#douglas booth!nikki sixx x reader fluff

[teddypickerry]

nikki sixx (himself or douglas booth! nikki) x reader

Could you do one where the reader happens to also be a bassist and they’re both in Crüe, they’ve been close friends for a while and Mick notices that they’ve developed a close relationship and he has a talk with Nikki since Mick is like a older brother to the reader. Meanwhile Tommy attempts to flirt with the reader trying to push Nikki to confess.

Pretty much a cute fluff imagine :)

𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐌.

pairings — nikki sixx x fem! band member reader (also reader x tommy kinda)

word count — 919

warnings — just cursing & suggestive dialogue (it’s mötley mf)

a/n — lowkey disappeared off this app for a month just to come back with a shitty fic. anyways, writing as mick is so fucking fun.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" A common phrase heard by each and every member of Mötley Crüe. When Mick Mars so suddenly spoke it to the bassist, who was currently stuffing his face with pasta. "Eating?" Nikki had asked hesitantly, confused why Mick was stood in his dressing room with a bottle of something strong. It definitely wasn't lemonade. "No, that's not what I mean."

"Well, you asked," Nikki scoffed at the guitarist's words while Mick pulled up and a chair to the couch. Nikki was alone in his dressing room, for the first time in forever. No groupies, no girls. Which was different for the bassist... practically against his religion. "What the hell are you doing with Y/N?"

Oh. That was enough to make the bassist choke on his food as he threw the bowl to the couch, swallowing down the food with a swig of Jack Daniels. He finally coughed and calmed down. Mick was still staring at him like he'd just walked into Nikki banging his daughter. "She's my friend, she's your friend. Fucking whatever."

"Shitty excuse," Mick scoffed as he sat back in the chair and took another comfortable sip. He wasn't giving up anytime soon, which was obvious by his body language. "God, what do you want, Mars?"

"Stop being a little fucker and ask the girl out already. I shouldn't have to tell you how to do every fucking thing, Sixx." Mick scoffed making Nikki roll his eyes, trying to keep his tough-guy demeanor. "And, don't fuck it up. She's special, she's our bandmate. And she's beautiful, graceful, and she'll punch you in the face. So, don't be a jackass."

"Nice talk," Nikki commented as he stood up and began to hairspray his hair in the mirror in preparation for their show later that night. Mick's words stuck in Nikki like heroin. He started thinking about them and he knew he was right. He had to face his feelings and get it out of his system. It wasn't that easy, you were a member of the band. You weren't some chick. A disastrous relationship would lead to the end of the band. The band you'd all worked your asses off to create.

"I didn't mean do it eventually, I meant now. Before Tommy fucks her in the back alley," Mick added making Nikki turn to him in horror. The sleazy drummer had a way of stealing Nikki's girls, vice versa. It was an ongoing game between the two, a pretty girl equals one of them getting her. But this time... Nikki would bet his life on this round.

The bassist bolted out of his dressing room and past the millions of randos backstage. His feet carried him down the hall toward the stage, where he knew everyone was setting up for rehearsal. Specially where he heard the sound of your laugh and the sound of drumsticks falling to the ground. That was a pretty easy trail to his best friends. Which did in fact lead to the drummer twirling his sticks in his fingers, you stood prepping your own bass with a smile.

"You've got a great smile," Tommy grinned with his typical cocky look. You'd known Tommy for years on end and his innocent flirting never stopped. It also never bothered you, as it was all you knew from the bastard drummer. But over the past few months, Nikki seemed to bite back a glare anytime he heard it from either Vince or Tommy. "I mean it, really."

"Thanks, T-Bone," You flashed him your small grin before going back in with another pack of pics. You tested out a quick riff for the sound crew as Nikki simply stood there, finally erupting from the shadows. Tommy took this as an invitation — knowing he could get Sixx all hot and bothered with a few simple words. He twisted the drumsticks with his fingers as he glanced between you and Nikki. His eyes landed on you. "You think you could do this?"

"I mean it's not rocket science," You mocked while taking the bass off and sitting it against a chair. "Well I'm pretty good at it, I'm pretty good with my fingers. Wanna find out more?" Tommy so obviously flirted making you laugh as you playfully tapped Nikki's arm. Nikki just gave Tommy a harsh look at this, that didn't exactly match your grin. "Yeah, okay, T-Bone. I bet you are."

"So good, you can find out if you want," He winked with that goofy smile of his. The one that made you shake your head as Nikki subconsciously stepped closer to you and crossed his arms. "Yeah, she's not into that." Nikki was quick to say making both sets of eyes look over at him. Tommy held a proud smile at this, "Are you saying she's into you though?"

"What if I did?" Nikki cocked like he owned the place. Your eyes darted between the two for a moment before stepping up. "Will you two shut the hell up and start rehearsing?"

"Yes ma'am," Nikki nodded while Tommy shot you an army 'yes sir' nod. The drummer walked off to his setup leaving you and the bassist to your lonesome. Nikki seemed to glance around before his eyes fell back on you. "So..."

"Let's have dinner tomorrow," You spoke before he had a chance to process it, and walked away. He watched you walk away with a smile. Knowing he had actually won.

[rossmccallsqueen]

Babe, could you maybe do a short something with Douglas!Nikki's breeding kink because I feel like that would be hella cute. Just something soft or somethin?

We love a good Douglas!nikki ❤️

Okay so we all know that nikki is 10000000% a horndog

Like you’re always doing it with him anywhere you can find

You hadn’t necessarily planned to have kids so soon

But one time you told nikki to cum in you instead and you thought he was going to lose his freakin mind

Like he was so turned on and you’d never seen him so turned on before??? It was beautiful?

He was literally pounding into you so fucking fast and him cumming in you felt amazing

The next time you had sex you brought it up again

“Hey babe... I think you should cum in me again. I know you love it.”

He leans in really close to you and kisses up and down your neck, kissing that spot he knows you love

“Wanna put a baby in you babe. You’d look so fucking good with my baby inside you, all nice and big”

“And your boobs will get even bigger. What a fucking blessing”

He’s still kissing you all over and it feels super amazing

Surprisingly he wasn’t trying to rip your clothes off of you, and you even had the privacy of a dressing room

“Nikki is everything okay?”

“Of course love, why?”

“You’re usually ripping off my clothes by now!”

He takes a step back and smiles at you, taking your head in his hands

“Our baby deserves to be made in a place of love, like our home. Not backstage in a dirty dressing room!”

Honestly he had a very fair point and you admired him for it??

Because you could see the very obvious bulge in his pants, which looked a little painful

“Then what would you like to do?”

You raise and eyebrow at him and wait for him to come up with an idea, even though they weren’t always his strong suit

“As soon as the last song is over we’re leaving.”

“Is that a request?”

“Nope, THATS an order.”

You could hear the boys pounding on the door of the dressing room

“ALRIGHT NIKKI STOP BANGING YOUR WIFE WE GOTTA GO”

Nikki smiles at you and kisses you one more time as he walks towards the door

“Can’t wait to make a baby with you later” 😘

You’d be starting your family with Nikki soon and you were so excited but also super turned on??

Honestly this man does things to you and you absolutely L O V E it

[myfatbottomedgirls]

Florence mornings

I’ve been thinking of writing fan fiction for years so I’ve decided to do a little blurb of Douglas Booth x y/n (genderless). This is my first piece so be kind! Just fluff! 

You awake with the light streaming in through the sheer, white curtains. Stretching your limbs and looking to your left to him warmed your heart. His dark brown hair, falling slightly over one eye; his full lips slightly pursed in his slumber; smooth cheekbones and lines from every smiled he cracked when you told him one of your ridiculous, sleep-deprived ideas or silly dad jokes.

You stood up and found one of his shirts on the floor, buttoning just a few for decency and creeped your way into the kitchen to start a pot of coffee. The two of you were in Florence for a romantic summer away. Douglas was taking a sabbatical from filming for the next year so you’d both moved out to sunny Italy for a few months. The flat you were renting was quaint, an open plan kitchen and living room, warm chestnut wood covering every surface, plants, books and older trinkets you had picked up throughout your relationship was in every nook and cranny of this beautiful flat.

As the coffee started you looked down on the rug you were standing on, a beautiful floral design on a cream woven base. You’d remembered when the pair of you bought it; it was a beautiful Saturday morning when you and Doug had decided to go on a walk through Camden Lock and get a warm drink and some breakfast, looking around the stalls and small music shops as you did so. When suddenly, it was like the sky had broken in two and the torrential rain started. Seeking shelter, the pair of you ran into the nearest shop, a small handmade rug store. Giggling at what had just been, you begin to look around, with Doug holding the small of your back as you ran your hands over the different materials, until you stumbled upon this very one. It reminded you of the one you had in your grandma’s kitchen when you were small.

Hearing the pot begin to whistle, you snap out of your happy flashback and are drawn back into reality and take the pot off the stove. Taking two small mugs out of the cabinet, you feel two hands wrap themselves around your middle and a sleepy head rest on your shoulder. You stop what you’re doing to turn your head slightly, receiving a kiss on the cheek. Giggling at Douglas’s sleepy, loved-up antics, you squeeze his hands and turn in his arms, wrapping yours around his neck.

“Good morning, sleepyhead,” you say.

“Mmm, hello,” he replies giving you a lopsided smile with his eyes still closed.

Turning back around, you ask, “Coffee?”

“Always, thank you darling.”

“Open the balcony doors will you, love, need some more light in here now that you’re awake.”

Begrudgingly as he wished to stay with you in his arms forever, Doug does as asked, opening the doors and allowing the light to fall into the small flat, illuminating your soft features in the morning. He can’t stop staring as you perfect both of your coffees to exactly the way you both love it, grab the packet of cigarettes on the side and walk over to him, setting the coffees down on the small metal table you keep out there.

