#forever perplexed
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Ive been doing some thinking lately and it hit me that Snape probably would treat Harry entirely different is he was born a girl and had more of Lilys qualities, like could u imagine if instead of James, Snape saw Lily.
#oh my heart#i could perplex over this forever#harry potter#snape#lily evans#james potter#marauders#golden trio
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I was flipping through an old sketchbook and found this cute unfinished thing so I took it to my computer to finish off for valentine's day
#naoki urasawa's monster#guriten#wolfgang grimmer#kenzo tenma#my art#ahhhh its been a while since I've drawn them together#drawn Tenma at all frankly ;o;#his hair still perplexes me forever but it was fun#I have a couple other cute sketches I found in there and I might redraw them too...
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HEART SURGERY. HEART SURGERY...
#home cooked hijinks#aftg#jean. my bestie jean. you are so fucking funny and you dont even know.#“lets keep him forever” things that every1 is saying after meeting jean moreau..#saw a trans person and was like. i dont know what that is -> it doesnt affect your stickball abilities -> not my problem.#transgenderism is simply another perplexing but inoffensive thing the trojans do like “autonomy” and “friendship”
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see I do like soulmate AUs, but I exclusively like slow-burn soulmate AUs. I need there to be pining and angsting about it, is the thing. love at first sight means nothing to me, and predestination is boring if it's easy.
#writing tropes#i think i'm just too aro to understand the idea of love at first sight.#like you don't know each other??? you have NO REASON to believe that you'll actually like each other! that's a STRANGER!#so while i *am* a fan of the 'these characters have some sort of legendary connection' trope i need it to be BUILT instead of just FOUND#the soulwords AUs just don't do it for me. soulnames *can* but very very rarely. soulmarks is fine if it leaves you guessing#like. soulmarks with mistaken identity plots can be great! and i also enjoy soulmate fics where they Aren't soulmates#i just don't like it when they say One Sentence and then are like 'oh i guess we're together forever then!'. it always feels flat#i don't get the point of shipping if you're not even gonna play with smashing the character's personalities together y'know?#also i don't like love at first sight but i DO enjoy a good 'perplexing fascination or curiosity at fist sight' story#seeing a guy and going 'WOAH who is that and what's their deal??' & then studying them like a frog is perfectly fine#it just can't be *love* at first sight. the love has to take time. ideally it should sneak up on them. boo!#not trek
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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okay but lowk I NEED to know why ppl prefer writing sonic fics based in station square as opposed to central city
I've seen the vast majority of people lean the station square way and having both now played sa1 AND games set in central city... I just gotta know: why the overwhelming bias ? I am so so curious actually
#bee blabs#okay I can totally understand bc I LOVED station square while playing sa1#but I find it so perplexing esp when shadow's in the mix#like... by that point station square was defo destroyed#and ofc I am firmly on the “do what you want forever” train#but I need to know what that implies for each story !!#like did station square eventually rebuild ?#is there any lasting effects from the chaos incident ?#are there still things in utter ruin bc the government refuses to fund its restoration ?#I need a gauge I need information#I'd love to write a fic one day where a couple (if not most) of the squad returns there#depending on how long it was bw sa1 and 2 idk#it'd be a concept tho
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Thinking about how San doesn't know Doc's driving and just talking with Dei and saying how he doesn't want to be in a car with Doc while Dei agrees. However, it's for entirely different reasons. Sanford because doesn't trust Doc and think he'll Do Something (lol) if San takes the offer. And Deimos because holy shit this guy's driving sucks so much ass who taught this guy, why is he like this. I don't know if they think they share the same opinion or not but I just think it'd be funny if San also thinks Dei is super suspicious of Doc and Dei thinks San has experienced the Doc Express even thought they're both wrong about this. Although Dei I'm p sure he is also kind of wary of Doc but not to same degree as San
Comedy gold: Deimos and Sanford are on the same wavelengths all the time, but sometimes on different channels.
