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turtlespancake · 1 year

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i love seeing out of context posts about long-running stories with deep lore because it's always shit like "MAJOR SPOILER WARNING!! i can't believe that the metallic athenaeum's envoy actually used never-ending dance of the 57th universe on rionne as if she's not LITERALLY the incarnate of august?!?!" it's like buddy boy thank you for the spoiler tag but all of those words are incomprehensible without at least 5 years of foreshadowed knowledge, 7 different fan theories, and 21 wiki entries

#rambling #this post was about 3 different fandoms #number 1 was my friend trying to explain to me what was happening to dazai bungo stray dogs (i have not seen bungo stray dogs)#number 2 was ominscient reader viewpoint. anything tagged MAJOR SPOILERS for orv is either completely incomprehensible or like.#an image of someone interacting with a book. and somehow BOTH manage to be emotionally devastating in context #number 3 was me trying to explain genshin lore to a friend and realizing i sounded deranged saying shit like #“after the primoridal one fought the second who came celestia used nails to supposedly heal the land but enkanomiya still sank rip”#how did the wot fandom find this i am a gaming blog mostly..

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starkspi · 4 months

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Trying to bribe @morningstarwrites with these sketches so I can read the new chapter earlier ha! Thank you for the inspiration, the challenge and the absolute joy this fic brings me. I’d kiss your brain folds if I could.

#AND OH MY GODDDDDDDDD #this fanfiction healed me of my #‘everything I draw looks like absolute shit’ curse #i was so devastated and frustrated with all my drawings lately #and had to delete some oops #I couldn’t bare to look at them anymore #including the sketch for the last chapter to this fic #I tried to achieve something specific and failed so badly #so I reset my brain and went back to the way how I originally sketched them #and TA-DA it worked and now I can draw again #my soul is healed thank you no one reads this #hazbin hotel #radioapple #osas #morningstarwrites #my art

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judasisgayriot · 3 months

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last show pre-hiatus / first show post-hiatus

#fobedit #fall out boy #pete wentz #patrick stump #peterick #fob #anni edits #saturday #more than an hour #i have sooo many feelings about more than an hour ;-;#its so emotionally fkn devastating when patrick comes over to do it but pete doesnt respond!! aghh #luckily i included the healing for free. god when they do it again for the first time #like we're so over... we're so back #and everything was gonna be okay...

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poughkeepsies · 2 years

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I keep seeing people say buck has never gotten a breakdown moment and every time I have to reply well what's all this then

#i get that it was different from eddies in the sense that eddie's was the climax of his mental health arc and led to his healing journey #but sometimes a breakdown is just a breakdown and there's no immediate relief #(not that that was the case for eddie but for us the audience we saw him truly start to heal within the next two episodes)#buck just picked up his pieces and put himself together again into a recognizable shape #until the shooting and the crane brought it crashing down #and then he existed in a self destructive limbo all of season 5 until season 6 where we're finally FINALLY starting to see him heal #but that doesnt take away from the fact that the warehouse was a full blown breakdown after three decades of slow simmering misery #and the heartbreak grief desperation in his face is one of the most devastating things this show has ever done #evan buckley #911 fox #weewoo brainrot

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mwagneto · 1 year

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i truly am losing my mind tho coz like i literally spent weeks/years waiting to see if ofmd/gomens was bait and they're NOT. and they're both getting explicitly romantic promos and little hearts in the posters and the mcs kissing on screen coz they're canonically in looove it's all so. ohhmy fucking god

#EVERYBODY WANTED TO KNOW WHAT I'D DO IF I DIDN'T WIN GUESS WE'LL NEVER KNOW !!!!!!!!#obviously it's way more insane w g.omens but they both make me saurr emotional like dude holy fffuck....#it's the heart shaped posters for me. like i legit need to take my brain out and squeeze it dude im sooo <333 #ofmd #our flag means death #gomens #good omens #slowly slowly healing from the absolute devastation of bbc sh s4 ... you guys have #no idea how much damage that ending did to me like i was literally inconsolable. it was so.#and now i just get to have these?? FOR FREE?? 😭😭😭

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furiousgoldfish · 1 year

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When you grow up having the worst possible things happening to you around every corner, you can't just keep living your life without expecting the worst.

