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mojwisungie · 4 years

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req (from: anon) ➥ : can u do a headcannon about jeno being jealous 🥺

☄︎ summary: jeno is kind but who is he to act like a saint when he’s feeling like a devil on court?

you and your boyfriend are kind of the opposite of each other

he likes cats, you like dogs

he’s team captain and youre on the bleachers

t-swift reference bc you guys listen to her in his car

this isnt any reason for you to not be together though

you compliment each other

he’s the yin to your yang

he’s the blue to your berry

he’s the apple to your pie

he = Lee Jeno

team captain of the basketball team 😌

and your handsome ace boyfriend

bc of this, you now have a solid common denominator: basketball

you know practically everything about it now bc he doesnt really shut up about it

from the rules to the actual game play

you even know some nba players !!

jeno still is your number one though

he only plays basketball ❤️ not your feelings ❤️

and today, he has a match

semi-finals !!! and !!! you dont gotta go far just to watch !!!

you love bus rides with jeno though,, dont get it wrong

but you being a sleepyhead and him being the nicest bf ever isnt a good match

bc you end up sleeping on the way to the venue and he lets you fall asleep on his arm/shoulder

you say sorry and tell him he should wake you up but he always says its alright even though you see him do extra stretch exercises before games bc of the numbness he feels from the lack of blood flow

no problemo about that now !! bc

its gonna take place in your school 🤪

the bell rings and that signals the early dismissal

everyone LOVES a good intense basketball, and your school admin isnt an exception

most of the students zoomed out from their respective classes to get good seats for the game

but you were on your way heading towards the opposite direction, which is to the restrooms

jeno told you he needs to exchange jerseys with you bc their opponent is gonna wear blue- the same as your school’s color

and yes... you have his other jersey (perks of being his s/o)

"nono... why do you guys have to be the ones to adjust?" you ask

"love, it doesnt matter whether we wear blue or white, dont you think?"

"hmm. i guess youre right, you still look and do great in whatever color you wear"

this tall man BLUSHES when he hears that

anyway he kisses your cheeks before going

he takes a while to change out of his school uniform and into his basketball uniform

though it may take him a few minutes to get ready, it’s alright bc you change your top to wear his jersey

he doesnt say it out loud but when he sees you on the bleachers representing him by wearing his number and his last name his heart swells

you exit the restroom to see him waiting for you outside and so you walk together to the gym

jeno recognizes the fact that some are envious bc youre the one who gets to be with him and he also knows that there are people who would like to be in his place

bc of this, you two enter the court hand in hand

as he proceeds to warm up with the team, you go to the bleachers

and you proceed to be on your phone (maybe to take pics of your bf, who knows)

youre pretty much chilling since its 20 mins before the game starts

your peace is destroyed by a player of the other team sitting beside you

jeno sees this happen

and even though he witnesses the way you ignore the guy

he feels a wave of pain on his chest and he knows: its jealousy

he’s a reasonable man, but who the hell does that guy think he is to even breathe the same air as you did

he’s still occupied with his thoughts as he sees the guy leave

with a smirk on the face that he wants to punch

he’s now striding towards to where you were

“what did that say to you?”

“he asked for my number”

“and?”

“and he said some dumb things”

“what dumb things, y/n?” he asks as his voice lowers in tone

YIKES... captain lee calling his s/o by their first name? you have to tell him that the guy with the same jersey number as him told you he’s gonna show you he’s the better #23. yes, yes u do

“do you believe in him?”

“of course not!! nono, you’re the best basketball player for me. i only believe in your team, and i definitely believe in you, no one else :((”

“you better do”

and he storms off

the game starts and jeno is on fire

he steals the ball whenever he gets the chance to

he blocks everyone who’s trying to shoot the ball

he scores and scores and scores

soon enough the game ends in 90-101 in favor of your school

jeno slips away from his ecstatic team and goes to you

when he reaches you, the first thing he does is hug you tight

you try to tell him how youre so proud of him and how amazing he was but he cuts you off

“im sorry for being rude before the game, love. i just didnt like what happened and felt jealous even though it was unnecessary” he says softly

“nono, it’s alright. as long as you remember that i love you and no one else, it’s alright” you hug him tighter

you kiss him on the cheeks as you pull away

only for him to pull you close to kiss you on the lips and embrace you in his arms again

“let’s stop hugging for a minute, youre sweaty”

“yah!! let me hug you a little longer, you’re my lucky charm 🥺”

“ohoho i didnt know youre clingy like this when youre jealous, nono 😏”

“euh?! i always hug you after games what do you mean”

“the loser is looking at us right now, huh?”

“yes”

you just LAUGH

☄︎ lou.note: thank you for requesting,anonie!! i just have to say that this is based on my assumption that jeno is confident but when it comes to his s/o, jealousy might come with a little insecurity with it. anyway,, its kind of lengthy but i enjoyed writing this even though i had to rewrite bc the drafts messed up but anyway, i hope you enjoyed! 💙

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happikattwuzheere · 4 years

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was gonna try and do multiple characters in one post but nope! i have too much to say. also the pictures are all different sizes so its rly hard to get the photoset to look appealing, so we’re starting w/ blue. and also a colored pic of what adam looks like when he’s not a deer. boy’s tryin not to stand out. which goes great up for him right up until it doesn’t. lmao. i’ll talk a bit about him too w/ stuff that didnt get mentioned in the starter post about him and gansey, but this is mostly gonna be about blue.

SO.

there’s this fey entity, right? i don’t have a name for them, but they’re not...they didnt START the fey/human conflict, but they are benefiting from it, politically speaking? and when maura was younger, despite other witches being like “girl dont choose sides, we’re witches, we guard boundaries but we don’t choose sides,” was hotheaded and brash and went “ok but fuck that though” and one thing led to another and she ended up getting a curse on her firstborn. Oops. that’s where the kissing curse comes from, here; i’ll get into that much later in a text post probably but gansey’s survivor’s guilt thing doesnt come from him actually dying in this au it’s from something Else, but blue will still kill him if she kisses him, just, for different reasons, it’s an actual curse this time and not something to do with the nature of who they both are.

her father’s still a tree light, but like, she actually knows that from the outset? because. they live in cabeswater. the tree lights are all around and accept her as one of their own even if she can’t turn into a tree, and as a result of that, she’s got some cool perks.

a) extremely resistant and/or outright immune to a Lot of fey bullshit

b) still boosts psychic energies and magical powers like in canon

c) the absolute safest person to be traveling in cabeswater ever, because the forest itself loves her, and also if you mess with her within the borders of cabeswater a bunch of tree lights will physically manifest and be like “hey buddy wanna think twice about that”

but she can’t use magic herself, still, which actually works in the favor of herself and the coven--witchcraft is in a sort of weird spot, culturally, where it’s both feared and often hated, but also understood to at times be necessary, especially by rural peoples like those of the village. im taking a very discworld spin on the witchcraft, because i love discworld and you can’t stop me, and so the attitude is, like. its frightening ancient magic and the church hates it but when there’s an emergency and someone’s on the border between life and death, or something is trying to pass into this world from another, etc etc etc, then you gotta suck it up and call on a witch because they’re the only ones who can deal with those things. so. the coven is tolerated, both because it’s too big and powerful to actually fight but also because it’s extremely needed when you live in a village right next door to fey lands. you NEED someone watching the border. however that doesn’t mean anyone wants to be seen publicly talking to a witch--but blue’s not a witch. she’s a witch’s daughter, but she’s not a witch herself, which is a step removed enough that she can go into town and run errands and also people will maybe pull her discretely aside and tell her if something’s coming up that the coven should know about, and it all works very neatly with her acting as a sort of liaison. very important role she plays, which is why gansey tries talking to her after his initial attempt to speak with the coven directly fails.

speaking of the coven itself: i’ve been calling it the fox way coven, even tho it probably wouldn’t be called that because there’s no road called fox way that the coven is built on, it’s a big magic house out in the fairy forest, BUT they do have a fox theme because i love foxes and this is a gift i have been given. if people have familiars in this coven, they’re foxes rather than cats, because as wonderful as cats are u cant have them and foxes in the same house that will go bad. but also there’s a v small number of them, like maybe three or four total out of the much higher number of women living there, who are fey blooded like adam, but who become foxes rather than adam’s deer. persephone is one of these! (it’s worth noting the reason why they become the same animal is because of a combination of coincidence, intentional theming, and mostly just because like, virtually all of the residents there aside from persephone are related to either maura or calla)

anyway the point is, because of this, blue’d seen enough feyblood transformations that when, one day when she was 9 or 10, on a visit to town, she saw the most distressed, disoriented fawn wobbling around frantically and was able to very quickly recognize that that was, in fact, a person who had probably turned into a deer for the first time, and responded by very calmly informing him that she knew who could help and leading him home. this is where those last two pictures come from, and how adam’s apprenticeship started.

like, there was a lot of arguing from the witches immediately--of course we’re going to teach him how to become human again but we aren’t really going to take him on in the coven are we? he’s a boy, he’s some local kid we know nothing about, what happened to keeping it in the family, he’s the wrong animal and we’ve got a whole thing going on--at which point persephone parted everyone like the red sea, took one look at adam, went “mine now” and despite a lot of grumbling that was the end of it. she took him on a bit of a tour of cabeswater a few days later, after he’d had time to think it over, and he felt so drawn to the forest that he agreed to the apprenticeship.

so he’s technically persephone’s apprentice but like in actual practice he’s being taught by the entire coven lmao, ANYWAY

adam being adam also had a backup plan for trying to get out of the village--even at ten he figured witchcraft might be a first way out of there, he was already thinking about it, but by thirteen when the good ole abuse started (and at which point the last whispers of dissent died out very quickly amongst the coven, nope, adam is one of us now, do you want us to very threateningly hang out in your front yard sometime because we can do that--what do you mean no, let us do this,) he was also like. i dont think this is a guarantee of getting out of here i need a second job. and the thing is, as was mentioned in the original post, the fey blood also means adam’s got issues with iron; it’ll poison him if he’s stabbed with it but it also reacts to his skin touching it like a hot stove. he’s fine if there’s a layer between his skin and the iron, but if he touches it directly, it’s Bad. so ofc this headstrong idiot takes an open spot a t a metalworker’s in the village because adam is the king of making bad decisions. the witches have a betting pool on how long it’ll take him to out himself. “its fine i’ll wear gloves,” he says. “it’s the perfect disguise no one will expect someone with fey connections to work near so much iron,” he says. “i have everything perfectly under control,” he says.

anyway he totally forgets to wear gloves before grabbing an iron tool while his dad and his boss are both in the store and in clear view of him and that’s why he was getting chased by hunters when gansey rescued him

also he and blue tried dating when they were like 13-14 and it ended about as badly as in canon and they made up later and by the time the story starts they’ve settled into very much being weird siblings. adam starts hanging out with gansey initially to try and basically spy on him, figure out why he’s here, but ends up rly liking the guy and deciding his reasons are sincerely to try and help people, and he tells this to blue who starts immediately accusing him of having a crush on the lordling and being a class traitor, because she does NOT like gansey at this point and really the nobility all prefer wizards to witches which is a stupid idiot decision and frankly the fact that this lordling is apparently enamored by some random deer is hilarious to her, but even moreso is the fact that adam actually defends the lordling to her, like, “wow adam its hilarious that the lordling’s friend thinks that you have charmed the lordling because from my perspective it looks the other way around” “shut uuuup you’re not listening im serious, like, yeah ok he put his foot in his mouth really hard when he talked to you but im telling you i dont think the whole i-wanna-understand thing is an act” “idk if i can trust you through those rose tinted glasses buddy. tell me again about that time he called you princely?” “oh my god”

this is turning into rambling but. thats the gist of the witches and blue esp thank u for coming if u made it this far here’s a bonus persephone fox

#trc #the raven cycle #blue sargent #deer boy au #longpost #VERY long im so sorry.

