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I want to chew on him :3
#g/t#sfw g/t#giant/tiny#carmen sandiego gray#carmen sandiego netflix#carmen sandiego 2019#cs 2019#graham calloway#PLEASE send me cs related asks I’d be so happy#especially g/t ones :3#GRAHHH#ok bye :>
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Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt. 5 (sappy edition okay...)
Escaped Audios
"I can't do it! I just... I can't hurt you. Because- I can't let you go. There has to be another way. I don't know if I'm delusional, I don't know if I'll be making everything worse, but- I just can't do it. Because- because I want you. I want you so badly. I don't know what I'm doing, but I've never felt this way before. I want you so badly, I feel like I'm going crazy because even though the whole world is crashing down around me, all I can think about is- kissing you." (Matador Gothic Part Five: Rescuing Your Vampire Ally)
"No- don't leave yet. Because I- I've been thinking about a lot of stuff. About the things I regret. About the things I'm afraid that I'll regret if I do them. [...] I think that's all just me coming up with excuses, because I don't know what would happen if I- if I told you- I want you. [...] I haven't stopped thinking about you since the day we met. Ever since you came outside and brought me that to-go box. [...] Whenever I think of the future, all I do is wonder what I'd have to do to keep you in it. Every time I try something new, the first thing I do is imagine sharing it with you. Every time I listen to a song, all I can do is imagine it being the soundtrack to our first kiss. [...] I wasted so much time worrying about what I might regret doing that I never stopped to worry about what I might regret not doing. And I've taken chances on so many stupid things that I might as well take a chance on something that really matters. And I know- that no matter what- I'm going to regret not taking this chance." (My Greasefire Life Episode Six: Pancakes for Dinner)
"Hush. Don't cry. Everything is gonna be okay. [...] I know I'm dying... but I won't be gone. I'll still be out there... somewhere. Somewhere, there's a guy who doesn't know you yet, and his name is Benji, and he works at a Blockbuster on 4th Street. He doesn't know you yet, but he's gonna meet you and fall in love like he's never been in love before. He's gonna see you and realize that very second that he'd do anything for you. He'll drive across the country with you, start a new life with you, and never feel regret or fear again because he knows that, no matter what, you'll be there with him." (Chronus Seven: Part Eight- Finale)
Good Boy Audios:
"But... I don't expect... you could ever understand. And I don't want you to either. You mean too much to me. Because even if- I know- it's never gonna happen- even though- you have no interest in me... I'm in love with you. Isn't that the best joke you ever heard? [...] She's- she's crying. What's- what's the matter, Faithful? Eh? Why aren't you- smiling- you're supposed to- laugh at a bastard like me... right?" (Bastard Warrior: Treasure Hunt with a Bastard and an Artificer)
"But ah- yeah. He loves you. A lot as well. How much? Well, let me tell you. He looks at you, and he sees an angel. And he won't make a move... because he's unworthy of you. You're a lot stronger than he is. Ah, shut up. We both know you don't need to fight monsters to be strong. Being strong is sticking to your beliefs. Even when things get rough." (Bastard Warrior: Saving Your Bastard Warrior)
"When are you going to be a fucking man and admit your feelings for her?! I see the way you look at her. I see the way she looks at you! You're both so perfect together. And yeah, I have feelings for her, and sure I fantasize a little bit, but you know what? I am rooting for you guys! You're both... you're both so cool and... and I love you guys..." (Bastard Warrior: Getting Drunk with Your Idiot Lovers)
ZsakuVA:
"I'm not taking pity on you! I love you! Yes, I do. I don't love anyone I come across. I'm capable of a lot, and I can love many people at once, but you fill my heart the most. As of right now, yes. So I'm more than happy to give what I have to you if I don't end up coming back. [...] It's okay. Maybe you'll see me again. And if you don't... I'll still be with you. [...] All I want is for you to be happy. To wake up in the morning and smile that you live for another day. I want you to go out there and find what you've forgotten. Catch up on things you missed. You deserve that much at the very least. Like I said... I love you. I always will love you." (Dontis: Sharing Secrets with an Incubus)
