#foxspeaks

[foxes-at-a-keyboard]

I don't think people understand how much energy it takes every day to be mentally and physically ill and just… keep everything on track.

Every day, several times a day, I work to make sure I am drinking enough water. If I don't. It will affect my chronic illness. I will feel ill and everything will be harder.

Everyday I try to make sure I eat two to three meals. Sometimes it's hard because I feel ill, sometimes it's hard because, mentally, food is repulsive. If I don't eat I will end up feeling more ill.

When I am standing I have to make sure I don't stand for too long. If I don't I will feel faint.

When I am sitting I have to make sure I am not sitting the wrong way. If I don't I will strain my joints, I might pull them out of place. I will be in pain for days.

Sometimes a change in the weather will make me feel ill.

Sometimes a change in the air quality will make me feel ill.

I have to check the ingredients of everything I eat or I will be ill. I'm not just looking for one thing. It's dozens of things. Some things only become a problem depending on the amount. Some things only become a problem depending on how they are processed. It's a constant struggle to remember everything. If I make one mistake I will have digestive issues.

But if I get too stressed or am having other chronic problems flare up I might have digestive issues anyways.

When I am stressed I try not to tense up my muscles. If I do, I will be sore for days. It might affect my joints.

But it's easy for me to be stressed. Small changes to my routine are painful. I get overwhelmed by people, by noise, by unexpected change. I work hard to manage it but it's hard.

Sometimes something very normal happens but I have trauma so it feels incredibly not normal for me. It might take days to figure out what exactly happened and how to dig myself out of my emotions.

My memory is poor. There is so much I have to remember to stay mentally and physically okay. Not even good. Just okay. It's so hard to remember everything. There is almost always something falling through the cracks.

I get tired easily. Even just maintaining my mental and physical health is exhausting. But if I don't do it it is even MORE exhausting.

And it starts all over every day.

[pandaatthedisco122]

Bro Hazbin Hotel was so good.

[portias-husband]

I’m back gang! Sorry about the long gap in posts, its been hard recently for me and I’ve been recovering from my first year at uni but I’ll try and post more often! I have lots of requests in my inbox atm so I’ll try and get through them. Please send any requests in that you want me to write!

[petitprincess1]

Ack, I just found your blog, and I already love it, I came here because of the HH/HB content, but I'm staying for the anime your bio reminded me too watch Spy x Family again so I applaud you for that. :3 #foxspeaks

I dont reblog anime content that much, but I suppose it's still there. Also, thank you so much! Hope you continue to enjoy my content! ^^

[thetrailthestarsblaze]

That is amazing. I love every single thing about this. Fern is wonderful.

And I just had a thought for my own family tree that I’m making at the moment. How much of the family tree would I kill if I made Blue’s mate a passing loaner instead of Oakheart, or have a loaner be the sire of Misty Stone, & Moss? And have Rosetail as their other parent?

Also are you adding any new ranks to the cleanse within your rewrite?

I'd have to look! If you made their parent a passing loner, Misty, Stone, and Moss would kinda have free range of possible mates though to be fair Crooked only has Silverstream as a daughter so there's less crowd there and they'd still have Whitestorm as a cousin so anyone related to Whitestorm would also be a no. Rosetail despite being the ideal other parents is related to a lot of thunderclan cats through Windflight. (Damn u Windflight!) so be wary of partners inside Thunderclan. Yup! A Legend Keeper is a bit like a historian. All important things go through Legend Keepers who record the whole thing. Unless a Legend Keeper is marked for battle, attacking one is a huge no. So you could consider them kinda like heralds (if your a history buff). Basically their job is record and translate for future generations!

We also have

Weather Keepers

Guards

Scouts

Nursery Keepers

Farmers

Assistants

Chasers/Rescuers/Marshtrotters

Tunnelers

Daylight warriors

Dogspeakers/Foxspeakers

Scent Makers

Mask Makers

Builders

Weavers

Traders

Collectors

Heart Warmers

Healers

Mediator

Messengers

Bird Watcher

Moor-Runners

and Human Ambassador

[thefox-thelion]

Trans and the Community

So I know the originals inspirers of this post wont see it cause they were so hasty to block me but i just wish to spill something even if its just to the various porn bots that follow me. @trenderbakugou made something about Transphobia and a blog i used to follow @julmdama agreed with and when i tried to challenge, I got blocked. It was taking about transphobia and how it shouldnt exist and I completely agree. However it also stated that if you friends with a transphobic person, your transphobic. That to me is preposterous. I was raised Catholic Conservative. I was in the Boy Scouts of America. I was you typical white farmer boy from butt fuck-nowhere usa. So Yes. Im Trans. I have friends who are anti trans and everyday they try to help fix me in the wrong way. My old man is transphobic but he raised us for 20 years and stepped in as a father figure when we needed him most. We may not agree on a lot of things, trans included, but he is still my best friend and my Father. 

So I guess what i am trying to say is Fuck Off. The LGBTQ community has always been one of openness and inclusion. As I get deeper and deeper into I can see the rage boiling under the murky depths. Hatred against Bi people. Hate against Ace. Hate against certain others if they don’t meet a collective standard. Go fuck yourself on the broom you rode in on. Look i get it, no matter what culture you in, Furries for example, this is gonna happen, but please keep it to yourself. I’m already struggling with who I am as it is, I don’t need you being assholes. I am a transperson with Conservative leaning views, who wishes to be Law Enforcement or a Firefighter. I drive a redneck jeep that flys the red line, blue line and green line flag while also sporting a couple Bad Dragon stickers. 

Keep your bias thoughts to yourself and focus instead of hate, on knowledge. Instead of throwing hate and Transphobes, teach them.Instead of saying Ace cant be LGBTQ, embrace them into the family. Like it or not, we are all we got until the Lesbians take over. Which we know will happen soon. 

Sorry for the long rant, I’m already in a depression and this morning made it worse.Thank you for reading this all the way through if you did. Im always open for constructive criticism as long as your trying to be nice. I love arguing but not with self pretentious assholes.

[firefoxsilver]

Any cute pet pics out there?

As of last night I received the bad news that I’m unfortunately not able to bring my dog over to the US which has made me utterly dejected. So, if y’all feel like sharing some love any pet pics/posts would be greatly appreciated!!

[halfbloodhipster]

long days

spent half the day crying the other half trying to not throw up

[liberalsarecool]

Alt-left is FOXspeak for 'righteous human being with morality'

[foxes-at-a-keyboard]

Sometimes I feel bad for my complete lack of a social life.

And then I remember that I have like three different chronic illnesses and autism and most people's idea of hanging out would make me catatonic for several days.

Then I feel better.

[pandaatthedisco122]

Photo dump I guess 🤷

[portias-husband]

Hey everyone! Sorry for the long hiatus! I’ve been busy with uni and exams but that will be ending for the summer soon!

I will finish exams on the 22nd and i have no idea how to spend my summer so I’ll be writing more headcanons to occupy my time!

I have a few drafts and asks waiting but feel free to send me as many as you want so i have lots to write during the summer months!

They won’t get answered until i finish exams but i want some more so please feel free to send them in!

[volpinaspeaks-blog]

@ladybugspeaks

Well, there’s a first time for everything isn’t there? I wouldn’t get too cocky little bug.

On a side note, Chat Noir looks damn fine in that suit of his. If only his “Lady” would notice him, then there wouldn’t be the risk of him falling for another~