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isawthismeme · 4 months

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egophiliac · 2 months

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he did it! 🐍 and it only took...uhhh...well, there probably could've been less punches, but why hold back!

PUNCHES FOR EVERYONE

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 9 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 9 spoilers #snakes #ONE MORE DOWN #oh my god happy jamil was SO scary and yet adorable all at once #i want real jamil to see him and just be utterly disgusted #and yet he got nothing on the return of everyone's favorite twst character: WEIRD RHYTHMIC ELEPHANT #oh weird rhythmic elephant what would we do without you #me kicking my stupid little feet as jamil wakes up through sheer force of kalim though #he was SO happy for jamil and SO ready to just go along with everything. my sweet boy.#jamil getting so flustered by him that he's just shocked back into reality #and the SLAPFIGHT #silver being like 'they need this' and doing his one smile animation as kalim and jamil are pulling on each other's hair and going YOU SMEL #mmm yes delicious #also this is probably nothing but #but...they brought up the whole thing with azul having dirt on crowley again #the thing that was briefly alluded to in episode 4 and never mentioned ever again?!#i had JUST finally convinced myself that i was reading too much into it and it was just azul playing along with jamil's plan #but now they've mentioned it again and i'm going to be all BUT WHAT DOES IT MEEEEEAAAAN for another three years about it #is it a meaningless reference to that one scene?! is it absolutely ridiculous foreshadowing?! am i ever going to be validated?!#I HAVE TO KNOW

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heymacy · 6 months

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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explodingstarlight · 5 months

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spent a month mashing two of my long term hyperfixations together into an AU, bone apple teeth

I wouldn't consider this a crossover as much as an inspired AU because autism brain drew parallels between the two narratives and I think it would be fun to explore the earlier years of the apocalypse, before the world is absolutely decimated (alongside many of the resources), before the fam loses Donnie and Raph, et cetera. I have Plans™

Paying homage to this iconic panel from The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys: National Anthem:

Still finalizing each of the bro's code names, but here are the initial drafts and close-ups of their designs:

Riff-Raph

Donamite

Antimatter Master-Plan

Magic Mic

#louder than god's revolver and twice as shiny #*blends Danger Days and Kraang!Timeline future in my brain* oh we cooking now #representation for early invasion mutant turtle teens my beloved #before they truly see the full extent of the Kraang conflict #I think they originally went into the bad timeline seeing this as a fight they could win #like the season 1 finale against shredder!Draxum #the grim reality is something that dawns on them later #but if the kraang hate one thing its persistent hope and authenticity #what could beings that prize power and assimilation despise more than those fighting them seemingly not taking them seriously?#we be we!! embrace the turtle baby /ref #there's this vision of the turtles speeding through the outskirts nyc jamming to loud music and blasting the hell outta Kraang hounds #fyi this AU is inspired more-so by the Danger Days album and The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys: California than National Anthem #guess which killjoy each bros outfit is inspired by :) guess :)))#the fabulous mad dogs au #tfmd au #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #rise of the tmnt the movie #explodingstar art #rise donnie #rise mikey #rise raph #rise leo #tmnt au #rottmnt kraang timeline #danger days

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tifa-simp · 27 days

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In this essay I will try to convince everyone this means there'll be a triple synergy attack that can only be activate when Tifa's party leader-

#No but like walk with me #It's copium but not 100% baseless right?#On narrative level I think it makes sense #Tifa's the one takes care of everyone so she should be the one capable of connect with more people #walk with me!#Can you see the vision???#Oh Tifa party leader the potential you have #I'm just talking out of my ass but it'd be awesome if this comes to reality #tifa lockhart #cid highwind #vincent valentine #ff7r #final fantasy vii #ff7 rebirth #ff7 #theory #their synergy attack gonna be so badass

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bougiebutchbitch · 9 months

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cannot believe that 'yelling at your boss when he repeatedly almost gets you and your crew killed and lies to manipulate you into staying when you try to leave, is not emotional abuse, actually' and 'there is such a thing as a mutually toxic and unhealthy relationship where both parties are incredibly shitty to each other - and this is obviously where Ed and Izzy stand until S2, when it becomes blatantly abusive' is a controversial take. But as this is Abuse Apologism And Ableism, The FandomTM, I really should not be surprised

Just.