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intomybubble · 3 years

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Well I havent posted about my a3! x pokemon au in a while. I have a lot of thoughts about it, but never got myself to post any of them. For now here are some of my shorter headcanons and my last update on everyone’s teams. Ive made some changes since then, but i wont post another update until i decide on evolutions and when they were caught

Yuki’s buneary is a stubborn brat. Its the most misbehaved pokemon on his team and one he caught recently. All his other pokemon are pretty well-mannered which is pretty surprising at how sassy yuki tends to be. All of yuki’s pokemon are all male

Azami’s pawniard was his first pokemon and a gift from his dad on his 10th birthday. His dad thought it was a pokemom befitting a yakuza but maybe one thats covered in blades and takes a long time to evolve wasnt a good idea. It’s pretty loyal towards azami, but it tries to keep its distance after it accidentally hurt him. It’s a kuudere that would like cuddles but, again, covered in knives :/ When azami’s pawniard eventually evolves into bisharp, he gives it a back hug since he can now easily avoid getting cut.

Sakyo’s caught his persian as a meowth back in high school. He was doing a delivery job when a bothersome meowth pounced on him while passing through an allyway. He thought it’d leave him alone if he picked a different route, but it somehow always found him. It just loved his reactions. Eventually sakyo caught it out of desperation. It likes accompanying him on jobs and harassing clients that have yet to pay their debts (rip matsukawa)

Izumi’s politoed was initially a poliwag that her dad caught for her when she was younger. It didn’t properly become her’s until she was 10, but it helped keep an eye on her when her parents were busy. It was with her when she visited mankai for the first time, and it was actually able to recognize sakyo when he and izumi had their reencounter. It let izumi figure that out for herself, but looking back on it her poliwirl seemed pretty happy whenever sakyo did his check-ins

Tbh one of the reasons why izumi didn’t recognize sakyo was because of his pokemon. When they first met as kids sakyo had a spearow, ratatta, and a nincada (that soon evolved into a ninjask). But izumi didnt see any of them until he moved into the dorms and only saw him with a persian.

Kazunari has a separate instagram for his pokemon and its pretty popular. His raichu and jolteon have a competitive relationship and try to get kazunari to take pics that’ll get them the most likes. His smeargle isnt as popular as the other two, but has a pretty strong following for its unique artwork. Kazunari has posted some of their collabs on his main account as well

One time when hisoka’s wooloo was having a depressive episode and it spent nearly a week aimlessly rolling around the hallways and bumping off the walls. Yuki started getting annoyed at the noise and did some research before shearing the pokemon and knitting some clothes for it and hisoka. It was actually appeared a bit happier afterwards and hisoka was enjoying how soft his new sweater was

Itaru’s rotom was actually found in one of the cartridges after he went out on a vintage video game haul. Although he has to be careful of getting caugh, in exchange for some treats, itaru asks rotom to possess the fridge in the kitchen before he shuts in to game. Sometimes when it wants itaru’s attention, it’ll possess whatever device hes using and mess with him. Actually, Rotom once tried to get into chikage’s computer out of curiosity but it was already rotom proofed rip

Chikage’s delphox was gifted to him as a fennikin by august when he first joined the Organization. The same happened with hisoka, he was gifted a froakie which is currently a frogadier. August had a chesnaught, which was as much as a busybody as he was.

When Yukio disappeared, he left two pokemon behind at mankai. A shiny chatot named kamekichi, and a klefki. Matsukawa sometimes uses them in battle, but since they’re not his they often do their own thing and join in battles as they please.

#a3!#a3 #a3!mon #yuki rurikawa #azami izumida #sakyo furuichi #izumi tachibana #kazunari miyoshi #hisoka mikage #itaru chisagaki #desiree talks

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autumn-foxfire · 3 years

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A couple of disjointed notes on jjk designs

Along with female characters having you know personalities, motivations and arcs they also have very nice and non sexualized designs. Like its been so long since i saw so many female characters non of which felt like they were dressed up a certain way for the audiences sake. Like we got so many! We got five known girls out of just students so far and they all have varied designs in the way they wear their uniform and all of them seem to speak more about their personal sense of style and aesthetics rather than being made with horny teenage boy in mind. Like Maki has the shortest dress but she never once feels sexualized in it, its really great.

N like i didnt fully expect this because i remember watching the first ep and seeing yujis classmate get groped by a curse n sitting there like ah :) anime. But i think this was something that was on its way out of geges artstyle even then (with exception of meimeis brand new almost tit shot but meimei already makes me uber uncomfy so thats not out of line considering we barely see anything). Like in the prequel we also see a woman get groped by a curse n maki isnt wearing her hhh whats the english word stockings? So her legs are more bare but even then we dont ever see like anything we arent supposed to even tho she like does splits n stuff, mad impressive. So that leaves to me an impression that even back then Gege was hhh about this sort of stuff n maybe did it here or there cuz 'this is how shonen is done' but fortunatly decided to completely drop it by the time Nobara joined the team n honestly mad props cuz its rare that a manga makes me feel so comfortable about liking female characters, like off the top of my head id name nozaki kun n ouran and have beastars balance on that line sorta, its just so rare, especially in anime. N as a woman its so much easier to relate and love the female cast when they arent constantly being presented as blow up sex dolls. Its just really refreshing n really good n god bless geges soul for putting miwa in a suit to joy of every lesbian ever bls give her a scythe next BLS.

On a slightly different note, Momos anime design....YIKES. Like i think the anime so far did a p good job with colors, as far as im aware they changed toges color scheme p much entierly n he looks great, yuji has this dusty pink that looks real nice n maki has this dark green that looks very good. Miwa is sitting on a line for me tbh like she looks ok but i do think her hair color should have been idk like a little less pure blue? Little less saturated? Idk art lingo, but for me shes sitting on a line of 'she looks ok but ciuld have been better'. Like its weird in the op she looks nicer, the lighting gives her hair this silver-whitey feel that works very well for her but then in the anime her hair is just a tad bit too bright blue for me, still digestible tho.

Momo in my humble opinion looks like a disaster n im not just saying that cuz for some reason i thought her hair was sorta dusty pink like yujis. Like her hair is just so...bright. its this weird lemoney yellow that is such an eyesore n distracts me whenever i see a group photo, likw my eyes immidietly fly to her she sticks out like a sore thumb between everyone else with more natural looking/ better made unnstural colors. Like maybe if they went with a darker or more natural looking blonde??? Idk. Her hair is very bright n her face is the sort of pinkish pale n the two colors together seem to at the same time clash n melt into each other where at the same time the outline between her face n hair doesnt seem clear n they both just scream at you. Ill probably get used to it as the anime goes on but rn the prevailing feeling is '...is it too late to fix that?'

Oh also gojos eyes have been bothering me less so i think i got used to them after all, but mad props to both gege n the mappa (it botheres me more in anime cuz also color) to be able to convey a feeling of an ultimate top of the chain predator through eyes alone like SKILL. i think they also bother me cuz without his blindfold gojo just looks like a completely different character to me like if you showed me the two pics of him before i watched/read jjk i would probs say those are brothers not the same person. In conclusion im basically like a baby who starts crying when her dad shaves off his beared cuz she cant recognize him anymore.

That ends my notes on design for now

XD Lucy, I’m so glad you’ve fallen in love with JJK like I have.

It’s a really interesting manga and I can’t wait for the anime to animate everying we’ve seen from the manga so far (it’ll hurt so good T-T). I especially love the girls designs because they just feel so much more... natural, then most female designs you get in anime. They feel like girls (also, can I just say how much I love how excited Nobara was to get a tracksuit of all things. It’s not something you really see in manga/anime and yet a girl that gets excited over comfy clothes is so much real to me XD).

I have similar feelings about Miwa’s hair. It’s way too bright in comparison to the rest of the anime designs, they should have dimmed it or something, she just stands out in a way that she shouldn’t have (though I do admit that I like the colour of blue... I’m so conflicted). And I don’t really mind Momo’s hair too much though I do think it could have been better colour of blonde (JJK using bright colours even though it’s such a heart-breaking anime T-T).

Gege and Mappa really did do a great job though T-T

#jujutsu kaisen #thanks for the ask!!#thegaygyrus

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vampanic · 4 years

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okay here’s what i remember from THE CON

i can’t remember if the ticket was cheap or pricey. i don’t know why. i wanna say it was more expensive or of equal value to a bigger con and i justified it to my parents and myself because it was the first one. but i went because i thought the idea of a con that was centered on the various fandoms popular on this site at the time was a genuinely neat idea. i also thought, okay let me just go because it’s another one to attend.

i should note: that have been to a lot conventions in my time. i’ve been to acen twice i think? i’ve been to nebkon twice. sadly i have never been to c2e2 or flashback chicago (which i may never get to go to now whoops) and i’ve been to wizard world chicago i wanna say 4 times?

now at these cons (mostly wizard world) these fandoms aren’t as present. in fact, the main demo of that con was adult to middle age to older visitors as well as families, so usually teens and young adults would find each other at this con (whether planned ahead or by accident there) and freak the fuck out over our cosplays or mutual love of whatever.

so because of this again the idea of a t.umblr con was exciting to me, even though i was already at the end of being interested in those fandoms (as i’m sure most people were at the time)

okay so first, this con was far. wizard world and acen are held at the rosemont convention center which while kind of far from where i live, is accessible by train via downtown or via one of chicago’s big airports. i always got a ride though which with summer traffic, took forever. so much like that this con was a journey away.

the hotel the con choose i remember thinking it seemed new, but it was far from where i lived which inpacted the amount of time i spent at the con and the decision to only go two days (i didn’t return the last day because it was a shit show)

i went to this con by myself because i think at this point i had already had a falling out with my friend who i went to cons in the area with (she did not attend that i know of). i wore two cosplays that i had made already for other things, gwen stacy and america chavez. this would have been the ideal place for me to cosplay something more niche, but i just didn’t care that much about it. maybe i didn’t think it was worth it at the time since it wasn’t going to be a big con.

so i get there and there’s no long line to get my badge in fact i don’t even remember a line at all. which, for me, was bizarre. every con i’ve been to before had huge lines even on off hours to get badges. but whatever. i cant remember if where i got my badge was in the the same room as where the ball pit was or not. but yes, i did go into the ball pit and i was silly in it with some other people because

idk you see a ball pit you go in the ball pit? in hindsight i know it’s not acceptable to have this at a con, but shit i guess i was high on life at the time. someone took a pic of me in the pit, but i have never seen it.

i remember seeing some very impressive cosplays at this con. i also bought some really great art in the dealers room which was small. (here’s the artist. also this was nonfandom art. i don’t remember buying anything else from anyone because i don’t think i saw anything i liked/could afford) there was no unlicensed night vale merch sold here that i remember, but i do remember receiving free unlicsenced night vale like pamphlets from a random vendor and also there was a vendor who was giving away a large piece of night vale fan art with a purchase of over something dollars i dont remember.

panels: i don’t remember there being many panels or even very interesting panels. panels i remember going to include: bisexuality in media/bisexuality representation (which was put on by the bisexualbooks tumblr), ask an avenger (which was put on by various marvel cosplayers), and a panel that was about female characters in supernatural (i was a spn stan back in the day jsyk).

the bi one was good. i remember it being the most like a panel that you’d go to at a larger convention. they had slides and info and they took questions and had several speakers.

the avengers one was what we’d call today “cringey” but it was cute. it was exactly what it sounds like. avengers cosplayers sat up on a stage answering questions in character. i believe that all the cosplayers had rp and/or ask blogs which is why they were chosen.

the supernatural panel was, like the bi one, complete with slides and various speakers, but from what i remember it was mostly going down the list of female characters in the show. i remember from the fandom that there a good chunk of people who love the characters, but they’re often killed off or abandoned and this is something a lot of fans did have gripes with. this is gonna sound fake when i say it, but this did happen, we got to charlie and someone said “yeah i like charlie she’s cool because she’s a lesbian but she doesn’t act like one like she’s still feminine” and i spoke up and said “well yeah it’s cool she’s a lesbian, but what do you mean she doesn’t act like one. like queer female character shouldn’t have to be feminine to be seen as good rep.” and people clapped. i know that sounds fake, but please believe me because this is a setting where people are inclined to clap when they agree with statements. people clapped at others too.

i also attended the costume contest, the night vale panel, and the meet and greet with doug jones.

the contest was fine. there was one individual at this con who i can’t name because i didnt know their name, but they cosplayed as ed from edd ed and eddy and they were in character the whole time to the point of discomfort. it wasn’t just for the contest i found myself in a cards against humanity game that they were in and it was even there and it was weird.

