#feelingempty

[sinfulmotivez89]

Honestly, REALLYY fucking wishing i could go back in time do whatever possible to have my present be different. 😔 Dont like the gut feeling i cant shake, dont like that i dont know if its real or bs in my head, dont know how to fix anything going on.. but wish things were back to how they once were. I guess i csn only HOPE the future heals itself and go back to brighter days💯

[finallyitssaying]

If My Life Were a Movie.

I'm a restaurant owner who everybody loves to come to. They eat, they chit-chat, they're having a good time with me. There were tables full of my friends, colleagues, colleagues who became best friends, family, and even myself but in different versions. They all look so happy. Some new people come, some old people leave, sometimes they come and go. But it doesn't matter because the restaurant is still full, alive, and people are happy.

Each table calls me to have a chit-chat with them. We shared laughs, cries, secrets, and they invited me to come to their restaurant. It's me dancing from one table to another. They're calling my name. I was so full of happiness. Even the table with other versions of myself mesmerizes me. They look fat haha, but they look happy and alive, with so much passion in their eyes.

That restaurant might be full of smiles, but they blind me. I don't realize that while I'm dancing here and there, behind my back, the visitors at each table are leaving the restaurant. Without me realizing it, they are gone. Alone, or someone has picked them up. For a while, I don't care. Whispering to myself, "hey, it's okay. People change. You still got a table with your people."

And one day, the restaurant has never been so quiet. I see the door sign—it says "OPEN," but no one comes. I look inside. There are only a few people left, tidying up their things, about to leave the restaurant. Even the people I once gave the best table with the best view. I’m begging them to stay. But the people who pick them up are stronger than me. Maybe they have a nicer restaurant, I think to myself.

Not long after, the restaurant is empty. Oh wait—the other version of me is still in the corner. I come to them, but they slowly disappear. But I don't care. I just watch them go. The "DOMMM" sound shocks me. It's part of the ceiling in my restaurant, which suddenly turns into an abandoned restaurant.

The tables are overturned, the decorations broken. No more light days, no more dancing from table to table, no more people calling my name to share stories, sadness, and secrets. Of course, the lamps are turning off.

I try to see outside from the window, screaming to invite people to come to my restaurant. But no one comes. It's just me, and the small TV that’s still on, trying to distract me from my sadness.

Yet, it's not a distraction.

On the screen, I can see my people, getting their lives moving forward. One gets married, one has kids, one gets engaged, one gets a promotion, one gets a new house—they all look so happy. I walk backward to the table that still hasn’t broken yet. Getting comfy in the corner.

Smiling, with the mascara stain on my eyes, and a silent scream in my chest. Watching everybody's lives moving on but me. In my restaurant. In my corner. In my spot. Myself.

[prettyquiescence]

tired.

Sometimes I think of how easy it would be to end my life because everything stays quiet for once, and I get to find peace I hope. I hope I sleep eternally because I think I deserve it. 

Sometimes I’m caught in between the good things I deserve and all the bad things I deserve. I keep telling myself that no one is bad but they make bad decisions and we’re all human. 

But I don’t know why I could never see that for myself. I’ve hurt people a lot in my years of living but I seem to be the most terrible person I know. 

I’m so tired of my mind,I’m so tired and sometimes I don’t know how much more I can take it honestly. I just want a way out, anything. It hurts so much. I’m just so tired and I just want it to stop. I just want to be in peace for once and the only way I see peace is if I could sleep forever.

[coachkeen1]

What is the worst thing about breakup?

Hey there! Breakups can be tough, and they can affect us in various ways. In my experience, the worst thing about a breakup is the emotional pain and heartache that comes with it. When you invest your time, love, and energy into a relationship, it’s only natural to feel a sense of loss when it ends. It can leave you feeling empty, betrayed, and questioning your self-worth.

One of the most challenging aspects of a breakup is the process of letting go. It’s not easy to detach yourself from someone you once cared deeply for. Memories of shared experiences, the feeling of being understood, and the companionship you once had can linger long after the relationship ends. Moving on from a breakup requires time, self-reflection, and a lot of self-care. It’s important to allow yourself to grieve and heal, but also to remember that the pain won’t last forever.

On a personal note, I remember going through a difficult breakup a few years ago. It was a relationship that I had invested a lot of myself into, and when it ended, I felt like my world was crumbling. The worst part for me was the constant replaying of memories and wondering what went wrong. It took time, but I eventually realized that dwelling on the past wasn’t helping me move forward. I focused on rebuilding my life, reconnecting with friends, pursuing my hobbies, and working on personal growth. Gradually, the pain lessened, and I began to find happiness within myself. The breakup taught me important lessons about self-love, resilience, and the importance of letting go of what no longer serves us.

