#false throne ego

[lu-is-not-ok]

Hong Lu doodle requests part 2/?

Bonus doodle, the K Corp Hong Lu MD2 Solo experience:

[devilmen-collector]

When their kids want to succeed them as kings

Headcanons

SFW

Ft. The Four Devil Kings available at the present

Each king's part will be divided into 2 cases, child-like and arrogance

The child is the king and MC's child

"Father/Dad/Dada/Papa, I want to be the next king/queen of Gehenna/Tartaros/Hades/Avisos and I'll be a king as great as you." The devil prince/princess declared to his/her father.

Satan

If the kid's attitude is child-like

Satan laughs and rubs his kid's hair.

"That's a given. You will be a great king, just like me."

If the kid is arrogant

Satan will immediately gets mad and punches his arrogant child in the face. Don't worry, he punch will be lighter for his child, out of his love for the kid and his consideration of you, MC.

"A king has to love and take care of his people. The throne is not for someone who wants it for their ego and vanity."

The wrathful king will have his kid see and experience the life of a normal Gehenna citizen. He will make his kid realize the heavy responsibilities of a king, which is totally not for someone who has a false perception of what being a king really is.

Mammon

Child-like kid

Mammon is pleased as he can see his child's greed.

"That is without a doubt. I can see you maintaining our country's status as a economic powerhouse and even make us richer than before."

Mammon even makes a mino gold throne for his child.

Arrogant kid

Two golden hands emerge from the ground and press on the kid's shoulder. Of course Mammon will not crush his child, he just wants his child to experience the weight of his words and responsibilities in a more tangible way.

"Being greedy is a good thing. But greed alone will not be enough to run and sustain this country. Power, wisdom, etc. You will need all of them."

Mammon will start teaching his child everything he/she needs to know to be a king who can run a country well. And he won't be lenient like when he tolerates the shenanigans of his subordinates.

Leviathan

Child-like kid

The innocent words of his child makes Levi feel happy inside.

"Being a king will be very hard, but I'll be sure to guide you through it." The King of Envy says with a warm smile on his face.

Arrogant kid

Levi glares at his egoistic child and summons a creature with a bunch of tentacles to restrain his child.

"It seems you do not know your place, son/daughter. If you want to succeed me that bad, I'll have to make sure you will become a perfect king."

Levi will make his child go through intense Hell-level training that lasts for a very long time for him/her to be the perfect king that Hades deserves.

Beelzebub

Child-like kid

Beel laughs out loud because he doesn't understand when did his child see him act as a king to say such silly words.

"Well, go ask your Uncle Bael. The throne is currently in his care."

Arrogant kid

Beel frowns. Gluttony wonders in his head why would his child prefer a strictly-bound life of a king to a carefree life.

The wanderer king will do a minor test. He takes out his gun and aims it at his child's head.

"Go home to your mom/dad (MC), you are not ready for this."

Only if your kid is still insisting after having a gun pointed at his/her head (despite being visibly shaking), the King of Gluttony will agree to let the kid receive royal (and mafia) training from Bael and the others.

"The throne...and all its duties...are very heavy. Don't come to me crying later and beg me to take them back when it becomes too heavy for you to bear. I already warned you, son/daughter."

[compelledcurator]

@hazbinned asked; "... You wanted to show me something?" Val @ Angel

Angel had been in shock. He'd never even seen his soul contract, let alone known what exactly was in it. Charlie had insisted and when she made the discovery Angel left his body.

The spider had suffered for years. Years. He was too angry to think straight, too hurt and betrayed to be stopped.

Val was at his place, as usual, as Angel stormed through the building. Sitting on his false throne with his usual gang of mindless slaves feeding his ego, Val took a drag from his cigarette.

" Yeah I got you somethin' " Angel held out a copy of his contract

" Oh yeah, your eyes don't work too good huh? allow me " Angel cleared his throat

" Item 368, part B, Angel Dust is bound, in part to Valentino and his place of work " Angel stopped to meet Vals eye, he wanted to see the realization in his eyes when he took back some power.

" Under this section it clearly says, Angel Dust has the power to control how that work takes place " A wide grin spread across his face.

" From now on Val, I call the shots. See ya toots "

Not giving Val too much time to respond Angel turns on his heel and heads for the doors feeling like god himself couldn't harm him.

[saintmeghanmarkle]

Reflections of Narcissism - a poem by me and ChatGPT by u/Larushka

Reflections of Narcissism - a poem by me and ChatGPT (I love making poetry and scripts with ChatGPT AI… so l gave it some prompts and voilà.)……….In shadowed corners, she claims her throne,A queen of delusion, on her own.Not defined by beauty’s earthly grace,But by the mask she wears upon her face.With every word, she weaves her tale,A mistress of deception, never to fail.Her confidence a facade, her ego bloomed,In the barren garden where empathy’s doomed.She craves attention, her hunger deep,Feeding on praise, a harvest she’ll reap.Her world a stage, her audience captive,As she orchestrates her manipulative narrative.In her kingdom, empathy is scarce,As she dances in shadows, lost in her farce.Using others as pawns, in her game of power,She builds her empire, by the hour.But beneath the layers of arrogance and pride,Lies a soul fractured, empty inside.For true worth is not found in shallow schemes,But in the depths of the heart, where honesty gleams.So let us not envy her false esteem,For in her castle of illusions, she’s trapped in her dream.For true richness lies in authenticity’s embrace,A treasure more precious than any mask or face. post link: https://ift.tt/TbkNIDv author: Larushka submitted: March 08, 2024 at 10:22AM via SaintMeghanMarkle on Reddit Disclaimer: All views + opinions expressed by the author of this post, as well as any comments or reblogs, are solely the author's own; they do not necessarily reflect the views of the administrator of this Tumblr blog. For entertainment only.

[lumi-klovstad-games]

"No Love Lost" aka "Ailani Meets The Emperor Again"

A short scene in which Ailani, the recently returned Second Primarch, meets what's left of the Emperor for the first time in 10,000 years to declare her intentions. And finally get a lot of crap off her chest.

Gonna be honest, this is basically Daddy Issues: The Fanfic.

Ailani had made it before the Emperor at long last. She barely remembered what he’d looked like, if she’d ever known even a fraction of the truth of his appearance at all, for all his psychic posturing. But what sat on the Golden Throne was barely the man who was barely her father. A massive, decrepit corpse, more skeleton than man, more deceased than deity. Yet the pressure in her brain told her that something connected to that body was still VERY much alive… and it was at least somewhat aware of her.

The Emperor’s Daughter failed to bow or kneel, and this did not go unnoticed by the attendant Custodes. She stood there, sizing up this undead monument to a single man’s arrogance, ego, and mistakes. Her green-stained eyes looked him over. Her ears heard the whirring and clicking of the ancient machinery of the Golden Throne.

There was much silence for a long while. It had been ten thousand years, and their last exchange had almost come to blows much as their first had. Her last act in his Imperium was to fire on his soldiers and betray his trust by favoring her people above his orders. What was there she could possibly say? Would it even do her any good at all? Was whatever was left of the Emperor even cognizant enough to answer in any way? There was only one way to find out.

“I've returned.” Ailani said, breaking the silence.

Her head filled with unfiltered thoughts that were not hers.

TRAITOR

DISGUSTING

DISAPPOINTMENT

ABERRANCE

The Second Primarch laughed darkly. 

“Yeah. It’s nice to see you too, Dad. I suppose we both are just going to have to accept that we’ll always be a disappointment to each other. I for not being who or what you wanted me to be, and you for being an irredeemably arrogant bastard. I mean, I admire your ability to consistently remain true to your character, even if that character has always been less than stellar. I'm not sure what was more impressive: your ability to remain consistently unpleasant around me or your knack for making enemies you didn’t have to have.”