"It was the worst mistake. He did what no being should have done. That even the wisest cannot control. He loved me. And I could not give it to him in return. In his eyes swam a pain I had never been allowed to see. A secret he kept closest to his heart. He knew what I would do if I found out. And I was ready to run in that moment. But for the first time... I was stopped by a strange yearning to heal him... comfort him... to embrace the unbreakable and soothe his fears of being alone once again. And despite my own warnings... despite my mind yelling at me to go... I realized it was also my fear." (Dontis: The Incubus and the Vampire)
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#escaped audios#good boy audios#goodboyaudios#zsakuva#audio roleplay#OK BUT REAL TALK.#I *LOVE* AND ADORE HOW ESCAPED WRITES HIS ROMANCES OKAY#specifically the “want” part#i mentioned this before but i get so TIRED of seeing “i love you!” in movies#Y'ALL MET THREE DAYS AGO#THAT'S NOT LOVE#IT CAN BECOME LOVE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ENOUGH EACH OTHER TO TRULY LOVE EACH OTHER YET#and as someone who actually fell for that SMH i was so dumb ugh#also i cannot stress freaking ENOUGH.#HOW GOOD SAKU'S WRITING AND ACTING FOR THE INCUBUS AND THE VAMPIRE WAS#THE PAIN AND ANGER IN DONTIS'S VOICE I CANNOT.#THERE ARE SO MANY MOMENTS THAT RELATE TO THE WORLD TODAY THAT ALMOST BRING ME TO TEARS WHEN I LISTEN TO IT NO LIE#ok i'm done ranting in the tags bye until next time i wreak some slight havoc
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wanna see me disappear for several months
wanna see me do it again
#the fic is Okay Argalia Now Hit The Library btw#hell of a fic#ok so during that several month absence i was doing nothing but playing ruina and limbus#beat with an asterisk both of them#waited until i did that to post anything related to either of them cause i did not trust you to not spoil things to me#anyways the characters are awesome it makes me want to actually try drawing humans#i might draw more or i might vanish again. whos to say#okay thats it bye#art#project moon#library of ruina#jae heon library of ruina#jae heon lor#oh i forgot to draw something on his etch a sketch. just imagine something funny there
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this drawing is from a couple mouths back now; ......but i still like it 😝 forbidden love as witnessed by ms. Varona. it killed off my traditional art kick when i was done with it, but i had fun. i used very faint watercolors for this one just to see how well i'd do with them and pencils together. my favorite part of it is this tree, love how it looked in this WIP pic i took:
and some random bits of the drawing but closer because i do love pencils as yk✍
had to compress the whole pic a bit cus it was huge, but a version that's a bit better can be seen heare, still not the best it could be, still crunchy, but better nonetheless
#tes#skyrim#talvas fathryon#neloth#varona nelas#my art#second nelvas drawing on a full A4 format....... i should make another and have it be an incoherent trilogy#filling out big areas with black is literally no joke LMFAOO i wanted it to keep the texture so didn't really give it a much darker -#- watercolor backdrop#it's kinda Cute how u can see me go out of bounds with the watercolors in places Ok WERK#dramatized drawing for dramatization purposes bcos neloth isn't taller than talvas but i needed it for the power imbalance to happen Bye#nelvas been so good to me art wise this year i like to see it as me already perfecting my Thinking skill and devoting more time to -#- 'art' instead; while last yr i was just trying to mold my thought pattern on skyrim characters to perfection instead#instead of focusing it on 'art'.#not related to the whole shtick of 'drawing the same characters over and over and getting better' cause i don't like that viewpoint people#- have on their drawings; i'm getting better because i want to ..... and i have something special going on with talvas fathryon...exactly#i'm very......in touch....with my.......nelothian side!#(diagnosis sheet)#i'm sorry for being a reincarnation of him in this timeline it really is a tragedy
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Needed to get back in the swing of drawing more frequent art/actually FILLING a doodle page,decided what better way than to draw some of my fav artists/jttw OCS-
