#god i hate

[ask-impatient-samurott]

[@sweetdreamscafe]

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[chemdeku1]

[1v31182m5]

[princemick]

not knowing the social rules of new sides of tumblr is stressfull

[goblinbugthing]

wow this fucking sucked

my parents forgot to buy my gifts in advance and now they cant afford them

they also can’t afford to follow through with the rest of my plans, so no arcade or chinese restaurant either

im going to scream 😊

[lys-jeorge]

You know when you read a book which is like

Really loved and respected

And you're like... that was kinda shit though?

But you keep it to yourself 'cos you're pretty sure you'd get judged for hating it.

[taffy-glitch]

it should be illegal to put ads in apps or sites for solitaire or picross or sudoku tbh. playing classic puzzle games uninterrupted needs to be a HUMAN RIGHT

[creed-of-cats]

"If voting changed anything they wouldn't let people do it-" grabs your face THEY DIDN'T JUST "LET" PEOPLE DO IT, MOST PEOPLE COULDN'T VOTE FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS. PEOPLE OF COLOR ONLY GOT THE FULL RIGHT TO VOTE 50 YEARS AGO IN THE US, THATS BARELY A GENERATION.

IF IT DIDNT MATTER AT ALL WHY WOULD THEY SPEND SO MUCH TIME GERRYMANDERING THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYWHERE?? WHY CAN'T FELONS VOTE?? WHY CANT PUERTO RICO VOTE? WHY DO THEY KEEP SWITCHING DATES AND LAWS AND TIMES AND WHATEVER THEY POSSIBLY CAN TO STOP PEOPLE FROM VOTING?? WHY DO THEY MAKE EFFORT AT ALL??

BEING DISILLUSIONED IS A REASONABLE RESPONSE. BUT PEOPLE FOUGHT AND DIED AND ARE STILL FUCKING DYING FOR THAT RIGHT, DONT SPIT IN THEIR FACE.

[sourkreem]

A couple of lazy Jason sketches. Still figuring out his design. Also do you think he ugly cries at least once a week.

[chocolate-failure]

I've been having a hard time writing. Not just fiction, I haven't wrote anything substantial in years but my ability to access my own thoughts and commit them to paper?? Cyber space?? Idk, my ability has been wavering for months and now I'm downright afraid to read or write. It's entirely garbage and feels very much like regression. It's pretty goddamn bad. Maybe I should make it a point to write every day to work those atrophied muscles.

I've been struggling with weight, not anymore than usual well actually... My body refuses to lose more than a pound in the bathtub. I had a real bad day last week which entirely fucked my progress when I was at 174 😒 god this fucking sucks. I think writing is a form of meditation that brings me a great deal of peace and when I can achieve peace I can better exercise discipline and self control. Idk I'm just having a hard time not backsliding back to 181...and like specifically that number.

I've been going to the gym every day for the past few weeks and the gym has a new front desk guy. I don't much care for being noticed or having my comings and goings clocked by strangers and he could just be being observant and friendly but... idk. On monday I came in much later than I usually do and he noticed. He made a little joke about it when I came in on time Tuesday ((my temp crown came off and I needed to get it glued back in) lmfao, why tf did i include this?). But erm, he's talked to me a few times asking me about my hair and clothes. He mentioned some harem pants I wore one day and I assumed he wanted to get his own pair so I told him where he could find them but he didn't seem much interested in buying some which mostly confused me. But after today I think he was just complimenting me.

But erm as I'm leaving today, he talks to me about my membership, saying that I have one they don't offer anymore. He says that I've been paying for 2 people for a long ass time when I'm the only person who comes in and that I could be saving $45 a month if I changed to the one person plan. Which like yeah, that's helpful, but why tf are you looking up my plan??? He says that the other person on the plan hasn't been in for a long af time 🥴 And I tell him my husband isn't the most athletic, but I'm gonna try to get him to come. He then tells me it's been since March 16, 2023 and it very much feels like he's shading dig which like I get but it's just odd. I'll have to see how he speaks to me now that he knows I'm married. Dudes tend to speak to me differently when they know I'm unavailable. They either become way less friendly or ramp up their efforts and pay me way more attention. I kinda rather neither happen cuz the implications are unpleasant. Idk... shit like this makes me scared to befriend cismen, especially black cismen.

[jeffmangumscumsock]

I don't think I've posted these here so you're getting them all in one post.

[epiphanytear]

It’s gonna be 93°F tomorrow… 93°F in fucking February??? It’s still winter, what even is this?

[ringosmistress]

[greelin]

it is literally called a “happy” trail for a reason.. If you feel any emotion other than joy upon seeing it you should be sent to live on a deserted island by yourself forever. or blow up. either way get out of my presence

[cozylittleartblog]

@staff if you [change] the [design] of the fucking [dashboard] i will kill you

edit. i want it on the actual post that i am not actually making a de-th threat against the staff. that's shitty. the caption quotes the fucking costco hot dog meme, which i originally said in the tags. if any staff member sees this please do Not take it personally

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

HOT, SINGLE, UNSTUDIED SPONGES. 3000 NAUTICAL MILES AWAY. Come sail the distance and read Tiger Tiger!