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SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO REBLOG BUT WKWJIEEJEJEJJDJEJJEJEJEJJRJEJE

i literally have zero words omg THANK YOU SO MUCH SYDER WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

i know i told u multiple times to not draw me anything if youre too busy but jeiejejjsjej THE HESRT ATTACK I GOT FROM MY NOTIFS YESTERDAY

thank you SO MUCH cide🥺💕💕💕💕

happy birthday @fell-e!! a very smol tiny fayrouz for you 🍰🎉

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June 19th

Happy Birthday to me

I KNOW my birthday was already a few days ago, but the reasons for this delay and the lack of posts in general will be explained in the tags. Feel free to skip it tho!

This entire post is for the (at most: seven) Fayrouz fans whom I've promised to release "canon" lore of😭

Press read more for Fayrouz lore!

Before I infodump on my Turquoise lore, just want to let yall know that Fayrouz has two canons,

Turquoise AU (her actual canon storyline, i'd say)

and NRC AU (game adjacent au which i only made bc i wanted her to interact with the other characters).

Turquoise AU was based on a small animatic concept I made when I i finished Book 4 (around 3 years ago) where I wanted to give Jamil a cute shy girlfriend. Thatse it.... (p.s. i made a small ErosEpel AU and i might revive that too)

This animatic was heavily based on themes and symbolisms, like Turquoise Sky, Scalding Hot Sun, Golden Cage, etc, instead of actual Disney related stuff. And without that context Fayrouz being twisted from the sky wouldn't really make sense😭

In Turquoise AU, Fayrouz is a magicless, lowly servant. I haven't decided if Fayrouz will have parents yet, but even if she does, they're very emotionally abusive. Her perception of herself as disposable and more worthless than a grain of sand is what's relevant here, so either she adopts that mentality from the other servants or from her own parents.

One day, during a party, Fayrouz sees someone pour some suspicious liquid into someone's drink. Before the owner could drink it, she slapped it out of his hand. The person being Kalim. He asks her why she did that, and she tells him. A person put something inside his drink. The crowd erupts into chaos and they're both dragged away before they could say another word (Fayrouz for interrogation, and Kalim for protection)

Kalim (in my barely put together AU) is lowkey kinda lonely?? He has Jamil, sure. His siblings too. But after the first assassination attempt, he was forbidden from interacting with the other servants. even some of his own siblings. He's determined to befriend Fayrouz, because, in his mind, she's *safe*. She saved his life. That's enough proof for him, and apparently for his father, who allowed him to befriend Fayrouz (or try to)

Shenanigans ensue, where Kalim tries to interact with Fayrouz while she tries her best to avoid him. (She's intimidated by the Asim's. Doesn't help that an older servant told her lies that Kalim's dad beheads people to scare her). Kalim defeatedly asks Jamil for help, and talks to Fayrouz in his favour. This marks the prolouge? beginning? I guess? They all become friends.

I haven't really fleshed out the story after this, but I'll note some important info:

• Fayrouz's self esteem is absolutely dogshit. I'm talking down the shitters abysmal. Self-loathing to the absolute MAX. I say this because this is a crucial flaw of Fayrouz which leads to some crucial plot points.

• Fayrouz is immediately enamoured by Jamil. Fayrouz sees herself as clumsy, talentless and pathetic, so seeing someone her age be so talented was enough to envelop her in pure admiration (and jealousy, but it doesn't last long). She asks him to teach her everything he knows. And so, growing up, they did everything together. (I'll make comics exploring their relationship in the future if im able to🫠🫠🫠)

• An important plot point in this AU is Fayrouz going missing. Two years before Jamil and Kalim enter NRC, Fayrouz suddenly disappears.

• Im not sure how exactly they'd meet, but Kalim's relative Jasmir (canon relative. i checked. Not the name though, i made that up) forms a sibling-like bond with Fayrouz. Growing up as an only child, he craved for companionship, and was jealous of Kalim always being surrounded by younger siblings. He found the companionship he wanted in Fayrouz.

