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i will turn every single character i love aroace because i can. i love them and they deserve it
#never let a bpd girlie write about characters that feel different from those around them#bpd girlies when characters think there is something intrinsically wrong with them#fear it eats every time#also like. lemme put them in a deeply platonic friendship that is so full of value and love!!!!#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade
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Bruce Wayne was never Batman.
So! The night that Bruce Wayne's parents got shot, he developed an Unbreakable Resolve. He needed to get rid of the Crime that had taken his Parents away from him, no matter what.
But that night, he also developed a deep-seated fear of Death. He was face to face with his own Demise and instead of dying himself he saw his Parents die instead. He was Terrified of ending up like them.
But he still needed to stop Crime. He couldn't just let criminals go unpunished, and while he was still using his wealth to try and prevent it before it began, he knew there needed to be something to stop crime After it had been committed. And the Cops were useless on that Front.
He eventually found a solution while looking through his Parents Family Heirlooms.
Ancient Books dating back to the founding of Gotham and even before then, telling of a Creature from another world who his Ancestors had helped in the Past. A Being of Fear and Shadow, who owed a debt to the Wayne Family. He needed that Being. A Monster of Shadows and Fear was exactly the answer to scaring criminals away from committing crimes and punishing those who did.
But he needed to find the Being from another world first.
So he left home, traveling across the Globe training with the best Magicians and Demonologists in the world in search of the Monster who owed his Family a Debt. His travels took him far, from the streets of LA where he met a man named Zatara, to the Snowy Mountains of Nanda Parbat where he learned of the Lazarus Pits and the Demon's that came out of them.
While studying the Lazarus Pits, he was trained by the organization who guarded them. They despised Weakness, and while their leader was in awe of his Intelect he was less impressed by his body's conditioning. If he was to study the Lazarus Pits, he would first have to earn the Right in Combat.
He eventually managed to pass their Tests and eventually left them, having handed over a Copy of his research as the price for being allowed to Study the Pits.
Years later, he finally returned to Gotham, fully equipped to Summon the Being that owed him a Debt.
Bruce drew up the Summoning Circle as perfectly as he possibly could, he had one shot at it.
A drop of his blood and a splash of Lazarus Water later, and the Circle began to glow an ominous Green. Slowing, a shifting shadow began to emerge from the Circle, at first only a mass of writhing darkness before their form Solidified.
The Books he had found on the Spirit said that it would take the form of the Summoners Greatest Fear, which just so happened to be Bats for Bruce. The Form that the Spirit chose reflected that, with large Dark Wings falling over their form as if they were a Cape, and horns looking like the Ears of a Bat. From the Darkness, two glowing eyes appeared.
"Spirit, hear me. My name if Bruce Wayne, and I am calling in the Debt owed to my Family centuries ago. My City is plagued with crime and malice, rotting from its Core. My efforts to prevent Crime from the side of the Light have been in vain, Crime persists despite my efforts. In order for my vision to be fulfilled, the Criminals of this City must have their hearts pierced by Fear. Fear of Retribution. Fear of Consequences. Fear of Vengeance."
Thoughout bis Speech, the Shadowed Figure stayed silent.
"That is why I have called you here. I want you to stalk these streets, punish the criminals of this City and strike fear into their hearts from the shadows, so that they know to stay in the light. I don't want you to Kill them, never kill them. Let them live with that fear in their Hearts until their final days."
After he finished his speech, the Figure finally spoke.
"Your Quest is an Honorable one. You seek the betterment of your people's, and are unafraid to resort to drastic measures to achieve that goal. It reminds me of my Liege's resolve." It Spoke, it's voice low and rumbling. "Very Well. From this day forth, I shall protect your City from the Darkness in its own Heart. I shall be your Dark Knight."
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Had this idea out of nowhere and needed to write it down. In this AU, Bruce still wants to protect his City from crime, but is understandably traumatized from seeing the Deaths of his Parents. He has a deep-seated fear of Dying, so he chooses to forgo fighting crime himself.
Instead, he finds out about a Spirit that his Ancestors helped long ago, and decides that the most logical next step out be to Summon a Demon to protect his City. Instead of training his Body for a decade to become Batman, he trains his Mind and Studies as much about Magic and Demon's as Possible.