This isn't even paranoia, it's learning by experience. You can't just start expecting nice and safe and kind things to be put in your way, if they never were, it would not be backed up by any real-life experience you had. It would feel like you're dreaming if you suddenly expect your life to change completely and contain different events from anything you've experienced before. We don't work like that. We learn from experience. We can only predict what's ahead by looking at what's behind us, our collective experience on earth is the only pointer we have to what else we can expect to happen.

If you often told that your expectations are twisted, or that you're just looking for the worst in people, or assuming everyone has bad intentions, that's not something you should be blamed for. After suffering abuse and mistreatment, you have to be on the lookout for these things to prevent the worst and to save your life. You cannot afford to get trapped in abuse again, you have to look at every person and ask yourself, what is the worst they're capable of. What would they do if they had the complete power over me. And you have to work with that, make sure it doesn't get to it, as much as it's in your power to do so.

Abuse victims have to go above and beyond to keep themselves safe, because we get targeted. It's not something we want to do, or something we do to make our own lives difficult. We don't enjoy it. We want to be safe. We want to let our guard down. We want to relax and believe we're surrounded by people who wouldn't harm us. But, if we're wrong, the consequences can be disastrous. And getting abused by someone we trusted was safe for us, that is not something we can survive endless times in life.

#learning from experience #abuse recovery #healing from abuse #trauma recovery #vigilance being misdiagnosed as paranoia #assuming bad attentions to keep ourselves safe #i made this mistake too many times recently #and now i'm in the worst mess psychologically then i was years ago :(#i was supposed to be getting better from trauma #instead i'm devastated on a whole new level #i didn't realize how vulnerable i could be as an adult #i lost the faith in myself after being betrayed like this

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tarobii · 15 days

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a happy jiaoqiu bc that patch was DEVASTATING (spoilers in the tags)

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jungkookverse · 1 year

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[SUGA VLOG] D-DAY TOUR in Phuket

#btsgif #btsedit #usersky #dailybts #dailybangtan #userbangtan #heyryen #yoongi #suga #bangtan #my gif #yg gif #vlog: phuket #dday tour vlog #this vlog was healing and devastating at the same time #nothing like jk and yg teaming up to m*rder me lmao #hope they don't release stuff on the same day again i won't make it fr this time

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phaedrinthefaire · 6 months

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anyone else reload their first Tav’s epilogue sometimes just to feel something

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lollytea · 1 year

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Huntlow situationship gives me such intense brain termites you don't get it

#no i dont think its because Hunter needs time to heal first #i think if it was up to Hunter they would plunge into a committed romantic relationship immediately after the events of the finale #he would propose to her in like. 3 months probably #i know that sounds intense but i think this is what ''i literally died and came back to life'' mania does to a guy #he is so carpe diem minded hes become a little insane. he wants everything #no more waiting around. no more hesitating. he cant afford to do that anymore #would it have been the wise decision to enter a romantic relationship immediately #who's to say. but Hunter would have done it without thinking about it #its Willow that makes the decision to slow down and wait a while before they make any committments theyre not ready for #i dont think she's entirely learned her lesson about letting herself be emotionally reliant every once in a while #shes made progress but the events of ftf were such heat of the moment responses #once things are semi-stable she still needs to adapt to acknowledging that her feelings for Hunter are like. serious. and scarily intense #so like. yea Willow is slamming her pedals on the breaks for both their sakes. shes thinking about how this would effect Hunter too #but also. she scawwed.#when Willow tells him she wants to talk and she's like ''i think we should just be friends'' oh the face he makes is DEVASTATED #he didnt expect it was going in this direction at all. but like. once Willow explains how this is the most reasonable decision for now #he DOES agree. he understands what shes saying and he agrees that it's the best decision to take a breather before they jump into a romance #anyway even when theyre not officially dating the flirting continues insistently. they are very obsessed with each other and cant stop #Willow keeps trying to insist to herself that its just messing around. nothing serious. they find each other hot. its fine to kiss a little #but Hunter makes it very hard when he looks at her with big brown labrador eyes. looks at her like shes the entire world #i think if it was up to Willow they would have been trapped in that uncertain limbo forever. shes too scared to take the plunge #even if she wants to. she badly wants to #but Hunter just wont let that happen. every so often he says ''im ready whenever you are''#he makes his intentions very known. he is not the shy boy from Camila's house anymore #Willow cant just playfully flirt with him without worrying that hes gonna reciprocate. he talks now. he expresses himself #shes a little afraid of that. but she adores it too. he makes her feel safe but also he wont let her stay in this comfort zone #hes giving her the push she needs to pursue this relationship. gives her to push to feel like she can go after what she wants #because god knows HE knows what he wants #they make me so insane

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goodobservationshirley · 2 years

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Your kind was a mistake. Made in mockery. And even if it takes me all of this Age, I vow to eradicate every last one of you. But you shall be kept alive, so that one day, before I drive my dagger into your poisoned heart, I will whisper in your piked ear that all your offspring are dead, and the scourge of your kind ends with you.

