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the thing about arthur and their father is that once they learned of his death he kind of made peace with him while tommy - as always - went the the opposite direction with 'okay. we HAVE to kick that door wide open Now'
#unsatisfied and frustrated ...#there's how fandom constructs the way arthur ostensibly reacts to 'authority' with the idea of 'wanting to please Dad'#and it's not necessarily what i think it is?#not wrong entirely. but what arthur's more occupied with is getting someone to tell him what to do because he doesn't want to make#decisions for himself#but he also only ever applies that mindset to polly and tommy and linda#2/3 are women ... one of them his wife ...#tommy is a dubious case but also tommy is repeatedly characterized as not being like his father but like his mother#and ultimately i don't think their father was that much of an authoritarian#tyrannical in a way for sure but possibly not a strict upholder of hierarchies#at least he never looked beyond very immediate goals and what advantage he could wheedle out of that
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cost and benefit
#Fun fact 99% of my comics aren't planned out beforehand so i just go with the vibes#this was originally going to be something like him finding anyas file or seeing thorn princess but that felt a little cliched to me#with some sort of line like 'is the cost worth it?' or 'when did the cost start outweighing the benefit?'#but i dont think i explore repressed twilight as he is in canon a lot#his mind is seriously a maze#we see him gaslight himself so often#thats why softer fanon representation to me doesnt exactly feel in character unless its like post reveal#he's still deep in his own burrow#Anyways!!!!!! ive ranted enough. i did this in two days when i have a million other time intensive things to do instead. decisions!#also nobody look at bond too closely. i still cant draw animals#my art#spy x family#loid forger#sxf#yor forger#twiyor#anya forger
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An honor
#stobotnik#doctor ivo robotnik#agent stone#sonic movie universe#i like scaring robotnik#i made so many weird decisions with this one#why no colors? i thought it looked better like this#is that eggman crying? you bet#why is the first panel so funny to me personally? no reason#the idea of rob driving the bike is hilarious but i didn't draw that because not the point#rob threatened everyone to hell and back until stone got back#he was ready to kill everyone there#he was kicking and shouting the entire time#he would have gone himself if he had access to any sort of weapon#but no one would give him one and the lab was the place attacked#stone didn't necessarily KNOW he would die#but he knew it was possible so he had to say it#i just kept thinking about my comic about the fruit basket#and how robotnik would crumble if i gave him more time to do so
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january month of yuugi
#yugioh#ygo dm#yugi mutou#idk what was in the water on 2025 opening but it really got me thinking hm. I will finally draw yuugi#ygo has been in my dna for like close to a decade at this point and yet. I have never attempted to draw anything for it#until now. my audacity has finally reached quota#wishshipping saved my ass this lunar new year and its not even an exaggeration. thank you kazuki takahashi for the boys. rest in peace#mutou yuugi I love u.... u r my son#not mentioned in this stack but dsod's decision to thin yuugi's choker is the funniest shittiest character design decision on earth#like as a detail its so nothing. when u zoom out it just looks like a shadow dropped wrong somewhere. I have come to terms with#the other fashion choice for him in that movie but the tiny ass choker I don't accept. that's stupid. big it#I rly like the vision of older yuugi being like. obnoxiously polite and cheerful#specifically in a way that's not like ceding space for everyone else. like it's clear at all time that he's Like That#and nobody will be able to stop him from being Like That#and also tbh I can never imagine him leaving domino for long (<- definitely not projecting my city slicker ass on him)#I think the game shop's been where he's safe to be himself for so long that he'd want to keep it running and extend#that shade to other kids in the city too. his loyal customers are so scared of disappointing him for no reason#.... typed huge wall of text abt jou leaving domino for tournaments etc frequently but always coming back to hang out with yuugi#I am actually ill abt them huh.... maybe ygo was the progenitor honestly maybe it started me on the two blokes who do fuckall ships#yuugi is so cute but I do know in my heart tho he does Not cook. that kid has never learned and will never manage#I know he doesnt even have water in his office whenever he works. scared of spilling#its a good thing hes got friends galore now people are blowing his phone up wasting their sms toll telling him to drink water#(slowly tipping into mania) I just think he's so neat. love that boy he's so cute
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It’s so funny to me how concerned these three look after sisko tells them they’re gonna be playing baseball
#they look distressed#kiras annoyed. worf js regretting his life decisions. nog knows what he’s getting himself into.#star trek#star trek ds9#nog ds9#Kira Nerys#worf ds9
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all eyes on you
#noticed that nishiki was mostly in the dark in that scene despite there being the light from the car behind them.#kiryu stole the scene from the man who started it. it was a moment of kiryu's decision rather than nishiki's.#he's always in the light. everyone sees him. even if he finds himself in the dark woods. did nishiki felt envious of him?#despite that meaning almost certain death for kiryu?#one man can cause such a ruckus. you can't but respect it.#art#fanart#game#yakuza#yakuza 0#akira nishikiyama#nishiki#kazuma kiryu#ryu ga gotoku#rgg
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Villain petting cat and viceversa
#utmv#undertale au#fanart#ink sans#nightmare sans#inkmare#nightink#sanscest#my art uwu#nm is enjoying himself hes just questioning his life decisions#i believe
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Caterina just announcing Lucanis as First Talon at a dramatic moment in front of all the other Talons feels the same as when someone proposes to their partner in a public place with friends and family around so they feel pressured to say yes
#Lucanis Dellamorte#veilguard spoilers#I wonder if she knew that this new version of Lucanis was more likely to stand up for himself and might actually refuse if she'd asked#So she didn't ask and just announced it publicly#And right after House Dellamorte has had the worst press day of its life imagine if its now only heir had also publicly insulted the First#Talon by saying no to her in front of everyone#I also wonder if Caterina was intentionally tying Lucanis' decision to Illario's fate#You want to decide what happens to him? You have to be First Talon for that.