“What?” You ask softly as you begin to sit down and light your cigarette. 

As you exhale Douglas looks at you with all the love a lover could ever hold in their heart for someone. He brushes your hair slightly out of your eyes, kisses your forehead and lightly shakes his head with a soft smile that seems permanently planted his face.

“Nothing, darling, thank you for the coffee.” He moves the other chair to sit adjacent from his lover and puts one hand on their leg as he lights his own cigarette.

Music from down the street can be heard flowing throughout the small town they’ve decided to reside in for the next few months. Content and happy, the lovers are in peace, paradise.

[getthefckouttahere]

Two Hearts Fixed, One’s Still Broken

prompt/thank you to @lifesasickjoke​: nikki cheats on the reader (his fiancée) with tommy’s fiancée, tommy and the reader fall in love and get married. nikki is super upset and that’s why he did the whole drug thing at the wedding pairing: tommy x reader (with a nikki x reader history) A/N: hey this is my first fic for the dirt/mötley crüe so yeah i hope y’all like it and yeah, i guess reader replaces heather here. warnings: mentions of cheating, swearing, mentions of drugs, angst and fluff

“Hey Y/N, d’ya know where Nikki is? I want him to meet Roxie and my parents.” Tommy asked her, giddy like a child on Christmas.

Man, he looked so happy and so excited to get married, she just wished that Nikki would show the same enthusiasm toward her.

Sure, it wasn’t all his fault, seeing as the only other woman in his life had been nothing but a bitch to him. She understood that he couldn’t trust anyone, because the two people that he was supposed to love had let him down, but it still made her sad that he always spoke to she so coldly.

The day he asked her to marry him was both the happiest day of her life and the most relieved she had ever felt in the course of her relationship. She found out that he really did love her, it was just difficult for him to show that strong of an emotion. Because he didn’t know how to.

“He’s probably still in his dressing room getting ready. Follow me.” she replied, walking down the hallway with him following suit.

“You ready for the wedding?” she asked him, grinning when a little squeal emitted from him.

“I’m so pumped! I really like her, dude, and I’m totally ready to spend the rest of my life with her. Maybe even see some little Tommy’s running around the house, y’know?” he snickered.

Tommy really was ecstatic, but what made her feel bad was that his fiancee, Roxie, wasn’t all that interested in him. She had met her before…she really wasn’t that great. Pretty, but that’s where the good qualities end. It just seemed like she wanted to marry him because he was famous and he could buy her things.

It hurt to see her friend so blinded by love, that he can’t see how much he’s being manipulated and taken advantage of.

“Eww, that’s gross! I don’t wanna think about that!” she said, giving him a playful shove on the shoulder.

“What, it’s a perfectly normal part of life! Don’t you have the same thoughts with Nikki?”

“Well, yeah. But honestly if it were to happen, it’d probably be by accident. That man doesn’t make love, he fucks.”

“Fuck that’s disgusting, Y/N!” he laughed.

“Payback, asshole.” she giggled, deciding that her goal was now to make him as uncomfortable as she can.

“I’m serious, man. The noises he makes are basically inhumane-”

“You mean like the ones that are coming from his room right now?”

They were standing outside Nikki’s dressing room door and she only payed attention to what Tommy said right when he mentioned it.

And he was right, those were normally the sounds she’d bring out of him on a regular night.

But now, it was some other girl doing the job for her.

And it wasn’t just some other girl.

“Hey, those female sounds seem familiar too.” Tommy commented, his voice turning softer. She assumed that he had put two and two together.

He knocked on Nikki’s dressing room door and deepened his voice to make himself unrecogniseable.

“Yo Nik, you ready? Tommy wants you.”

They heard the shuffling of feet and what she supposed was them clambering to find their clothes, accompanied by muffled curses.

The door sprang open and confirmed all of their suspicions.

“Shit.” Roxie breathed out, freezing when her eyes met her fiancé’s.

His whole face had gone pale, his bottom lip was trembling. And she could’ve sworn that she could see tears glistening in his bright, blue eyes that were normally so full of joy.

Which was also the moment where she realised she weren’t even hurting for herself, but for him.

“Babe-” Roxie started to explain herself.

“Don’t.” his voice croaked as he turned and ran away.

“I hope you fuckers are happy.” Y/N spat in her face, shooting Nikki, who was stood behind her, a dirty look.

Maintaining the eye contact with him, she slid the engagement ring off of her finger and threw it at him before she ran off after Tommy.

“Tommy! Wait!”

He froze and turned around, tears were starting to fall down her cheeks when she noticed his own tear stained face. It broke her heart, because this was her fault. All of this could’ve been avoided if she’d just told him how bad Roxie was and she was bound to break his heart one way or another.

But she didn’t. She stayed quiet. And now, she was witnessing her best friend’s heart shattering before her.

“Y/N...shouldn’t you be yelling at Nikki?” he said between sniffles.

“I wanted to make sure you were okay.”

He couldn’t reply, he just smiled sadly at her while his sobs grew bigger. She ran towards him, wrapping her arms around his torso and buried her head in his chest. He was way too tall for this to be any sort of comfort to him, like he only wanted to comfort her.

But the reminder that the man she loved didn’t love her back made her weak, her knees buckled under her and he fell down with her.

It all felt like an out of place movie scene, the way that her tears slid down the leathery fabric on his shoulder, arms clinging to him while his own hands tightened their embrace.

The way Nikki had given her hugs in the past was nothing compared to how Tommy was holding her. She felt safe, warm and, dare she say it, she actually felt like she was needed. Loved.

She picked her head up from his shoulder to greet his eyes again, tending to the small strands of his black hair that had stuck onto his face. He gave her a toothless smile as a thank you. After all, the last time he ever got a hug that reassuring was from his mom.

Things were tense between the band and Y/N from then on. She had moved out of Nikki’s place in an instant, Tommy by her side helping her as she stuffed all of her belongings into a suitcase.

Tommy himself kicked Roxie out as soon as he could, not even giving her a chance to explain herself.

He cried himself to sleep that night - and every night onwards. He had never had a relationship that ended as messy as this one did, he had never loved a girl as much as he loved Roxie.

The pain got to him, so much that he had to isolate himself from the band for a while, as he couldn’t even manage to look at Nikki without having the urge to punch him.

Not because he stole his girl.

Because he broke Y/N’s heart.

The pair found themselves growing closer together. Tommy would frequently invite her over and they’d spend the day sprawled across his sofa, a platonic tangle of limbs, watching whatever distraction was on TV at the time. But she would never spend the night there.

Until one day where she left her coat at his place and only realised it when she got home. She excused herself out of the apartment she shared with her friend again and drove back to his house, entering his unlocked house, at this point she had her own set of keys, surprised to be greeted by sniffles.

Y/N knew that a week isn’t enough to get over something like this, but she was always under the impression that he was getting better. She immediately ran into his room, where she saw him curled into a ball, rocking back and forth. She took her place next to him.

“Hey, Tom.” she cooed, placing a hand on his shoulder that was shaking as a result of his continuous sobs and tears.

They subconsciously slowed down at the sound of her voice, because he was so used to being soothed by her gentleness, even when they talked about something random like the best flavour of Twizzlers.

Being around Y/N was like a soft, warm blanket, shielding him from the horrors of the world. She, herself, was his safe space.

She helped him sit up and he immediately wrapped his arms around her.

“She fucked me up, man.”

“I know.”

“I’m never gonna find anyone like her.”

That formed a pit in her chest.

Sure, she knew she was just a shoulder to cry on and the only one that offered to comfort him, but she couldn’t help wanting more. It was wrong of her to even think about it.

“No, you’ll find someone better.”

He pulled out of the hug, their faces no more than mere inches away from each other, while Y/N thumbed away the river of tears that had flowed down his face.

“I think I already have.”

She could feel his eyes switch between hers and her lips as he licked his own. He leant toward her, entwining his soft, pink lips with hers and the taste of salt had never been sweeter.

Maybe it was because their fond for each other had grown deeper, or maybe it was because they were both needy and desperate for someone to care for them again, but the kiss just felt right. 

Like it was meant to be.

At least, that’s what she told him during their wedding vows. And the two of them laughed her asses off at the fact that her vows were almost identical. He too mentioned that the kiss felt like something that the angels above controlled.

And it would’ve been the happiest day of Tommy’s life, if it wasn’t for Nikki deciding to act like a dick throughout. He regretted asking him to be the best man, but no matter what they’d all gone through, he was still a brother to him.

“She’s really gonna marry me, huh?” Tommy had asked the band when he walked into the lobby, straightening his tie. Vince was sat in a big armchair, spinning around as a result of his boredom, while Mick stared into space, fighting the urge to murder his friend every time he could hear the chair squeak.

“This isn’t some kind of a sick joke, is it?”

“Life’s a sick joke.” Mick chimed in, being the life of the party he normally was.

“Hey, what time is it? I think we should get out there. Hey Nikki, let’s hit it.” he said, looking at him. He was quite clearly doped up again, practically unconscious across the couch. That wasn’t what he meant by ‘hit it’.

“Yo, best man, let’s go! I got a wife waiting.”

Still no response.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” Tommy muttered, walking over to him.

“Nikki! Wake up, asshole!” he continued, slapping him awake.

“Fuck, dude.” Nikki grumbled as he sat up.

For a split second, he thought that the world he frequently hallucinated every time the heroin entered his bloodstream was real, that this was all for him and the boys were getting ready for his special day with Y/N.