Like, they’ll respond the same way to a question but their reasoning will be wildly fucking different when asked to explain why they answered the way they did.
But since they usually are agreeing with eachother, they think the other one has the same idea, ergo; they never really communicate further than the surface level.
The eventuality is that at some point they come to a topic where they have to actually explain why they hate the idea of Doc being near a car.
“Wait, you’ve never ridden with Doc? Then why d’you have a problem with him driving?”
“Because I think he’s going to put me in the trunk. If you’ve ridden with him, why do you have a problem with it?”
“Because the BD in 2BD stands for Bad Driver, it’s like hitting a pedestrian is the goal.”
This obviously does not make them realize they need to communicate more and they just do this song and dance over and over ad nauseam.
#Forever love the idea that they understand eachother innately but perplex the hell out of eachother.#They get the what but not the why.#Sanford can roughly guesstimate Deimos and Deimos knows Sanford’s patterns#But they’re not asking questions because they’re way too busy talking about the dumbest shit on the planet.#When they disagree it turns directly into gambling on whoever’s right and Extreme Bragging Rights.#Or rock paper scissors.#Watching them play rock paper scissors is probably like watching an episode of Death Note.
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I sort my music by putting it into folders based on "which character do I like that this resonates with" and then whatever the hell my computer decides to default sort it into after that.
I'm the character music anon- it has taken me a full twenty minutes since I saw your post to see the word "books" (I mostly just skimmed over the text, read it as music somehow, and decided that you were just kinda weird for calling a musician an author)
This was a VERY funny follow up and I often have to make myself read things multiple times to make sure I'm actually processing it correctly (and still don't) so I get you.
But also, what if you want to listen to a specific song??? How do you find your music??? Do you associate that song with the character enough that it reminds you that it's in that folder?
#honestly most of my being perplexed over everyone else's organization systems#is just that i would never be able to find anything#if i did that it would be lost forever#if i just tossed books on my shelves i would never find them#i was living in stacks and boxes for too long and i never read anything because i just couldn't find my books#anonymous#erin answers things
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* I know I’m technically a focus on art but I also want to chat as writer—what’s one of your favorite troupes that you rarely write whether it’s because you feel you can’t do it justice or just because you don’t? Me personally I am an AVID fan of mind bending/un-reality fics, but I can never write them to a satisfactory level. They’re so fun to read especially when they’re multi-chapter and you’ve gotta theorize on wtf is going on!!! It’s quirky and fun!!!! No one knows what’s going on and I ADORE that type of confusion. Learning to write is fun but I’m not at that level yet and I’m excited for when I can GGHRAAAHHH!!!!
OH BOY. oh boy. hello there thank you so much for the ask i absolutely love it. this took me a while to respond to because i had to get my thoughts in order 😅 i like a good never-say-never attitude, but there are many many things i write that are not as good as the blurry versions of themselves rotating around the inside of my head! the potential, u know? i can never do the potential justice. somehow i don't think that will ever change.
one thing i definitely struggle with is long-term character development - whether it's romantic, like a slow burn, or platonic or just in terms of narrative structure, whatever. i can't seem to get it happening to my satisfaction. i am so comfortable collecting snapshots of specific points of a character's journey, but when i try to slowly allow them to grow and change, it always feels cheap idk 😬😭 i'm also not so good at writing stories which span a longer period of time and/or have timeskips. it's mostly due to lack of practice with longer stories, and i'm working on improving!
