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c0smoshit · 7 months
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Cuddling with ffvii boys!!
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⋆ ࣪. ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤 ≫ Cloud Strife, Zack Fair, Sephiroth and Angeal Hewley
⋆ ࣪. 𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 ≫ fluff, fluff and more fluff, not proofread!
⋆ ࣪. 𝔸/ℕ ≫ enjoy!! :))
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Cloud
★ Obviously he had to be the first one I'll be talking about
★ Yeahh... If you want to actually touch this guy without him freaking out, you'll have to wait for him to finally give in to his desires
★ Once he's warmed up, may god save you from his wreckingly long cuddling sessions ( poor baby he's so so so touch starved )
★ He doesn't care about the position, he just wants you close, really close to him ( paying off for all the times he has dreamt about you in his arms )
★ Will probably fall asleep very soon once he's got you trapped
"Feeling better?"
A low grumble of approval made your belly vibrate. His head was laying down on your stomach as you were sat on the headboard of the bed, your legs placed by his sides as he had his arms hugging your middle part.
He hugged you as if you were about to leave the room ( which was indeed, not happening ). His eyes were closed and his breathing was serene too, taking the chance to play with his hair meanwhile.
You were both winding down from the day, his hair still a bit damp from the shower he had just taken. And god did he look cute all sleepy on your belly.
You smiled, enjoying one of the very few moments Cloud would let you see his soft side.
Zack
★ My baby 🤧
★ Where do I even start, well, should we be asking him?
★ Because the moment your arms would welcome him in a maze of softness and care, this boy would be down bad
★ Automatically would have you trapped bellow him or viceversa, he likes physical touch maybe a bit too much
★ Is also one of the very few moments where you can actually hear silence again besides him, just the sound of his breathing mixed with yours
"Zack! I'm hom-"
Not even 5 seconds after you had shouted that into what you thought was your empty living room, he was already hoisting you up in the air by your waist like the puppy that was waiting for his owner he was.
. . .
"I missed you"
"I know, I know"
You tried to shush him, but it was quite a dificult task since he had his whole body on top of you on the sofa. His arms embracing your back, almost as if he didn't care about the cramps he knew he would get, he just cared about you.
He looked at you over where his head was laying on your chest, pointing out how pretty you looked when you smiled. God he is such a dork.
Sephiroth
★ Okay so this guy is... big
★ Not a fan of hugs but god, he lives off your arms wrapped around him
★ He would carry you bride style even when you both are cuddling on the bed. Keeping you close to him by your back and knees
★ You should be proud because this guy... this guy isn't really a big fan of having company nor physical touch with them
★ Once he is alone with you, he is a whole different man
Silence fell over your cute and tidied up room, Sephiroth's best music to listen to.
Your cheek met his collarbone, he was sat on your headboard as he kept you close to him with both of his arms. One by the back of your knees and the other on your back.
His heartbeat made you almost fall asleep by it's lulling trap, and you were sure you wouldn't last any longer either way.
Quiet nights like this before sleep were your absolute favourite and you could tell by the way he spoke to you with such honey bathed words that he enjoyed it quite as good as you.
Angeal
★ GOD
★ He loves, loves, loves holding you
★ Anywhere and whenever, his arms would be around you. You're just too sweet not to be held, he thinks
★ But he also loves having your soft hands caressing his skin too, whenever you would let him lay his head down on your thighs as you caressed his forehead and hair.
★ He just loves keeping u close ;)
"G'mornin love"
Your mumbled out response was enough for his heart to melt over your weary eyes and softened voice.
Your arms were curled up in his chest, his strenght not failing him as he kept you close even when he was asleep. He wishes he could stay like this with you forever.
Curled up in his arms as the sun bathed your pretty face, the soft whines you would let as he tried to get you off the bed.
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Bonus!!
His hands felt cold at first against your belly, but soon a scorching warmth would start to envelop your guts.
His breathing was serene against your nape, your back against his front. Almost poetically implying that you trusted him, that you cared about him.
No matter how deeply he would have fallen asleep, he still would and will keep you as secure and close to his body. Under the warm covers of your bed, everything felt nicer anyways.
So when you felt his characteristic blonde locks trickling your neck, you felt at home.