I guess you can say killing three birds with one stone- drawing the ✨L A D I E S✨, doodling peach pit,AND getting out of art block! Yay me 😋
AND IM SORRY IF THEIR OUTFITS ARE OUTDATED/IN ACCURATE THIS IS THE BEST I COULD GET 😭😭😭😭
Suklha Belongs to: @miifu666
Sun Angel belongs to: @skymoral
Gong Yanmei belongs to: @lilchickie
Please give them some love! They have great art,stories and ocs-
Oh and bonus-
My favorite doodle out of the bunch heheheheh- love Yanmei she's such a silly trash panda
#indie artist#artwork#digital art#my art#jttw#jttw art#journey to the west#jttw oc#peach pit#suklha#gong yanmei#Sun angel#other people's ocs#was gonna draw more but my hand said nope 😔#i will do more eventually though i have so many more pretty jttw ocs in my sights#gonna collect em all like pokemon#jttw ocxcanon characters are so cool#so are non- ship related ones#they're all cool tbh#anyways if u didn't want to be tagged/dont want to be in the future#js let me know and my bad#ok bye✨✨
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sorry just got reminded of the entirety of uncanny x-men #309 and how it's charles having a therapy session with himself about his love life and desires and how he kept sacrificing himself and his wants for The Cause and the whole time he imagines erik to represent his innermost thoughts in the form of a therapist to have him unravel all this
#snap chats#i was going to read the fic i had saved and i remember the angel who recc'd it to me mentioned this issue#and bruh .......... //screams//#there's an onslaught joke in here somewhere but i aint diggin for it it's 3AM and im goin to the mall with my bro later#this is brought on by scott and jean recently announcing their plans to be married and charles gets I-Refuse-To-Admit-It jealous#this is such a depressing issue and that's probably why i love it. there is a happy ending tho so that def lightens the load jaELKVEJKA#ironically @ my last ask this issue also tackles charles' issues with feelin loved only this time its more concretely in the romantic sense#which. very interesting to use erik as your 'therapist' there charlie.......#anyway usin erik is wild but i get it makes perfect non-ship sense in context but anything can be ship related if youre ill.... like me ...#but no genuinely it's an interesting issue.. i fear i'll have to buy it so i can look at it every day and throw up#not neglecting the opening is charles realizing erik saved him from a snowstorm (unlimited x-men number 1 1993)... ofc.....#UGH FUCK now i gotta get THAT issue too.... sorry im building a cherik library i guess i just love the angst so much <- im deranged#any time theres mentions of charles' suppressing his wants or just suppressing anything in general i go insane its my favorite thing Sorry#ok ima go read that fic now. after i bookmark a listing of uncanny xmen 309 vejarVERVJEAJ bye
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come on brain, drawwwwwwxcfljwKS [edit: I finished it ! HERE ]
#idk#I don't know what I wanted to say anymore#I'm bored#let's do another thing not related#delete later#I'm slacking on this so much#like I got only two scenes left and my brain is#“switch to your other fandoms I won't star wars today”#ANYWAYYYYYYY#soon I promise#I need to answer to the nice messages I got right#Also Some super cool artists followed me and I feel shy now#update tho#I sew my skirt#and made a tiramisu who was meeeh ok#ok I'm late to some rpg meeting bye
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top 4 ships oat lowk
#this is so random bye#also NO ONE attack me for grahamfield I just really relate and like them ok 💔#plus i just finished lis1 and i'm brainrotted on them they're fresh in my mind#the amount of different media on here too wow two shows a comic and a video game Lets applaud me on that#aly talks
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Ash on IG Story
#archiving for musical/historian purposes ofc yes mmm hmm that's what a photo of this man's hand gently gripping a guitar neck is here for#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai ig#instagram#kh4f post#why is just that one moon tattoo being visible making me absolutely feral like i feel insane#i was normal about this picture#for music related reasons and nothing else#def did not send Cass a dm saying ********* ********* **** **** ******* ****** ** ****** ** *********#could never be me#anyways#photography!#pretty guitar!#********* **** **** ******* ****** ** **** ** *** ****!#word games!#🤸🏻♀️#ok crystal stop tagging#ok bye
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Hey remember when I ranted about why LoS sucks?