then the night vale panel happened and ooooooooohhhh boy

this was the most filled room in the whole con. a main reason i went to this con was to see them and im pretty sure this was everyone’s main reason to go. i known someone from other cons who came from florida to see this. (fun fact: we were mutuals on various platforms and had hung out at various cons and i knew their name, but they could not remember mine and i thought that was bogus so i ghosted them. dont know if i was justified in that but whatever)

so here we all were waiting. for over an hour. during this time people talked and i remember someone cosplaying the glow cloud went up and down the isle with a little glow cloud baby in a stroller and we all laughed and cheered. people started playing card games. we kept busy. for me though.

this was one of the most boring cons i’ve been to honestly. i’m having trouble remember a lot of it and that’s because i went solo. i had no friends there. i cosplayed gwen from like the 60s and this was before spidey joined the mcu and before itsv was a thing so spidey was basically an niche fandom (i was active in the tasm and dane deha.an fandoms at this time and the latter became toxic as fuck but that’s a whole other story) or something older comic fans liked.

my other cosplay was america chavez from young avengers which never got that popular either (though kate bishop and kid loki where more recognized, but for their connection to bigger marvel names). so it wasn’t like other cons where my cosplay was an ice breaker and i could join groups. i was alone.

so a lot of the con for that reason was awkward and waiting for night vale was like being the person texting in the corner at a distant relative’s party because they know no one.

so they finally come on stage to say that night vale will not be performing and people went ballistic people were shouting and the person said “we have doug jones in the next hall you should go over to that” and someone yelled “WE DON’T WANT TO SEE HIM”

i went to see doug jones and i was previously unaware of what his name was but i knew who he was. he talked about his work and acting process and did a meet and greet after. mr. jones was a delight and i’m wondering how they even got him there in the first place. he was leagues above this.

i had to leave the con early that day to go to my brother’s football game, but i believe that was the night they “protested” at the con and i kept seeing on tumblr that it was cancelled. i decided not to go back the next day because i was unsure of what was happening and because it was too far.

and the rest is history. i’m sure i went to other panels, but i can’t remember them. i do remember going into the room where they were watching pacific rim, but it was on a shitty projection screen and i wanted to go to a panel instead.

it’s shitty what happened with the con. and a lot of the unrest came from literal teens who were cheated from money who didn’t know how to act, but all the responsibility goes to the people who organized it poorly. The concept of a tu.mblr con i don’t think should have been inherently bad. i think it would have been cool to have a con that focused on more niche interests. but shouldn’t have been as big as they wanted it to be for the first go.

anyway that’s most of what i can remember. it’s kind of blur because i spent most of it by myself and there wasn’t much to do so i didn’t even spend the whole day there.

quite frankly, i’m glad i wasn’t there when they started singing les mis because i have no idea how i would have acted.

#[out of coffins]#/under a cut because it's long

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just-for-cal · 5 years

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She’s Jealous - [c.h]

word count: 2885 warnings: swearing summary: (y/n) reads some thirst tweets and gets a bit frustrated

(y/n) loved Calum, she always did and it’s likely that she always will. Especially when she never plans to never act on these feelings.

So it felt unfair to her that she was getting so upset scrolling through Twitter. Dozens upon dozens of fans thirsting over him. The other boys too, but she only had narrowed eyes at the comments directed towards Calum.

“Whatcha lookin’ at?” Luke threw himself over the back of the sofa she was sat on, scooting close to her and looking onto her phone.

The first thing he saw being an all caps message about Ashton’s arms, and something about choking.

“Jesus love, into Ash now are we?” He chuckled, but (y/n) glared at him. “Alright, not in the mood for funny” Luke muttered to himself.

“Have you seen all these?” She asked him in a quiet voice, eyes still trained on her phone as she scrolled.

“Thirst tweets? I look sometimes, some of them are kinda funny”

(y/n) simply hummed, clearly that wasn’t the answer she was looking for.

“What’s got you all worked up? I thought you’d be agreeing with some of ‘em” Luke jabbed (y/n’s) side with his elbow, and she tried to force a smile, but her nerves seeped through.

“Everyone’s just so… so into him,” She explained, and before she could keep reading, Luke took her phone, and closed the app. “I feel like maybe it diminishes my chances even further”

“Your chances? Please, (y/n/n), you’ve got the biggest head start of all chances, it’s less of a chance more of a, eh, hundred percent guarantee”

The girl just rolled her eyes at Luke’s words. He always tried to convince her of how he thought Calum returned her feelings, but she never felt that way. He always seemed glued to their platonic relationship, so she never acted on the feelings she’d harbored for so long.

“I’m not kiddin’ babe,” Luke told her. “Ya should hear what he says about you when you’re not around, he loves to talk about you”

(y/n) blushed, but she still shook her head and took her phone back from his hands.

“Thanks, Luke,” She sighed, and smoothed out her skirt before standing. “Are you coming out tonight?”

“Yeah I’ll tag along,” He said and stood up with her, outstretching his arms. (y/n) chuckled quietly, stepping into his arms and letting him hug her tight. “Besides, I'm already all done up, can’t cancel now”

She was laughing when she pulled away, smiling to see he has in fact put on a shimmery eyeshadow to change up his usual leather jacket and jeans look. Even going so far as to put on his heeled boots.

When she looked away, Calum was coming down the stairs, but he stopped at the bottom and just stared at her. He looked frozen, lips parted, eyes set on her. (y/n) crinkled her brows as though to silently ask if he was alright.

“Wow,” He mumbled, finally walking over to her and his best friend. She still looked confused. “You look amazin’ sunshine”

“Oh,” She chuckled nervously, ducking her head down and pushing her hair behind her ear. Luke rolled his eyes and left the room, unable to handle all the pent up tension that had filled it. “You had me worried there for a sec”

Calum grinned at her, this girl he’d had in his life now for a few years and couldn’t ever get a long enough look at. She was blushing under his gaze, and it only made him smile more.

“You ready for dinner?” He asked, and she nodded, letting him guide her to the front door.

Luke was there waiting, looking at his phone and chuckling to himself. Mike and Ashton were planning to meet them at the restaurant, and we’re probably already there.

“What’s so funny?” Calum asked, and Luke showed him he was on Twitter.

“These thirst tweets about you, they're hilarious”

Calum blinked in surprise, not having expected that response, at all, and looked to (y/n) with raised brows before back at Luke.

“Why...?”

“Cause she was lookin’ at ‘em earlier, and I wanted to know what the big deal was. These are great!”

Calum looked at (y/n) again, a smirk on his lips to know that she’d read thirst tweets about him. But before he could make a cocky comment, Luke spoke up again.

“(y/n/n) you’re in this one,” Luke snickered as he read one, and then proceeded to read it out loud. “It’s a retweet of a pic of Calum, zoomed in on his thighs, and it says ‘@(your handle) sure is one lucky chick, i bet @CalumHood lets her ride his thighs whenever she wants’ can you believe that?”

If she hadn’t been blushing before, she certainly was now.

Luke was laughing his ass off, all the while (y/n) avoided looking directly at Calum, who was staring at her.

“Alright, on that note, let's get going,” Cal suggested, letting Luke out so he could walk with (y/n), his hand resting on the small of her back. When she looked up at him, he leaned a bit closer. “We’ll talk about why you were reading thirst tweets about me later” He told her quietly.

(y/n) winced.

Dinner went by well, besides the fact that Calum had his arm slung around the booth behind (y/n’s) shoulder, his fingertips grazing her shoulder every now and then. But no one said anything about it.

“So, (y/n/n), you comin’ back to the house after dinner?” Ash asked. She began to shake her head, but Calum spoke up for her.

“Yeah, we’re all gonna chill back at the house,” He said, his hand caressing softly over her shoulder now. “Probably watch a movie or something if that sounds good to you guys?”

“Yeah that sounds great” Ashton agreed.

While the other boys proceeded out of the booth to head to the car, (y/n) shot Calum a look.

“What are you doing? I can’t hang out tonight, I have class in the morning, that’s why we did dinner instead-“

“That’s really too bad, love, because you and I need to have a bit of a talk, don’t we?”

She raised her brows at his bold comment, but didn’t argue with him again. Simply followed next to him out of the restaurant.

She continued to stare at him, waiting for him to give her some sort of sign of what was going on in his head. Clearly something had happened, but he wasn’t budging at all. The only sliver of a sign he offered was pulling her in close to him when they got in the back of Luke’s car. Which only made (y/n) more anxious for answers, because it was now obvious to Luke that something was up.

Ash and Mike were already at the house when Luke pulled in, and everyone went in together, deciding on drinks and just hanging out and chatting. (y/n) didn’t understand why Calum needed her to stick around for this, but she wasn’t going to question him in front of everyone.

She was sat curled up on one end of the sofa, and surprisingly, it was Ashton next to her, not Calum. And Luke on the other side of Ashton.

Calum was in his own seat in a recliner, sat upright and solid, completely isolated from the group. Michael was also sat alone in a similar chair, but still made the effort to join in on the laughter and conversation.

At this point, (y/n) was not only confused, but a little pissed off.

She took a long swig of her beer, gave Calum a pointed look, and then excused herself to the kitchen for another drink. Where she waited for him to show up just seconds later.

“You alright love?” He asked as he strolled into the kitchen, words sweet, but voice cocky. (y/n) crossed her arms as she leaned back against the counter.

“What the hell is up with you? You drag me back here with the guys because you need to talk to me, and then ignore me, when you know I shouldn’t even be here in the first place-”

“Babe,” Calum cut off her irritated rambling, and she gawked a bit at the pet name, but before she could continue, he took a large stride forward, practically caging her in against the kitchen counter. “Why are you so upset?” He asked, feigning concern as he leaned in even closer to her. His lips brushed the shell of her ear as he spoke again, hands on either side of her on the counter, now actually keeping her their against him. “Why are you so tense, angel?”

(y/n) pushed herself further back into the counter, trying to put some space between their bodies as their eyes met again. There was a coy smirk on his lips, telling her he knew exactly what he was doing, messing with her like this.

“Was it all those tweets you were reading, babe?” He asked, and she liked her lips, suddenly they felt very dry. Calum chuckled as he caught the action. “I knew it”

“What do you think you’re doing?” She asked him breathlessly.

“Didn’t you want to have that talk now? That is why you wanted me to follow you in here isn’t it?” Calum asked, and the irritation in her eyes dissipated into something else he recognized all too well, just not so much on her.

Lust.

“Did all those thirst tweets from random girls make you a bit jealous baby?” He cooed, hands finding her hips and sliding just a bit under the hem of her shirt, just enough to run the rough pads of his fingers over her skin. He cocked an eyebrow at her, telling her he was impatient for her answer.

“Maybe,” She murmured out, unable to find her voice due to his distracting touch. “Just a little bit”

“Really?” Calum chuckled, letting one of his hands trail from her waist to cup just under her jaw, pulling her in closer. He was leaning over considerably by reason of their height difference. “I can tell when you lie (y/n), we’ve been friends for years” His ring clad fingers ran delicately down her throat.

When he leaned forward, her eyes fell shut, and a chill ran down her spine as his lips brushed over hers. It almost seemed unintentional, but (y/n) knew full well that Calum was in absolute control of what he was doing.

“We should get back to our friends before they come looking for us” Calum practically muttered into her mouth, stepping back a bit to leave the room.

Before he could, her small hands grasped the collar of his leather jacket, pulling him back in against her and connecting their lips in a desperate and passionate kiss. Like her life depended on it, she’d never thought twice about kissing him, she just knew that she needed to before he could leave.

Calum reacted immediately, kissing her back with fervor, his hands setting back on her hips so he could lift her up and set her on the counter. Her skirt rode up a bit, but she didn’t have a care about it. Their kiss broke for a moment as she readjusted to be comfortable, but he didn’t let her do much before tugging her right back into his chest, neck craning down to meet her lips again in a fiery kiss. She tasted of alcohol and her strawberry chapstick and he was addicted to it upon contact, each kiss more desperate than the last, until she was panting against him in silent plea for more.

“Cal,” She murmured his name out softly as he hiked her legs up his hips, so that he could run his hands under her bare thighs and hold her securely against him. He trailed a few kisses along her jaw, making her tilt her head back in bliss.

He pulled away, eyes flickering over her features and taking a moment to fully appreciate her in this state. Her eyes were shut, long lashes casting small shadows over her cheekbones. Lips swollen and pink because of him. She looked like a piece of art like this.