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I would like to thank Elon Musk for breaking the stereotype that “high functioning” autistic people are geniuses, because he’s genuinely so fucking dumb I can hardly even fathom it.
#Elon musk#twitter#x#autism#autistic#actually autistic#yes I am autistic#why the fuck is he renaming the site#every decision he makes has me cackling#if he’s a genius then I must be omnipotent#love him breaking the autism stereotypes#I don’t like functioning labels but I feel like he calls himself high functioning
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reunion 🌸
#persona 3#persona 3 spoilers#minato arisato#makoto yuki#ryoji mochizuki#aigis#ryomina#lizzy does art#HELLO EVERYONE!!! march 5th is upon us again so i bring... my contribution for this year. my third year drawing for it!#i made the thumbnail for this a few weeks after last year's graduation day#i thought it would be fun to lean into the ryominaigis angle of graduation day (you could read this as minato/aigis if you like-#but i feel like most people would read it as ryoji/minato)#IN ANY CASE working on this made me very emotional over this game :') (specifically minato)#i really enjoy how p3 ends it's such a nice way of wrapping up the narrative's messages and themes#working on this. minato's kindness was at the forefront of my mind throughout the piece#and i really wanted to capture how. ultimately it was his decision to sacrifice himself- to do the great seal#while to an outsider's perspective it is. sad that minato passes. i think becoming the seal is something that minato-#actively welcomes. in the same way that death (ryoji) is a comfort to him because death was housed in him for Ten YearsTM#AND I ALSO GOT REALLY SAD OVER AIGIS TOO. i still get fucked up over how in fes's animated cutscene for 3/5 they portray-#her as human and not drawing the robot parts so i wanted to do something smilar here...#but also i am very sad on aigis's behalf because she discovers her humanity through minato and realizes what she-#wants to do and then. well. minato is like. he's ready to pass on (even if he's scared) and im like. OH MY GOD THIS TRIO GETS ME MESSED UP#this was more coherent in my head LOL BUT ough i like drawing p3 and working through my feelings about it...#anyway! happy (in quotations) march 5th. i love this game to bits. it's so fun to draw for this day every year and see how i've improved#if you've read all this thank you :) lizzy appreciates you all very much. mwah! <3
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Hit a point where I'm going through the Cullen Critical tag on tumblr cause I really like Cullen, but in a fucked up way and I hate that the writers overlooked some of the more egregious things this guy did (or, more accurately did *not* do) while serving in Kirkwall
Mostly i think im mad that the writers fucked up the chance to take a guy who spent a long time turning a blind eye to and justifying a fucked up system of abuse, and actually have him held accountable for it
Instead of him just. Feeling kind of bad about it but not actually addressing it in a real way?
I mean, dont get me started on how Inquisition fumbled pretty much everything that happened in DA2 (the fact that there's no option for Hawke, Varric, or even the Inquisitor to agree with what Anders did? You can either condemn it or like... waffle around it?), but like. Cullen was actively looking the other way when Mages were getting whipped in the streets, SA'd and fucking lobotomised
The templars turned Kirkwall into a police state by the end of it, and all the writers have him saying is like "man, i feel bad :("
Cant believe im saying this, but Blackwall actually does have a better redemption arc than Cullen
I just
There is gold. Right there
They had a fucked up guy and completely squandered the opportunity to have him SO fucked up about the shit he's done
They still could've had their poor little meow meow of a commander! Just make him so much more fucked up about his mistakes man!
