holding it together in the presence of my family. They don't seem to notice I'm losing it but maybe it is just temporary. Stress about school and such--grad school is no joke after all. Things are so fucked right now--everyone else in the system seems to want me to keep this shit handled, so I'm dealing with it and being front stuck with minimal to communication between other alters. I'm so frustrated and tired and I feel very dramatic and stupid and annoyed right now.

[roninkairi]

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[hansoeii]

crowley

[ancientbread]

David Tennant in interviews is just a Nice Scottish Man and then every director he works with goes you are a SLUT!!! And you are SO SO SAD!!

[coloneljamesmoriarty]

All the corrupted namecards from Game Changer episode Deja Vu

[airitree]

Special little Eraserhead baby

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[ganymedian]

The pinnacle of my self indulgence, regency era Crowley

[wgsblogofwhatever]

Despite Everything Today Was Good Day (12/29/23) DVID/David @ Front 10:10 PM

So we had a few hallucinations and we struggled a little bit with our ARFID--Graham got mad at us because we didn't clean the room like we promised we would and we had been lacking on our social media engagement--but in spite of everything, we did manage to get some work done on our TikTok account and some reading done (we are reading ACOTAR and praying we don't split a Tamlin or a Lucien--how embarrassing, right? Ugh I'd just puke--but at the same time we relate a lot to them and there are very few sexual protectors in our system, but I digress--I don't wanna talk about that right now.) The point is we got some reading done, we ordered some equipment for our Youtube/Podcast/Long-Form videos--so hopefully we can set up recording times for that soon, we also managed to be social with our own family and go out to brunch and we plan on doing some writing--we stayed in contact with our therapist (who we see on Thursday next, so in the end if something terrible does happen, well it won't be long until we can sort ourselves out again...) We also managed to drink 64 oz of water--which believe me--is never an easy tasks, it takes a lot of effort and planning on the system's (and subsystems') part because so many parts of us hate eating or drinking anything--especially when the psychosis hits us hard, ya know...

Anyway, we did good today, we've gotten most of our to-do list done (except for cleaning the room and putting away the laundry--sorry Graham you're gonna have to do that part--I refuse to. I'll post this on your positivity blog, but I'm not cleaning anything--I hate it I hate it I hate it...)

I guess all I'm trying to say is that, in the end, the day was rough and tough, but it didn't really suck all that bad--in fact, even though I was headachey and switchy and dissociated most of the day and feeling icky--some really good things happened that I enjoyed pretty well and at the end of the day that's all I can really ask for when things overwhelm us like this. Now we are gonna work on some of our writing tasks and prepare for classes starting on the 1st of January which is only like three days away--yikes!

best for now--DVID and David

[davidtennan-t]

oh he is already such a great uncle, giving her the look of ‘I’m supposed to be retired but for you? Say no more, we’ll sneak away tomorrow, your wish is my command’

[upon-the-snow]

WE ARE SO BACK

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

Pt I good omens but i've never watched it

i've never seen good omens but it's all over my tumblr dash so this is what I've gathered can someone please confirm if i've got it right

there's a demon named crowley

there's a biblically inaccurate angel named aziraphale but like it's very sexy when the demon calls him 'angel'

the demon and angel have been married for 6000 years and they still keep looking at each other all sappily

Neil Gaiman is somehow involved, I think he's the writer but also he's on tumblr (uh, @neil-gaiman) and people keep questioning if he's real

is neil gaiman like a fandom inside joke why is everyone asking if he's real

there actors are called michael and david and amazon prime thought they were the same

there is a bookstore and crowley is sad

they kiss and it is very nice and desperate and crowley says we could have been us. i have no context for this. someone is going to heaven i think.

there is a god, i'm not sure if they're good or evil though

the demon wears sunglasses

it's a comedy but for some reason everyone's crying after whatever the last season was, are you guys okay

things are on fire

they are very gay

there was a book and at one point they switch bodies

more fire and crowley screaming

they are called ineffable husbands i dont know what that means

they fight crime or they do crime or they fight crime by doing crime i really cannot remember which

gay

[hellishrebukesystem]

Hello from the psychosisholder David and my subsystem who will float in an out of co con along the way--we are having a little bit of a rough time; we are trying to be positive and everything but we saw someone chopping up [REDACTED] in our kitchen and [REDACTED] was gory and it sucks and our T is very worried about us and wants us to take meds we don't want to take and it is pissing us off...

[ducktalk]

[ayo-edebiri]

#Neil, i see what you did here

[featherlouise]

It was like a vision from an angry god

[babbeldumpsterfire]

Bildad's battle cry in the italian dubbing always cracks me up...

In english he's like: "Woah woah woah there!" but in italian he's like "WOOOOOO OHOOH-WOWODBOLOBOWAWAWA".