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crescent-lockhart97 · 11 months
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What Kind of Outfits Would The First Class Trio Look Very Nice In?
Angeal:
In my humble opinion, Angeal would look best in outfits that showcase his arms. Like have you seen this dude's biceps, triceps, and forearms?
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(omg why does he look so DILF-y ughhhhhh 😩😩)
He'd look so good in these:
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He'd prolly wear these for gym days:
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Genesis:
Fight me on this but I'd like to think Genesis has a nice set of abs and a tiny waist (even tinier than Sephiroth's).
Exhibit A:
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I headcanon him as the most svelte out of the trio, which makes him a very deceptive opponent. (Do not underestimate this man in combat just because he looks slimmer than the others!)
Anyways, he'd slay the fuck out of CROP TOPS! If Sephiroth can slay the "tits out" look, slaying in crop tops is definitely an area where Genesis would shine best.
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(Yes, I am using EXO Kai as an example. Also, the left outfit is so Genesis omggg??? With the red and black color scheme and the leather???? The right is red and black too 😩😩)
Genesis would prolly wear this as casual wear, too:
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(These outfits are so babygirl 🥺🥺 If I were a good artist, I would've drawn Genesis in these outfits already...)
Sephiroth:
And last but not the least, Sephiroth would definitely look sexy in outfits that showcase his huge badonkas. Literally look at his tits 😩😩:
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He'd look sooooo good in these outfits (with his hair in a ponytail 😵😵):
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And for casual wear:
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(And that's all folks!!! 😁😁)
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strayheartless · 4 months
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Are they a morning person:
Angeal: up at 5:00 AM . By the time he has to officially clock in he has: watered his plants, made breakfast, had a shower, brushed his teeth, remade the bed, ironed his uniform, done his beard care routine, and read a few pages of his book. All that and he still has time to get into work early and get a head start on reports. And he does it with no animosity towards the sun.
Sephiroth: He wakes up early, however he’s not exactly verbal in the mornings. Coffee is needed as well as a silent kitchen and no lights on but the little lamp by the microwave. He needs the silence to calibrate and that takes until at least seven o’clock. Like Angeal he’s in the office early but there’s no point in scheduling a meeting with him because you won’t get an answer.
Genesis: No. he’s not a morning person. Genesis wakes up naturally at about 8:00AM when he has work at 8:30AM and he spends that thirty minutes scrolling on his phone to get his brain into gear. Lazard has given up on Genesis being on time. Mostly because the one time he forced the issue he was subject to Genesis being unbearable for the rest of the day. He was ungroomed, snappish, bags around his eyes, emotional and at one point Lazard thought he might actually keel over had it not been for Angeal deciding Genesis would spend the rest of the day napping on the couch in his office.
Zack: he’s a morning person and it’s disgusting. Unlike Angeal and Sephiroth, Zack is making noise from the minute he wakes up. He’s up early yet still has no time to get to work on time. He spends the entire morning working out or having a dance party in the kitchen. He’s perky and bouncy and UNBARABLE.
Cloud: Cloud is usually up before even Angeal. By the time Angeal gets to his office Cloud has done three different rounds around sector 5, directed three separate old ladies to the train station, broken up 2 early morning drunken disputes and been propositioned no less than six times on his sweep of wall market. He’s done all of this and he’s done it on less that three hours sleep. Cloud isn’t a morning person. He’s not an awake person. Cloud is a “fuck you universe I’m going to be productive anyway.” Person. He simply gets on with it.
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errantnight · 3 months
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Nibelheim, but instead of going berserk, Sephiroth breaks down in a different way and eventually finds himself off his rocker in a nursing home making literal puppets. Which puppets does he make? Does he tell Zack and Cloud about them when they visit him?
Oh man this is a tragic on. Reminds me of this fic which already broke me... But yeah I can see Zack and Cloud coming to see him, probably the only one who does. Someone definitely murdered the fuck out of Hojo who wanted to kill Seph for being useless now.
Sephiroth spends a lot of time making paper dolls that he puts under his pillow because he doesn't want to be alone. Most of them are Angeal and Genesis, but some are of Zack. When the guys visit him he tells them the things he and his friends have been doing, and they nod along and tell him how interesting that is.
Can't dig too far into this cause I'mma make myself cry!