But we already know bioware is full of cowards so im pretty much talking to the wind here
#i just.#i fucking NEED this guy to have a fucking crisis of conscience full-scale breakdown about this#give him a proper penny-drop moment where he clutches his chest#starts muttering to the maker when he realises the full weight of his actions#have the guilt overwhelm him and stop him in his tracks!#have that shit replace the whole lyrium choice!#where he considers falling off the wagon because turning to the lyrium is the only way he think to cope#the Inquisitor is then having to contend with a commander that is wracked with guilt and unable to make decisions#because he cant fucking trust himself to know what is right#and he keeps saying that maybe he should go back to the lyrium because at least he was sure of himself when he was on it#make him difficult! to deal with!#make the Inquisitor have to force him to step down to get his shit together!#maybe even make the Inquisitor have to choose between giving him time or replacing him!#ugh#there are so many tasty opportunities here and all squandered#anyways this fucking mess of a man has been on my mind for a while now#and Anders#but thats a whole other thing#bioware has some fascinating characters in their hands and they dont even know what to do with them#dragon age#cullen rutherford#chantry critical#yelling into the void idk
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St. Hilarion's ghost story
#payneland#edwin x charles#dead boy detectives#dbda#pre canon angst brought to you by the weirdo who's always drawing post canon fluff#something about oral tradition and old timey slang#i took quite a lot of decisions with this one so buckle up#first of all the female ghost keeps edwin's eyes color because there's still some truth to the legend#the background is the same shade of green to reference hell#just like it is when he's having his flashback#alive charles is dressed all in black because he's not a happy boy#i also made it so that he grips his clothes when his mate punches him even as it's intended to be friendly#because well#these people will end up killing him so it's less friendly when you remember THAT#charles obviously doesn't mean anything by the mary ann comment#he doesn't know the slang meaning and just blurted out what he remembered from the legend#he will find out reach some conclussions and go punch a wall about it probably#about edwin tho his escape is still very recent and he didn't expect this#but even so early on he knows charles means no harm and allows himself to be comforted#it wasn't intentional but hey edwin shruggin off charles' touch is a good parallel to that one scene after charles “kills” the night nurse
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"JC should have defended WWX and the Wen remnants-" babe he has no political capital right now. He's rebuilding his sect from the ground up after a war. He's been locked out of the Venerated Triad. He's the youngest sect leader. How could he have defended them and not doomed himself and his sect all over again.
#this isn't about defending his decisions or not this is about actually understanding why he can't do whatever he wants#if he wants to keep himself and his sect alive. it's not that hard to understand!!!#already resolving to ignore the comments on this#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#i'm saying stuff#also on a personal level why should he defend the wens. did y'all miss the message that family is very very important in this time#isn't defending the wens a betrayal to his dead family and sect??? why tf would he want to defend them??#not gonna get into the siege of the burial mounds that's a Lot to talk about
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I remember there was an interview with Oliver (I think back around season 7?) where he mentioned that Buck so far had fallen easily into relationships, and he wanted Buck to have to work for it a bit.
And we all thought "oh, here it is with Tommy." Because Buck flubbed their first date, decided he needed to fix things, so he called Tommy and asked for a second chance.
And ever since, that work has stopped. Buck essentially became a passenger both in the relationship and after it. The man who decided to treat Abby to a hot air balloon ride to impress her on a date didn't think to buy Tommy a gift for their six month anniversary, even though he said himself that it was a special occasion. When they broke up, he talked over and over about calling Tommy, yet he never did. Sure, the 118 took his phone at one point, but that was one minute out of one day - there were plenty of opportunities when he was by himself where he could have just done what he wanted to do and called him.
It was Tommy who suggested getting back together. And it was Tommy again who let Buck know he still cared for him with "and for you." And yet the only time Buck thought to actually call him was to ask for a favour (poor Tommy, seems the only time the 118 ever want to contact him is to ask for help). Oliver said that he wanted Buck for once to have to work for a relationship, and here was a perfect opportunity for it post break-up, yet the show let him (and us) down. In fact, the only time they let Buck have ANY fire this season was when he was getting pissed over people accusing him of being in love with Eddie. Rather than have him fight for his relationship and give us something to be invested in, they dragged it out with a Buck who just couldn't do anything for himself - not without approval first anyway. It was comforting to think that Tommy meant so much to Buck that he couldn't get over him with the baking, but as it kept going it got to a point where it was like "it has been MONTHS, just DO SOMETHING, since you are clearly miserable."
And look, I get that with Bobby's death and with the grieving it wouldn't have been the right time to talk about their relationship. But the show has made Buck passive about pretty much EVERYTHING this season. They let him just accept Tommy's breakup without a fight and wouldn't let him call him and instead had him bake for MONTHS. They let Eddie walk all over him, treat him like shit and then have BUCK apologise to HIM. They had Chim basically telling him what to do, that he wasn't allowed to transfer (and I'm assuming we'll be coming back in S9 with Buck still at the 118).