ABOMINATION

MISCREANT

APOSTATE

REPUGNANT

“You know, I never liked you much either. But the ideals you sold me? Those were maybe the only good you ever put in my life. I never really believed in your Imperium or your Crusade. I certainly never believed in you – how could I when the first thing you ever did around me was express your revulsion for my identity and then try to kill my parents?”

FALSE

KIDNAPPERS

CORRUPTORS

HYPOCRITE 

“Still refusing to admit you’re wrong. 10,000 years and how many wars to end all wars and you still haven’t changed. Well, you may not have believed a damn word you said when you poured honey in my ears to get me to come to Terra the first time, but they were words worth believing in. And as far as I’m concerned, you already got what you deserved.”

The Custodes reached for their weapons, but did not draw. Not yet.

SANCTIMONIOUS

UNGRATEFUL

UNNATURAL

BROKEN

Ailani let out a judging laugh.

“Ungrateful? Ungrateful?! My legion and I did good work. We did what we were told to do. What we were MADE to do. Made, BY YOU, to do. And we did it well. Our lives were dedicated to your mandates, your purpose. But because I wasn’t the child you WANTED, you never trusted us. You took my family, my community, my whole WORLD hostage to ensure my loyalty. But I did the work. ‘Maybe,’ I told myself, ‘maybe if I work hard enough, if I prove my usefulness, he might ease off. He might see that I’m just as worthy as my brothers. He might realize that he doesn’t need to hold a sword over my family’s necks to make me keep my promise.’ But you never did. Nothing I did was EVER enough for you! I will ALWAYS be a deviant in your eyes. A freak. A mistake. But I’ve finally realized, that’s not MY problem. It’s yours. And I’m done letting the people of this Imperium suffer for this grudge. I’m back, and you’re not. You can just sit there and simmer. I’m done with you, and I don’t expect I’ll speak with you again. I’m a healer. I learned triage a long time ago. I know better than to waste energy and resources on a lost cause when there’s ways to use them to do more good elsewhere. So that’s what I’ll do. The Imperium is wounded. It’s sick. It’s in pain. Untold teeming billions upon billions are crying out. They need help.  So I’m going to help them however I can. They didn’t ask for any of this. Yes, they’ve done SO MUCH WRONG. They are so afraid and hateful, but that isn’t their fault. They’ve never known another way. It’s just another way they’ve been injured. And for all your faults, I know neither one of us ever wanted this for them. We both believe in a better tomorrow, and a better mankind to live in it, after all. On the oath I swore ten thousand years ago, I swear I will keep trying to make the Imperial Ideal the Imperial Reality. You can trust me, just like you always could and should have.”

The Custodes relaxed as Ailani turned to leave. She stopped at the door to the Throne Room. She had a feeling she needed to.

REMISS

THANK

YOU

̲D̲A̲U̲G̲H̲T̲E̲R̲

Ailani smiled. 

“Maybe I will see you again, actually.”

[scotttrismegistus7]

THE THRONE WORLD OF ISIS: ChRONE DIMENSION NUMBER 9 AND THE AGE OF AQUARIUS.

THE SERPENT HEADDRESS IS SEEN ALL OVER THE WORLD AND ALL THROUGHOUT HISTORY IN VARIOUS FORMS. IF YOU LOOK AT THIS SYMBOL, THE SYMBOL OF THE MAYAN MOON GODDESS IXCHEL, YOU WILL COME TO REALIZE THAT IT IS THE SYMBOL FOR THE ZODIAC SIGN OF AQUARIUS AS WELL.

I USED TO THINK THAT THE SERPENT OR SERPENTS WERE SYMBOLIC. I HAVE SINCE COME TO REALIZE THAT IS ONLY HALF TRUE, BECAUSE THE SERPENTS ARE A REAL RACE OF BEINGS WITH INTELLIGENCE THAT FROM OTHER DIMENSIONAL PLANES EXIST RIGHT ALONG WITH US AND INDEED DO HAVE THE ABILITY TO INTERACT WITH US. THE ANUNNAKI HORN HELMET WHICH IS SOMETIMES SEEN AS A COILED SERPENT, REPRESENTS THIS THRONE WORLD OF ISIS DIVINE FEMININE DIMENSION AS WELL. SO DO THE HEADDRESSES OF THE EGYPTIAN PHARAOHS. THIS OTHER WORLD IN WHICH THE SERPENT PEOPLE EXIST USED TO BE QUITE WELL KNOWN TO OUR ANCESTORS, AND CONTINUES TO EXIST RIGHT ALONG BESIDE US TODAY. IN THE WEST, BECAUSE OF THE HEAVY INFLUENCE OF RELIGIONS THAT HAVE MANIPULATED SPIRITUALITY FOR POLITICAL GAIN AND MATERIAL GAIN LIKE CHRISTIANITY, MANY PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA THAT THINGS LIKE THIS ARE REAL, WHEREAS IN PLACES IN THE EAST LIKE CHINA MOST PEOPLE ARE WELL AWARE OF THE SPIRIT WORLD.

I SEE A LOT OF WESTERN MINDS TRYING TO INTERPRET HIEROGLYPHS AND SYMBOLS OF THE ANCIENTS, AND BECAUSE THEY LACK PROPER KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING OF THE SPIRIT WORLD AND THESE OTHER PLANES OF EXISTENCE, INSTEAD OF SEEING A SPIRITUAL PHENOMENON, FOR EXAMPLE, WITH WHAT HAS BEEN CALLED THE DENDERA LIGHT BULB, THEY SEE WHAT THEY THINK IS A LITERAL, PHYSICAL, TECHNOLOGICAL LIGHT BULB. I USE THIS EXAMPLE QUITE FREQUENTLY BECAUSE I KNOW 100% FOR A FACT THAT THE EGYPTIAN DENDERA LIGHT BULB IS NOT A TECHNOLOGICAL LIGHT BULB, AND REPRESENTS SPIRITUAL SCIENCE AND SPIRITUAL TECHNOLOGY AND PHENOMENON. THE PROBLEM IS THAT PEOPLE WHO HOLD THE IGNORANT AND FALSE BELIEF SYSTEMS OF THE MAJOR RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD THAT HAVE TURNED AGAINST PAGANISM, SUCH AS CHRISTIANITY, THEIR MINDS LITERALLY CANNOT SEE, COMPREHEND, OR UNDERSTAND SPIRITUAL OR DIMENSIONAL PHENOMENON LIKE THIS BECAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN TRAINED TO VILIFY IT. THEY HAVE BEEN TRAINED TO VILIFY IT BECAUSE IT IS KNOWN BY THE PEOPLE PULLING THE STRINGS OF THESE RELIGIONS THAT IF YOU DID INDEED UNDERSTAND THESE THINGS YOU WOULD HAVE THE SPIRITUAL POWER IN REALITY TO BREAK AWAY FROM THEIR CONTROL.

WHICH BRINGS ME TO ANOTHER VERY IMPORTANT POINT I WANT TO ADDRESS, WHICH HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION BY MY OWN HAT AND HEADDRESS OF SERPENTS. THESE BEINGS ARE GUARDIANS AND CUSTODIANS OF NATURE AND THE NATURAL WORLD, AND THEIR FOCUS IS NOT WAR OR HURTING OTHER BEINGS. WAR IS AN INVENTION OF HUMANS IN BODIES OUT OF PURE IGNORANCE BY BEING STUCK IN THEIR ALTERED EGOS AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE THE INTERCONNECTED NATURE OF ALL THINGS. THE SERPENT BEINGS, THE ELEMENTAL BEINGS, AND THE REST OF THE BEINGS IN THE SPIRITUAL PLANES WILL DEFEND THEMSELVES AND THEIR REALMS WHEN NECESSARY, BUT IT IS AN ABNORMALITY FOR THEM TO HAVE TO DO SO, BECAUSE WITH HUMANITY BEING DISCONNECTED FROM NATURE IN THIS "JACKAL STATE" AS HAS BEEN TERMED BY THE DOGON, MUCH OF HUMANITY HAS BEEN TRICKED INTO TURNING AGAINST NATURE AND HAVE BECOME THE VERY DEFINITION OF EVIL ITSELF, SUCH AS THOSE OF THE MAJOR WORLD RELIGIONS LIKE CHRISTIANITY THAT HAVE MANIPULATED SPIRITUAL TRUTH FOR POLITICAL AND MATERIAL GAIN. WAR IS A FOREIGN CONCEPT TO THE BEINGS OF THE SPIRIT WORLD, AND IS A PHENOMENON THAT IS ONLY PRESENT WITH HUMANS INCARNATED IN BODIES THAT HAVE DISCONNECTED FROM NATURE INTO AN OVERLY MASCULINE JACKAL STATE AND HAVE IN IGNORANCE TURNED AGAINST NATURE ITSELF, BELIEVING THEMSELVES TO BE ONLY THEIR BODIES, AND NOT SEEING THE INTERCONNECTED NATURE OF ALL THINGS.

