Little drabble of how Klara met her patron! You can also read it on AO3 :)
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They came to her on the night before the wedding.
Her wedding, to be precise, though it seemed more apt to call it The Wedding, as it seemed so colossal and final.
The engagement had lasted six months. Half a year of dread and misery. Her mother had told her she was lucky to have found a match at twenty-five, as she was half a spinster already, and had proved to be quite skillful at ignoring her daughter’s anguish. Klara begged and wept—at least until her father had threatened her with a stint in the asylum, and that put paid to it.
She’d contemplated running away. She’d contemplated infidelity, to scare her fiancé off. She’d even contemplated joining a damn convent—but exchanging one pair of shackles for another sort of defeated the point of the entire venture.
In the meantime, there were dates to visit venues, and dinners, and dress fittings. The noose wrapped ever tighter around Klara’s neck.
She pretended, sometimes, that she could tolerate being wed to a man unlike Jonathan. A gentler man. A kinder man. A man whose hands did not stray across her body or strike her when others were not looking, whose temper did not flare and burn her like the crackle of fire. But she knew deep inside that even if she were offered this imaginary other option, she would never be content. Would never be happy.
No one could know. That was almost the hardest part.
And so, the night before her wedding arrived. Her dress, pale and haunting as a ghost, lay draped over her vanity in the dark of her bedroom. It was cold, as the fire had guttered out in its hearth. She’d been crying; tears streaked her cheeks and stung her eyes, and the twinkle of the street lamps outside blurred together into so many stars on broken, cresting waves of a midnight sea. She wasn’t really sure for how long she wept, but at some point, she drifted into a dazed, exhausted state of half-wakefulness.
“Why do you cry, beloved?”
Her heart leapt into her throat. Klara jolted to her feet and spun around.
Her room was empty.
The chilly breeze of the outside world made the curtains drift, played with her night shift. Goosebumps puckered across her bruised shoulders. She reached, fumbling, for a letter opener from her writing desk, never taking her eyes off the emptiness of her room. It was frigid in her grip.
“Come, now. There is no need for that.”
She felt a presence behind her, and whirled.
There, standing in the moonlight, stood a pale, elegantly constructed person wearing a golden mask. They had the clean, smooth mien of a marble statue, and stood a good head taller than her—and there was something about them, some strange, masterful air of eminence that made her quail like a candle in the wind. She did not dare lift the letter opener in defense of herself, for she knew in some deep-seated, primal way that she was in the presence of something superior to her.
“I ask again; why do you cry?” They had no mouth, and, indeed, no features that distinguished them as one sex or the other; they were smooth and flawless, with a softly lissome body that contrasted the masculine cast of their mask. Their voice was mellifluous and bordered somewhere just between male and female, and their eyes were dark, empty sockets.
Klara was speechless.
“Speak,” the figure said, this time with an authoritative edge to their silvered voice.
“I—“ The words caught in Klara’s throat. She had to fight to bring them forth. “I’m to be married tomorrow.”
The figure tilted their head.
“And this distresses you.”
Why lie? She was clearly dreaming. This was beyond reality. Klara nodded, silent. The figure hmmed.
“As it so happens,” they said, “I have a solution.”
Klara scarcely dared to breathe.
“You do?” she asked, voice tremulous. It sounded thin and reedy in comparison to that of this strange individual. The figure nodded slowly.
“I do.” They gestured, and a string appeared, stretching across the darkness, golden and gossamer and glittering. The figure hooked a finger around it. “You are bound by fate to this fiancé of yours. I happen to have quite a bit of mastery over such things. It would be an easy thing to sever this thread.”
Klara’s heart began to beat faster. She didn’t hesitate.
“Please. Tell me what I must do,” she begged.
“You must trade this wedding for a marriage of another kind,” the figure said. “You must devote yourself to me in body, mind, and soul. Consecrate yourself to my service. Serve me.”
Dread settled in Klara’s stomach, hard and chill like a block of ice—but it was nothing compared to the hope that blossomed in her chest. A smarter, less desperate woman would think twice.
She was not that woman.
“Of course,” she breathed. “What must I do?”
The figure crooked a finger under her chin and lifted her head to face it, and leaned in, until she felt as though the empty blackness of their eyes would swallow her.
“Beloved,” they said, “You have already done it.”
With their other hand, they snapped the thread, and it glittered into nonexistence, and, somehow, in that way that dreams always seemed to make sense, the figure was suddenly gone.
Klara stood there in the dark, clutching the letter opener till her hand burned and her knuckles turned white, waiting for… something. When it didn’t come, she shuffled to bed and closed her eyes.
When she woke the next morning, she came downstairs to her mother in the dining room, whose face was pale as milk.
“Jonathan,” she said, voice brittle, “Is dead.”
And that was how it began.
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