But then he saw the rings placed neatly on the pillow next to him, the rings that weren’t in any way shape or form like the ones he had proposed to her with (he hated to admit it, but they were much better. Tommy had really outdone himself), the reality of what was actually happening hurt him more than Tommy’s slaps.

It got to a point where he was practically stabbing needles, careless whether it drew blood or not. He just wanted to use the heroin as a replacement for what (or who) was once the best part of his shitty life.

His primary sources of happiness were mostly reliant on Y/N and the band, so what else could he have turned to when he drove her away and broke the band with it?

He found his hand flying toward the necklace he never took off, the one Y/N bought for him on their one year anniversary - just a month before he proposed. His fingers toyed with the engagement ring threaded in the necklace, the one he wanted her to wear today. He had been wearing that ring around his neck since the day he broke her heart - and his along with it.

“I’m good.”

No, you’re not. Your best friend is getting married to the love of your life.

“It’s all good, man.”

No, it isn’t. That’s your wife. This was supposed to be your day, but you just had to fuck that up.

“It’s most definitely not ‘all good’, man, but whatever. Just clean up-” Tommy started to spit back, growing sicker of his sarcasm the more time he wasted.

He was interrupted by the sound of Nikki getting up, knocking over the contents on the table in front of him when he leant on it for support.

“Hey!” he yelled, grabbing Nikki aggressively by the shoulders, glaring at him with narrowed eyes.

“Get your shit together. I don’t want Y/N to be embarrassed, okay?”

“I’m embarrassing? Cool.” Nikki scoffed. He pushed himself out of Tommy’s painful hold.

“Let’s go marry your fancy ass hand-me-down in this fancy ass hotel-”

“Hey, at least I know how to love the woman.”

“Oh, shut the fuck up. Neither of you even know how to respect a woman, not to mention love one. Nikki just set the standards really low so she fell instantly for Tommy.” Mick rolled his eyes, getting up with some struggle.

“I can be the best man instead if you want, Drummer.” he continued, losing the same amount of hope as Tommy did for Nikki.

“Nah, ‘s cool. I got the rings already. Let’s just get this over with.” Nikki sighed, making a start out of the hotel lobby, not looking back to see if Tommy or anyone else was following.

The time finally came when the boys had taken their spots in a semi circle around the vicar and Tommy, waiting for the heart and soul of the ceremony herself to walk down the white-carpeted aisle.

And what a truly magnificent sight she was, her hair and makeup done to the 9s and her dress…

Fuck, Nikki thought, his hand gripping tighter around the ring on his necklace.

Her dress was the exact same one Nikki had confirmed would be the best one for her.

He felt like the air had been knocked out of his lungs and when he looked over to Tommy, he saw that he had the same expression.

That’s when he realised how much this meant for his best friend. He couldn’t ruin this day for him.

He found himself growing more nauseous as she walked toward the front of the church and a huge grin on her face.

The same grin he saw when he proposed. Or when he made cookies that were perfectly crunchy, but also chewy, fit for her liking.

“And do you, Thomas Lee Bass...”

Nikki could barely hear what was happening over the voice that echoed through his head.

You deserve this.

“...take Y/N Y/L/N to be your lawfully wedded wife

You deserve to be hurt,

“…to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health.”

sad,

“To love and to cherish…”

and jealous.

“from this day forward, until death do you part?"

You brought this on yourself.

“I do.”

“I do.” Nikki found himself whispering.

“Yo Nik, the rings.” Tommy whispered. When he didn’t reply, he looked behind him to see that the veins on Nikki’s hand were about to burst, his cheeks the colour of tomatoes.

“Nikki!” he said a little louder this time.

“What?” he jumped, blinking away the tears that started to burn up in his eyes.

“The rings.”

“Oh. Right.” he replied, giving the pillow to the officiant and stepping back, not meeting anyones eyes.

"And now, by the power vested in me by, I hereby pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride."

Their family and friends all cheered and applauded the happy new couple, giving Nikki the perfect opportunity to slip out unnoticed. He felt as if he would throw up if he spent one more second seeing Tommy in the spot where he should be.

Admittedly, he was happy that Tommy had gotten his moment with a girl that really did deserve it. That she deserved to be loved in a way he couldn’t.

He just had to live with the fact that, if he had gotten his shit together, if he could’ve been a better boyfriend, if he just had the chance to apologise and show how much he really loved her, this would’ve been his moment instead.

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[electradestiny]

Breakfast in bed.

Request: soft fluffy cozy all around grossly cute morning with nikki

Hope u enjoy! <3

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

You and Nikki had quite the night. Shot over shot of vodka, sips of wine, lots of laughter, and even more sex. You both must’ve somehow made it to the bed, because that’s where you woke up. You groan softly as you sit up, realizing this is the worst hangover you’ve had in a bit. Must’ve been the wine. You sigh, plopping your head back onto the pillow. You hear a groan next to you, and a small smile plays on your lips. You forgot Nikki was home. You’re so used to him touring & you being alone, you forgot he was home again.

Nikki turns around, pulling you towards him with a pout playing on his lips. Nikki never showed his sweet spot to anyone but you. You made him melt. “Morning my love.” He grumbles out, obviously hungover as well. He rarely got hungover, mostly because he never slept & he always drank on tour. “Good mornin’, my love.” You say softly, and you can feel the smile on his lips as he kisses the top of your head. “Sleep well?” he says quietly, and you softly nod, not wanting your headache to be worse from movement. You both sit in silence for a bit, as you trace shapes on Nikki’s chest. “I’ll be back, doll. “ He says as he slowly starts getting up. “Where ya goin’?” You say whilst looking up at him, a pout on your lips. “It’s a surprise for you, but i’ll be back. “ He says with a soft smile, as he puts on his shirt.

You must’ve fallen back to sleep. You were woken up by Nikki walking back into the bedroom & sitting on the bed. He smiles, putting a plate of waffles, bacon, scrambled eggs, on your lap. Setting the orange juice on the table he says “I can’t cook for shit, but I still want you to be spoiled to breakfast in bed. “ You smile widely, “Baby, this is so sweet. I love you. “ He kisses your lips a few times softly, repeating the 3 words back to you.

You two ate & once you were done, you laid back in bed, bodies intertwined with each others. “Lazy day?” He says with a smile, and you nod. You watch some of whatever was on tv, too lazy to get up and change it. He traces shapes on your thigh slowly, whispering sweet nothings to you. “I love you and you make me so happy, doll. “ “I love you more, baby. “

Nikki falls asleep after a bit of watching tv and adoring you. You look up at him, and all of his perfect features. You trace your finger over his lips gently, and move to his cheekbones. You watched how his eyelids flickered as he dreamt. You were content & nothing could ever make you happier than this man.

[mdittyz123]

Motley Crue/The Dirt Fics

Nikki Sixx

-Animal in Me

Aria is a journalist for Rolling Stone magazine. She’s followed and hung out with countless bands. But what happens when she follows Motley Crue for one month for her latest piece? #series #ongoing #complicated relationship #ozzy osbourne

-Rebel Love Song

Nikki and Corey have been friends since they were kids. Back than Nikki Sixx was just simply Frankie to Corey. He was just the boy next door with a troubled past and a messed up present and future unknown. Corey was just the ideal girl next door, a girl Nikki couldn’t believe would actually give him the time of day. Things changed when Nikki took off without a goodbye or even a note. It would be years later before the two would be reunited. And when they are the girl next door isn’t exactly the girl next door anymore. Things happened and she’s changed. But will she still be the perfect girl in Nikki’s eyes or will she just be another girl in the crowd? #series #ongoing #childhood friends #friends to lovers

*-Afraid  Summary: You meet Sikki Nixx, but then you meet Nikki Sixx and your world is forever altered. #dad!nikki #mom!reader #pregnancy #baby #godfather!tommy #meet in rehab 

-Best Friends  Summary: Omg colson and Dougie getting close to Nikki’s teen daughter (in a big brother way) #the dirt cast #the dirt movie filming #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #brothers in all but blood #brother figure!douglas #brother figure!mgk/colson baker #protective

-Twins  Summary: Can I request a lil something that Nikki is dating a girl but she’s an identical twin and Nikki can never tell them apart? (Maybe a lil smut;) #twin!reader #messing with nikki #headcanon

-Support  Summary: can you do a Headcanon about Nikki’s daughter having a baby? #single mom!reader #grandpa!nikki #daughter!reader #baby #grandaby #headcanon

-Grounded  Summary: Headcanon for being Nikki’s teenage daughter today? & Headcanons for Nikki’s teen daughter being super close to “auntie Brit” and “Uncle Tom”?? #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #uncle!tommy #headcanon

-Tommy's Sister  Summary: Tommy’s sister getting with Nikki. #brother!tommy #sister!reader

-You.  Prompt:  “you’ve shown me what love can feel like.” 