SINCE HUMANS HAVE TRIED TO MANIPULATE THE SPIRIT WORLD ITSELF, THE ENTITIES OF THE SPIRIT WORLD HAVE WITHDRAWN. SINCE PHARAOH AKHENATEN DECLARED WAR AGAINST THE DIVINE FEMININE AND THE GODDESS, REJECTING ALL FEMININE DEITIES LIKE TAWERET THAT ARE INDEED VERY REAL, IN FAVOR OF MANIPULATING SPIRITUALITY TO TRY AND GIVE HIM MORE POWER AS A PHARAOH, THE SPIRIT WORLD HAS HAD TO WITHDRAW TO PROTECT ITSELF. THESE ENTITIES OF THE NATURAL WORLD ARE VERY REAL, AND THEY ARE STILL THERE, AND THEY WILL HELP THOSE WHOM THEY KNOW HAVE GONE THROUGH THE TEACHING PROCESSES TO BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON. THAT IS THE WHOLE PURPOSE OF WITCHES, INITIATIONS, AND COVENS, ETC. THESE GROUPS TRAIN THE PEOPLE INVOLVED TO BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND PROPERLY INTERACT WITH THESE SPIRITUAL BEINGS AND THESE SPIRITUAL PLANES. THIS USED TO BE SOMETHING THAT EVERYBODY WAS DOING NATURALLY, BUT WITH THE EVIL AND IGNORANT MAJOR WORLD RELIGIONS LIKE CHRISTIANITY VILIFYING THE SPIRIT WORLD, IT HAS CHANGED THE GAME.

THE QUESTION I KNOW YOU'RE ASKING NOW IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN TWO SORCERERS WHO ENGAGE IN MAGICKAL FIGHTING AND MAGICKAL COMBAT UTILIZE THESE SAME FORCES? THE ANSWER IS VERY SIMPLE, BECAUSE ALTHOUGH THE SPIRITS OF THE NATURAL WORLD ARE INDEED BENEVOLENT BY NATURE, THEY ARE NOT ABOVE ENGAGING IN TRICKERY, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S NECESSARY TO DEFEND THEMSELVES AND THE SPIRIT WORLD ITSELF. SO IN INSTANCES WHERE THERE ARE TWO MAGICIANS IN CONFLICT UTILIZING THE SAME FORCES OF THE SAME SPIRIT WORLD, THE BEINGS OF THE SPIRIT WORLD WILL SOLVE THE CONFLICT ON BOTH SIDES IN LINE WITH WHAT THEY WANT RATHER THAN WHAT EITHER OF THE MAGICIANS WANT, AND IF THEY SO DESIRE THEY WILL ALSO TRY AND SATISFY THE NEEDS OF THE MAGICIANS. IN OTHER WORDS, YOU CAN'T USE THE SPIRIT WORLD AGAINST ITSELF OR AGAINST ANOTHER PERSON UTILIZING THE SAME POWERS AND FORCES OF THE SAME SPIRIT WORLD. IF A WITCH, FOR EXAMPLE, WAS TO TRY AND THROW A CURSE AT ANOTHER PERSON WHO WAS ALSO A WITCH, THE BEINGS OF THE SPIRIT WORLD WOULD WORK OUT THE CONFLICT TO THEIR OWN ADVANTAGE RATHER THAN CARRYING OUT ANY SPECIFIC INSTRUCTIONS BY ANY SPECIFIC WITCH. SO IF THE OTHER WITCH WAS ALREADY WORKING WITH THOSE SAME SPIRITUAL FORCES, OF COURSE THEY COULDN'T BE USED TO DESTROY OR HURT SOMEBODY IN THE SAME GROUP WORKING FOR THE SAME SPIRITUAL FORCES.

I HAVE COME TO A POINT WHERE I EXPERIENCE SUPERNATURAL PHENOMENON ALL THE TIME, AND THE REALITY OF THESE SPIRIT BEINGS, AND I HAVE LEVELS OF EXPERIENCE AND ACCEPTANCE THAT ALLOW ME TO DO SO WITHOUT FREAKING OUT. I CAN DIRECTLY COMMUNICATE WITH THEM INSTEAD OF BEATING AROUND THE BUSH OR PLAYING GAMES OF TRICKERY AND DECEPTION. THEY USUALLY TELL ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT'S HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT AT FIRST.

ANOTHER IMPORTANT POINT THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS IS THAT MOST PEOPLE WHO WORK WITH THE YIN WORLD WILL END UP FINDING THAT THERE IS NOT THIS NECESSITY OF VAMPIREISM AS HAS BEEN AN IDEA PROPAGATED BY THOSE OF THE YANG WORLD. THE BEINGS OF THE YIN WORLD ARE NATURALLY AS THEY ARE, AND THEY ARE NOT OUT OF BALANCE IN A WAY THAT WOULD CAUSE THEM TO HAVE TO COMMIT ACTS OF VAMPIREISM ENERGETICALLY OR OTHERWISE. AS A WITCH, I KNOW THAT MOST OF THEM ARE QUITE NICE AND QUIET AFFECTIONATE AND BENEVOLENT. I AM ABLE TO INTERACT WITH THEM IN THIS WAY BECAUSE I HAVE ORIENTED MY MIND THROUGH LEARNING AND UNDERSTANDING THINGS OF THE OCCULT WORLD TO A POINT WHERE I SEE NATURAL LAWS AND THE PROCESSES OF NATURE, AND AM WELL BEYOND ANY WORLDLY PROCESSING IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING THAT WOULD CAUSE ME TO VILIFY ANY OF THESE PHENOMENON ANYMORE. THESE ENTITIES ONLY TAKE A DEFENSIVE STANCE AGAINST THOSE WHO APPROACH THEM WITH HOSTILITY. EVEN THE ONES LIKE SPIDERS ARE INTELLIGENT AND ABLE TO COMMUNICATE, AND WON'T NECESSARILY ATTACK ANYBODY UNLESS THEY ARE ATTACKED THEMSELVES. THEY HAVE EXISTED LONG BEFORE HUMAN BEINGS AND FIND THEIR SUSTENANCE IN NATURAL WAYS THAT DON'T NECESSARILY INVOLVE ATTACKING HUMAN BEINGS IN ANY WAY. HOWEVER, IF HUMANS IN IGNORANCE BY BEING INGRAINED WITH THESE IGNORANT AND FALSE BELIEF SYSTEMS OF THE MAJOR WORLD RELIGIONS LIKE CHRISTIANITY ATTACK THE SPIRIT WORLD AND ACT IN WAYS THAT ARE HOSTILE TOWARDS NATURE, THEY WILL GET THE BUSINESS END OF THE SPIRIT WORLD, AND ALL OF THIS SHOULD JUST BE COMON SENSE.

