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jinniebit · 1 year

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#My life is kinda of a mess right now..#everything is literally falling apart #so if I disappear for a while it’s because of that…#I wish I could elaborate more but is just too much…

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hunsa-jars · 6 months

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HI I need ALL OF YOU to be normal about how Sun is acting in Help Wanted 2 and not jump to conclusions can you all do this for me can you please just think please even Cassie said she had a wonderful time at the Daycare he wouldn't do this to kids he's just being a petty bitch (affectionate) because you're a worker i beg you don't be pissy about it i swear

#fnaf #help wanted 2 #help wanted 2 spoilers #hw2 #daycare attendant #fnaf sun #fnaf dca #hw2 spoilers #HE CAN'T HANDLE YOUR ADULT UNCULTURED ASS I'M SOBBING WHEEZING THROWING UP #random squeak #also consider #hw 2 is before ruin but right after security breach #seeing how chica roxy music man AND sun/moon are already dirty to begin with plus in later levels they become their shattered selfs #and how every location later looks like an utter mess #i can't blame sun for his lack of patience when... well #EVERYTHING IS LITERALLY FALLING APART AROUND HIM AND HE'S STUCK PLAYING AROUND WITH YOU #and his perfectionist ass is understanding with children it's probably in his program #but he doesn't have to put up with an employee #why should he

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wonder-worker · 2 months

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I've been thinking about the tragedy of Elizabeth Woodville living to see the end of her family name.

I don't mean her family with her husband, which lived on through her daughter and grandson. I mean her own.

Her sisters died, one by one, many of them after 1485. When Elizabeth died, only Katherine was left, and she would die before the turn of the century as well.

All her brothers died, too. Lewis died in childhood. John was executed. Anthony was murdered. Lionel died suddenly in the peak of Richard's reign, unable to see his niece become queen. Edward perished at war. Richard died in grieving peace. For all the violence and judgement the family endured, it was "an accident of biology" that ended their line: none of the brothers left heirs, and the Woodville name was extinguished. We know the family was aware of this. We know they mourned it, too:

“Buy a bell to be a tenor at Grafton to the bells now there, for a remembrance of the last of my blood.”

Elizabeth lived through the deposition and death of her young sons, and lived to see the end of her own family name. It must have been such a haunting loss, on both sides.

#(the quote is by Richard Woodville in his deathbed will; he was the last of the Woodville brothers to die)#elizabeth woodville #woodvilles #my post #to be clear I am not arguing that the death of an English gentry family name is some kind of giant tragedy (it absolutely the fuck is not)#I'm trying to put it into perspective with regards to what Elizabeth may have felt because we know her family DID feel this way #writing this kinda reminded me of how I am just not fond at all about the way Elizabeth's experiences in 1483-85 are written about #and the way lots so many of the unprecedentedly horrifying aspects are overlooked or treated so casually:#the seizure and murder of two MINOR sons and the illegal execution of another;#her sheer vulnerability in every way compared to all her queenly predecessors; how she was harassed by 'dire threats' for months;#how she had 5 very young daughters with her to look after at the time (Bridget and Katherine were literally 3 and 4 years old);#how unprecedented Richard's treatment of her was: EW was the first queen of england to be officially declared an adulteress;#and the first and ONLY queen to be officially accused of witchcraft #(Joan of Navarre was accused of her treason; she was never explicitly accused of witchcraft on an official level like EW was)#the first crowned queen of england to have her marriage annulled; and the first queen to have her children officially bastardized #what former queens endured through rumors* were turned into horrifying realities for her.#(I'm not trying to downplay the nightmare of that but this was fundamentally on a different level altogether)#nor did Elizabeth get a trial or appeal to the church. like I cannot emphasize this enough: this was not normal for queens #and not normal for depositions. ultimately what Richard did *was* unprecedented #and of course let's not forget that Elizabeth had literally just been unexpectedly widowed like 20 days before everything happened #I really don't feel like any of this is emphasized as much as it should be?#apart from the horrifying death of her sons - but most modern books never call it murder they just write that they 'disappeared'#and emphasize that ACTUALLY we don't know what happened to them (this includes Arlene Okerlund)#rather than allowing her to have that grief (at the very least)#more time is spent dealing with accusations that she was a heartless bitch or inconsistent intriguer for making a deal with Richard instead #it also feels like a waste because there's a lot that can be analyzed about queenship and R3's usurpation if this is ever explored properly #anyway - it's kinda sad that even after Henry won and her daughter became queen EW didn't really get a break #her family kept dying one by one and the Woodville name was extinguished. and she lived to see it #it's kinda heartbreaking - it was such a dramatic rise and such a slow haunting fall #makes for a great story tho