-I'll Kick His Ass  When Izzy Stradlin assaults Vince Neil's wife Sharise, things heat up between the Crue and Guns N' Roses, especially since the reader is Axl Rose's ex girlfriend #brother!vince #sister!reader #guns n roses #violence against females from guns n roses #memories #protective!nikki #protective!vince #the dirt movie filming

*-Shellshock  Request:  1)Hey I saw you did a Nikki imagine that was based on a queen song ,, I was wondering if I could request that the reader is related to one of the members of queen and Nikki finds out and gets star struck 😂 sorry this is a weird request lol. 2)May I request a oneshot where reader is dating Nikki Sixx and she is best friends with Queen, especially Freddie, one day Queen makes a suprise visit? I am curious about the reactions of Motley Crue. I am rambling at this point but I would be really happy if you can write something like this🧡 #queen #crossover #queen x reader platonic #reader is queen's friend and introduces them to motley crue

-Being Ozzy Osbourne’s Daughter and Dating Nikki Sixx (Headcanon)  #headcanon # dad!ozzy #daughter!reader #secret relationship

-Nikki Meets His Child Who Was Born During The Tour  #headcanon #dad!nikki #mom!reader #pregnancy #baby

-The Love of a Brother  Description: Nikki is your older brother and he comforts you when the family past comes back to haunt you #brother!niki #sister!reader

-Protective  Can I request an imagine please with Nikki Sixx?? (been loving the dirt lately lol) i don’t a have personal preference on what it should be on. Maybe where you get hit on at a show and Nikki isn’t very happy and calls the dude out? #protective!nikki

-Headcanon for Being Nikki Sixx's Daughter  #headcanon #dad!nikki #daughter!reader

Tommy Lee

-Tommy Lee Dating Someone Who Loves Cats (Headcanon)  #headcanon

-Brother's Best Friend  Summary: Vince is your brother and he forces you to go to one of his shows. You catch Tommy’s eye and he offers to take you home when you start begging Vince to let you leave. You end up hanging with Tommy and end up liking him much more than just the drummer for your brother’s band. #brother!vince #sister!reader

-Drummer  #series #tommy lee x reader #brother!mick #sister!reader #marriage #jealosy 

-Little Drummer Boy  Description: “ I’d love to read a Dad!Tommy taking his and Reader’s kid shopping for their first little drum kit.” #dad!tommy #mom!reader #son #little drummer

-No More Secrets  Request:  can you do a fic where the reader is nikki’s sister and falls in love with tommy? nikki gets upset but everything works out in the end? thanks ✨ #brother!nikki #sister!reader #secret relationship  

-Daddy's Girl  Description: You and Tommy have a 3 year old, but you’re not together. The baby takes a liking to your new boyfriend and Tommy is jealous/hurt because he feels like he misses out on his daughter’s life. #Part 1 of 2 #dad!tommy #mom!reader#child  #angst with a happy ending 

-Headcannons for being Tommy's daughter?  #headcanon #dad!tommy #daughter!reader

-My Brother's in the Band  Summary: Your brother finds you in a compromising position with one of his bandmates #brother!mick #sister!reader

-Get a Room  You and tommy are best friends and you flirt constantly and everyone’s trying to get you two together lmao #series #part 1 of 6 #best friends to lovers  

-The No Fun Tour  SUMMARY // You’ve been working as a roadie for Motley Crue for a number of years because of your interest in the music business and family connections with Doc.  The boys are touring with Ozzy and things are looking promising for them, but if they mess up one more hotel room they’re in big trouble with Elektra Records. Doc has assigned you to watch Tommy for the night, and while the boys are like second family to you, you realize you may actually have more feelings for the drummer than you originally thought. #series #part 1 of 17 #roadie!reader #reader is motley crue's assistant #secret relationship

Vince Neil

-My Kinda Lover  song inspiration: My Kinda Lover by Billy Squier #fluff

-Newlyweds No More  #brother!mick #sister!reader #wedding night #cheating #car accident #agnst 

-Hold On Your Life  Reader is pregnant with Vince’s baby and they’ve been together for a couple of years and Vince is off on tour while she’s staying home and he accidentally overdoses and when he wakes up he’s just worried about his girl and his baby

-Dancer  Summary: You never thought that you would meet the love of your life in the strip club you worked at. #stripper!reader #single mom!reader #step dad!vince #child

-Vince Imagine                                                                                             #vince neil x reader

-The End or the Beginning  Could you please do a imagine where the reader is Razzle’s sister and has a friends with benefits relationship with Vince. The night of the car accident she was in the car with them and survived alongside Vince which leads them to get closer and end up admitting they have feelings for one another? #brother!razzle #sister!reader #angst #car accident 

-Drunk Confessions  Request: Your Tommy Lee’s sister and Vince falls in love with you #brother!tommy #sister!reader

-Me and You Plus Two  Description: You and Vince have twins #dad!vince #mom!reader #birth #twins #babies 

-A Girl  Summary: When Vince finds out he’s going to be having a little girl he doubts his ability to raise a young woman into adulthood. #dad!vince #mom!reader #pregnancy 

-Being Vince Neil’s Identical Twin Brother (Headcanon)  #headcanon #twin!vince

-Persephone  Description: Reader is a famous singer and has an innocent image but when she turns 18 the label wants to up her sex appeal so her and Vince’s record label have them fake date—the media nicknames them as Hollywood’s Hades and Persephone. #headcanon #singer!reader #fake relationship #becomes real

-Try                                                                                                       Description: Reader is Tommy’s sister and she’s best friends with Mick and falls for Vince and she’s really obvious about it but only Mick sees it and teases her about it #brother!tommy #sister!reader #best friend!mick 

-One Chance  Vince falling for a girl and her not realizing it, this one is for you! #cousin!mick #cousin!reader #oblivious!reader

-Lights  SUMMARY: A road trip for more booze doesn’t end well with a drunk Vince driving and Razzle and Y/N tagging along. #character death #car accident 

-Headcanon for Being Vince's daughter after Skylar  #headcanon #dad!vince #daughter!reader

*-Borrowing  #brother!tommy #sister!reader #continue the family name

-My Kinda Lover  Vince being shy around a girl, getting nervous and messing up a show when she’s there #before motley crue was a band

Mics.

-Trouble Summary: I’d like to request a Nikki Sixx, where the reader is a good friend of him, and just as crazy and they party a lot and she always comes up with stupid ideas such as throwing a tv out of the window, or lighting up mick’s room and they are all just crazy and do a lot of crazy and stupid things? So she is kind of a part of the Terror Twins? #terror twins plus one

-Preference #12 - Motley Meets The Baby  #mick mars x reader #dad!mick #mom!reader #nikki sixx x reader #dad!nikki #mom!reader #tommy lee x reader #dad!tommy #mom!reader #vince neil x reader #dad!vince #mom!reader #new baby

Douglas Booth

-Head-canons for Nikki’s daughter meeting Douglas Booth or MGK and being like O_O shit he’s hot 😂  #headcanon #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #the dirt movie filming

-Makeup Artist  Summary: Omg Nikki’s teen daughter helping with Dougie’s makeup for the movie #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #makeup artist!reader #the dirt movie filming

-Having a Baby with Douglas Booth (Headcanon)                           #headcanon #dad!douglas #mom!rader #pregnancy #baby

-It Just Sort of Happened (Douglas Booth Imagine)  #the dirt movie filming #dad!tommy #daughter!reader

Machine Gun Kelly/Colson Baker 

-Head-canons for Nikki’s daughter meeting Douglas Booth or MGK and being like O_O shit he’s hot 😂  #headcanon #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #the dirt movie filming

-Being Pete Davidson’s Sister and Dating Machine Gun Kelly (Headcanon) #headcanon #brother!pete #sister!reader

-Having a Baby with Machine Gun Kelly/Colson Baker (Headcanon)  #part 1 of 2 #headcanon #dad!mgk/colson #mom!reader #pregnancy #baby

-Being Roger Taylor’s Daughter and Dating Machine Gun Kelly (Headcanon)  #headcanon #queen #crossover #dad!roger taylor #daughter!reader #drummer!reader

Daniel Webber

-Winning  Summary: Can we have more on Nikki’s daughter and Daniel’s relationship? #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #the dirt movie filming 

-On Set  Summary: Being Nikki’s oldest daughter and dating Daniel Webber from the Dirt. While they’re filming but you come to see Nikki, Tommy, and when Mick and Vince was on set helping. #headcanon #the dirt movie filming #dad!nikki #daughter!reader #secret relationship

[littlemessyjessi]

Nikki Sixx (Douglas Booth Version) : ABC Fluffy Headcanons

Fluffy Alphabet (Shoutout to my lovely friend, Traenon! She literally saved these for me months ago from something she read and sent it to me through messenger.  So credit to OP for the prompts!)

Nikki Sixx (Douglas Booth version) Headcanons Nikki Sixx x PS Reader X Reader: PS Reader, Plus Size Reader

A = Attractive: what do they find attractive about the other?

You adore his eyes and his passion.  

He'd sin for your lips....and the sass passes through them.

B = Baby: do they want a family? why/why not?

Secretly?  Yes. But he's terrified of turning into his parents. He's an awesome father though and you know this in your heart.   So whether you become actual parents or pet parents- your babies (fur or otherwise) are the luckiest in all the land.

C = Cuddle: how do they cuddle?

At first....NOT. He's just not used to it.  He was denied a lot of that kind of thing but eventually his touch starvation gets the best of him. Now he's on you like white on rice.

D = Dates: what are dates with them like?

Usually, he's so fucking nervous he can barely speak. Still. Even after many years you still make him blush and fumble with his words. Poor Nikki- you just make him speechless.

E = Everything: “you are my ____” (e.g my life, my world…)

My best addiction. And it fucking terrifies him sometimes how much he's addicted to you.

F = Feelings: when did they know they were falling in love?

His mother showed up one day.  You handled it and honestly he didn't even know she was there until about a month later.  

He confronted you about it and asked why you didn't tell him.  

You just told him that she didn't deserve his time and that if he ever wanted to talk to her again- you knew he could find her.   But that it was his decision...not hers.  

Ya boy fell hard right then and there.

G = Gentle: are they gentle? If so, how?

He's so soft. Honestly, he's amazed that you're with him. Sometimes he just reaches out and runs the back of his knuckles down your spine in wonder.   It's like he's checking to make sure you're really there and he's not dreaming. Because for the life of him- he can't figure out why/how he ended up so lucky.