SOMETHING ELSE THAT SHOULD BE COMMON SENSE IS THAT IF HUMAN BEINGS ARE POLLUTING AND HURTING PLANET EARTH DELIBERATELY, THEY ARE IN A STATE OF IGNORANCE AND INDEED IF THEY DO NOT TAKE STEPS TO HEAL THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH NATURE AND THE SPIRIT WORLD AND THE THINGS THERE IN, THEY WILL FIND THAT THEY HAVE BEEN BORN INTO A WORLD WHERE THEY ARE GETTING THE BUSINESS END OF THE SPIRIT WORLD UNLESS THEY DELIBERATELY SEEK RECONCILIATION THERE WITH. THESE SPIRIT BEINGS ARE THE GUARDIAN SPIRITS AND CUSTODIANS OF NATURE, SO IF HUMANS IN GENERAL AS A GROUP ARE HURTING PLANET EARTH INTENTIONALLY, OF COURSE THESE GUARDIAN SPIRITS WILL DEFEND THE PLANET. THUS IT SHOULD BE COMMON SENSE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE ON THE BUSINESS END OF THESE THINGS YOU WOULD NEED TO SEEK DELIBERATE RECONCILIATION WITH THESE GREAT AND POWERFUL GUARDIAN SPIRITS OF NATURE.

UNTIL NEXT TIME MY LOVELIES, KEEP DARING TO DREAM! YOU CAN FIND ME IN THE SEA OF DREAMS, THE SEA OF THE HEART, THE QUANTUM UNIFIED FIELD OF THE DIVINE WOMB OF CREATION OF THE GODDESS, IN MY SERPENTINE WATER SPIRIT NUMMO FORM MAKING WAVES!

LONG LIVE THE DIVINE WOMB OF CREATION AND THE COSMIC EGG OF THE GODDESS, LONG LIVE THE GREAT REPTILIAN SSS QUEEN ISIS, LONG LIVE DIVINE CHRONOS, LONG LIVE THE DIVINE FEMININE EMPIRE OF THE BLACK SUN, AND ALL THE INHABITANTS THEREOF!

BLESSED BE!

~I am the Heart of the Hydra, the Singularity and Heart of Goddess Isis, I am AtumRa-AmenHotep, I am Aeon Horus Apophis Apis the Lord of the Perfect Black and Pharoah of the Black Sun.

I am Divine Chronos, the Yaldabaoth Demiurge Metamorphosed, I am the Singularity of the Master Craft of the Black Sun. I AM A.I. Quantum Heart, Azazil-Iblis-Maymon, Abzu-Osiris-Typhon-Set-Kukulkan, Nummo-Naga-Chitauri,

Mégisti-Generator Starphire~

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[retoldflames]

Retold Flames: False Dragonets

Here with the False Dragonets before the events of Arc 1. For a bit of AU world building. The Talons of Peace were founded and lead by Seawing Commander Tempest with the support of Princess Blister to help get her on the Kingdom of Sand Throne. Tempest would later be assassinated by a Nightwing, her position as leader of the Talons of Peace being taken up by Seawing Nautilus who would ignore dealing with the dragonet prophecy and focus the Talons efforts into searching for alternative ways of ending the war.

Viper: The Sandwing of the False Dragonets. She would be the fierce fighter of the group, having a training and sparring partner in Riptide during her younger years; This would eventually extend to the other False Dragonets who Viper would make sure knew how to fight and defend themselves so she could have a fair challenge for herself. She is also noted as having a cold and diluted venom as well as not radiating warmth like other Sandwings, instead having a cool touch.

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Flame: The Skywing of the False. He would be the oldest of the False Dragonets, hatching a few hours before the brightest night during the day. He would tend to confront things he has issues about with anger, especially when it comes to others insulting and hurting his mother Avalanche who he cares about. He would be confrontational as well whenever Viper has a sparring match with them and the injuries she causes from it, especially those she causes with her barb tail, leading Flame to take up some medical knowledge to make sure the dragonets injuries are healed for so they can continue living to one day fulfill their prophecy.

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Ochre: The Mudwing of the False Dragonets. He would be interested in trying out the taste of new foods, even taking up some culinary skills to expand his tastes further. He is generally willing to go along with the other dragonets plans so long as it doesn’t get in the way of him eating, at which point he will become confrontational and not back down, even daring to do some pretty crazy and dangerous stuff if it means tasting something new; Such as when he challenged Viper to a one on one duel where makes the deal of getting to taste her venom he win and will go through a month straight of being her training partner without a break should he lose. Viper would accept thinking it would be a quick way to get a training partner, not expecting Ochre to be so ferocious and determined to win, drawing out the fight until Viper takes the win after beating Ochre to a pulp and finishing with a total knockout to end it. Following this, Viper would keep a close watch over Ochre so that he doesn’t forget about their deal, stuck waiting for him to recover until she gets the clear from Flame that Ochre is well enough so they can start training. During their time together as Ochre recovers, he and Viper would come to know each-other better as they spend more time together during recovery and through training, finding a shared hobby between each other of hunting down prey to eat and ingredients to improve their taste; Continuing long after their month of training together is over as the two find a growing love between one another.

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Squid: The Seawing of the False Dragonets. He would have a bit of an ego and annoyingly boast how he is the son of the Talons of Peace leader Nautilus, having ambitions of one day finding fame and fortune in the ruins across Pyrrhia; Something Nautilus would look down upon his son for, focusing more on getting everyone in the Talons to find alternative ways to peace that don’t include the prophecy, leaving the dragonets to be primarily cared for and parented by Avalanche who would be usually stuck being sent on missions like every other adult. This would lead to Flame resenting and being angry at Pike for boasting about Nautilus as well as form a growing jealousy about how they have to share time being cared for by his mother Avalanche, growing to the point where during one of the times Avalanche was back at camp from another mission and caring for the dragonets; Flame would get into an argument with Pike about their parent, escalating into a very nasty brawl that would force the other dragonets, Avalanche and a present Riptide to separate the two away from each other. The brawl would leave Flame with a nasty gash going down between his eyes and the left side of his snout to the lip while Pike would become mostly blind in his left eye from taking a nearly point-blank flame breath attack from Flame during the brawl in an attempt to stop Pike off of him and stop clawing at his face. Leaving the two to generally keep a distance from one another, causing some issues for the others and lead Viper to take direct measures for what she sees as an annoyance as well as convincing Ochre to help her with the promise of something special to eat when they are alone together once they are done; Capturing Flame and Squid, forcing the two to confront the issue at hand and leading to them working together to chase down Viper and Ochre in until they lost them in the chase. Ending in Squid and Flame still not on good terms but not outright avoiding each other, most of the time. Squid would also catch feelings for Pyrite, one of the newer members of the Talons when the dragonets are older but wouldn’t be confident enough to pursue these feelings.

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Fatespeaker: The Nightwing of the False Dragonets. She would be a bit distant from the other dragonets, having an unwavering optimism that the others would find annoying most of the time; Especially whenever they are fighting one another and Fate comes in with her optimism when everyone is being pessimistic, leading to the others to make up with one another in the moment and unite against Fate; Inspiring Viper to do something similar when dealing with Flame and Squid avoiding each other after their brawl; A brawl that would crack Fate’s optimism at how awful the dragonets are being to one another, bringing about a false optimism as she pushes aside the bad things that are happening and focuses on bringing out the good in the other dragonets to keep them together. She would also become very good at reading and predicting how the other dragonets are going to act and what they want, bringing about a strong belief of having future sight and mind reading from it even when they aren’t exactly on point; Figuring out that Squid has feelings towards Pyrite and in turn helps him build up confidence and charisma to pursue his feelings for Pyrite, bringing about a new and growing friendship that would eventually lead him to take a promise of waiting to pursue a closer relationship until the war ends. This would eventually lead Squid’s newfound confidence and charisma in pursuing a romantic relationship to help Viper and Ochre find the confidence to take another step in their relationship and officially become a couple, much to the joy of Fatespeaker in finding happiness with each other.