He still knows how to fight because he trained with the League. He approached them with an offer to study the Lazarus Pits and give them his findings, and they accepted. But Ra's didn't want a weakling on his Base so he also required Bruce to train his body. He saw his potential for combat, and was so disappointed that Bruce had chosen a different path. He could have been Great!
Bruce still has a thing with Talia that produces Damian, he is still a point of interest from Ra's since he is insanely smart and has huge potential, and he knows how to fight pretty well. Albeit not as well as in Canon.
Bruce becomes the Benefactor/Guy in the Chair for Fright Knight (who is the one he summoned if you couldn't tell), who looks like a "Bat Man" because of Bruce's fear of Bats. Fright Knight agreed to this because 1.) He had a debt to pay, 2.) Bruce reminded him of Danny, and 3.) He respected Bruce's ballsyness to Summon a demon and command it to protect people.
Bruce still adopts his Kids, but there are some changes.
Dick is adamant about fighting Crime, and eventually Bruce is forced to let him go on patrol with Fright Knight, who has started going by Batman. Thankfully Frighty managed to give him some blessings so he had minor powers and would be safer.
Jason is mostly the same, and he is so excited that Robin actually IS Magical. When he dies, Fright Knight, who had gotten attached to their Family, goes into the Zone to search for him. He is unsuccessful unfortunately.
Tim is kind of funny. He figured out that Dick was Robin, and Jason was the 2nd Robi , but assumed that Bruce was Batman. When he approached Bruce about becoming Robin so he would stop going down his violent Cycle, Bruce Redirected him to talk to Fright Knight, who was not taking his failure to find Jason well.
Damien grew up knowing that his Father was a Genius, and the Master of the Batman, which gave him a bit of an Ego. At first he thought of Fright Knight as a Servant, and tried to command him like he did with Alfred. Frighty corrected him quickly enough.
Any more ideas for this AU? I have so many, but I think I need to stop for now.
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Fright Knight is Batman#Bruce Wayne is not Batman#8 yr old Bruce Wayne saw that his family had a Demon/Monster/God of Fear on a Debt and decided that it was a great idea to use it#Bruce is basically Fright Knight's Sugar Daddy#Since Fright Knight usually stays in the Cave and occasionally the Manor when it's not Nighttime#Bruce buys him things for no apparent reason#Bruce basically adopted Fright Knight into the Family#As a Brother not a Son#Just thinking of the shenanigans this could lead to#Steph gets up from a nap and opens her door only to see a Wave of Pure Shadows pour down the Hall being chased by a pissed off Alfred#“I don't care if you don't need to Eat! You are going to join us for Family Dinner and you will like it!”#Cass likes to hide in Frighty's shadows#He let's her#She's the favorite niece#I wonder how his interactions with the Justice League would go?#How would that even work actually?#Would Bruce just put on a costume and pretend to be him?#Or would they JLA have to deal with an Eldritch God of Fear sitting 2 seats down every time they want to have a Meeting
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"don't let fear stop you!" i don't. i have anxiety my entire life has been accomplished in spite of fear. i am doing it scared on a scale you can't even begin to comprehend
#shitpost#anxiety disorder#sorry this isn't even targeted at anyone#i'm just thinking about how some people say this and are like! talk to that person! go for that job! take that trip! try that thing!#and i'm like. i get scared doing EVERYTHING#my fight or flight kicks in texting my friends!#and yet! i text my friends#and i go to the grocery store and the library and i eat every meal and i talk to that person and i make that mistake#literally everything i have ever done#is because i did it scared. i am not letting fear stop me in ways you didn't know a person could be scared#i'm better at doing it scared than you can possibly comprehend. YOU do that thing when you're so anxious you're light headed and nauseous#without letting it show#(obviously it's not a competition. i'm just like. i DONT let fear stop me 99% of the time. when i do it's because i am actively#facing it on 1000 other fronts and need to win those battles first)
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I promise that none of you think about knight!Ghost as often as I do. That man haunts me. His desires carve channels in my fingers that I cannot hope to drain. The relentless pursuit of his goals has created rifts in my psyche that I will never recover from. I have aus of an au that I cannot even share with you all or you would burn me at the stake for witchcraft. I am tormented by this horrible man.