#the rings of power #the rings of power spoilers #tropedit #ropedit #my girl galadriel sure knows how to make a. speech.#i have been wondering how they will possibly justify her staying so much away during the events of lotr #like yes she will undoubtedly go on some sort of healing journey throughout this show #but how would her being more at peace with herself translate to not getting directly involved when the stakes were so high #i believe THIS is what they are setting up #the knowledge that after all she went through her dark side is right there #and it is not to be tempted #i could have also linked these scenes with her saying that her friends tried to send her away #because they could no longer make the distinction between her and the thing she was fighting #there are zero indication this is the case #which means this was more a reflection of her own fears #of not being able to separate herself from the evil she's fighting #(her feeling such a strong connection to halbrand will also be devastating in that regard)

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parkercore-69 · 6 months

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thank you J.R.R. Tolkien for writing the most devastating romantic subplot in your lotr books without even realising it

#im talking about sam and frodo sorry everyone #guess who like watched all the extended films and cried #whether you intepret sam and frodo’s love platonically or romantically you have to understand that they are so entwined that it is #devastating nonetheless #the forehead kiss #im on the ground sobbing #dawgs it was such a real depiction of how trauma is irreversible and will change you entirely #frodo baggins #i love him so fucking much guys #i love those little hobbits #samwise gamgee #lord of the rings #i could and most likely will write an essay on this #samfro #dawg sometimes love can be both platonic and romantic as queer love is not to be constrained by heteronormative values #sorry did i read too far into the little fantasy story #dude i was not expecting a story about the horrific effects of war racism and power corrupt addiction when i sat down in front of the telly #jokes on the side frodo looking absolutely miserable at sam’s wedding is so fucking real #i get it’s because he knows he cant move on and he is forever changed by his trauma but also that hobbit gay #his wound from the witch king never healing being a symbolic representation of his trauma FUCKS ME UP #frodo you may have been a whiny bitch at times but like yeah that ring probably did weigh a fuck ton and i was worse on my dofe expedition #i may be fucking too hard with lotr #lotr #teehee

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homoeroticgrappling · 10 months

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Bandido posted an injury update, hopefully whatever option he chooses has a good recovery time and he heals up well with minimal suffering! Bless him for worrying about other people while he's dealing with health issues, I hope he understands he's absolutely worth the wait however long it takes

#as always the priority is wrestlers health & wellbeing > fan entertainment/company profit #devastated for him that his recovery hasn't gone smoothly or quickly #I can only imagine the pressure of healing from injury in such a physical line of work #and one that that tends to forget people who aren't constantly wrestling/getting screentime #especially so soon after joining a company #when he's recovered I'll be thrilled to see him back but until then everyone should show him some love #AEW #Bandido

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xmrnothingx · 6 months

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Alekto the Eternal and Neferu the Radiant

Alekto the Eternal (Archlich) chatting with her old friend Neferu the Radiant (Naga). I wanted to draw more of these two OCs, and since they're both Egyptian themed healers why not have them be friends? Also yes, I have decided to make Neferu big.

#oc #the wanderer #Alekto the Eternal #Neferu the Radiant #I didn't even intend for them to have similar aesthetics #not gonna complain about it #gives my fantasy world some more worldbuilding #Alekto and Neferu are from the same nation #and they became friends while learning healing #Alekto became a Lich to extend her life so she could finish finding a cure for a plague that devastated her hometown #bonus Neferu gets to spend more time with his friend

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k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9 · 9 months

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Death and Devastation from back in 1990, this was taken backstage somewhere during the "Spiritual Healing" US tour...

#Death #Devastation #death metal #90's #90s #metal #classic era #spiritual healing #spiritual healing era #USA #chuck schuldiner #b&w photography #photo #photography

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catboy-cabin · 6 days

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thinking about "i want, to want, to live" again

#the most devastating sentence in the english language #just like. i'm nowhere near okay but i want to be. i want to heal #aishakejje #mr vessel sleep token why must you cause me such psychic damage #i'm normal about this band #sleep token

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