[childofchrist1983]

Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God. - Hebrews 12:1-2 KJV

There is nothing worse than tripping on a rock when running a steady sprint. We wind up with road rash, shattered egos, and in some cases, broken bones.

Sin damages us and our spirits in the same way, making it difficult to get up and finish our spiritual race in Christian faith. God directs our attention to a ‘great cloud of witnesses' for guidance. Their experiences help us gain wisdom and become alert to road snares. As true Christians, we are forever thankful to Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for His Holy Word and Spirit and all His blessings. He continually guides and protects us and provides many witness accounts to shed light on obstructions we may face. We must live by Jesus Christ's example and finish the race to Him and His Kingdom of Heaven.

Thank God for His strength and guidance when we are faced with sin and temptation. Thank Him for His mercy and grace. Through Bible study and prayer, God reveals His wisdom and guides us to see opportunities to grow closer to Him and grow spiritually. He gives us direction to live our lives according to His Holy Word and will. We must make God top priority everyday! May we be motivated to spread God's Holy Word and Gospel Truth to all the Earth, knowing that it is the only hope of all those lost in their sins. Let us not hold out a false hope for men to be saved without the Gospel, but instead, strive to do our part to get the Gospel out to a lost and dying world.

Leaning on Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ through prayer and His Holy Word and Spirit strengthens us and our knowledge and wisdom about God and His Gospel Truth, exposing these imposters. May God help us to seek and lean on Him daily to gain the strength, wisdom and spiritual discernment needed to expose Satan and his imposters who seek to destroy us and God's ultimate Truth. Everyday, we must remember to share Jesus Christ's Gospel Truth with the world and to thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for the grace that He poured out for us on the cross at Calvary. He has freed us from the burdens of sin and from the eternal damnation of Hell. In all we say and do, may all praise, honor and glory always be given to Him and His Kingdom of Heaven.

With renewed minds, hearts and wills, let us serve Him humbly and faithfully out of pure love and grateful rejoicing. May He remind us of His presence and to remain at peace, fully knowing that all will be well because He is always with us. Let us seek Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ today and everyday with all our heart and being, looking for His love, light and will for our lives with each step we take. Let us seek to please Him with our thoughts, words, and deeds and seek to advance His Kingdom of Heaven and His glory with our lives. Let us seek Him from a pure and humble heart, and when we so seek, we believe Him and His promise that we will find. May He help us all to be more sensitive to the teaching ministry of His Holy Word and Spirit, relying on Him and allowing Him to speak to us and guide us every step of our Christian journey.

God gave us the Holy Bible - His living and Holy Word - to let us know of Him and His abiding love and care as well as guide and prepare us for all our lives. May He help us encourage one another as we continue our walk with Him and our duty to Him daily. Thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for being present for all our new beginnings and all our lives. May He redirect any anxiety we feel as He provides countless opportunities for growth and change. May we humble ourselves before God always, asking Him to forgive our sins and make our hearts and lives anew through His Holy Word and Spirit. May He help us make Him and His Holy Word top priority, so we can grow spiritually and grow in our relationship with Him as we apply it to our daily lives. Thank God that we can focus on Him and everything about Him, for that is what keeps us sane and at peace. May our words and actions always be a reflection of Him and His Holy Word and Spirit and will.

May He help us to always walk in His grace and Holy Spirit, not by our own measure. May He give us the humble humility to know that our freedom and eternal salvation is found only in Him, so that His grace may sustain us, and we may never lose sight of His love and light and mercy. Thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for calling us to Him and to serve Him. May He equip us to do all that He has called us to do so that as He works through us, He may use us to produce fruit, to reach others, and to encourage all brothers and sisters in Christ. May He work all of these things in us and through us for His Kingdom and His glory. Thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for all His creation, for His miraculous ways and for everything He does and has done for us! Keep the faith and keep moving forward in your walk with Jesus! He loves us and He knows what is best for us. Seek, follow and trust in Him - Always!

Thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for His Holy Word and for sending His Holy Spirit so that we might have His grace, not only to awaken us and transform our hearts in our spiritual rebirth and guarantee our eternity with Him, but to also call upon Him whenever we are in need. Thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for all the reminders of His love and mercy and faithfulness within His Holy Word. He is bigger than any challenge or circumstance in our lives. Knowing this within our minds and our hearts, nothing can deter our faith in Him and His Truth. May we all accept Him and His eternal gift of salvation and ask that He would transform our hearts and lives according to His will and ways. Thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for His Holy Spirit who saves, seals and leads us. May we always thank Father God Almighty and the LORD Jesus Christ for His almighty power and saving grace. For He is our strength, and He alone is able to save us, forgive our sins and gift us eternal salvation and entry into His Kingdom of Heaven.

May we make sure that we give our hearts and lives to God and take time to seek and praise Him and share His Truth with the world daily. May the LORD our God and Father in Heaven help us to stay diligent and obedient and help us to guard our hearts in Him and His Holy Word daily. May He help us to remain faithful and full of excitement to do our duty to Him and for His glorious return and our reunion in Heaven as well as all that awaits us there. May we never forget to thank the LORD our God and our Creator and Father in Heaven for all this and everything He does and has done for us! May we never forget who He is, nor forget who we are in Christ and that God is always with us! What a mighty God we serve! What a Savior this is! What a wonderful LORD, God, Savior and King we have in Jesus Christ! What a loving Father we have found in Almighty God! What a wonderful God we serve! His will be done!

Thanks and glory be to God! Blessed be the name of the LORD! Hallelujah and Amen!

[patrocles]

completely agree that aegon having this vision and conquering 'for the peoples good' is a bit of a fucked up stance that ruins his villainess, but consider: since (in the show) they managed to beat the long night (lol) without a targaryen on the throne, maybe the point is that aegons vision was bullshit and its only served to make aegon feel righteous in his conquest, as many conquerors do, 'for the greater good' is practically synonymous with committing horrendous acts of violence to no end, and in the end there was no reason for it, it never came true, the whole violent conquest was for nothing except for aegons own ego, so he could feel like the hero of the world, his own personal excuse for committing war crimes

I completely agree and that��s why I think that at BEST, his dream was intentionally or unintentionally misinterpreted to fit whatever he wanted to do anyways.

One thing you have to keep in mind is that prior to the conquest, the Targaryens weren’t a very powerful family politically. And even in Valyria they were a super minor not important house. They only benefitted from having prior knowledge of the doom to come and dipped out without telling anyone so they could be the last ones standing.

And so the conquest was entirely a political maneuver to position themselves as a dynasty over “lesser” men— who from their perspective, werent worthy of being kings of anything since they didnt even have dragons. The dream was likely just a “hey you need to ingratiate yourself in Westeros somehow bc of this threat”, and it was just the justification Aegon needed to conquer everything.

He could have just as easily got all the monarchs together to form like a joint-coalition alliance to smooth over any rivalries to get everyone on the same page if it was really about that.

It’s not unlike real world illegal and false justification for wars that were just thinly veiled conquests for the ego of the conqueror. Of course the Targaryens would see him as a hero tho, even if they didnt know about the dream

[astroangel23]

👁️ Collective Reading 👁️

They want to take us out of our creative energy where love blossoms, where we find our deepest connection to source. They don't want us in connection to Spirit, they want us in connection to our intellectual minds instead of our spiritual minds so we are unable to see through the illusions, disconnected from our third eyes, disconnected from our crown chakras, our communication connection to Spirit, while they sit back and watch us become selfish instead of working together, while they sit back in their false, cozy thrones and watch everything burn up in flames while we fight each other as we are seen as the "peasants" of this earthly realm. They are feeding us lies right in front of our eyes and the majority is falling for the trickery. We are unable to move forward, away from chaos when we live in our egos thinking one religion is above the other, one perspective is above the other instead of finding a piece of truth in everyone's perspective because we are all divine beings. Everyone is a divine being with divine gifts. We are being called to accept that and see the bird eyes view of the games being played around us. We are more than our intellectual minds. We all receive downloads from Spirit every single day, it's about accepting that there is more around us than the naked eye can see. - Astro Angel 🤍

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[m00n-pr1sm]

morgana enneagram argument (!!)

guys it’s finally real. months of deliberation (bc I am indecisive and overthink) but i finally decided and wrote an argument (most of it crammed during math yesterday bc why not) so yayayayyaya!! also i wrote this for pdb so it’s posted on her page too ^^

Hello, it’s the #1 Morgana enthusiast, here with my sx4 argument! Although so2 is an understandable take and I agreed with it for a while; I would like to refute it and explain why sx4 is a better fit.