(y/n’s) eyes opened when she realized he wasn’t about to kiss her again, and a blush settled on her cheeks as she found him staring at her. She bit down on her bottom lip to keep from smiling too wide and looking like a dork.

“What?” She murmured after he’d just stared for long enough. Calum shook his head, smiling one of his infamously happy grins, his eyes crinkling and his teeth on display as he looked at her.

“I just love you so damn much, I don’t know why you’d ever be jealous of a stranger, angel” He murmured, a hand cupping her cheek. She wasn’t sure how he’d gone from irresistibly sexy to adorable and sweet in a matter of seconds, but it didn’t matter, because her heart was swelling beyond maximum capacity and the smile she’d tried to hold back broke free.

“You love me?” She asked, even though he’d said to her clear as day, she needed to know that her mind wasn’t playing tricks on her right now.

“Course I do sunshine, you’re my best girl, always have been” He said, shrugging his shoulder and cocking his head to the side. (y/n) smiled at him, her hands finally releasing their death grip on his collar to take his face in her small palms, gently guiding him down to kiss his lips softly. Gentle, and pure, and sweet.

She kept her forehead pressed against his, her hands still holding him close even as their lips parted.

“That’s how I should’ve kissed you the first time,” She whispered to him. “After a date, all nervous like”

Calum chuckled softly, his hands taking her own and his lips brushing the back of them both before cupping her face in his hands, and kissing her sweetly, as she did him.

“I love you too,” She murmured between small kisses. “I love you too” She repeated, their noses bumping a bit as their lips met again in a slightly more sloppy kiss.

“Hey where’s the- woah hey!”

Calum and (y/n) pulled apart upon hearing Michael’s surprised words from what he’d walked in on. The bassist swiftly pulled down her skirt from where it had ridden up pretty high on her thighs, and gave his friend an awkward nod of acknowledgement.

“Guys! They finally did it!” Michael hollered into the living room.

(y/n) sighed, giving Calum a bashful and apologetic look before she slid off the counter she’d been sitting on. Luke and Ashton came rushing in, one with his arms up in cheers, and the other staring wide eyed and gawking just at the close proximity of Calum and (y/n).

“It’s February, you guys owe me twenty, I guessed the closest!” Luke hollered at the other two.

“You bet on us?” (y/n) asked.

“Luke, you guessed January, it doesn’t count ‘cause it passed. Ash wins, he guessed May” Michael ignored (y/n’s) comment, while fumbling for his wallet to pay Ashton.

“But I was closest,” Luke argued. “Doesn’t matter if it happened past my guess, my guess was still closest-”

“Hold on, hold on,” Calum spoke up, taking the twenty dollar bill from Michael before Ashton, or Luke, could. “You guys are not paying each other over (y/n) and I getting together”

“We’re together?” (y/n) asked softly from next to him.

“Course we are baby,” Calum winked over at her. “If you’ll have me, but give me a moment,” He turned back to his friends, holding up the money. “(y/n/n’s) got classes in the morning, so we are taking this, I’m taking her home, and we’re using your money to get her breakfast for the morning”

“Fine,” Luke muttered. “Congratulations by the way, I knew you two would crack”

“Crack?” Calum muttered, but shook his head, deciding he didn’t want much more of an explanation. “Okay, we’re gonna head out, ready?” He asked (y/n), who nodded and took his offered hand so he’d lead her out of the house.

“Don’t forget to carry the bride over the threshold!” Luke hollered before they could be out of earshot.

Calum turned to (y/n), squeezing her hand and kissing her temple.

“When’s your last class tomorrow?” He asked, and she thought for a moment.

“I should be finished up by two,” She answered. “Why, you free?”

He giggled, actually giggled at her response, and nodded his head.

“I say we go on that date you were talking about earlier,” He suggested, opening the passenger door of the car for her. She hummed and got in, Cal quickly closing the door and getting in on the driver’s side. “Well? Am I taking you out tomorrow?” He asked, and she grinned, nodding and leaning over the center console to meet his lips in a kiss.

“You sure as hell are” She agreed, and Calum grinned before kissing her again.

They should have done this long ago.

xoxo ~ jordie

#5sos #5sos x reader #5sos fanfiction #5sos imagine #5sos scenario #calum hood #calum hood x reader #calum hood fanfiction #calum hood scenario #calum hood imagine

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fromnibelheim · 4 years

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Just had some Big Dreams gonna write it down

It started out with a boyfriend trying to convince me to talk to my ex so we could be on good terms. My ex and I had left on bad terms and there was a lot of bad blood and my new boyfriend felt bad and thought we should talk it out so we could at least not have that animosity and maybe even be friends. The way he put it was really sweet and he was so handsome and well dressed, with chocolate brown loosely curly hair and wearing a nice wool coat, good for dream me. We walked into a sporting goods store, where my ex worked I guess, and went to the elevator to the second floor. My bf was holding my hand and being really sweet and supportive bc i was nervous. We got into the elevator and it was surprisingly huge. Like the size of a room. And i noticed there was a woman at a desk in there who looked rather secretary like and I started to wonder what I was getting myself into.

When we got out of the elevator we were in this VERY fancy mid-century style office building where everything was honey-color stained hardwood and emerald green and gold and looked like it was straight out of the 1920s. I got WAY more nervous bc it was so fancy and everyone was wearing suits and I felt so out of place but my bf went right up to the counter and got a number for us to get called up to state out business or smth I guess. I was like wtf are you doing we cant do this! But he had already gotten the ticket so we sat down in some plush green velvet seats and waited. I realized I had no idea what my ex did but it was way more important than I'd thought. The man at the counter called our number and asked what our business was and I just got so nervous and didnt even know what position my ex had that I would answer him with, so I just said we were still waiting for someone. I think my mom showed up at one point. Eventually I was able to talk to the ex and he was some big hotshot but also a complete ass who acted like he didnt even remember us dating, even when I brought up specific events that happened. He had short blonde hair and just looked like a prick lmao. So we all left knowing it was resolved, maybe not in the best way but still resolved. On our way out we stopped to have tea in a cafe in the fancy office part of the building, and my mom told me that dreams were memories from all the other lives you're living right now. Not past lives, but memories of the universal. I remember she specifically said memories of the universal. Then the dream shifted.

I was in this new place I didnt recognize, lying in the floor covered in heavy ornately decorated blankets in a tiny japanese style room with a big monk sitting across from me chanting and praying to me. And I started shaking and crying bc I didnt know what was going on or why this guy would be praying TO me, and people were talking about remembering their other lives and who they really are and that I was lost and confused bc I didnt remember yet, and I figured that maybe if I could remember all the other lives I'd had and was living then my situation would make more sense, or at least id be more at peace with it.

I was given a letter that didnt really mean much to me bc I couldnt decipher it as it was mostly a series of small images. A group of young people around our age came in, attracted by the letter and all saying how surprised they were to see it and that it was safe and survived, as if it had been through some huge ordeal just to get here. They came right over to me to look at it as I'd laid it out right in front of me, and I pulled one of the blankets I had wrapped around me over the side of my face bc I didnt want them to see me upset. One of them came over and sat down by me. He had beautiful pale hands and I reached out and grabbed his hand and he hugged me tight. I didnt remember who he was but I knew he was important to me and that I had loved him before and I just felt like as long as he was there everything would be alright. After a while though that group left and I was alone in my tiny room, locked in. I remembered a spell someone had told me for finding things and I used it to summon the key to free myself and flew out the window. I jumped out and just started flying. I wasnt sure if I could but I put as much force into it as I could and was able to clumsily fly just above everyone in the little town I was in. The big monk and a couple other people chased after me but I quickly outran them. Then I just focused on flying. I think I was some type of angel or something since i actually had wings, and could feel the air gliding over them as i flew. It felt really nice and refreshing. Then there was another shift.

I ended up in this enormous indoor city, like a mega mall but it never seemed to end. It seemed to go up infinitely high too, and there like three were ornate cathedrals like St Patrick's Cathedral within a couple blocks of each other. I flew around the cathedrals and looked in and listened to the people talking, and inside they were more like luxury restaurants than churches, but anyway. I heard an old woman saying that they had reached their capacity as a race and no one grew old anymore. Because of this they stopped having children and no longer had the desire to give birth, which made sense to me but was surprising. I flew away from the cathedrals into a much more densely populated part of the indoor city which still had the structure of a mall just on a much more massive scale and was more technology advanced. It looked like they were having some kind of parade. I was trying to find someone, probably the people from before, but it was too loud and crowded.

I moved on and came across this group that was having a standoff. They looked like they were in a cyberpunk style gang or something and one of them pulled out a lasergun and was threatening innocent bystanders. I watched them from under the suspended walkway they were on and went from under to try to use magic to freeze them in place, but it wasnt strong enough. They caught onto me and started to chase me.

The rest of the dream was me running from them, dodging laser fire and trying to fly fast enough to put some distance between us. I ducked into shops, chased one of them into a shop at one point, even jumped onto the top of a giant fast moving train to get away, etc.

I tried to fool them at one point and it almost worked, but they came back and caught on. At that point I was wounded and didnt have much energy left to fight but for some reason they didnt kill me. I think we may have had one last battle or they retreated but either way I came out of it alive and finally was free of them and made it back to the group of friends I had been trying to find that entire time. Although at that point I was so hurt I couldnt even stand, let alone fly, so they all helped me along and carried me.

Not much worth noting happened in the dream after that. I got a bit better, we ended up in a really cute shop that had a secret base where you go down this ladder into the next floor down that had a really cute cozy circle bed with plushies on it and string lights that would have been a perfect place for taking insta pics, and then I wandered into a shop that was all dark stained hardwood and cases and cases of antique china and crystal glassware. I went back into the first shop and then woke up.

#dream #dreams

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What's your most memorable concert experience?

boy tough question !!! ive had a bunch of really weird experiences meeting djs, so it's really quite difficult. imma make a top 5 list5: last night at shaky beats 2019 almost got my nose broken during party favor cause the gate was so wet. single most fucking crazy crowd ive ever been part of. everyone was taking something i didnt recognize ie out of their fucking mind. also met vanic hes a total sweetie 10/10 4: met madeon before the show at my very first electronic concert. he said he was going to dinner, but for some reason had a single package of beef ramen with him? i got a pic and you can see it3: first festival shaky beats 20000016? i think? crowd was so tight for odesza there was a good chunk where my feet didn't touch the ground. also my first interaction with someone who was fucked up out of their mind ("YOURE LYING THERE TOTALLY ARE RECTANGLES ON THE SCREEN") 2: decadence festival in arizona with @madlyfluffy new years eve/day. put her up on my shoulders for a chunk of time, got a champagne poured on me/bag signed/hair ruffled by destructo, saw justice live and cried the entire last 15 minutes of the show cause they played "be my baby". best birthday ever1: second time meeting franck. the first time isn't on this list because you said "memorable" and to be honest i was in such a state of total gay panic the first time that i hardly remember it past the fact that some chick tried to jump on stage at one point. the SECOND time i went with my boyfriend @mintcraft and met up with @kid-kestrel and it was..... magical (๑´`๑)♡ franck signed my shirt and took a selfie with me, as well as complimented my painting i made for them. and then they just kinda. stumbled off into downtown atl to call their ride. it was so fucking bizzare i love them so much💖💛💙

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kathillards · 6 years

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misc morphicon stories

ok so i feel like i’ve talked FOREVER about all the wild shit that happened to us at morphicon (running into rangers at the car valet!! meeting chip lynn!! azim calling us his favorite ladies at the con!!) but i wanted to make a write up for all the stuff i haven’t talked about yet because i have to remember all this and i want you all to experience it too!! it was so fun oh my god if you haven’t been to morphicon... start making plans for 2020 guys it is legit INSANE best weekend of my entire LIFE

- ann marie crouch is AN ACTUAL PRINCESS SENT FROM HEAVEN we ran into her on our way back to the hotel one of the days and we were like omg it’s princess shayla we love you!! and she was so sweet and stopped and talked to us even though she was on her way out for a nap and she was in full shayla gear she looked so pretty! and we saw her on the way back too she had changed into casual clothes but still rocking it WE LOVE ONE MENTOR ONLY