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hawtlineblingz · 3 hours
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☁️ CLOUD'S MOODBOARD ☁️
I was never the same person after FFVII Rebirth, i need to get rid of my Cloud brainrots. So here is some BF Cloud headcanons (god help me i need him in my life) ...
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As we all know, deepdown Cloud is a goofball by heart. Friendly banter, silly inner jokes that only you two could understand is not new.
Prefer to have dates with less people.
Surprisingly not shy with PDA, just normal ones like handholdings, would rest his hand on your shoulder or back, etc.
Took you out with Fenrir; Nicely polished. His back seat served only for you.
Babysitting dates! Amusement park / arcade, the four of you; You, Cloud, Denzel, and Marlene. Would give them everything he got in trade for Marlene and Denzel's smile, something he wishes to have when he was younger.
Denies so hard when you tell him he's actually good at tending kids. The pink hue on his cheeks and ears can't like tho.
Quiet bold in private, isn't afraid to initiate things once he's comfortable enough with you, pulling you on his lap when he's feeling a bit touch starved; only SOMETIMES he can malfunctioned after he make a move on you.
Easily worried type of BF.
OBSERVANT.
Loves tiny matching items.
Bro is a slow kisser.
Comfy silence is common with him around, just you doing your own thing and him doing his own thing. In the same room at the same time, his type of quality time.
Would let you yap about your hyperfixations no matter what it is.
Try his best to love you correctly. His past doesn't allow him to feel things, often felt numb before he met you. When actually he has so much love to give to the people around him. Secretly teared up when he thinks about how many chances you gave him trough out the relationship, despite he is in the process of healing himself.
"You're not funny." he lied. He loves how corny your jokes is sometimes, brings smile to his face when he's alone.
The way he calms you down when things aren't going your way. Cloud does not talk alot but he has his ways to make sure you know he would always be there for you even when the world isn't on your side. HIS. DATE. FITS. ACTUALLY. ATE. "Where did you learned to style your fits like this Cloud?", "dunno, magazines? I think? i hope i don't look wierd."
smitten eyes.
Hates it when you "bro" him (lykyk).
"I AIN'T YOUR BRO".
His phone gallery is most likely filled pics of your candids, Marlene, Denzel, baby chocobos, Fenrir, and the most random stuff ever. "Cloud, why'd you kept a pic of our electric fan?", "honestly...i don't remember."
Cloud cosplay pictures are from @_allixter_ on TikTok. Go check out his account!
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It’s “bully Genesis (affectionately)” time.
-Genesis is the type of person to say he’s 6’ when he’s 5’11”. (Canonically he’s ~6’2” but still)
-if he is with someone taller than him (uh oh my sephgen shipping is showing) he REFUSES to be little spoon. It’s not about wanting attention now, he is just being a prideful little shit.
-his heeled boots make him 6’2” (i am still not over Square getting rid of his high heels)
-Tripping people is, in fact, a hobby. He does it regularly if he thinks he can get away with it.
-if Genesis is feeling particularly silly, he will try to force other SOLDIERs to read parts of Loveless. This is an evacuation event. Mass chaos on the SOLDIER floor to get away. Please, anything but Loveless again.
-He is the type of person to steal candy from a baby then say “as easy as stealing candy from a baby.”
-He is a serial jaywalker. Someone stop him.
I love this stupid trash man. I’m gonna throw him in the ocean.
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undercanonthots · 1 year
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I'M BACK!
What's up guys! It's been a loooong time since I posted here for the last time. I just wanted to say that now that I have some free time, I would love to take requests.
So, feel free to ask me to write whatever you like!
These are some of the fandoms I would love to write for:
- Jujutsu Kaisen
- Hellsing
- Final Fantasy VII
- Hunter X Hunter
- Monster
- Gangsta
- Cowboy Bebop
But If you have any other suggestions I'll try my best to write about them.
As always, English is not my first language so, I apologize in advance for my many mistakes.
You can request SFW and NSFW headcanons, mini-fanfics, S/O x Character, Angst, Imagines...
And that's all! (I think so?)