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edge-oftheworld · 4 months

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'shallow hearts for shallow minds that ache to be alive' the chokehold you have on me

#literally keep finding new relevance for this one line #like. in my life. in christianity; surprisingly. in the way it kinda resolves the bridge of starting line on luke's part #we fall apart and redefine what keeps you up at night->also that #basically this is just an incredible bridge all around. a true pivotal point #like. just existing in a world of people who prefer to stay in a fraction of the depth you (read: I) naturally do and trying to be myself #all through that. not letting having to conform rob me of my own existence and experiences and the fact that not everyone sees everything #it doesn't make it any less real #why are we not talking about this song more in our predictions for lh2?#take my hand #5sos5 #luke hemmings #5sos #5 seconds of summer

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glitchysquidd · 4 months

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why does this year... suck so bad lmao?

#kosha possibly being put into effect soon. the bombing #the fighting... transphobes are in large abundance suddenly at least for me... like...#the world is continuing to fall more and more apart bc no one can fucking talk to each other like normal human beings #everything just seems shit this year and it literally JUST started.#vent #i apologize for the random vent #i just want people to love each other and be happy #i want happiness for everyone.#i wish i could snap my fingers like discord and solve everones issues

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bookshopbentley · 9 months

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something very simple about aziraphale and crowley that is maybe my favorite thing about them is that they always find their way back to each other . i mean , in their earlier meetings when communication isn’t so readily available , it’s more or less implied that they just bump into each other . and even when aziraphale pops up to ‘ intervene ‘ in crowley’s ‘ evil ‘ plans , most of the time he doesn’t know it’s crowley . and crowley is consistently given random opportunities to pop up and save aziraphale . none of it is intentionally planned .

anyways , my point is this . no matter the circumstances , on good terms or not , crowley and aziraphale always have , and always will wind up by each other’s sides , whether it’s intentional or not . no matter how long it takes . because they are simply fated .

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anothermonikan · 9 months

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Monika being normal when she doesn't have the power of gods is a large sense-make.

It is!! I think, a lot of the ddlc fandom has a problem where they've flanderised the characters down to their most extreme states and forgot what they actually are like. in the actual game. So there are people out there who write and characterise Monika as if she's always some yandere who's obsessed with the player character who has no morality and will kill anyone who gets in her way. yknow she's not even like that in the actual game either, people just saw that act 3 Monika was kind of yandere-tropey and forgot everything about her actual character and made her yandere girl 300. Monika could have done worse. sorry I'm being a Monika apologist I do have monikan in my blog name. Monika is literally just some dorky high-school girl who was given god powers and told her world wasn't real and that part of her character doesn't go away when she has the revelation, why would it not be present when she doesn't have god powers? I have lots to say about Monika. Thanks for the ask!

#Monika did her best under the circumstances actually. sorry.#people act like she went around like actually killing her friends when in script that's just not how it is.#Sayori's death was an accident. it was a result of Monika messing with her file yes but she didn't actually like. physically kill her #Monika the whole game is trying so desperately hard to convince herself that everything she's doing is okay and that no ones real anyway #and like. guess what? it all falls apart and people forget that!!#People forget that Monika never truely had it in herself to delete people she considers her friends #Monika is literally just a girl trapped in a nightmare situation who had no idea what to do or how anything worked #give her some leniency. she's trying her best #sorry. I'm eepy it's like 1am here #aashshsh #DDLC #doki doki literature club #android answers #android.txt

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lilacbutbackwards · 1 year

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I know some people were caught off guard by Q!Cellbit's big reveal, but just a friendly reminder that he's not the only genius among the Brazilians, those guys ar ALL incredibly smart, it just doesn't seem like it because they're also huge dumbasses (affectionate).