- jessica rey is so funny and adorable omg we stopped by her booth to buy wild force pins (kat and abbey) bc the wf rangers come PREPARED w/ merch and nobody was there so we all just started talking to her and told her how we loved wild force and alyssa and abbey said she loved the ep where alyssa beat up the boys and she’s so cute and fun to talk to!! she told us about the shades of pink panel and i was like “is alyssa a pink or a white ranger” and she was like “lol i dont even know” also she had her handler take a staged candid of us talking to her because she loved us lmao. and then we were talking about white rangers and all of us were like “fuck tommy lives we stan alyssa only” and she laughed and immediately started telling us about what a dick jdf had been to fans the day before lmao (also for real...he’s a dick) and i was like YOU ARE THE SUPERIOR WHITE TIGER RANGER god shes so cool she loved us and didnt wanna stop talking but we had to move away cuz ppl were lining up for her behind us rip

- RICHARD AND ANGIE oh my god ok so i’d stopped and talked to angie on the first day and also the second day and i told her i’d come back later bc i wanted a photo w/ BOTH OF THEM and i did tell her how much i loved madison and vida like we are ROCCA SISTER STANS FIRST PEOPLE SECOND and shes so cute and she remembered us every time!! and then on the third day i finally got to talk to richard and he’s so sweet we talked about mystic force just at his booth for like ten minutes waiting for angie for the photo op, he asked us our fave episodes and i said dark wish and he actually remembered it so i think he might be the only actor at the con who watched his season. and we told him we loved the mystic force theme song AND HE STARTED SINGING IT. and someone had left him a green zeo figurine for...some reason and he told us “i dont even fucking know who that is” (but nicer lol he is very charming and polite) and we told him it was adam/johnny and he was like ohhhh lmao i love disney era actors not knowing SHIT about saban era. like he literally worked with johnny. i love him. AND THEN HE ASKED US ALL TO BE IN THE PHOTO and since kat paid for half of it we were like aight its a group thing and its the cutest photo i love disney era actors only

- i think i talked about meeting dwayne cameron already but god hes so sweet and i felt bad for him bc caitlin next to him had ppl she was talking to but he was all alone so me and abbey just went up and started talking to him and i told him i loved overdrive and i told him i recognized him as ethan’s bully and we talked about tyzonn and vella and just overdrive in general and hes so SWEET and he HUGGED ME SO TIGHT GOD i think he really enjoyed us like. actually loving overdrive and being able to talk about it. AND HE RAN INTO ABBEY IN CARS LAND AT DISNEY ON MONDAY AND GAVE HER ANOTHER HUG hes so cute (angie was also there with him I LOVE DISNEY ERA SOLIDARITY)

- met monica may and cerina vincent on saturday, not a lot to say bc i only talked to them a bit and took my photos but they are both so beautiful and elegant and classy and i told cerina i loved her in stuck in the middle :’) ranger ladies are so intimidatingly pretty god. also picked up this huge LEGIT spd poster and im gonna put it up in my room as soon as i can because oh my god its professional quality it looks so cool. we also talked to greg aronowitz bc kat wanted her poster signed and hes so cool we told him how much we appreciated everything he did for spd AND THAT WE WERE ON HIS SIDE ABOUT FEMALE RED FUCK DISNEY.

- god what else uhh we wandered around the toys section a lot on saturday/sunday bc we’d kinda. seen everyone. and there were a lot of panels on sunday so nobody was at the booths. i picked up those amazing rider/sentai prints from ceevee SUPER TALENTED SO WORTH IT. also got me a meteor storm figuart B) which i havent taken out of the box yet but i will

- HECTOR AT THE CAR VALET he literally announced he would be at morphicon the day before and then we saw him while waiting for our car and SCREAMED and he was so chill and cool and he came over and hugged us all hes so hot. AND THEN LATER WE RAN INTO SELWYN WARD AT THE CAR VALET and he also laughed when we squealed and came over and hugged us all and guys he smelled soooo nice i was like right up against him i could have died hes so handsome and perfect.

- we also ran into steve cardenas at the car valet like right when we were all leaving the hotel for the last time and we told him that we loved him and i said i was so excited that it was rocky coming back for the anniversary instead of fucking jason and abbey was like “justice for forever red!” and he was like hah i know right anyway every single actor in this franchise hates jdf lmao that was just the vibe of morphicon and it was valid

- fun fact we did not see jdf ONCE. not going to the con, not at the hotel, not ANYWHERE. just his crazy lines. he was like the douchebag cryptid. im glad tho he can stay that way.

- i talked about meeting andre on saturday night right??? hes so SWEET I LOVE HIM he was so happy when ben gave him his fanart of eddie and took a selfie w/ ben right then and there and also took a pic w/ me and abbey ugh i love him i told him he was so valid for being a power rangers youtuber and liking megaforce AND THAT HE’S THE BEST INTERVIEWER THEY’VE EVER HAD (i also told azim this, i’m very passionate about this subject, every other ranger interviewer sucks ASS)

- jason faunt at the elevators!! hes so sweet i told him how excited i was for the anniversary and he said yeah theres a lot more plot going on and told me to take a selfie bc they couldnt stop him here fhjggd i love that pic i love him AND THEN ALSO later we ran into NAKIA IN AN ELEVATOR AND SHES SO SWEET I SAID “WE LOVE YOU WE WATCHED ALL OF ZEO FOR YOU” and she was like aww thank you so much!! a literal goddess AND THEN LATER AS WE WERE CHECKING OUT karan walked by us to go to nakia and i was so excited i waved and said hi to her and she said “hi baby how are you” SHES SO WONDERFUL I LOVE MY MOTHERS

- i think i told the chris reid story already but like. hes so charming and was so nice even tho i interrupted his express checkout but like. i Had to tell him how valid ninja steel was i was literally like fuck the dudebros they’re so annoying you guys fighting w/ that one guy on twitter over the kcas was the FUNNIEST thing to EVER happen to this fandom and he laughed.

- we also went up to kelson’s booth later and told him how much we loved mick and all his roles!! and talked to him forever about all of them, told him we were kalish/disney era supremacists, told him HOW GOOD HE IS AT VOICE ACTING WE LOVE FLIT AND NORG IN THIS HOUSE he looked so happy :’) i feel like everyone just compliments him on boom which, no offense, but appreciate your voice actors guys. i told him we grew up on disney era and it was like new zealand only had twelve actors and he was five of them and he laughed and was like yeah. i also told him how we loved mick and brody’s father/son relationship and he was like yeah they ended up liking that a lot too which is why they sort of pushed brody’s real dad to the side so mick could shine more and i was like that’s LEGIT. i also told him the prism was brody’s mother and he agreed so that’s canon now. AND I TOLD HIM how fucking dark ninja steel went w/ his storyline literally being about slavery and human trafficking and he was like I KNOW RIGHT and we just talked about how dumb everyone is for being mean to ninja steel and chris showed up at this point too and we all laughed about it together

- ok and then tbh we just spent all of sunday loitering around the megaforce cast but it was worth it because they LOVE US oh my god we talked to them like all sunday about just. everything. azim’s gf jordan was there and she kept telling us to just stick around we talked to her a lot, we asked her about alex heartman and like where tf was he and she said he was working :( BUT AZIM AND ALEX ARE STILL CLOSE so victory. azim also told us a bunch of little stories like how he and the megaforce cast searched for a house to stay in together and ended up finding one at the base of a volcano and he and drew would race around the volcano in the mornings like the crazy people they are, we told him how much we loved andrew’s ACTING SKILLS and “do you see any tears” and he cracked up and said “they used to call me ‘freaky tiki man’ all the time because of that one line” and he told us about other fan encounters and things, we told him on saturday how we all met and became friends because we were the only ppl who loved and defended megaforce and he was SO TOUCHED HES SO SWEET GOD i would die for him.

- cameron gave us (me and kat) all his money to buy him lunch from the food trucks and i guess just trusted that we loved megaforce so much we wouldn’t just run away with all his money????? and he was absolutely correct we got him teriyaki chicken with garlic noodles and he loved us. his handler also asked us to buy him food and gave us his CREDIT CARD dfhdgfjgdf like power rangers people are wild man. who just gives their credit card to random 20yo girls and just. trusts that they love this children’s show so much they won’t steal it??? i mean they were right and we didn’t but still. AND HE MADE ME AIRDROP one of my megaforce reaction pics to his phone because he loved it so much (it’s the one of jake and emma and orion looking super done, that i had ben redraw for me, so we showed them both pics and all three of them LOVED IT) and cameron even looked ben up on deviantart to see it fdgjkdfdg he loves usss. christina was telling us how they were talking about us at dinner and cameron told her that we were his favorite part of the con :’)) azim also mentioned that they talked about us at dinner because he said to kat “we were discussing that you look like that girl from 10 things i hate about you who was julia stiles’ best friend” LIKE IMAGINE. HAVING THE MEGAFORCE CAST. DISCUSS WHO YOU LOOK LIKE FDJGKDHFJGD they’re so cute ugh and azim and cameron hugged us all goodbye and john mark and christina said goodbye too and i just. love them. so much.

- at one point cameron asked me and kat how old we were and she was like “twenties...as a group we are in our early twenties” and he was like “.... so old enough to know how a hangover feels right?” and we lost it dfgjfdkdgjh and i said “if i were an actor i would just be stoned the whole con” AND CAMERON JUST NODDED AGGRESSIVELY god the entire cast was definitely hungover and they’re so valid. except christina, we asked her and she said she only had a milkshake so maybe she was their designated driver.

- andrew is so chill too (i mean i do think he is perpetually high but its fine) i think he just loves talking??? like he’s there for the babies (so many babies!! and they love troy so much!!! hes so adorable with them) and then he just wants to chill like we went up to him on sunday and he was like oh hey did you guys see this picture and he pulled out his phone and showed a pic of the megaforce cast doing a goofy zombie pose at their photo ops and he told us his backstory on each of their zombie poses like. who does this??? he’s so adorable.

- and ofc we stopped by christina again on sunday bc she’s THE FAVE and shes just so cuuute ugh and i told her i loved all asian rangers bc i am asian!! and she was like omg are you?? and i was like yeah i’m south asian and she was like omg so that’s all part of asia too OH I GET IT SO WE’RE BOTH ASIAN and i was like YES AND YOU’RE ALL MY RANGERS and she smiled at me it was like staring at the sun tbh. i love and would die for her.

- when we went to say goodbye to the megaforce cast cameron just looked at all of us standing around his booth and was like, so genuinely, “you guys are the best” and it still makes me cry thinking about it. AND AZIM’S FACE when we all said “megaforce’s defenders never surrender!” to him he had the sweetest smile god i really would take a bullet for the entire megaforce cast in a heartbeat. they are the sweetest angels & deserve the world. if any of you breathe a word wrong about jake holling in my general vicinity ever again i will fry your intestines and eat them for breakfast thank you GOODBYE.

#cameron: hey do you guys wanna go to the cockpit #us: what the fuck is that #cameron: its a gay bar #AN ACTUAL CONVERSATION THAT HAPPENED fghdfgjdfg he was like 'damn y'all were ready to go to a gay bar huh' yeah dude!!#id follow you into battle with only mild complaining!!#earth's defenders never shut up #hell clique takes morphicon #whew that was a lot i may have forgotten things idk but yeah. what a WEEKEND.#might try to post some more pics later...maybe

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yllucsanad · 6 years

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14 and 15 from the x files asks 😊

14. Favorite episode(s)? Why?

ok you didnt ask for nearly this much but ive always wanted to make this list anyways so here ya go!!

1x01 Pilot: I mean,,,, does this even need an explanation?