Hope to hear from yall
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dollita-fawn · 4 months
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Their Fav Positions (just my personal hcs)
genre: smut
pairings- Rude, Reno, Tseng, Rufus Shinra x Fem! reader (separate)
NSFW WARNING:
contains- multiple sex positions, shower sex, pussy eating, edging, overstimulation, a bit of man handling 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
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Rude the ‘stand and deliver’ position. He loves looking at your pleasured face, more than you know, but he gets self conscious about his own expressions. Rude prefers to keep his cool and collected demeanor. He gets embarrassed about being vocal so he tries to hold it back as much as possible, and with you bent over in front of him it makes it so you can’t see his scrunched up face as he stuffs you full. Holding your arms back to keep you standing when your knees start to give out from his hard and powerful thrusts. It gives him a sense of control, knowing that you need him to hold you. Knowing he makes you that weak. Plus, he just adores your ass. And once he gets really close to finishing, he tries to throw in a bit of dirty talk for you. His deep baritone of a voice coming out in a low growl, “Such a needy little thing, can’t even stand on your own.”
“That’s my girl, cum on my cock.”
“I’m not done with you yet. Stay with me, baby. Gonna fill you to the brim.”
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Reno isn’t particularly picky, but he loves starting by eating you out. He can’t explain why it gets him going so much, but it does every time without fail. Hearing your pretty whines and cries as he messily smacks and slurps up your drooling pussy. The way your thighs clench around his head, hand tangled in his red locks. The taste of you alone makes him feel feral. His arousal unbearable and seeking release, he can’t keep his hands off. Slowly fucking into his palm while his tongue explores every fold and corner of your cunt. It doesn’t take long for him to get close, the way you writhe and squirm. But he feels a need for you to finish together as one. Quickly rising to your level, lifting one of your legs over his shoulder and turning you on your side. It gives the perfect angle for both of you. Bullying his cock into your depths he whimpers and groans like he’s losing himself. Your walls flutter against him as you start to reach climax. But then he stops, right before you’re about to burst.
“hold it. just a bit longer.”
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Tseng ‘the upstanding citizen’ position. Especially in the shower. Hooking his arms under your thighs, pinning you up to the shower wall, your tits resting against his chest. He loves everything about this position. Especially being able to look into your eyes while he fucks you silly. It’s adorable the way you cling onto him when he plunges into your tight entrance, your bodies both drenched and dripping water.
“I was looking forward to this all day at work,” he breathes, leaning in towards your face. “i missed you.” his head cocks to the side so you don’t bump noses, his lips finding yours. it’s rare for tseng to actually say and do affectionate things like that, but when he’s feeling this good, he doesn’t care how vulnerable he’s being, his true feelings just spill out. His breathy moans fill your mouth, as well as his tongue as it tangles with yours. The kiss grows more and more sloppy and heated as he feels his climax rapidly approaching. Letting out a soft cry of pleasure when it hits, cum spurting deep inside you, he stuffs it in as much as he can. But he can’t keep up for long in his weaker state, setting you down so he doesn’t drop you. His seed spills down your thighs and onto the shower floor. Another reason he loves shower sex, easy clean up.
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Rufus ‘the love seat’ position. With your back to his chest, you on his lap as he sits on the edge of the bed, he loves the control. He bounces you on his cock, repeatedly ramming into your cervix and groaning into the crook of your neck. Leaving love bites and kisses wherever he can reach. His arms wrapped around your waist, hand greedily rubbing at your clit regardless of you just cumming.
“C’mon, you can take it.” he coos.
“Be a good girl for me.”
“just endure, don’t cry sweetheart.”
He loves the way you tremble and squirm in his grasp, his overstimulation unwavering. He wouldn’t stop until you begged him to. Until you absolutely couldn’t take it anymore. He was aware of your limitations and wouldn’t disrespect you by exceeding them. Though he struggled to express it, he loved you far too much to do that.
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rottenpumpkin13 · 2 months
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Out Of Context Things Director Lazard Has Seen On The SOLDIER Floor
• Sephiroth carrying an unconscious, bloody-nosed Genesis in a fireman's carry out of the men's room. When asked, his only response was "Don't worry, he's not dead yet."
• Angeal crawling out of a cupboard in the break room with a neck pillow.
• Zack carrying around an iceberg lettuce, a bottle of ranch and taking bites out of it like a sandwich.