I was deep in physically and mentally abusive relationships in my teens/twenties - including relationships that started out with mutual toxicity and bad decisions on all sides, but which became outright physical & mental & other sorts of abuse with myself as the victim. I know my shit.

I suppose I can see where 'Izzy emotionally abused Ed' comes from IF people give literally the most uncharitable interpretation to Every Single Scene, and assume Izzy shouts angrily at Ed and negs him all the time rather than this being how he acts when he's incredibly stressed by circumstance caused directly by Ed and at the end of his fucking rope? Which, as we see in S2... Is not the case.

It's not freaking emotional abuse when you're shouting at your boss who keeps almost getting you and your crew killed. Even if this is NOT a kind or productive way to help Ed deal with his mental health, considering that Ed's actions have consequences that he repeatedly and blithely ignores, it's pretty fucking justified!

It's not freaking emotional abuse if your boss OPENLY LOVES MAIMING PEOPLE AND IS MORE THAN HAPPY TO BURN THEM ALIVE and you encourage that, while upholding his right to not kill with his own hands. Even if he has private breakdowns after the fact because he suffers from black-and-white thinking, dissociates himself from any wrongdoing, and is afraid of his potential to become 'a monster'.

Are these choices helpful? No. Are they kind? No. Is Izzy demonstrating Model Citizen Behaviour? Definitely not.

But it's sure as hell not emotional abuse. And it doesn't justify the physical and emotional abuse Ed puts Izzy through in S2.

Nothing you say can 'make' him hit you. If he chooses to hit you (or... choke you out then repeatedly mutilate you and pressure you to commit suicide and makes you constantly live in fear for your life and the lives of people you care about) he makes that decision himself. Yes, even if you shouted at him first. Yes, even if you were arguing. Yes, even if you were in the wrong in that argument. Yes, even if he has a Tragic BackstoryTM and mental health issues. This shit shouldn't be controversial.

Signed: one of those actual abuse survivors.

#izzy hands #israel hands #the izcourse #ofmd izzy #our flag means death #ofmd #to be clear: I think Izzy was an absolute shitbag in S1!#but. as someone who WAS emotionally AND physically abused just. Idk. The amount of straws people are grasping at #that's... not what emotional abuse looks like. holy shit.#if they were trying to depict that then they frankly did a really bad job lol #I think he was jealous and also worried for himself and HIS crew (who weren't the Revenge crew at that point in time)#I think he egged Ed on. But as we see REPEATED THROUGHOUT THE SHOW #ED DOES ENJOY VIOLENCE #HE LOVES A GOOD MAIM #HE BURNS PEOPLE ALIVE #THEN DISSOCIATES - that's what makes his character so fascinating and relatable to me! but he absolutely kills people #he just can't handle the reality of that or what it says about him #Izzy didn't 'make' him do jack shit. S1 is heavily dedicated to showing just how much Izzy never can get Ed to do what he wants #'Ed was afraid of him'?? wtf where do you even GET that from #if anything Ed is afraid of HIMSELF in that final scene. And he has good reason to be!#That self-loathing and fear of the self is INTEGRAL to him! See: when he's ACTUALLY scared of the fucking kraken #Anyway stop making both Ed and Izzy fundamentally boring by making one wholly good and one wholly bad lol #Izzy did bad shit. He got a good redemption arc and died. a lot of his fans are tired of that arc.#Ed did bad shit. He didn't get a good redemption arc and a lot of his fans are pissed about it.

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bluebunnyvk · 7 months

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Happy Valentine's Day with MilkLove 💝

From: PreawMagazine

#milklove #milk pansa #love pattranite #thai actress #gmmtv #photoshoot #my gifs #i forgot how to gif....anyways everyone look at the my girls <3 #finally we are getting milklove content 😭😭😭#how i wished for days like this #we have armshare today as well cant wait to see my beloveds <3 #23.5 pls come soon so that i have something to escape from reality

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aurosoul · 2 years

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“On Death” - Benjamin Franklin

#art #unreality #video #draws #weirdcore #death #augmented reality #vr #virtual reality #3d art #ghost #ghosts #ask to tag anything else #this is part of an art series i'm doing using video and found objects from my childhood home #i don't have a final title yet but for tagging purposes the working title will be #childhome #so block that if you don't wanna see a bunch of very personal experimental artwork #thank u