QSMP spoilers below (tho they're more my reading of events than 100% facts and I'm really biased)

Forever knows Cellbit's whole federation loving bullshit is a con, he knew from day one, he can't prove it, but he mentioned it as a likely possibility multiple times, he's not mad at Cellbit for joining the federation, he's mad at Cellbit because he's being a jerk about it and threatening to change Richarlyson's custody agreement, he knows it's a con, but he's smart enough to be prepared for the off chance it isn't, and even when the truth gets revealed it doesn't mean all the hurtful things Cellbit said will be forgiven.

I'll be honest I don't watch Tazercraft that often, but on the first five minutes I tapped into their streams I heard Mike saying that this all must be a plan, them and Cellbit go way back, and while part of it might be wishful thinking they know this is not Cellbit the conspiracy maniac who was completely against the federation, they know there must be something else there, they considered the possibility of him going crazy, but they're also considering the idea of it all being planned.

Cellbit thinks he fooled everyone, but his friends saw through him almost immediately, they're pissed at him not because of the betrayal, but because he's being a jerk, they don't trust him enough to be certain of the whole infiltration plan, they're definitely wary of him, but it's less because they think he's a threat and more because they're afraid that whatever plan he has might backfire badly and he decided to bet on too high stakes in line without letting anyone else in.

#qsmp #qsmp spoilers #Anyways this is not a 100% serious analysis it's just me rambling about my little dumbasses #because I'm a bit tired of seeing my boys being treated as if they're 100% unaware of things happening around them #Like Forever is a genius of networking he gets people he's Smart and resourceful #he's as crazy as Cellbit but he knows that allies are a strength not a weakness #and Tazer and Craft (calling Pac and Mike that is the most genius thing) are literal scientists boys are smart #and they're not as unaware as people make them to be they're a bit aloof but they know what's going on #Also why are people acting as if they don't know about the custody fight?#Forever told basically Everyone and they were the first ones to know about it #Was it retconned or do people just not watch Forever and Tazer?#Also I don't talk about Felps on this but my boy is still the ghost haunting the narrative #his absence speaks for itself it's the hole that makes everything start to fall apart if he was there none of this would happen

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doveboycreature · 1 month

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I need someone to beat the fuck out of me right now or I’m gonna lose my mind!!!!

#I feel like I try so so so hard to make everything work out and then everything still falls apart for me #I feel so trapped even though I’m not and I know I’m really lucky #I feel like I don’t have anything that I need and I’m searching desperately for it still #Maybe I just always set my sights too high maybe I just need accept that I can’t always have what I want in life #Ugh I feel like a spoiled selfish child complaining #I’m literally not trapped and I have everything I could need and more I just need to shut the fuck up and deal with it #vent

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snarkylinda · 9 months

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I find so funny how when something Big™ happens to one of the BAU the ones that had been around for more that one season (and thus years) are super emotionally invested and stuff....and then you have the new agents that joined literally yesterday arkwardly standing all 🧍🏻🧍🏻 at the background or looking downright confused at the fucking angst.

#lile I am sorry Seaver at the hospital when Emily 'died' was so fucking arkward lmao #also forever fan of Stephen and Luke joining like 3 days ago and being told all about Spence's deep seethed trauma and mommy issues #at least when Derek left they didn't show him and Tara parting ways cause it wpuld had bren so funny in comparison to everything else 😭😭#Emily was literally the only person not falling apart at Revelations please #like a more 'neutral' pov can be interesting but it's just so funny side to side #i swear they made Alex knowing Spencer before her introduction so when the angst hit him like a truck she wouldn't feel let out of the part

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americanrecord · 1 month

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suicide blonde is going back to sleep, literally every time i touch the universe it unravels further and i've lost sense of everything and every character