1x03 Squeeze: amazing MOTW, “do you think i’m spooky?”, “it seems you were acting very territorial” “of course i was” this is episode thREE PEOPLE, the gray/green alien conversation lmaoooo

1x24 The Erlenmeyer Flask: rip deep throat, iconic “trust no one”, the alien plot seriously begins the thicken here

2x01 Little Green Men: they have a secret meeting how cute, Mulder recording everything for Scully um hello someone is in love

2x08 One Breath: Mulder TEARING apart the hospital and screaming at people for Scully, coma hand holding and crying in his apartment, the return of her necklace, “mulder? i had the strengths of your beliefs”

2x13 Irresistible: like obviously donnie pfaster makes me uncomf but the way mulder tips up scully’s chin and makes her look at him and then she breaks down and FINALLY lets mulder see her as something besides hard as a rock

2x17 End Game: Scully taking charge and saving Mulder’s life, Mulder trading “Samantha” for Scully

3x04 Clyde Bruckman’s Final Repose: this episode is very funny and i appreciate that in this dark x files universe, QUEEQUEG, “how do i die?” “you don’t”, “autoerotic asphyxiation”

3x13 Syzygy: “sure fine whatever”, jealous scully, cigarette smoking scully, “shut up mulder”

3x17 Pusher: this ep is simply amazing in every way and we all know it

3x22 Quagmire: mulder hating the dog for no reason, RIP queequeg, the conversation on the rock

4x03 Home: this episode is gory and cool, the conversation on the bench, scully making noises to try to get the sheep to move lmao, mulder playing with the baseball and the tv and being sad that elvis died, and im a sucker for kevlar

4x13 Never Again: Iconic is all i need to say

4x14 Memento Mori: yeah the cancer arc sucks and all but the msr is soo good in this like i can never get over it, the flowers

4x20 Small Potatoes: a great light hearted episode in which scully and “mulder” almost KISS

4x22 Elegy: this episode makes my list because it is so raw and emotional, because mulder gives scully no personal space ever, the bowling scene. scully’s session with the therapist

5x01/02 Redux & Redux II: “keep going fbi woman”, mulder never ceasing to cry about scully, “one sorry son of a bitch speaking”, all the kisses, the hand holding, mulder coming back “from the dead” because he had to see scully, the smile when he tells skinner her cancer is in remission

5x04 Detour: “kill me now”, the wine and cheese (poor scully she really tried), “i dont wanna wrestle”, “maybe if i rains sleeping bags you’ll get lucky”

5x05 The Post-Modern Prometheus: a happy motw ep is always great, b&w, the humor in this one is just golden, the dancing scene of course

5x10 Chinga: mulder without scully lmaooo, “marry me”, the pencils lmao

5x12 Bad Blood: do i even need to explain my love for this one?

5x19 Folie a Deux: a lot of people dont like this ep for some reason but i do, mulders split lip is Hawt, “one in five billion”, “folie a deux. a madness shared by two”

5x20 The End: fuck diana BUT uh, pic of mulder and scully hanging in the office, gibson impressing the fuck outta everyone, gibson exposing mulder about diana and scully, mulder fuckin up spender, the way scully holds mulder after the office fire

6x03 Triangle: the filming is so beautifully done, i love a good irl AU, the KISS i could write ESSAYS about this kiss, “i love you”

6x06 How the Ghosts Stole Christmas: mulder literally steals scully’s keys so she cant leave, they LITERALLY kill each other and then go exchange gifts after they said they wouldnt get each other anything i mean CMON

6x08 The Rain King: everyone assuming mulder and scully are a couple, “i do not gaze at scully”, scully’s speech to sheils

6x14 Monday: i just really really like this episode for some odd reason i cant put my finger on

6x15 Arcadia: again, another episode that i don’t feel the need to explain why i love it lol

6x18 Milagro: scully being fascinated by this guy, mulder being possessive jealous and worrisome, the hug when scully doesnt die, scully grabbing mulders arm, “in my book I’ve written that agent scully falls in love. but that’s obviously impossible. agent scully is already in love.”

6x19 The Unnatural: the ice cream thing, the ripping of the document, i do enjoy the story, fuckin mulder and his baseball obsession, the Scene (you know the one) hips before hands OO baby

6x21 Field Trip: a very cool episode, mulder telling scully that he ends up being right like 98.9% of the time and shes like o fuck, she thinks mulder is dead :’(, they literally trip together, the hand hold at the end

7x06 The Goldberg Variation: lots of good ol flirting, i enjoy the case, the sink lmaoooo, “i like baseball too”

7x14 Theef: “i’ll always keep you guessing”, mulder saving scully by pulling the pins out of the eyes,

7x16 Chimera: “do you have a significant other?” “not in the widely understand definition of that term”, “mulder when you find me dead, my desiccated corpse propped up, staring lifelessly through the telescope at drunken frat boys peeing and vomiting in the gutter, just know that my last thoughts were of you, and how i’d like to kill you” “i’m sorry who is this”, and also mulder just being really great at his job seriously turns me on

7x17 all things: must i explain?

7x19 Hollywood A.D.: a Classic, scully showing tea leoni how to run i heels, mulder packs it to the left, skinman, bubble baths, the laughing and the hand holding at the end i am DECEASED

7x21 Je Souhaite: i def like the case in this one, scully’s entrance to the office in the beginning (hmm someones suspiciously happy), scully and her invisible body lol, mulders wish was fantastic, the whole last scene as well as “well i’m fairly happy. that’s something” atths ya know

7x22 Requiem: ok like even though its depressing as fuck in end i love this ep, scully visibly turned on by the fact that mulder assaulted someone, “let’s go waste some money”, “we could start sharing rooms”, mulder holding scully when she faints in the woods, mulder watching scully with the baby, the whole bed scene, the HUG cause mulder couldnt live without her if something happened, PERGNANt

and as far as season 8 goes….. every episode besides the ones with mulder are meh and lets pretend 9 didnt happen except i guess The Truth was good considering the circumstances

and i aint gon get into the revival ho boy

15. Favorite MSR moments?

most of them are listed above but other than those:

in firewalker when mulder holds scully’s face

when scully puts herself in contempt of court for mulder and then the HUG

BBQ SAUCE

in die hand when mulder rolls himself over scully when shots are firing

all the comfort and care in end game

they way scully cares for mulder when his father and mother die

haha mulders reaction when scully identifies the plane at the bottom of the water

the lace thing, the china pattern thing

scullys concern for mulder in paper hearts and the hug

mulders memoization of scully’s senior thesis

mulder showing off athletically for scully, scully enjoying it

in pine bluff variant when scully recognizes mulder by his bandaged fingers

in dreamland when scully says she would kiss mulder if he wasnt so ugly and the exchange of the sunflower seeds, also mulder knows her breakfast

jealous scully in alpha

the touchstone conversation

the millennium kiss

everytime mulder calls scully dana (beyond the sea, lazarus, the field where i died, trust no 1)

in tooms the first and only time scully calls mulder fox (i know he doesnt really like it but i still wish they did it again because it carries a big weight)

the decontamination shower

when scully cares for mulder when he is in shock

when scully shoots mulder and tends to his wound later

and we musnt forget fight the future and i want to believe

#asks #the-fbimostunwanted

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lady-strange-i-dont-want-youu · 2 years

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Update: thank goodness my ex's bandmates arnt flirting with me

That would be a bad situation I'm not ready to handle besides i'm in denial i'm over it since I just want to move tf on already it's been enough.

I have some friends telling me "don't get back with him" and some saying "you two are perfect and i can see you two getting back together" yeah how? After me saying some things i didnt mean just wanting the best for him because I didn't want to hold him back? I wanted him to be free when he's at school rn? Yea a simple "i'm sorry i lied to you about how I felt" isnt gonna fix anything. How he dumped me wasnt good either especially lying to me about the reason why he had to dump me it hurt.

And now that i seen a pic of him with a cigarette or cigar in his mouth i'm all bothered by it, like who cares i smoke and he got all mad by just seeing me that my friend sent him a snap of me and he didnt even recognize me. Wow. He straight up probably doesnt care if i smoke.

I hate thinking about him and ever seeing him again so I just want to move to the city but how can i when i'm gonna be moving in with one of his bandmates because i'm friends with all of them so obviously i'm gonna see him. Even worse if he moves in... i just want to be over him 110% and meet someone that was amazing like him (until i met the obnoxious, conceited, selfish judgemental hypocrite version of him) but even better and has pure intentions and is mature and i know i'm gonna meet him.

I'm just sick of tearing up over him and some nights crying or in my car because it isnt gonna work and it wont ever work out again and i guess thats what hurts me is because i wanted what was best for him even if it hurt me and him both because deep down he cared about me and didn't want to let me go until he lost me.

I still remember that night he was worried I was really tired and he waited for me to leave my friends yard and followed a safe distance behind me as I drove (i was too tired to think much about it) mind you he's a speeder (i do not condone that, speed is not your friend and it's illegal) so if he wanted to he would have passed me but he didnt...

And talking to other guys isnt gonna solve anything or fix anything and soon i'm gonna be 30 still bitter and single. And the sad thing is I don't want anybody. Not even my ex. Just memories and I wont and can't ever get them back. I just wish to go back to when him and I first met, to when I started opening up to him, holding his hand, planning so many things together, only to have them ripped to shreds.

I even miss how he smiles after him and I kiss

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unproduciblesmackdown · 6 years

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but the reason “change my mind” is a meme in the first place is b/c of ppl making fun of that guy for being shit and doing something so laughably baseless as feeling like he’s proving some point by setting up a table to make ppl come tell him he sucks. the joke was founded on mocking him and how its clearly ridiculous to have a “change my mind” table for any stance and taking it all down a peg by treating it like the joke it is. it wasnt like, “started By” the shithead guy in the pic. it was started about him because of ppl recognizing his shitheaded nature...there’s no form of “support” given to this guy nor a condoning of the original image at any given point. its just that of course ppl may have Missed the point & context in which the original became edited, because don’t we all. and i totally get that ppl who didn’t know what the original was about might’ve felt like the guy was just some harmless rando who might even be the Relatable Figure stand-in in the image, and it feels gross realizing he’s actually crap, if you’d just inferred that this was all just solely born of Relatable Meme stuff. and like, that’s fine....if someone doesnt like using the format or finds it uncomfortable now then why should anyone care. but there’s no like.....fundamental problem here. the dude isnt the op or anything, gaining anything from notes. there was like some twitter moment about it and everyone rolled their eyes and turned it into the most frivolous shit because that’s what the guy and his self-assured original intentions were. so yeah its fine to not like using it if you want but the only reason the meme exists is from people recognizing his bullshit for what it is. like, having that context vs not having it and finding out the dudes shit later on is gonna be a different experience for some ppl, but one way or another.....the dude in the pic isn’t benefitting from this, and the original point of ppl making it into a joke was always about being Anti-that guy. yeah, the applications got more abstract and general as the iterations continued, the way that memes do, but at no point was the guy’s shitty agenda involved or in control of the joke, beyond it being the cause of him sitting at the table with the sign. and even people who’ve made jokes with it without knowing his intent havent Contributed to him or anything about him imo...like, the whole Thing is that he’s just some basic boring guy sitting there alone at a table looking pleased with himself. the fact that his dumpass “message” he intended has been wiped out by the meme really only is a benefit of having turned it into a joke. i personally dont remember what his name is. i dont specifically remember the exact wording of the original image, something like “male privilege isnt real, change my mind.” he just made himself look like a joke, so thats what ppl made him, deliberately making it into a twitter meme because his efforts hold as much water as someone sitting there like “molasses is a beverage, change my mind.” but i’m sitting here having known he was an ass all along, and like i said, i dont think its necessarily wrong either to feel gross if you thought this dude was only being understood as “harmless” or something, rather than that his efforts are being mocked as toothless. but there wasn’t like, a secret shitty core to the joke. the source of the original photo, yeah that’s bullshit and a pathetic display by a pile of crap person. the source of the meme though is about the opposite. though you do have to hope its not the kind of scenario where the white guy in a funny meme gets invited on ellen to be like the kids love change my mind man. here’s $10k and natl exposure. but i doubt that will happen. so yeah, definitely cant hurt to know where the meme really comes from if you didnt happen to already, but the original twitter-turning-it-into-a-meme jokes are actually very much anti-that guy and everything he was doing in the original pic. so just putting that out there.

#i see like increasingly vague posts about this and its like kinda implying untrue things abt this #theres no real evil origins #yes the guy in the pic is shit & im guessing the sheer odds are some ppl didnt know that #but in the fact that a joke exists using an edit of this pic of him: it has nothing to do w supporting him or his values #it has always been about finding him disgusting and ridiculous #meme history post if nothing else #if you dont personally like using it anymore thats cool but its not like...this hasnt been secretly supporting this dude in any way #this is so much longer than i thought....but i cant make a text post thats concise #its one sentence or one hundred

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takeachanceff · 7 years

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Chapter 25: The Blame Game (Sequel: Changes )

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"We did what you asked!" One yelled.