in terms of more specific tropes or genres, though.... mysteries. i can never figure out how heavy or subtle the foreshadowing should be. comedy is also hard, although i've been practicing that one and i think i'm slowly getting the hang of a few different styles that are more humourous. and sometimes i read, like, Feist and Wurts' Empire trilogy, or Rothfuss' The Name of the Wind, and realise all over again i have a looooong way yet to go when it comes to introducing worldbuilding into a story naturally and intuitively. also, this might be silly, because the LU fic i'm most known for is literally about this, but reveals? i'm not so confident i can live up to the hype or satisfactorily fulfill the tension i've built. i hope my cursebreaker readers are not going to be disappointed by the payoff/reveal i have planned 🤞🤞😁
that being said, though, i keep writing all of those tropes and genres anyway, and it's really an honour to have the space and encouragement to be giving it a shot. i'm so grateful that all my recurring readers have put their trust in me and my ability to deliver a good story. throughout my childhood writing has always been a very solitary endeavour for me and i cannot express how much fun i've been having on ao3 over the last year, and tumblr the last few months. i've never had a fandom community like this before 💕 and i like to think that while i'm still growing my skills, i also have the potential inside me for anything, if i give it a good shot and keep at it. i think we all do.
i'm very sorry for all of this word vomit 😁 i guess, to chat as a writer, all i can say is i also LOVE reality bending stories, and they're SO FUN and you're SO RIGHT, and i don't have so much one problem writing as i do a lot of smaller more general ones, because i like to throw myself into my problems head-first, and i believe that you too have a million potentials inside you if you keep at it, and i for one am very, very excited to see where you go. i guess this whole answer was a gesture of enouragement, in the end. 🤩🥰
#thank you for the very interesting ask and i am SO VERY SORRY#at both how long it is and how long it took to write#it perplexed me for a long time#i still think my answer doesn't really make that much sense so i'm sorry about that too. i guess all i was trying to say is#i love writing#and i'm excited to talk about writing with you#and please don't set limits on yourself. shoot for the stars#if you do it many times unsatisfactorily eventually you'll find what you like and what you don't like abt it#and where the problems are. and you'll get more specific with what you're doing#and maybe you still won't be satisfied but you'll be having fun. and you'll be improving#i think writing is sort of like that forever though. satisfaction is impossible#so the only thing for it is to be proud of what you can make#ask tag#🐝#cursebreaker mention LOL
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new friend!
All things considered, they arrived in better condition than i thought and faster (Canada to U.S.A. shipping)(why did they go from one side of canada to the other to the side of the us farthest from me. to me. was there nothing closer?) So far just some battery box corrosion, also i nicknamed them "mr grumpy and stinky fub senior" due to having an issue with one side of their mouth not closing, having a birthday of Jan 4th, 1999 (almost 25!), and coming with a peculiar smell I'm pretty sure is coming from the motor. Currently this little guy is getting a nice, long bath (the 3rd bath)(VERY stinky n still dirty) and I'm working on getting the corrosion out (so far my isopropyl alcohol isn't helping much). Very excited to do the naming and gender reveal ritual once I fix the battery box! I almost hesitated to share them so early since they need to be in their best condition for the ritual and i KNOW i can get them working. Also doing a push start just in case so I'll know for a fact what's wrong when the batteries go in. Wanna be on the safe side and troubleshoot to prevent. SO excited cannot wait to see what I can do for them.