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Remember, healing takes time, and everyone’s journey is different. Surround yourself with loved ones, seek support if needed, and be patient with yourself. You deserve happiness and love, and you’ll find it again when the time is right. Hang in there!

[unexistinghere]

i want to feel something that consumes my soul

[angstyyyangel]

tw : depression, mental disorders

i haven't showered in more than a week... again.

i'm not eating properly. i have no appetite.

i'm just eating what my friend's making me, just one real meal.

i've entirely stopped making food for myself, i have no desire, no energy.

i spend all day and night rotting in my bed, on my phone

have been going to bed in the morning, every single day. its been weeks. getting 2-4 hours of sleep. sometimes no sleep.

i feel incomplete. alone. need someone to fill the void.

#depression #sadness #stress #mentallyunstable #sick #mentallytired #tired #mentaldisorder #inadarkplace #feelingempty #lovesick #lonely #touchstarved

[troubledontlast1]

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There’s a God shaped hole in all of us. #jesusisenough

God longs to fill every void within us. #needgod

To be satisfied means we are not yearning for something else.

When our hunger is satisfied, we don’t want any more food.

When our thirst is satisfied, we don’t crave more water.

When we are in a right relationship with God, our souls are satisfied. #nosatisfaction

The hopelessness you feel, the depression, the sadness, it is the yearning of your soul for God.

He can fill that void. #godisbetter

The only one who can truly satisfy the human heart is the One who made it. #godisenough

Seeking satisfaction somewhere other than God’s presence will always lead to disappointment. #emptiness

God did not make you to be completed by another person.

The only void that exists within you is when you avoid being completed by God. #feelingempty

People are constantly searching for a way to be happy and to fill the void in their lives.

The answer is Jesus.

The answer will always be Jesus. #godovereverything

There is nothing that you need between here and heaven which is not provided in Jesus Christ. #onlyjesus

Every time you try to satisfy yourself you're robbing God of an opportunity to satisfy you the right way. #godisallineed

Drinking, clubbing, sex, etc. will never fill that void of emptiness...only Jesus can!

Stop trying to medicate your problems with temporary solutions.

God has the peace you need. Seek Him! #inchristalone

People won't fulfill you.

Prestige won't fulfill you.

Positions won't fulfill you.

Possessions won't fulfill you.

Only God can truly fulfill and satisfy you. #christalone

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[jeyptonguecross]

Suddenly you felt nothing. Do you ever get that feeling that when you wake up, you feel nothing? Nothing. Empty. Blank.

[justjibberjabber]

The Analogous Flower

There lies a flower. It is feeble. It rests its body upon the soil, the same dry and cracked and empty soil that had at one time provided the flower with all the nutrients it had needed to thrive. What was sky is now pale, as if it is diseased and anemic, a sickly pastel of the vivid hue it had once proclaimed. All of the life-giving water is gone. This is a desolate land.

The delicate petals were the first to go. Their violet color drained, and they shriveled in on themselves. They fell to the ground like the ashes of a tragic fire. The leaves followed suit and were swept up and away in an arid wind. The fibrous threads of the stem stood strong and noble for as long as they were able but could bear the weight of themselves no longer and slowly came to lie defeated against the earth. All that remains now are the roots.

Below the surface, the roots are alive. Very much alive. The desire is there - they want to grow. They dare to behold, to faithfully and desperately cling, to the vision of what they once were, of what they had once created and embodied. What will it take? What will it require? What measures must be exercised for this flower to flourish again?

Water. And tenderness. And fertilizer, perhaps. What will serve as the fertilizer? What thing, or things, will best serve as the impetus to gently coax this flower to blossom once more?

Yes. That is the question. The water and the sun and the tender care are the constants for any flower or plant. But the fertilizer is the variant. What is nourishing to one is toxic to another.

I must discover the fertilizer...