• Genesis rolling around in an office chair using a broomstick as a makeshift paddle.
• Sephiroth and his salad bowl filled with Udon. This has been seen a total of 8 different times.
• Angeal giving Genesis a piggyback ride, Sephiroth giving Zack a piggyback ride, they're having a race.
• Zack hanging up a poster that reads "HAVE YOU SEEN THIS GUY? NOW YOU HAVE :)" and it's just a picture of Cloud Strife.
• Genesis and Angeal stuck on opposite sides of a chinese finger trap while Sephiroth loses his shit, on the floor laughing.
• The following dialogue:
Angeal: Genesis, sit up straight.
Sephiroth: Let him sit gay.
• He walked by Sephiroth's office and he was in there, working at his desk, with 6 glow stick necklaces around his neck.
• Angeal dragging Zack and Cloud by their ears while the pair goes "ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow"
• Genesis sitting in the break room, swirling a glass of wine and completing a coloring book.
• Zack dropping down from an air vent with a super soaker strapped to his back.
• Sephiroth walking around with sunglasses at 9 PM.
• The elevator door opened to Sephiroth, Genesis and Angeal standing there while Genesis' sentence ended with "—and that's why we should adopt a capybara."
• Angeal approaching a sleeping Genesis with a permanent marker.
• Sephiroth casually laying in a hammock he set up in the training facility while the 2nds run drills on their own. When asked if he's ashamed of himself, he replied "I'm ashamed I didn't think of this sooner"
• Genesis pursuing Zack with a megaphone, quoting LOVELESS at the top of his lungs while Zack covers his ears.
• Angeal having a fight with a revolving door and losing.
• Cloud Strife in his infantry uniform, sitting in Sephiroth's office reading a magazine, lemonade in hand, 2 PM on a Tuesday. When asked he said he was answering the phone while Sephiroth was out. The phone was actively ringing during this and he was ignoring it.
• Sephiroth, Genesis, Angeal, Zack and Cloud all piled onto a luggage cart, using their legs to maneuver it. Zack is standing up going "HEAVE—HEAVE—HEAVE"
• He's seen either Sephiroth and Genesis minding their own business when all of a sudden the other attacks them.
• Angeal sitting in a cardboard box eating a sandwich. The box says "THE CALM DOWN BOX"
• Sephiroth boiling pasta in the electric kettle in the break room.
• Zack sitting in the Calm Down Box™ with his face literally looking like ">:(" while Angeal stands over him with an electric fly swatter.
• He heard Genesis's loud singing echoing from the men's room, followed by Angeal's quiet "we can't even pee in peace anymore"
• Sephiroth and Genesis sitting in the Calm Down Box™ arguing over the correct pronunciation of "data"
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crescent-lockhart97 · 10 months
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so based on gackt's tweet about twitter changing its name to "X".....
i headcanon that genesis would ABSOLUTELY roast elon musk's ass with a firaga for trying to ruin his favorite social media site 😂😂🔥🔥💀💀
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annylvsffvii · 1 month
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thinking about him .*⁠♡
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errantnight · 3 months
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you got any headcanons about angeal and how he feels about cloud? assuming he can see everything that happens in the lifestream
Oh man I had to think about this for a minute. I'm thinking of a situation where he doesn't really pay attention to Cloud until Zack has given him the Buster on the cliffs. The symbol of his honor, no matter that he lost it along the way before he died, is in the hands of a stranger and he probably feels strange about that.
He'd probably be very displeased with Cloud at first because of his rude and flippant attitude but if he is honed in on Cloud he would see all of the things that no one else does - how Cloud keeps having flashbacks and able to see what Sephiroth is doing to him. He would be heartbroken about Seph, on of his closest friend, being so horrible to someone who clearly doesn't really deserve it.
I think he'd be rooting for Cloud the whole way, once he sees Cloud's asshole nature is covering up his fear and vulnerability!
When everything is over and done with he probably is sad that the Buster ends up stuck in the ground where Zack died but he understands why it happened. He probably felt a bit better when it got moved to the church...
I can't remember a single fanfic where Angeal comes back in time to try and fix everything but I feel like if he did he'd be a great mentor for Cloud and really be able to help him.
