#eventually <3

[sbeana]

im so normal about them

[raayllum]

Runaan and Callum

+ bonus:

[shkika]

Saint will have to approach Grey very slowly, like a wounded animal (she is a kind of a wounded animal isn't she oh my god) but do you think Saint will have to shoo the scavengers away first somehow?

Absolutely correct!! She does kind of work on instinct. Being scared is what she remembers best and it keeps her alive.

And because of this Grey is extremely dangerous and won't be able to be calmed down.

Not unless Saint had visited Unparalleled Innocence prior. Then he will manage.

[fits-like-a-fist-in-the-eye]

Snippet time! Snippet is from the third or perhaps fourth instalment in the series.

Warnings: eye horror, body horror, blood, physical violation, gore, torture

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There are eyes inside him. They open and close and he can feel the eyelashes as the lids move before they reabsorb themselves into their own flesh as well as his and open again somewhere else. They dangle him like bait in front of his family and his own mind. The eyes opening against the back of his throat look exactly like his own— how does he know this? The eye curling against his intestines on the way to his stomach is— it is Leo’s. The two blinking languidly against his thigh— Splinter’s. The one replacing his own right eye belongs to what used to be It. He’s not sure how he remembers It’s face well enough to know.

He can see inside himself, the eyes refamiliarizing him with the organs he had almost forgotten the appearance of. He remembers the first time he saw them. He doesn’t know if this is worse than back then, if having his heart held up to his face in bloody latex-gloved hands was less painful than the cancerous intrusion of the eyes, and the tendrils, and the—

Donnie’s eye blooms behind his own, causing an explosion of pain and immeasurable pressure adding to the agony of putrescence seeping into his skull, latching on with its claws, digging out his consciousness. He is forgetting. He is forgetting. He is—

There are eyes inside him.

[empires-au-ideas]

Sea of Secrets

It had been a few days since she's been in the water, and GOSH did she miss it. Shelby had spent a day packing her stuff from the Academy, another riding the train to the Evermoore, and another unpacking all her stuff.

It didn't leave much time to relax and melt into the water. She felt untouchable, the water flowing around her form, slick and swift, cool and calm.

But she usually had to steal moments at the Academy to transform too. Bombarded with homework that would take any other student a quarter of the time it took her to do it, and of course the fact that no one was supposed to know she was a selkie at all.

Or

Shelby is a selkie, which makes things complicated as she gets a crush on Katherine, a Monster Hunter who wouldn't hesitate to take her down. Or as she forms a rivalry with Joey, when her grandma has warned her of dangerous and dastardly pirates her whole life.

And it's especially complicated when her school finds out.

...

First chapter of the Sea of Secrets fic is out! Go give it a read!

[cronchy-baguette]

When all this is over, will you stay with me? For good?

[calocreek]

Grian is a human!! (part 1 possibly)

(my minecraft + mcyt tag)

[waltricia]

I genuinely love this candle symbolism.

For her, it’s been burning. For him, it’s finally igniting.

( And actually his candle is already low and a liiittttle bit lit, implying the love was always there, burning so low as to not be noticed, but surely burning nonetheless 🔥♥️ )

[hyenaa-euphoria]

he is reading his best friend a story on their sleepover!!!!

[pcktknife]

karlach 👍🏾

[wasyago]

welp, didn't manage to get everything out before season 10 started, but i gotta post it one way or another so here we go! heard there was a fandom swap game going on, wanted to do a couple promts of my own :D

[shahs1221]

Finally got to finish this piece! Raphael and @sky-kiss 's very own Joi from her amazing fic which I highly recommend giving a read (in fact go read all her stuff honestly)! Referenced after Leyendecker's Couple Dancing.

[silverskye13]

Greedy Bird

Quick little speed doodle while watching Grian play Decked Out 2 in the background.

[inkskinned]

but they don't care about the burnout. everyone is burnt out, they tell me. who isn't burnt out!

the good news is they don't say depression is a choice as much anymore, but the symptoms for burn out and depression are so hand-in-hand that they are mirror images of each other. but depression is serious. you're not depressed, you're just whiny. they barely change the script - don't be lazy! burn out is for people with real problems. burn out can be resolved with some fun candles and a day off work. burn out only happens in adults - no kid can be burnt out, after all; they've barely even had a life to live!

do you have a roof over your head and a steady job? you're not burnt out. so what if every night you wake up with a panic attack frothing inside your chest. you're lucky your problems are small. get back into plants or into yoga. shut up about it.

rich people get burnt out and go to fancy places. they get burnt out in their fancy offices with their real-people problems. they get burnt out and hire an assistant to help them never burn out again. you don't have the money to burn out. you don't have the two weeks to recover in a local spa. the job you come back to will still be stressful and hard.

you find yourself often wondering - does nobody remember about the pandemic? it seems almost like a joke or a punchline. being burnt-out was okay "during" the pandemic. now that people are back to ignoring covid, burnout is just-an-excuse again.

you google how to know if it's seasonal affective disorder or burnout. you google how to know if it's anxiety or it's burnout from working. you google how to know if my depression is back or i'm burning out badly.

coming back from burnout just leaves you covered in ashes, not new growth. you struggle to get back basics, and then - you're just supposed to get back up and keep going. every day the amount of tasks you are able to do seems to dwindle even further - where does the time go? why is everything moving so-fast-and-yet-so-slow?

my therapist and i were talking about how many people had latent mental illnesses that were triggered by the pandemic. how depression can be environmental and situational. i am annoyingly logic-driven about my own recovery - i like to be sure i'm working on the "right" thing. i tell her i feel like i'm lying. that it just might be burnout, and i need to stop complaining. she asks me what words come to mind when i think of burning.

oh, i guess i see.

we casually ignore the violence of being left empty.

[mugwot]

the whole gang (so far) is here! im really happy with how they turned out i have bigger images of the lancer fanclub here

[dogerbooger]

Lizzay mc sos doodle