"You bought me a child what the fuck am I gonna do with that?! I ain't some pedophile!" I yelled. The baby started to cry making me shake my head. "This plan is supposed to be quick not years idiot" He said.

"We can use the kid as leverage think about it. Trey is vulnerable with his child and soon his wife out of the picture. That little girl is our key, of course Trey is gonna come looking for her we draw him in and we got him right where we want him"he said. The baby kept crying and I shook my head letting his words sink in.

"I don't want his kid I want his wife" He said standing up.

"So what do you want me to do with the kid?" He asked.

"Do something with her and get that kid to shut up" He stated.

D.C

Seeing Aaliyah cry really bothered me. Telling her that it's gonna be okay was just a bunch of bullshit. I'm not even sure where to start with her I just held her and tried to calm her down. "Liyah please don't cry" I said rocking her back and forth.

"Why didn't I just stay... with her... this is my fault.." she said breaking down.

"Yo dont say that we're gonna find her. She's coming home" I said to her. "Imma call my boys and they doing a ground search for her. I promise you imma find her aight" I said assuring her. I let her go and handed her a bunch of tissues for her to dry her face. I took my phone out and made a phone call.

"Hello" he answered.

"Yo Red it's DC" I said.

"What's good man?" He asked.

"I need a favor, a huge favor" I said before looking back at Liyah.

"I got you dawg anything you need" he said.

"I need you to gather the boys a do a search for Triggas daughter" I stated.

"Trigga's daughter she a little young to be running away" he said.

"Nah, somebody took her out her crib from his mom in laws place. She's only two months old and some weirdo done took her I need y'all to be quick on this" I stated.

"Got you send a pic so I can see what kid I'm looking for mane" he said.

"Got you" I said before hanging up.

"Liyah can you send me a picture of her so I can send it to my guys" I asked and she nodded pulling out her phone to send it. Once I got the picture I forwarded it to Red, before I could lock it my phone rang showing it was my girl.

Damn.

"Where have you been?! I haven't heard from you in three days!" She yelled.

"Baby I'm taking care of some business Trey is in some deep shit I gotta help him" I said and she sucked her teeth.

"I'm getting real tired of you jumping for that nigga when has he ever done shit for you!" She yelled. I don't get why Raine is fussing me out she know the deal, but she don't get what Trey has done for me He the reason why a nigga ain't in jail.

"You gotta cool it with all that yelling shit I'll be home as soon as I can" I replied.

"You ain't taking care of no business nigga you fucking some other bitch!" She accuses me.

"I'm not fucking no bitch girl chill! I'm here with Treys wife trying to find they daughter-" I started before she cut me off.

"Oh so you wit her! I knew you wanted to fuck that skinny hoe! I swear Nick you ain't shit! I fucking hate you!" She yelled.

"No I'm not fucking her I'm just helping her find her kid you tripping!" I started yelling back.

"Don't even bother coming home fuck you!" She said before hanging up.

I held onto my phone tightly and Liyah was sitting at the edge of the bed looking at me.

"She thinks you're cheating?" She asked.

"Yeah but it ain't even like that. You're my best friends wife that shit is just foul" I said before sitting next to her.

"If Trey was gone this long I'd probably think the same thing..." she mumbled.

"I get it though" I said.

"Can I ask you something Nick? You don't have to answer if you don't want to" she said while her voice came out raspy.

"Yeah sure what's up?" I said.

"Do you like me?" She asked looking at me.

"Yeah I like you I think you're really cool person Liyah" I said feeling myself getting nervous.

"No like have feelings for me deeper than being a friend?" She asking shifting herself. I swallowed the lump in my throat and scratched the back of my neck.

"You know what Liyah the guys and I are about to go look for Trey. Try and get some rest" I said shifting the subject standing up.

"You do don't you?" She said making me sigh.

"Umm... Yeah I do. I think you're beautiful I've had feelings for you for like the past two years. I thought you were beautiful since the first time I met you, but I got a girl and you wit my best friend so it'll just be a crush" I admitted and she nodded.

"Thanks for being honest with me" she said with a faint smile.

"Yeah get some rest we're gonna find them both I promise" I said before I left out.

[That Next Morning ]

Trey

I felt my eyes getting heavy trying to figure out where the hell I am. I looked down at my hands seeing the cuffs on them looking around and I was in a back room. I stood up a stumbling some trying to gain my composure. I looked around to see if there was something around for me to pick the lock on these cuffs. With no luck I tried to move my hands out but that didn't work.

Fuck.

"I see you're awake" a voice said but I ignored it still looking at the cuffs on my wrists. "Oh now you can't speak?" He said as I still ignored him. He snickered coming closer to the door which is what I wanted. "Come on nigga you not gon get them cuffs off so you can stop trying" he said to me.

I looked over at him and walked over to him with a smirk not saying a word. I hit his face with a my knuckles before pulling him by the collar hitting his head against the cell before he was knocked out. His body slid down the cell before he hit the floor. I looked around to see if the keys were on him. I reached in his pocket to get the key and unlock the cuffs and cell. I quickly moved his moved body inside the cell and went to go find an exit. I don't know where I'm at or where I'm going. I headed down the long hallway until I heard voices. I looked for somewhere to hide until they passed. I then grabbed someone's jacket before putting the hoodie over my head. I looked for an exit and my made my way to it. I hurriedly walked out the door until an alarm went off catching my attention. I went against the commotion and made a quick escape. I kept my profile low looking for a sign to see where I was. I recognized the Spanish realizing I'm in South America.

I need to get to Juan.

I headed towards a-shop that served fish. "Uhh excuse me" I said catching the lady's attention.

"Anyone here speak English?" I asked and the lady just stared at me. I'll take that as no so I headed to look for more clues. I just kept walking for a few miles until I saw a sign that said Quito.

I know exactly where I am I just need to find Juan's warehouse. I looked around for familiar landmarks and I saw the church that told me I was still had some ways to go but I wasn't far. If I can get there I can get some help, and find out who sent them niggas. I just kept walking keeping my head up of what's ahead. I felt a few rain drops hit my hoodie before I tucked my hands in my pocket. I kept walking until I finally reached the back entrance of his warehouse I knocked on the door and waited for an answer.

Nothing.

I heard a few voices that made me turn my head. "Yo that's him" I heard the voice say recognizing who it was.

"Trey!" DC yelled finally coming into view. He came running to me "Bout time nigga" I said.

"Good to see you too bruh nigga you smell like death and fish what the fuck man" He said making us laugh.

"Imprisonment don't exactly let you shower" I said before laughing.

We walked to the car and got in heading back to HQ. "What are you doing here I told you to stay with Liyah in Atlanta?" I asked.

"Umm bout that" he started.

"Answer the fucking question stop wit the bullshit" I demanded.

"Liyah wanted to find you she didn't wanna just leave you. She knows everything man you two need to just talk" he said making me clench my jaw.

Fuck!

"There's something else you gotta know" he started before he sighed. "Mia is missing" he said

"What?!" I roared looking at him. "YOU LOST MY DAUGHTER!" I yelled making everyone in the car have an eerie silence.

"I didnt lose her man she was in Atlanta with Liyahs parents we got the call that someone took her over night. I've had people over there doing a ground search for her. Liyah hasn't slept since she found out." He explained.

"Nigga I told you keep them away from this shit!" I yelled making him run his hand down his face. My mind is racing Mia could be anywhere by now and she's not old enough to defend herself.

"FUCK!" I yelled hitting the side of the door.

We pulled up to the hotel and we got out and I was led to a room for me to freshen up and receive fresh clothes. I did my hygiene routine and changed before heading being escorted to the room where Aaliyah was. I knocked on the door and she answered. By the looks of it I could tell she hadn't slept, neither of us knew what to say to each other so we just stared at one another for awhile. I cleared my throat breaking the daze.

"Can I come in?" I asked and she stepped aside letting me inside. She closed the door behind me and followed me into the bedroom. She didn't say anything she just sat down.

"Liyah?" I said looking at her but she ignored me. I walked over to her and kneeled down in front of her.

"Liyah-" I started before she slapped me. I groaned holding my face standing up. "Ight Ight I deserved that" I mumbled.

"...Trey I could kill you, you know that?" She said looking at me.

"I know I know" I said.

"No you don't know cause we're right back in the same position we were three years ago!" She started. "Why can't you just take the high road this one time or for fuck sake be honest with me!" She yelled.

"Just listen to me" I said stepping to her.

"Shut up, shut the fuck up! You got Nick covering for you and pulling him into this mess!"

"Aaliyah just listen damn!" I said yelling back.

"It's the same shit Trey! Now our daughter is somewhere because you couldn't just let this shit go!" She yelled.

"No Mia is gone because you should've listened to me and stayed in Atlanta you were safe there! You so fuckin hard headed! Mia would've been safe if she was with you!" I said feeling myself getting angrier. She put her guard down and this shit is happening.

"Clearly she wasn't cause whoever the fuck is after you knows who my family is!" She yelled getting close to my face.

"If you were there you could've prevented Mia getting snatched!" I yelled.

"So this is my fault!" She said before scoffing as I clenched my jaw.

"If you just would've stay ya ass in Atlanta she'd be here Liyah! So you tell me!" I yelled and she shook her head.

"It's my fault... Okay Trey, its my fault. It's my fault that these people are after us! Of course its my fuckin fault cause you don't wanna take responsibility! So you're right it is my fault... it's my fault for looking for you. It's my fault that someone broke our window. It's my fault that our daughter is missing, it's my fault Trey. Okay! happy now?!" she said before chuckling.

"You know what I should've left you alone three years ago but I wanted to believe that you were different. The amount of shit that comes with you I was able to look past it" she said.

"And you don't have shit with you?" I asked before clenching my jaw.

"I know I do but I don't lie about it" she said looking at me and I won't lie that shit hit hard.

"Two years! Two years Trey you been doing this behind my back! What happened to I'm done with this shit I got too much to lose! Trey I'm not even sure if I can trust you! What else have you been hiding from me?! Huh!" She yelled before she pushed me.

"Since you out here living two different lives is there somebody else?!" She asked made me scrunch my face up.

"Hell no Liyah there is nobody else I only love you!" I defended.

"I can't tell Trey! I feel like every time I think we're comfortable or just living life you constantly lie! How the fuck would I know that you not fuckin on something else!" She said and I put ran my hands down my face.

"Aaliyah there is nobody else I'm wrong about the drug shit but I would never cheat on you" I said pleading to her. I love her way too much to just throw what we have away. Why would she think I would cheat on her?

"Why do you keep lying to me? I'm your wife you're not supposed to hide things from me..." she said with glossy eyes.

Aaliyah is the only person I let talk to me like this. Anyone else would've got a bullet between they eyes, but she was different. It's like I feel weak every time in around her.

"Liyah it's not like that" I mumbled.

"It's not like what?! I don't... I don't even know who you are anymore. I'm not even sure who the man I married is" she said with tears ready to fall from her eyes. I stepped closer to her and she stepped back.

"Aaliyah, you do know me. You know me better than anyone else" I said.

"Our daughter is somewhere and I'm halfway across the world looking for you and I left her.... I..." She said while her voice broke as her tears became more frequent. Liyah broke down as I pulled her into my arms and I kissed her cheek.

"Im a bad mother.." she said crying her eyes out.

"Baby don't say that that's not true" I said comforting her.

"I lost our first baby Trey I can't go through this again" she cried harder. I hate seeing her cry and this shit really is my fault.

All of it... First Jasmine now Mia, all because I couldn't let this shit go...

"Liyah Id rather you hit me or something than talk about yourself like this. That wasn't your fault and Mia being missing isn't your fault either. It's mine... Me not being honest with you made us lose our first baby. Me not being honest with you the past two years caused this" I admitted. "You're a great mother Mia is blessed to have you as her mother. I fucked up big time Liyah but I can fix this" I said and she shook her head. Liyah let me go and sniffed before looking at me.

"Can you? How can I trust that you're gonna let this life go? Trey, I thought last time it went too far but this has gone waaay too far. I have stood by you through everything and what stops me from leaving is that I love you so much to the point that's it enabling" she said before sighing.

"So Im giving you a choice it's either you lose this drug shit or you lose your family" she said to me making shake my head.

Fuck.

"Liyah I dont wanna lose your or Mia. I can't get out of this easy but I'll get out of it for good I mean it this time" I said and she sniffed trying to read me. I know she was trying to figure if I was telling the truth or not.