• Jasmir has a servant twisted from Rajah called Khan(placeholder name). He isn't important to the plot i just love him.

(Placeholder designs for now, but i love them💕)

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Felle!!!! Once again, happy birthday!!🎉☁️🎉☁️🎉☁️🎉☁️🎉☁️🎉☁️!

I absolutely wanted to draw something for you(*´∇｀)ﾉ💕💕💕

You're truly an exceptional and kind person. I always enjoy talking with you awawa 💕.

Stay amazing, I love you!!!🫂💝💝💝

(It’s my first time drawing a character with vitiligo it’s so cute it looks like little clouds☁️💞)

I BLAME TUMBLR BECAUSE WHY DID I JUST SEE THIS NOW

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD💥💥💥💥💥💕💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💖‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

IJDJSSJSJJSJEKEKJSE THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK UOU SO MUCH RIZ IM GENUINELY SCREAMING I DID NOT EXPECT THIS AT ALL

genuinely feel so bad because ive been too busy to draw but NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW GRATEFUL I AM🥺💕💕💕💕

HER HER HER OH MY GODDDSSD MY DAUGHTER THATS MY DAUGHTER

THE LITTOL JAMIW 🥺

JAMIW I LOVE HIM

SCREECHINHHHHHH

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they both really want jamil to take a break

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DID THE TAGGING SYSTEM NOT WORK??????? TUMBLR FIX YOUR WEBSITE

also

FAYROOOUUUUZZZZZ

FAYROUZ FAYROUZ LOOK LOOK LOOK AT HER she's SO CUTE AAAAAAAAAAAAA

the littol jamiw in her arms SOBBING

you're art style is genuinely so cute sobbing crying puking

THANK YOU SO MUCH AAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGHHH

Silly doodles :3

@fell-e @amatsuchan-eiliniel @rizdoodls @oya-oya-okay @clovenoko

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manifesting him in the nmb4cm event

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"Please don't leave....."

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH

yuusha THE hair stylist ever

i love love LOVE your art style sm

idk how to explain it its SOO soft

mmmmm.......... buttercream,,

BRAIDS BRAIDS BRAIDS BRAI (mayu by @anbaisai || fayrouz by @fell-fell) :3c

i imagine yuusha gave the girls both their braids

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with how much i bully azul you'd think i hated him or something

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GET FALIN TOUDEN'D IDIOT

first and last time i will ever draw chimera yuu/fayrouz/grim

(heehoo cameos. mayu → @anbaisai, yuusha→ @crystallizsch, kalmia→ @skriblee-ksk, shuu→ @oya-oya-okay)

autism fight scene redraw

+ bonus:

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jamil "would you still love me if i was a worm snake?" viper

mayu belongs to @anbaisai

yuusha belongs to @crystallizsch

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this is my favourite joke about Fayrouz ever

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Fayrouz reference sheet!!! After like. A year.

Unrendered currently, but if the motivation strikes again, I'll render it properly!

edit1: added a reference for the vitiligo

because i can never stfu, the vitiligo over her chest is shaped like a heart, the one on her upper left arm vaguely resembles a bird, and literally everything else is a cloud (because i gave up on realism)

edit 2: rendered it!!!!!

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doodles

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LITERALLY SOBBING IM–

ITS THE JAMIL HATE CLUB‼️‼️‼️

CAN'T ESCAPE NOW AAHAHAHAH

also literally SO OBSESSED WITH HOW YOU DRAW FAYROUZ JGCIHCIGDWUGCIJCDY

astrid holding him back for us to take aim, im– 😭

this is so cute jciycyicihvtisirditciydt7d8yf

Take aim Ladies

They were going to attack him with pillows but I thought of something funnier hold him down Astrid

The Jamil hate club- Yuusha ( @crystallizsch) Fayrouz( @fell-e) Mayu ( @anbaisai)