H = Hand/Hold: how do they like to hold? how do they like to hold hands?

Constantly. At first he was really weird about it.  Now, it's so constant you forget he's even got a hold of you.  You've yanked him out of his chair before not thinking about the fact that ya'll were still attatched, lol.

I = Impression: first impression/s

He was a dick but you'd seen worse. He was also completely shit faced. You held his hair while he puked his guts out and rolled him over when he passed out so he wouldn't choke on his own vomit.   You made him tea in the morning and watched as he tried to apologize.  

J = Joker: are they into pulling pranks?

Too much sometimes.   He learned his lesson and your breaking point. He fucked with something you cared about and you straight up left for a few days. It's not like you left him but you just had to step away from the situation before you did something you regretted. He was wrecked when you got home and swore he'd never do that again.  

K = Kisses: how do they kiss?

Like I said- at first he was weird about it.  Now, he's always sucking your face.

L = Love: who says I love you first?

You did. Well, actually he did it in his sleep all the time. But like for real- you did. He was shocked...and he cried.  He'll deny that but he fucking did.

M = Memory: their favourite moment together

You dragging his ass to a roller skate rink.  He busted his ass constantly but you were giggling and beautiful and he wouldn't trade it for the world.

N = Nickel: do they spoil? do they buy the person they love everything?

He loves to give you flowers.  Whether they're weeds or roses- you light up and he loves it so much.

O = Orange: what color reminds them of their other half?

Blue.  It's sweet and peaceful.  But like the sky- it can turn dark and stormy in a moment.  You're not to be fucked with...and he fucking loves you for it.

P = Pet names: what pet names do they use?

Baby.   He's always been that way with you. Sometimes Babydoll if he's trying to get his way. And he fucking adores when you call him Honey or Honeybun.   You'll never get him to admit that but he FUCKING DOES.

Q = Quaint: what is their favourite non-modern thing?

You leave him notes in his leather jacket and he melts every time he reaches in for his cigarettes and pulls out the little piece of paper with your hand writing.

R = Rainy Day: what do they like to do on a rainy day?

He writes and insists that you suffer the creative process with him.

S = Sad: how do they cheer themselves/each other up.

The most fucking stupid faces. He takes polaroids and tapes them everywhere.  He put a ludicrous one in your underwear drawer one day and you laughed so hard you fell down the stairs.

T = Talking: what do they love to talk about?

Anything and everything. Recently, he's been obsessed with Ann Rice novels. Of course, his ass would be be.  Fucking Lestat.  You're so damn sick of hearing about that damn vampire, lol.

U = Unencumbered: What helps them relax?

He actually likes fishing.  He also doesn't mind the view if you go with him and lay over there half naked on a towel.  Just saying.

V = Vaunt: what do they like to show off? What are they proud of?

Pft. How quickly he can steal your attention away from anything and everything.

W = Wedding: when, how, where do they propose?

He thinks about it but he's too scared to ask. He will eventually.  He'll basically be hyperventilating but you don't rush it. You know he's gonna ask and you know he's gotta do it.  So you patiently wait and the second he gets it out you answer with an immediate, 'YES!' Then you tackle him.

X = Xylophone: What’s their song?

"I'd Love You To Want Me" by Lobo. Because of fucking course.

Y = You’re the ___ to my ___ (e.g the cookies to my milk, the macaroni to my cheese)

"Pills to my booze." "Nikki, shut the fuck up!" "Baby, come on!" "I will cut you!" And that mother fucker just fucking laughs.

Z = ZZZZ: How do they sleep?

Not often.   But with you? He's fucking OUT.

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[angrylizardjacket]

angrylizardjacket’s imagine masterpost

Bohemian Rhapsody

Series

ask your destiny to dance (Masterpost)

Roger/OC (Ash) | long-running, follows BoRhap, NSFW

And All The Queen’s Men (Masterpost)

Roger/OC (Giselle) | famous singer, collaborates with Queen often

act your age (Masterpost)

Roger/OC (Ash) : John/OC (Giselle) : Freddie/OC (Oscar) | high school/college au; the school is putting on Heathers the Musical

‘cos i don’t believe in ghosts {Masterpost}

Joe Mazzello/Reader/Lucy Boynton | cryptid/supernatural AU

Brian May

any time

Words: 1343 | Unspecified!Reader | existential crisis hurt/comfort

like flying

Words Per Part: approx. 2000 | Unspecified!Fallen-Star!Reader | Stardust AU

sweet chaos

Words: 3640 | Female!Extrovert!Reader | just... chaotic, but sweet as well

what it’s worth

Words: 2957 | Unspecified!Photographer!Reader | Smile-Era, fluffy

Freddie Mercury

limited eternity

Words: 2649 | Male!Reader | time travel, fluffy but also sad

John Deacon

a process

Words: 3169 | Female!Reader | fluffy, set pre-A Night At The Opera

dinner plans

Words: 1041 | Unspecified!Reader | proposal fic, FLUFF

double shot. /SMUT\

Words: 3380 | Female!Reader | 1981 Montreal Deaky Smut

morning light

Words: 1877 | Unspecified!Reader | fluffy n soft

oblivious

Words: 2066 | Female!Extrovert!Reader | deaky-centric mutual pining

Roger Taylor

a kind of loneliness

Words: 4027 | Unspecified!Photographer!Reader | pining and trying to move on

a long time coming

Words: 2008 | Female!Pregnant!Reader | a lil bit of arguing with a happy ending 

a soft sunrise

Words: 1103 | Unspecified!Reader | morning fluffy w/ the boyfriend

always been close

Words: 2870 | Female!Reader | friends-to-lovers 

and then there was light

Words Per Part: approx. 5000 | Female!Roadie!Reader | on tour, gets real angsty

at ease / audio version

Words: 1181 | Female!Reader | fluff

convenient 

Words: 3228 | Male!Reader | fuckbuddies with feelings

just alright? /SMUT\

Words: 2216 | Female!Reader | daddy kink, post-pub gig, thigh riding

soup for the soul and also for eating

Words: 1105 | Unspecified!Sick!Reader | fluff af

time’s arrow / epilogue

Words: 2727 | Female!Reader | angst with a happy ending, a story through seasons 

tug.  /SMUT\

Words: 2605 | Female!Reader | smut, Rogerina outfit

what is and isn’t allowed

Words: 2253 | Unspecified!Bartender!Reader | smile-era pinning

Dominique Beyrand

only fools

Words: 4331 | Unspecified!Reader | angst with a happy ending

Mary Austin

sunshine smiles

Words: 2219 | Female!Reader | Smile-Era, friends to lovers

ease my mind. /SMUT\

Words: 1534 | Female!Reader | trying to be discrete during a recording session

Jim “Miami” Beach

you may not be blood, but you’ll always be family (Platonic)

Words: 1175 | Unspecified!Reader | sometimes you just need a hug

the sun always sets behind you (Platonic)

Words: 1880 | Female!Daughter!Reader | reader is roger’s new assistant, and his reputation precedes him

Ben Hardy

guessing games

Words: 2152 | Female!Actor!Reader | ben and reader are together and not subtle and yet joe still doesn’t realise 

heard your name in every love song

Words Per Part: < 2000 | Female!Actor!Reader | falling in love on set

it hurts because it has to

Words: 3107 | Male!Reader | FWB angst with feelings

lead up

Words: 1367 | Female!Reader | getting ready for the BoRhap premiere

lover boy

Words: 1514 | Unspecified!Reader | reader visits the set, Ben is a big softie for them

of comfort and joy

Words: 1562 | Unspecified!Reader | Christmas Dad!Ben fluff

when i said it i thought it was true

Words Per Part: approx. 3000 | Female!Actress!Reader | BoRhap Fake Dating AU

Gwilym Lee

all the world

Words: 4761 | Female!Actor!Reader | cast in a midsummer night’s dream production w/ gwil

integrity. /SMUT\

Words: 1865 | Female!Reader | one night stand

Joe Mazzello

don’t @ me

Words: 1781 | Unspecified!Reader | cardboard ben shenanigans

i’ll be in the front row

Words: 3269 | Unspecified!Reader | reader and joe get close while he’s working on undrafted

insufferable

Words: 2390 | Unspecified!Lighting Designer!Reader | College Theatre AU

sharp dressed

Words: 1498 words | NB/Male!Reader | golden globes + some anxiety re; callout culture

teenage fantasy. /SMUT\

Words: 2483 | Female!Reader | reader is worried joe’s outgrowing her, he looks to prove he’s not

Lucy Boynton

heaven in hiding. /SMUT\

Words: 2105 | Female!Reader | PWP + Dom-ish!Lucy

Rami Malek

our love was made for movie screens

Words: 2967 | Unspecified!Introvert!Reader | a few moments of PDA in an already uncomfortably public relationship

Roger Talylor / Reader / John Deacon

how long can you stand the heat? / SMUT \

Words: 2794 | Female!Sub!Reader | PWP + AOBTB

Ben Hardy / Reader / Joe Mazzello

nostalgia

Words: 1141 | Female!YouTuber!Reader | long distance comfort

the things we do for likes

Words: 1954 | Female!Reader | embarrassing the reader on instagram

prettiest things

Words: 3874 | Female!YouTuber!Reader | OSCARS 2019

Ben Hardy / Reader / Roger Taylor

eyes on the horizon

Words: 1447 | Female!Reader | the reader tells them she’s pregnant

holiday cheer. /SMUT\

Words: 3604 | Female!Reader | Filthy holiday threesome smut.

