#friend drama sucks

[wikiangela]

seven sentence sunday

tagged by @diazsdimples 💖

made some progress on the barbecue fic I started ages ago, so here's a lil bit haha (writing anything has been going so slow lately, I need motivation lol)

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“Baby.” Tommy says, a warning in his tone. “We have guests.”

“So what?” Buck murmurs, nuzzling his face in the crook of Tommy’s neck, not able to resist sinking his teeth into the skin of his shoulder lightly. “We can sneak away for a minute, can’t we?”

“We’re the hosts, Evan.” Tommy laughs, but it does sound a little breathy, and Buck smiles to himself. He loves getting Tommy worked up, and loves the effect he has on him. “We can’t just disappear.”

“Why not? You’re so hot I can’t even think about anything else right now.” Buck complains. Tommy chuckles breathily, shakes his head.

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[daisyswift3]

Sorry for disappearing again. I’m popping back on here to give a little update on my life for anyone who cares. August was a really really reallyyy awful month for me. First I was spiraling abt my ex situationship and then the first wk of the semester I started dealing w a lot of harassment from classmates and I realized it was my own “friends” that started it and spread a bunch of awful untrue rumors abt me as well as my private text conversations w them 😃 And the stress from all of that literally caused me to have a psychotic episode and spiral even more so that was fun. I actually came close to ending my life bc it was so bad. I think that was the first time I’ve ever had a full blown psychotic episode and it was absolute hell, like I’ve never been so fucking terrified in my life. I didn’t even know it was possible to have thoughts as dark as the ones I was having. This caused me to fall really behind in my classes so now I’m having to catch up while also being very scatterbrained. And this WAS going to be my last semester but now I’m gonna have to graduate later bc of all of this 🥰 It literally feels like they sabotaged me right before the finish line like I’ve never been so pissed off in my life. But one good thing that came out of it is I’ve now figured out I probably have schizotypal personality disorder or sth similar which would explain why I have such a hard time making friends and maintaining relationships. I think I come off a lot colder than I mean to and so I give ppl mixed signals on accident. It’s kind of awful knowing I’M actually the one that’s caused some of my relationships to implode without meaning to. Like I try soooo hard to be as nice as possible and to listen and be patient w ppl but it’s still somehow never enough bc I’m kinda stoic and am not good at expressing my love for ppl. Like I feel so many things internally but it’s hard for me to show them externally. And I also figured out that I experience apophenia (which can be related to psychosis and schizophrenia) and so I sometimes read way too much into things and see signs and patterns that aren’t there. On one hand it’s great bc it allows me to learn difficult concepts really fast and spot patterns and connections other ppl might not see, but on the other hand it can also cause me to experience psychosis. I’m trying to be more careful now w how delusional I let myself be but I’m not gonna stop analyzing music and I’ll let myself be delulu sometimes as a treat bc life is more fun that way :)) I’ve made several playlists that kind of serve as journal entries since I don’t really journal and that’s the closest thing I have to journaling. These songs are like the soundtrack of my life at the moment

[harzeke]

"disventure camp all stars sucks everything sucks we're so over" sorry for y'all but i be having a ball on this bitch!!!!!!

[sangcreole]

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[notmoreflippingelves]

Thinking about how aggravating it is that fandom boils down a lot of really fascinating Ace Attorney ships to "oh, so we're copying narumitsu's homework again, are we?" --as though the only reason that someone might find plausibly these ships (romantic and/or platonic) interesting is surface-level similarities to the fandom juggernaut pairing and not like the compelling characters and their established bonds in and of themselves.

[anyshapebutsquare]

I had like an almost close friend breakup tonight. I’ve never really had dramatic friendships, except for this one. And it’s often her being mad at me for something kevin said/did, which I don’t think is fair. I haven’t reached out to her in a few months on purpose and then tonight she called me asking if we were friends in like a jokey way and I just didn’t lay down this time and kinda held my ground which she did not like. I am very non-confrontational so usually I just forgive and forget. Since I didn’t do that this time, she started victimizing herself. After some words there was a long pause because I wouldn’t back down and I was just like can we talk about this later, I worked today and can’t really think right now. And she was like yeah, I wasn’t planning on having this conversation. Yeah because you thought I would never hold you accountable!

[fuckyeahaplatonics]

Aplatonic culture is feeling kind of smug about the fact that you won't face the struggles people have in friendships because you're nonfriending

[starryluminary]

Noah is such an unbelievable bastard oh my fucking god. Leaving Owen to struggle through the challenges alone so much that he collapses from exhaustion the moment he steps on the carpet of completion and ONLY snapping out of it when Emma reiterates what she said the last episode but with a few more words.

If for some reason you think I blow out of proportion how shitty Noah is to Owen in the comic post I swear to whatever god is out there I’m not. It sucks so bad it hurts so fucking BAD

[broke-on-books]

Best thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: you can meet some of the nicest people with some really cool ideas and hcs, there's such an abiding love for the franchise, which on its own is just AMAZING, such a wealth of content to dive into, and I haven't even gotten into the fan REDESIGNS and aus and-

Worst thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: people irl in public will come up to you with some of the worst Scooby takes ever (Scrappy found dead in Miami, SDMI revolutionized animation, etc.) and you have to restrain yourself from getting into a fistfight with some rando acquaintance/friend-of-a-friend in public ALL THE TIME 💀

[skid-the-mighty-poet]

[tswizzlesfan]

one scene that i found absolutely hilarious even though it's actually heartbreaking is cute lil bumblebee nick hyping himself up and going over to his crush to chirp about the things happening in his life just for boston to be like "bitch did i ask"

it's SAD i know but as a concept it makes me laugh

[shoebillstork]

Its so funny when someone is specifically avoiding namedropping someone to me just in case im one of the people on the other persons side but ive been uninvolved and getting updates on the drama for months and have dome my own research so I can still keep up with the convo and getting that 'oh so were on the same page 😌' is so satisfying

[vitasexualiiis]

my very sexy curse of liking the most radioactive ships in a fandom

[dengswei]

this scene 😭

[akkivee]

i pulled jiro!!!!! tho it’s not my favourite interpretation of jiro’s confidence issues, i did enjoy seeing middle child syndrome as a part of jiro’s conflicts this season!!!! bc of that need to prove himself tho, he played to his strengths well, like rallying others’ motivation for example, which did its job in showing what he is capable of!!!!!

[vulnerasti-cor-meum]

although also what wasn't so magnificent was the inconclusive DTR convo we had afterward (our second one) where he said he's happy to continue to be sometimes-sexual partners w/ me but that he is going to need to know what we "are"/what our status is so that he doesn't fall in love w/ me and get his heart broken. My confusion being that the last time we had this convo, I asked him what "more than" [lovers] would look like (he had brought it up), and he said he didn't know (but was open to suggestion), but at that time he also said he wasn't looking for a bf (but loves spending time with me.), and also I can't like publicly-publicly be boyfriendly w/ him anyway b/c of my mom etc, so like, what now. I don't even know what I want, and I can't keep telling him "IDK". -- at which he's been patient, but I can only say IDK so manhy times. Maybe what he really needs to hear is my confirming that the status quo is good, which for me is the most generous response I can probably give :/ I wish I cld talk to my shrink about this but I don't even have one anymore b/c my second one left the clinic and said she'd get back to me to set me up with her again and it's been months and months wth.