#devoted angel

[dark-dirty-daydreams]

My love language is intense and violent devotion.

If anyone were to harm a hair on your head, I’d kill them.

[notherpuppet]

This is not a hiatus announcement (don’t come for me!!!) lol, but yeah school starts tomorrow so idk how often I’ll be able to draw fanart. But I’m devoted to my relationship to HH and am trapped by the radio demon so I’ll be around 🥰♥️

The good news is that I’m going to school to learn how to draw better so hopefully my fanart game will level up hehe 🎮✨

[snek-eyes]

Can we go back to this for a sec? To Aziraphale having to explain the concept of being in love to the other angels? Because I cannot imagine what a trip it has to be, falling in love with someone when that is literally not something you are supposed to be able to do. When it is something you barely understand. When the object of whatever this is isn't supposed to be able to feel this way either, except as time goes on you start to realize it's happening to him too. And neither of you can actually talk to each other about it.

[sparklejumpropequeen1949]

oh to be loved ..

[vannral]

icemav's ways to flirt: banter and longing looks

[ewbeuh11]

Me and who when

[labyrinth-walls-tiny-worm]

[leftclown]

LIGHT BEARER MORNING STAR ADVERSARY VALET TO THE SUN REVEALER OF HIDDEN KNOWLEDGE TEMPTATION INCARNATE WOMAN TURNED MAN DISOBEYER OF GRACES FALLEN ANGEL OF ILLUMINATION HE WHO MADE HIMSELF

[mikedfaist]

Going to need 7-10 business days to recover from this.

[starnana7]

okay but dean doesn’t believe in anything and also doesn’t believe in no one. all the faith he has in people are conditional, specially because he is the one that people puts their faith on, so it’s only one sided. like even sam, whom he loves and trusts so much, still doesn’t have his faith—bc he is the one that “endures” the faith, he’s the one that has the responsibilities, therefore, he can’t actually count on sam yk (btw i’m not saying this is true, dean Could count on sam, but this is how his mind works, he doesn’t think it’s okay for him to actually count on sam since he’s the one that Needs to be the responsible one, he’s the one that sam is counting On).

for dean, it’s only a -> b, not a -> b AND b -> a. the only person he actually had faith in was john, but he died. and eventually even he realized that that faith was misplaced and came (more) from a place of duty than from a genuine one. so we have this character who doesn’t believe in God, doesn’t believe in good things, doesn’t believe that good things could happen to him and that thinks everything is conditional, that people’s loves for him are conditional, mostly based on how useful he is, and that he will be okay as long as he continues this job and responsibility. he literally has the burden of the world on his shoulders and since he was a kid he was the only one that he could count on, the only one that could actually solve things.

And then enters castiel. A faithful Angel. An angel that rebels—for Dean. and that was devoted to dean in such a pure and unconditional way that actually makes him a little bit insane. cas is the only person besides himself that dean could really count on, that dean really puts his faith on. even john, as I said, he did it bc of something like a debt or bc that was what he always knew to be true. but with cas, it was the opposite. he never believed in angels; never even liked them. he was raised to never really trust anyone, let alone a supernatural being. but yet he trusts castiel, so much that it goes against his own basic instincts (to when both bobby and sam thought cas was betraying them and dean was trying so hard to not believe in that—i mean, not cas, he wouldn’t).

crazy that he was the number one faithless boy. he didn’t believed in God, but he did believe in castiel. he prayed to him. every night. he trusted him. so much that he never thought he would betray them. dean, who was raised to never trust anyone and hate all supernatural stuff, believed in an angel so much that it actually contradicted everything he was. he didn’t believe in God. but oh, he believed in castiel. to a point so powerful that it was literally his religion. like both of them were so devoted to each other they changed the narrative, they were the only real thing in chuck’s universes, they pretty much invented free will. Crazy. Insane actually.

[aphrodite-kallisti]

[moeblob]

Haha, it's so funny how I am so indecisive that I go "I wanna draw my son" and then have too many ideas as to how. So here!

Take Ferdinands (and a Felix, I suppose, bc they are boyfrinds in my heart and soul).

[alwaysrememberjesus]

Angels

[asoftepiloguemylove]

I'M WITH YOU, I'M WITH YOU // AKIANGEL

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[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

childhood friend!sugu vs childhood friend!toru

YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE .

thank you for saying this anon i’ve been thinking of it a lot actually. i’m morally and legally binded to choose childhood friend!sugu no matter what because he’s literally……. my favorite Ever. and i think the inherent devotion of the childhood friend trope blends soooo well with his natural devotion. his protective urges. etcetc. i have wayyyy too many thoughts about childhood friend!sugu 😭 but it mostly boils down to him wanting to be by your side forever. he wants to make you happy and he wants to protect you and he knows you so well that he doesn’t trust anyone else to love you like he can. he’s selfish and he wants you to lean on him more than he wants anything for himself.

childhood friend!toru though….. i feel like he would be your estranged childhood friend. that makes most sense to me :3 like, you met when you were really really young, and ended up playing together in an empty park. he was a brat, kind of quiet, and you were just sweet, y’know? you were the closest thing to a friend he had as a child. then you ended up moving away, he never got to say goodbye… and you meet again as adults. you don’t remember him — it was just so, so long ago — but he remembers you. he remembers you a little too well.

so now you just kinda have to deal with this tall, handsome, cheery man who keeps talking to you like you’re best friends even though you literally don’t remember him…. he’s sweet though. a little annoying, but sweet. he has a soft spot for you. i think having anything remotely close to a childhood friend makes him feel human in a way he can’t help but crave.

sooooo. overall!!! both are good :3 i will always be a childhood friend!sugu truther before anything else but childhood friend!toru has sm potential..

[tsuutarr]

⚠️these two are yandere OCs (please dni if you don't like yanderes!)⚠️

I finally made refs for them lol here are the posts where they first appear: angel boy, demon boy (both are 18+, so be warned!)

More info below cut:

Finley is your guardian angel and you're his first ever human, so he's very, very, very attached to you. He'd do anything for you if you asked!

His yandere type is the very possessive, clingy, devoted, worshipping type. He's usually pretty docile, but can get violent when he snaps.

If you say you want to eat something, it'll 100% be the breakfast/lunch/dinner of that day.

He also likes taking care of plants!

Tynan, on the other hand, takes a little longer to get super attached to you. He lingers at first because you and your dreams taste the best, but he slowly becomes more and more obsessed when he spends more time with you.

He usually doesn't form attachments to most things, so he's very surprised with how attached he is to you. I can't really fully classify his yandere-type, but he's definitely possessive and has no qualms hurting others to get what he wants.

He actually has a more human form that he uses to work in the human world, so if you say you want something, he'll 100% buy it for you. He's also very artsy, so he can make you stuff as well.

In short, Finley is the breadmaker and Tynan is the breadwinner for you lmao

They're kinda in a standstill where they have a somewhat mutual agreement that as long as you spend time with both of them, they're okay(ish) with sharing, but anyone else, they'll get rid of together <3

If you have any questions about them, please feel to send them my way!!