Okay actually a question real quick like what did you think of the whole Stranded Pair fragment thing? I think. I think that when you saw that was during the parts where the live blogging became utterly incoherent right it'd. track. because well damn that whole thing is awful
OH YEAH.. thats the one with Sigma n Diana isnt it. thats the part that i got to when my phone was dead so i didnt have a way to write down my thoughts while things. happened. but yeah that was a fucking mess sjxvkshxn the one thing i can 100% remember from in the moment was like. for a good minute or so i could only think of this
cuz genuinely. what on earth (derogatory). what in the goddamn was that. theres like quite a few scenes or entire parts of the game that made me Uncomfortable and that one is near the top of the list for so many reasons i dont even know where to start. like. ur right the whole thing Was absolutely awful. i almost wanted to rewatch it to at least refresh my mind on the details but i also would rather not relive that
ok yea im trying to come up w some actual Thoughts abt it that arent just vaguely bashing its head in but just. ew. yikes. yknow. to be fair my brain was blank the entire time minus that image specifically so its not like the liveblog missed out on much tbh but. yeah !
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in a weird position where i threaten to quit art to myself every other week, but I could never do that. I'd always come back to it.
There's nothing else on this earth I'm capable of doing, why not continue it even if its bad. But it also feels weird, bc I'm doing it bc my body seems to need to, while knowing that I'll never be happy with it and that I'll never really learn what I need to learn to be happy with it. Knowing that I have no way to Learn bc its not something that can actually be learned. Im just missing what everyone else seems to have
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this is tumblr so the answer is absolutely yes but i have to phrase it this way because i am a tumblrina.
do u ever think about how so many people would be perfectly satisfied working manual labor jobs if it werent for the exploitation of it... like if the jobs that Need Doing hired More people for Shorter shifts and paid them a Comfortable wage there would be so many people that would be into that. like SO many people in my experience talk about how nauseating the idea of an office job in a cubicle is and yet ! for some reason! the jobs that pay money are all that sort....
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idk if it's dysphoria or just regular ol insecurity or if maybe i just have a more Autistic Face/Body Language than i realized but when i see pictures of myself smiling there's like a 90% chance i look at them and kind of flinch. i've never seen a picture of someone else smiling and thought they looked bad but i feel like i look like a huge dork in pictures when i'm just candidly happy and it makes me really sad that other people just sort of effortlessly look good in photos and no matter what i do i look like the Bullied Social Reject Who Gets Asked To Prom By A Popular Kid Who Wants To Come Off As Kind And Empathetic
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ok anyway im leaving in. the day after tomorrow at like 2am so im just saying its tomorrow cause im literally just gonna stay up till then theres no point in sleeping. BUT two things. one i need to finish packing. my clothes are dry so i just have to bring them upstairs and pack. sort of stressed out bc like. i like my outfit i dont want to change it but everyones telling me its too hot for a leather jacket like i know!!!! but its my jacket :(
anyway i just have to do that so ill do it now and then…on top of that i wanted to get the draft for my ghost story done but i havent been working on it at all >_< ive just been reading comics the past couple days. so tomorrow. for sure. i will definitely work in getting the draft done totally.
but ugh im kind of nervous i havent seen these people in so long and im not great socially. also i dont go on trips in general so like. i hope i have energy for a full month yknow. i have a tendency of isolating myself when im stressed out but i dont have any space to do that…not that i should but whatever you know
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