What if I flipped the script.. again? and went back to how I normally act about this series?
While Legacy of the Scythe itself is very far from being good writing, it provides a foundation for some of the elements of the better written lore. Or the foundation for a half of a whole arc, in the case of the ACNH lore. The scythes originated from there. C!Failboat’s backstory is LoS, and we also got Failwhale, who would later become a major antagonist, and Wincar, who uhh.. was a pretty important supporting character in a future arc, from LoS.
Also, the scythes and the Power of the Scythe are a pretty cool idea. Even though scythes are a horrible choice of weapon for actual combat, they’re cool.
You can tell I’m struggling to come up with good stuff about *just* this series. One more thing I can say, though, is that despite how flawed every bit of Legacy of the Scythe is, there was definitely a vision. We look at it now and laugh about how bad the writing is, but we all have to start somewhere. And it beats any AI-generated slop that has existed and will ever exist by lightyears.
#failboat#legacy of the scythe#really huffing the copium here#on another note. A more personal reason that I like this series#first of all it’s where my blorbo came from#But why is my blorbo.. my blorbo?#ive said this before but i really related to Wincar at one point#I don’t want to elaborate too much but I saw circumstances that happened to me and how I reacted to it in this fictional character#it did more for me than therapy ever did#..well that was depressing to think about. And probably read. But the whole reason I’m so adamant on keeping my branch of the fandom alive#is THAT. Ok I’m going to stop yapping now bye
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I hate when adults say that i’m ‘mAtUrE fOr My AgE’
like no bish im just an emotional constipated teen who refuses to show any form of vulnerability
#thanks it’s the trauma lmao#my mommy says it adds character 😀#She just gave me self esteem issues#My stepmom and school did the rest teehee#funny#idk#meme#relatable#real#Help#I'm not ok#But who is#I'm fine dw gang gang#LMAO#Hi#How do I tag#I want to add more#Bye ig
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nightmare ned HATERS: wow this show is about a perfectly normal and nice kid getting tortured?? blocked AND unfollowed
nightmare ned fans: i love seeing this little guy in situations!! i lovr him!! THE SILLY 😋!!! the anxiety is unbearable. the anxiety is unbearable. the anxiety
#cw repetition#nightmare ned#cartoon fandoms#fandom talk#text post shenanigans#i dont know#this has been sitting in my drafts for like a month eagerly awaiting its internet debut but i keep secondguessing myself#something something bad faith misrepresentations of nightmare ned are weirdly common#which is a lil funny 2 me given that every nn fan ive seen actively likes and relates to ned as a character#sparkle on team! ok bye (:
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in a hell of my own making or whatever
#spiralling hard for days on end about self-dx and common experiences and relatability and points of comparison#bc the healthcare system has failed me categorically and internalized ableism is Here#and above all- hEDS relatability culture. you know exactly what i mean by this. party trick culture. '23 signs you grew up with' culture#unofficial criteria everyone meets but me and lack of recognition for spectrums and. anyway#i'm really not feeling good about it for more than 5min at a time this week#no validation i get is enough bc i still just don't feel like i Relate to the Common Experience ppl with my disorder seem to have#and the fear is i meet the criteria technically but get told they just don't See heds holistically so no dx no support no community#and i just feel like the clown i am forever#are these fears realistic?? no i'm just uncertain and have comparing myself to others disease#but i'm scared anyway and definitely a clown#ok bye#p
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BIRTHDAY HAUL courtesy of a very lovely friend of mine 🥺
bonus goofy pics of a bday snack i had earlier with my favorite menace …..