#simon ghost riley#knight!ghost#every time y'all ask what he's up to#i lose a piece of myself to his gaping maw#he wants to eat me#there is no other way for him to have his love than to entirely devour her#and all that created her#he fears no man or god
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HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2024): ↘ D-DAY | HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWANG HYUNJIN❣️
#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#flashing tw#a9gifs#*gif#*hyunjin#*ccarly#*carly:hyunjin#*series:hjbday24#once again i fear we have a whole countdown leading up to this only for it to be lackluster. every year LDJKSSJLKDGLKJSD#sorry if this is a flop finale but i had fun <3#i hope these are synced too science says they should be but my laptop never loads them all at once akldjfajklsdjglks#anyway this concludes the countdown it went by so fast.....thank u for liking it everyone 🫶#i will never be doing this again. LKJSDKFLSJKDGLKSDG#maybe a countdown but not 30 sets. i DID IT THOUGH. very proud of myself for being that insane. good times#also happy birthday hyun i love u so so much and hope you have an amazing day :((((#do something fun...take a nice nap...eat good food...hope u get to celebrate however u want this year
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hi chat im going insane /lh
#snobrambles#GRGRGRGR (hi; future snob here. limbus canto 3 spoilers in tags!)#i will finish this i will finish this i will finish thi is that. dante on my dash hi dante#i need to also say that atm my favorite. subtle bit in limbus is yi sang showing up when his name is said on accident#bc . yi sang and ideal sound similar#so every time the term ideal shows up his sprite jsut. pops up and he is either “you called?” or “...”#and im obsessed ITS SO RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY TO ME AND IT SHOULDNT BE.#hell say literally nothing for ages and then shows up and its like “yi sang mentioned” and he disappears again#anyways. back on topic. i love rendering but oh my god i want to finish this piece im fighting wars not to post a wip#I WILL NOT POST A WIP. I WILL FINISH IT FIRST AND THEN I WILL FINISH MY OTHER DRAWINGS#man i love limbus the sinners are all so funny in their own ways#also wtf. canto 3. was insane what#IT WAS BRUTAL MAN. THERE WAS SO MUCH it was interesting#i felt. despair when saude and effie . died.#I HAD A FEELING. LIKE I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN IT FELT INEVITABLE#BUT JESUS. im so sorry fellas..#anyways off and on topic that limbus powerpoint wasnt kidding meursault really is the sitting on the bench meme..#also canto 2 was funny as hell#I WISH. WE GOT MORE OF RODYAS CHARACTER IN IT THOUGH. did love the crime and punishment refs though !!#i thought her gambling moment was cool as hell and i like that shes clever BUT MAN#I WISH SHE HAD MORE SPOTLIGHT ICL i was looking forward to it#but i enjoyed it nonetheless#god. ryoshu is so extra she did not have to drop that chandelier i love her#SHES SO FUNNY TO ME I LOVE HER why is she like this. ryoshu never change. barf on your hands#also love hong lu. he is hilarious i fear#THE ACCIDENTAL. PISSING PEOPLE OFF MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME ITS GOLDEN#“is this in fashion” “my dog has a brooch like this!” JAW DROPPED.#also gregor is still. a big favorite. is he ok. someone help him. HE KEEPS FUMBLING AND ITS SO SAD BUT ALSO FUNNY#HE CANT STOP LOSING free my guy he needs a win 💔#tumblr please dont eat my tags i need to talk about don. shoutout to her mask slipping in canto 2. inchresting..
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some royai wips i should probably finish.....
#fullmetal alchemist#fma#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#i hate drawing this man#i hate his stupid hair#riza eats him up every time i fear#im only drawing roy if its for my fics#oh to be there listening to riza info dump about her hyperfixations.....