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inzsanewrites · 1 year
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What A Beauty
FFVII x fem!Reader
(Zack Fair, Sephiroth, Cloud Strife, Vincent Valentine)
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Zack Fair:
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There was something ethereal about you today. That was saying a lot given any room you walked into, you were instantly the prettiest, but there was something different that had him admiring you for longer than usual. Was it the way the sunlight reflected off your perfect features? Or was it the dress Madam M had dressed you in, stating it was for the extra round of trouble Cloud had done through? Either way he didn’t think he would be looking away anytime soon, and it seemed like you had just noticed.
“Zack, are you okay?”
Zack just shook his head.
“You’re so beautiful, you know that right?”
Sephiroth:
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He knew a lot of things. He knew battle, deception, the information held within the livestream, his birth, he knew it all, but for some reason your beauty was always unfathomable to him. Even before his awakening at Nibelheim, the thought that you were some sort of extraterrestrial being that had been smitten with him and decided to stay childishly plagued his mind. Before then if that had been reality, he would have been considered lucky, but now he knew you two were a perfect match, two perfect rulers destined for one another. Sephiroth felt especially confident this was the case as he fixated his gaze on your figure, studying your otherworldly features.
“Our love is blessed by the fates.”
Cloud Strife:
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Cloud had always been the tough guy in any situation, whether it be for his aesthetic or not was up for debate. However one thing that wasn’t up for debate was the way he always looked at you. If his eyes weren’t filled with love, worry, or desire, they always held some sort of awe. The unrealisticness of your beauty never ceased to make him amazed. So when you ask him for his opinion on how looked in the dress Madam M had forced you into, please don’t be offended at his lack of words as there are no words to describe how beautiful you are.
“How does it look, Cloud?”
“It looks… nice.”
Vincent Valentine:
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“You’re beautiful.”
It was always something Vincent always told you everyday without fail. You would wake up snuggled to his form, only to be greeted by Vincent’s eyes and words of praise. Other days you would be stared at by Chaos, a being simply fixated on your presence. And some days when he said it, it felt like he was looking deeper, looking at your soul and the very making of your essence.
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I have decided to fixate on degradation today i guess.
As a horror fan, i so so so wish it was explored more. Like, when you think about what is happening on the nitty gritty, it’s fucking horrifying.
The cells in the body slowly decaying. Wounds won’t heal (as seen with Genesis and the wound on his shoulders). And it attacks the brain and anger management.
The skin greying and cracking from cells not being able to stay together anymore as the body falls apart. The body weakens as the genetic material “leaks” into places it shouldn’t be. Creating a copy subjects the copy to the same fate because the alien cells causing this won’t bind to the host. Its just foreign matter floating through their cells, destroying them from the inside out.
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icycoldninja · 1 month
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Angsty Sephiroth headcannons
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-Severe insomniac; needs to take 3 sleeping pills a night just to nod off, and even then, he's a light sleeper, so the slightest sounds can wake him.
-Doesn't drink often, but when he does, he gets very drunk and emotional.
-Cries a lot in private, especially when reminiscing his past or flipping through his old photo album with all his pictures of his dead friends.
-He still celebrates Genesis and Angeal's birthdays, all by himself. He gets a cake and lights candles, and sings happy birthday to the wall. Then he eats the cake all alone and drinks beer until he passes out.
-Has frequent, intense night terrors that keep him up when his insomnia doesn't. More often than not, the two forces work together to torment him till morning.
-Uses a lot of makeup to hide his dark, puffy eyebags, and even then they're still sort of visible if you look closely.
-Feels tired and unmotivated 80% of the day; it takes almost all of his mental strength just to get out of bed.
-Braids his hair before bed because it gives him something to focus on so he doesn't have to listen to all his own disturbing thoughts.
-Insecure about himself, and everything about himself, from his personality to his looks.
-Severe abandonment issues--he fears that you will leave him because of all his mental baggage, but is too afraid to talk to you about it.
-Sometimes holds you too tight because he fears you'll dissappear and leave him all alone.
-If you ever get a nightmare, he will squeeze you to the point of almost breaking your ribs. He does this because he remembers when he was young and scared, that was all he ever wanted.
-Is very depressed, tries not to show it, but you can see it anyway. This normally happens after a long day or when he has too much to drink. He needs a hug and maybe a kiss or two. Give it to him.