#it just can't live up to the size and structure of the original so like #idk i need to put lex/val in a universe all their own with dean/inez as strict side characters because it's the only way it'll ever work #and i can't figure out a way to do that because literally every character decision i make - particularly for val - has me primed to fear #people will hate her #which i think is just trauma from dealing with the fic but #idk literally everything i do just falls apart like nothing works #and like val and lex are my true passion to write about so ....idk i just can't figure out what works #but like the priest started as an offshoot and became so original so fast and has such a clear image and purpose #probably because it's a standalone #but this universe does not feel clear to me as it attempts to be so many things at once and none of them are the story i want to tell #i just can't hit the notes i want to hit and i've become so insecure over the characters #which ...is probably my fault at this point but idk #it's just so frustrating <3 #and i'm very happily chugging at the priest au but keeping in mind that does not have a happy ending is probably why i'm turning back to sb #but...sb is not working at all #soooo...back to sleep she goes #✯ — diary entries.

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sourdoughbf · 9 months

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will I ever feel okay again

#have The Worst time #been like thos for a while #keeps getting worse #surely it has to end at some point....#i just want it to all ve over #ive literally never felt worse and i can't stop crying?#everything is just falling apart and there's nothing i can do...#journal

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ultimateaclrecovery · 5 months

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My door fell down…..

It’s been windy and I heard things rattling so went out to check what was making noise but was definitely not expecting this. Several of the screws got pulled out of the hinges, one of the hinges broke off, and there’s chunks of metal on the ground too. I unscrewed two screws to get it the rest of the way out so it would stop hitting the grill and being a nuisance and brought it inside, but I’m not sure it’s salvageable. I mean I don’t need a back screen door necessarily but I’m still annoyed that it literally broke off

#fun surprise #everything is broken #at work at home #need a crupper for pony so not broke but still needs a fix #my foundation issues #everything is just literally falling apart #except me!#I’m still in one piece #I think….

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arcsin27 · 6 months

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Once again haunted by the fact that I am my own muse by fall out boy has roughly the same bpm as akechis dance in p5d. That song describes that dude to a T.

#something something #i pretend to be dumb and pretty but crave destruction #the angels hate me and ignore me and I’m jaded and repressed and full of hatred #this last year was terrible for us but I hope we don’t fall apart and lose each other #<- so yeah it’s also lowkey a shuake song #can you tell I can’t analyze song lyrics and take everything super literally #persona 5 #p5 #akechi #ren #akeshu #shuake #i am my own muse - fall out boy #highkey inspired by the shuake tag being full of people naming songs that describe them #character playlist #ship playlist

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sydmarch · 7 months

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I still can't get over how they managed to fuck up their own white supremacy allegory that had felt SO strong in the boys like how are you gonna have stormfront talking about all that white genocide bullshit as part of your allegory in the boys & then in gen v go on to frame cate & sam's actions not as something along the lines of "killing innocent humans who weren't even involved in the woods is an overreaction&terrible solution to a very real problem" etc but instead/also be like "this is part of our supe supremacy white supremacy allegory too" when there was literally a REAL supe genocide being planned out by shetty!!!

#my partner binged the season w me to distract from the horrors & it literally has me annoyed about the finale again lmao like #what were they even trying to say bcus everything they ended up doing w that part of the plot just muddies the waters of what theyve #already said on the topic #like the more you think about it the more it starts to fall apart. its like the zootopia racism allegory that falls apart as soon as you #think about the fact that predators DO kill prey so that translates pretty poorly as a race allegory #texticles #gen v

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gendervapor14 · 7 months

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figure i'll throw this out here to be safe but i've been having some trouble with two fights for freedom these past two months. i'm starting to find the time and energy to pick up the pieces i left behind and i decided i HATE all of it so i'm probably going to do a lot of rewriting. but don't worry, it's all drafted chapters that haven't been posted yet. so basically, behind the scenes, i'm gonna be heavy-editing six chapters that have yet to exist. i think chapter 14 might be fine but... i don't know. i'm on the fence. fifteen and on is pretty iffy so, bear with me.

the good news is, i won't be totally rewriting them from top down. i have plenty of scraps to reuse and move around. it's basically a puzzle with some missing pieces. just have to rearrange stuff and forge some new puzzles pieces to fill the gaps. one of those gaps is bell-mere's backstory, which i've decided i actually loathe and still haven't reconstructed yet so... uh.... pray for me i guess idk

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