Hey show, how about you let Buck make his own decisions? Why don't you let him fight for what he wants? In regards to Tommy, you had him say over and over again that he wanted to call Tommy... and then you never let him do it! You are making him look immature and INCAPABLE of handling a relationship at this point, so unless you are actually going to CONTINUE Buck and Tommy's story next season (and if you don't you have left one MASSIVE dangling thread, because so far their story appears to be unfinished) I don't see how he can be in a new relationship in S9. The Buck we have now, I can't see fighting for a new relationship to survive. Not when he won't even fight for Tommy - the man he wanted to move in with, the man he all but said he was in love with, the ONLY one he has ever brought up the idea of marriage with. How they hell are we as viewers supposed to believe that any other relationship would work?
#once upon a time Buck used to fight for himself#what happened to that?#this fandom has been joking about how Buck is a passenger princess but they LITERALLY turned him into a passenger princess this season#in that he seems completely incapable of making decisions for himself and going after what he wants#writers need to do better#buck deserves so much better#my ramblings#or to be more accurate my rants#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911 discourse#911
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Mark and Rex should make out, and Mark should totally wreck Rex's face doing so, and Rex should let him. a tender kiss to Mark, when filled with passion and pent up energy, feelings like a vicious bite to Rex, but he's not quick to point that out. Mark should kiss Rex till it hurts and Rex should dig his nails into Mark's back, barely managing to break skin, even Mark says it's ok. Rex should try and match the speed and strength at which Mark is capable of defiling him, but ultimately fail — he could never dream of catching up to a Viltrumite. Rex should tell Mark he doesn't have to be gentle.
both have always had to be careful, but they can rip each other apart and welcome it. they've endured so much pain, why not find a way to enjoy it?
Mark should hold Rex tenderly with arms that could crush him, and Rex should relish in feeling secure. they should tangle their legs together and mingle their breaths and push each other against walls and mattresses and pillows. friction and heat building between them. moments where they stare at each other as Rex pants for breath and Mark waits for him to catch his breath with a look so patient it hurts they pant for breath, and there's the pull to be tender that feels slightly foreign but also so very good and right. their foreheads come to rest against each other at some point.
they talk about their insecurities. about the shit no one else wants to hear or knows what to do with. Rex covers Mark's hands with his own so he can't see the blood that isn't there. Mark takes hold of Rex's when they shake with a tremor that will never fully go away.
they aren't perfect. but they're something good. just for now.






#welcome to the delulu folks#Mark is the “he does what he's told” type of guy. and if he's not told to do something. he's just gonna make out with you aggressively.#without directions. he just defaults to that.#I will die on this hill.#if he's caught up in the moment he is not thinking for himself. he's not making decisions. he's just gotta focus that passion and that-#energy somewhere. and kissing is easy#unfortunately for the state of Rex's face.#Mark can go for hours with the strength. stamina. and endurance of a Viltrumite.#he will kiss that man *raw*#he will leave his face bruised#fights have left his face looking better#I also think the dynamic of the “fuck boy” being with someone who is A. as tender hearted as Mark and B. someone who physically-#out matches him in every way.#would eat#I think it just. has a little kick to it.#markrex#rexmark#rex x mark#mark x rex#mark grayson x rex sloan#rex sloan x mark grayson#mark grayson#rex sloan#invincible#they wouldn't make each other better. but not quite worse either.
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JJK spoilers
This chapter....THIS chapter has me sobbing a bucket like Yuji, he is so precious. His growth has astonished me so much. His introspection and the ability to step in other's shoes and sympathise with them (even Sukuna) is his greatest strength. His whole fight was to bring Megumi back, to save one person atleast and now not only he grew out of his cog mentality but is leaving the choice in Megumi's hands that it's fine if he wants to give up. For the first time someone tells Megumi it's fine to give up and not wanting to fight anymore or get stronger or fulfill any space or role. Yuji giving Megumi the agency to deal with his loss and trauma, to choose for himself...grieve and just end it all. It's so tragic yet beautiful with how Yuji is always there for Megumi and vice versa. And Megumi's monologue about wanting to enjoy the domesticity of life..God it's heartbreaking how he just wanted to...exist, to live like a 16 year old, safe and surrounded by his loved ones without the burden of being strongest in future on his shoulder.

This panel is so bittersweet...with it being directly parallel to Gojo one but with such stark contrast..Yuji is there for Megumi only..not an ally, not the strongest sorcerer of future but his friend.
#the MCs of jjk everyone#i want you to live but if you go i will still understand your decision. if this is not soulmate behaviour than i don't know what is!?#Megumi getting to chose for himself and choosing to fight back for himself this time. That's my boy🥺🥺#idk if all this yapping even sounds coherent...i hold my keyboard and my ability to make coherent sentence turns that of a 6 years old#jjk 266#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#megumi fushiguro#yujji itadori#itadori yuji#itafushi
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