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starified-lizzy · 2 months

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Are you seriously fucking kidding me right now.

TW// very broad mention of abuse, venting

First the issues with smile bitch, now…

God I don’t even wanna type his name because what the fuck…

Dude- I grew up watching his shit, as most of us did, and- once again- like most of us- he kept us from just… not being here anymore.

Now with the whole situation that I literally just found out about today because I don’t watch twitch anymore- or watch MCYT in general anymore besides occasional Hardcore survivals from unrelated creators, and now I just… I feel like my entire world is ending.

He seemed like such a kind guy, and on paper- with what we were shown, he was.

Hell- I even wrote old ass fanfics relating around that motherfucker because he was such a comfort for me.

First- we loose Techno, then we loose Dream from the allegations, and now we loose him from a confirmation from himself that he has abused someone he claimed to love.

I don’t think I’ll be around online much after this, at least for a little bit. I think I’m in denial right now, as im sure most people who viewed him as a comfort in the past are right now. It’ll only get worse from here, I can tell. I can’t even imagine what his- now past- friends are feeling right now. If im feeling whatever the fuck this is right now, I can only imagine how they feel, as they were the closest to him…

The fact I’ve considered continuing and finishing some old fics that included him hurts so fucking bad, because those fics are my babies, I loved them, but now- because he’s in there, I’m practically forced to shove a 10ft pole between us because it’s just a- damned if I do damned if I don’t situation. I’m damned if I do because, personally, it’ll hurt me beyond words, but if I do try to continue them, I’ll be damned because then I’ll be seen as a supporter.

I don’t support people who’d abuse others for their sheer amusement, and that fact hurts, because I have so much merch and related things that I got because of him. I don’t want to get rid of it, because that would hurt, and I don’t want to have to explain to my parents that the CC that I used to adore and look up to is an abuser, but I don’t want to keep those reminders of him visible in my room.

I have a comfort character… Saline… who was based off of him. I can’t let them go like that. I’m not gonna just… scrap/trash a character because one of the guys they’re based off of is an asshole… especially when that character has helped me with my own shit so many times… if I have to get rid of anything regarding him, Saline is the one that stays. I refuse to get rid of them.

I support Shubble, and, while I may have never watched her content, I always will. Letting him go as someone I severely looked up to will hurt like hell, I know that. But… time will hopefully lessen the pain as it goes on…

(Please don’t reply with “tips” on what I should do. I wish to handle this how I choose to, and there’s a good possibility that your suggestions will just hurt even more and for longer)

#for the last time…#wilbur soot #shubble #very serious drama #tw mentions of abuse #nothing specific #mcyt #I don’t know what to do anymore #my whole life is a lie #it’s just going down the metaphorical drain at this rate #please don’t reply with what I should do #I’m going to deal with it myself #venting

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 16 days

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Knowledge Revenge.

#dungeon meshi #chilchuk tims #senshi #Somewhat of an unofficial sequel to the Dragon Comic. I promise I have more versatility in my jokes. I just had to take this opportunity.#Senshi is pretty much a recluse. I think he would know a few of these 'gottems' but not all.#Chilchuck would know gottems that are nearly lost to time. The deep cuts. The ones that you fall for because they are that obscure.#I would also like to take a moment to confess that after the last comic in which I posed a gottem -#I fell victim to a Mind Goblin Attack. I was thoroughly got. I will be on higher alert this time.#So NOBODY be funny in the tags. I am gullible and I like to share things with my friends. Who are *ruthless*.#I have a mild resistance to Vicious Mockery at this point but I can only take so much.#Happy Thistle Thursday Everyone! See you next week!

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lucdoodle · 2 months

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thought that one Alastor scene would look cool in comic lettering, so i drew this

#i almost can't believe it's only my first time drawing adam #despite him being one of my fav character #he's such an asshole i love him your honor #the last panel is really a 2 seconds before disaster kinda thing aiugzhekjiu #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel #alastor #adam #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel adam #comic #myart

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yourdadsghoulfriend · 26 days

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#feel free to spam me if you still need the badges #you need to boop 1000 times to get the last one #boop

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qiinamii · 7 months

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we'll do fine.