#I'm still honestly confused on what's causing the smell because it's from INSIDE their body#like i deshelled them and the smell got stronger so it's not a lingering environmental smell and they still smell. weird.#on the plus side the fur smells like soap now!!! i will probably need to give the soup more tastes because oh my GOSH is the water dirty#literally took me 20 minutes to get the little peets clean and they're STILL dirty#also random navy lint is coming from somewhere. they're a churchmouse furby. ????#little guy is perplexing indeed#PH I WONDER IF THEY'RE FRENCH cause they're canadian n if i remember right the non anerican furbies speak other languages#either way they will be loved#my main concern is literally having one of the boards dead n them never being able to tell me their name n they will forver#forever be mr grumpy and stinky fub sr (stinky for short)#furby#furby fandom#furby community#safe furby#all furby#furblr#furby 1998#f:stinky
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Everywhere everything is my roman empire haha. Can’t wait to see how the story plays out :)
Another one 😭😭😭 why is everyone being so nice to me 🥹
I’m so excited for you to see how it all comes together ✨
#I too would love to see how this story plays out maybe I’ll sit down and actually write soon#my laptop and I have been having a stare off for approx a week and a half#but the next chapter is like… 80% done fear not#anon#forever perplexed that people read and enjoy what I write but forever grateful too#ilysm
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There are two wolves inside of me, a millennial:


#but it's ok cos there are a lot of us Old Buggers on Tumblr dot com tryna make sense of this new world#sometimes I'm feelin Cool and Hip and With It#others I'm completely baffled and perplexed and What in Tarnation#it's not all Get of My Lawn the second you hit 30#there seems to be a long period of immense confusion and identity crisis 😅#at least for me anyhoo - a culture culture meme-junkie#and forever young neurodivergent#fitting in anywhere is hard#esp when you were Born to Stand Out#millennial vibes#millennial style#millennial memes#memes#Mean Girls memes#Steve Buscemi meme#how do you do fellow kids#I'm a cool mom#p.s. not a mom - as previously stated#mum to my stuffie collection i guess#two wolves#two wolves meme#there are two wolves inside of me
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i like giving gifts, i like looking for something that the other person will actually appreciate, but most of all i like making gifts with my own clumsy hands. i pour my love into it. it's my affection made tangible. so then naturally it means the world to me when i find out they really like it like i hoped they would :')
#i once gifted to my brother a framed fake troubled birds print i had made myself specifically for him and he had seemed mostly perplexed by#it which. heartbreaking. later on we found out he had straight up thought it was an official troubled birds print and not a crafted joke but#even after that was cleared there wasn't a big difference and i think it was gonna bother me forever -that i had been so wrong with it-#except that now he offhandedly told me 'oh yeah btw yknow how that thing you gifted me is literally... wait perhaps you don't know ok so#remember that troubled bird thing you made me (as if i could forget)? yeah i put it on the wall in my room and it's like the first thing you#see when you come in and i feel it very much haha anyways i was saying ' AND I HAD TO BE LIKE WAIT A SECOND YOU WHAT? YOU WHAT?#YOU LIKE IT? YOU FEEL IT? WHAT? anyways i almost teared up even now i feel a bit emotional idk. i did say it means the whole world to me :')#anyways day saved now i can face the rest of it all#x
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i wantto infodump about my game and my plans for it sooo bad
#but i—#ok i forgot what i was gonna type in that tag#because i got a perplexing call on the hotline at work#anyway. gaming forever and i love my creations
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rattling at the gates of discords like lemme innnn
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❛ are ya sure yer okay, bro? ❜ HAHAHAHA
@yukikorogashi || Five Word Sentence Starters
Did this...? Did this child just refer to him as "bro"?
Momentarily, Kaz is bemused into silence. A man with such strict control over his expressions—guaranteeing he give nothing away he does not intend on giving away��trips in more than just one instance here. He's messy, first in giving the girl any reason for concern at all when his lips involuntarily twist in discomfort, and second in the present, as he's left blinking in disbelief at what he swears he's heard correctly—
Which somehow doesn't make it any more believable she actually said it.
He shifts where his shoulder's pressed against the alcove, missing his cane now more than ever. As a hand discreetly massages the muscles in his thigh, Kaz sets his jaw and shakes his head. "I'll be more 'okay' once you've scurried off," he exhales through his teeth, simultaneously straightening up to test his weight on that leg again. "So be a good girl and run along, now."
And it's not a suggestion.
#yukikorogashi#〣♚{ answered }#the way i snorted SO LOUD when i saw this in my inbox omgggg#and the expression that kaz instantly had on his face#he's sO PERPLEXED and also just so immediately Done(tm) fdnhjaodfhnoa KAZ PLS#she's just trying to help 8'DDD#just tryna help a BRO out B')#what an absolute sweetie tho ;w; i forever love that she puts up with my prickly muses X'D true MVP#eeeee thank you for sending this in! owo we love this adorable gal so much TwT <3
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