#snap shots#ew hand reveal#I CAN FINALLY BE THOSE PEOPPE WHO TAKE PICS OF THEIR PLUSHIES EVERYWHERE#my lovely friend (same one who got me the comics) told me about the taiyaki at the place i went to !!!#it was SO goof the crisp outer shell coupled with the chewy matcha layer and the cream cheese cream center bringing it all togethr.. perfect#ANYWAY COMICS I GOT !!!! i love this first class series so of course i got more …#this set does. have issues i already down but more issues i Dont#and i said i wanted to read more scarlet witch stories this year no …. hi dötter …..#i actually wanted to see if i could find the 2016 story since i heard that was exceplent but alas#AND OF COURSE I HAD TO GET MY BOY BOBBY !!!!!!!!!!! i love him thats my son#maybe next time.. i felt so bad for my dad he had to stand around so long while i browsed for like an hour 😭#time flies in comic shops i swear its limbo… MOVING ON#lest i forget illyana ….. ill admit i know very little of course however when i saw people talking of this new series#ofc i got the metallic magik cover I LOVE METAL !!! shiny..#i figured now would be the best time to read up … the art here is FANTASTIC#the vibes are immaculate too i love the horror overlay of it… i cant wait to see more of this series#and yk. read This one thoroughly i only skimmed it djAOSJWKS AND LASTLY excalibur.#flipped through it and saw charles was the protagonist AND he was in his chair.. a must buy i fear …#i tried looking for older comics but i never have luck with that but im excited bout these !!#maybe ill get the rest of the excalibur issues- or at least read the rest online. i feel like theres important stuff in there#related to charles at least.. hey does anyone know what issues hve Danger and that whole arc with charles? i wanted that but i forgot…#cashier was like ‘excellent choices’ girl ik….. i have perfect taste… idc if you just sayin that to be nice ik the truth…#ANYWAY !! im sure im running out of tags at this point so for now FAREWELL TEAM#today was a lovely birthday and i thank the lovelies of my inbox (and just following!) for all the love today !!#ok im stretching the tag limit now BYE BYE !! ill read these later for now im sleepy …#thank you so much again to my friend for these lovelt gifts i send her lots of love and care !!! ALL YOU DO THE SAME NEOW 🫵 if you may….
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i am DONE if i see someone liking Sasaki to Miyano. THEYRE BLOCKED. hating Sasaki to Miyano? BLOCKED, disliking Sasaki to Miyano? BLOCKED, loving Sasaki to Miyano? BLOCKED, you know about Sasaki to Miyano's existence? YOURE ALSO BLOCKED. IM THE ONLY SASAKI TO MIYANO LOVER, LIKER, DISLIKER, AND HATER! EVERYONE WHO KNOWS THEM DNI!!
#this is a copypasta#i love them#sasaki to miyano#sasaki shuumei#miyano yoshikazu#sasamiya#uhh something something here part 2 the sequel#im so normal about them#so sane#totally#yeah#im actually lying im not#:3333#ok but seriously please talk to me if you like sasamiya my twitter username is garxndo SOMETIMESSS i spam post nonsense about them#and i mass rt stuff related to them aside from pjsekai stuff so um#i dont know#ERMM im talking to much#bye for real this time
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playing…. mysims…..
#mysims kingdom technically if we want to be specific#hiiiiiiiii#i’m on break from school!!!!#i survived fall term! woo!#n e way. how are u all#this is the first sims related thing i’ve done in months lol#ngl i was so excited when this got announced for switch#i used to play mysims on the wii w a friend so it’s nostalgic#also…. the cow costume… beloved#i need to make the boys in mysims style#…….#it’ll happen#i’m taking a break from the character sheets#i… have only finished one#despite saying i would not… i did start on dhes’ & well.#it pissed me off lol#my worst enemy is a fictional 14 year old boy of my own making#would throw hands on sight#ok. back 2 gaming#bye !#rainyrambles
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