my baby’s a public menace

Words: 2670 | Female!Reader | Four iconic moments the press has a field day with. (Modern)

take comfort

Words: 1807 | Female!Reader | exhaustion & hurt/comfort, fluff (70s)

that fools should be so deep-contemplative

Words: 1810 | Female!Reader | BoRhap filming & premiere & daughter

the in between moments

Words: 2664 | Female!Reader | during/post pregnancy + light angst

the motley fool thus morals on the time

Words: 977 | Unspecified!Reader | 70s!Roger has met 2018!Roger. He doesn’t talk about it a lot

Tags

#thirst-hour - Thirst Hour tag (NSFW)

#ben-x-reader-x-roger - Ben/Reader/Roger tag (NSFW)

#joe-mazzello-can-get-it - Joe’s Other Characters tag

The Dirt

Series

Run to Paradise (Masterpost)

Nikki/OC (Lola) | long running, follows The Dirt, NSFW

Nikki Sixx

compound regret

Words: 2701 | Unspecified!Reader | mutual pining in the name of safety

Vince Neil

first aid

Words: 1481 | Unspecified!Reader | providing first aid after the first gig fight

people change

Words: 2065 | Female!Rockstar!Reader | article style, speculating about reader’s relationship

Daniel Webber

M1

Words: 1440 | Unspecified!Reader | driving home to see his family

the last house at the end of the street

Words: 2871 | Unspecified!Reader | Australian as Hell + Fluff

Douglas Booth

the band with no name

Words Per Part: approx. 3000 | Female!Punk-Musician!Reader | you’re in a cover band and he hasn’t told you he’s in the motley crue biopic

Machine Gun Kelly

fit by my side

Words: 3188 | Unspecified!Pastel!Reader | clashing aesthetics and real feelings

guardian as a title

Words: 2512 | Female!Reader | the lead-up to adopting Casie

i’ll leave early

Words: 1173 | Unspecified!Musician!Reader | exhausted, you’re missing each other

mouth full of white lies

Words Per Part: < 2000 | Female!YouTuber!Reader | fake dating on The Dirt set

sabotage

Words: 6477 | Female!Makeup-Artist!Reader | you’re an assistant on The Dirt

[xtrashmammalstefx]

Baby Mine (A Douglas Booth x Reader Fluff)

Requested BY: @kellysimagines

Interviewer: I hope you don’t mind uh me getting personal Doug but I couldn’t help but notice you are exceptionally cheerful today. Tell me what it is that’s got you smiling like that today?

Doug: Well it’s a bit of a long story actually…

It started about ten months ago. It was an ordinary Sunday at home. I was in the kitchen talking over the phone with my agent about an upcoming project. I was particularly stressed about the whole thing but looking back now I’d say it was nothing compared to what was to come.

I’d just hung up when Y/N walked in. She was in a state of shock and so pale in the face I could only assume something awful had happened. “Is everything alright?” I asked but she wouldn’t answer me. Not even a tiny movement from her pretty head. “Darling?” I walked over to her and placed my hands on her shoulders making her look at me. “Darling, what’s wrong?”

Y/N and I had been together for a couple of years and by this point, nothing she did could fool me. I could always tell straight away when something is amiss. It’s one of the things I’ve learned love could do. Finally, after a while she looked up at me, y/e/c eyes wide with shock.

“I’m pregnant,” she could only mutter but it was enough. I gasped and promptly scooped her up in my arms crying like a bloody baby (pun intended). 

“I love you,” I said smothering her in kisses.

“I love you too,” she said crying.

We got married two months later having decided that there was no other future we wanted more.

Rather than go on honeymoon we immediately got started with preparations for the baby. I started work on The Dirt at around the eight-month mark and I found myself expanding our family further by gaining three amazing brothers.

Iwan, Colson, and Daniel: Awww… (hug and kiss Doug who tries to shove them off)

Doug: Get off me, you gits! (laughs)

Iwan, Colson, and Daniel: *Back off*

Colson: Love you too dude!

Doug: *Rolls his eyes and smiles* As I was saying…

Last month is when things really took off. We were in the middle of shooting a scene; I think it was Vince’s audition scene. I’m in full Nikki Sixx mode. I’ve got the wig, the make-up the bass guitar. I’m just down to the nines in Nikki Sixx attire. We were getting ready to do another take because Sir Giggles over here *motions at Colson* kept fucking up the scene. Right at the direction was about to yell action my agent runs in breathless, red in the face, looking like he just heard the apocalypse has begun. And suddenly he’s shouting: “DOUG Y/N’S JUST CALLED SHE’S ON HER WAY TO HOSPITAL, WATER’S BROKEN AND EVERYTHING  YOU HAVE TO GO NOW!”

I dropped the bass so hard I almost thought I broke it (Nikki, himself later assured me it was alright) and took off down to the car lot. To my great surprise these three *motions at Iwan, Colson, and Daniel* were on my tail. 

“There’s no fucking way you’re driving man,” Colson had said chasing after me. “I know the state you’re in. You’re excited and your whole fucking body is twitching which is not a good thing to be doing behind the wheel.”

I knew he was right. I mean he was the only one of us who was already a father so that whole thing was nothing new to him. 

“Give me your key’s mate,” Iwan said. “I’m driving.”

I nodded and tossed him my keys. We piled into my car. I’m panicking like a fucking maniac going: Oh shit this is really happening! I rode shotgun while Colson and Daniel took the back.

“Mate,” I turned to Colson at one point during the drive. “Do you really think I can do this? I mean do you think I can be a really good dad?”

“Doug,” Colson said with his hand on my shoulder. “Man only you can answer that one.”

“But what if I fuck up somehow and the baby winds up hating me or something?”

“Dude it’s natural to fuck up in parenting,” Colson said. “It’s not a walk in the park or some shit like that. But you know what?”

“What?”

“The second you see that kid you’re whole life will change,” Colson said. “I know when Casie was born I was freaked out throughout the entire thing just like you. But when I held her for the first time and she looked up at me with those cute little eyes I fell in love.” He grew soft on me and for a moment I could see why girls fancied him so much. “You are great guy Doug and this kid is gonna be lucky as hell to have you as a dad.”

I calmed down then; feeling relieved. “Thanks, mate,” I said.

“I hate to break up this lovely moment but we’re here,” Iwan said.

“OH SHIT!” I jumped out of the car and into the hospital. The nurses all looked at us frazzled. “Y/N BOOTH! SHE’S ABOUT TO HAVE MY BABY!”

“Uh…” the nurse shook her head. It was only then that I realized we were all still in our Motley Crue get-ups. “She’s on the fourth-floor honey. You can take the elevator right down that hall.”

I darted towards the elevator and started smashing the button. “Calm down mate,” Iwan said. “Pressing it that many times isn’t gonna make come any faster.”

The elevator finally arrived and we got on. I continued my button smashing on the one for the fourth floor out of sheer panic that I was going to miss the birth of my child. On the fourth floor, I asked a nurse for Y/N’s room and she pointed the way gawking at us. I reached the door as Y/N let out a hell of a scream.

“Darling!” I ran to her and gave her a nice big kiss. 

“I assume you’re the father?” the Doctor asked and honestly it took all I had not to shout: “NO SHIT MATE!” Instead, though I said a simple ‘yes’. “Well, it won’t be long now so hang tight.”

I sat there holding Y/N hand during the last contractions before the doctor said it was go time. The only thing I could think as they lifted her legs onto the stirrups was: fuck fuck fuck fuck it’s happening! It’s really happening oh fuck! 

Before I knew it Y/N was pushing. She was so beautiful and so strong; I fell in love with her all over again. “I see the head!” I looked down at her area and sure enough, there was this little pink head sticking out with a brilliant head of hair. “Okay Y/N this is it! One more big push and your baby will be here! Now push!”

“Come on you can do it, love,” I cheered her on as she gave one giant push. A moment later the baby cried.  

“IT’S A GIRL!” The doctor shouted.

They placed her on Y/N’s breast. Y/N was crying and kissing the top of her little head. 

“She’s so beautiful,” I cried. “I can’t think of anyone more beautiful.”

The nurses took her away then to get her cleaned up. And their timing couldn’t be more perfect for Y/N immediately resumed her breathing… and pushing. “Okay ready for round two?” the doctor asked as another little head made its way out. A minute later there was another cry. 

“IT’S A BOY!”

About an hour later both babies were cleaned and paperwork had been finished. I was giving one of the babies skin-to-skin time when these three finally showed up. 

“Hey, mama!” Colson had kissed Y/N on the forehead. 

“Hey Kells,” she muttered exhausted as all hell. 

“They are beautiful mate,” Iwan said looking down at the one I had. 

“What are their names?” Colson asked.

Y/N and I looked at each other. “You go first, love,” I said.

“Well this little girl is called Nikki,” she said. “Nikki Colson Booth.”

“And my little man here,” I motioned at the baby sound asleep on my chest. “Is Iwan. Iwan Daniel Booth.”

“Aw mate,” Iwan said enveloping me in his arms. 

“That’s amazing, man,” Colson cried. *Doug turns to Colson* And it’s bollocks if you say otherwise.

*Colson rolls his eyes*

I looked down then and suddenly baby Iwan was looking up at me. I knew then that Colson was right. I fell in love at that moment.

Douglas: So to answer your question love has put this smile on my face. Because as I sit here my wife and children are at home waiting for me. They are my reason for doing all of this, and my reason for living. Until you have your own family you have no idea. Words alone can’t explain it. The love I feel… it’s the most powerful thing out there. And is that not reason enough to smile?