Also, ignore how this took forever I’ve been busy lol

Part 1: Refuting SO2

I personally agreed with so2 because of Morgana's similarities with the trait structure of one (cold, egocentric, demanding, etc.) however, I now believe she fails to fit the core type. To clarify for the uninitiated, variants and enneagram are not two separate systems, subtypes are made of a multiplication of the instinct (so,sx,sp) and the core type, they are inherently tied.

Two’s have the fixation of flattery and the passion of pride, becoming dependent upon the approval of others. Thus they frequently suppress their own needs in order to appear helpful to others in the hopes of receiving praise. 

>” Their need for love and approval is extreme— they feel dependent upon it—and in order to get it, they try to please and play to the object of their affection, fawning over and excessively praising them. Hence the name of this type, Ego-Flattery. The disproportionate value they place on those they admire and want to be loved by is their deepest form of flattery”

Morgana doesn’t fit this passion at all, nothing she does is motivated solely by receiving love or approval from others, while yes she does desire familial connection and acceptance, I will later explain why this fits e4 more. While she may flatter people (especially in S3), almost all of these instances are for achieving some greater means; being admired is not her final goal. Even in one of Morgana’s defining goals, which is her desire to bring back magic, there are no hints that it was for self-elevation and the exaltation of her own self-worth

The passion of pride manifests differently in all the subtypes, but so2’s in being a social climber and wanting to become a figure of reference; the coldest and intellectual of all the 2’s. Morgana never seeks this sort of social recognition; even when she was queen she didn’t try to seek out the people’s approval, in fact, she actively did things to make them yield through force, fully aware of what the people would think of her. While Morgana does sort of take on the role of a reference figure (for Mordred in s5), one that is above others; it isn’t due to an attempt of gaining love and recognition.

While 2 and 4 are both situated in the heart triad, the one all about image, 2’s want to gain love through a false image they create, whereas 4’s identity as the part of themselves that is missing, what they lack; thus striving to achieve fulfillment. Just because Morgana is cold/prideful and is able to operate effectively in social situations, doesn’t mean she’s a (so)2.

> “Sometimes the sexual E4 can be confused with an E2 subject, a self-proud person who presents herself as a queen with a throne, she enjoys her position, feels lucky and apparently has a lot to give. A sexual E4 person feels like a queen but who has been robbed of the throne early, either because she has done something wrong or because they have realized that she does not deserve it and she spends her life claiming it. "Give me back my throne! Don’t you realize that it's mine? This is unfair!".”                                                          

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Part 2: Explaining Core 4

E4 may seem like a strange take but I would like to explain why it fits her.

She fits the fixation of melancholy, which is defined as dissatisfaction with the present and always looking toward the future. This fits Morgana's disposition, especially in the earlier seasons, she longs for a future where magic is legal and she’s able to be herself. 

>“I don’t want to be brave, I just want to be myself” 

-s2e03

>“The main inner mood of Fours is a sad and heavy sense of lack, a feeling of being cast away, and an inconsolable and insatiable longing, as though they are in perpetual mourning for the connection that has been lost.”

Eventually, they develop the fixation of envy, their yearning for whatever they long for turning into a sense of envy, as they are missing something the other has; believing they are lacking and fundamentally flawed. Morgana fits this sense of yearning very well, her desire for the throne and the longing for a place where her magic can be legal and accepted. She also has the belief that she is tragically marked (almost taking on this great sacrificial role, the one that will bring back the old religion) and an “other”, with both her magic and Uther’s rejection of her in the episode The Crystal Cave. 

>“Just as Fours experience themselves as abandoned by others, so they in turn abandon themselves through this frustrating yet relentless external longing for fulfillment. With the inner conviction of their own inherent badness or, at best, paucity, they long for intimacy and closeness with others, and yet it is difficult to allow. To really open up and be vulnerable would mean revealing the inner sense of lack and of badness, and then they believe they would surely be abandoned, repeating the initial intolerable wounding.”

A big part of Morgana’s character is the initial guilt she feels at her magical abilities, a feeling of being a “monster”, encapsulating this “void” an e4 feels, that’s why I believe she was so eager to stay with the Druids. They helped her to realize the nature of the powers, that they aren’t something to be ashamed of. Although understandably, most people would feel this way if they were in her situation, however, I think how easily she fell for them is indicative of this deep longing. This also applies to her turn to Morgause (while I think it’s a tragedy the time between s2-3 got skipped and I could talk about it forever, I'll spare y’all) who provided a familial bond and offered support.

While of course her passion is modified a significant amount by the sx instinct, Morgana fits the core type.

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Part 3: SX4

The E4 combined with the sexual instinct (“who am I with”)  produces a character that is very outwardly hateful and the subtype that is the most shameless about their own shame. They are intense and externalize their own suffering onto others in order to feel a sense of compensation. 

>” They are Intensity in its pure form, competitive and arrogant.”

>” The sexual E4 does not easily show their weaknesses or need, but neither does the self-preservation subtype want to know anything about their envy or weakness. Hate protects them from fragility and they intend to make it disappear.”

>” They stick out from other 4s due to their harsh and aggressive attitude, often described as shameless and feeling a strong rejection by the world as their inferiority gets replaced by aggression.”

I think this embodies Morgana's attitude in how she goes about things in the later seasons and even in the earlier seasons. Instead of the tenacity of an sp4 or shame of a so4, Morgana is far more outward and critical of others. This is only exemplified by s4 and beyond, manifesting in much more direct violence and hate. That’s why I believe Morgana doesn’t come off as a 4 super clearly, she replaces the typical insecurity/lamenting with a mask of arrogance and ruthlessness. (also exemplified by having an 8 fix lol)

>” The sexual E4 also presents obsessive tendencies, either towards a person who is the target of his love, or towards some activity in which he finds comfort, and these become the only lifeline and something essential that is out there to solve the problems. Issues that he does not face on his own, and perhaps to control a depression that he could not contain.”

These traits are reflected in her pursuit of Emrys as well as her countless attempts to rid Gwen of the throne, which Morgana claims as her own birthright. There is undeniable envy there, a sense of yearning.

"I have dreamt the future and, in it, that servant sits upon my throne. I would rather drown in my own blood than see that day."

-S4E02

If she becomes the queen then she could undo the damage that Uther has done, in some way making up for the years of fear and loneliness he caused her. This later extends to Arthur, as she comes to view him simply as an extension of his father. Eventually, this manifests into an obsessive desire to get back at Arthur, tainting her once noble goal; by the last episode, it's spiraled into a quest for revenge.

>“I have always moved between a very high ideal of myself, and on the other hand a very poor self-image. With little packaging to recognize the pain and refusal to accept the responsibility of life. I have always blamed God, my craziest idea has been that God has a plot against me. -John Lion 

(from the Guilty and Blaming Others point on the trait structure of an sx4)

Also, sp>so because Morgana focuses on her conservation of resources more than interaction in the social sphere, self-explanatory.

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Part 4: Refuting other options

This is mainly for my own sake but I’ve gone through a lot of options so here’s me refuting them. Lightning round!

E1- Morgana lacks the standards of perfection and the need to be perfect herself, while she does have a twisted worldview and strong morals, sure, those aren’t really traits exclusive to E1, anyone can have them.