[savemefromtoxic]

How does someone become a Narcissist? Narcissism can come from the inability of a young child to get their emotional needs met from one or more of their parents during their formative years. So they learn to get that need met, by manipulation... pretend crying, pretend injuries, pretend anger, pretend words, pretend emotions. This doesn't change when they're an adult. ~Rick dC @savemefromtoxic #narcissist #narcissism #becomeanarcissist #emotionalneeds #pretend #pretendemotions #pretendcrying #fakeemotions #fakecrying #fakewords #feelingempty #emptyheart #blackheart https://www.instagram.com/p/CorJAR_LoDb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[troubledontlast1]

God longs to fill every void within us. #needgod To be satisfied means we are not yearning for something else. When our hunger is satisfied, we don’t want any more food. When our thirst is satisfied, we don’t crave more water. When we are in a right relationship with God, our souls are satisfied. #nosatisfaction The hopelessness you feel, the depression, the sadness, it is the yearning of your soul for God. He can fill that void. #godisbetter The only one who can truly satisfy the human heart is the One who made it. #godisenough Seeking satisfaction somewhere other than God’s presence will always lead to disappointment. #emptiness God did not make you to be completed by another person. The only void that exists within you is when you avoid being completed by God. #feelingempty People are constantly searching for a way to be happy and to fill the void in their lives. The answer is Jesus. The answer will always be Jesus. #godovereverything Every time you try to satisfy yourself, you’re robbing God of an opportunity to satisfy you the right way. #onlyjesus No person, profession, possession or pain-relieving substance will ever fill the cup of a wounded, empty heart. It’s an emptiness only God can fill. #godisallineed Drinking, clubbing, sex, etc. will never fill that void of emptiness...only Jesus can! Stop trying to medicate your problems with temporary solutions. God has the peace you need. Seek Him! #inchristalone People won't fulfill you. Prestige won't fulfill you. Positions won't fulfill you. Possessions won't fulfill you. Only God can truly fulfill and satisfy you. #christalone ➖➖➖➖➖➖ 🔥MY SOCIALS🔥 1. YT/podcast: Uplift Past Crossroads 2. FB/LinkedIn = Sean Christopher Jenkins 3. 📸/Twitter/👻/TikTok = @troubledontlast 📸: @my_daily_bible 4. Fashion = @glamourmeetsgq 5. Fan pages = @upliftwithdrj @upliftpastcrossroads Click 🔔/Like/Share ➖➖➖➖➖ #jesusisenough #godisallyouneed #jesusalone #weneedgod #inchristalonemyhopeisfound #godalone #ineedgod #ingodalone #godfills #mygodshallsupplyallmyneeds #godwillsupply #godismorethanenough #godovermoney #godoverporn #godoverall #mygraceissufficient #mygraceissufficientforyou #onlyjesuscan #jesussatisfies (at Nashville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpSwYpNOMCq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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ADOPTION AWARENESS QUOTE 1 OF 3 Friday, November 18, 2022

"Orphanages are the only places that ever left me feeling empty and full at the same time." - John M. Simmons

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You "prolifers" need to get to work adopting the kids who are already here. #roevember

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[ngockhuyen1308]

Sẽ có một ngày, lòng này thôi vì anh mà dậy sóng.

[the-struggling-musician1-blog]

Unknown

Silly little girl

Don’t fool yourself

They’ve seen your scars

Just don’t want to help

Little do they know

How much could change

With three little words

‘Are you okay?’

[anxiousheart4]

Fairy tales don’t exist...

I watch all these romance movies and read romance novels, and as much as I love them, they always make me feel empty inside. I watch all these characters find their true love and get their happy endings, and I always feel like that’ll never be me; for who could love someone so broken inside.

But I’m starting to realize it goes sooo much deeper then that. It’s not about them finding true love or happy endings, it’s about the people surrounding the main character. They have people that believe in them, believe in their dreams, and support them no matter what. And the love interest, falls for them despite their flaws and because of their dreams; and they support them with everything they have.

I’m afraid I’m never going to have that. My parents say they want me to follow my dreams but then they push their dreams on me, so much so, that I don’t even know what my dreams are anymore. I don’t know what will make me happy, all the pressure to be somebody specific, makes me want to be that person just to get rid of the pressure, even if it won’t make me happy. Or at least I don’t think it’ll make me happy. I just don’t know anymore.

And the few dreams I do have, like traveling and seeing the world, my family tells me I’ll never be able to do that, and just makes me feel like a failure. And they make me feel bad for being single, for being overweight, and make me doubt my friends, and put down everything I try to do. How is that a support system? It’s just a toxic environment, and I don’t know how to get out.

So watching and reading about these characters find love, it isn’t about them finding love, it’s about them having someone to support them and encourage them. I find myself longing for a boyfriend all the time, but it’s not a boyfriend I’m longing for, it’s someone to love and support me no matter what. Because I don’t get that from my own family, and I just want to feel that from somewhere. And I feel empty because just like all my other dreams, it feels like a fairy tale (to quote one of my favorite movies), “for who could learn to love a beast?” And I learned a long time ago, that fairy tales don’t exist.