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kookblurx · 2 months
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" I love you " - cloud pov [ oneshot ]
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→ SUMMARY: cloud was never good with his words. a guy who appears to be cold towards others but since a few days he seems .. different towards you. its like something is burning on his tounge.
→ GENRE: fluff; awkward; innocent; confession; mutual feelings; golden retriver energy.
→ RATING: 13+
→ NOTE: i know this is something completely different from the things i normally write. normally i only write about jungkook and taehyung but since FF7 came out .. i found my love for Cloud again. So i decided to write a pov about him. maybe more will follow on the future. also please keep in mind that english isnt my mother tounge, thanks. IMPORTANT; The city mentioned never appeared in the games. its my own interpretation! also my gaming povs mostly never matches with the games.
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your hands were sweaty as you were sitting outside in front of the old house. it wasnt something fancy, just an old block house deep inside the woods which served as some kind of shelter for your little group. The cold evening air blew a few strands of hair into your face. It would be a while before he would come outside to join you. for a short moment you regretted volunteering for this sort of misson, not that it would be difficult. this wasnt the reason why you suddenly became so nervous. You looked up at the darkening sky with your lips pressed together. A few small stars could be seen here and there, so it was a perfect evening to search for a flower which only blooms once a month on a full moon night. The fabric of your light blue dress began to rustle as you moved back and forth on the tree trunk. its been 20 minutes already, what took him that long? you wiped your sweaty hands on your dress once again. If this continues you would have to go back inside to change again. surely tifa would raise an eyebrow, probably asking herself if that was some kind of sheme from you. making sure that "he" will really come with you. he trusted you, so you trusted him, naturally. but still, you were nervous. This would be the first time in months that you've done something alone together. The others accompanied you on every other mission. You loved your friends but sometimes you wished you had more time alone with him. from behind the old wooden door finally opened but you were too nervous to turn around to face him yet.
"are you ready?" his voice was gentle in your ear which why you finally turned around.
the second you did, you cursed yourself for not preparing a bit longer. the man in front of you was none other than Cloud Strife, your best friend, your companion and the men you had a crush on for so many months now. cloud had always been beautiful in your eyes but tonight he looked completely different. his armor was gone, so he only wore his dark turtleneck tank top, matched with a pair of dark pants. your eyes traveled down on his arms as you noticed that he also werent wearing the gloves which he was normally wearing. compared to him you looked like always. even his blonde styled hair looked a bit messy underneath the rising moonlight.
"whats wrong? did you saw a ghost?" raising one of his eyebrows, cloud crossed his arms in front of his chest. "i- uh no! you just look so different ..." "dont be silly and come ..."
without another word he finally started walking ahead. cloud never talked much, not even with you so it wasnt suprising that he didnt paid much attention to your remark. slowly you started to follow him into the woods. the both of you only heard rumours about this special flower. apparently it glows in the dark whenever moonlight hits one of its petals. beside that it didnt had any powers but tifa really wanted to plant one on her garden. at first you thought you could go alone but the second cloud heard that you were going outside at night, alone, he decided to tag along.
fidgeting with your fingers all you could see was his back in front of you. cloud even left his buster sword at home. looking down at his bare hand a slight glimmer of red crawled up your cheeks. there was only one time were you held hands with him and this only happened because of a small accident. it happened on one of the many Shinra ships. cloud was busy fighting off some of the soldiers while you were busy cracking the code to the main gate. It wasn't a difficult task as long as cloud could distract the others, but one soldier didn't seem to fall for it. suddenly someone grabbed your shoulder and pushed you backwards. you landed roughly against the nearest wall. Of course, cloud noticed this and immediately rushed to your side. he grabbed your hand to pull you behind him. the whole time he protected you, he never let go of your hand. so that was the closest you ever got to holding his hand with him. beside that nothing romantic ever happened between the two of you. after a while you came to the conclusion that cloud, probably, doesnt like you like this. in the beginning this perception was hard and you were heartbroken for days. maybe it was too much to ask for, considering how clumsy cloud is and that he doesnt really talk about his feelings.