"Do you wanna be with me? Like can you handle being married-" she said before I cut her off.

"Yes, Aaliyah I wanna be with you. I wouldn't have married you, if I didn't wanna be married to you. I want us. I want more babies with you. I wanna grow old with you" I said wiping the tear falling from her eyes.

"Okay..." She said before sniffing.

"Okay i" I said looking at her before opening my arms. She came to me as she wrapped her arms around me embracing me.

"DC started a search Imma check up on it to see if they found her. Baby imma fix this" I said about to walk away but she held me.

"Please don't go... I don't wanna lose you Trey please" She said before she sniffed.

"Baby I'll be right back. You're not gonna lose me." I said holding her close. Liyah held me like I was gonna disappeared so I gave in.

"Okay okay I'll get DC and we'll discuss her ight" I said before I kissed her forehead.

"Im sorry..." she mumbled in my chest.

"Don't apologize" I said before I carried her to the bed laying her down. "Relax and let me take care of this... I love you so much you know that? " I said to her making her relax some.

"I love you too" she said adjusting her head on my chest.

"Imma find her ill rip up every city bring her back home" I said and she nodded.

Carlos

I've tried reaching out to my daughter and she's been ignoring me. I love my daughter to pieces and I'd do anything for her. I always wanted to give her the best of the best. I've made many mistakes in life but I've wanted to make sure my children had everything they needed.

I'm gonna fix my mistake I'm meeting with Rickey to get him off my daughter. I pulled up to the meeting place and put my car in park.

[Flashback: 9 years ago]

I have the day off so I decided to do some cleaning. I entered Melina's room which she kept clean for the most part. I decided to just take her trash out so I headed to her bathroom. I pulled her trash can out from the side of the toilet, when I pulled it out I noticed a pregnancy test. I took some toilet paper to pick it up and read the results.

It was positive.

"Fuck" I mumbled.

She's been fucking that hoodlum, and now this. I heard the door open and I went to go meet Melina halfway and she jumped.

"Oh my god dad you scared me" she said.

"What is this?" I asked holding up the pregnancy test and her eyes got wide.

"Dad..." she started then I cut her off.

"YOU BEEN FUCKING HIM?" I yelled making her jump. She didn't answer me she just crossed her arms.

"Melina Nava Perez you better look at me when I'm talking to you!" I yelled.

"Yes... I'm pregnant, but I-I'm not sure of it's Jason or Ricky's..." she said trying not to cry.

"What does Rickey have to do with this?" I asked.

"Did you forget that your so called golden boy rapped me!" She yelled.

"Melina, I want you to get rid of that baby understand!" I demanded.

"What?" She said confused.

"You heard me get rid of it" I repeated before clenching my jaw.

"No.. No! Hell no dad! I'm not getting rid of my baby even if its not Jason's I'm keeping it. This is my body you can't tell me what to do with it!" She yelled back.

"As long as you living under my house you're doing what your told! I've done everything for and you wanna throw away for some little boy who doesn't care about you!" I said getting closer to her.

"How would you know! Jason loves me unlike that nigga you trying to set me up with! He knows about the baby and we're keeping it!" She said finally letting the tears run down her face.

"You wanna be grown get the fuck out my house!" I yelled.

[End of flashback]

I sighed before taking the keys out the ignition. I got out the car and entered the building. Rickey was smoking his cigar and dismissed the men around him. "Mr. Perez just the man I wanted to see" He said with a smirk.

"Rickey lets talk" I said taking a seat.

"Sure" He said sitting across from me.

"What's your deal with my daughter?" I asked frowning.

"Come on Carlos you know my deal" he said before chuckling.

"No I don't inform me" I said sitting back some.

"You dont remember our deal? It's all right I'll remind you. When you signed that contract you signed, you basically signed over a marriage between her and I so technically Melina is my wife" he said with a smirk.

"I didnt agree to that boy you really pushing it if you don't stop this now I won't hesitate to kill you" I threatened.

"Oh that's not possible, you won't be stop anything" He said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"You'll see" he said.

"Ric-"

A gunshot was fired.

Teri

I lied in this hospital bed staring at my bandages. I want go the fuck home. I looked over at Rocko who had fallen asleep on the chair. He's gonna need so much therapy scratch that makes two of us. The baby is doing fine surprisingly but the doctor said if I get stressed out like that again I could lose the baby. I put my hand on my small belly bump and sighed. I looked over at Derick who was asleep he's lucky to be alive. The bullet just missed his spinal cord so he's still able to walk. I have so many issues and ignoring them doesn't help me.

"Teri..." He said.

"Hey you're awake" I said looking at him with a smile.

"Hey is our babies okay?" He asked.

"Yeah the babies are good" I started nodding. "Baby I think I think need together anger management classes" I admitted.

"Yeah?" He said.

"Yeah I think I've been pushing my issues to the side instead of dealing with them. My anger might cause us to lose this baby and I don't want that" I said looking at him.

"Baby whatever you wanna do I'll support every step of the way" he said before smiling making me smile.

"How are you feeling?" I asked.

"I'm in some pain but I'm all good. How you feeling ?" He asked.

"Sleepy" I stated.

"Is lil man okay?" He asked. I looked over at Rocko as he slept.

"Yeah he's fine he's just sleeping" I said.

"Good" He said.

"We're all gonna need some serious therapy after this" I said and he laughed.

"Yeah definitely" he said.

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My Secret Session Experience

On May 23, 2015 during the 1989 era Taylor Swift followed me on tumblr. She's been following me since then, and at the start of the reputation era she started noticing me and liking posts I was sharing (19 to be exact). She started joining fan's livestreams on Instagram which encouraged me to create a fan account (so as to not annoy all my non-swiftie friends) and start livestreaming on there in hopes that Taylor would see and join. On October 12, she joined my livestream and chatted with me for 20 minutes.

About 30 minutes later I got a message from Taylor Nation on tumblr, saying they noticed I was a great fan and would like some info from me. I knew this meant that SOMETHING was gonna happen, but I didn't know what. When I saw the next day that there was a secret session in London I cried, knowing that it was a huge possibility I was going to one. 2 days later on the 14th I got a phone call from TN saying there was a super secret special event happening on the 19th in Rhode Island and I was invited. I did my best to keep my cool while talking to them and the moment I hung up I BURST INTO TEARS! I couldn’t believe this was actually happening. They took all my info and another 2 days later they sent me the email with the location and time.

So we drove up to Rhode Island on the 19th and met at the location we were given. After being checked in, signing a confidentiality agreement and having our phones and bags taken (we literally could not bring anything because it was confidential) we eventually got onto vans that drove us to Taylor's house. We went in and got to hang out in the kitchen/balcony/sitting area with her mom, dad and brother (who all were so nice and pure) and eat snacks (including rep cookies and m&ms this girl is so extra I love her). I first talked to Scott who was so funny and kind, he kept yelling out to make sure everyone got picks! I also asked him to confirm that the chicken nuggets were in fact Chikfila 😂 he told us beautiful stories about Taylor, he was radiating with pride for her. Then eventually Andrea made her way through hugging and talking to everyone. I hugged her and told her she’s so beautiful and she looked at me in the eye and said “YOURE so beautiful” and I was like omg. Then I was wondering the halls looking at the pics on the wall and as I was looking at a picture I turned around AND AUSTIN WAS RIGHT BEHIND ME and I was so thrown off I was like OH UHM HI and he laughed and held out his hand and was like “hi I’m Austin nice to meet you!” And I was like omg hi I’m Laci nice to meet you too! And then I asked him for a hug and he was like oh course! And gave me this big hug.

After some time they let us go into the living room where we all sat on pillows and blankets on the floor and anxiously waited for Taylor to come in. We all started singing Fearless (IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT) and as we were singing Taylor walks into the room and we all start screaming and crying. She sits down in a chair in front of us smiling so big at all of us, and then the session began.

Unfortunately I can't share details about the session, but I will say that this is hands down her best album. It is a total 360 from anything she's ever done, but that's because you can tell that it's the real Taylor finally coming out of her "nice girl" shell. She's no longer letting anyone speak for her, she's reclaiming herself and no longer quietly standing back while people try to tear her down. This album is RADIATING happiness and confience and she is SO PROUD of it and so so happy. This album will blow you away.

Also, she was so INSANELY ADORABLE while lip syncing the songs to us. You could see how proud she was of every single lyric. She kept saying “this is one of my favorites” and I kept calling her out about how she said she couldn’t pick a favorite track on my livestream. She was like “I genuinely don’t have one favorite!” And I was like “I didn’t know if you just were lying cause you didn’t wanna give it away until the album came out!” (Which I didn’t mean to say she was lying I meant to say that she was just saying that because she didn’t wanna reveal it yet omg I DIDNT MEAN TO CALL HER A LIAR LOL) and she looked at me with the CUTEST look and was like “I would never lie to you, you know that!!” And I was like IM SO SORRY IM GONNA GO DIE NOW LOL. She also referenced SO MANY tumblr memes I was dying.

Anyway after listening to the album (I kept making comments about the songs and stuff and she kept replying to me omg), Taylor left to refresh herself while we got moved to a sunroom to hang out with each other and look at the magazines from Target available to be pre-ordered. YALL ARE GONNA WANNA GET THESE LET ME TELL YOU! All of a sudden Taylor popped back into the room and told us that since we were such a great bunch she had a suprise for us, WHICH SADLY I CANNOT SHARE. (Yes, this surprise got leaked on tumblr but I was told not to share it so I'm not gonna continue to spread it. If you really wanna know you can do your research.) She made eye contact with me SO MUCH during this surprise I couldn't stop crying.

Then finally she stepped back into the other room for the meet and greets. She took her time with everyone so we just hung out in the sun room while we waited until we were ready. My mom and I stayed back to be closer to the end hoping we'd have more time with her (which backfired sadly because they wanted everyone out by midnight).

When it was our turn I walked in and she smiled so big at me and opened her arms to hug me and was like "Hi how are you!" and I was just like "omg I'm great how are you!" and she thanked me for coming and I thanked her for inviting me and then she hugged my mom and thanked her for bringing me. She then asked me what we wanted to do for our picture and I told her my mom wanted to hold a Grammy, so she took her two Grammy's off her shelf and handed them to us to hold for the picture. As she handed them to us she told me she loved the matching color scheme my mom and I had going on and I laughed and said we are always twinning. So we took the picture and she took the Grammy's back and I started telling her about how much her music got me through the worst breakup and she was like "right your All Too Well breakup" (referring to the breakup I told her about on my livestream) and told me that I was part of the reason she gave us that surprise (OH MY GOD). I told her about how much I had been hurt by this guy and the whole time I was talking about it she was like "oh my god I hate him I depsise him I want to kill him" which had me laughing. She also told me she was feeling so protective over me and that we had to take a super cute picture to make him mad (did I mention I love her?). So she saw that we were both wearing matching rose gold snake rings and said maybe we could hold them up to show them off, but I said I already had a pose idea which would kind of show off the rings (yep I literally rejected a pose idea from Taylor Swift omg). So I had her hug me around my shoulders from behind and I held onto her arms in front of me and she was like "omg that's super adorable". Then I thanked her again and hugged her and stepped aside so my mom could get a picture with her. After that we were saying bye and then I ran back to her and was like ONE MORE HUG and she squeezed me so tight it was magical. Then we got our merch bags and got back in the van to be taken back to our cars.

I was a little upset because she didn’t say my name when I came in and everyone was saying how they were complimented by her or that she told them she stalked them a lot and she didn’t really say any of that to me. But after thinking about it I realized that I had my hair and makeup different from how I normally look online and I’m pretty sure she didn’t recognize me right away and I totally threw her off lol. And honestly I just kept rambling about my stupid ex (my brain literally was not working cause I was in a state of disbelief) so I didn’t really give her an opportunity to talk about my tumblr or anything lol. But I do have her telling me that I was part of the reason she gave us that special surprise, and that means everything to me. As I said we were also a little rushed because it was getting close to midnight which kind of sucked and made me even more nervous lol. It still was the best night of my life and I can’t thank Taylor enough for actually choosing me and wanting to meet me. She is such a truly kind and beautiful soul and I will never forget this gift she’s given me. 💕

@taylorswift @taylornation

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