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My main custom solitaire game themes
#I use 'cat theme' like 90% of the time but every once in a while I feel more like whimsical snow bubbles or so on and so forth lol#Though I dislike that there's no way to preview every custom element of a theme at once. I had to take seperate screenshots#of the back of cards and then edit them into these (in mspaint.. so they're not all lined up lol)#It would be even more effort if I actually changed all the available options. Really I only change the background. the back of the card dec#and all of the Ace cards. But you can also set custom images for all Jacks Kings and Queens if you want.#So I just had to find a game where I could lay out all aces to show the custom images. But I don't know if there'd even be a way to lay out#all A K J Q cards simultaneously. so if I wanted to show all of those custom I'd have to take individual pictures of each one and edit them#together lol.. They have a 'preview theme' board but it just looks like a normal game. I thnk the 'preview' should be all customized#cards laid out so you can actually see them all together.#Also I still find it kind of funny how I generally trend towards really liking aesthetics that are kind of ''cutesy'' ''happy''#''childish'' etc. despite simultaneously being like the least 'cutesy' person I know. In the sense of being generally extremely serious#blunt critical/analytical data loving ''joykill'' with a flat emotional range that comes off as robotically cold and aloof lmao#Also a lot of ''cute'' acting kind of irks me (like squeaky voices can be grating (I think because sometimes people do a high BREAtHY voi#ce and breathy voices freak me out since it sounds similar to whispering and I hAAATE whispers (I have whatever the opposite of#people who like ASMR have like.. whispers and mouth noises are viscerally upsetting sounding to me and make me physically recoil lol)) and#etc. etc. And I really value practicality and efficiency so I am definitely NOT tolerant of the 'cute incompetence' thing ('ouuwww i#such a weak little babey... can you open this for me?? OmO someone wiff big strong awms pwease open the cabinet fow mee' like#rebecca you are 30 years old open the freaking cabinet yourself and never use that voice around me again. i cannot have you wasting time we#still have to stick to the rigidly efficient to do list sequence that I have elaborately planned lol..) so on and so forth etc.#From external aesthetics I look like a perky children's cartoon character that lives in a cottage and is whimsical and clumsy and cheery#at all times. In actual personality I am like some chronically exhausted assistant to an evil wizard who sits in the back of the wizard#tower all day like this -_- running endless calculations and going 'ermm actually' and prepping and researching in my hermit corner lol.#BUT maybe that's part of why. Being so strictly practically focused is just literally less fun. Like ignorance really is bliss. But I would#sincerely rather be completely miserable yet have an accurate view of things than be happy but misinformed. Like I value truth and#rationality over pretty much anything else in the entire world. I also don't do drugs or alcohol - and due to flatness of emotional range#do not recieve 'positive brain chemicals' or whatever from the typical things (going out to eat. attending a party. dancing. etc.) so#most of the common methods people use for Coping With The Harsh Truths Of The World don't actually work on me. All I have left#when undergoing existential crises or chronic fear is like.. er.. well I should make the environment around me as comfy cozy as possible#at least lol... Oh cutesy kitten stuffed animal we are really in it now . so on LOL#Gods most Permanently Serious warriors must have at least one extremely unserious hobby or stuffed animal collection to keep them thriving
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Me whenever Smallville foreshadows, references, or quips about superman comics:
#lex with his “warrior angel” comic book#clark and lex's friendship is “stuff of legends”#clark isnt “the flying type”#blue looks good on clark#clark is “made of steel” when it comes to speaking with girls#clark doesnt get cold so chloe says: “you from an ice planet or something”#boys are from mars but clarks from a different galaxy#i EAT IT UP every time#im only on season 2 but i started like 4 days ago 🤣#my ramblings#Smallville#clark kent#superman#dc comics#lex: real life isnt a comic book#he says IN A COMIC BOOK SERIES AS A COMIC BOOK VILLAIN 🤣🤣#clark and his fear of flying
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y'all know how when you've been on a boat or a trampoline and you can feel the motion when you're laying in bed that night? can you get that from a car
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making a fankid but shaking my head the entire time so people know i'm against the societal belief that everyone's goal and only purpose in life should be to have kids and form a family