#fionna and cake spoilers #what hits me a little is how similar fionna and simon's stories are in the case of finding nuance in their lives #when both have gone through their separate but still valid pain no matter the extent it had been #and its that they met each other they get to see how it compares and they're no less worth of the peace and fun they dreamed of #even in the form of simplicity and just being normal #“i wouldn't have met THE fionna and cake” “we wouldn't have met THE simon petrikov”#it hits me harder that after the dandelion scene would've been their last time seeing each other physically #and how assuring simon sounded when fionna didn't know what to do with the literal world in her hands #tho im sure prismo isnt that much of a rule jerk lol i still drew out the revelation anyway with this tiniest addition #also the fact fionna's world is influenced by simon's thought processes and conditions so now things are a little better for both of them #fionna the human #fionna campbell #simon petrikov #qiiarts #the lil flashback of #betty grof #fionna and cake #adventure time

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arowrath · 9 months

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#text #copypasting a 21 chapter chat fic i wrote in 2018 into one big document #seeing glimpses of it #most of the time it's like. man. i did not write this #but then i see a phrase i was certain i came up with last year #and im like ah . so ive been making that joke since i was 15 ?#peer reviewed banger #rbsoff

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tadpole-art · 2 months

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Little turtle duck :)

#avatar the last airbender #atla #avatar #zuko #zuko fanart #ursa #art #artists on tumblr #this is an apology for the last time i drew zuko #during his agni kai ;-;#avatar fanart

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fenneqy · 7 months

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super late doodles but fionna and cake was very good

#art #digital art #fanart #artists on tumblr #adventure time #adventure time fanart #fionna and cake #marceline #princess bubblegum #marshall lee #gary prince #bubbline #vampworld bubbline #gumlee #school sucks!!! i had to shelve this for like a month #but thank u for all the love on the last post :)❤️

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andry-di · 4 months

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Am I late to the party?

#infinity train #it #tulip olsen #mikayla #comics #ad24 #first drawing of 2024 #I'm going insane #it's been a month since the last time I've drawn more that a two page comics

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petricorah · 4 months

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continuing my trend of drawing sleeping zuko for my birthday [ids in alt]

bonus sketches below the cut bc i thought they were funny--

#zukka fanart #atla fanart #zukka #avatar the last airbender fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #myart #i despise the colors but i can't look at it anymore. literally.#my eyes are so blurrry. they've gotten that way every time i've drawn this week im going crazy. it makes it impossible to work #atla #avatar

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mebssann · 7 months

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And what do you think you're doing Simon?

#She better show up last minute to smack some sense to him that'd be really funny #adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #betty grof #golbetty #fanart #digital art #my art

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marispos · 7 months

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she graduated from the university of servington with a degree in cuntology

#adventure time #fionna and cake #marceline #marceline the vampire queen #princess bubblegum #bubbline #fionna and cake spoilers #i loved the last 2 eps so much i crode and threw up #my art #toxic yuri

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elexuscal · 4 months

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Danny Phantom, The Show:

geeky kid gets super powers from his parents' weird inventions! now he has to fight a rogue gallery of ghosts... but uh-oh! he still has to keep his grades up, deal with his embarrassing parents, and navigate girl troubles! rap theme song!

Danny Phantom, the Fandom, After 19 Years of Fermentation:

a child dies. but not quite. the inherent tension between life and death. the obsession of the dead for faded remnants of the living. warped green shadows on the walls of a dark laboratory. having to hide your true nature from those who should be your greatest allies. the fear of the monster you could become if you let yourself. being a ghost as a metaphor for the trans experience. a cold breath on the back of your neck in the dead of the night. rap theme song!

#also wes is there #danny phantom #okay okay i'm exagerrating on both points obviously #it's been a LONG time since i watched the original tv show #but of course it had elements of these deeper themes and that's why the fandom's lasted so long #but it was a mid 2000s cartoon when serialised storytelling in western animation was still in its infancy #the fandom has spent a long time leaning into the story lines and themes that never would have flown then

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themetalhiro · 25 days

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