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hammill-goes-fogwalking · 5 months

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#not dislike. its hate #it made me cry several times today #thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers #and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING #its so painful to think of it #today I broke down in the bus and cried #idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside #maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams #the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days #this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste #*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS #the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously #this breaks my heart #dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons #AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔

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figminxr · 11 months

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November 6 2023

Today's screenshots are: Man Experiencing Shape Mania

I've spent the last week or so working on a tutorial video explaining How To Make Shapes, which was a noble endeavor at first, but has quickly devolved into a feverish prism of my own design.

Cylinders litter my floor. Spheres will not stop rolling. Stacks of disks with incorrect collision modifiers explode at the slightest touch. Imperfect cones vibrate menacingly as soon as they are given physics. The pyramids and cuboids surely plot my demise.

"Easy there, girl..."

If you do not hear from me after this next week, then I have surely fallen into their trapezoid. Do not seek me out, for I will be polygone!

#figmin xr #devlog #augmented reality #gamedev #game dev #dev log #in other words i had to re-record and re-edit all my footage today and if i see one more cube i'm gonna commit atrocities #VOICEOVER RECORDING TOMORROW THOUGH..... and then final edits #i hope 🤞🤞

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spotaus · 13 days

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If I have energy I want to draw out some designs for an au I'm spontaneously writing.

(Medieval times, there's a Prophecy. Nightmare rules over this kingdom and is supposed to complete this prophecy, he refuses to because it would harm the people. Dream was sent away and banished by Night because he was dis-illusioned into thinking the prophecy was a Good Thing abd what he was raised to complete. Night collected his Knights (Killer, Dust, Horror, and Cross most recently) and trains them and tells them the truth of the prophecy. They're loyal to him. One day the magic of the prophesy (Apple Magic) leaves Nightmare unexpectedly, returning him to the state he was in before he accepted the mantle. This puts a target on his back and gives Dream a huge advantage in maybe making a comeback. The Knight's decide that their King (newly a young lad and variably scared and frightened) must be protected and they run the kingdom as he normally would, while also ensuring he survives and that the prophecy can't be completed.)

#yes this is fueled from RealAge AU vibes #and yes I technically have circled back around to my own initial post but like #the visual of these specific guys who've had various hardships in their lives suddenly like... idk... gaining a purpose and a protector in #Nightmare then seeing him reduced to a fraction of what they'd known him as. and still deciding to follow and care for him?#this au gives off distinct Older Brother energy because Night is like... 13-ish and not young enough to #baby but not old enough to resume his duties immediately #and he's got this like... awkward teen anxiety suddenly flooding through him that he doesn't know how to cope with #so the guys turn around and use lessons Night taught them while they adjusted to help him #Night's weak from Magic-loss? well he used to make sure Dust got bed rest and a meal so that's what we'll do!#Night is losing a huge chunk of his autonomy? They found a hobby for Killer so what does Night like?#just... yeah #plus Dream fully believes his bro pushed him out due to greed for power and had gathered forces to rally with him during exile #so he's the returned golden prince #and I imagine here that the final stand involves the knights scattering to stop Dream's forces while Killer stays with Night (<- most loyal)#and Killer hides Night right before Dream shows #and Dream says a bunch of vitriolic stuff about how Night ran and sacrificed his men and such and cuts down Killer with a near fatal blow #and Night finally manages to get out of wherever Killer stashed him and there's a moment where #Dream is seeing his little brother abd Night is seeing the man who lost his rights to be called brother when he attacked his Knights #and like... idk man #also Error is definitely Night's court magician/wizard because he bends reality in ways it really shouldn't #and here Error is younger because. i. I like the idea of an Errormare subplot but also like. the idea of scary spooky Overlord NM looking at #the wizard who just turned a vase inside out who's like 10 and learning he's a runaway and sponsoring him? yeah that's silly.#turns out Apple Night appreciated Error's raw talent. after the fact Night realizes he admires Error. insane tonal whiplash from his Knights #who have Zero protocol for courtships and kinda like. just watch it happen after the chaos is over #Okay that's all. i need to do my homework