#i snapped and made a rock kandi fankid#she was meant to be a one off design to cheer me up and give me something to do#but i made her too cute. now im attached#her name is lacey :) princess lacey at that#idk what im going to do to be able to fit her in my thing. rock kandi or just a kirby kid in general was Never meant to be a thing#that guy's an adult in my oc timeline. and he does fuck all all day as he always has. it's a part of his bit that he's not anyone important#outside of being the hero of popstar of course. he's not a knight or a king/prince. he's not even an adventurer. he likes his planet#and wouldn't want to be too far from it so the idea of being an explorer doesn't appeal to him.#at the end of every adventure he always returns to popstar because popstar's his home#he likes just being a normal guy who just saves the world from time to time. he likes fishing and eating and sleeping#and making friends and juggling children. it's just what he does all day. he loves it.#he's always been happy with simplicity and living in the moment no matter how boring that moment is#and i fear that this would accidentally lent itself to a like. kind of a deadbeat dad?? or take away too much of his carefree bum-ness#technically this is ribbon's and fluff's spawn since kirby can't have kids. so maybe i'll just make the world's first kirbyless rock kandi#whatever you'd call that. Fluffbon?#they all live in different places so i always figured it'd be kind of impossible for it too work out in the long run??#or it wouldn't be That serious. not serious enough for a lacey#which is why i didn't make it canon to my AU and shit and only enjoy it at a distance slash in like a vacuum#so I don't knowww i don't knowww but i'll figure it out i guess#text post
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Also can we take a second to pour one out for my girl Akilah? She wants so badly to do the right thing because she's kind and caring and she wants everyone to be okay. She leaves a trail because she knows what Travis was doing wasn't right. She has a sister and a baby nephew she desperately wants to see again, but so does everyone else.
And then they get back to camp and she lies for Travis because he's a part of the group too, and really, haven't they all done terrible things in the course of just trying to survive? They don't need to fight about who's done what, they need to go home.
#and before anyone comes for Travis#he was kind of...right#wasn't he?#they went back to camp because they were found out and now look what's happened#I have very little patience for everyone who hates Travis for doing awful things because he's a toxic man or whatever#and yet eats up every terrible thing that the girls do#*steps off my soap box*#ANYWAY#love and cherish Akilah because she deserves it#and also because I fear we have very little time with her left#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets
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Nintendo is after your brand

This means you must start a cooking/food blog. It's destiny /j
YOU DONT WANNA SEE MY ASS IN THE KITCHEN. I PUT A FROZEN PIZZA UPSIDE DOWN ONCE.
#and. mmy eating habits would be concerning I fear#if I posted every time I ate and what it was…. mmmm#yeah. not good#thasks#thposts#I gotta kill Nintendo now
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god i love tenna he is so much like klavier gavin to me in that they’re both such a refreshing breath of fresh air compared to the previous antagonists that come before them who all follow a certain pattern
#this applies to gerson as well when compared to the other secret bosses#i still love jevil and simon blackquill#but like#i love a good change of pace i eat it up every time i fear#deltarune#ace attorney#rambles
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I get so utterly upset when I don't eat that I geniuenly don't understand how I made it through those 2 years unable to eat while juggling 7 classes.
[also lowkey just like. hoo boy I probably was liable to reacting too strongly to things emotion wise pre-surgery]
#i mean i did have multiple meltdowns alone in my room but thats beside the point akdkfgkhkh#i had strategies too. lots of soup and puree-ing the soup when even that was too hard#i have terrible memory too so most of those days are gone tbh#the sensations remain tho#medical cw#the prophet speaks#its not fixed. i need that clear itll never be fixed#but hooooo boy am i million times better#dont wanna have to have surgery again in years time tho ;-;#you never know how long and it terrifies me a bit i wont lie#every time i struggle to eat something fear strikes my heart ajdkfgkgkh#such as it goes! thats my ramble for the night#a miscommunication caused me to not have much food todsy and i was about to loose it
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wh seto : relationships with me could never work out. if anyone was even naive enough to invest their time in me theyd just be disappointed to learn that i truly am bad down to every last thread. im deeply and appallingly unlovable. anyways time to go hang out with my doe eyed close aquaintance who calls himself my 'assistant' and who follows my every move and has endless trust, fighting for me dispite all odds. what do you mean why are his eyes hearts. hes just like that i dunno
#like dude. come on.#i love it i eat it up every time btw#i love their stupid homosexual tension. even the other participants knew#can you tel im rereading the misc content book. specifically lingering fear#old mcyt#setosorcerer#my stuff#withering hope
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