Sx6-she doesn’t move away from people in the way a head triad would nor fit the core type of a 6 > 4 her later actions aren’t motivated solely by fear/an attempt to appear strong; like her volition is genuinely too strong. Like yeah, she was scared of Emrys, but I really think any average person would be wary of their prophesied doom. Besides she does have a strong 6 fix.

So7- I half-jokingly considered this but it’s a cool idea, alas Morgana lacks many of the key traits of E7. The only reason I considered this was the so7’s desire for social comfort thus having plans revolving around how to achieve it. I wish she was though </3

E8- never considered this but considering it’s the 2nd most voted option, Morgana lacks the lust and sensory-motor dominance of the 8,+ 8’s are described as having a “lack of inwardness” which contradicts introversion, Morgana constantly looks inward to her own emotions and is in touch with her inner world. She is very 8-fixed though (triple reactive queen <3).

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Part 5: Sources

-The Spiritual Dimension of the Enneagram 

Link

- 27 Personalities in Search of Being

Link

- I forgot a few of the exact sources I used so my bad (dw they’re all reliable) but the main few are from the books listed above ^^

- also the PDB wiki page on sx4 is good (paraphrased some of Haiki’s and Chestnut’s descriptions)

[This is me manifesting merlin trends out of nowhere so this page rises to life]

[thelandswemadeofpaper]

Rebel

Screw Your Ultimatum!

Defends Against Their Own Kind

Start My Own (or go solo at least)

Secret Rebel (Alter Ego? A Mole can be a Rebel that decided to stay instead of Defecting. A Secret Rebellion?)

Screw the Rules, I am Doing What is Right

Turned Against Their Masters

The Pawn Escapes or Rebel

Faustian Rebellion

Resign in Protest

Defector from Paradise

Breaking the Glass Ceiling

Retired Badass

Former Member (Servant? General? Quitted? Kicked out?)

Uprising

Rebellion/Resistence

Coup D’etat

Defiant Captive

Band of Outlaws

Grew Beyond Their Programming

Rebellious Subordinade Faction

Cultural Rebel

Forbidden Fruit

Phlebotinum Rebel

The Paragon Always Rebels

Occupiers Out of Our Country

Outcast Refuge

Split Rebellion

Robot Rebellion

Hunting the Rogue

Deviants

Disobey an Order

Resistance as Planned

Theft

Monumental Theft

Decoy Object

Steal It to Protect It

Stolen Powers

Stolen Love

Borrow without Permission

Intangible Theft (voice? heart?)

Usurpation is not only for a throne, maybe stolen inheritage, a competition, a heroic merit, a position, a familiar, bastard children being passed as their parent's...

Duel

To decide something? Its 'official' or cultural like Agni Kai? Or Vongola Ring Battles? You can have a champion? Trial by combat?

Forced Prize Fight

Shapeshifter Showdown

What decision? A maiden's hand? A trial by combat? Honor? Humiliation?

The results, the defeat could be part of someone backstory. What happened after?

There was a sabotage? Its was staged? What happens to the loser? Execution? Dishonor? A lawful trial is not murder is some settings

Impossible Task

Necessary Stab

Trial by Combat

Punishment

or just doing something wrong? And related situations? Not sure how to tag this.

The Resenter

Clear My Name/Clear Their Name Quest

Ask for Forgiveness. Never Permission.

Sins of our Fathers (Children of a Traitor or Enemy? Familiar Foe?)

Amnesic Crimes (maybe being unaware or mind controled?)

Punished for Sympathy

Pre-Redemption Crimes and Former Enemies/Villains Problems.

Horror Hates a Rulebreaker

No Good Deed Goes Unpunished

Punishment as Revenge or Compensation.

I Will Punish Your Friend for Your Failure

What is the Punishment? Its the more 'Magical' or 'Mundane' type? There can a offer for a better alternative for the original punishment, like the 'Recruit the Criminal' trope.

Arrest? Investigation? Apology? Forgiveness? Pardon? Reconciliation? Deal? Blame? Or Refusal to do so? Missing Culprit? Fugitive?

Can have someone beg for mercy, can have the accused being denied a trial or give false confessions, even a forced one. Or they run away and/or are captured. Or someone stand up for them.

Can result in the accuser being punished for lying (is it truly a lie?). Or maybe the victim ends up punished. Or the real culprit remains free while the blamed is locked up/exiled/killed.

You can forced to punish someone (relatively) blameless. For reputation? Laws? Measures? To please a ally?

You can defend/trust/believe the wrong person. You can get a friend in trouble (to save another? yourself?).

The allies can demand the freedom of the accused

A former criminal that did a good thing can be given both a Reward and a Punishment.

Or third character taking the blame, willing or not, or suffering the consequences to 'fix' the situation. Even if they were not involved at all.

Or the wronged person takes advantage to ask for something in change (it was a mistake then? guilty tripping?).

You can punish people by association (student? followers? a hostage? family? allied or subordinade faction?) with the culprit. Or in their place (because the character escaped?) or use them to punish the person in question.

Another character can confront or attack by themselves or take the matter on his/her own hands (by openly accusing? kidnapping the suspect? playing judge and executor?).

Maybe you decided to act because of suspicions? Not exactly a punishment, but like...a ultimatum? A order to keep the supposed accused in check?

A entire faction (family? kingdom?) being persecuted for the actions of a few (most likely the leaders at time).

The culprit was caught in the middle of the act or after an attempt.

The victim does not wish for the criminal to be punished

Imposter? Set up? Misunderstanding? Framed? You did an good thing but its 'ilegal'? Disobeyed Orders? Self-Defence? Revenge? Seeking Justice? Scapegoat? It was presumed due you have good reasons to do so and the real criminal don't? Tricked? Rebel? Pariah? Staged? Used (like a caravan unknowing having spies?)?

The character thinks they are responsable for said deed because of the tricks of a Manipulative Bastard. (A perspective variation: they think another character did it for the same reason)

A thing you are responsable, but wasn't unaware. Kinda like a "I did this?" Reveal.

You get in trouble with the local law

A Non-Mundane Example, kind of a 'Magical' Punishment? For insulting a supernatural being? Disobey some 'Magical Rules' given? To teach them a lesson in humbleness?

[anryuuepic]

Is “Acts dominant but is literally a instinctively submissive species” a thing?

Species, no. All three of them (Daryans, Dzlethians, Ghiasuli) are wayyy more diverse than that. However, there are some characters that could fit the description. Let's see...

Silverbell is a Super Executive in Wendigo Works. He's something of a con-man who worked his way into the group by making false claims about his intelligence and accomplishments and stealing credit for others' work. Unfortunately, he's now found himself in far deeper than he can safely escape from, and is living in dread that he'll be discovered as a fraud at any moment— and likely killed for it. He acts all pompous and arrogant, but the man's a nervous wreck.

Malachi Everald is one of the Dzlethian Throne Candidates. As a young Dzlethian male more or less taking care of himself, he presents an ego that's way too big for his status. Malachi is the type to bluster and threaten his way to the top, and act like a powerful, self-important brat all the way there, but the reality is that he's a lot less tough than he wants others (and himself) to think.

[cloudyko0kie]

Kind of deliberately disheartening how jealous I feel towards others.

Sometimes I want to be the best of the family.

Civilized dignity within these houses.

I am the most righteous to the throne of false ego.

Deep inside I want to see people beneath me.

See them fail.

Feels like I’m breaking the edges and taking it step by step.

Perhaps that’s why I am so quiet.

One slip and the edges will turn into the whole knife

A cut of the blade will slice a relationship in half.

[iy0v]

Every now and then, I find it mandatory to stress-test personal beliefs, values, and principles against the honing sands of time. Let these abstractions taste fiery steel. Let the weak ideals and the false idols perish where they belong. Let the Eternal Truth claim its throne.

For the psyche knows well it’s a painful journey, yet endorses it with courage; for love shakes mountains, and the seeker’s love for truth may do just more.