[rossmccallsqueen]

37 with nik pls

(Douglas!nikki):

37. In the Delivery Room

Okay so we know nikki is our resident chaos child

And you knew that going to a Motley Crue show 9 months pregnant was probably a bad idea

But nikki wanted you to come just Incase something happened

He could barely keep his hands off of you as it is

Like he literally LOVES seeing you pregnant

He still goes out and parties but he swears he’ll be better once the baby comes

And sure enough that night during the show you start having contractions

Doc rushes you to the hospital and nikki comes off stage and freaks out bc he can’t find you

Doc left a message with the stage hands saying to meet you at the hospital

Nikki doesn’t even hesitate and immediately jumps in his car

There were probably 3 different cop cars that chased him to the hospital bc he was speeding so fucking fast

But he explained what was happening and they were okay as long as he wouldn’t speed like that again (but it’s nikki so no guarantees)

“Babe holy shit are you okay?? Why didn’t you stop the show?”

Of course you’re in the middle of a contraction

“You can take it from here Sixx” and doc pats him on the back before he leaves

Nikki immediately grabs your hand and helps you through it

“I didn’t want you to stop early, this baby clearly is taking it’s sweet time”

He literally won’t stop kissing your forehead

He’s such a softie and you knew he was excited to be a dad

You were right tho that baby was taking its time

So nikki laid behind you and rubbed your back for awhile to help with the pain

Eventually tho you just couldnt take it anymore

“Nikki i swear to god if you dont get me an epidural immediately we’re getting a divorce”

Nikki was definitely not one to tell you no 

“Um excuse me??? Can my wife get one of those epidural things please? I dont wanna get divorced” 

Honestly the thought of nikki in full stage clothes and makeup and asking the doctors for an epidural for you was funny and you did laugh a little

The rest of your labor was smooth sailing, so you and nikki actually got some sleep

When it was finally time to push nikki got behind you so he could support you 100%

“ITS A BOY HOLY SHIT Y/N ITS A BOY”

Nikki was literally so excited to have a son

He cuts the cord and everything which leaves you crying a little

And the doctors hand your son to you and youd never seen Nikki cry before but here he was

Tears were ruining his makeup and he didnt even care

“Never thought id see the day where nikki sixx would cry”

You could tell he wanted to make a comment but he didnt 

“This little thing… is half you and half me. I didnt think i could love something so much?”

Your son had his little hand wrapped around nikki’s finger and it was the cutest thing you’d ever seen

The boys even tried to come in but nikki was like NOPE bc he wanted it to just be the 3 of you for awhile

And honestly that was fine with you, your little family was all you needed

[rossmccallsqueen]

41 with Nikki Sixx?

Gonna be Douglas!nikki bc thats what I write:

41. What they do when you cry for the first time in front of them

Okay so we all know nikki, our resident chaos boy

Nikki had been out all night and hadn’t called to tell you where he was

You knew he was with the boys but you didn’t know who was drinking and who wasn’t

Which honestly scared the crap out of you

And he comes home in the middle of the night and finds you sitting on the couch in tears

Surprisingly he was sober and actually knew what was going on

“Baby what’s wrong?!”

He immediately rushes over to you not even bothering to close the door

“I thought you were going to be home hours ago! What the fuck nikki?”

“Babe im literally so sorry. Vince went off the rails and tommy joined him so half my night was spent wrangling up those two”

He softly brings his hand up and wipes the tears off your face

He’s 100% a softie for you bc you are definitely his weakness

So he sits up on the couch and pulls you into his lap

He brushes your hair back while he tries to calm you down

He hates seeing you cry

“I’m sorry I scared you baby, I really am”

“Just give me a call next time okay? I don’t wanna get a call from Doc bc they found you in a ditch somewhere”

And that’s when he realizes he really did scare you

Like you knew his history and were genuinely worried bc if how much you loved him

“I promise I’ll give you a call from now on. I PROMISE”

And that’s how you fall asleep, right there in Nikki’s arms

10/10 would always be held by him

[rossmccallsqueen]

Yooo 75 with my bby boi nikki pls and thx 💕

75. “Forbidden Romance” (also Douglas!Nikki)

Okay so like you’re kind of new to the party scene on the strip

Your friend started dragging you with her to keep an eye on her

Of course she just enjoyed it for the free booze mostly

But then one night you meet Nikki at a party she took you too

You’d heard of Motley Crue but never thought you’d end up at one of their parties

And in her drunken state your friend warns you to “not get involved” with them because they’re “crazy”

The next few parties though you started to talk to him a little more

You didn’t really drink and Nikki definitely started to take notice

And if your parents knew you were partying with Motley Crue they might kill you

It wasn’t exactly the safest thing to do but you didn’t care???

“So Y/N, how did you end up here anyway?”

“My friend over there. I just keep an eye on her to make sure she doesn’t die”

You looked over and your friend was taking body shots off of Vince

“Seems like she’s a party herself”

“She is”

“You don’t like to party?”

“I like to keep my friend safe”

And that’s when Nikki put down his drink

Instead he just talked to you for the rest of the night about things you liked to do and what he wanted to do with the band

He even told you about some new songs he was working on

“Y/N no! Remember what I told you? We have to go”

And your friend dragged you off

But like you really enjoyed talking to nikki?? And you didn’t want to leave??

The next day your friend sits you down and tells you that you won’t go to any more Motley Crue parties

“But I like them! Nikki is really nice to me”

“You and every other girl he meets honey. Don’t do it”

But you HATED when people told you what to do

So now you were determined to see nikki again

The next night you went to a Motley party all by yourself

Nikki notices the second you walk in and comes over to you

“Where’s your partner in crime? She didn’t seem to like me very much”

“I came by myself. I wanted to see you.”

“Oh really?”

“Listen, do you like me or not Sixx?”

This was so unlike you but Nikki Sixx was damn hot and you were gonna do something about it

“Fuck yeah I do, I-“

And you cut him off by kissing him

“Then let’s fucking go Sixx.”

You didn’t have a care in the world. You started going with your friend to parties for a reason

You were starting to believe Nikki was that reason ❤️

[rossmccallsqueen]

Ok why what about 36 with Nikki?

36. Finding out you’re pregnant (Douglas!Nikki)

It’s the 80s, it’s one giant party

When you started dating nikki, safe sex wasn’t exactly the first thing on your mind

You just wanted to get down and dirty with your man

Basically wherever and whenever possible

Nikki didn’t seem to have a problem with it either

He always told you how hot you were

And then you missed a period

Which was very very unlike you. You were always on time, even Nikki knew your cycle

So when you hadn’t asked him to tell Doc to get you tampons he was v concerned

“Babe are you...?”

“No I can’t be.”

You kind of just look at each other. You knew that was a lie, you definitely could be

“We aren’t exactly poster children for safe sex...”

“I KNOW THAT NIKKI”

He looks at you again, now a little concerned

“I’m gonna have doc get you a test, I’ll be right back”

It seemed like hours before Nikki and doc returned

But then you went into the bathroom to take the test

Actually you took all 3 that were in the box, ya know just to be sure

“Babe are they ready yet??”

You just started at them and you almost couldn’t believe it

Staring up at you were three sticks with very VERY clear double lines

You were definitely pregnant

HOLY SHIT YOU WERE PREGNANT AND NIKKI WAS GONNA LOSE IT

“Babe????”

Nikki opens the door bc you hadn’t answered and sees the lines on the tests

“You’re pregnant?!”

You expected him to freak the hell out but instead there was a huge smile on his face

“You aren’t freaking out?!”

“Of course I’m freaking out but a BABY! I’m going to be a dad!”

“I swear I’ll never leave this kid. I will never ever be like my dad”

“I promise I will do the best job I can.”

Finally you have to kiss him to shut him up bc he starts to babble

“Nikki!”

“Yeah?”

“I love you. You’ll be a great dad.”

He kneels down and kisses your stomach and you see Doc smiling at him in the doorway, and now you couldn’t stop smiling either

[rossmccallsqueen]

The Dirt Masterlist

Key: *- smut ^- fluff +- angst

Headcanons

Douglas Booth!Nikki Sixx

Him seeing you cry for the first time^

In the Delivery Room^

Forbidden Romance^

Finding out you’re pregnant^

Breeding kink *^

[getthefckouttahere]

hi there!! not sure if you’re still taking requests for the dirt, but if u r, i’d love to request a fic with the reader and nikki! maybe nikki has asthma and hides it from everyone on your bc he doesn’t want to seem weak or whatever, until he has an attack one day and the reader has to help him through it + the fluff that ensures. thank you

A/N: yo dudes i'm sorry this took so long but i’m back and probably worse than everi rushed to finish this so i could post it today of all days, coz it’s fiesta salsa quincinera queen raini rodriguez’s birthday (yes and mine) and how better to celebrate that than post a nikki fic?anyways i hope you enjoy it and i’m sorry if it’s not that good hhhhalso special thanks to @lifesasickjoke for co-writing this,, ily girl you the best

WARNINGS: asthma attack (in which idfk how they work or how people deal with them), mild swearing, very small mention of smoking, drugs and smut, thats it?

WORD COUNT: 1,079

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“Fuck’s sake, Nikki, can you get off your ass and actually do something? Or are you too high to care?” you groaned, seeing his body sprawled across the pull-out couch as you walked into your living room.

You could feel the combined annoyance and stress being blown into Tommy’s birthday balloons when you saw that there was only an hour left until Heather was supposed to bring him back in time for his surprise party. And who better was there to organise it than you and your very own lazy ass of a boyfriend?

“Huh? Oh. No, I’m sober. Just took a little nap” he murmured, seemingly irritated to be woken up. You didn’t care though, as every squeak that came from the couch he was shuffling on only drove you nearer to insanity.

Besides, you weren’t even that close to Tommy. If his birthday party turned out to be a complete and utter failure, Nikki was the one that would get the blame.