"everything okay?" you nearly bumped against his chest, not noticing that cloud has stopped in his steps. were you sighing again? did he heard it? you could feel how your cheeks grew hotter with every passing second. in a fast motion you shook your head as cloud took a step into your direction. "are you sure? you were sighing pretty loudly. are you already tired? If yes .. dont worry we are nearly there"
you wanted to answer something but cloud turned around again. expecting to take up his pace you took a step forward but in the next moment something warm slipped into your hand. suprised your eyes darted downward and at the same time your heart nearly jumped out of your chest. cloud held your hand, he really held your hand. slowly your fingers closed around his palm. Whenever you pictured this day in your head, you never imagined that his hand would be so soft. it was like you were holding a fluffy cloud in your palm, carefully not to crush it.
with a slow motion cloud slowly started to walk again. like usual he didnt addressed the thing he just did and you were fine with it. by now you were too busy to calm down your pounding heart inside your chest. slowly cloud pulled you between some green bushes into a clearing. you could imagine that in this meadow many beautiful flowers were blooming, since its been night most of them were sleeping peacefully. As your eyes scanned the meadow, they stopped in a certain place. You immediately let go of cloud hand just so you could run to that spot.
"hey Y/N! whats wrong?" his voice rang in your ear but your eyes didnt left the spot. this was it, this wasnt a dream right?
suddenly you came to a halt and kneeled down on the ground. right in front of you were the glowing flower. it was so beautiful that you didnt even noticed how cloud kneeled down on the ground right beside you.
"its beautiful isnt it ...?" you asked him as your fingertips brushed over the delicate petals "yes ... more than beautiful" "say cloud how should we-"
the moment you turned your head into his direction you noticed that he was looking at you. cloud's face was so close and yet so far at the same time. from this distance you could clearly see his eyes which looked so beautiful to you. some other people were scared of him because of the Mako in them but for you, it was something totally normal. the glow from the flower was illuminating his face and for the first time you were able to see a slightly red shimmer on his cheeks. was he blushing? slowly you lift your hand up just to make sure youre not dreaming. mid air cloud catched your wrist with his own hand just to place it against his cheeks. at the same time your eyes widen feeling his soft warm skin at the back of your hand. what was wrong with him all of a sudden? why was he so affectionate?
"im sorry. i lied to you Y/N" "w-what do you mean ... ?" "tifa didnt wanted that flower. i just ... wanted to show you something beautiful ... and i thought such a flower would be the perfect thing you would enjoy"
you could see the hurt in his eyes, probably thinking you would be mad at him now. shaking your head you turned your hand inside of his palm into an direction so you were able to cup his cheek. how could you have been so blind? yes cloud never talked about his feelings but he always made sure to show them. especially around you he was always considerate, making sure that you felt comfortable on all their journeys.
a small smile appeared on your face "im not mad. thank you for showing me something so .. beautiful cloud."
the moment you pulled away from him to get up again, cloud squeezed your hand more tightly. in the next second your cheek was met with his chest, the soft fabric of his turtleneck shirt carressing your skin.
"cloud ...?" "Y/N I ..."
it was clear to you that he was struggling to find the right words. with a smile on your face you slowly lifted your head up, the red on his cheeks grew heavier with every second he kept looking at you. anxiety crawled up inside of you as his grip loosens around your body, what if he changed his opinion about you? a nervous chuckle escaped your mouth as you wanted to turn your head away but clouds hand on your cheek forced you to look back. there wasnt much time to contemplate what to say because in the next moment his warm lips met yours. at once your whole body felt like jelly as it immediately relaxed inside of his arms. it wasnt a passionate kiss he shared with you, it was a soft and careful kiss. clouds heartbeat hammered against your chest, it was so strong and loud that you could hear and feel it. as you wrapped both of your arms around his body to kiss him back, he slowly broke the kiss. clouds lips were still hovering above yours, just millimeters away. it was a sweet distraction from the words he finally managed to say;
"I love you, YN"
those words were enough, nothing more needed to be said. with a small nod your head moves forward to occupy his lips again. that was everything cloud needed as an an answer. the moon kept shining down on the both of you, wrapping your bodies in blue moonlight. it was like the whole forest approved of your feelings to each other as all the animals went quiet. around the both of you some fireflies took off from the grass into the sky. this moment belonged to you and cloud, no one could take this away from you anymore.
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