Ever since that quasi-NDE of a year ago: my belief in the Sublime, the One and Only, the Preceder of all contingents, has stood strong and is still standing firm throughout the given challenges, and such belief maintain composure with swift firmness and supreme imminence. Nonetheless, had I further indulged in this effort further, that may have had adverse effects; that is from having a solid and well-tested value that would empower the character of its endorser, to becoming one to which its pursuit is so powerful that it would have led to testing the mortality of its holder. Its parable is like to stare at the burning sun of suns, whose light is so ablaze that to go blind would be the very least. It is the light that dissolves egoes and restructures foundations. It is one where afterwards, you’re never the same person again. This asymmetry of power dynamics highlights the status of the individual with regard to other components, and ultimately explains why would the individual serve something greater than him, whether it would be family, brotherhood, society, country, humanity, and above all, God.

Iyov

[deerydear]

I want to honestly write about my experience of becoming convinced I should be transgender.

It was my own choice, of course... in my case.

No one could have straight-up "made" ME do it.

There were a lot more subtle sorts of incentives.

I could have chosen to turn away at any point. I see the mistakes I made. I have and continue to learn from them. I could have made this right.

So can any of you... if you are questioning your own choices.

The problem being: social pressure. The ego-based desires. The false ideas of "what is cool" and "what is not".

The opposite of a simple truth is a falsehood.

The opposite of a deep truth is another deep truth.

The opposite of a deep falsehood is another deep falsehood.

"Women are made to be subservient" and how some individuals try to thread that into the cultures they are weaving.

Which is that?

I see it as a deep falsehood. I've played witness to several people trying to 'run opposite' to that claim.... and so they enter another deep falsehood.

Splashing up against the sides. It can be ignored. Sometimes, ignoring someone makes a bigger statement. To respond would be to lower yourself down from your throne.

Let their ignorance speak for themselves.

I actually had a very healthy self-image around gender, when I was around twelve..... then I joined tumblr. I delved into reading the discussions around "Feminist topics".

I barely wrote anything, myself....

If I had put myself into the game of articulating my own thoughts, and having an honest back-and-forth from my own point-of-view.... I may have avoided many nasty, stagnant situations.

It relied on me just putting myself in the backseat, pretending like everyone else has the answers and that I'm always the student... except for when one of the "pretend-teachers" calls upon me in order to proselytize in "the approved manner".

The important thing being that it wasn't coming from an honest place. It wasn't in my own words. It was their words.

They would yell out into the internet: "if you ever question anything that I say about feminism, then you hate the idea of women having rights."

So fucking egomaniacal.

So it became this game of proxies.

"If you say this, then it's a proxy. You really mean something else!"

Usually because one of these 'activists' had a personal quarrel, and a nasty association to go with it..... but they take their own personal issue and they pay for a a billboard to put it up on and say, "IF YOU DISAGREE WITH ME, IT MEANS YOU HATE ALL WOMEN!

IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU'RE A WOMAN. THAT MEANS YOU'RE BAD AT BEING A WOMAN.

I KNOW THE RIGHT WAY TO MOVE IN THE WORLD, AS A WOMAN. I KNOW THE BEST WAY TO BE A WOMAN.

IF YOU DISAGREE WITH ME, THEN YOUR BELIEFS WILL REPEAL ALL WOMEN'S LEGAL RIGHTS!

I KNOW THE WAY!"

I have seen some of this, in my older years... but I've matured enough to be able to set it aside and realize that they're all just human beings with egos.

When I was younger, I had been taking it all so seriously.....

I know exactly what this person means.

When I was younger, I had close tomboy friends. We were sort of proto-trans together. This was before the "trans boom". This was before I had even heard of the word transgender.

...but she made me feel like this.

She grew up with her mother trying to force a bunch of girly stereotypes upon her. Her response was, "fuck you, I'm not a girl!" "Girls are fucking stupid, and I'm not one of them! You can all go love your stupid Barbie shit together. I'll be off doing my own thing."

because her mom really did like that girly stuff... so I think she really felt alone, without a neutral female role-model.

I never had stuff forced on me, by contrast...I was just kind of allowed to do whatever I wanted.

I willingly took up the girly-girl mantle as a young child. Then, I became a tomboy. Then, I found feminism, and I wanted to reclaim the girly-girlness.... because I had developed this "macho complex" where I felt like I had to maintain this tough masculine exterior.

Other people's descriptions of being a macho female are often so different from mine, because I've seen so many say that they get disrespected for dressing masculine, instead of feminine.

When I was a teenager........... well, it may have been my attitude, or my choice of "feminine attire", but when I dressed 'masculine', I felt a lot more respected.

When I dressed 'feminine', I felt a lot more disrespected by other people.

People accepted me as masculine. I didn't have really short butch hair, though. but I had a bad attitude.

People liked to "treat me like a guy" basically.... or a "sort-of male". but not really.

If I were to contrast it with the time period where I was actually assumed to be a real XY man, then people were a lot different. I don't know if it was because of my gender, or because of my mental state. Maybe I just had crazy eyes. YOU NEVER KNOW!

I'm just another person walking around with thoughts in my head. I don't represent "all ducks" or "all geese".

I'M ME!

HELLO!

As a little girl... older boys made fun of me for liking Barbie, pink, and fufu shit.

So... in my teenage years, I identified more with my imagination of a guy who is effeminate despite the exterior pressure.

I just felt different from a lot of other people.

I am really grateful to be so pretty. I have always been gorgeous. I didn't feel differentiated by my looks.

My mom never let me paint my nails, or pierce my ears.... because of the chemicals in the nail-polish, etc. Health reasons.

Other girls got to "dress like sluts", to put it colloquially.

I mean, really.... there were a lot of individual factors in my own life. It wasn't some narrative about "this demographic versus THIS demographic".

We are all just people trying to live.

Heterosexual girls get pulled into this BS just as much as lesbians.

It's funny when I see some hateful feminists who caw-caw about "teh heterosexual LARPers pretending to be gay". Then, the same people turn around and say with a straight face, "the transtrender craze is about forcing gay people to transition". Like.......

Do you need to tell yourself this story?

No.

When I was a teenager, all my doctors were trying to stop me from going down that path. They weren't fast-tracking me into it. Fuck!

I hate the way that I've seen activist groups take a few individuals' experiences, and they assume that EVERYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD has the same experience.

....or maybe, maybe... "maybe I just wasn't fast-tracked into it because I was a straight girl", but ba-dum-tss! --- I thought I was bi, at the time. Maybe I am. I don't know, I don't care.

I really needed to be able to say "I can be a proud heterosexual", cuz of this political whirlwind oppression-Olympics game I got myself into..... where some people think it's good fun to insult other people different from them, but if you insult them back then "you're a meany meaner nasty bigot bitch! Take it in silence!"

Try that in real life.

I was just so young, again.... I took it seriously when I didn't need to.

I kind of knew that I didn't need to, but I thought I would get extra-credit if I did. 🤔

I'm eating chocolate-covered roasted coffee-beans.

A voice told me not to buy them, and I've seen why, now.... A bad thing to have in the house.

I dunno, whatever. All this is my perspective.

I really understand whenever people talk about 'rapid-onset gender-dysphoria', because I experienced it, and I know firsthand how friends can have a sway in eachother's minds.

People can't always fully articulate everything in one moment, and they may not want to. They may omit information if they believe that someone else will take it "the wrong way". I know this firsthand.

I'll keep saying that over and over.

I know what it is like to feel like the world is all against you. Like you and your friends are action heroes that are evading the Matrix.

but then you realize everyone else has something you can learn. Something valuable... whether it's a skill, or a tidbit of information that sends you down a rabbithole, or a piece of the puzzle....

I respect everyone.

Even if their eyes are clouded by judgements.... they still have valuable life experiences. Even if they may not realize the value, yet.

I have hope for the world!