“Great. Get up then.” you said, releasing the untied balloon in your hand so it could fly and slap him on the face.

“Alright, alright.” Nikki groaned, lifting himself off of his seat and making his way over to you.

“I guess I could go help Heather with the cake-”

“We already did that.” you snapped back, nodding your head over to the table in which you and Heather spent the past 3 hours on getting right.

“Fine. The snacks then.”

“Done that too.”

“Music?”

You didn’t even need to say anything to make him realise that music had been blasting out your record player the whole time.

“Whatever, just- help me with these balloons.” you sighed, throwing him a pack of balloons with the hand you weren’t using to blow your own set.

Brushing aside Nikki’s stutters of trying to find a way out of the job, you walked over to replace the record, but the coughing you heard after a few puffs of air did concern you.

“I told you to quit smoking a while ago.” you joked, making your way back over to the couch he had decided to make himself comfy on again.

“I only smoked…once…” Nikki tried to joke back between coughs.

“It’s amazing how you managed to steer clear of the stuff, hanging around the boys all the time.” you sneered.

“That’s why I got all the heroin.” he perked, managing to regain his breath as he tied the balloon up and started on another.

But the more he coughed and the paler his face got, you felt guilty for putting him in the situation. Sure, you’d never actually seen Nikki like this - the opportunity to blow balloons up doesn’t come every day - but what concerned you more was that you’d never seen anyone react this way.

“Y-you can take a break if you want, babe.”

“N…no it’s…fine…” he wheezed, pulling his hands away from his mouth to get his breath back. It didn’t seem to help in any way. He tried to slow his breathing down, but it only made his wheezing worse. The determined look on his face only got you more worried, especially when you saw that he was trying to brush it off and continue blowing the balloons up.

“Nikki,” you said sternly, grabbing his wrist gently to pry the balloon from his grip.

“My…my bag…” he aimlessly waved his arm to the backpack he had placed on the side of the room, which you immediately flew over to at his request.

“What d’you want, love?”

“Small…wheeze…tube…thing…”

Your hands fumbled through the bag and immediately caught their grasp on a solid, cylindrical object which you pulled out and rushed back to him with.

Before you had the chance to ask if it was the right thing, he snatched it out of your hands and immediately put it to his mouth.

“God I-I’m so sorry I didn’t- why didn’t you ever tell me?” you rushed.

“No, it’s fine. Not a lot of people know about it.” he answered after taking a deep, relieved breath.

“Well, were you planning on telling me?”

“Of course I was! I just…didn’t know how or when. I didn’t wanna scare you off this early in our relationship.” he awkwardly chuckled to ease how sternly you were staring at him.

“And I suppose Tommy and the rest of the guys know about this, seeing as you’ve known them for all these years?”

“No, I’d never tell them anyway. It’s not that important.”

“Nikki, you almost died right now and you’re saying it’s not important?”

“Okay, I did not die per se, my lungs just blocked themselves more than usual.” he tried to joke again, but this time you actually let out a little giggle.

“I mean, it’s not like I’m severely asthmatic. I could definitely live without the stupid inhaler.” he jeered, throwing the inhaler to the other side of the room to further prove his point.

“You could’ve died from blowing balloons.”

“Please, there are far more important things that I can do.” he smirked, wiggling his eyebrows like he normally did when he wanted to start something.

“Oh really? Like what?”

Your giggles were cut as soon as they started when his hands flew to cup your cheeks to pull you closer, connecting your lips in a way you’d never kissed him before.

It was small at first, with a few quick pecks, but as the kissing got deeper you knew his intentions.

Your heart fluttered as he hoisted you onto his lap, hands resting on your hips while yours wrapped around his neck, but then he pulled away so quickly.

“Fuck- babe I love you, but you’re quite literally taking my breath away.” he gasped, chuckling with you.

“That’s alright, but it would be quite badass to have ‘death by sex’ on your gravestone.” you giggled, sliding off of him and lying down instead.

“I really am the worst boyfriend.” he huffed, flopping down beside you.

Turning yourself around, you hooked our arm around his waist and trailed your hand up to his hair, braiding it lightly like you normally would to calm him down.

“You’re really not, Nik, you’re the best boyfriend I could’ve ever asked for and I’m glad I found out about this sooner rather than later. You know, from finding your dead body or something.” you chuckled again.

“I guess so. Thanks babe.” he sighed and chuckled, letting himself melt into your arms.

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[getthefckouttahere]

I’d like to request the reader being with Nikki but one night on their tour bus she cheats on him with Tommy and Nikki walks in on them and it gets really angsty?

A/N: i’d so very much hate to be that person but i did something like this with roger taylor and john deacon, so here’s the link if you’re interested :P

WARNINGS: mentions of cheating, swearing, slight implication of smut, angst?? rushed and bad writing (lol)

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Okay, your relationship with Nikki wasn’t at all bad, but these last couple of months you found yourself gaining more comfort from Tommy than you ever did from Nikki.

It was Tommy that you ran to whenever you had an awful day at your workplace.

It was Tommy that you ran to whenever Nikki kicked you out for the night after a huge argument.

So it was only right that Tommy should be the one you ran to whenever you needed comfort and a way to let out your frustrations…

You had done everything together but sex and neither of you could gather the guts to confront Nikki.

But he could still feel you slipping away more than ever - he just didn’t want you to get the idea that he was the ‘fragile and jealous’ type.

Well, he was, but he had to maintain his rockstar reputation.

It had been a week since the tour started again, but this time Nikki made sure to invite you. He wanted the chance to reconnect, to prove to himself that you still loved him.

Tommy seemed to take this harder than you did, being completely deprived from seeing you. Groupies didn’t do anything for him because it felt too weird. It wasn’t you.

And your noises that came from the end of the tour bus every night felt like the universe was mocking him, torturing him.

Neither of you could help yourself one night, when Nikki and Vince had gone out into town to some strip club. You’d gotten out of it from saying you were ‘too sick of seeing nothing but naked lady parts everywhere’ and Tommy had blamed his ‘killer headache from the show’.

At first, you just wanted to go to third base, like you normally did, but things escalated. Third wasn’t enough for either of you and seeing as you had at least 3 more hours, you went for it.

And Tommy being the romantic that he was made sure to take his time, ensure that you were comfortable at all times, apologise endlessly for doing it on the uncomfy sofa in the bus (because you couldn’t risk messing up yours and Nikki’s ‘bed’).

It was a huge change in routine (Nikki wasn’t one to take things slow) but you loved it and, dare you say it, it was the first time you actually enjoyed it since you and Nikki had gotten together.

He praised you a lot. He told you how well you were doing, how ‘fucking gorgeous’ you looked under him, how beautiful the sounds coming out of you were and it made you feel warm and giddy. 

The door crashed open, bringing you down from the high the both of you had almost achieved.

Nikki shoved Tommy off of you, giving you the chance to put your clothes back on before turning back to the sight of them throwing punches at each other.

“Oh my God, stop it- please.” you cried out, walking over to them and shoving them apart.

“And you! You’re equally as bad!” Nikki’s fists were clenched, ready to throw another punch.

“Don’t you fucking dare touch her.” Tommy had started to walked back up to Nikki, only to be stopped by your hand on his chest and a soft look from you.

“Are you seriously protecting him over me? Your own fucking boyfriend?”

Tommy scoffed at the word and you knew that there was no going back then.

“Boyfriend? Or lack of?”

Nikki had already understood, though. He’d known for a long time, if he was honest.

“I don’t make you happy anymore, do I?” his tone turned a lot softer then. You couldn’t tell if he was hurt for you or mad at himself.

“Nikki I swear, I-”

“No! Just tell me in the truth!” he yelled, his voice starting to crack as you felt your heart plummeting to your feet.

“Look me in the eye and tell me you’ve had enough. Just tell me, so we don’t have to suffer any more than we have.”

“I- I don’t know. I honestly don’t. But listen, I never meant to hurt you-”

“Well, you did. You did from the minute you let him…near you.”

A minute passed before anyone said anything. He gave you the moment to let out weak and pathetic tears.

“How long? How long have you two…”

“A month…” Tommy whispered, earning a scoff from Nikki.

“Of course. I knew it. I saw it coming and I know you did as well.”

He walked over to you, brushing a strand of hair that had fallen over your eye and tucked it behind your ear, like he usually did as a form of comfort for you.

It was the only thing he knew would calm you down, but it didn’t work now.

“We knew the end of us was near, but neither of us talked each other away from it.”

“Nikki please, we can still work things out. We can find out where we went wrong and fix it. Learn from our mistakes, just like you told me we should whenever we made them. Please, just give us another chance, give me a chance-”

“I only give second chances to those who are worthy of it.” he huffed, blinking back tears before they threatened to spill from his eyes.

He desperately wanted to give you the second chance, though, but he knew that wouldn’t do any good. He didn’t want to fight for something you couldn’t fight for with him, because he knew Tommy had been of way more help than he could’ve ever been, or he could ever be.

Even if it wasn’t because of him, he just wanted you to be happy. And he knew he wasn’t the right person in your life for that anyway.

All it took for you to see that was the gentle shake of his head, showing that he had let you go.

“So this is goodbye?” you said meekly, failing to meet his eyes as he failed to even look at you.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. It is. For good.”

He shoved your bags - packed as a courtesy of a sympathetic-looking Vince - into your arms, pushing you backwards until you reached the exit of the bus. He held the door open for you while you walked out.

“And I never want to see the face of the person who fixed me, who put my heart back together, only to fucking break it again.”

Slam.

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right thats all the letdowns i’m offering for now.

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