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letstrywritingmaybe · 6 months

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Love Me, But Don’t Fall For Me

Isn’t it a little late for that? Aka the fake dating fic, CoAi edition

Chapter One: Picture Perfect

Posted on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #Love Me But Don’t Fall For Me #I’m happy to finally make this verse a reality! shout out to HealingSpring on ao3 🩵#no I still don’t know how long it’s gonna be nor am I completely set on all the plot points…#let’s just see what happens. and I get to talk to someone about how this fic can go now!#my fav part of fandom is how we inspire each other and build off ideas

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harrys-only-angel333 · 2 months

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Finally introducing my Fame DR after a year…

This is my main DR. I’m permashifting, so this one in particular is very personal to me and I love it. I would’ve done this post around a year ago, but I didn’t, and I have no idea why, because I love these boys and they match my energy. I’m so excited to shift cause I haven’t managed to do so yet…

ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT

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My 1D DR

Name: Chloe Adams

Face claim: Gracie Abrams (except I have blue eyes)

Birthday: 14/05/94

Age: 16

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Bisexual

Birthplace: North Yorkshire, England

Friends: Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, and Harry Styles

S/O: Harry because he’s the loml. We don’t start dating until 2011 though

Nationality: British

Backstory: Grew up in a small town in North Yorkshire. Could often be seen in the local park with my mates, or up in my room playing on my guitar or my drum kit. Music was always my passion and it was the only thing I was really confident in growing up. I loved singing too, I had a YouTube channel that I would post covers on and it went viral. I decided to audition for the X Factor in 2010 when I was 16, and I was put in a band with five boys.

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I really ought to talk about this DR more because I adore it but I never really get the chance to. Anyway, I’m glad I’ve finally had the chance to talk about it cause it feels good to finally say something… :)

Anyway, y’all have a good day/night. Regardless, I hope we all shift soon <3

I have this awful fear of judgement which is another reason I didn’t post this earlier smh. I need to teach myself not to give a shit about what others think :(

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crow-caller · 1 month

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good angel turns 7 goddamn years old on the 22nd I'm going to lose my head. did you know bad end is 6.5 years old. Did you know Angel radio is 8.5. Did you know I'm 27. did you know time continues ceaselessly forward and so do i

#do i need a writing tag #man. one day I'll do a video about being an author. a young author #not to sound too fanciful it's not a bragging point it's a 'I want to get out of here I want to matter if I just have a book I finally will #and then the follow up of oh wait. no. reality. time. time forever.#I think if I ever do reread AR I will crumble into dust and remember something forbidden like. it's that old #I hope GA/BE holds up. I loved it so much. I loved it a lot and hoped other people would as well. that's all faded but I hope it holds up #I am back on my sincerity BS with suncrab thank god but I really lost it a while ago. see: all my books are close in age #sincerity in a real.... “I love this I think it's good I hope you'll love it” genuine excitement I Want To Share way #whereas now I guess I'm still more afraid

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achillean-knight · 5 months

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REDRAW TIME! 3-year difference ;0;!

#You don't know how proud I am of myself #I CAN SEE IMPROVEMENT AAAHH #I haven't really had this feeling much about my art #yeah I know I've come far but this is the literal first time in years I've redrawn a piece and....#gosh #I'm so fuckin' proud of myself dude #yeah I need to work on humans bc this in comparison to my human art is really a stark difference lmfao #but jesus christ dude I feel down about my art so much that seeing this and getting a reality check marks this as my favourite piece of thi #year by FAR GAHHH #freya crescent #final fantasy #final fantasy 9 #final fantasy ix #ff9 #ffix #my art

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simply-shifty · 3 months

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Just finished up a basic version of my genshin dr self! The only missing parts is the starry glowing freckles on my cheeks and the constellations on my skin but the clothes would cover them anyway lol

Edit: had to fix the hair, still not sure which one to use lol

Next on my to-do list is the relationship charts!

I'll add them just in case any genshin shifters wanna use em too!

And this! I found all these on tiktok and decided to use em!

#shiftblr #reality shifting #shifting realities #shifting #shifter #genshin shifting #desired reality #shifting community #shifters #genshin shifter #dr self #would anyone wanna see the final charts?🤔

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